tammyisobsessedwith

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Can we please make "I'm depressed" a valid reason to out-of-the-blue fall off the face of the earth?

I'm not busy.

I'm not tired.

My plate isn't full.

I'm not swamped with work.

I don't have a cold or flu.

I'm not laying awake at night. (But I am sleepy throughout the day.)

Nothing tragic or traumatic has happened.

I nor anyone I know or work with is going through anything.

You didn't do or say anything wrong.

But I'm not sad, either. I'm not homesick or in mourning. I'm not angry at anyone or anything.

Nothing is wrong...

I just woke up and suddenly being alive sucked, eating became a dumb idea and nothing mattered. I canceled training for the next two weeks, making up a lie, saying I'd be out of town on business.

And I have no other explanation for that, but I don't [can't] say anything because the word "depression" might as well be "itchy" to some people.

"Here, have a mango. You like mangos, right? This should cheer you up!" But I'm not sad.

"Just think happy things!" But I'm not sad.

"Did something happen? You know you can always talk to me!" About what? I'm not sad.

It'll go away just as it came: on its own.

How long it'll stay in my system this time is anyone's guess.

#mental health #neurodiversity #depression #so many tags #I was reading this and thinking yessss #that’s it #I feel so seen

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Well, that was something! I do feel a little bit called out, but I wish I were that creative 😅

Thank you for the tag @operationnope ❤️

Tagging my girls @beasartblog @crimswnred @i-boop-you @ellegreenwxy @mrsbsmooth

Take the Cosmos Persona test here

#tag game

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Sorry for all the boopage. I really like sending you boops because it says "Sent Tammy is obsessed with a super boop!"

This brings me joy.

Omg I love that!! No need to apologize, I’m loving all the booping ❤️

#boop #tammy answers asks

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Bobby would be so happy 👉🥹💗

#litg #litg bobby #bobby mckenzie #boop #love island the game

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I already love her so much 😍

When I tell y’all I miss drawing 😭

Here’s some art from the vault of a Heaven’s Secret OC of mine (whose name I won’t be revealing for fic plot purposes 🤭)

But yes, that is Mal’s camp and yes, she is a succubus. She’s hot and I love her 🫶🏼

#rc hs fanart #rc hs #honeysuckle and nightshade #romance club #heaven’s secret fanart #heaven's secret

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hooters and tooters

Yes, tatas and titties

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I’m physically unwell over these, I love them so much 🤭🥵

Happy Valentine’s Day ♥️

Full NSFW images

#rc hs fanart #heaven’s secret fanart #rc adi #rc astaroth #rc mimi #rc malbonte #rc hs2 fanart #rc hs #hs malbonte #hs adi #hs astaroth #hs mimi

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^^^ me when Mal appears from the shadows in them grey sweatpants

#romance club #rc malbonte #heaven’s secret 2 #hs2 #hs malbonte #gray sweatpants

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Demons, angels, half-breeds… let’s give them all gray sweats 🤭

#no but the demons do 💀 #gray sweatpants #it’s a thing

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a sketch that i probs won’t color in, so enjoy

also, idk anything about shakespeare but i’ve been meaning to do a redraw

#beasart #rc malbonte #rc adi #rc hs fanart #heavens secret #honeysuckle and nightshade #this is gorgeous #i’m obsessed

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Spell your URL with a song title!

Thanks for the tag @mrsbsmooth!!

test drive, Ariana Grande Anti-hero, Taylor Swift Mad love, Mabel Mad at Disney, salem ilese yes, and?, Ariana Grande Ice Cream, BLACKPINK with Selena Gomez Seven, Jung Kook One right now, Post Malone with The Weekend Boyfriend, Dove Cameron Stupid Love, Lady Gaga Ex's and Oh's, Elle King Smoking Out The Window, Bruno Mars she's all i wanna be, Tate McRae Envolver, Anitta Daisies, Katy Perry Woman, Doja Cat I Don't Know Why, NOTD, Astrid S Take You Dancing, Jason Derulo Houdini, Dua Lipa Phew! That's a long list. Tagging my girls @crimswnred @i-boop-you @ellegreenwxy @beasartblog

#not litg #tag game #songs in my playlist

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My LITG Fanfic

Just a place to gather around all the fics I've written for LITG. Sadly, I don't think I'll be updating the ones in progress in the foreseeable future, but I also can never make myself delete anything, so it's just saved as it is.

A Real Relationship. In Progress, 7/?. Past MC/Rahim, MC/Lucas, eventual MC/Bobby.

2nd person narrative on what happens after MC comes back from Casa Amor and finds out Rahim recoupled with Shannon.

Meet Me in the Afterglow. Oneshot, complete. MC/Will. NSFW

A rewrite of the fight/makeup scene after the Dylan storm hits the Villa, featuring bff Angie, Will and the MC.

Secret Moments in a Crowded Room. Oneshot, complete. Noah/MC.

A rewrite of the sexy dance-off Hearts Racing challenge in which Noah can no longer hide his feelings for MC.

Written as prompt for the LITG Writers Room, originally posted here.

Let It Grow. In Progress, 2/?. Past MC/Kobi, MC/Hazeem.

Bombshell Lily chooses to recouple with Hazeem in a friendship couple after Kobi decides to get back together with Lexi.

Panic at the Mansion. Oneshot, complete. Bobby/MC.

How would Bobby react if his claustrophobic wife got trapped in the attic during the Escape Room part of Chelsea's Murder Mystery dinner? Spoiler: not that well.

Originally posted for the LITG Writers Room monthly spotlight on Bobby.

Stuck. Oneshot, complete. Bobby-centric.

At his friends’ wedding, Bobby gets a little drunk and a little introspective, feeling somewhat stuck back in time.

Full Circle. Oneshot, complete. Bobby/Priya. NSFW

Sequel to Stuck.

Her Story (Don't Blame Me). Oneshot, complete. Blake/Lucas.

It's day 1 of Casa Amor. Blake hits the Villa and she's not holding back.

A Friendship Thing. Oneshot, complete. Emily/Bobby.

It's been years since Love Island ended, and Emily has long since moved on (or tried to). Then an opportunity and an old face make their way into her life unexpectedly.

The One. Oneshot, complete. MC/Tim.

After moving on with life post-Villa, the night of the Christmas reunion rears around, and Anna is going through it at the thought of returning to that world.

Jealous. Oneshot, complete. MC/Dana.

After a whole day of handling everyone's feelings and reactions, Luma and Dana decide to come clean about their own feelings.

Darling, You're the One I Want. Oneshot, complete. MC/Gary. NSFW

Gary and his girlfriend spend a lazy Sunday morning together, with some hot and surprising gestures along the way.

One in a Million. Oneshot, complete. Bruno/MC, Youcef/MC.

Best friends Bruno and Youcef meet up only to discover the girls they're seeing have a lot of suspicious things in common...

The Only One. Oneshot, complete. MC/Jake.

Laura's life is absolutely perfect. She's got great friends and tremendous satisfaction from her work as an event planner. But what happens when her latest client forces her to face the ex-boyfriend she could never quite get out of her head?

Lay Your Heart on the Line. Oneshot, complete. MC/Suresh.

Detective Bethany Owens has a great working relationship with one of the Assistant District Attorneys, but could this relationship ever cross the boundaries of strictly professional into more personal, intimate territory?

Love Island, Actually. In Progress, 10/?. Collab, Multiple pairings. NSFW

The LITG cast set in a Love, Actually fic. Five stories, featuring five MCs, all about love, centred around Christmas. Meet the Bride, the Mistress, the Runaway, the Maid of Honour, and the Divorcée.

#litg #love island the game #litg fanfic #tammy writes stuff #navigation #tammy litg fanfic

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Three things for 2023 🤍

Tell me 2-3 fics you loved reading in 2023

Tell me at least one fic you loved writing in 2023

Tell me something you’re looking forward to (in general) in 2024

Thanks for the ask, Jessie I mean, Anon!

@longbobmckenzie’s Wings of Fate reads like a freaking novel, I could not stop once I started reading it and it was the equivalent of a holiday movie for me. @lucas-koh’s Every Single Cut absolutely destroyed me in the best possible way, cried actual tears while reading it and I’m still not over it. @mrsbsmooth’s Famous Last Words was at one point the only thing bringing me joy in my life when I was too depressed and I hold this story in a very special place in my heart ❤️

Recently, I had the most fun writing Prayers On His Lips, so much that I’m still working on it and will be adding either chapters to it or a sequel, I’m still unsure. I also had a lot of fun writing The Only One. It was my first time writing for Jake and I was rather proud of the result I got.

I guess just looking forward to the future in general, hoping good things come my way and for my friends. Which is a huge deal as I was going through a scary depressive episode when the year started, so just being positive about anything feels amazing now. I hope I keep finding reasons to smile. 😊

#tammy answers asks #tammy recommends #litg fanfic #hs fanfic #anon ask

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Are there any new fics you plan on working on in 2024?

Hi anon!

I’m currently working on continuing a fic I published recently for Heaven’s Secret called Prayers On His Lips. It’s supposed to be what would happen on an Adi route, sort of.

Other than that I’ve also been writing another HS fic that I might publish featuring an MC that’s involved with both Lucifer and Dino during HS2, with focus on the latter.

As for more LITG fics, I’m not sure. I’m going where my inspiration is taking me and lately it’s been with HS.

Thanks for the ask! ❤️

#tammy answers asks #not litg #hs fanfic

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Merry Christmas to those who celebrate! And Happy Holidays to everyone!

The lovely @beesandfigsart gifted me this beautiful Dino art that needs to be shared with the world. Just look at his little smile!! Ugh I love him so much!

Bea, thanks again for such a wonderful gift, I can tell how much love and care you put into every line and color you used, all the details in the wings and the fairy lights. ❤️❤️❤️

#rc heaven's secret #heavens secret #heavens secret 2 #heavens secret dino #rc dino #hs dino #I love him so much #i’m obsessed #christmas in heaven

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My gift fic for the beautiful @beesandfigsart. I wish you and your family a Merry Christmas and happy holidays. I can’t stop saying how much I loved writing this, thank you for taking part in this little exchange with me! ❤️

Summary: I know Heaven’s a thing / I go there when you touch me, honey / Hell is when I fight with you

Life can be a beautiful, painful, messy thing. That seems to be a lesson I’m still learning even as an immortal, as I celebrate Christmas in Hell and get involved with a friend going through grief.

Rating: Explicit

Pairing: MC/Adi

#rc fanfic #romance club #heaven’s secret fanfic #heavens secret adi #hs adi #heavens secret #rc heaven's secret #rc ff

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Lucifer told himself he would never fall in love.

But then there came Vick.

Every Single Cut

#heavens secret #rc fanfic #rc ff #heavens secret 2 #rc heaven's secret 2 #heaven’s secret fanfic #romance club