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tubbytarchia · 3 months
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just doodles but I could not help myself sorry
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moogiwarah · 4 years
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Hi! I want to have comprehensive list of the BL manga/manhwa etc. that I’ve read because I want to spread the love for this genre 💜.  This post is a list of works that I’ve read which is not in this page yet + my comments on each work. I hope some people will find something that they like here ^__^
🐣 All BL recs from me 
manhwa  🐓
💜 Never Understand
Yuri, one of the school's most handsome guys,and Jaerim, one of the school's ugliest, collide!...or don't they? Can't understand what's going on between these two! It's Out of Control! 
shounen-ai, completed, 87 chapters
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THE STORY IS SOOOO GOOD. The art also improved by a lot upon reaching the later chapters. Jae-rim is dubbed as “ugly” (he’s a whole cutie tho) and I’m glad to see a non conventional character design for an MC! I highly recommend reading this!!  👌💯
Incorrigible 
A sequel to “Never Understand” which is focused on Cho Ayeon’s story after being free from Soyeon’s control.
yaoi, completed, 8 chapters
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This has few chapters so maybe that explains the fast pacing. Nonetheless, it was a nice read, I have a really soft spot for Jae-rim so seeing his r-18 experiences with Yuri really got me ahkdjashdkajshd ;W;
💜 Dirty Vibrations
Best friends Yeong and Nohae thought it was a joke when they downloaded the infamous “cursed” app. It’s said to command the user to perform…sexual acts and punishes those who disobey or delete it. It started with making them kiss. When they disobeyed its order…the punishment was anything but a joke. 
yaoi, ongoing
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This one is from Fujoking (author of Youjin)! In all honesty, I love this for its sex scenes. They are so well made, the art, the dialogue, the expressions, and just *chef’s kiss* 👌. When it comes to expressing sexual scenes in BL, my top authors would have to be Fujoking for manhwa and Zaria for manga.
💜 Paid
Executive director Heejae is nicknamed "Chaebol Prince" by the public. But his life is turned upside down when documents linking him to an embezzlement scheme are unexpectedly found by an accounting collegian Taekyung! So he pretends to have a crush on him, but.. Taekyung wants more than just flirting! 
yaoi, ongoing
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This is another one from Fujoking! This has a heavier plot as compared to Dirty Vibrations, so you get amazing smut AND an engaging story! 
💜 On or Off
Yiyoung is building a startup with his college friends. They get a chance to present their proposal to SJ Corporation, one of the leading companies in the country. But in the meeting room he sees Kang Daehyung, the extremely handsome company big shot that's so very much his type, and Yiyoung's heart starts to race...! Can pretty-faced Yiyoung win both in love and his career? 
yaoi, ongoing
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Okay this! It’s really funny and the pacing is nice and the characters are nice and the art is nice and the perfect mix of romance comedy and slice of life i just HUHDADKAJDHJK it’s rly a feel good read and both MCs are SO ATTRACTIVE.
Penthouse XXX
Siyeon, a contract killer, has declared a boycott on men after being screwed over by his ex. That is, until he moves into a penthouse owned by Taekyung, a rich heir with killer looks.
yaoi, completed, 49 chapters
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It has meme worthy illustrations xD. The graphics are nice but I found Taekyung (one of the MCs) to be a little toxic. Also, some parts of the story were not wrapped up/discussed enough imo. But overall, it was a pleasant read.
Home Sweet Home
The last thing Jungyeon expected was for his mom to ask if she could remarry. The new man was kind, considerate, a perfect match for his mother but there’s a catch: he has a younger son. Sunwoo is an introvert. He’s shy and has trouble opening up to others, until he meets Jungyeon and finds himself opening up for the first time. As their parents get closer to marrying, they become close, too close, and that’s when Sunwoo learns Jungyeon is already seeing another man.
yaoi, completed, 57 chapters
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I honestly don’t know why this has quite a low rating on mangago because I found it to be a good read! It’s like sitting through a romance-drama movie. I liked the ending and the relationship between the main couple.
K’s Secret
Employee Kim Doyoon has been working for 5 years. He has one secret that he can't tell anyone else - the fact that he's a half-vampire born between a human and a vampire.
yaoi, ongoing
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The art is so good in the recent chapters ugh. Also the sex scenes are well made. The plot is a little unclear though, and I feel like the relationship of the two MCs are kinda forced and unnatural hahaskdhakjdh. Still reading it tho since it’s ongoing.
💜 I have a Boyfriend
Kang Hyeon Ho, who belongs in the university soccer team goes into a breadth class and encounters the person he went to middle school together with and was his first love, Han Gyeol. 
yaoi, completed, 44 chapters
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THIS IS BASICALLY COLLEGE AU ROM COM ADDITIONAL TAG: FIRST LOVE AND IT’S AMAZING. Just a really well rounded story with the right amount of drama to bring out its slice of life  😭💘 Also, this is tagged as yaoi but the sex scenes were few and not that explicit.
💜 Voice of Love
After experiencing a traumatic incident involving a previous lover, Jiho is too afraid to tell his classmate Soohan that he likes him. Thankfully, Soohan can hear otherpeople's thoughts and asks him out first. But, as we all know, love isn't always that easy. Will Jiho and Soohan really get their happily ever after?
shounen-ai, completed, 37 chapters
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Just a really cute story about mind reading and high school boys being in love. Ah, youth. This will make you feel good like ,,, awww young love :( <3
Base to Base
The elite Sung Moon High is fields one the country's top 5 high school baseball teams. Kim Soohyun was the ace pitcher of his middle school now started his first year at Moon high baseball team...since his beloved sunbae Choi Woojin(captain/catcher) is there....Kim Soohyun is an cutie puppy with stalker tendency exclusive for his beloved sunbae. 
shounen-ai, completed, 28 chapters
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Sports manga/anime always had a little (or lots) of gay, well this one made it officially gay! A cute rom-com bUT I feel like the ending was rushed. I would have loved it if there was more, but nonetheless, a good read! :)
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💜 I Seriously Can’t Believe You  
"I don't think you've realized your true nature yet." That's what Kon tells Iida, the hottest guy at school, wondering how anyone could be so proper. As popular as he is, Iida doesn't seem interested in any of the girls who come after him. Kon and his buddies try to look into the matter by flipping a coin and having Kon approach him with his confession of love, just to see if he's really interested in guys. "I've... never looked at guys like that..." says Iida, falling for Kon's ruse. Kon takes him home, hoping to straighten out the misunderstanding, when Iida suddenly grabs him by the shoulder, and... A story about a mysterious hottie at school and a prince of a certain kind. 
yaoi, completed, 5 chapters
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THIS IS FUNNY AND CUTE AND HOT AND SHORT BUT REALLY GOOD JUST READ IT YOU WONT REGRET IT!
💜 Yoru to Asa no Uta 
(Chapter 0) ; (Sequel)
Asaichi can't play any instruments, his voice is average, and he's only in the band for the girls and the sex. Plus, he's homophobic. For some reason, the new bassist is infatuated with him despite the treatment Asaichi gives him.
yaoi, completed, 1 + 8 + 8  = 16 chapters
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It’s by Harada (author of ‘Yatamomo’ and ‘Color Recipe’) so expect dark themes. Trigger warning for rape. I suggest you skip the rape if you can’t handle it because this manga is so good. Its art and story (much like Harada’s other works) will really suck you in. This left a deep impression on me because the characters felt so alive. I respect Harada so much for that ability.
💜 Eigyou Nika!
Sakisaka, stationed in the second Sales Division, has an unrequited love for Toujou, his directing senpai. He had no intention of confessing his feelings. However, Toujou has been awfully touchy-feely lately… Is there a glimmer of hope? Please don’t let it be a misunderstanding! Which path will these vexing feelings flow down to?
yaoi, completed, 10 chapters
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I had fun reading this because it’s so fluffy!! aaaAAAA I love friends to lovers and cuddling and the sweetness that comes from a relationship that is a more than friendship but less than lovers. A lighthearted read <3
💜 Mou Ichido, Nando Demo
On his way home from picking up a rings for himself and his lover, Fuji Takahiro is hit by a car. His resulting amnesia degrades his live-in lover Kotou Tarou to a mere flatmate, and a series of misunderstandings threatens to tear the couple apart. Tossed around by desperation and confusion, can Tarou and Takahiro rebuild their once blissful relationship? 
yaoi, completed, 11 chapters
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This is like watching a really good mature drama. The characters feel real and the situations presented in the manga were also something one can easily imagine themselves being put into. A short and good read.
💜Ookami-kun wa Kowakunai
The world is filled with animals that can evolve into beastmen. There is a young and earnest wolf who was always mistaken for a showy person because of his flashy looks. The easily mistaken wolf has fallen for an attractive looking rabbit named Usami, who is cautious of carnivores.
yaoi, completed, 6 chapters
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I mEAN,,, LOOK AT THEM!!! This is wholesome and very fluffy huhuhuhu no more words needed. A short and cute read! <3
💜Ookami He No Yomeiri
Kaede is a rabbit person chosen to be the 'bride' of a distinguished wolf family. Although he does not wish to marry a wolf, his family pleads for him to go so that they can have enough supplies to last for the next two years. However, how will his new husband act towards a little bunny rabbit stuck in the wolf's den?
yaoi, completed, 8 chapters
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The art is good and the story is cute :((( They’re so cute aaaa I’m a sucker for grumpy looking x ray of sunshine it’s just uGH the contrast never gets old.
💜 Encirclement Love
Ryou had a sleepover and saw his friends - Issei and Tadahiro - kissing while they thought he was asleep. He asks them about it and feels betrayed as a childhood friend when they pretend nothing happened. Determined to catch them red-handed, Ryou ends up inside a closet with Issei's little brother - Yuusei -, who has a unexpected reaction to the situation.
yaoi, completed, 6 chapters
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It’s basically four high school boys being horny. All four of them are friends and I find their dynamics really funny. Also, they’re all hOT 🥵 I had lots of fun reading this!
Mother’s Spirit
University employee Ryouichirou is ordered by the Chairman to take in an exchange student. That exchange student, Qaltaqa, is a native from a developing country who can't understand Japanese!! Though he is a warrior of his tribe and a man of great beauty, seeing him afraid of the phone and the TV, and even the toilet, Ryouichirou gets fed up… But while being called "Ryouichirou" in such a clumsy manner, he has a change of heart!?
yaoi, completed, 13 chapters
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This is funny and interesting! A short read to boost your mood and get your yaoi fix ;D
Dakaretai Otoko Ichii Ni Odosarete Imasu 
Saijou Takato's 5 year reign as the "Most Huggable No. 1" has been snatched. Stealing his thunder is the newbie actor with a 3-year debut, Azumaya! Towards the stuffy hostile Takato, Azumaya's sincere sparkling smile starts to become effective. Even as Takato sets his alert level on MAX, Azumaya catches Takato in his shameful drunken state and uses it to blackmail him! In exchange for Azumaya's silence, Azumaya states, "Please let me hold you"'?! "Embrace me, who was the Most Huggable No.1? What the heck is he saying!" 
yaoi, ongoing
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I remember dropping this because MC was obviously raped, but upon watching the first episode of the anime adaptation, they made the sex consensual (thank God) and the story is not so bad after all. I suggest skipping the first chapter altogether and just start off at episode 1 in the anime, then you can pick it up in the manga to see the explicit scenes xD
That’s it for now! Will continue updating in this tumblr acc. as I continue on reading more BL ehe. Hmu on my twt if u wanna talk about BL and/or anime and manga in general hehe. Love lots~ 💜🐓
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visored-headcanons · 6 years
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Did you guys ask for a butt-ton of Rose head cannons?
No?
Too late
Prior to Hollowfication, Rose was 6th in line to head the Otoribashi clan. For most this was strange, specifically because Rose was the only son of Lord Izuko and Lady Yuri and despite being their only son that his eldest sister Yuki was next in line to head their clan.
Rose grew up on a mid-level noble house known for their hospitality and their appreciation of the arts. Doted on by five elder sisters, Rose had a very happy childhood filled with laughter and music.
He could still recall the first time he encountered an insturment, an imported violin that just called for him to pull it from its protective case. By the time someone had noticed that he had wandered away from where he was supposed to be napping he had figured out how to start to read the music that was in the case. His father had found him looking so peaceful as he played those shaky melodies. Seeing his father he started to talk about what he was doing, small hands pointing out the notes as he wore the happiest smile his father had seen him wear. The next day Lord Otoribashi sent out requests for artists, seeking out teachers to help him learn more.
By the time Rose grew old enough to have significant spiritual pressure he had learned to play 28 different instruments, 6 different painting styles, and had started to compose his own works, all of which made him a very desirable bachelor.
Rose, even at his young age, had a dream of finding truest love and asked his family to allow him to find love on his own.
He found that just with music that he was a natural when it came to the soul reaping arts, holding the academy record to quickest connection to Shikai, hearing Kinshara’s name only 2 weeks after receiving his blank sword.
Rose passed through the academy with little trouble, joining squad three as a seated officer with his talent.
For nearly 20 years he quietly made his way up the ranks, rising to third seat at around the time he ran into Shinji Hirako, the current 5th seat of the 5th and rumored to be applying for the next open captain’s spot.
Rose knew Shinji faintly from some of the interactions his family had with the higher level house of Hirako, but they had never gotten the chance to speak seeing as he had always spent his time with his sisters rather than deal with political matters at those meetings.
Rather than get into proper greeting Shinji grabbed Rose by the hand and pulled him into an alley with him, just avoiding getting run over by the most recent Kenpachi. “That was not my best idea.” Shinji slid down the wall.
“What sort of idea was that?” Rose could help but smile as he raised an eyebrow, amused as Shinji told him how he had attempted to sneak into the 11th to test his Bankai against high level fighters and had caught the attention of the Kenpachi and decided to hightail it rather than die a painful death.
Laughing in that alley, Shinji asked Rose if he would come join him and some friends for dinner and a night on the town after.
It was that night that Rose met the captains of the 7th and 9th along with the lieutenants of the 8th and 9th for the first time. He was partially stunned at how easily Shinji slid into the table, lazily introducing Rose to these high level soul reapers. By the end of the night, under the fog of alcohol and laughing til his sides hurt, Rose had been fully invited to join Hirako’s friend clique, and he had discovered that he thought that Lisa Yadomaru was the most beautiful and intelligent woman he had ever met.
The small group would meet up often, sharing good meals and fun times as they would settle into the restaurant or quarters of choice for the night, laughing at the latest tale of what the mystery lieutenant of the 12th had done and often discussing any and all possibilities of who the mystery man could be.
It was only a week after Shinji became a captain that the secret got out and little Hiyori Sarugaki was revealed to be the fearsome lieutenant of legend. When Shinji dragged her and Hachi to their first all group meeting, Rose decided that Shinji had a talent for finding special people. Not many people could out both a member of the secret Kido corps and a mystery lieutenant of legend and then invite them to dinner in the same week.
The group’s first recorded instance of a spit take is in finding out that Rose is only about 6 years older than Hiyori, making him the second youngest member of the group. The young ones decide to unite.
Despite being their lowest ranking member, Rose had never been so happy to find a group of equals who he could get close to so easily.
At least until they tricked him into becoming a captain.
As much as he wanted to hate them for tricking him into a position of power he can’t. They’re so happy and they even invited his family to his promotion and he just can’t stop the dumb smile from creeping onto his face.
A few days after getting black out drunk, Iba comments on how she’s never noticed his tattoo before in the middle of a training session where the back of his kosode was torn open. After excusing himself he finds that in his latest night of getting blackout with his friends that he got a tattoo of the symbol of the third on his Haori as a large stone sitting betweeen his shoulder blades with throned vines and marigolds growing out from behind it and reaching all over his back. Its beautiful and lovely and he’s so upset because this lovely piece of work is on his back and he needs a dozen carefully placed mirrors just to be able to see it. It becomes his little secret and no one else finds out about it until he becomes a vizard.
Right when he finally feels like he’s gotten this whole captain thing and that his division is doing the best it has in nearly 4 centuries Aizen makes his move and one moment he’s running to help Hiyori, screaming as the bone mask forms onto her small face, when he feels this horrible pain accompany the sick feeling of a sword stabbing him just under the left side of his rib cage and then he’s waking up two years later, chained to a large rock in Kisuke’s hiding spot in the world of the lving.
The four years following Kisuke waking them up is one of the saddest terms of Rose’s life. No matter how much Kinshara whispered sweet melodies to him, he couldn’t find the strength or will to reach out and take the blade into his grasp. The music is gone and so is the Rose who loved life, all swallowed by Arpeggio, his inner hollow.
Its watching his closest friends break down from the pain that he finds himself holding Lisa in a tight hug, softly singing her favorite songs as she clings to him. Its in a bittersweet kiss and each other’s embrace that they fall asleep and dream happily for the first time in years.
“I’m not going to listen to this anymore.” That’s all the warning the other Vizards get before he fills their sad silences with unending melodies, singing ballads and old bar songs to make them smile and slowly they become not quite themselves again, but something new and closer together than before.
After 6 more years of sleepless nights and begging for the voice in his head to stop stop stop talking him to give in, Hiyori and Kisuke figure out stabilization and Rose and the others get back control of their inner world.
Due to how they looked so alike, it was decided that Rose and Hiyori would be the ones to go out and buy food and such due to how they could pose as siblings and how easily they could blend into a crowd. They ended up spending a lot of time together over the century and Rose doesn’t care how many times Love proclaims that Hiyori’s his baby sister and no one elses’, in Rose’s eyes she’s the sixth sister he never had.
Its easy to fall for Lisa, and he doesn’t even realize it until one of the others points out that they seem to be a couple in a romantic relationship. He hates to admit it, but if they had never gone into exile together he wouldn’t have ever found the nerve to try to get close to her, so he makes up for it by trying to make their new lives as happy as possible.
Traveling the world, Rose has them stop so he can pay homage to all the great performers who created such lovely works while they were alive.
Every chance he gets he visits the art districts of every city, dragging the others in their best dance shoes and clothes to dance to the music of dreamers and cheer on those who are reaching to be the next great of their fields.
The others often tease Rose about how in his efforts to make his next great work that he always manages to make a huge mess. Paint and ink splashed onto the floor, papers scattered all other the floor, canvases left in doorways, how he gets lost in his work and if someone is in range that he might accidentally start drawing on them or they get dragged in as life models. Only once did Kensei fall asleep where Rose was working before waking up to find that Rose got lost in his work and painted a mountain range on his arm. Quality image but Kensei did not appreciate unwittingly becoming a canvas.
Rose isn’t always all dressed up in his ruffles. Due to his sporadic and messy nature when he gets inspired he has a large supply of comfy clothes that are are stained with all sorts of colors and patterns, soft from endless washes. When one of the Visored sees Rose walking around in those comfy clothes, pilfered hair tie pulling his hair out of his face, they know what’s coming and prepare to evacuate from his zone of inspiration.
The others may roll their eyes and Hiyori might be fake retching in the background, but Rose loves calling the others his family. He grew up in a large family and loves having a ton of brothers and sisters. The others may still give him annoyed looks whenever he introduces them as his family to others, but they’ve come around to the idea and they absolutely adore one another even if they won’t say it aloud.
Rose and Mashiro are the ‘poor-oblivious-babies’ of the family and no matter how embarrassing they are or how badly they read a situation the others will go into ‘defense-squad-mode’ to protect their poor dumb loved ones.
When they return to the Soul society to get their trial and finally tell their side of the story, Rose immediatly latches onto Izuru. The poor boy is so confused when suddenly finds himself being addressed as “Muse” and being doted on by one of the most powerful figures in soul reaping history.
As much as he loves the color and bright lights of the world of the living, Rose knows that he’s needed on the other side to help rebuild what had been torn apart when he had been forced to flee in exile.
Surprisingly, both he and Lisa adjust very quickly to their new long distance relationship, weekend visits and some surprise dates spicing up their new monotonies.
Most of the division is startled when their, admittedly depressing, halls are filled with music and color when Captain Otoribashi returns to the 3rd. In the short course of a single month, the division feels homier than ever, new flower beds planted and wind chimes tinkling in every doorway, and even their dour lieutenant finds himself wearing a content smile as he trains alongside the captain who promises to stay.
“I will never willingly leave you alone like that, Izuru.” The promise is made so easily as Izuru watches his captain lightly strum a guitar, “Here I have my muse and an entire division counting on me, and I won’t let anyone take it from me again.”
Rose is...eccentric to say the least and while it may be offputting to Izuru at first, he eventually takes it all in stride. Honestly nothing can really faze Izuru much after working under Rose, he’s heard and seen his captain do all sorts of strange things and takes all the odd requests and pieces of art with little to no complaint after a few months.
A few months after he’s settled into his position, Rose is the first of the Vizards with blood family to reach out to them.
With the rest of the Vizards standing behind him, Rose enters his old home, tears springing to his eyes as his sister Mina doesn’t hesitate to scream his name and run into his arms, finding himself surrounded by family he never thought he would see again and introducing them to the family who helped bring him back home.
Being a zombie was...not as bad as Rose thought. He doesn’t remember much after get a starbeamed through the chest until Mayuri got his up and moving again. He actually forgot about the missing portion of his body after the battle ended and walked up to the other vizards like everything was normal and that he didn’t have a star shaped hole in his chest. He...still has not lived that one down.
After TYBW and he and Izuru are back in working condition, both once again broken and hastily repaired, they work to make sure no one ends up like them and to try and find happiness after such darkness.
A short while after Lisa becomes a captain, he asks her to marry him and to make another family of them and hopefully some children.
A few months later, Rose decides in the midst of their first dance that his life may have been complicated and full of a lot of pain, but he’d do it all over again if it meant he’d get to be with all those loved ones and end up on that dance floor again.
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asphy7 · 7 years
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GUESS WHAT! I THINK SCREAMING AT KIDS IS UNPRODUCTIVE AND DISGUSTING
Hey I went through that stage of fetishizing gay relationships and giggling with my friends over them sweet yaoi lemons when I was fifteen. 
I hit 19 and finally learnt that it wasn’t supportive of LGBT rights at all. But there was still this part of my that got a kick out of writing and drawing gay content because OHMYGOD TWO BOYS KISSING. I’m 23 now, and it was only just at the end of last year that I was able to cross a bridge in self discovery. And I’ll admit, there’s still this part of me that leaps at the chance to create gay fanworks.  I’m trying to better myself as a person and as a creator to support the LGBT community with what I create. To support a community I recently found I was a part of.  And not just that but I want to create positive works for people of colour or different cultures and religions. But my characters are usually cis and white. Because I’m still learning. I don’t want to say or do something offensive by creating trans work, or by having a character that is of a different culture and then doing something that is seriously offensive or completely and utterly wrong.  I get why everyone doesn’t like ‘yaoi/yuri” and the typical fetishistic content within the hype of the people that like that stuff.  Honestly if I came across someone my age who thought that reading doujinshi makes them an LGBT ally, I’d smack their face inside out.  But how is a 15 year old to know better? You are literally not helping ANYONE by tearing down these youths who maybe like me had absolutely ZERO idea that boys could like boys and girls could like girls until my friend came over for a sleepover and introduced my to some poorly written Hetalia porn she’d written for me.  I had that piece of paper crumpled up in my pillow for years, not because I read it every night to get off on it. I was 14! I had no body hair and still had puppy fat and wore training bras.  That really terrible piece of paper opened up new doors, windows and blew holes in walls for me.  Ofcourse my life was a thriller movie after that, hiding all my writing and drawing from my homophobic mother. My life went from dreaming about getting married and having kids to dreaming about creating.  I wanted to be a writer! An artist! I wanted to make stuff that people like me could get excited over and ship my characters and squeel about in the middle of the night with their friends.  One day, one of my “normal friends’ saw what I was drawing, mind you this was YEARS later. I was 17. And the thing is this is to the day my best friend.  I was drawing fanart for Black Butler or something like that with whatever I shipped at the time hard core making out with bad anatomy and too many limbs. I was so ashamed that I’d let my friend see it. But heck, he thought it was great. Said I was an awesome artist.  Soon I had a whole group of friends that loved what I did even if they didn’t get it. And with that group I met more and more people who were part of the community I fetishised.  It really did help me understand some things about what it was exactly that I was doing.  Fast forward a few years, my mate’s family has taken me in, after more arguments with an abusive homophobic mother. They help my find help for my mental health. They help me get set up with a proper computer to  support my artwork.  A couple of months before christmas I thought I was inlove with my best friend. I AM!!!! I consider him a soul mate even though sometimes we fight and we’re both really talented at overthinking little things. I still love this man with all my being.  But I learned something about myself. I’m gay. I AM A LESBIAN.  And after draining a couple of vodka spiked juices, I decided I’d tell an amazing woman that I’d felt connected to since I first saw her art that I had a crush on her the size of Jupiter.  And goddamn guys I’m so gay and inlove and I wanna cry and laugh and scream all at once. I love her so  much.  But do I want to be a part of the community???  I just sit here seeing a bunch of adults screaming at 13 year olds and the like for liking pictures of boys kissing and getting maybe a little carried away with it. BUT SO WHAT!!!!  Maybe they’re like me. Maybe they’re just now discovering something that could mean alot more to them throughout their life than they could possible imagine.  It could inspire them to create, to support other creators. It could lead to their own path of self discovery, to hopefully not be disowned by their parents like I was, to find love.  Or you know, maybe they won’t, because those who were offended by how they act now, couldn’t be the bigger person and just explain why it was offensive. OR HEY MAYBE... Just let the kids be. Maybe like me, they’ll find their own way, fumbling without ANY guidance, and just making a plethora of friends along the way.  I get why its offensive. I get why people are upset. But everyone goes through their phases.  My mom used to mock me openly and angrily in public for the way I ran when I was a kid. Now I consider myself allergic to excersize and you know I can’t believe I’m wearing shorts without six layers of tights underneath to try to stop my thighs from wobbling. 
Congrats on screaming and laughing at kids who could grow up and might have created that content everyone complains about not having.  No one is born with an understanding of how things work. It’s hard enough learning on your own. Maybe make the journey something they’ll look back on fondly, shake their head, smile and say geez I can’t beleive I used to be into that. 
BE THE BETTER PERSON NOW SO THEY CAN BE BETTER THAN YOU IN THE FUTURE
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