#2024 SUCKS

[dreamauri]

this year has already been horrible and i've only been 5 hours into it like wow, not gonna survive 24h x 365 days

#◞ .◟﹚voice memos ﹐⋋ #2024 sucks #honestly wtf #what am i doing

[bodacious-zam]

We're already one week into 2024 i'm going insane

#2024 sucks

[bittersqxtch]

mama bean!!! it’s been so long, how are you?? i hope everything’s ok and happy new year<33

I LIVEEEE

terribly sorry to all of my beans for the prolonged absence, 2024 has been ruthless :')

BUT I'm back now, gonna try to post some stuff soon and get back into writing too ASAP before the miracle of motivation passes. happy new year to you, my bean, and to all of my other beans who may have wondered where I've been too <3

#guess whos back #back again #mama bean is back #2024 SUCKS #the struggle is real #but im still alive so yay

[cryptid-pet]

Geya Nixxio here to remind you,

You need to post a new chapter of Incubus Azusa.

And you still need to do part 2 and 3 of the merman Caruki nsfw AU headcons that u started 💀

Okay, I’ve been doing chapter 28 of the incubus au (I plan to continue working on it tomorrow in a free period so don’t worry 😉)

BUT HOE WHY DONT I REMEMBER THE CARUKI NSFW FOR THE MERMAN AU HOLD UP

#IM SO BEHINDDD #2024 sucks #diabolik lovers #nixxio text #nixxio ask #diahell #dialovers #azushin #caruki #azushin incubus au #azushin merman au

[nawilla]

So, 2024 has continued to suck.

Hopefully none of you remember exactly why last weekend, the first weekend of the new year, was incredibly NOT FUN, let's just say it involved plumbing distress that led to having to pee in the shower and time bowel movements for when I was at work until it was resolved and I spent a day at work hiding in my office so I could be near a toilet for female reasons. It was functionally resolved by Sunday evening (thank deity of choice) and between bleach and scrubbing bubbles cleanup was emotionally difficult but not physically difficult. (Full cleanup of the whole room is ongoing, but it's the basement, so that's okay).

The second weekend of 2024 is a three-day weekend in the US as Monday is a government holiday (MLK Day). It is also a university holiday which is shall we say, not universal in academia. (I finally remembered why it wasn't a holiday at my alma mater. It was because spring semester classes didn't start that early).

In order for me to take a weekday off of a three-day weekend, I still have to get Monday's work done over that weekend for the rest of the week to go smoothly. While I can choose whatever day I do it on, and it's a half-day's work, not a full day's work, it still needs to get done and I'm almost never going to be able to squeeze it in on Friday. This past week, one of my bosses had a meltdown in the animal room due to bad lighting and him probably needing new glasses. Regardless, it put me behind on my own work, so rather than stay at work Friday past 10 pm (and stand on concrete floors and aggravate my plantar fasciitis again, I came into work Saturday morning, worked a good 4ish hours, took an extended lunch break (got writing done, yay) and worked another 4ish hours to get Friday and Monday's work done, so I could take off on Monday. Oh, the things I could do. Some quick shopping. Laundry. Take N the Cat to the vet because apparently, she was hiding feeling under the weather.

On Sunday I get groceries for the first time in 2.5 weeks (plumbing issues last weekend) and notice I'm starting to cough. A lot. Darn, a cough. Could be my allergies. It's been raining a lot which sets them off, and we are also experiencing a cold snap which leads to me huddling on the couch under blankets and N the Cat, which can result in acid reflux due to my prone position for long periods.

In the middle of the night on Sunday, the unrelenting sinus headache hits. OMG. Ow. This is why I was coughing. The allergy meds probably masked it. Also, I'm less cold all of a sudden, which is not a weather reversal, I have a fever. I finally get a weekday off free and clear and I'm fricking sick and my head just won't stop hurting. Mind you, it's tolerable pain. It's not a migraine. It just won't stop. It woke me up from sleep.

The next weekday I will get off from work is March 15th, the last Friday of Spring Break. I will probably not get to take it off because I will still be waiting for people to get their data in Thursday at 6 pm. The university skips a lot of random government holidays to keep the term going and gives us days off between Christmas and New Years instead.

I am not amused with 2024.

#2024 #2024 sucks #sick on holiday

[human-space-heater]

My sister and I were crying about Matpat's announcement. Im not as old as some of the other fans. But ive been a fan of film theory since the Moana demigod theory.

Thank you for filling our screens with fun theories, teaching us about something new, and always just being a joy in general. We will miss you Matpat. Thank you for everything

#mathew patrick #sad thoughts #2024 sucks #matpat #film theory #game theory #game theory matpat #food theory

[thechidoodles]

I have something I need to get off my chest.

I lost my Grandpa yesterday....

...Yesterday already feels like years ago.

Grief is never linear. It is a broken and beautiful mess, and...I'm in it right now. It'll be hard. I miss you... but I know you're not suffering anymore. The skies are darker. The world's colors are more muted. Even sound lost its lovely ring. There is a hollowness where you used to sit, and the undeniable cold where your hands would rest in mine.

No more warm hugs, gentle cheek kisses. No more will I hear - "I love you." No more shared meals at the table or Dodgers games on the radio outside on the porch. No more smell of your old spice cologne when you got dressed for dinner at the casino because you just had to take me for crab legs. No more ABBA music or banda music on the car rides to the grocery store because you needed chips. No more walks to the mailbox or reading the newspaper while you drink your perfect shade of black coffee....

There will simply be no more.

And I find myself lost in the fact that I just spoke to you not a few days ago. You told me this cancer was nothing. You could beat it...and I believed you. I knew better. You were tired. Your body was failing you, but I wanted to believe in you so badly that I let myself believe it could be possible. You had done the impossible so many times. What was one more miracle to a Saint like you? Just one more...

But there was no more. You are no more.

And I am broken without you. 💔

#dealing with grief #grief #loss #sad thoughts #blog #this is hard #im exhausted #i miss him #i miss you #2024 sucks

[wired-masterpiece]

life outta the way, updated interests ??

WE TRYNA FIGURE THAT OUT STILL

but love me a lesbian pop of RENEE RAPP, chappell roan, the beaches, fletcher, etc.

TV we're intoooo is harder. I still rewatch the 100 a lot because IM TRASH lmfao. love timeless still. station 19 has my emotional heart. wednesday rocks. AVATAR. queens gambit. (someone told me I remind them of beth which is SO RUDE but so accurate) //// need to continue watching black butler currently, 911, and chicken nugget

movies? i kinda hate movies now haha. but i watched turning red recently? lmfao. movies are not my adhd thing

diagnoses?? HAHAHA. AuDHD. small tumor. depression and anxiety. OCPD still living.

games?? animal crossing still. i broke out w101 for 2 seconds and remembered how much i hate it lol. love me anything mario. main platform is switch or steam. but i have a mac so steam is limited for me ripppp

#wtf gen #more gen updates #2024 sucks

[omenhasaheadache]

Me in january: 2024 is gonna be my year I can feel it

2024 by may: your grandpa has cancer your uncle has cancer your cat has cancer your dental work costs more than your car oh yeah you still gotta pay that off too!!

#2024 sucks

[sweet-sammy-kisses]

SGI might try to write off our car because it is a 2007 we can not afford a new car. I want to cry.

#seriously #2024 sucks

[xshybeastxx]

All this war and unease all over the place is really messing with my mental health and sanity. I've decided to just remain blissfully ignorant to all that as a way to cope.

#2024 sucks #mental health #anxiety

[temeyes]

quick simon (cuz i didn't wanna draw the stuff i actually have to draw,,)

#i think i figured out why i've been so lazy to draw recently #the summer heat is LITERALLY sucking up the energy out of me (doesn't help that it's Dry Heat too ashahsh) #i think we hit around 50°c today?? or was that yesterday.. i dont remember.. everyday is SO HOT IM GOING T ODIE #my art #2024 #call of duty #call of duty: modern warfare #call of duty: modern warfare ii #call of duty: modern warfare iii #cod #cod mw #cod mwii #cod mwiii #modern warfare #mw #mw2 #mw3 #simon ghost riley #simon riley #ghost cod #art #digital art #digital drawing #sketch #doodle #video games

[royalarchivist]

Phil: [In chat to Bad] Threaten anyone in particular?

Tubbo: What?

Phil: He threatened Missa, according to Missa.

Tubbo: Not the Philza Minecraft sidepiece!

Phil: [Cracking up] WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU?!

Tubbo: Wait, is he your side-piece or main ho?

Phil: JESUS CHRIST—

#Philza #Phil #Tubbo #QSMP #Pissa #Death Family #April 17 2024 #Very rude to Missa. Phil's reaction was funny #But I personally didn't like that comment that sucked :/ #not a full transcript btw #but saw a VERY innacurate one floating around on Twitter that is being quoted here so it's better than that at least

[carrotkicks]

this place feels familiar...

#the text in the drawing is a quote from professor N btw. #ignoring the fact that i suck at rendering. i'm super happy abt this #there was some vague color symbolism happening in my mind while coloring this. chuuya red. the world is blue. yeah.. themes. motifs. #and that's the part where cloneboy's hand slams against the tank next to chuuya's hand... that scene lives rent free in my head #<- merged with the scene where he sees verlaine's memory of rescuing him. #bsd #bungo stray dogs #stormbringer #chuuya #verlaine #rimbaud #actually i'm really growing on this coloring style.. grainy low contrast type. and textures #OHYEAH the first chuuya nakahara stormbringer angst brainrot art of 2024!!!! #.png

[ominouspuff]

No Man Left Behind / Something Worth Dying For

REQUESTS / BLOG EVENT

Request from @razzbberry - Palette #1 - Alpha-17, Cody - Death of the Cynic in Me

Notes and close-ups beneath the cut!

Notes: I think Seventeen would, both subconsciously and consciously, keep his cynicism as long as possible. It’s how he thinks the world works, but it’s also a survival tool. It’d be a very, very slow death.

It’s put to the test with Cody — not because Cody is special among his fellow clones, but because he’s one of the first that bothers to fight Seventeen on his own terms. The argument is always the same. Cody wants to talk about what he hopes to be, someday, after he is a soldier. Seventeen thinks he’s stupid to think that’s possible, or that he’d be capable. Cody knows it, and he, might not be. Seventeen thinks it’s even more stupid, in that case; what a waste of energy.

It develops. When they’re older, and in the thick of war, one day Cody risks his life for the chance to save a brother that was going to die anyway. Seventeen yells at him for fifteen minutes once he’s conscious about luck and stupidity and the trouble it’s causing Seventeen and the false hope it’s engendering in others. Cody says he can disagree all he likes, but he doesn’t give a fig, respectfully. Seventeen thinks Cody can go try to get blown up again, if he thinks so.

There’s no point fighting for a better tomorrow; they’re bought and paid for to fight for something else, FOR someone else. Seventeen is prepared for being fodder, as a result. He’s prepared for unfairness and the bleak life that they’re living. Instead he watches as Cody defeats odds time and time again, somehow managing to balance being an exceptional military leader with a secondary war to live for something more, running himself ragged and — inexplicably — gaining ground. Each of those little victories are a little death for Seventeen’s cynicism; a chipping away. A little seed of Cody’s brand of hope takes root, awkward and begrudging, fond and tentative.

Then Order 66 happens. Cody’s efforts for a better life are in vain, and Cody himself-

Cody may never know that Seventeen was right abut just how helpless they were. Now he only knows that Seventeen is a traitor, apparently, because Seventeen — for once in his life — was the lucky one and his chip malfunctioned.

And Seventeen could say ‘I told you so’. He could rest, vindicated and resigned, in the fact that every dream Cody built up and everything he thought was worth dying for is pointless, now — as he always suspected it would be.

But it isn’t fair, even by Seventeen’s standards.

“What are you doing,” Rex will rasp, caught in a strange role reversal as Seventeen paints an armor set with Cody’s golden colors. “He’s not coming back, Seventeen. He can’t. It’s pointless to keep going after him, you need to stop.”

“No,” Seventeen will answer, unbothered, “I don’t think I will.”

“We can’t — we can’t keep hoping,” Rex says, because he means he will probably have a breakdown if he imagines there is even a pitiful possibility he could save his brothers and then have to turn away from that scrappy chance for the greater good and Rebellion, and all that. “We’ve got to move on.”

“Go on.” Seventeen will invite sincerely, one brow raised because he knows Rex better than that.

“Do you want him to shoot you?” Rex will finally yell, all knotted up at the thought of losing Seventeen too, even though it’s funny because Seventeen was never kind to Rex.

“He can try,” Seventeen will say, touching up the last of the paint. He will stand, wiping his fingers, and pick up his pack. “See you when we get back, then.”

Alt version:

#artists on tumblr #fan art #star wars fanart #star wars: the clone wars #commander cody #alpha 17 #Interactive Art Week March 2024 #Palette Challenge #Alpha-17: Life sucks and it always does you dirty #Alpha-17 @ Order-66: …Well that was just UNNECCESSARY #Kinda offended kinda inspired to pitch in and maybe die just like normal but this time with Personal Investment #Normal people: I came for you [relieving/sounds like a promise of loyalty and dedication] #Alpha-17: I came for you [Grim Reaper Vibes] #It’s just his attitude but he means it well #mine

[formulanni]

just one lap ahead

Taglist: @st-leclerc @rubywingsracing

#IM SO HAPPY WITH THIS #ugh this is my first senna piece im so glad it doesn’t suck #once again doing f1 pics like renaissance paintings #wait guys with or without the star 😳 #f1 #formula 1 #f1blr #f1 fanart #f1 art #annie’s art #formula one #ayrton senna #senna #senna30 #mclaren #mclaren senna #formula one fanart #formula 1 fanart #formulanni #going to enter this in the comp and see how I do 😳 #EITHER WAY I LOVE IT #me when I spend 10 hours on this and have the time of my life #retro f1 #as27 #imola gp 2024 #the way I spent like 3 hours on those rocks…