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just Things at the pizza place where i work

76-minute delivery times

one (1) computer out of three which will actually take credit cards

ERROR: INGENICO PAYMENT DEVICE FAILED TO CONNECT

in the little room just off the lobby where we keep the pop, there’s a face-sized hole in the wall with a picture frame and some glass over it

like, you can see the sky and some gravel and weeds and everything, and it’s just like, Framed

not a drop of pizza sauce in the place for a good three hours on wednesday

we never have everything we need

for a while the mop sink didn’t have an actual drain

so every time i dumped out dirty water it all just poured through the little grate onto the basement floor 

and no one noticed for months

also in the basement: two 32-gallon trash cans full of disgusting water from when the

dish sink backed up so we couldn’t wash dishes for two days

manager suggested that we wash dishes anyway and drain the sink with the shop-vac

may i repeat: the s h o p - v a c

now according to my dad there’s no hot water, so

teeny little mouse crawls up out of floor, skitters around squeaking, and disappears again before my very eyes

apparently we have both mice and roaches, though i’ve only seen mice

we most likely have bats too

our owner is getting sued by the health department

#DEAR LORD #for context this is where i worked when i was seventeen #i quit a couple months after they started scheduling me alone for friday nights #as far as i know they are still in business #:/

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#tw body talk #delete later #made a couple stupid decisions over the winter and my work shirt has short sleeves. and it is no longer jacket weather #and i can't find a good coverstick pale enough for my pasty porridge inner arms #but we stay silly :3

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#underrated gay thai show called triage <3

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the vroom vroom omegaverse show is getting a second season and the dash is going wild at the possibility of honest to god mpreg this time. the circles i run in are strange but the times we live in are stranger

#omegaverse #deep deep sigh

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⊹ ࣪ ˖ 04-07-24 ⊹ ࣪ ˖

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A road leading to the small town of Centralia, Pennsylvania, where an underground fire has been burning since 1962

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kim jonghyun

#i was fourteen. it seems so long ago now

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The Beast that Bothers

#yeah

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first duck tub of the spring! lots of very happy splish splashing

#mine #right after this they had lesbian sex

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#teeth kink. who fuckin knew am i right. til i guess

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beloveds i need help

reasons to start t:

i've felt more like a guy than a girl for as long as i can remember

i've been trying to wait until i'm more mentally stable to make any long-term decisions about myself bc i'm an impulsive bitch but the more stable i get the more i care about myself and the more i want to transition so so bad

i want to read masc, i want to look nonbinary masc whether i'm dressing masc or fem, i want people to look at me and think "guy"

i want to feel like my body belongs to me and i've never felt that

reasons not to start t:

once it starts working i would have to explain to my parents who would be 1. very confused and 2. sincerely and sorrowfully transphobic (in a religious sort of way)

i'm currently a v high soprano and idk what t would do to my singing voice (also my choir director is transphobic too i'm ninety nine percent sure he listens to ben shapiro podcasts)

i'm scared i'll get on it and be so so happy and feel good and right for the first time ever and then the government will do something fucky and i'll get kicked off and everything will start falling apart and it'll be worse than if i hadn't tried at all

#help

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i love this character so much......i hope they get seriously injured and almost die

#me #whump my beloved

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#life it never die women are my favorite guy sex i'm wanting more tell the world stop the war boom hear the bass go zoom have a body feel the

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#where i want to be

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beloveds i need help

reasons to start t:

i've felt more like a guy than a girl for as long as i can remember

i've been trying to wait until i'm more mentally stable to make any long-term decisions about myself bc i'm an impulsive bitch but the more stable i get the more i care about myself and the more i want to transition so so bad

i want to read masc, i want to look nonbinary masc whether i'm dressing masc or fem, i want people to look at me and think "guy"

i want to feel like my body belongs to me and i've never felt that

reasons not to start t:

once it starts working i would have to explain to my parents who would be 1. very confused and 2. sincerely and sorrowfully transphobic (in a religious sort of way)

i'm currently a v high soprano and idk what t would do to my singing voice (also my choir director is transphobic too i'm ninety nine percent sure he listens to ben shapiro podcasts)

i'm scared i'll get on it and be so so happy and feel good and right for the first time ever and then the government will do something fucky and i'll get kicked off and everything will start falling apart and it'll be worse than if i hadn't tried at all

#mine #sorry for dumping this all on the dash my loves just idk what to do and i don't have anyone to talk to about it and i'm reading a fanfictio #in which a man is trans and on t and everythings fine and cool and it's choking me up a lil bit aghagahghghhghhhhhhhhhh #haha! sorry it's fine it's okay