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dont let me down

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beware of the joker

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hope you’re happy 📸: christine café

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~crappy poem passing through ~yes rhyme, no pattern, no connecting thoughts  ~pure crap, pure emotions

i loved the downfall by sleepless me

my love was something i didn’t knew could fade like soil, not nourished, it turned into sand.

it grew on uncherished memories you made it fell apart on the repair you gave

we talked. we didn't. we lasted on chats. we never gave in. we didn't fell into the idea of meeting even though it's fitting, you didn't.

the space in my heart grew bigger space was how it felt like, there were still stars but black holes are what i call them

from chains you made, no, i made. i broke free i slipped away slowly. slowly by slowly. you were still blinded by the fact that i love you and you love me. i drifted away slowly. slowly by slowly but no, in the downfall i was feeling happy. the bliss brought by escaping made my tears go on rewind before my eyes set it free.

i broke it, you tried to fix it. i fixed it, you started breaking it.

i knew it was helpless. this empty feeling was containless it felt not sorrow, nor joy, nor happiness but emptiness. emptiness i couldn't explain. a pointless thought from my pain

i loved the downfall, yes i do. through that year you made me fear it. but i was walking backwards to the cliff and your back was facing me you didn't reach out until it was late then again i said,

i loved the downfall. yes i did.

#poem #love

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SHARE #001

Hi this is my first share section. So this section will be kinda like my blog section, only shorter (i guess? probably no. haha!) It will be filled with some tips, experiences, or some things that basically I wanted to share. Hope you luv it

Life as a transfer student from another country

01.26.17

So my 1st semester just ended earlier and I just want to share you guys my experience as a transfer student.

If you haven’t read my blog #001, I’ll give you a brief introduction on how much trouble I was in before. 

Sooo, from Philippines, we migrated here at Canada around September and the classes were ongoing already. I’m in 11th grade. No idea how the school system works. No friends at all. 

Honestly, I thought that being a transferee will gather attention (cause it’s like that back in PH) but I was wrong. Students here didn’t gave a big deal if you’re a transferee and I was an air to them! Like guys, heeey, atleast say hi? TT  By the time my first block ended, I got a good grasp of the situation. I knew that I needed to make the first move if I want to gain friends. I had no one to rely to, that’s why I’m kinda desperate. I let out my friendly side and made four new friends, but unluckily, I wasn’t able to be with them during break. They went to their own cliques and the girl whom I was with for a short while just dropped me of at my next block (which i actually didn’t need coz it was break and i already knew where it is) hahaha poor me. I felt kinda sad and almost had thoughts of eating at the restroom (lol) but I decided to stroll around the campus to familiarize it and before I knew it, it was already time for my 3rd block.  Good thing I didn’t lose hope. My teacher at 3rd block was really nice. She found out that I was a Filipino and that I just migrated here cause she was genuinely curious about me (we call her Ms. S btw, and oh, i luv her so much!) Ms. S then suddenly introduced me to another Filipina girl in the room and good thing she was really nice too! TT  I totally grabbed the chance and got really clingy with her. I didn’t let her go and even added her on Facebook immediately! I asked her if I can eat with her squad during lunch and she was totally cool with it! I got to meet her other friends and they were really nice too. That was the happiest moment of my day right there.  to Dash, if by chance you ever read this, ohmygosh, no words can explain how thankful I am to you! thank you so so so much for being my first legit friend not just in Canada but also in school! iloveyousomuuuch xoxo

The next days after that was really fun. I didn’t have to be anxious about going to school anymore cause I already got friends I can be with and can give me some advice. I wonder what would’ve happen to me if I didn’t grab the chance? I would be probably hanging out alone. For those who are actually reading this for some tips, what I can say is just muster your courage to make friends first. You might regret it, you might won’t. It doesn’t work for everyone. Some doesn’t like the idea. But I’m really someone who can’t live without friends; even a single one would do. So if you’re really like me, go on and don’t be afraid to say hi first.

Thanks for reading my first post on share section. somuchluuuv 

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~Transferring during the middle of asemester ~Tips for transfer students ~How to make friends at school as a transferee

#canada #school #transfer #transferee #transfer student #friends #semester

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BLOG #002

DOWNTOWN

12.20.16

So my friend Christine Cafe and I went to Downtown during our winter vacation, and it was a cool experience. We went twinning, visited a tourist spot at Vancouver, took pictures, and ate there too.

I wanted to follow my aesth side that day so I asked Christine to tie my hair into a double bun! It was really cute but I was always afraid that it would fall especially when I run and stuff. Luckily, it didn’t move a bit and stayed obediently (smluuuv) We also went twinning since I had these two matching jackets from Japan. I let my friend wore the blue one and mine’s pink! It was really adorable! I actually hated this jacket and never wore it once before and now I’m totally regretting it. The jacket was a tourist jacket, and it totally served its purpose well cause it really made us feel like we’re tourists haha!

We went to Canada Place and to FlyOver Canada that was within it. It’s actually not my first time riding it but I had some tickets given to me as a gift, and why not use it eh? 

IT WAS A VERYYY LOOOONG LINE. T’was Christmas season and we were expecting it but still! Luckily, I had some connections (lol) and we were able to line up on the fast lane after an hour or so. FlyOver Canada’s Christmas special was really cute! I would’ve totally recommend it you guys watching only if I had posted this earlier but I’m sorry I’m such a lazy ass TT But hey, they’re having this FlyOver China this January and I think it would be really cool. Check it out if you got some time! (shameless promoting haha)

After going there, we got lost finding the spot we really wanted to take pictures and videos. It was the painted walls near the station of Waterfront but yo, we even reached Vancouver City Centre only to find out that we were going the wrong way & we were actually already at the spot! It was really frustrating, especially because it was already dark when we arrived there, but it wasn’t that bad because the night actually gave us a nicer background. 

Yes, this is actually where my icon was taken 

After that we ate at Taishoken Ramen, still at Vancouver. Suprisingly, we had to wait outside the place first because the restaurant was full! I recently watched this j-drama called ‘Good Morning Call’ and what happened to us really reminded me of a scene there! But it didn’t really matter to me cause we got to eat some tasty ramen only for $9.75! Their broth was really good and it was really mouth-waterin! The bowl was big for me too so I haven’t finished the whole thing but hey, they let me bring the rest home haha!

We went home after that and few days later, my friend finished editing the video she planned to make. It’s sad cause the battery didn’t last that long so our video was really short. But I still find the video really pretty so it doesn’t matter.  If you ever reach it here, woah, thank you so much for reading my blog. I love you whoever you are! I’ll attach the link of the video here so you can watch it if you like. Thanks again, til next blog! xoxo LINK: https://www.facebook.com/bacalalyka/videos/1253228504724949/

#vancouver #downtown #flyover #canada #aesthetic #taishokenramen #waterfront #personal #blog #travel #pink #blue

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i denied the fact that i liked the euphoric feeling of you

BLOG #002: DOWNTOWN (PREVIEW) 🌸

#canada #downtown #vancouver #personal #blog #aesthetic #black and white #travel

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Blake Kathryn x Paul Fuentes collaboration

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BLOG #001

NEW WANDER

travel and change of place impart new vigor to the mind

09.17.16

Hey guys, this is my first ever blog post! (yes I’ll be posting personal blogs on my tumblr) and since I’m off to start a new beginning at a new country, I thought it might be a good idea to start a new blog of my new journey. It was a very exhausting trip to Vancouver but I found the trip really short, maybe it’s because I literally just ate and sleep at the plane LOL. And yes, the country in which I’m going to live now is Canada!

It was a bit sad knowing you’ll be leaving the country you’ve been in for your whole life. In addition this, you’ll be leaving your friends and families too. But being prepared early really helped me. It didn’t become hard for me to bid goodbyes since I adjusted myself a month earlier to the mindset that I’ll be away from them someday soon.

I wore a black turtle neck and matched it with a denim top & bottom. I think it wasn’t really an all-out fashionable Airport OOTD but I found it really cute and chic!

We waited at the Ninoy Aquino International Airport for our plane, and around 4 in the afternoon, the plane arrived!

We boarded China Airlines and since it was my parents and I who were travelling, we got the three consecutive seats occupied on the side. And since I was their daughter, of course they let me sit next to the windows! Lovely.

The plane was heading north since it was a connecting flight through Taiwan to Vancouver. I basically got mixed emotions while I was on the plane; on the other hand, my mom was already asleep at the first few minutes, I was so amazed TBH.

By the time we were near Taiwan, we got to see a really awesome scenery at the sky. It was 5PM so the other side was getting dark already. Meanwhile, the other side of the world was still in great glory. The sun was still flashing its smile! The scenery literally made my jaw drop because it was such a beautiful scene but I truly regret not being able to capture that moment.

AT TAIWAN

I couldn’t actually say that this is the second country I’ve been in since it’s just a stop over, but yeah, If you’ll come think of it , this is actually the second country I’ve been in, Taiwan. And yes folks, it’s literally my first time out of the country. Philippines loved me so much, she didn’t want me to leave HAHA.

Uhm, except for the hot immigration officer (yas), there wasn’t really something special in this stop over so I guess I’ll just have to continue..

BOUND TO VANCOUVER

And yes here we go! I was really sleepy by the time I got on the plane, but the dinner was being served and I’m so hungry at that time too, so I needed to let go of my main bae and choose my side chic, food.

Even though my mom just ordered tickets for the economy class, the facilities were still really nice! They had pillows, blankets, slippers, and had this monitor with earphones.

A USB can be connected to the monitor so I thought I’ll finally be able to watch the movie ‘Train to Busan’ at the plane, but nah IT DIDN’T WORK.

HERE WE GO!

Sooooo, we were 30 minutes away from Vancouver. I opened the monitor that shows the current location of the plane and there we are, above the land! Before the flight, I was actually disappointed because I thought we would be arriving at night, well we do actually arrive at night, around 6:30 PM, but dude! The sun haven’t set yet & I was so happy!

I got the chance to see the beautiful woods and buildings of Vancouver at daylight, and it gave me a feeling that I cannot even explain!

At the immigration, I didn’t actually know that phones aren’t allowed! (how fool of me!) I got scolded by the officer and that was so scary cause one small mistake & we might be sent back to our hometown. Good gracious we passed! We actually stayed a bit longer at the immigration and by the time we got out, it was already night.

My mom called for a taxi, and I was so amazed by their cab cause it’s gigantic & so hi-tech LOL (but seriously hahaha) The cab went straight to our temporary house at Argyle, Marine Drive. I ate, took a bath, sleep, and that.. was the end of my first day at Vancouver.

#philippines #richmond #vancouver #canada #travel #ootd #blog #new #airport #migrate

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hi i just want you guys to know that i’ll be making my tumblr account a personal blog one & no one cant stop me even harry nor dumbledore muhahah  ϟ

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