tomashasahouse

[tomashasahouse]

sometimes missing someone it's like autumn. you think you need it but once the rain starts you feel like you better off

[tomashasahouse]

I have a girlfriend. and I really like her a lot. even when we talk on the phone and we get to the part when we are going to say goodbye, but it's not actually happening. you know what mean? '- bye, sweety, - bye, love', '- I love you, - I love you to, love', '- kisses, - and I kiss you too'... And when you think you're hanging up, there it is: '- baby? what are you going to do next?', '- I don't know, love, I'm probably gonna say goodbye to you one more time' (:

#words #writing #jokes

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unconventional. late nights.

#music #miguel

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trapped

I would like to be able to write something that I really enjoy. and which is also liked by the others. to thrill and to be thrilled. to smile and to make them smile. just as the thick bed of tree leaves does when a ray of light gently slaps its face. he accepts the palm as he accepts a warm caress.

I would also like to be able to put aside this big and heavy sheet of paper off my soul so that I can look him straight in the eyes and see what kind of a man I am. I kinda have a feeling about this one but I also have an even bigger feeling that tells me that I am not ready to find out yet. that I am scared.

and that is why I am still in a relationship with no feelings but with benefits between me and the big dark sheet of paper. I am afraid that I might find some water and a boat inside of me and then my soul would say: get on the boat and float because you have swam enough. and I would do as I was guided to and then I would trust myself knowing it was possible. I am scared to think it is possible.

#words #writing #journal

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beautiful woods.

landscape similar to my surroundings where i do my daily running routine.

Tamins, Graubünden, Switzerland

source: qitsuk

#nature #trees #forest #lanscape #running #fresh air

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gettin’ closer

I would like to know the phrase 

that suits best my personality

according to the depth of my soul

when he tells me what he’s longing for.

that is when my soul tells me things.

in fact, he doesn’t speak much

but he has its ways of letting me know that

one of his biggest desires

which I can hear clearly but nothing more

is ‘I would like to know’

#words #writing #poetry

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optimistic

that voice that wanted to be heard.

like a stubborn echo that won’t give up throughout the still air

where not even a lousy leaf noise wouldn’t cut off

‘cause it truly wanted to be heard.

and it has been always known

that a steady mountain will always have its back.

#words #writing #poetry

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one of my favourite of all time.

#gang starr #guru #dj premier

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keep on goin'

a life without hope but 

one in the light of fog 

i don't wanna see it 

just wanna feel it.

deep inside of me 

indeed it’s me but rather he 

give me somethin' so i can be 

maybe a sun where i can sink in.

beyond the darkness

where shadow's eyes see 

i’m movin' through the dust 

no glasses on 

just movin' on.

when raining the coat is stoned 

let the cold in the store to be sold 

people listen 

i'm alone 

still feelin' strong like the sting of a bee.

#words #writing #poetry

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remembering Florence...

beautiful city. beautiful memories.

Cattedrale di Santa Maria del Fiore

view of Florence from the Piazzale Michelangelo

source: Matilde Minauro

#florence #firenze #santa maria del fiore

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shi

I’ve been thinkin’ lately

don’t know how I feel about it

but at least I found something:

I wanna be a cat.

‘cause a cat will do whatever she wants.

and somehow I took some time 

like she does

and my soul whispered to me

it’s not easy for her to say that hi.

but the hunger of a cat chasin’ freedom 

is a code i wanna learn

oh, you beautiful cat,

will you show me that path?

#words #writing #poetry #cat #tomas

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just a thought

went to the bathroom. i was sitting there waiting for something that wouldn’t show up. it was like waiting for a public transportation: you know there’s one on its way but you also know that you’ve just missed it. and you won’t admit it not even to yourself.