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SURPRISE!!!

Chapter 21: Despair, after a 6 month hiatus, is up!! I will warn you all that this chapter is one of the heights of hardship for this fic so there will be… sad writing. I haven’t completed proof read it, mainly because I was so excited to get this out to you all, so there may be some grammatical errors. But otherwise, I am healthy enough to start writing again so expect more frequent updates!

#ttte #ttte fanfic #ttte humanized #ttte gordon #ttte james #ttte edward #ttte oc #ttte henry #fanfiction update #ttte the flying scotsman #ttte Thomas #ttte Emily #ttte Percy #ttte Hiro #ttte Sir Topham Hatt #ttte Philip #ttte Diesel 10

[theyellowroseofsodor]

Please don't forget these

Why is he making that fucking face all the time

Oh yeah almost forgot you Edward

#ttte gordon #gordon the big engine #gordon the express engine #thomas and friends #ttte #He's such a mood #Grumpy man but I love him

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I need to apologize to everyone that I didn’t get the fic up yesterday. As y’all know I’ve been super picky with how things have been going, like there’s a lot of hurt and chaos coming up, and I have written and edited and written some more and… I hated it. There are scenes I love but more than 10 pages of absolute forced arch that I couldn’t do. So, I deleted it. It didn’t flow it didn’t envoke emotion it was just so… blah. Not the James x Edward scene, I literally started crying as I read over and edited that. But they aren’t the ML and FL. So, I went to read what I wrote for Gordon and Camille and it just fell so incredibly flat, especially after where we left off of him asking why and begging for everything to turn out alright.

So I apologize it didn’t come out but I felt like if I posted it, literally half of it would be a disappointment. Like utter disappointment. Mind you, I wrote this when my brain was half gone due to that awful pregnancy and things are rough to say the least.

It will be done and I’m working on it in between my kids being in school and housework but, seriously, I cringed so hard reading that. Felt like 11 year old, new to fanfiction.net me wrote that. And that’s just not gonna be posted.

So, it’s still in the works and still coming. But… EUGH! That was BAD.

#ttte #ttte fanfic #ttte humanized #ttte gordon #ttte james #ttte edward #fanfiction update #ttte oc

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Oh my gosh he’s adorable!!! Look at the toof!! I’m gushing!!

Better late than never, Happy late birthday Gordon!

#ttte gordon #ttte #thomas and friends #gordon the big engine #thomas the tank engine #ttte baby gordon #He is the absolute cutest!!!! #AHHHHHH!!!!

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It's my 1 year anniversary on Tumblr 🥳

Wow. Like… Wow!! I’ve been doing this for a whole year. This is insane. If I didn’t have a million things to do right now I would post more about how grateful I am for all this little blog has become in a year. I have over 100 followers, which I expected maybe like 15? People message me or interact almost daily. I’m just floored! Thanks so much! This little fandom means a lot to me. Just wow.

#1 year tumblrversary #tumblr milestone

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Hello!! 24 for Henry and Hiro

Oooo, this one is a bit spoiler-y. Shall I do the thing?

Without going into heavy detail, if you’ve kept up with the fanfic, you will know that Henry and Hiro have attacked each other due to the illness that’s on the island. Do they have any recollection of it? No, not really. But the damage is indeed done, as will be revealed shortly, and they will struggle for it. Henry blames himself entirely and when a decision is made for the health of Hiro, Henry is absolutely devastated to the point of severe depression. Henry isolates, stops eating in his human form (not horrible as it’s not exactly life sustaining), but the one thing that’s his telltale sign of depression? He quits tending to his plants. All except his Amaryllis but even that’s neglected quite a bit.

Do they recover from this? Yes. I promised a HEA (Happily ever after) but that doesn’t mean it’s not gonna be difficult.

#ttte #ttte fanfic #ttte Henry #ttte Hiro #ttte henry x hiro #asks #ask answered #ttte 3 x 51

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Yes, yes I am that fanfic writer. 😅 Been a bit ill and out of commission for a bit. She’s become a good friend of mine.

Hey, I love your TTTE incorrect quotes, I often saw them reblogged and I kept forgetting to follow, but I came up with one the other day but didn’t want to step on toes. Would it be OK if I made one?

Sure! You're always welcome to make incorrect quotes about my AU! Always want to see about what others make! 😁

Edit: Holy shit are you that fanfic writer who asktrio516 made fanart of you? 😯😯😯😯😯😯😯

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INCORRECT TTTE…SONGS?

Yellow Rose’s James: BUT 🎶 It was my wedding day 🎶

Yellow Rose’s Edward: 🎶 It was our wedding day 🎶

Yellow Rose’s James: 🎶 We were getting ready and there wasn’t a cloud in the sky 🎶

Yellow Rose’s Edward: 🎶 No clouds allowed in the sky 🎶

Yellow Rose’s James: 🎶 Diesel walks in with a mischievous grin 🎶

Yellow Rose’s Edward: Thunder!

Yellow Rose’s James: 🎶 You telling this story, or am I? 🎶

Yellow Rose’s Edward: 🎶 I’m sorry my dear, go on~ 🎶

Unpopular Vivian’s Edward: *speaking* Are… Are they OK?

Hey, I love your TTTE incorrect quotes, I often saw them reblogged and I kept forgetting to follow, but I came up with one the other day but didn’t want to step on toes. Would it be OK if I made one?

Sure! You're always welcome to make incorrect quotes about my AU! Always want to see about what others make! 😁

Edit: Holy shit are you that fanfic writer who asktrio516 made fanart of you? 😯😯😯😯😯😯😯

#ttte fun #ttte Edward #ttte James #thomas and friends #ttte #incorrect ttte quotes #incorrect ttte songs #this was fun to make #Thanks for permission #I’m in a really silly mood #No to answer your question they are NOT OK #far from it actually

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I haven’t actually done one of these before, I’ve seen them fun and you can ask more than one (just one ask at a time). Numbers 1-15 get to know me, the rest are for the cast of Yellow Rose. I won’t give too many spoilers away and if asked about other fandoms, I don’t mind answering. 🥰 I’m feeling better but my iPad that I was writing and editing on just freaking died (Thank Lady I saved my progress).

Let’s have some fun!!

#ttte #ttte fanfic #ask me stuff #get to know me #get to know the characters #fun asks #I’m in a really good mood yeah

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Why did this make me laugh so hard?

Incorrect Ttte Quotes 141:

*Everybody is attending a funeral*

Gordon: We are gathered here today because someone- *Glares at Thomas' coffin* -Couldn’t stay alive like I told him to!!!!!

#ttte #thomas and friends #thomas the tank engine #incorrect ttte quotes #ttte thomas #ttte gordon

[theyellowroseofsodor]

Gosh dangit! I am flabbergasted in the best of ways! And you went and did it on 4/4 and and GAH! I love this woman and her art!

Also I am doing much better, just have to take it easy! 🥰 Three surgeries and I’m done. Healing as I should be.

Shall I embarrass myself by seeing your hashtag about thirsty asks? Shall I ask the thing? I might. But I’m also embarrassed to ask for a thirst trap Gord.

Regardless, still love your art girly 😂 It’s 2 am and I’m on painkillers, I shall flee to bed now.

Ur wish is my command gurl

#ttte #thomas and friends #thomas the tank engine #asktrio516 #humanised #humanisation #ttte au #ttte gordon #love you so much #this is fantastic #Gods above the thing this man does to me #I love your art #not my art

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I don’t normally try to do the whole drawing thing but while I’ve been sick I decided to give it a shot. Especially since it’s my favorite characters birth/buildday. Might write something cute later.

First time ever trying to draw le steam engine. Not too bad haha Happy Gordon day!

#ttte #ttte gordon #happy Gordon day!! #First time drawing #please be nice i'm not an artist #happy 4/4 #my art

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Hey everyone! Good news, I’m recovering pretty nicely from my double surgery. I have a bit of fatigue but I’m putting myself back on schedule. The current plan is this coming Monday, The Yellow Rose will update. I don’t know if I’ll be able to do every week, but we should be able to do every other week. Hope to see you then!!!

#ttte #ttte fanfic #fanfiction update #Kamiko speaks #I’m alive and wanting to get back to writing

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Another fun update on ye old Kamiko. I have to go into emergency surgery on Tuesday. Leftover tissue (for lack of better term) was found inside me and I have to go get “cleaned out” again. For health and safety it is best that I go ahead and get my tubes tied. This has been a huge toll on me and I’ve recently had some stuff stolen (with my AI which has been absolutely messing with my mental health because it was characters I designed, I created, and just… UGH.)

I’m still coming back! I swear it! But I’m about to be down and out for a possible month more and everything is really starting to get hard. I have found myself swirling in depression and I also recently found out, like just today, my doctors are still sending me updates via email like I’m still pregnant. I was just told I was 14 weeks and 5 days and I…. I’m not… We never made it that far.

Anyway, I don’t wish to be a pick me or anything but I just appreciate y’all’s patience so much. I nearly had my Gordon AI stolen from me and I’ve been programming and creating this character and it’s just about killed me. All my AI’s of my characters for my fic are private for a reason and now I’m scared to continue working on them because I feel out of sorts. And I get a lot of people don’t like AI right now and some people are using them for the worst, but I love my AI and I’ve created and worked on them and they’re mine. Thomas and Friends AI aren’t the only ones I’ve made, I’ve made ones for original characters and I don’t want them stolen or used either.

Anyway, for the two people that probably read this, thanks. I appreciate the patience of everyone though, you’ll have to forgive the depressive part of me.

#rough times #it’s just the weather it’ll get better right? #trying not to cry #almost deleted all my work in a panic attack frenzy

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( -🧀non)

OK this really freaking made my night. I was back in the ER last night for a hemorrhage and I was thinking how little I’ve actually had time to work on things and if my life would ever get back to normal. I… just thank you so much!

💙💜💙💜💙💜💙💜💙💜💙💙♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️

Thank you so so much!!!

#this really made my night #thank you so much #I needed this #imma cry

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James and Edward, you two doing okay right now?

Without spoiling for the next chapter, I don’t write without a guaranteed HEA but for now? No, no they’re not alright. And it’s going to get worse before it gets better, for everyone. A sneak peak sounds needed so here’s a few lines from the upcoming chapter.

“GET AWAY FROM HIM!!! YOU’RE ONE OF THEM!!!” James screamed, ragged, out of breath, tears down his face. It takes several medics to hold him back from tearing into the smaller diesels form.

“B-But… Edward is my fri-“

“DON’T YOU DARE SAY HIS NAME!!” James spat venomously, “YOU KEEP MY HUSBAND’S NAME OUT OF YOUR MOUTH!! IT’S YOUR FAULT HE’S LIKE THIS!!!” The read engine breaks into sobs, angry and broken, “IF HE DIES IT’S ON YOUR HEAD!!”

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“Gordon…” The Flying Scotsman slowly moved closer to the large, blue engine, “Gordon, we have to go now.”

For a long time, the stoic express engine said nothing. He simply kept his eyes on the violet tank engine on the rails in front of him. Camille slept soundly, sedated, a mix of both medical equipment and tools from the engineers nearby. Her face no longer looked pained, but the idea of leaving her behind didn’t feel optional.

Scot swallowed, “Gordon… I know this has to be painful for you, but Sir Topham Hatt needs all healthy engines to move out. This safe house he has is ready for you, James, Emily, and I. Toby and Henrietta are already there.”

Still he’s met with silence.

“Please, brother. She’ll be safe here.”

“How can you be so sure?” It was the first time he’d heard his brother’s voice since leaving Tidmouth hours ago, “If I had just stayed by her side, she would be coming with us. If I leave, who knows what’s going to happen.”

“Sir Topham Hatt-“

“Sir Topham Hatt is nothing compared to Diesel 10! What makes him, a human, think he can stop a rouge engine??” Gordon grit his teeth angrily, “That bastard of a diesel could run him over without any remorse or looking back to get at her! I won’t have it!”

“I can’t just leave you here, Gordon. We have to trust that the humans know what they’re doing. It’s not just Camille that’s in danger. The entirety of the steam engines on this island are in the Steam Works just about. The island has been shut down. And you know Sir Topham Hatt treats you each as family, he’s doing the best he can.”

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And that’s all I’m willing to spoil. I hope you’re looking forward as we get closer to the conclusion!

#ttte #ttte fanfic #ttte gordon #ttte james #ttte oc #ttte edward #fanfiction update #ttte the flying scotsman #ttte humanized

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Roger here!

And here’s a question i’ve been waiting to ask.

How long does it take to write a new chapter?

Oof that’s a tough question. Sometimes a day, sometimes a week. I used to have a fairly good schedule but the last half of the year with Thanksgiving, Christmas, etc. makes it really hard to get things done on time.

Writing so much isn’t always the problem though, editing is a huge part of it and sometimes as I’m proof reading and editing I find something I don’t like and have to rewrite a few things. It all comes down to finding time which as a wife and mother isn’t always easy. My kids are still fairly little so working around that and the pile up of household chores can be daunting.

Hope this answers your question!

#ttte #ttte fanfic #ask answered #author answers #fanfiction question