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[vincentmatthews]

Random Sims4 spam. :)

Ft. Some of @timaeusterrored 's sims/ocs x3

{It's under the cut so it's not a wall of content x3}

~♡

Daddy Blue with Gwen and Vex x3

Some small shots I like :)

Mermaid Vince and his pet Dolphin :)

I also decided to make some of my old OCs {Droyace and Lizzy. And make them kiss >:3}

#sims 4 #the sims #the sims4 #andrew my beloved #lizzy loving andrew 💕 #andrew my beloved💕 #oc: nikkolas “blue” #oc: vincent welles #oc: vex kane #oc: gwendolyn kane #sim spam

[vincentmatthews]

Am I getting a good grade in tumblr mutual?

#I'm putting a gold star on your good noodle board :) ⭐️ #lizzy loving andrew 💕 #lizzy loving andrew🥺💕 #andrew my beloved💕

[vincentmatthews]

He gives-

Was filling something out and described Vax’s home personality as “how green tea tastes” and I don’t think I’ve ever made more sense in my life

#vax my beloved💕 #Vax Eurodyne #male v #male v cyberpunk #vax eurodyne #lizzy loving andrew 💕 #andrew my beloved💕 #lizzy loving andrew🥺💕 #loving my mutuals💕 #mutuals 💕

[vincentmatthews]

Summer Rain, I'm so excited to share once it's finished. But here's a small scene I really enjoy:

{Hidden under the cut for spoilers. Keep in mind, it still needs to revised and polished so sorry if the word usage is a bit off.}

~♡

#cyberpunk 2077 #kerry eurodyne #male v #johnny silverhand #Summer Rain 🌧

[vincentmatthews]

CHAPTER FOUR IS HEREEEE

Apologies for the long wait and shorter chapter, I’ve been sad lmao

Anyway, enjoy!! And lemme know what ya think<33

#boost #cyberpunk fic #cyberpunk college au #cyberpunk fanfic #Please go give Andrew some love for their fic🥺💕 #They worked so hard on this 🥺💕 #lizzy loving andrew 💕 #andrew my beloved💕 #loving my mutuals💕 #mutuals 💕

[vincentmatthews]

Small things about Blue:

{Ft. @timaeusterrored 's Vincent Welles :)}

♡ He's an emotional roller-coaster. If he's upset, terrified, or angry enough; he cries. It doesn't take too long for him to calm down unless it's something really bad. Then the only thing you can do, is hold him tight and let him cry and go nonverbal until he's okay again.

♡ Blue loves the sound of wind chimes, and heavy rain.

♡ He's a whore for kisses, hand holding, and cuddling. Any form of physical affection makes him swoon.

♡ He's a great cook and loves cooking and baking. Especially if there's a possibility of getting the kids involved.

♡ There are very few things he actually can't do. He can come off as an overachiever, or someone who's full of himself because of how many skills he has.

♡ He has a fear of the dark. He has to sleep with the bathroom light on or with fairy lights. He's not scared of the dark itself. It's the fear of the unknown and what could be lurking within the darkness. Unfortunately, he's had people in the past feed off of that fear and even helped him develop that terror. He wouldn't tell his partner(s) about it because he knows it's childish and he's embarrassed by it.

♡ He's in a non-exclusive relationship/fling with Dean. They both will argue that they're not boyfriends, yet they live together, be romantic with each other, and even sleep together. It's a mutual agreement they've come to, and they're both happy with the arrangement. They consider each other best friends, but with benefits. Blue is one of the few people that Dean can 100% always rely on, and will know have his beat interest at heart.

♡ He has a history with Jaxx, but it's not as bad as Dean's is.

♡ He loves cooking, cleaning, and taking care of the ones he loves and doesn't ask for much of anything in return. His love language is simple and romantic acts.

♡ He knows how to use a gun but doesn't like packing one around. He's a great aim, but the idea of carrying around something that can end someone's life in a millisecond doesn't sit right with him. Plus, what if the kids get a hold of it, and end up hurting themselves? They're too dangerous, and he'll only carry one if he absolutely has to. But even then he'd perfer knives. {Dean makes him carry one when they do mercenary work together, and he hates it.}

♡ He knows how to play guitar, and on special occasions, he'll pull out his acoustic guitar and start playing it as he sings. He also owns a drum set, but he hasn't touched that since he as in a band. He also hasn't put out any albums since Vince passed. Now, he just plays his guitar for his own enjoyment, not for others like he used to.

♡ Blue was in a 6-month committed and loving relationship with Kerry after Vincent's death. He was the only thing keeping Kerry from fully self distructing between losing Johnny and Vincent Welles both. He left in the middle of the night, and Kerry has never forgiven him for it. After that, Ker went hard with self distructing by partying, doing drugs, drinking, and having sex with anyone who showed him 5mins of attention. When Blue did show up back in his life, it was bad. And one of the few times Kerry's fully lost his shit and had a hysterical breakdown to the point of screaming and even getting physical {just beating on Blue's chest, not hard enough to hurt him}. Blue held him close, and let him have his break down, and just kept saying he was sorry for hurting him as he ran a hand through Kerry's hair.

#oc: nikkolas “blue” #nikkolas “blue” #cyberpunk 2077 #baby blue :) #oc: vincent/dean matthews

[vincentmatthews]

Can we talk about Johnny's bi erasure in-game? Because really, it makes me kinda mad.

Now, I'm not the kind of person who shouts 'homophobia' at everything because it's just not my way of things... but the amount that Johnny's attraction to men has been completely shafted throughout the game is really a disservice to him and to all the people who ship their male characters with him. A few examples:

Cutting or making really hard to trigger the line where Johnny says he got a lap dance from a man at a gay strip club (I've seen some people claim they experienced it, which is why I think it may still be in the game)

Johnny saying he didn't sleep with Kerry because he had a dick despite the official, director-sanctioned game guide saying that he did.

Johnny telling female V that the two are arguing "like an old married couple", yet telling male V that they're arguing "like two geezers on a park bench." (Johnny's definitely not the kind of guy to change his language depending on the gender of person he's with).

Never, ever alluding to any of his flings with male characters outside of the strip club line despite him saying that he did swing both ways now and then.

Now, why do I care so much about this? Because it's really sparked more debate than necessary. This post got hate for making him "gay" Cyberpunk 2077 on X: "Johnny Silverhand 🎤 Art by: @painperdues https://t.co/ABiBzSCZvm" / X (twitter.com) and so did this one Cyberpunk 2077 on X: "V and Johnny, Johnny and V… By: @hanbyeo0526 https://t.co/JlGNBmRYJH" / X (twitter.com) (I believe some of the comments have been deleted since because I don't see a lot of the meanest ones there anymore). Mind you, after the latter was posted, a fem V x Johnny post was made not too long afterward and it got markedly fewer hate comments. Also, funny story, my old male V x Johnny post is the third most controversial post of all time on r/lowsodiumcyberpunk at the moment (please go downvote it if possible; I wanna be first again lmao /hj).

But, all this to say, much of the playerbase sees Johnny as an alpha straight manly man when he's... well... not. While many people including me assume that the choice to keep his bisexuality under wraps is due to his addled memory in Mikoshi misremembering the fact that he canonically slept with Kerry, I just think this is a really odd thing to use to demonstrate that. Of all the things the devs could've chosen to display this, they chose one of the things that is most likely to get male V x Johnny shippers belittled and seen as the 'lesser' version of the ship for just existing.

They chose to erase a massive part of Johnny's identity, either to prove the point of his memories being addled or because they were scared of backlash. I just don't see how it would've been so hard for him to allude to some of his male flings more often, make the dicky twister line easier to trigger, and just not have him say that he didn't sleep with kerry because he had a dick. Ffs CDPR, stop being so dodgy your bi characters' identities.

#cyberpunk 2077 #johnny silverhand #cp2077 #Honestly them doing that to Johnny pisses me off. #First Kerry and Now Johnny. #Leave my Bisexual Rockerboys alone! #If they wanna kiss and hold hands LET THEM #Stop being pussies and let the old men kiss! >:(

[vincentmatthews]

Small things about Dean because it makes me happy and I am very sick

♡ He used to have a mohawk and skateboard when he was a teen.

♡ He isn't allowed to pick out his own clothes. Once, he tried leaving the house in an oversized hoodie. Just a hoodie and his shoes. Blue made him at least put on some damn pants before leaving. So he came back with just pants and shoes, no hoodie to be found. So now Blue sets out his clothes if they're to go anywhere, so he's at least dressed properly for it.

♡ He can't sleep alone. He has to either be sleeping on someone, cuddling someone, or cuddling a body pillow.

♡ Dean gets flustered easily, especially with Kerry, due to having a crush on him. Unfortunately, it almost always gets taken as a joke or isn't taken seriously.

♡ When he isn't feeling good, he lays in bed and plays cozy games {Stardew Valley, Slime Rancher, Sims 4, Minecraft}.

♡ He loves horror movies and playing horror games, even though they give him nightmares.

♡ He smells like dark chocolate, cinnamon, and cherries.

♡ He has moments where he gets attention starved and can have a breakdown if he doesn't get any form of attention when he needs it.

~♡~

May add some things later.

I just wanted to talk about him🥺

#I just wanna talk about him. He and Blue have become my comfort babies 🥺 #oc: nikkolas “blue” #oc: vincent/dean matthews #vincent/dean matthews

[vincentmatthews]

Kerry would own a trampoline. The idea of him getting high and drunk, stumbling up on the trampoline, trying to walk to the middle to start jumping yet he keeps tumbling over himself. He's found one morning, passed out, half naked on it after one of his parties. He'd say it's to build up his cardio, work on his knees and balance. But honestly, the old man just likes jumping around on it because he's a big kid at heart. 🥺💕

V's never seen a trampoline. He sees the net around it and automatically assumes it's some weird boxing ring. {Kerry needs the net, or he would've fallen far too many times off of it.}

Kerry makes V get on it one day. And V absolutely HATES it. He hates the lack of balance he has when on it. The overwhelming urge to jump. And Kerry jumping on it with him. He fell on his ass a lot, and kept asking to be let out xD

God forbid, Kerry get him a bouncy house. It takes a while for V to like and understand it. Once he gets the hang of it, Kerry can never get him off of it.

#cyberpunk 2077 #kerry eurodyne #cyberpunk kerry #cyberpunk v #stupid shit like this makes me giggle #kerry eurodyne x v

[vincentmatthews]

♡~Questionnaire and 5 songs~♡

I was tagged by @katsigian to do this so thank you💕

I'm kinda sick so I'll do my best.💕

~♡~♡~♡~♡~♡~♡~Music~♡~♡~♡~♡~♡~♡~♡~

These are some of my favorites from my Blue playlist, since that's my main playlist I listen to.

1) '87 Stingray - Tory Lanez

2) Optionz - Mansionz

3) Here's To The Past - A Day To Remember

4) gfy - Blackbear ft. MGK

5) Daisies- Ryan Caraveo

~♡~♡~♡~♡~♡~♡~Questions~♡~♡~♡~♡~♡~♡~♡~

1) Three Ships You Like: Durgetash, Huskerdust, Silvervdyne. And for an extra: The Devil's Guard Dog~♡

2) First Ship Ever: I can't really remember what the first ship that I supported was. It was probably some shit like Destiel.

3) Last song you heard: What you heard - Sonder

Something about this song I've always kind of loved ever since it first came up on my recommended.

4) Favorite Childhood Book: Because Of Winn-Dixie. I remember reading that book every chance I got. It's actually one of the few children's book I still own.

5) Currently Reading: Do my own writings count? If not then probably those stories that @timaeusterrored posts. :)

6) Currently Watching: I've been watching YouTube, Hazbin Hotel, The Rookie, 9-1-1, and Bluey.

7) Currently Craving: Things to be calm and comfortable at home. Also stable health insurance that doesn't make me pay over $2,000+ every 6 weeks for my medication to keep me alive due to my autoimmune disease. :) Some coffee from a coffee shop would be nice :)

~♡~♡~♡~♡~♡~♡~♡~♡~♡~♡~♡~♡~♡~♡~♡~♡~♡~

no pressure tags {apologies if you've already been tagged or have already done it💕}:

@timaeusterrored @genocidalfetus @neowolf @asymm3 @wanderingaldecaldo {and anyone else who wants to join💕}

#mutuals 💕 #loving my mutuals💕 #tag games #lizzy talks about herself

[vincentmatthews]

WHAT THE FUCK IS HIS ISSUE????

#Kerry: *runs V over {lovingly}* #Its a sign of endearment #In Kerry's defence: V hit HIM #someone take granddads license #kerry eurodyne x v #kerry #Kerry Eurodyne #kerry eurodyne cyberpunk #cyberpunk v #cyberpunk 2077

[vincentmatthews]

I'm in love with the idea of Jaxx getting the shit beat out of him by his brother, who's wielding Jaxx's metal bat.

The reason? Jaxx being alive is good enough of a reason for his brother.

#I love the idea of Jaxx being terrified of someone xD #Especially someone who's younger than him #They hate each other with a passion #Oc: Jaxx Wolfsbane #I wanna talk about Jaxx's brother more. So this seemed like a good start >:3 #He's scary.

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You’re getting married to your Tumblr pfp how fucked are u

#I am dead hour 1 for talking shit about him. Or for challenging him #They find my body in an alleyway come morning. Bites are taken from me. It takes a week for them to identify my mangled corpse. #He's never caught for it. #My murder goes unsolved. #So um. Not good. #Oc: Jaxx Wolfsbane

[vincentmatthews]

ⓘ You can Bite your Friends.

#I'm biting all of you like a deranged dog {lovingly} #mutuals #loving my mutuals💕 #mutuals 💕 #*BITES*

[vincentmatthews]

they could never make me hate you babygirl

#hes my babygirl #my everything #I love him so much #kar'niss #baldur's gate 3 #bg3 #drider #karniss

[vincentmatthews]

#polls #my polls #i will not explain why this is a poll #tumblr polls #pick a gender poll #random shit that makes me giggle #random polls

[vincentmatthews]

Dating Vince is fun until in the dead of night, he’s squished between Johnny and Kerry, Ker scrolling through his phone bc he can’t sleep, and Vince suddenly goes

“Im about to fucking bite you, go to sleep.” And it scares this shit out of Kerry

#its funny because Kerry swore to god he was asleep. #Something tells me Vince would sell it by whispering it in Kerry's ear >:3 #scare the old man >:3 #cyberpunk college au #cyberpunk 2077 #kerry eurodyne #cyberpunk kerry #cyberpunk v #male v #male v cyberpunk #kerry #kerry x v #kerry eurodyne x v #Johnny Silverhand #cyberpunk Johnny #silvervdyne #silverdyne #silverv #Vincent Welles My Beloved💕 #lizzy loving andrew 💕 #andrew my beloved💕 #mutuals 💕 #loving my mutuals💕