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Thank you to everyone who got me to 100 likes!

#thank you #100 likes #tumblr milestone

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#stop fucking touching me

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Hi, hello, yes it’s me, I’m still alive… fuck. Well anyway, moving to @Royalputty!

#update #see you guys there #Don’t hesitate to say hello!

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some girls hate themselves hide under the covers with sleeping pills

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“I want to put my fucking fist through something hard enough the pain would distract me.”

— My own fucking self.

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Some days the urge to get overdosed on my antidepressant and die is so high like idk why I’m not doing it.

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The worst pain is still being in love with someone but not being with them. Having to love them from a distance. Having to close the chapter you never wanted to end.

#love #in love

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#elevator

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all my fault

(only csa/cocsa/trauma survivors reblog)

#sa #tw sa #him #personal

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i dont deserve happiness i dont deserve love i dont deserve kind friends i dont deserve a good family i dont deserve anything good

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#sh #tw sh

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#traumacore

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old writing / mine

#sa

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I am so sorry for being your fucked up child Sorry I can’t live up to your expectations