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Went on the most beautiful hike at Torrey Pines. Lots of fun being out and about with the local wildlife!

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It's neat having these simple little moments of just being myself these days. Doing things that would've been avoided pre-transition. Now I get to say "Yeah, I love to bake so what?" And did you see the friggin fluting on those edges?? Just like Grandma used to make.

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What a week! I've come out to my rather large family...followed by my wife's family, too. All have been wonderful and very loving and accepting. One possible exception is my Dad, and he and I are currently "taking a break" from talking to each other. On that, I had a great meditation this morning and had a strong image of releasing all fear and guilt around my Dad. I saw myself releasing a dove which was all that energy from within to let it fly away in Peace and Love. Learning to Love and accept myself and letting go of any energy that I've held onto that held me back in my transition. It's been very freeing and liberating overall!!

#choose your own path #mtf #mtf transition #transgender #girlslikeus #positivity #spirituality

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Went to my old gym where I used to live 2 years ago. (In boy mode) so I go to enter through the men's room like I always used to, and a man behind me says "Wait Miss...that's the men's room there! I think you enter over there." So that's a male fail I guess! Celebrated with nails (for the first time) ~ Best day ever...💖

#mtf #mtf transition #transgender #girlslikeus #choose your own path #maletofemale

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Not usually into flannel but felt cute today! Coming out to neighbors and friends. Feels like so many conversations! I'm digging it though... Life is here right now. It's what I make of it! 💖

#choose your own path #mtf #mtf transition #transgender #girlslikeus #positivity #spirituality

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Wow, so I have had these crazy unsettling dreams lately about an apocalypse or the world coming to an end. Apparently, here's what that means...sounds like a good thing??

Well, so for a trans person I guess this is part of things significantly changing! Still an unsettling dream though.

#choose your own path #mtf transition #mtf #transgender #girlslikeus

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Did a thing and came out to my extended family last night. I'm still alive! LOL, they didn't curse me or anything. They were actually super sweet and accepting, saying they were completely ignorant and apologized for their ignorance and asked me to educate them and they Love me no matter what. So why did I wake up today with a brain that says "Wait, you did WHAT last night!?!?"

#choose your own path #mtf transition #mtf #transgender #positivity #girlslikeus #coming out

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Well, so the idea of "pretty" and me aren't getting along right now.

Hey, you. Don´t give up, okay?

#transwoman #mtf transition #mtf hormones #trans is not a choice #mental health

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This week I've been forcing myself to acknowledge at least one thing I'm thankful for every day. And while it's not easy (for realz) I'm super thankful for my wife being by my side during my transition. After living in the shadows for my first 50 years, I'm finally living my life on my terms, following my dreams. Together. It's never too late!! You do you....and Love it!! 😌🙏💖

#mtf #transgender #positivity #choose your own path #lgbtq #mtf transition #transisbeautiful #you do you

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Well, after being misgendered every single place I went over the weekend, followed by my family continuously using the wrong pronouns and name, I decided to hit my favorite trail for a long hike to get this Funk out of me. I had thought maybe I could get away with hormones alone, but now it's looking like other procedures may have to be a very real part of this journey if I'm to be seen as the woman I am. Feels like the road just got longer.

#choose your own path #transgender #mtf #you do you #girlslikeus #mtf transition

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I have made it to the promised land!!!

Turns out it's just a plain 'ol bathroom

#mtf #choose your own path #transgender #you do you #mtf transition

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Having a good day today. Just relaxing and feeling good in my own skin. As I walk My path of transition, I am starting to feel this weird feeling - without dysphoria. It's like how do you describe it when you've lived with a tooth ache for a long time, then suddenly it's gone? It's that lack of pain that I'm starting to notice more and more. It's weird but very good. Love to all ~

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Hanging with my girl Sydney at the Green House in Oceanside....love this place!!!

#choose your own path #positivity #mtf #transgender #girlslikeus #thisiswhattranslookslike

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Sometimes I forget the first step isn't about me.