#yes i have indeed fucked up my metabolism for good at the tender age of 21

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how do normal people eat 3 meals a day + multiple snacks and not gain weight will always remain a mystery to me.

#i can barely maintain eating like 1200 kcals average #(which means most days around 800) #yes i have indeed fucked up my metabolism for good at the tender age of 21 #thank u #u can stop applauding now #compulsive eating #disordered eating #emotional eating #bed #food restriction #overeating #thoughts #dieting #ed meme #tw anorexia #tw eating disorders #binge eating disorder #binge and starve #relapse #tw ed #i wanna be skinny #eating issues #eating problems #calorie deficit #mental health