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sometimes i think about dean reacting to cas being called a “pretty boy angel” like

acting choices, indeed

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thinking about 10x22 when dean beat the shit out of cas and then 11x3 when cas beat the shit out of dean and then offered to heal his bruises but dean wouldnt let cas touch him as like self punishment because he still felt guilty about hurting cas....... or maybe im just mentally ill

#supernatural #spn #dean winchester #castiel #destiel

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this is painfully overworked, i now wish i hadn’t gone ahead with those shapes in the background…

anyway here’s another pic of my honey angel rhubarb chocolate pie booboo bun ⊙ω⊙

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I love when Castiel rolls his eyes so hard he has to move his whole body

#castiel #cas #castiel angel of the lord

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“Dean Winchester is saved”

#destiel #spn #supernatural #castiel #dean winchester #dean #cas

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The CEO of Tumblr, according to Wikipedia, lives in my hometown, which means that the timestamps I see on his posts are the same time he probably experienced posting them.

Which means that Tumblr is being run by the kind of guy who would be up at half past midnight replying to angry asks and digging his heels in deeper to a controversy he probably could have avoided at one point.

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The only thing stronger than the power of friendship in anime is the power of homosexuality

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Fuck man, Jensen Ackles investing 15 years of his life, his talent, blood, and tears into Dean Winchester and this small tv-series. 

Jensen Ackles A-star level actor declining other roles in big shows and movies like avengers out of loyalty and respect for Dean and the SPN fandom. Jensen Ackles, who could’ve easily earned an oscar had he left the show for something else.

Jensen Ackles leaving his family for 9 months every year to shoot the show.

Jensen Ackles calling Dean his friend and saying that he’ll carry him inside for the rest of his life. Jensen Ackles caring about Dean like no writer ever did, making deliberate changes to the way he portrayed Dean in order to reflect what Dean had been through and how it changed his character. Who analysed the shit out of scripts and made sure they were true to Dean’s character and journey, putting SO MUCH thought into his every single acting decision.

Jensen Ackles, who hated the ending, but was told/gaslighted that he was wrong about it, that he was “too close”, when in reality he was THE ONLY who knew what was right and who Dean was all along. 

Jensen Ackles, who worked so hard for so long and gave up so much to make Dean so relatable, admirable, lovable, and complex like no other character out there….only to have him ended like that… 

We all deserved better and we all have been spat in the face, but no one more than Jensen Ackles & Dean Winchester. And while I am angry for myself, I am fucking furious for them.

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can someone PLEASE save these lesbians souls from the depths of comphet hell.

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me praying at my alter every night

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The violent aspects of Dionysus and Ares are extremely comforting to me. I know they don't judge me for the thoughts in my head and the images my brain invents when I close my eyes. I know that not only do they not judge me but they understand, and that even in those thoughts there is still something holy and divine.

I am not only worthy of love despite my intrusive thoughts, or if I do enough to "redeem" myself, but in them too, and it is because of Dionysus and Ares that I can see that. They provide me with a comfort I hadn't known possible.

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If not gay ... THEN WHY EACHOTHER'S NARRATIVE FOIL?🤨 hmmm?? 🤔🤔🤔 WHY THE LIGHT SIDE TO HIS DARK ONE?? WHY CAN'T GO WITHOUT THE CAMERA POINTING AT FACE FOR MILLISECOND WHEN OTHER'S NAME MENTIONED??? why SO MUCH VISIBLE SUBTEXT IN CONTEXT?? 🧐

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bitches be like “this is the best piece of literature i have ever read” and it’s either a book that took them six weeks to finish or a fanfic they read at 3 AM

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why tf would i care about canon? canon is a dead animal on the side of the road and i am but a vulture picking apart its innards and ingesting the best bits

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anyway. anyone else ever talk about getting out but not forgetting about how all my worst fears are letting out. he said why put a new address on the same old loneliness when breathing just passes the time until we all just get old and die. now talkings just a waste of breath and livings just a waste of death and why put a new address on the same old loneliness and this is you and me and me and you until we’ve got nothing left