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overeating is like the worst feeling in the whole damn world and nothing can change my mind

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u know that feeling deep in your tummy where u just dont feel comfy and u feel sad and sort of want to cry but not about anything specific its like your entire body is just upset and unnerved all the way to the core almost like ur just longing for something but dont know what

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I be like "omg, i have so much to do" and then go lay down

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me: *literally restricts for ONE (1) day*

me: why am I not skinny yet??

#thinkthinnest #thinspo #tw #eating disorder #ed meme #tw ana #tw ed behavior #text post #I’M RELAPSING!?!?!?!? #ahaha help

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oh look at the time it’s time to look at pictures from my LW and cry

#thinspo #thinspothoughts #thinkthinnest #text post #eating disorder #just ed things #thinspiration #anorexia

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i’m seeing a lot of people reblogging suicide hotlines and this is just a reminder that this is a suicide help line that works like a text-based instant messenger for people who may need to talk to someone but have trouble/are uncomfortable making phone calls

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that's it i'm moving to paris to live in a parisian apartment and will drink nothing but delicious coffee and have berries for breakfast lunch and dinner and constantly walk everywhere and wear expensive clothes and perfumes and be a skinny parisian chic model I'VE HAD ENOUGH

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“breakfast time!” i say. i grab a diet coke. it’s two pm.

#maybe the most relatable post on this god forsaken app

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ED: you need to be underweight!

Me: why?

ED: because then you’ll have accomplished…something,

Me: what?

ED: …something

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my ed, holding a gun to my head: say it. out loud

me, crying: i love unsweetened green tea

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for me, restricting isn’t even that hard once i get into it.

the hard part is the waiting. waiting to lose weight. waiting to feel more bones. waiting to become skinny.

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fool (self-diagnosed)

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ok but am i the only one that wants to get really sick bc i’d lose a lot of weight orrrrr

#let’s goooooo

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The petty anger that comes when you see ANYONE eat less than you. Because that makes ur ed feel invalid, that ur not starving yourself enough.

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Just a reminder that I’m an Adult™ and if that makes you feel uncomfortable feel free to:

unfollow me

ask me to unfollow you

block me

I won’t get mad or anything. It’s important to make sure you feel comfortable and secure.

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multiple mental health professionals: that was a traumatic event for you

me: ok but that’s a stupid thing to be traumatized by so