y0han

[y0han]

System ask game!

I got bored so here’s an ask game :3 feel free to ask your own questions too these are just some basis ones!

👥 - How many alters do we have?

🔥 - What does our inner world look like?

🥀 - Did we ever experience denial of being a system?

🌬️ - How many parts view themselves as something other than human and who?

🌟 - How did alters discover their names?

🌕 - Who has the strangest name in terms of English dialect?

💥 - What do you do when you need to calm down from rapid switching or a panic attack?

💐 - Has anyone ever switched in during something they shouldn’t have? Explain.

☘️ - How does everyone communicate?

🐁 - Does everyone have different speech patterns?

🦢 - Does everyone have different handwriting to each other?

🪱 - Are any alters in relationships? If so who?

🐝 - Can you list everyone? (Exceptions are allowed for those who can’t be revealed)

🦋 - Who has been fronting most often lately and for what reasons?

🐠 - Who has the strangest source?

🐳 - Does everyone have a different music taste?

🪰 - Who likes the strangest music?

🐴 - What does a rapid switch look like for us?

🦋 - What does switching look and feel like for us?

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[y0han]

Giggles remembering that we were once fakeclaimed because we didn’t switch enough💀 (-🔧)

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[y0han]

Working to map out our inner world in Minecraft while not knowing what it all looks like and having to work with other head mates is such an odd experience-

Like-

“Hey- what does (insert door here) lead to and what does the room look like?”

“Oh dude I have no idea-… HEY (insert name here)!”

And then the chain continues until I get my answer.

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[y0han]

It’s so dumb to swap front with someone only to see Jeff the killer and empires 2 ldshadowlady arguing over nothing (-🩸)

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[y0han]

Healthy reminder for whoever needs to hear it.

You are loved, you are cherished and you deserve all the love, support, affection and kindness you receive. Go take care of yourself for a bit. Have a nice Bath, do something you love, make your favourite snack, make your favourite drink if you can, do some self care weigh a face mask or doing your makeup or doing your hair or nails. You deserve to have a nice break<3 (-🩸)

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[y0han]

Just a PSA. Just because a traumagenic system doesn't fit your idea or narrative of how a DID/OSDD system should exist does not mean they're faking.

We all formed from unique experiences. Whilst it might not be your truth, it is their truth and their reality.

There is such little data on DID and even less so on OSDD, so before you invalidate or fakeclaim a system, think about where that hatred comes from.

[y0han]

It’s not too fun to be labeled as the host. I take that term with pride knowing I’m the one who can get us through daily tasks and challenges but it also comes with its hardships. It seems so simple to be a host, everyone assumes all you have to do is walk around throughout the day and vanish when something comes up that you aren’t equipped to deal with but that’s not true. I’m a always assumed to be the original in the body.. I’m not the original, I never will BE the original, but I still take this body like it’s my own even though it’s far from my own. It’s hard to look at photos or my reflection because while everyone says this is my body, it doesn’t look like my body. It doesn’t look like me. It’s not me.

I may happily take the role of host but that doesn’t mean I enjoy the hardships of the role. Sure it’s not as straining as being a trauma holder or a protector but I still deal with things I shouldn’t have to. All the hate, the harassment, the fear, the bodily damage. I deal with all of it. I can pretend to be happy and content but I am so tired of it. It’s hard being seen as the original. It’s hard forgetting things because someone else fronted. It’s all so difficult. But I wouldn’t have it any other way. Im the best equipped for the role.

Friendly reminder to tell your hosts if you have any (if not the closest person to a host) that they’re appreciated and loved, we could really use it sometimes. (-🩸)

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[y0han]

Being a system is so ‘haha silly’ (/j) until you have to triple check shit because people kept co-fronting and leaving causing you to forget if you did that specific thing. That’s really fucking annoying. (-🩸)

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[y0han]

They posted us again. And now i will deep dive into why their arguments against andrews message are incorrect.

In yellow they are claiming we told them ‘to go die’ which is incorrect as if you read our first post we are asking for the subreddit ITSELF to die, not the people inside of it, the subreddit itself gives these bullies room to exist and bully people solely because they are living life.

In red they claim bullying is not allowed, however they do not take into account that bullying can look like several different things all at one time. Just because these redditors posts don’t fit yours or the mod’s definition to ‘bullying’ doesn’t mean it isn’t bullying.

In green they claim that we are making things up on that this user hates us, while I personally find this statement true, to others in the system it can be seen as false, seeing as you have posted us three times now. It is very obvious that you have something against us if you are constantly finding our posts just to repost it.

And finally in blue they claim that our community lies to kids on how DID is formed. This is not the case for most users, while some have said such things most people have not, in fact we as a system have not even mentioned system creation outside of the one instance of the word ‘traumagenic’ in our intro post. I find it hilarious that you claim that against us when we haven’t mentioned anything about system creation outside of the one instance.

Thank you for being at least semi respectful on the topic of you having been asked to leave us alone, and just as that was your last post on us, this will be our last post on you. I had felt the need to point out some errors in your post here, however I am more than open to you sending us a dm or even commenting if you want to explain exactly why you believe we are faking despite our mentions of diagnosis. I also find it slightly ironic how you doubt such a thing when you do not know us personally.

Thank you and good day to you.

(-🎞️)

(Tags added by Yohan😋)

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[y0han]

Who are you, as someone who sits on Reddit and likely isn’t in the psychology field in any way, qualified to tell me that IM a faker? Who are you to tell others that they’re faking? You sit on Reddit and bully people so severely that they feel the need to off themselves over it. You are all sick sick individuals with no real life if this is how you spend your time. I highly doubt that any of you have qualifications for any of what you do on that subreddit and you all need to get a life outside of this, sorry that systems existing makes you all so angry but that’s not my problem here. Harassment isn’t cool, bullying isn’t cool and all of you should really go take a breath outside instead of cyber bullying people. You know very little about me personally and honestly very little about my system. Please for the love of god leave us alone you sick individuals. (-🪦)

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[y0han]

SYSTEM INTRO!!!

₊✩‧₊˚౨ৎ˚₊✩‧₊The Cloud Front Collective₊✩‧₊˚౨ৎ˚₊✩‧₊

-`♡´- Collective Pronouns ⋆.˚ He/They/It

-`♡´- Collective Labels ⋆.˚ Omnisexual, Polyamorous, Xenogender

-`♡´- System Origin ⋆.˚ Traumagenic

-`♡´- Host ⋆.˚ Yohan/Satan/Cahara

-`♡´- System Emoji ⋆.˚ 🏩 | Sys Tag ⋆.˚ ~🏩

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.𖥔 ݁ ˖ִ ࣪⚝₊ ⊹˚Main Fronters.𖥔 ݁ ˖ִ ࣪⚝₊ ⊹˚

𓈒⟡₊⋆∘ Yohan/Satan/Cahara ➞ He/They/Blood/Vamp/Gore | Host (-🩸)

𓈒⟡₊⋆∘ Andrew ➞ He/It | Protector (-🪦)

𓈒⟡₊⋆∘ Luca ➞ He/They | Protector (-🔧)

𓈒⟡₊⋆∘ Indius ➞ It/It’s | Systems Main Protector (-🎞️)

𓈒⟡₊⋆∘ Stabby ➞ She/They/Stab/Blood | Protector/Persecutor (-🔪)

𓈒⟡₊⋆∘ Sylvia ➞ She/Her | Caretaker (-🪞)

𓈒⟡₊⋆∘ Krys ➞ He/Hex/It | Sexual Protector (-💰)

𓈒⟡₊⋆∘ Marshall ➞ He/Paw | Fictive (-🐾)

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₊✩‧₊˚౨ৎ˚₊✩‧₊IMPORTANT INFORMATION₊✩‧₊˚౨ৎ˚₊✩‧₊

TW! DARK CONTENT MENTIONS FOLLOWS THIS MESSAGE!

★ | LET ME KNOW PRIOR TO CONTACT WITH YOU IF YOU ARE TRIGGERED BY DARKER TOPICS SUCH AS GORE, SH, CANNIBALISM, NSFW, BLOOD AND MORE SO I CAN BE CAUTIOUS WITHSAID TOPICS!

★ | PLEASE REFRAIN FROM ATTEMPTING TO TRIGGER ANYONE OUT IF YOU ARE NOT A CLOSE FRIEND, IT WILL HEAVILY UPSET PROTECTORS AND THE ALTER THEMSELVES WHILE CAUSING EXTREME DISCOMFORT, DISSOCIATION AND MORE!

★ | INFORMATION REGARDING SYSTEM TRIGGERS WILL BE WITHHELD AND ONLY GIVEN TO TRUSTED INDIVIDUALS!

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Host Info

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↱Basics↲

ᖭི༏ᖫྀ Name(s) ~ Yohan/Cahara

ᖭི༏ᖫྀ Nickname(s) ~ I am uncomfortable with nicknames or pet names unless directly produced from my partner or his qpp

ᖭི༏ᖫྀ Age ~ I Am Ageless

ᖭི༏ᖫྀ Pronouns ~ He/They/Gore/Rot/Vamp/Angel/Star/Bite/It

ᖭི༏ᖫྀ Gender ~ Male

ᖭི༏ᖫྀ Orientation ~ Gay

ᖭི༏ᖫྀ Species ~ Non-Human Vampire

ᖭི༏ᖫྀ Source(s) ~ I am a multi source fictive of Len from Vocaloid, Cahara from Fear & Hunger, Yohan(or Johann) from Case Study Of Vanitas and Satan from What In Hell Is Bad.

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Ask for info on alters

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⚠️ 𝐃𝐍𝐈 𝐋𝐈𝐒𝐓 ⚠️

➞ Basic DNIS (Racist, Transphobic, Homophonic, Sexist, Ect.)

➞ System Deniers

➞ R/fakedisordercringe or fakesystemcringe users

➞ Doubles of me, my partner or his qpp. (Yes, you’re real, yes, you’re you, but you make me uncomfortable. Dm to ask for who they are)

➞ Anyone who’s gonna hate on me for no real reason, if I do something bad or problematic, sure, but if not just leave me alone.

➞ Straight women who simp for me in source (why you want a gay guy?)

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