#(with only a little bit of my dads help)

[addsalwayssick]

james potter

#james potter #based of me #i cried #the treadmill didn’t work #and i wanted to run so badly #but it’s okay #i got it to work eventually #(with only a little bit of my dads help) #sirius black #remus lupin #sirius #jegulus #sirius x lupin #wolfstar #regulus and evan and barty #sirius and regulus #remus and regulus #would’ve asked my maman but she’s in washington dc

[opens-up-4-nobody]

...

#sorry im thinking abt death again #because it's weird to think that ive been in the room. maybe a meter away from someone as they died #that someone being my mom. its just weird. the time in the hospital feels like it happened in some dark little pocket universe detached from #time. a calm room and then the soft blips of a monitor then the nurse rushing in to say she'd passed #i dont kno y ppl use that phrase: passed on. i mean i do. it softens the topic. makes it sound peaceful. ive yet to use it. i just say she #died bc thats what happened. is that insensitive? i dunno. when i was home i realized that i come off as much stranger than i think. the way #my family see me doesnt fit how i see myself. i dont kno what to do with that. i dunno. theyre all together today #for an early easter. and im halfway across the country again. nose so stuffy ive had to mouth breathe for the last 3 days #and again. everything feels the same as it did before but also profoundly different. sometimes i cry in the mornings. or when i think abt #future vacations she wont be there for. bc in the end she quickly slipped away in a way that couldn't be described as peaceful until her #last half a day. and all i can think about in that tiny room is how scary it would be to lose control like that #and how its not fair and she didnt deserve to die only halfway through a lifetime. but its not about fair and its not about deserving. #sometimes bad things just happen. that's life. and now i own a book called motherless daughters. and now im standing with the countless #others who've lost their moms too early. ive already become aware of 3 ppl in my daily life who are in the same club #i keep thinking about this moment that happened between my parents at the hospital. apparently my dad was helping her get cleaned up and her #stomach was so bloated she looked like she had a bby in there. which my dad said. and my mom apparently said: but it's a baby no one want. i #dont kno y that upsets me so much. all the things i heard abt her being in the hospital before i got there upset me. and the rest of my #family was there to see it. so i have the least traumatic version of the story. and i got almost 27 years with her. except my sisters #probably got more time with her bc i spent so much time away. or maybe not. i dunno. #i dunno. im just sad that shes gone and sad that it was drawn out even a little bit. 6 days isnt long but im sure it felt like an eternity. #again not fair. nothings fair. 53 years of unfairness culminating in a tragedy. she would hate me characterizing it like that. she lived a #full life as they say. full with an asterisk on account of length #unrelated

[starbuck]

well… just went from my worst mental health crisis in seven years to completely fine in the course of a day, so we’re doing great on that front.

#only thing i did differently was last night i begged my dad (deceased - never knew him) for help #and within an hour i could feel the burden lifted off my mind #so not to be all like ‘i was cured of my madness by my father’s benevolent spirit’ but like. 🤷🤷 #i’m just so glad it’s over #still feel a little bit delicate for sure #but i’m being gentle with myself and doing the best i can to keep things low stress and positive #wish me luck! :))

[canongf]

summary of a bad day

this morning i woke up to my dog peeing on the floor. he's old, he's got a bladder thing. it's okay. it's okay. i cleaned it up and took him to work with me. he drank water too fast and puked on the floor. it's okay. i cleaned it up and took him home. was feeling sad and frustrated and stressed for that and for other reasons but it was okay. i got the hardest parts over with. except i didn't because there's a mouse in my room. and while i was freaking out and trying to catch it, my dog peed on the floor again. crying for a lot of reasons but a big one is that eddie isn't real, and i know if he was he'd tell me to come to his place and he'd take care of all the piss and mice in the world while i slept.

#live #eddie.txt #🦇 #I'LL BE FINE I JUST HAD TO VENT <333 #i'm just TIRED #i woke my dad up to help me with the mouse #and he was only a little tiny bit of help #we set up a humane trap but i don't wanna sleep in my room :( #so i'm sleeping on the couch :( #i gotta call the vet again in the morning #and i'm just #having a bad day #eddie if you're out there... i wish you were here

[arionawrites]

1. it’s my 24th birthday today, so my goal of being published by the time i’m 25 is now a one year looming monster, but i never specified what kind of published and am currently looking in various literary magazines that are recommended for writers who have yet to be published, so i’m surprisingly confident that i can make it work? and tbh even if whatever i write isn’t officially published before my 25th birthday, if i have someone in the process of being published then i’ll be happy!! no matter what though, i’m gonna try to be proud of myself for at least giving it my best shot!!

2. i honestly love that my birthday is on the ides of march because the ides of march meme shitposting is only a thing on tumblr but it also being my birthday makes it easier to like. be excited about the ides of march outside of tumblr. like even in person i can be like “it’s my birthday! i’m an ides of march babe (:” and if someone is like oh what’s that? or if they say something along the lines of oh like julius caesar? i can be like yep!! and even if it’s a small thing outside of tumblr it brings me immense enjoyment and amusement being able to bring it up off of tumblr

3. transportation situation has been very rough since june 2023 when i totalled my car, my gap insurance are being assholes and i ended up putting my foot down on the phone with them yesterday which i’m pretty proud of because i am NOT a confrontational person (something i’ve been working on this past year, so seeing some improvement with my ability to hold my ground and not be a pushover yesterday was very cool!!) i was told i’d get a response from them by friday next week no matter what, and if i don’t then friday of next week i will continue to wreak havoc upon them. but my moms car which i’ve been using since my accident broke down yesterday, hopefully it’s fixable but my parents were saying it might be done for, so trying to think of how i’m gonna get to work next week is kind of stressing me out lmao, but for now i’m just gonna focus on enjoying my birthday the best i can because i don’t want to start off being 24 with an overwhelming anxiety for something that won’t be a potential issue until monday. plus i already messaged my boss today to let her know that i’m going to do everything i can to make it work out but just so she’s in the loop and knows of the potential of me not being able to make my morning shifts (one of my coworkers said she’s more than happy to give me a ride for our afternoon shifts which does help relieve some of the stress!) and i told her i’d let her know for sure sunday so that if necessary she can have time to figure out someone to fill in for me in the mornings!

overall: life is weird and i ended being 23 yesterday with a shitty situation but a positive outlook and i am going to enjoy my first day of being 24 no matter what because honestly i fucking earned it. happy friday everyone, i hope it’s a good day for you and me both!

#aritalks #i did cry a little bit when i first woke up because i dont really know what to do about work and also i hate not having a car i can use #not only because of the work aspect but also getting my license when i was 18 gave me a freedom i didn’t have before #and i don’t like having to rely on other people just to like go to the fucking store or something yk #but then my best friend/roommate messaged me happy birthday and i was like fuck it! today is going to be a good day! #the stressful uncertainties can wait until tomorrow #also one of my best friends who hasn’t said happy birthday to me the past two years #(not intentionally im p sure they were just busy on my birthdays the past two years #and then had that moment of ‘oh shit i didnt send a message fuck i think its too late now’ which i totally get bc anxiety things yk) #was one of the first people to message me happy birthday!! #i’m also hoping to still be able to go see my mom and then stay the night at my dads tonight #so i can see both my parents and also my baby siblings for my birthday #my dads working today but after he texted happy birthday i sent him a text asking if he thinks we could still make it work #my mom is asleep still i think (she called me at midnight and left a voicemail singing happy birthday!! but her sleep schedule has been all #over the place recently so i’m waiting until 11:30 to call her which is in like 30 mins) #but she said something yesterday about driving out to me to give me a hug and also bring me my diabetes stuff that got delivered #(her house is my mailing address because i know it’s not going to change bc it’s my great grandparents house that she’s partially inhereting #when my great grandpa dies but since i have moved out of my dads my address has changed twice and i didnt have a mailbox at my last place so #just for the sake of consistency and not having to worry about important shit getting sent to the wrong address i’ve had her house as my #mailing address since i moved out of my dads at 19) #so i think i’m gonna ask her if she can just pick me up instead so i can go to her house w her and hang out with her #and hopefully my dad will be able to at least stop by with my siblings so i can see them too #i’d like to stay the night with them but if we can’t make it happen then i can also stay the night w my mom and hopefully tomorrow figure #out the car situation. might have to rent a car for a week if i can afford it? best case scenario is my moms car can be fixed but i still #dont know whats wrong with it ik there are two potential problems and one is fixable the other is not #the fixable one would cost like $150-$400 to fix depending on if we get a used part or a new one #if its $150-$200 ish i can probably afford to pay for the whole thing or at least most of it #but if its more than that hopefully my dad or one of my family members can help #and i can just pay them back in like $50 increments with my next few paychecks #just realized i said i wouldnt worry abt the car thing today and also i think im at tag limit to i’ll stop now lmao xoxo gossip girl ❤️

[dandyshucks]

need Guz to hug me tightly for like an hour solid oh my god dhdjdkl I went driving for the first time in over a year and I chewed my lip raw 😭😭

I'm starting to look like a caricature of Anxiety with all these physical symptoms and signs LMAO

#this is so ridiculous fhfjdkdl #i do not like driving fjdkdl i know i should not be on the roads #but unfortunately i have to bc i live rural and also my parents insist i ''just need more practice'' #practice is not going to fix the dissociation 😭😭 practice will not fix the Other Drivers being shitty and scary and reckless fjfkdl #it might make it slightly easier bc i wont have to think as hard about shoulder and mirror checks and roadsigns and speed limits #and where i am located on the road and intersection rules and whatnot #but like... it does not fix that i live in a town (and world lol) where ppl are fucking bonkers on the road #i had someone riding my ass for like a full five minutes. we had only two feet btwn us. MAYBE. IF THAT MUCH. #he was BIG mad that i was going the speed limit #and THERES A POLICE STATION LIKE RIGHT NEAR THAT AREA MY GUY IM NOT GONNA GO OVER THE SPEED LIMIT RIGHT THERE LMAO ???? #also im a rule follower usually so i do tend to go Exactly the speed limit fjfkdl #and maaannn that makes people SO fucking angry dhfjdl its impossible to drive Anywhere without having someone right on ur bumper #its so ridiculous like... that's not helping anyone ??? ur not getting to ur destination faster by riding up on somebodys ass ???? hewwo ??? #ANYWAYS. i drove around the neighborhood and then went up the highway and thru some intersections and then into the main core of town #and then i got my dad to take over from there bc it was lunch hour and the core of town is a lawless land at the best of times #MY NERVES ARE FRIED. i need Guz to act as a weighted blanket or one of those pressure therapy vests for me LOL #im like... shaking fhdjsl that was far more than i thought we were going to do for driving today good lord #IM OKAY THOUGH I SURVIVED I DIDNT EVEN HIT A CURB OR ANYTHING #i think I've only hit a curb once so far in all my times driving and that was on my second time driving on a road i think #so pretty good track record... im a very careful driver fjdkdl i work so hard to be safe and drive smoothly #during my driving test the only thing the test guy had to critique was that i waited at an intersection when i could've gone #but the reason i waited was bc i wasnt sure i could make it across the traffic lane before the oncoming vehicle got to us #so it was like. a safe decision overall but a little too hesitant which can actually be unsafe fjdkdl #AUGH ANYWAYS SORRY FOR RAMBLING SM #driving stresses me out so bad and my lip is all raw now and i have so many physical stress symptoms the past few days fhfjdl #after tonight i should be able to calm down a bit hopefully fhfkdl theres a thing we're going to tonight thats been stressing me out so bad #but after tonight it'll be over and hopefully I can get myself settled down again fjfjdkl #dandy.cmd #vent //

[pepprs]

my mom isn’t letting my dad go back to his office bc him being out of the house stresses her out and makes her have a flare up and it’s like kind of insane. like i understand why the idea of him doing that would make her panicky and angry as someone who also struggles w separation anxiety and abandonment shit / has physical symptoms from that kind of stress (though not to the same degree ofc) but also he is a grown man. he should be allowed to go to his office and not have to shape his entire life around her needs. and she keeps guilt tripping him out of it and it’s impacting his quality of life a lot and the whole thing is kind of… hm

#purrs #delete later #also she’s guilt tripping me into coming to the stupid fucking potluck on sunday bc she needs the extra help and it’s like… what are you #gonna do when i move out. like i am a grown woman and i should be able to choose how i spend my two precious weekend days. and my dad is a #grown man and he should be able to choose where he works. like is that not a little bit insane. i get it but also….. i do think it s kind of #fucked ip that it’s her way or the highway and her needs take priority over all of ours and she’s asking us to bend to what she wants when #she wants it. like i get it bc she’s sick but it’s not fair for her to expect that from my dad especially. particularly when me and my #brother are back at work / school in more high risk environments than my dad who would be in a private office alll day. and the thing is no #one is brave enough to all her on it bc if we did it would be the END of the world. she even threw a fit on my dads bday and complained bc #the things he wanted to do were things she didn’t want to do like all the man wanted to do was go mini golfing and when that wasn’t good #enough he just wanted to go on a walk and my mom complained the whole time and also scoffed the movie he wanted to watch and said it was #boring and it’s like… wtf it’s HIS birthday??? but what do you expect from the woman who (and in fairness her friends got her these as gifts #but still) has TWO kitchen items that say some variation of ‘a marriage is when one is always right and the other is always the husband’ 💀 #i look at that little plaque every night bc it’s in front of the sink when im doing dishes and it makes me so fucking angry. like my dad is #a whole fucking person and he can be right too and he deserves to make choices and be happy and not have his wife put him down all the time. #idk. and she puts down his family all the time too and complains when he wants to do the most reasonable things for his own enjoyment that #don’t align with hers and criticizes his interests all the time and it just sucks to see. he never shows hurt or anything so idk how he #feels about it but it makes me so angry and sad and when i tell her to stop she just lashes out at me so. 🤪. like how do we get her to stop #making her needs more important than everyone else’s bc… she may be our mom / his wife / whateger but that doesn’t make her queen. no one is #(andalso this has only gotten worse bc of covid / her being sick. like this has been a lifelong thing it’s just it’s a lot worse now bc the #circumstances gave her room / forced her to have to take up more space. and it’s just so frustrating. i get it. but none of us are pawns or #dolls or subordinates or anything. there’s 5 adults here and we should all be able to make choices and not be guilt tripped by her. lol #)

[skitskatdacat63]

2023 Saudi Arabian Grand Prix - Post-Qualifying - Fernando Alonso(ft. Sergio Perez & Charles Leclerc)

#obligatory 'adjusting race suit' shot i cant help myself #its funny that i have gifs of nando drinking water both 18 yrs ago and 18 yrs later #im also gonna gif a bit of oscars post race interview bcs i am very proud okay???? #was hoping for nando pole but i will take p2 i will take it #lmao nando is the only driver my dad knows(bcs of me) and he was so upset abt him not getting pole LMAO #he came back in and is like 'hes not on pole??? i wanted fernando to get pole :(' me too dad me too #fernando alonso #2023 saudi arabian grand prix #sergio perez #charles leclerc #f1 #formula 1 #formula one #we do a little bit of f1 #of course right after i post this they show his post race interview NOOOOOOO well ill have to go without

[picory]

i need to draw them too. i just have to figure out how.. what situation to put them in...

#phoenix would first think keaton's a bit weird and absent-minded but nice #then he learns the guy used to be a high ranked military soldier and maybe shits his pants a little #but THEN he'd think ''how is this guy both so cool but such a dork...'' #but i think they'd make good friends. or at least acquaintances #they definitely have a few things in common. like their determination to find the truth to help those in need #no matter what it takes! they're both perceptive. though keaton is more so... scarily perceptive #they're kind and sympathetic. but phoenix can be snarky and sarcastic unlike keaton #they're investigators! but for keaton that's his job. phoenix is not supposed to do that as a lawyer lol... #aaand they're both single dads with daughters. so they can bond over how much they love their smart little girls #yuriko and trucy have to form a friendship. for me #characters from my various favorite media have to be friends because i say so #there's probably more similarities i just can't think of any at the moment #on the other hand keaton is much more level-headed than phoenix. he always keeps his cool in dangerous situations. but that comes from #his military background i guess. also he's 40 so more seasoned. at the start of his career phoenix was only 24 and he did NOT expect #to be punched in the face by a shady company's CEO or be confronted by the mafia or be tased by a prosecutor #the man just wanted to be a lawyer. who knew that job attracted so much danger. of course he wouldn't be very calm #fast forward to disbarred phoenix who gets hit by a car but he doesn't give a shit. like he's used to this. just another tuesday tee-hee #quacks

[corpsoir]

guh. going to buy a laptop today for uni, i cant work from home because i get distracted by everything else i can do instead of studying, and i NEEEEEED to get my head in the game for my bachelor's thesis this term sooooo. oh well

#ive been on the fence for a while about commissions but im reallt considering taking a few quick skwtch commissions #just to help with the cost a little!!! #if were mutuals i will gladly do it no problem especially if weve talked before thats cool i dont mind you knowing my paypal and name then #as long as you look the other way and pretend you never saw it and only refer to me as corp online HAHSHHAHSHSH #ive applied for a scholarship that might grant me a bit of extra money in november though #so hopefully i wont have to worry too much about money this winter!!! #and also THANKFULLY my electricity is manageable thanks to the contract i have with my electricity provider lol #food prices are insane here rn though :DDDDDDD glad ive started baking though #living alone is actually so nice and i love it but good lird i miss living with my dad and not having to worry about rent and stuff 💀💀💀

[opens-up-4-nobody]

God. One of my little sisters is such a bitch. She's done me some genuine damage in exacerbating my already social bad anxiety. But when I have dreams where she's been hurt or killed, it's so horrible bc she's still my lil sister :-(

#its bc last night my dad had a dream she was in a car wreck. he transferred that anxiety onto me #shes such a bitch tho.just like intolerant of things she doesnt understand. and she does not understand my unwell brain #i think she likes my youngest sistsr best now. which fair bc i do too but we used to be besties. we used to explore in the woods together #and play ellos and barbies and legos and poly pockets and magnets. and now we never text eachother. its sorta sad #its not just me tho. my youngest sister and i have a 4 year gap so we weren't really interacting much when were were little bc she was too #bby to me but shes such a genuinely lovely person now. shes a special ed and preschool teacher. i asked her mom how she ended up with both #of my sisters bc my middle sister is the most like entitled person i kno. like my parents r very generous and she doesnt think for a moment #about not accepthing things from them. she thinks shes owed that amd more. its so strange #and my mom was like. thank goodness i got the youngest bc otherwise id think something was wrong with me #im prob somewhere in the middle of them. my brain is just more fucked up so like im greatful but im struggling. theres not a ton of like #really obvious mental illness in my family tho. just here and there someone should b diagnosed and get a bit of help. my uncle is the only #other one who could possibly be bipo1ar but hes also got a lot of problems: severe adhd and possibly b0rderline. so it could just b that but #my dad says when u talk to him sometimes things just doent make sense bc hes had convos in his head wuth you so he thinks u kno already #idk. its interesting tho #unrelated

[alienscumbag]

I don't know what it is about growing older that has made my mom suddenly want to be a mom but she was never like this when I was little

#personal #comic #but tbh my mom n dad should never have had kids #dad for obvious reasons #and my mom because she honestly thrives on independence #and also she has really bad depression and she was only medicated for a little bit when i was younger #also independent native mom so she worked hard to keep a roof above our heads #so I'm grateful for that #this may seem negative but it's not! i was never too hurt by my mom's negligence as a child #tho i do believe if she was around more she could have help my sister avoid becoming a heavy drug user and experiencing the trauma she has

[thedeadthree]

back in your inbox again sorry lovely but 🖊🖊🖊 + illyria PEAS i rlly love her name 👁

HII AJ DEAR you are always more than welcome to pop into my inbox <3 WAHH ty ty her story, name and concept and design and everything of her means the world to mee!!!! ty ty for the ask!

SEND ME A 🖊 + I'LL GUSH ABOUT MY OCS

🖊 - oh the daughter of destiny my dear girl. her blood can be traced back to the time of the great empire of the dawn, as she is the descendant of the bloodstone emperor. the one who in belief was the bringer of the long night. so not absolutely not unas mother (and iovannas mother had foretold of her as well hehe <3) had seen of the birth of the child of prophecy, the eye of blood and the dragon of death, alluding to of course her heterochromia with one eye being a scarlet red matching her dragon ahzidal’s. And ahzidal having a dragons breath that was not of fire.... but a death miasma hence one of his names being the soulsiphon? her birth marked the summoning of the long winter, the death of the dragons.. and her and her descendants bearing the eye of blood will bring either salvation or ruin when the long night arrives.

🖊 - her mother iseul was the descendant of a scarlet emperor of the golden empire, who in the time of the valyrian freehold married a woman of an unknown house (that gives me IDEAS hehe <3 more ocs <3) and this is likely where illy had the natural inclination to be a dragonrider. her mom thwarted court life as long as possible taking to the seas under an assumed identity, which is where she would meet valarr. in seeing a prophecy, the same una and iovannas mothers foresaw, but with a sense it would be him to be the harbringer the father of this daughter of destiny. he uh..... annulled his marriage and left his wife and three children with a fourth on the way to fulfill the prophetic vision. for power or for reverence of prophecy or both who can say. after illy was born on lys, iseul sailed on her ship to vilemyr to the tower of myrwatch. the isle and seat of house ilmestys to hold a wedding for them (they had a wedding in lys but wished for one in westeros as well). UNFOORTUNATELY and much so, assassins attack the ship and she is fatally wounded. the ship is stranded outside of asshai by the shadow, and with her last breath she leaves the girl by the shore. illyria is found by nurellia and keeps a watchful eye on the girl until her mothers sworn protector, irus of norvos, finds the girl as this was her mothers dying wish. illy from there to age four would reside by the shadow. and strangely enough, not a soul bothered the girl! she would be found by irus at the side of her dragon ahzidal who would keep a watchful eye when the girl ventured into the corpse city. and that is how illy's origins began!

🖊 - following her harrowing-ish childhood, she was brought to vilemyr where she would be raised by irus and his wife (and valarr's older sister) vergelle. valarr was not to be revealed as the illy's dad for reasons reserved to be known by valarr alone ig nsakjns. and she was also brought to kings landing when vergelle was requested to teach the princess helaena how to understand dragon dreams (as she and her niece urgelle are both dragon dreamers!). she was childhood friends with aemond! illyria would leave westeros again at age six on the back of ahzidal. it is presumed that she sought out the three eyed raven if there was a three eyed raven that did exist in this time. when she returned to westeros in 129 ac she expected aemond to not remember her at all, and was surprised to learn he never did and in fact asked irus of her all the time when he and vergelle visited. they have been inseparable since. blah blah red string of fate blah blah twin flames and setting the world on fire for each other etc etc <3

#i could talk yalls ear off (as seen here WHEEEZE) about my baby girl and her history jhsn ajhsjk I ADOREE HER SO MUCH <3 #oc: illyria ilmestys #🌸: aj #jendoe #leg.asks #leg.ocs #leg.txt #THANK YOUUU DEARIE YOU <3 wahhhh this was the cutest to do! im for sure addicted to answering these its the funnest jksanaks #the ilmestys are known for not only being of high nobility in valyria and being dragon dreamers and sorcerers (namely shadowbinders hehe) #so the queen requested the lady vergelle (as urgie was like...... 3 askjnxjkasnk) to help her daughter understand dragon dreams #valarr's babies before illyria are as follows <3 : caerys / caesonia / urlyx (they/them) / and urgelle #those are her half siblings <3 thought she doesn't find that out until late sajnjnsj THANKS VALARR #urlyx is also the archon of whispers in the court of maekar hehe <3 they're the best and i love them <3 #the white streak in her hair is likely bc of her dad and one of her ancestors having valyrian ancestry and is merely a coincidence -> #and has little to do with her magic eye sjansj BUUUT it is a very inch resting coincidence that the strand is on the magic eye side <3 #ahzidal the archon my beloved askjynknak she was raised by nurellia for a bit and babysat by a dragon jahsnjs #shes so c*iri coded im yelling! i didn't realize that until i was writing the ilmestys timeline and then it HIT me sjnajnjs #though nurellia who is una's mother had raised her for a time (ish it was more like watching for her making sure she had a place to rest) #una and illy dont meet one another until the trial in the great hall at kings landing <3 and weren't much close following i think? #she was VEERY protective of the h*ightower babies and knew una wasn't just there to be a spymaster (her connection to iovanna double agent) #(though una goes ghost from the blacks after aeggy is hurt at the battle of rooks rest <3) #the grammar here is YIKES but aozjjzjx <3 baby girl ! #parent death tw #just in case <3

[soulvee-animationz]

oh god oh god oh god oh god oh god oh god oh god oh god oh fuck why why why

#my mom facetimed me and I was like on the fucking verge of tears #I started crying for a bit earlier because I got fucking depressed by being at my dad’s #I’m so scared that my dad can monitor my calls to my mom and records them all #I’m nervous as hell if it looks like I was crying while talking to her then my dad goes back to court and tries to argue that I hate my mom #which I do not #i love my mom #god fuck me I shouldn’t be so nervous about doing simple tasks like this oh god oh fuck I’m worried and scared as hell #I can’t do anything without feeling paranoid or nervous or scared or without wanting to bawl my little eyes out #god I’m so alone here there’s no one here to help it’s just me and my plushies those are my only friends #I’m so fucking alone #no one is going to help #Im gonna be stuck here forever #oh god #vent

[transgaysex]

fighting the sleepy allegations

#wind howls #i only slept like 5 hours bc i had a hard time falling asleep and my mom needed my help fixin the house for my dads birthday #that + we have so many people at home im feeling kinda overwhelemed. i went to my room to recover a little bit #but being in my room just made me so sleepy... i wonder if i can take a little power nap before we sing the birthday cake song..

[ihatebnha]

https://www.instagram.com/reel/CcYcCT8Fd-O/?igshid=YmMyMTA2M2Y=

it’s me family vlog anon again but this time w no family vlog

anyways dad bakugo

(link!)

family vlog anon, hi!!! feel free to send me anything you WANT, i will enjoy regardless!😚😚😚

can you imagine, though??? poor bakugo LMFAOOO... i'm not sure if it's funnier to think about him making the pudding because he wants to (with your kids tagging along) or because they demanded it from him.

either way, i'm sure once he gets up for them in the middle of the night once, they never stop bugging him to do it again LOL. that's when you probably start catching them all together in the kitchen and being like... wtf.

#bakugo #WOOOW LOVING THE IMAGERY OF BAKUGO coming home from a rough/long mission with a bunch of night terrors #and despite himself waking up in the middle of the night #and maybe one of/your only child has super anxiety and insomnia too #so when they start hearing dad get up in the middle of the night (for the first time in their life) they start creeping out of their roo #to sit with him in the living room or kitchen #and they comfort one another #and thats how bakugo heals and helps them cope #bc maybe the reason theyre so anxious is bc theyre scared he'll get hurt #wow this is such a good idea LOOOOOL #writing this down brb #anyway #what i was really going to say was that when i was younger #i figured out that if i screamed in the middle of the night my grandpa would come get me #and we'd watch tv together #or do something fun #and that reminds me of this a little bit #ur kids waking up and calling for dad bc they know he'll make them dessert #miss u papa <3 #bye #ask #anon #caitie chats #tik tok #family vlog anon