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#Anyway. looking at my Johnny never let the kick get to his ego and he became a rich wife with spoiled kids au
zappedbyzabka · 4 months
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Thinking about how Laura was desperate and found an abusive man to help her and how Johnny did the very same thing.
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nctsjiho · 3 years
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How Haechan And JiHo’s Friendship Evolved Over The Years [Part 2]
PART 1
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[2018 | Role Model | New York]
“And I have a question for JiHo.” JiHo turned her head towards the interviewer who just mentioned her name. “You’re a fairly new addition to the group.” The girl nodded along with his words. “The boys have been singers for a few years now, is there anyone in the group who you particularly look up to?”
The fans in the studio ooh in interest as JiHo looks at the boys in thought. Meanwhile, Johnny, Mark and Jaehyun translate the question to the other boys who now look at her expectantly. “Hmm. I guess...” She then looks to her right and motions her hand towards Haechan.
The boy looks surprised - as do the others - when he realises he got chosen. The fans on the other hand begin cheering. “Since we’re only a few months apart in age I can relate to Haechan a lot more. He’s really good at everything he puts his mind to and he also has a great personality.” She explained seriously but Jaehyun on her left side can’t help but smile brightly.
The interviewer noticed how Jaehyun and Mark whispered among themselves and asked what was wrong. “Oh nothing.” Jaehyun said between chuckles. “JiHo just fed Haechan’s ego, he’s not going to let her live this one down for a while.” Mark added.
And by the looks of it Mark was right, because right after Johnny finished translating JiHo’s words to Haechan, the youngest boy had a big grin on his face. His tongue poked the inside of his cheek as looked down on his lap. This caused JiHo to sigh. “You can never just be nice to anyone here.” She said in a light-hearted tone.
[2019 | Cheat Day | Rooftop Café in Seoul]
“And let’s work hard during our promotions! NCT fighting on three!” Yuta yelled holding his glass up high. Everyone followed and Yuta started counting. “One, two, three!” “NCT fighting!” Everyone yelled in unison.
The promotions for ‘Superhuman’ were beginning the following week, so NCT and their staff had decided to have a little kick-off party to start things on a high note. They were all gathered together on the rooftop of one of Seoul’s café’s with the best view, cooking food and grilling meat together - of course with the required drinks for everyone who was legal and wanted to drink.
Haechan stood with his plate next to Johnny who was in charge of grilling the meat. “Can I have some more hyung?” He asked, acting cute. “I already gave you so much.” Johnny laughed but continued adding more meat to the younger boy’s plate.
As Haechan moved over to the next table with food he noticed JiHo sitting alone poking at the food on her almost empty plate. He carefully approached her and sat down next to her. “Are you not eating?” At his voice JiHo jumped a little and then sat straight in her chair. “You scared me.” She gasped causing the boy to chuckle. He then pointed his chopsticks at the girl’s plate to redirect her attention.
“I’m not really hungry.” She sighed. “Well don’t mind if I do.” He reached out his chopsticks and grabbed the half of a boiled egg that was sitting on her plate. Shoving it in his mouth he sent her a wink. “Yah! You’re so annoying.” She pushed him by his shoulder and watched as Haechan choked on the piece of egg. He quickly regained his composure though so JiHo wasn’t worried.
He watched carefully as the girl grumbled to herself whilst continuously poking at her food. “Somethings wrong. Tell your role model what’s wrong. Maybe my sexy brain can think of a solution.” Completely taken aback by her member’s word, JiHo sent Haechan a disgusted look. “First off all, you should stop referring to yourself as my role model, I already regret calling you that a year ago. And secondly, I never said you had a sexy brain.” She fake gagged. “But you were thinking it.”
The smirk on Haechan’s face definitely annoyed the girl, but she had gotten very used to it by now and actually found that his annoying attempt to cheer her up was working. “The new manager put my on a diet again, and I seriously hate eggs, chicken tastes like cardboard to me and I’m sick of eating raw tomatoes and salad.” “Why don’t you just get food that you like?” Haechan asked nonchalantly, grabbing the other half of the abandoned egg from her plate. “He’s watching me like a hawk up there. He almost grabbed my plate to pick up the food for me.” She sighed.
Haechan took a few seconds to think and scratch his non-existent beard. “He doesn’t let you get the food you want. That’s what you said right?” JiHo nodded and watched as Haechan’s face lit up. “Wait here.”
JiHo waited alone for a few minutes until she saw Haechan approach her again with Jungwoo and each had two plates with them. Placing them in the middle of the table Jungwoo and Haechan sat down next to the girl. “Let’s feast!” Haechan beamed. She just watched as her 2 members began eating carelessly. “He isn’t watching. Just eat.” The youngest of the two boys said patting her shoulder.
A smile found its way on JiHo’s lips as she finally dug in, grateful that her friends were there to help her cheat her diet and feel more comfortable.
[2020 | Su Casa Mi Casa | NCT Dorm, 5th floor]
“He definitely fell on his butt.” “Wasn’t he embarrassed?” “It’s Mark I’m talking about, of course he was, but we’re so used to it now. So no one called him out for it.” JiHo giggled. She was video chatting with one of her friends from back home in France, while getting ready for bed. “I swear to God, your friends are so weird!” “Hey, you’re also my friend.” JiHo reminded the girl on the other side of the screen.
Suddenly the door to JiHo’s room opened and in walked Haechan. Wearing comfortable clothes and with a Nintendo Switch in hand he blindly fell onto JiHo’s bed. “Wait a second.” JiHo told her friend and turned her attention to the intruder. “What are you doing?”
Acting as if JiHo’s presence was new to him, Haechan looked at the girl with a raised eyebrow. “Hmm?” She shook her head at his clueless tone. “I’m talking to my friend right now. What are you doing here?” “I’m not bothering you right? You can just continue. It’s not as if I can understand what you’re saying anyway.”
JiHo rolled her eyes and decided to ignore him. “What’s going on?” JiHo’s friend asked with a giggle, amused by JiHo’s I’m-so-done-with-him look. “Haechan mistook my room for his again.” Haechan perked up at the mention of his name, but JiHo continued to ignore him. “Ow, don’t act like you mind. You’ve told me otherwise before anyway!” Her friend exposed her and JiHo rolled her eyes. “Okay~ Whatever.”
The conversation between JiHo and her friend continued on for another 15 minutes and when JiHo finished her night skin-care routine the friends ended the call.
“Move.” JiHo motioned Haechan to move over as she sat down next to him and watched the game he was playing. “Did Johnny oppa get mad at you bothering him too much or what?” “Nope, I just like your room, it smells nice here.” A puff of air escaped JiHo’s lips, which were turned up into a smile. “It’s called ventilation and a lot less hormones.” This time it was Haechan’s turn to roll his eyes.
When Haechan didn’t say anything - which JiHo did not expect - the girl spoke up once more. “Okay, I know you like how my room smells or whatever, but it’s still my room.” “You don’t care when people enter your room.” Haechan stated. “I don’t, but not at midnight when I’m about to go to bed.” “You don’t care if it’s Lucas.” “It’s because I like Lucas more than you.” JiHo stuck out her tongue and Haechan mirrored her mockingly.
Getting slightly annoyed JiHo pushed Haechan by his arm. “I want to sleep.” “I have every right to be here.” “What? No you don’t. It’s my room.” JiHo countered.
Finally Haechan put down his Switch and turned to the “annoyed” girl. “What’s the saying? Su casa mi casa?” “It’s mi casa su casa, you idiot.” JiHo couldn’t help but snicker at the boy’s mistake. “And also that doesn’t work here, because it’s both our house. We live together.” “Well more reasons that I have every right to be here.” Haechan grabbed his Switch again and laid back in a comfortable position. “Now move, I’m about to beat this level.” He bit his lip, focussing on his game.
A loud groan left JiHo’s lips as she stood up and grabbed her pillow. “What are you doing?” Haechan asked wide-eyed as the girl turned towards the door. “I’m either sleeping in Doyoung’s room or stealing your bed.” She explained and started to walk away, but Haechan stopped her and pulled her by her wrist. “What?” “How am I going to annoy you when you’re not in the same room?” JiHo squinted at Haechan and tried to walk away again, only to be pulled back once more. “Haechan-” “Wait, just stay here and watch me beat this last level. Please.” He pleaded sweetly and JiHo couldn’t help but sit back down next to him.
For about an hour JiHo watched over Haechan’s shoulder as he tried to beat the boss level of his game. Once he finally finished it he noticed how she had already fallen asleep. A chuckle left his lips as he climbed over her until he was standing beside the bed. Haechan pulled the blanket over her body and made his way back to his room.
[2021 | Lara Croft | SM Practise Room]
Dream was definitely one of the louder and more chaotic units within NCT. So when Mark entered the room he wasn’t surprised to see Jeno trying to fight Jisung and Chenle trying, and succeeding, to annoy Renjun. What he didn’t expect to see was Jaemin watching Haechan braid JiHo’s hair with the most focussed expression.
“What’s going on here?” Mark chuckled confused as he settled next to Jaemin. “He wasn’t going to stop bothering me until I let him braid my hair.” JiHo explained. “Your hair is finally long enough, I don’t get why you always kept your hair short.” “Why? You don’t like my hair short?” JiHo questioned looking slightly offended. “No! I didn’t mean it like that.” He then placed both hands on her cheeks and turned her head so she was facing the front - away from him - again.
Mark gave up on asking more questions and decided that a conversation with Jaemin would be a better idea. A few minutes passed until Haechan let out a loud screech. “DONE!” “Don’t yell like that!” JiHo scolded the boy and hit his thigh.
JiHo then looked at Jaemin and Mark expectantly. “How does it look?” “Uhm. I guess you kinda look like Lara Croft?” Mark said hesitantly. JiHo seemed to be pleased with the answer and started walked towards the mirror. “Yeah if she took a big ass tumble.” Haechan quickly added just as JiHo could inspect her reflection.
“Lee Haechan!” The braid that fell over her shoulder looked, for a lack of a better word, rough. The three strands of the braid were completely uneven and some parts of her hair stuck out of the braid. “I thought you knew what you were doing?” “I thought so too. I guess I just need more practise.” He bashfully replied, fingertips scratching the back of his head.
Soon enough the choreographer entered the room and the guys began their practise. JiHo had filled in for Mark while he had to miss the first 2 practises, so she was there to help him find his place in the different formations.
Going through some of the moves JiHo ended up getting knocked over by Jeno. He quickly helped her up and apologised. “Don’t worry about it.” She smiled and the other boys began teasing her for “messing up”. The comments were all very light hearted and JiHo could laugh with all of them, but Haechan decided to throw a little harsher comment. “JiHo, you had one job and you couldn’t even do that!” He dramatically threw his hands up in the air.
“Excuse you, Haechan-ssi.” She emphasised the formal way of addressing him. “I came to help you guys, but if you want to I can leave.” She said while making her way to the door of the practise room. “Wait! Don’t leave!”
Haechan pulled the girl towards him, enveloping her tightly in his arms. “I’m sorry!” He apologised profusely to which JiHo, and the other boys, began laughing. “Why? You don’t really need me, I think Mark got everything down. No?” She eyed Mark and he nodded. “Yeah, I think I’m all set.” “No! You know Mark hyung. He forgets easily, you need to stay until the last practise.” Mark scoffed at the minor insult towards him, but couldn’t help but smile fondly watching how clingy Haechan was towards the girl.
“Okay, I was just joking. I’ll stay, so let me go.” “What are you talking about?” Haechan said while still suffocating the girl in a tight hug. “You’re still holding me. Let go.” She tapped his arm a few times to signal he should let her go. “No I’m not.” His smile wasn’t visible to JiHo, but the rest of the boys could see how much he enjoyed teasing - or it could be holding - JiHo. “Guys please help.” She reached her hand out towards the other boys, but they just watched the girl struggle while Haechan seemed to be having the time of his life.
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jenomark · 4 years
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➔Pairing: Idol!Haechan x Idol!Johnny x Reader (Female) ➔Other Members/ Characters: Doyoung, Mention of Taeyong ➔Genre: Smut ➔Warnings: Oral (M+ F) Penetration (F), Masturbation (F+M), Threesome  ➔Word count: 3,492
➔Summary: Haechan comes home after a booty call and finds your mouth around his roommate Johnny’s cock. He wants to know what that’s like. 
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  Bucket hat hanging low, Haechan pressed the elevator button for his floor. Being without a manager these days didn’t happen much, but he managed to escape for a late night booty call. He looked around the elevator after the doors closed and pulled the mask from his face. He was tired from the sex, but his mind was still reeling. He looked down at his feet and smiled, shaking his head like he couldn’t believe what positions his body was put in. When the elevator doors opened, he was starting to feel cocky when he remembered the low moans in his ear, his fingers slipping deep inside of the warm, wet hole.
 “Haechan,” Doyoung said. “You’re home at a late hour.”
“I was with Jeno and Renjun,” Haechan said. “Playing games and lost track of time.”
 They weren’t exactly lies. Haechan had been with the Dreamies before he made his way over to his booty call, the Dreamie manager questioning him thoroughly. Luckily, Doyoung didn’t question too much, just shuffled his way back to his bedroom. 
  Haechan looked around the dorm living room. It was mostly silent. He could hear Taeyong listening to music in his room, his odd chirps sounding now and then. Haechan hung up his leather jacket and dropped his bag on the floor. He thought about looking for a late night snack, but sleep was catching up with him. He placed his hand on the door to his and Johnny’s room and pushed it open.
“You’re still up.” Haechan said.
 The first thing he saw was Johnny lounging across his bed with his arms behind his head. He was used to his roommate laying on his bed shirtless, his arms outstretched in relaxation. Usually, Johnny was listening to music or playing around on his phone. This time, Johnny’s mannerisms seemed off.
  That’s when Haechan saw you laying between Johnny’s legs, his cock in your mouth. 
 You didn’t notice him right away, didn’t feel his gaze burning a hole through your face. You kept sucking Johnny, keeping your eyes down and your lips tight around him. Johnny invited you over because Haechan was gone, and when Haechan was gone, Little Johnny liked to make an appearance. 
“Baby.” Johnny said.
 When you didn’t hear him call you, Johnny threw a blanket over your head to save any bit of modesty left. You stiffened, but it was too late. The damage had been done, and Haechan had seen what you got up to when he wasn’t around. 
 Quietly, Haechan closed the door with him inside of the room. He let his body fall onto his bed and picked up his phone, flicking through the apps. 
“Don’t let me stop you,” Haechan said. “Carry on.”
 You took Johnny’s cock out of your mouth and sat up. Your hair was messy when you removed the blankets, your ego sore. Johnny kept the blanket over his naked lap, his eyes on the nonchalant Haechan searching through his phone like he didn’t just catch a girl going down on him.
You wiped at the corner of your mouth. “I should go.”
“Yeah,” Johnny agreed. “Call me when you get home. Don’t forget, okay?”
  You had never moved so fast. You just about launched yourself from Johnny’s bed, your belongings slipping out of your hands. When you made it to the door and opened it, Haechan sat up and kicked the door shut with his feet.
“You should stay.” he said.
  Johnny stood from the bed and adjusted himself. He was unsure of what Haechan was doing. He looked from your puzzled face, to the smugness moving across Haechan’s face, like a shadow. 
“What are you doing?” Johnny asked. 
  Haechan stood, too. You had met him many times before, even talked to him about trivial things. You had never been close enough to him to count the moles on his face. You had never smelled his natural scent, or noticed how hypnotizing his eyes were when they were locked on a target. You were wanting to look at Johnny, to ask if the kid was really serious, but you couldn’t bring yourself to look away.
“My turn?” Haechan said.
  It was posed as a question, but one he knew you wouldn’t refuse. He rubbed the front of his tight jeans and made a move to unstick his balls from the side of his leg. Hopping from one foot to the other was cute, but you had yet to smile. Fingers on his button and sliding his zipper down, you knew what Haechan was asking.
 During this, Johnny was silent. He was watching you closely, his eyes taking it all in. You gave him just the smallest of looks before he nodded his head, a curtain of his brown hair falling in front of his face. Seeing him standing there shirtless, his half-hard cock not yet gone down from your suck, you realized you were still horny.
“Okay.” you said.
  You dropped your bag on the floor and sank down to your knees. Haechan removed his cock and held it out for you, soft and shy. You looked up at him as you took him into your mouth, using your tongue so he would have a nice visual. You didn’t know how sexually experienced Haechan was, but you guessed he was used to women giving him their best. 
“That’s it, “ he said. “Just like that.”
  When he was hard, you couldn’t seem to stop. Your knees were numb, your jaw tired. Johnny had come closer to watch, but you couldn’t seem to see him, either. You sucked Haechan’s cock without getting tired and alternating between a hand job. You swore you could taste someone else’s lipstick as he hit your taste buds. 
  Haechan tilted his head back and tried not to groan too loud. His hands were on his hips, his pelvis pushed out. You took him out of your mouth and very lightly pushed him back until he had fallen onto his bed in a sitting position. He didn’t say anything, only smiled when you slid between his legs and continued sucking him off.
“Johnny, “ Haechan sighed. “Now I know why she’s always here.”
“I think that’s enough, Haechan.” Johnny said.
  Johnny’s arms were crossed, while Haechan leaned back on the bed. You furrowed your brows and looked at Johnny. Your hand was on Haechan’s cock, as you could feel yourself gearing up to disagree. You spit into your palm and kept going, your voice eager to whine.
“It’s enough when I say it’s enough,” you said. “I have a big appetite.”
 Haechan laughed and rolled his head back on his neck. He laid all the way back on his bed and peered up at you, his chin glued to his chest. You put him in your mouth again, the salty taste letting you know it wouldn’t be long. 
“Well then maybe you should eat for two.” Johnny said.
  Coming up beside you, Johnny’s hand was underneath your chin. You kept sucking Haechan until you felt Johnny’s big hand hold you still. He carefully pulled your mouth from Haechan’s cock and hauled you to your feet.
“Play nice.” Haechan said.
Johnny smiled. “I always do.”
  You returned the smile, receiving the message loud and clear. You got onto Haechan’s bed and laid on your back, bringing your neck up to the edge of the bed. You thought about what their roommates would be hearing, and you hoped they would witness how delicious it sounded when Johnny’s cock was choking you. 
  From beside you, Haechan’s hands were on his cock. His heart wasn’t in it as he was masturbating, working his cock like he was going through the motions. He watched intently as Johnny moved his cock up to your mouth. Your head was upside down, your precious neck hanging in what looked like an uncomfortable position. When Johnny’s cock went all the way inside your throat, almost down to his balls, Haechan could see him bulge in your throat. When Johnny pulled out, a string of spit and mucus followed. You sputtered and begged for him to fuck your throat again. 
“Of course.” Johnny said.
  Again, Johnny pushed his cock slowly into your mouth and down your throat. How deeply he penetrated you stunned Haechan. The younger member placed his hand over your throat to feel Johnny’s cock as he moved. 
“I wouldn’t come, if I were you,” Johnny said. “It could be a long night. I don’t think you can handle it, squirt.” 
  Haechan stopped stroking his cock. His hands were moving underneath your shirt and your bra. He played with your nipples, his thumb moving them around,  like a rookie. When you weren’t busy swallowing Johnny’s cock, you took Haechan’s hand and placed it between your legs, using his hand to hump against. It was all outside of your clothes, but the friction made it more exciting.
“I want to fuck.” Haechan whispered.
  He kept his hand stationary, moving his fingers only slightly as you used them. His eyes were greedily taking in your body, as you moved. He leaned up to kiss your neck, his lips so close to your ear. 
“Fuck me on my bed.” he said.
  At the same time, Johnny pulled out of your throat. You opened your mouth as wide as possible to accept his cum. He jerked himself, his tip pouring into the roof of your mouth. After finishing, Johnny backed against the wall. 
“Finally,” Johnny said. “Nothing worse than not getting to come.”
“Yeah,” you said. “Tell me about it.”
  You moved yourself further down the bed to make your neck comfortable. Haechan was laying on his side next to you, his cock out. You took him in your hands and jerked him off. Touching him with the slightest made you realize how sensitive he was. 
“You’re so….” you said, searching for the right words.
“Soft?” Johnny offered.
  You smiled and kissed Haechan. He was unsure of what you were saying, and if he should be insulted or not. Your tongue was in his mouth and smoothing across his bottom lip, your nose beside his. You pushed him until he was on his bed and climbed on top of him. Your palms were pressed into his chest. You could see some of his stomach, the flash of skin feeling like it was off-limits. You wormed your hands underneath his shirt and felt his warm skin, anyway. You made out with him, minutes passing by before you stopped. Johnny’s attention did wonders for you. You couldn’t stop grinding your body into Haechan, couldn’t stop reaching through your legs to play with his balls. The more Johnny watched, the further you wanted to go. The whole time, you expected Haechan to be compliant. You would have thought he was the submissive type, but his aggressiveness came out in bursts. All it took was a moment of hesitation, and Haechan had you on your back.
“Stay still.” he said.
 His lips were on your neck, his hands in your pants. You never thought you would experience what his fingers felt like clawing at your thighs. You had shaken his hand many times, even watched how he held his stage mic during performances. He moved your panties to the side and slipped his fingers inside of you, coming out to tease your clit when you were wet enough. 
“Take her pants off.” Johnny said.
 Johnny watched over him, the best big brother. At first, Haechan wanted to defy the direction, but he yanked off your pants and your underwear. It was easier to finger you, his middle and ring finger fucking you. He leaned over your body to kiss your pussy lightly, his tongue parting you for a second.
“More.” you pleaded.
  You leaned up, almost curling your body in half. Haechan fingering you felt good, but the split second of the tip of his tongue flicking your clit made you hungry for more. You eased yourself back down, as you saw Johnny step forward and push Haechan out of the way. 
“Thanks for getting her ready for me.” Johnny said.
  Johnny grabbed your thighs and pulled you to the edge of Haechans bed. Reaching over, he took Haechan’s pillow and placed it underneath your head. You kept your legs in mid-air as both boys stared each other down, Haechan burned eyes through Johnny’s skull. 
“You’re just a warm up.” Johnny said.
  Haechan pressed his tongue into his cheek and held his hands up in surrender. You couldn’t stop watching him, even as Johnny rolled a condom down his cock and pulled you into position. You touched your lower stomach because you knew Johnny’s big cock would fill you up good. He closed your legs and threw them both over his right shoulder. He skimmed his fingertips over your pussy lips before inserting one inside of you. 
“You better get ready, “ Johnny teased. “Because that’s what you’re going to feel when Haechan fucks you.”
  The competition made things hotter. You touched your breasts and watched Haechan sitting on Johnny’s bed, his cock stuffed into his boxer briefs, his expression dripping with acid. You knew there was a fire burning inside of him, and you wanted him to take it out on your body.
“Fuck.” Johnny said, his cock inching inside of you. 
  You and Johnny liked to fuck like it was exercise. Each time was different, but every time, your body acted as if it never had a cock quite as good. The uncomfortable feeling of him first moving inside of you always subsided after a few thrusts.  When he started to gain a nice rhythm, Johnny always hit you so deeply that you couldn’t help but cry out.
“You’ll wake the whole house.” Haechan said
“That’s the plan.” Johnny retorted.
  Johnny fucked you fast, the wet sounds loud and frequent. You separated your legs and swung the other onto Johnny’s left shoulder. He leaned down until you were almost bent at the knee, the angle satisfying you. When he was through with that, he flipped you onto your stomach and held your hands behind your back as he drilled his cock into you. 
“Johnny,” you moaned. “You’re going to break his bed..fuck.”
  Haechan’s bed was creaking loudly. Some of his belongings from the overhead shelf had fallen onto the floor. Johnny didn’t listen. He let go of your hands and snaked his way up your spine until his grip had fallen to the back of your neck.
  When Johnny moaned, it was so deep it felt like the vibrations were going to slam into you like a freight train. You knew you shouldn’t wonder about the way Haechan sounded when Johnny was inside of you, but you couldn’t help yourself. All the way up until Johnny’s climax, you pressed your nose into Haechan’s sheets, his scent making you think of him. After Johnny came, he knew he had to finish you off. He flipped you onto your back and used his thumb to gently caress your throbbing clit. The orgasm came full force, and when he pulled out of you, he kept pushing his fingers inside of you and bringing out your stickiness. 
“Oh, you’re done.” Haechan said, yawning. “It’s about time. “
  Johnny laughed, but his exhaustion at fucking you so solidly was showing up. He collapsed beside Haechan on his own bed, using the back of his hand to wipe the sweat from his forehead. Once your body felt more stable, you sat up, removed the tedious shirt and bra and watched them both staring at your naked body.
“That was fun.” you said.
  Comparatively, their bodies were much different. Haechan was built on the smaller side, his body more delicate. You thought he was pretty, but there was something about him that dared to prove you wrong. Johnny had always been strong physically, his body hard, and his focus even harder. You looked at both of them and felt that you were lucky. 
“I think it’s time you undress.” you told Haechan.
  Haechan looked at Johnny’s abs and looked down at his lap. He tugged at his earlobes and smiled bashfully. Getting up from his bed, Johnny crossed the room in two strides and sat in Haechan’s computer chair. 
“Don’t let me get in the way.” Johnny said. 
  You didn’t wait. You got up from the bed and attacked him, your lips wanting to finish what they started. Haechan caught you and let you bring him back down onto Johnny’s bed. His hands were up your sides, the back of his fingers brushing against you. For someone who had become soft, his cock was erect in seconds. It was you who removed his shirt, kissing every bit of his skin before you brought it over his head. You ran your tongue across his teeth and licked his upper lip. 
“Fuck me.” you said.
  Again, Haechan rolled you over until you were on your back. You kissed passionately, your fingers curling around the waistband of his underwear. Haechan got up from the bed and removed his pants and underwear like he couldn’t stand them being in the way anymore. He took a condom and ripped it open, and although he tried his best to be careful, you could tell he was dying to feel the warmth between your legs.
“He’s always so impatient.” Johnny said. 
  Neither of you were listening to Johnny. Haechan put his knee on the bed and held onto your legs. His fingers lingered on your calf. He kissed it, moving his mouth down your thigh. Feeling his tongue fully on your pussy made you convulse. Having him eat you out after Johnny had come inside of you turned you on more than anything. You reached out to grab at his hair, and arched your back when he started getting into it. You came, the orgasm feeling never-ending. Before you could recover, Haechan was inside of you, slowing his pace when he reached his end.
“Oh.” you said.
J  ohnny was wrong. Haechan’s cock felt much like Johnny’s, but the sinful feeling of him leave and come back struck you more profoundly. All the nerves in your body felt alive. His rhythm was slow and more deliberate, his hips smooth and mellow. The way he moved was more passionate, and you could feel it in everything he did. You held the back of his neck when he moved down, bringing him to your lips for a kiss.
“Faster,” you moaned into his mouth. “A little f-”
  Haechan listened and bucked his hips faster. Even if you didn’t ask, you felt him taking that direction. Fucking him felt raw. He stayed inside of you as you moved into a new position, with you on top. When you started riding him, your bodies moved together as one.
“Spin around.” Haechan said.
  You held onto his knees, lifting your body off of him and spinning around. When you took Haechan’s cock again, your eyes locked with Johnny’s. Johnny was at the edge of his bed, and he was spilling his load onto his blanket. You held out your hands and he came to you, putting his knee up onto his bed to reach you for a kiss. You rode Haechan in reverse, your tongue jammed down Johnny’s throat. Haechan smacked your ass. You leaned your head back, and he wound your hair around his fingers and pulled. Johnny’s mouth was on your breasts, his fingers playing with your mound.
  Haechan’s moans were high-pitched and loud, and he went still when he came, the veins in his neck popping out. You and Johnny looked behind you to see him release. You kept riding Haechan, kept taking him in and out of you slowly, both of you loving how dumbfounded he looked by all of the pleasure.
“I think you broke him.” Johnny said.
“I didn’t come.” Haechan said.
“What?” you asked.
  Haechan sat up and held your thighs to lift you up from his lap. He tore the condom from his cock and held the base of himself in his hands. Your mouth was on him without missing a beat, the suction pulling the cum out of him. When he came for real, his voice was much deeper, like how you thought he would sound in the morning after he had woken up. He groaned and fell back onto Johnny’s bed, his eyes vacant.
“Are you done, big man?” Johnny asked.
“Are you?” you asked Johnny.
  Johnny held either side of your waist and leaned down to kiss the back of your neck. He pulled you so that your ass was in the air, until it was easier for him to squeeze it. The condom was already on when Johnny entered you from behind, his hands pushing your head back down onto Haechan’s cock. 
“Let’s keep going,” Johnny said. “I don’t think the whole house has heard us yet.”
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danddymaro · 4 years
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Johnny Storm x Reader x Steve Rogers
Part 1: The Boyfriend
Word count: 1861 
Seriously, I’d been wanting to do this for a long time. He played them both well, and I thought it’d be pretty fun. I mean I  like messy triangles.(for my sake they won’t be too long of parts, maybe just 4 in total.)
And yes, yes, I have other shit not continued, but I honestly plan on doing it... 
Its just work... and so much more Shit I have going on. I’m so worried about disappointing people, here and in Real life.
(。ŏ﹏ŏ)
Oh well...
Everything is the same with reader inserts.
Italics are Flashbacks = Example
Italics with quotations are thoughts = ‘Example’
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She’d only agreed to have him visit because she assumed no one would be home.
She wanted to avoid questions at all costs, not until she was certain,
‘ Great, ‘ She thought to herself , knowing how it seemed to have some guy over while everyone was out...
She wasn’t ashamed of him, just unsure of what to tell everyone, especially the man before her,
“Hey Steve...” she said dumbly, nervously taking a soft chew of her inner cheek.
“Hey...(f/n) ,” he said awkwardly, “ (f/n) , and...” trailing off giving the two other people an opportunity to introduce the new person,
“Oh... Johnny,” (f/n) started, sounding less than enthusiastic to continue on with an introduction, stiffly standing in between the two men, “Steve, this is Johnny,” she said lowly, stepping aside to let Steve get a good view of the younger male who waved amiably . 
“ And Johnny, This is Steve.” She said smiling crookedly, holding out her hand over to the elder male in order to present the first Avenger. 
With a glorious grin, the hot-headed male looked over at the other man, eyebrows raising up high as he got a close-up look of him. “Wow, you’re really jacked up,” he commented. “Way bigger than I imagined,”  he added, holding out his right hand out towards Steve in order to properly shake. 
“Johnny Storm,” he said introducing himself, “ It really is a pleasure to meet THE captain America,” he added with the same widespread smile, linking his hand to the other male with a hearty shake as Steve extended his own arm to him.
“Johnny Storm? “ Steve repeated uncertain, but with a nod to indicate the name had stuck. 
During the interaction he strayed his eyes to  (f/n), giving her a brief look of the same uncertainty and question. 
 And sure enough, she could tell just what he wanted to ask,
“Oh, well...Johnny...He’s... “ She started off uneasily. 
‘What exactly is he?’ she asked herself. 
‘I could say he’s a friend... but .. he’s not really a friend,’ she thought to herself.
‘We have hung out a lot lately ... but he’s not my boyfriend either,’ she also went on. ‘I think we’ve well established nothing’s really there,’ she went on.
 For just a fraction of a millisecond her (e/c) colored eyes drifted off to Storm, a purse to her lips taking form, ‘Correction, I’VE well established it, and he’s being the same idiot as always,’ She thought with exasperation.
They'd been introduced with the intention of ending up as a couple, but from the young woman’s standpoint it wasn’t a match. 
Johnny was handsome, as well funny, being overall a charming guy when you look past his ego. He wasn’t a bad guy, but she had already set her eyes on someone else, which just so happened to be the man standing before her, waiting for an answer,
‘This is all so confusing,’ She told herself. ‘Messy and confusing,’
Admittedly, she had grown attached to Johnny, and was intent on continuing to see him, but only as a buddy. 
‘Only as a friend,’ she reminded herself, having to do so far too often.
“ I’m willing to accept it,” Johnny said nodding, “for now,” he added, making her drop her shoulders, because he had assured her there was something there. 
Because he was convinced otherwise,
“You’re just hung up on someone else,” he pointed out, surprising her with the statement. 
Because she hadn’t told him, not even mentioned a name...
“It’s pretty obvious, “ he replied, shrugging with a soft sigh, “ Otherwise you'd see how prefect we are for each other,” He added, managing to hit her with doubt.
For a moment she bit her lip, thinking that perhaps that was the problem, Maybe she was to distracted with Steve to actually give Johnny a try.
‘Between these two...’ She started, ‘ I’m really staring to have doubt,’ She told herself, taking back her earlier musing, because she hadn’t really made it clear to Johnny. 
She didn’t downright reject him, and had in actuality given him a maybe. 
Her fickle behavior was partial to blame...
“ Judging by you’re expression i’m guessing your thinking about it right?” he asked her, sounding just a smidge too smug. 
“So who is it?” he asked her, leaning onto the table with open ears, waiting in expectancy.
“Why do you want to know?” she asked him, turning from him, looking elsewhere, feeling her face heat.
Leaning back onto his chair he chuckled, tipping his head back just a bit as he laughed, “ I want to know what guy is trying to steal my girl,” he said while grinning.
He’s never serious, and she’s never certain,
“He's my...” 
‘My what?’ She asked herself again, feeling butterflies as the two men gazed at her.
It was then that the younger male interjected, 
“Boyfriend,” Johnny answered for her, cutting her off immediately with that single word, making her snap her eyes over to him instead, peeled so wide open that they could very well simply pop out of their sockets. 
‘Boyfriend...He’s my boyfriend?’ (f/n) thought swallowing down hard.
‘He says...
He thinks...
He’s my boyfriend,?’
While she did feel anxious and annoyed... she also felt tickled pink.
‘Only a friend.’ (f/n) argued with herself. ‘I see him as only a friend,’
“Boyfriend?” Steve repeated, his grip instantly tightening onto the other man’s hand, but as he realized what he did, he released his hold entirely, letting his arm fall back in place. 
“You two are dating?” he asked them both, but more specifically focused on (f/n), wanting to hear it from her. 
But again the other man spoke, this time putting his arm around her, bringing her close to him with a strong snuggle. He gave her a kiss over the crown of her head, the sound of his lips smacking together coming out exaggerated as he did so, “She’s so cute,” Johnny said amused, “ You know I just love seeing you blush like that,” he added, in a low tone, his hot, minty smelling breath touching her ear, worsening her flushed face and making it grow darker with rouge.
involuntarily she shuttered, feeling him so close, having his arm wrapped around her and his lips almost on her skin.
“Anyways,” Johnny started, placing his attention back to Steve, “ We’ve been seeing each other for a couple of weeks now, “ he added, “Right babe?” he said addressing (f/n), staring down at her with his pretty blue eyes. 
Panicking she gave a weary chuckle, “ O-Oh yeah! We had met a while back... “ She answered back, which hadn’t been a lie. She had met him about three months ago, being introduced by Stark himself. 
“ Yeah...we've been dating for a couple of weeks now,” she informed Steve, which of course was a big fat lie.
“ what would it be?  like about three... No...Four weeks ?”  Johnny asked her, questioning her and putting her more on the spot. She began to gnaw at the tip of her tongue, “ oh...” she said softly, “ Three...  I would say three,” she chatted, adding more to their lie.
‘Why am i doing this?’ She asked herself, mentally kicking herself.
“ That's quite a while now...” Steve commented rather blankley. “ yeah,” Johnny answered back “ it is isn't it ?” he said with a chuckle, “ but you know when you're with the right person...well time just flies by, right babe?”  he asked (f/n). 
“ Yeah, “ she breathed, looking right at Steve.
‘The right person...’
 Catching herself gazing too long she shook her head, batting her eyes, trying to force herself from eyeing him for too long.“ I'm sorry Steve,  we kind of have to go,” she said softly, giving him an apologetic smile.
She hastily grabbed the other man's hand within hers and pulled him along behind her,  briskly walking and leaving Rogers alone.
 “ Have fun...” he muttered non-enthusiastically,  his lips pressing together tightly, not even able to form a  false smile. His right hand lifted up in a  lifeless manner, not even having the will to wave at them.
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Once in the closed elevator (f/n) pushed Storm back, her face completely overtaken by the color red as she glared at him, “ what the hell is wrong with you ?!” she exclaimed. “ We are not dating!”  she said to him,  her voice rising just a bit into a squeaky tone with how completely taken back by his claim she was.
“Relax, Relax,” he coaxed her putting up both his hands in defense as he tried to calm her.   
He then placed them on her shoulders, almost crushing them in his hold, bringing her close. “ come on babe, calm down!” he told her, making her stare at him like as if he had gone completely insane.
“babe..” she muttered.
Normally she’d brush off the little endearment , but in her current shame filled rage she shook at it,
“ you can't be serious!” she said in disbelief, “ you don't think we're actually dating right?!” she questioned him.
‘DO you even know if your dating?’ Her inner voice argued back in a sassy fashion, causing the woman’s teeth to tighten.
 “Well then why did you go along?” He asked her cheekily. “ Maybe perhaps you actually do like me, right?” he said coming down towards her, nearing her in a dangerously close manner, his nose grazing hers. 
He could see all the little specs in her eyes with his proximity and continuing on playfully he smiled at her, his hands landing on the side of her cheeks, ignoring the wild flame in her eyes.
 The part of him that loved playing with fire was drawn to the dangerous gleam, wanting to melt along with her.
And for just a moment her breath hitched, her lips trembling as she slipped into a lightly drunken state,
‘He’s so stupid...’ She told herself, ‘He’s so annoying...’ 
“But so sexy...” she muttered, unknowingly leaning into him more, just a hairline from smashing lips, 
“See,” he muttered, “ I told you you wanted me,” he said while giving her a quick , rushed peck.
Falling back from her high, her right hand swung, whipping above him and missing as he ducked. “ Chill! Chill!” he said continuing to laugh, being quick to grab both her wrists. 
“Why are you so stubborn?”he asked her, quick to pin her against the wall. 
He could easily melt her, knowing he had his effect on her. Well aware of the attraction they had for one another, it bothered him moreso to know what stopped them was one person,
‘Just one person,’ He thought to himself, knowing that if she would have laid eyes on him instead, she wouldn't have had the will to fall in love with anyone else.
‘I would have never wasted time,’ He added, biting his lower lip as he resisted the urge to dive down again and get an actual kiss.
‘But we’re just friends right?’ He silently asked her, 
‘ That’s what you say...
That’s what you want to feel too...’
Sighing , he released her, 
‘That’s why I have to go along with it and pretend...
If it will keep me close to you I can pretend,’
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nyeddleblog · 5 years
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Pairing: Johnny Utah x Reader.
Warnings: Language, virginity lost, angst, smut.
Request: Hi yes, I was wondering if you could write Johnny Utah smut if that’s possible? Xo
Summary: You were discovering your sexual life when you met him; you were shy and insecure, but he was glad to help.
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You called him Jo, and he absolutely hated it.
He had always been there, ever since your brother brought him home and introduced him as his best friend. You’ve known Johnny from the days he was a quarterback punk, to the day he became an FBI agent.
But you saw him no more.
Your brother said he’d come back for his birthday, but then he said he’d be back for your birthday; he changed it to Christmas, New Year, Prom, your Graduation, his degree and on and on. You finally moved to College and Johnny Utah was rightfully out of your life.
Jo was unpredictable; he used to play fiercely with your brother when they were kids, but he’d always treat you like a queen. When you were old enough, he’d be your date to the school dances, and he’d scare any guy who dared to lay an eye on you. He became your first kiss when you turned fourteen, he held your hand when you watched horror movies with them and he’d cuddle you on cold nights.
So it was surprising that he didn’t cross your mind, not even once when your first boyfriend arrived. You were in college and he was in the same faculty as you were; both in your third year.
His name didn’t matter, his experience did. He didn’t pressure you to anything, but he didn’t wait for you either. You never thought about your lack of romantic life until he started it; you never thought about sex either, until he left you because you were (in his words) a “prude” who’d never have sex with him.
It hurt at first because you thought about the good things on your relationship; he was funny and bold, and always took you out of your comfort zone, but later on, it became a curious need on the back of your mind.
What was so good about sex, anyway?
Your curiosity couldn’t get what it wanted right away, though; you came back home for Christmas and it became difficult to get laid. There was no comprehension of what it could possibly feel like to have sex, but you knew you’d understand it the moment you did it.
The day before New Year’s Eve, in the very comfortable bed of a guy you just met, your doings were interrupted by the ringing of your phone. You didn’t even realize you brought your phone until the guy, ready to stuff you like a Thanksgiving Turkey, grumbled and asked you to please pick it up.
“Hello...?” you softly called. Your brother giggled on the other line, making you roll your eyes. “You know, asshole, I’m a bit busy, so...”
“No! [Name]! Wait, wait! I have really big news to tell you!”
You gave the stranger an apologetic look and he just huffed, starting to play with the edges of your panties. Humming, you let your brother know to proceed.
“Johnny came back!” And then another giggle was heard in the background, and your heart did a backflip you weren’t ready to. You gasped, pushed the guy aside and started dressing up. “Where are you, anyway? Do you need me to pick you up?”
Zipping your dress up, you waved goodbye to the, now confused, man. He seemed near to yelling at you, but you were quicker and left his apartment in around thirty seconds. “Nope, I’m like five minutes walking...”
“It’s late” you heard Jo’s voice remark. Your brother agreed instantly.
“Hey! Hey! Hey! For what I recall, I am the girl who survived the rest of High School without two big assholes looking after her.” The two men seemed silent on the other line “Besides, I’m walking on a good place of the neighborhood, I’ll be there right away. Love ya’.”
And you hung up, taking the elevator. Its mirror gave you a mild confidence; since when did you become such a hottie? Your lips were swollen in the best way after the heavy makeout, your bra lace peaked on the cleavage of your dress and your hair rebelled up before you. What should be looking vulgar, was actually giving you some sort of self-esteem bust-up and dominance.
The walk home would have been silent if it wasn’t for your excited humming and the soft tapping of your heels. Fortunately, the streets weren’t lonely, and the people you encountered would either stare at you with an empathetic smile or just wonder how someone could represent such happy body language.
Before entering, you readjusted your cleavage and tied your hair in a high ponytail, not wanting your parents to assume anything (even if they would be right). Breath in, breath out and you stepped into the house.
It was little to say that Jonathan hugged you like his life depended on you because when he saw you, you stopped standing on the ground and he spent at least five minutes spinning you around.
“How’s my little peachmuffin?” Spin “How’s my babygirl?” Spin. “...My princess?” Spin. “...My darling?” Spin. “...My sunshine?” SPIN. “GOD, I MISSED YOU!”
You stumbled back on your feet and giggled. He was taller, bulkier and much, much prettier than when he left. Something in his eyes told you that he had been through a lot, but that he was the same soft boy that left you.
“What have you been up to, little lady?” he inquired, caressing your hair exactly the way you hated. “You look... Grown”
“That’s because I’m 22, you ass.”
He smirked and pinched your cheek like he used to do whenever he had new stuff to bother you with.
“You’re still the bratty little sister of my best friend...” was his clever answer, but once your brother wasn’t looking he leaned in to whisper lowly “That never stopped us before, did it?”
A gasp fell from your lips and you were about to smack him when the other grown-ass boy took Johnny by the wrist and brought him to his side to tell him about another new girl he just fucked. That’s how you were left alone for the rest of the night, having to send him hateful glares and frowns so he wouldn’t think you were delighted by his words.
Since when was he a fuckboy? Since when did he listen to your brother talk about his girls? Since when did he have the right to flirt with you? SINCE WHEN DID YOU GUYS DO ANYTHING BESIDES...?! Okay, you had kissed... BUT THOSE WERE PECKS! He said it as if you basically fucked in a bathroom stall!
After dinner, you left for your room and grumbled freely about his boldness; yes, he was pretty! Yes, he used to be a gentleman! Yes, he was really clever and was always protecting you! But did any of that give him the right to insinuate things?! NO! Did it give him the right to claim your heart?! MAYBE SO.
A knock on your door stopped your walking around. Doubtful, you ran back to your bed and buried yourself between the sheets like a little kid. Was it him? It probably was... He was the only one in the house who knocked before entering...
“[Name]...?” his voice filled the room as he entered. You shrank inside the small fort and almost saw the way he smiled tenderly “[Name], hey...” the boy chuckled, closing the door behind him. “C’mon, let’s talk. I haven’t seen you in a really long time...”
“Just because that’s what you chose...” you dared to speak. “You preferred working before coming to see us, you completely forgot about us! About me...”
A disbelieved exhale left him, and he immediately ordered you to look at him; of course, he’d think you were being unfair, he didn’t know all the shit you had to go through without him! “Baby, at least move aside so we can have a real talk.”
“No, don’t wanna’” you pouted. His hands easily found your sides and, picking you up, he gave himself some space in the bed. “That’s unfair...”
“Life is not fair.”
You immediately rolled your eyes and he chuckled once again; his long arms tried not to crush you as he embraced your body sweetly.
“You know if you came here to talk to me about how life is not always like you want it to and all that, I will kick you out of my room.”
“I actually came here to talk to you about how much I’ve been wanting to kiss your lips ever since I left Ohio” he mumbled, more to himself than to you, but you heard him either way.
“Oh, I bet you say that to...”
“No, I don’t.” he interrupted. “I wouldn’t use my cliché pick-up lines on someone as important as you are, [Name]. I’ve liked you since I was like seventeen...”
Wondering how it’d feel like you leaned in to kiss him. A sigh left his lips and his thumb found your cheekbone. You were always a good kisser, he knew that, but did you know that he loved the feeling of your breathing against his cheek as he intruded your mouth with his tongue?
Things didn’t go soft and gentle; they didn’t go the way he expected. He had you whimpering against his fingers and he didn’t even know when his hand traveled all the way from your hip to your panties. He put them aside and you tangled your arms around his neck.
“Fuck, peachmuffin, you’re so wet...”
“Please don’t call me ‘peachmuffin’ while you’re fingering me...”
A second finger made its way into you. You let out a gasp, your eyes rolling back and his lips encountering your jaw. He started stretching you out slowly, suppressing the need of wrecking you against the mattress; he somewhat suspected that you were a virgin, but the good time he was spending had him contradicting his first intentions.
“I really wanted to come here and cuddle you...” he confessed breathless, hiding his face on your shoulder. “I really don’t want you to think this was my plan all along... If you want to, we could stop.”
“I don’t want to stop. Is that okay with you?” you rasped out: “This... T-this feels really well and you have to... I need you to keep going...”
His fingers curled inside you and your back arched unconsciously against his chest. Johnny backed away from your neck to admire the reactions you made, starting to need something to bust up his ego.
Then, your beautiful eyes were surrounded by your tears and he felt selfish for not wanting you to cum around his fingers. He wanted to feel your walls clench around his cock, he wanted it to be the owner of your first orgasm.
“[Name], princess... Can I...?”
You barely contained your excitement when your hands traveled to his crotch, wanting nothing else but to feel his size. His member throbbed into your palm and your mouth watered.
He unzipped his jeans and pulled down from the waistband of his boxers, his dick slapping against his stomach with a seemingly hurtful force. His pained face almost made you laugh but his hand pumped on it, and the beautiful sound he made was enough to make you open your legs just a bit more.
“Can I please fuck you, my love?” he asked with trembling lips. You nodded, opening your mouth to create a verbal response, but just ending up leaning in to kiss him. “I adore you, sunshine.”
The tip of his cock pressed against your slick pussy, his hands coming to maintain your hips in place as he pushed himself inside. You gasped, trying your best to get used to his size, his hips finally resting on yours
“Does it hurt?”
“J-just a little bit...”
Johnny took his time on you, not wanting to move until you were completely sure you wanted him to. His eyes admired your rolled-up shirt, your flushed skin, the way you squeezed your eyes shut so you could avoid eye contact.
“Can I take your panties off? They’re kind of digging into my dick and...”
“Yes, Jo, you can.”
He went out of you with a deliciously slow move, his fingers hooked on the lace to slip it down your legs. A chocked moan fell from John when the view hit him; he teased your swollen clit with his tip and a sweet mewl was shot by your plump lips.
As he directed himself into your entrance once more, he raised one of your legs to support your knee on his shoulder. That was enough of a warning for you to firmly believe he wouldn’t go as gentle as he did before.
“Jo...” you called out with an embarrassingly needy tone. “I’ve... I’m not used to... I really need you to go soft on me...”
His eyes widened and pounding his tip into you, his thumb pressed into your bottom lip. He leaned in to leave a soft peck on it and whispered:
“I know, baby, I’m not going rough on you.”
His skin met yours once more and he couldn’t leave his moaning for himself; he wanted you to whimper and want him just as much as he wanted you. When you asked him to move, his fingers gave the bund of nerves teasing attention.
“I love you, I love you, I love you...” he whimpered, snapping his hips; delving into you mercilessly but with enough gentleness to not overwhelm you “Oh, darling, I love you.”
His fingers started to pinch on your clit as he tried to give you enough pleasure to resemble his, but when you tightened around him a loud satisfied moan echoed into the walls and your orgasm crashed into his.
He got out of you quickly, spilling himself on your stomach and panting against your chest. John’s fingers found your entrance, pounding into you roughly to milk your orgasm. You couldn’t help but tremble until you were finished, every inch of your body exhausted and sensitive.
“I...” he inhaled sharply, trying to find the strength to talk “I didn’t come to do this, but I really, really do love you.”
You smiled lazily, rolling on to his side to rest your head on his chest and hear his heartbeat slow down.
“I think I kinda... love you too.”
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altcvnningham · 3 years
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1, 3, 5, 15, 18 and 20 😳😳😳😳
thank you for the ask!!! (also superior url omg 👁👄👁🤲🏻)
also my answers here are suuuuper long, because i’m a rambling idiot who’s way too involved in my OC’s. so uhhhh sorry in advance,,,,,
1. what radio station(s) do you listen to?
Vana’s a Samurai stan. She wishes she wasn’t. But, y’know, Morro Rock it is. Once upon a time when she was an even angrier teen, though, she’d listen to shit just like Ritual FM.
(My music taste is all over the place, and though blues is technically my fav bc i love old music, i never listen to it in 2077. So I switch between Body Heat, the Dirge, Vexelstrom for like 2 songs, and ofc, Morro Rock. But of all stations, there’s at least one song that i HATE so I can never stick to one for a whole ride sknsksjsjs)
i think i got the names right?? Idk yall i dont have it in front of me ndndndndhjs
3. how did you feel about Johnny that first night in the apartment, and how does it differ from what you feel now after everything?
so i’m gonna cut a read-more here because i decided to just lore dump Vana x Johnny here so uhhhhhh rip also //SPOILERS//
Vana is an extremely, seriously private, guarded person. Before Johnny, Panam, Kerry- Jackie was the only person she’d ever truly let near her, to get to know her. So obviously waking up to someone else living inside her fucking head was one of the worst things that’s ever happened to her. Her past is also something she’s not particularly proud of, so Johnny getting to witness all that is traumatising. Getting Johnny out of her head was priority number one, even if digging the chip out would kill her.
But after getting fucked over by the VBs, and both of them thinking she was gonna die, Johnny takes her to that abandoned hotel in Pacifica- it’s the first time he’s given her even a sliver of kindness, and the first time she’s ever openly expressed her fears to him, even if he could already sense them before. Oaths and promises are something she holds to incredibly high importance, so obviously when Johnny gives her his dog-tags, ‘proof of my promise’, she never, ever lets them go, never takes them off. (she still doesn’t. they keep her grounded. holding them to calm herself has become a reflex, for whatever reason.)
Everything just seemed to slowly change after that. For two people who hate vulnerability, it’s the only thing that helped them actually see each other. As the Relic continues to take over, they both understand each other more, feel each other more- and eventually it becomes hard to discern where Vana ends and Johnny begins. In cliché Johnny x V fashion like yeah duh it goes further,,,, cockwhore!Vana,,,,,, but with that they also start to become extremely possessive and jealous over one another- Johnny immediately on the defensive about whoever comes close to her, Vana selfishly hiding and keeping Johnny’s existence to herself, even if it slows the hunt for a remedy to the chip- to the point of seriously toxic co-dependency. It’s full of volatile ups-and-downs, fights and make-ups, and Vana almost comes to like the fact that she never has to explain nor hide what thoughts and feelings pass through her mind, no matter how dark or vulnerable. She prefers most things to remain unsaid, but values the fact that they both have a clear, transparent understanding of each other regardless.
But there's also... softer moments. When Johnny puts aside his ego for once, he learns to like the quiet that Vana does, brief as it can be sometimes. He'll sort of just... stay around the room, even if just to procrastinate retreating back into her head, because they realise they like each other's silent, wordless company. He'll wake her up from nightmares, hold her neck and kiss her back to sleep, or until the sun comes up, if she can't. It's all tender things they often pretend doesn't even happen, out of pride, I think, but they both know deep down that those are really the best parts.
Comes to a place where she suddenly hits a wall, and realises, I don’t want him to leave.
She’s never the same again after Mikoshi.
(But uhh anyway fuck V I’m horny on main for Keanu so i was here for the whole riiiiiide yeeeeeee)
5. how do your loved ones (LI, found family, etc) feel about you being a merc? or if you’ve given up the life now that everything’s finished, what was their reaction?
Vana grew up in a rich corp family, and after all the shit she’s endured just to appease her father, don’t think anyone could hate corps more than she does (some details of her past here!!) So when Arasaka kicks her out and Jackie finally convinces her to start merc work, it’s amazing how quickly she slips into the role, almost like she was made for it- an anonymous face within the city, free to roam and drift as she wants, relying on herself and herself only.
Vana works quickly and quietly enough (though not at all with clean hands), relying on stealth and netrunning, so she doesn’t cause too much of a noise that’d have her loved ones (rare as they are) all too concerned. Judy isn’t scared Vana’d be caught in gunfire, because when Vana works, her targets rarely know she’s even there. She’s smart, cunning. Panam appreciates that these skills have helped her out, so she can’t complain. River- who is unfortunately more fond of Vana than she is of him, given that she’s not too comfortable at accepting affection- isn’t too happy about the life she leads, but hey, it’s her skills as a merc and as one of NC’s most adept netrunners that he even stood a chance of finding Randy as quick as he did, so he feels indebted to her for that. Kerry thinks it’s fuckin awesome that she gets to do as she wants and provides for herself, bestieeees
Given she isn’t all that close with many people- keeping her distance and all- the only people who seriously worry about her are folks like Vik, Misty, and Mama Welles, especially the latter two, who knew how much Jackie meant to her, and how easily she cracks under the weight of grief. The only thing, really, that concerns everybody around her, is how insatiable her bloodlust becomes, and how much she'd throw away just to try and quell it.
Johnny’s just in it for the ride. Rather she work for herself than a filthy corp, anyway.
After Mikoshi, losing Johnny, making it to the major leagues, she fuckin... just doesn't care anymore. She hates the big glass house that was practically forced onto her (reminds her too much of her stifling corp childhood), she hates that she has 20 cars that clog up her garage and not just her trusty red Yaiba Kusanagi, hates that folks keep giving her all this shiny golden shit that she doesn't want, like any of it's worth a damn. Since then she's hardly in one place- never at home if she can help it, and either wanders aimlessly around the streets and crashes over at Kerry's to sleep through grief. It isn't the merc life she wants to leave, but major leagues turned out to be a glittering pile of dogshit she wants no part in. She only really stays there because Jackie would've wanted it.
(i’m a lazy bitch like i don’t wanna be a merc. i wanna be one of those cute npc’s with the glowy earrings and bunny backpacks and skimpy plastic skirts, who picks up noodles on the way home to go watch watson whore. in my ideal life i am NOT the main character snnsmsnsks)
15. which NPC is your bff?
Kerry. Kerry is Vana’s ride or die. No fucking questions asked. Kerry’s the only person (besides Johnny, i guess) as close to her as Jackie was. He’s really the only person that ever gets her to smile, like really, stupidly, goofily smile, and despite being almost complete opposites, they just understand each other so well. Whenever they need something, they're the first person they'll call. Happens so often that just as Vana sifts through her contacts to find his, Kerry's already calling for her first. They're practically joint at the hip.
They both live loud, fast lives, but also know how to make time for silence and introspection, something they both need to stay grounded. Vana doesn't buy into his zen-wellness-yoga crap, but sure, she tries copying a couple moves while he's doing it on a lazy afternoon, before scoffing how this is fuckin' dumb and retreats back to the couch. Also, as much as she hates being reminded of the wealth that came with her corpo upbringing, she loves using up all his expensive products, and tends to klep a bottle of his shampoo when she runs out. Cute how she thinks he doesn't notice.
After what happened in Mikoshi, she practically lives at Kerry's place, just dozing away miserably as he lounges by the pool, or curl up on the couch to mindlessly watch his old Samurai tapes (he doesn't like it much, but if it helps her through whatever shit she's going through, he's not gonna take that away from her). On better days, when she actually pulls herself out of bed, he teaches her to play guitar, slipping in a couple tricks Johnny taught him. Funnily enough, the whole thing helps him find some closure too.
( me,, I need a girl like Panam in my life to endorse all of my stupid ideas )
18. what’s your dream cyberware (either something that was shown in lore that wasn’t available in game or mental creation of your own)?
I don’t have access to the tabletop lore stuff rn so i’m gonna pull this out my ass jsjsns
Anything that helps Vana become more deadly at stealth and netrunning. The most eddies she’s ever blown are on increasingly powerful cyberdecks, cooling systems, netrunning gear she can comfortably slip on under a jacket and boots- she likes convenience and functionality, but she needs it to be comfortable, too. She’d fucking kill for anything that lets her scale silently up walls and across ceilings, though- like a spider- and anything that lets her get her hands reeeeal bloody, but quietly. Guess that’s just called a knife, though.
(Me?? Fuck uhhh man i just want synth-skin that looks normal but also shimmers all pink n cute. Literally wanna be an edward cullen sparkly lookin mf. Also, i’m sorry but scanning shit w Kiroshi’s are so dope that’s literally all i want?? Idk i’m boring and mantis blades freak me out uhh)
20. is there anyone you’re crushing on that’s unavailable? (yes this is the “what romance option(s) are you foaming at the mouth for” question)
Answered here :)
(And i’ll say it again, PLACIIIIIIIDE,)
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The Divide Between Us (Peter Parker)
Summary: Soulmates exist and receive tally marks overtime they pass their soulmates. Peter has only ever had one tally mark but discovers at the worst moment, just who his soulmate is. 
Warning: Mentions of blood and a lot of angst
MASTERLIST 
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Peter had never been as excited as he was while waiting in his hotel room for a call to action. Ever since tony Stark turned up to his apartment with the offer to help get Captain America under control, Peter couldn’t sit still he was too excited.
However, a sense of dread spread through him knowing that he’d have to leave the area, meaning leaving behind the possibility of meeting his soulmate.  Sitting on his large king sized bed, Peters thoughts drifted to him or her. Glancing down, he traced his fingers over the slim line, about a centimetre long, on his wrist. 
There was only one tally so far, a mark of how many times you’ve been passed your soulmate. What worried Peter is the fact that there was only one whereas other his age had on average 10+. His eyes did not move from the mark until a knock at the door caught him by surprise. Falling off the bed, Happy Hogan walked in and saw the state of the boy one the floor. 
“What are you doing? Get your suit on we’re going.”
“R-right, yeah…Wait where…are we going?”
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Peter stood at the top of the airports carpark, overlooking the scene while Mr Stark and Captain America were talking. To say he was nervous was an understatement, this was his essential introduction to the superhero world and others. They would know about him and there was no taking it back. He had to stick his landing too, the very thought of missing or tripping in front of such big heroes nearly had Peter passing out. 
His sipdey-senses went off as he felt another presence on the roof. Turning swiftly, Peter came face to face with possibly the most gorgeous person he’d ever get the pleasure of seeing. 
Sporting a black and green suit, similar to Captain America, thick toned thighs, strong shoulders and a defined waist was (y/n) Rogers. With her hands on hips she stared him down with an indifferent look. 
“I knew Tony would go find another hero to help out but I was expecting  someone like Johnny Storm, or at least someone with a similar ego to himself, not another kid.” Peter was still star struck as he felt a slight itching on the inside of his wrist. 
Her expression then changed into curiosity the more she looked at the red and blue suited boy. Walking cautiously forward, she studied him, also having felt the itching in her wrist and choosing to play it cool. (Y/N) knew what it meant but refused to change sides or go easy on him for it. 
“Are you just quiet or are you scared?” A smirk crawled up onto her lips as she continued forward slightly. The smirk caused Peters heart to pound as he watched the soft lips slowly raise cheekily. Finally he shook his head and looked at (y/n) in the eyes.
“N-no. I-uh-I just didn’t realise I would be meeting another hero so early.” Peter fidgeted, scratching behind his head and quickly looking down onto the tarmac to see Tony and Steve still talking. It was definitely taking longer than he thought it would. 
“Oh, so nothing to do with the fact that your soulmate tally is rising?” He finally noticed the itching and if possible his eyes widened further. 
“N-no way. You? Y-you’re my s-soulmate?” Peter, as if by a magnet, began drifting towards her. A soft smile graced her lips as he finally neared her, almost chest to chest. Slowly her hands drifted up to his neck. Even if she was on the opposite side in this war, doesn’t mean she wasn’t curious about her own soulmate. 
“That-thats so cool! I mean the daughter of Captain Ameri- what are you doing?” Peter noticed her slightly calloused fingers from years of training, slipping under his mask. (Y/N) let another soft smile on her face at his nervous behaviour, atypical trait of the hero world in her experience. 
“Just because we’re on opposite sides it doesn’t mean I’m not curious about my own soulmate. But because time is running out for us and ill probably be a fugitive soon, slash already am, I just want to give you something real quick.” The mask was now sitting just under Pete’s eyes, leaving his cheeks and lips exposed. 
He had expected (y/n) to take it completely off but instead, she left it exactly where it was. Peter couldn’t move, his curiosity and awkwardness getting the best of him as he watched her face come closer to his. Unconsciously as she came closer, Peters hands grazed upwards to lightly hold her waist, causing (y/n)s body to sing in joy at the simple touch. 
“I’m sorry we couldn’t meet under better circumstances.” She whispered before kissing him lightly on the cheek. Sparks shot all over Peter’s body as it recognised his soulmates interacting and suddenly his mood shot through the roof. Giddy and happier than he’d ever been in his life. 
Slowly it faded, however, when (y/n) lowered his mask back down to his neck, her fingers grazing his neck, causing tingles to follow in their wake. His body now calling to her and her touch. Her eyes glanced at Peters through the mask, and he thought he could see a slight watery look overtaking it. 
“One day, but not today.” His hands dropped from her hips as she smiled sadly up at him. 
“And I’m also really sorry about this, but I cant hold back- even for you.” Peter was confused for a second before he was dealt a hard kick to his chest, sending him flying over the edge of the building. His small yell was short as he managed to catch himself on the edge of the building. 
Looking around, nobody seemed to have noticed the small yelp and so Peter stayed stuck to the building thinking over what just happened. He felt so comfortable but nervous. The moment he’d been waiting for and now it was ruined by this conflict. If only they could of met at a different moment in time.
Although now he knows why he never really ran into her. She’s a year older than his sixteen-year-old-self and was always helping her dad out in the field. Not short after his last thought about (y/n), his call to action came.
“Underoos!” Glancing up, Peter could see (y/n) was gone and he finally understood that they were on opposite sides; now was not the time. 
Webbing Steve’s hands and stealing his shield, Peter landed perfectly with the shield and glanced around. 
“Nice job, kid” Tony said, looking between his friend and the kid. 
“Thanks. Well, I could've stuck the landing a little better. It's just the new suit… Well, it's nothing, Mr. Stark. It's-It's perfect. Thank you.” He stuttered out, jittery hand movements being thrown everywhere. (Y/N) heard from her position and couldn’t help but let out a slight giggle. 
“Yeah, we don't really need to start a conversation.” Tony deadpanned as Steve looked at him disbelievingly. Spider-man seemed to suddenly notice Captain America staring at him.
“Okay. Cap… Captain. (Y/n)’s dad oh my gosh. Big fan of you and your daughter, I’m mean not that (y/n) and I are anything but like, we-we haven’t even met heh—uh” He seemed to pause noticing his mistake as Steve’s gaze seemed to harden at the mention of his daughter. 
“I’m, I’m Spider-Man.” He decided to finish, noticing the ‘what the hell’ look from everybody, even the Black Widow. Tony shook his head.
“Yeah, we'll talk about it later. Just…”
“Hey, everyone.” Peter tried to salvage but (y/n) was positively holding her nose trying not to laugh and give herself away. He was ridiculously soft hearted, in a cute way. 
“… good job.” Tony finished for him going back to talking to Steve. 
“You’ve been busy.” Steve deadpanned.
“And you've been a complete idiot. Dragging in Clint. 'Rescuing' Wanda and (y/n) from a place they don't even want to leave, a safe place. I'm trying to keep… I'm trying to keep you from tearing the Avengers apart. And dragging in (y/n)? Thats low even for you. You do realise any future she could have had is being thrown out the window?”
“I think I’m old enough to make up my own mind thank you, Stark. You seem to forget age doesn’t always determine wisdom. You’re a child prodigy, you should know that more than anyone.” (Y/n) stepped out next to her father, standing proudly. 
Peter simply couldn’t keep his eyes off her, she was gorgeous. More than he believed he deserved in any case. She was beautiful, powerful even and he didn’t know who he could possibly thank for pairing them together. 
“(Y/N).” Tony said almost weakly, their dad-like-bond being severed by the incident.  
“You tore us all apart by choosing your guilt over reason. Them over us. We aren’t breaking, we’re broken.” Steve looked down at his daughter, somewhat guilty for dragging her into this but he knew shed give him no choice anyways. 
“She’s right. You did that when you signed.” Tony’s anger and frustration returned.
“Alright, We're done. You're gonna turn Barnes over, you're gonna come with us. NOW! Because it's us! Or a squad of J-SOC guys… with no compunction about being impolite.” Steve simply looked away from Tony as the other man lost hope fast. 
“Come on.” He muttered. Steve raised his paired hands, an arrow going through and cutting the webbing. Tony’s helmet closed as he looked around for Clint. 
“Alright, Lang” Steve said into comms as Peter suddenly questioned. 
“Hey, guys, something…” As Lang expanded into a fully grown man with Cap’s shield and the civil war began. 
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(Y/N)’s energy levels were struggling. She trained all the time but fighting fully trained superheroes was different to the average trained man. It wasn’t until she stood opposite to people she once and maybe still considered friends did she recognise the full severity of their actions. 
She also knew that some may get left behind in order to stop the Zemo man; but it had to happen. She’d sacrifice her freedom anyway for everyones safety. Looking up at her dad, (y/n) felt proud to be by his side and fighting for their legacy. 
“I meant to ask but it doesn’t seem like we’ll get the time- the spider-kid?” (Y/n) actually groaned in the moment, the serious air broken. 
“Pa, no. Don’t go there right now.” Steve looked down slightly to his daughter, the one thing he feels he did right in the world. 
“Okay but when this is over, we’re going to have a long talk.” (Y/N) just rolled her eyes but smiled anyways. Spider-man and her had yet to be fully introduced or even fight against one another. There wasn’t enough time and in all honestly, (y/n) was avoiding it. 
She didn’t want to hurt her soulmate but it seemed as if fate wasn’t giving her a choice. Then the time came. Either side began in a strut before speeding up into a sprint. Choosing her target, (y/n) decided she’d have to go for her soulmate as he’d been right in front of her.
(Y/N) repeated the mantra that this was for the good of all people. She needed to get to Siberia and stop Zemo. She couldn’t put peoples lives on the line for a boy, soulmate or no. 
I can do this. Was the last thing (Y/N) said to herself before the teams clashed. Steve blocked a punch as Iron Man lands. Clint fires an arrow at Vision, causing it to explode but it does little damage. 
War Machine flies after Falcon, both weaving in and around each other in a deadly dance. Bucky  is tackled immediately by T’Challa as they trade punches. (Y/N) is the first to throw a punch at Peter, he barely moves out of the way in time to avoid the blow.
Peter just looks at her with wide eyes and was unable to predict her next attack as she threw herself at him. (Y/N) delivered three harsh blows to his stomach, causing him to groan, before slipping under his arm and twisting herself to flip him over her and onto his back. One thing was for sure; (y/n) had inherited Steve’s strength and flexibility.
Peter was still shocked but quickly snapped out of it as she was tackled by Iron Man, sending her flying a couple feet away. (Y/N) groaned as she rolled over to get up and just as Peter was ready to run and check on her, he was quickly distracted by vehicles being thrown at him by Wanda. 
———
At some point, Steve saw the Spider-kid once again and decided to finally confront him; after all it was inevitable. Cutting the web with his shield mid-swing, Spider-Man fell and landed on top of a passengers entrance to a plane. Seeing as who confronted him was his soulmates father, Peter really wanted to make a good impression; that he was strong enough to be a good match for (y/n). Though he wasn’t sure if Steve picked up the ordeal between them. 
“That thing does not obey the laws of physics at all.” Peter laughed with confidence for once. 
“Look kid. There's a lot going on here that you don't understand, especially about (y/n).” Steve said strongly, looking at Peter head on. 
“(Y/N), sir, I just wanna say that I’ll take good care of her. Also, Mr. Stark said you'd say that.” Peter fires his webs quickly, sticking to Steve’s shield and ankle. Pulling, Steve flies towards Peter before being kicked hard enough to be sent into a small compartment near by. 
“He also said to go for your legs.” Peter laughs but notices Steve going for his shield. Weebing his hands and attempting to pull but fails ad Steve grits his teeth, spins and somersaults, kicking and propelling Peter through the air.
“You should really stay away from my daughter, for your own benefit-”
“You’re really going to give me the dad speech right now?” Peter interrupts attempting to swing away but Steve catches the  web and tugs Peter towards him, knocking him down with the shield. Peter recovers quickly and pulls himself up on top of a gangway.
“Maybe not all of it but a brief summary. Its for your own benefit, believe me. She follows after me in putting duty before emotions.” Steve sighs knowing that might be a lie in some cases.
“No offence sir but I think (y/n) can definitely make up her own mind about that. She’s strong enough.” Peter swings down and Steve leaps to kick him backwards onto the gangway's leg. In that moment (y/n) looks over to see Spiderman go falling into it and her father throw the shield, forcing Peter to hold it up.
“Guess you’re right about that one.” Steve sighed and as he went to walk away he stopped, turning back quickly. 
"You got heart, kid. You’ll make a good match for (y/n) as her soulmate, one day. Where're you from?” 
“Thanks, I-i think?…Queens” Peter gasped for breath, still trying to hold it up. Steve smirked, seeing behind Peter that (y/n) was looking over curiously and knowing her, she would come to help her soulmate out of the predicament. 
“Brooklyn.” Was all he said, giving a knowing look to (y/n) before taking off to help Sam. 
Over with (Y/N), she could see he was still struggling with the gangway and she knew she would have to help, despite her being on the opposite team. 
Throwing the last punch at Rhodey, denting his armour and moving him backwards (y/n) ran towards Peter. Wanda was luckily enough to be nearby to take over for her. Running as fast as she could (y/n) dodged almost everything, a bullet nicking her shoulder from one of Iron Man’s weapons but she ignored it. 
Peter was her focus as she saw his legs giving way slowly. As she neared him, Peter seemed to sense it and turned his head slightly to see her running for him.
“(Y/N)? What are you…?” But his question dropped from his mind when he saw her kneel under the gangway next to him. The itch in his wrist began again, almost surprising him enough to drop it.
“Whoa.” (y/n) said ducking further at the shift. 
“(Y/N), you…you n-need to move, I can’t hold it, hold it much lon-longer. You’re gonna get hurt.” He was struggling to talk with the weight the gangway and his wrist slowly burning at the same time but his concern for her safety had given him a little more strength. 
“Thats why i’m here. Now shut up and let me help.” 
“Wha-” His eyes widened as he watched (y/n) place her shoulders against the bottom of the gangway and hands placed flat either side of her. She grit her teeth and began pushing upwards and to some surprise of Peter, she began lifting some weight off of his shoulders.
Watching her strength was mesmerising.
“Peter, are you helping or not?!” (y/n) gasped out noticing his lack of effort. Both managed to lift it above their heads and throw it forwards and away from them. Turning to her he held up a hand for a high five and as she touched his hand he interlaced their fingers.
“Staring’s becoming your habit, Spider-Boy.” (y/n) laughed but still not pulling her hand away. 
“I think I’m always going to stare at you.” It took a moment for Peter to realise what he said. 
“Not-not in a creepy way but like-like a … you’re pretty.” The young hero began staring again. Slowly (y/n) gravitated towards him as his breath caught. 
“Spider-man, love…” She said sweetly, coming chest to chest with him as she finally released his hand. Slowly (y/n) moved it up his shoulder before coming around to rest on his chest. Peter’s face was bright red under the mask but he was captivated by her eyes and the way her voice curled around his superhero name. He’d never be able to hear the name the same ever again. 
“Y-yeah?” He finally responded, his gloved hands automatically landing lightly on her waist as she moved just a tiny bit closer, now pressed against him. Slowly (y/n) leaned upwards and grazed her lips over his clothed cheek before whispering.
“Do remember to stop getting into trouble, watch your back and stay out of my way; or I’ll make you stay, permanently, out of my way.” (y/n) said ever so sweetly that he was swept away by the sound of the honey’d voice. 
“Yeah, i’ll-i’ll stay away… permanent-wait what?” Peter realised his mistake within his distracted state, as her hand on his chest suddenly forced him to the ground, making it crack under him from the force of the push. 
From above (y/n) smiled down at him.
“I’m a bit busy, if you don’t mind.” Was all (y/n) said before running off to engage in another fight. Peter groaned from the ground and then let out a sigh.
Steve was right about one thing- (y/n) was not going to suddenly join his side. It was her duty as a hero before him.
——
Throughout what felt like a long fight, (y/n) delivered a lot of blows and even had to result to finally pulling out her Bo staff from her back. Her face was bruised and everything hurt but she refused to give up. The fate of peoples lives relied on her winning this. 
When she saw T’Challa tackling Bucky once again, she couldn’t stand by and watch her fathers best friend, someone she admired, be hurt for something he didn’t do. Kicking Natasha’s knee making her fall down onto one knee, (y/n) delivered a blow to her face, yelling a quick sorry before running towards Bucky and T’Challa. 
Nat lay on the ground for a moment, still in a little shock from the hard half-super strength punch. 
“Yeah, thats alright, run away. My old ass will just lay here.” Nat muttered sarcastically towards a now running (y/n).
As she saw T’Challa about to put claws through Bucky’s neck, she tackled him and due to the unplanned and graceless charge, (y/n) made the mistake of leaving her front open for attack. T’Challa’s reflexes automatically went for it, and it seemed as everything around her froze for a moment while others continued to battle, oblivious to the moment. 
(Y/N)’s head turned to the side slightly, as if confused. Her breath became short. 
“(Y-Y/N)?” Her soulmate landed next to her and stared at her in horror but she couldn’t understand why as if her brain was trying to process something. She followed his eyes and looked to find T’Challa’s claws slowly retracting from her chest and stomach. 
“No, no, no.” T’Challa muttered, realising his mistake.
“Oh.” (y/n) said as she coughed. A dribble of blood cam from her mouth as her slowly burring vision looked past Peter to her dad, still fighting as always. A small smile came to her face, she loved her dad. Before she looked to her soulmate, she hadn’t even gotten to see his face or know his name. 
Finally, (y/n) dropped to the ground, the shout of Peter alerted everyone to the situation as everyone suddenly stopped. Shocked by the horrific cry released from Peter’s mouth.
“NO!” His cry echoed over everything as he watched Bucky catch her in his arms. Eyes wide, Peter approached so slowly as if his mere presence would damage her further. Bucky called for Steve desperately, as if he could fix her; but it was all white noise to Peter. Nobody could move as they watched the girl struggle to breathe. 
Peter finally was close enough and grabbed (y/n) quickly and gently from Bucky’s arms, all the while pushing him away from her. 
“Stay back!” He yelled, as Nat tried to help, fearing someone else would hurt her. Bucky simply sat where he handed, blood staining his hands.
“(Y/N), (Y/N), c’mon. Stay with us, stay with me. Don’t leave me.”  Peter pleaded as T’Challa stood back slowly, mortified by his own actions. Steve was yelling as he sprinted the distance across to his daughter. Tony stood frozen in the air, trying to compute whats going on. 
Peter squatted beside (y/n) as she looked up at Bucky Barnes with pleading eyes. 
“Run, Bucky.” He shook his head.
“N-no, we have to get you-” He tried to crawl towards her but she let out one final yell. 
“Get dad and get out of here! Now! You have to s-stop him! GO!” And Bucky listened, running towards Steve. They fought verbally before Bucky managed, with the last of his strength, to drag Steve towards the Quin Jet.
With one look at his daughter, she nodded and he understood. He hated himself for it, but he understood. 
Looking from her fleeing father and up to her soulmate, she smiled softly.
“M-mask.” Peter frowned for a moment.
“What? Oh, r-right.” Pulling his mask off, slightly tearing the edge of it- he threw it away from him. It seemed as if it were only them two as some continued the fight, despite her condition.
(Y/N) managed to cough and laugh, causing more blood to flow as she looked up a the wildly tossed curled that had been stuffed in the suit. She observed his brown eyes and slightly crooked nose. He was definitely handsome.  
“(Y/N)! Stop laughing, you’re hurting yourself!” Peter cried, putting pressure  where he could on her stomach but there were so many punctures, he couldn’t possibly cover them all. 
“I-i’m just glad to see you; really see yo-you. Tell me, tell me.” She groaned and Peter felt through their connection that she was fading faster than she was letting on. 
“Someone get the medic! A-anyone!” Natasha had never sounded more panicked in the moment as she moved Peters hands away in her own attempt to save the girl. All her training with injures kicking in. She had to save (y/n), she just had to. 
Peter simply looked at her with his own eyes, not through the mask of Spider-Man and began fulfilling her request. Brown met (y/c/e) and he watched them look at him with happiness; a strange emotion for the moment.Peter began rambling, having understood what she had tried to request. 
“My name is Peter Benjamin Parker. I live in Queens and I was raised by my aunt since my parents death a long time ago. My favourite subject is science and I have a best friend called Ned. We talk about Star Wars and superheroes a lot and until today I had only one tally.” He began letting the water building in his eyes to fall as the panicked voices drifted away around him and his soulmate. 
His voice cracked. He glanced down her wrist quickly as her palm shakily reached for his face, grazing his cheek. She had five tally’s in total after today and he knew his would match. 
“P-peter, huh?” He only nodded and didn’t notice the team having switched their focus towards another catastrophe in the making. They all watched as visions beam aimed for Falcon but hit Rhodey instead. 
“Please make this stop.” Natasha pleaded lowly as she watched in horror. Peter ignored them and brought (y/n) closer, touching his forehead to hers as he whispered to her and she continuously grazed her thumb over his cheek.
“I met my soulmate today and she more than I could have ever possibly deserved. We didn’t get enough time but I’m here now and I’m asking her not to leave me just yet-” (y/n) groaned in pain. 
“- I’m asking her to stay with me and figure this thing out because I never knew I needed someone as much as I selfishly needed her.” (y/n) smiled a broken smile as she said her final words.
“Close your eyes Peter, close them and don’t open them.” He shut them as (y/n) had asked before she drew a breath and let go. Hand falling to her side as Peter kept his eyes closed, not wanting to see another lifeless body in his arms. 
Hands removed her from his arms but still he didn’t open his eyes. Peter went limp, he didn’t care and he didn’t want to know.
Hands pulled him up and into their arms, carrying him. He still didn’t open his eyes. 
Eventually it all went away. The noise, the light and the scents of war.
“I’m so sorry Peter.” They whispered. 
He was sorry too.
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sebeth · 5 years
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Fantastic Four #7 - 9
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Warning, Spoilers Ahead…
 A Brief Summary:  The Master of Planet X, The Puppet Master, and FF: The Movie!
Debuts:
·         Kurrgo, Master of Planet X
·         The Puppet Master
·         Alicia Masters
Favorite Cover: #7’s “Wanted Dead or Alive” poster
Important Points:
·         Kurgo, a short, bald alien with a wrinkled, over-sized head spies on the Fantastic Four: “In every way we of Planet X are the Earthlings’ superiors! We are a far older race, a far wiser one! Our science is a thousand years more advanced than theirs! So, what a pity it is that they will survive, while we will perish when that runaway asteroid collides with our luckless planet!”
·         If Kurgo, the Master of Planet X, is aware of the incoming asteroid, shouldn’t he have had better things to do for the “last three weeks” than spy on the Fantastic Four? Maybe use their society’s advanced science to destroy the asteroid or set up an evacuation of the planet?
·         My evacuation idea is shot down: “Oh, Kurrgo, my Lord! If only we had enough space ships to enable us to flee our planet before the holocaust!”
·         “Fool! You know we have only two space ships on Planet X! But one of those ships is even now blazing towards Earth…towards the only four creatures in all the universe who might find a way to save us!”
·         How exactly does Kurgo think the Four will save him? We have a non-force field projecting Sue and a Johnny who doesn’t have the control and stamina of his adult self. Is Ben expected to smash the asteroid to bits? I know Reed will end up being the solution but Kurgo admits to spying on the team for the past month – mentally recap the last six issues – would you trust Reed with the fate of your planet?
·         We switch to the Baxter Building. Reed wants the team to attend a dinner in their honor in Washington.  He’s met with a severe lack of enthusiasm.
·         Johnny: “Aw, who needs it, Reed? I’m not even hungry! Heck, we’re no speech-makers! Imagine what would happen if I have try to say something clever! I’d probably get all tense and nervous, and the next thing we know, it would be just my luck to burst into flame!”
·         A shy Johnny? Much different from his later appearances where he loves the spotlight!
·         Reed brushes aside Johnny’s concerns: “That’s foolish and you know it, Torch!”
·         I don’t know, Reed, you should take it seriously if a man who burst into flames expresses concerns over his control of his abilities.
·         Ben: “Bah! It’s just a waste of time! I ain’t going! Can ya imagine how I’d look in front of all those Congressmen at a big state dinner? They’d think I was nutty if I kept all bundled up, but I’d scare ‘em to death if I took my hat and coat off! And then, what if those wise-guy photographers try to take pictures of me? You know my temper! In a couple of seconds, I’d start tearin’ the joint apart! And I’m just the guy to do it, too! No, siree! I don’t want any part of that fancy pants dinner!” Ah, early Marvel, when Ben was the angriest hero in the universe – pre-revived Namor, the Hulk, and Wolverine, of course.
·         Sue: “Such short notice! I haven’t got a thing to wear! Oh, Reed, I’m afraid to go. I’m not used to meeting all those important people! I’m liable to get so flustered that before I know it, I might vanish in front of their eyes! If that ever happened, I’d simply die of embarrassment!”
·         Did Sue attend college? Or did she not have the option as she was raising Johnny at the time?
·         Reed brushes aside his teammates’ concerns: “All right, I’ve heard all your silly little excuses, and now I’m sure you feel better, now that you’ve said them! So, let’s start getting ready now, and let’s this all this nonsense! You know we can’t refuse a request from Congress!”
·         Uh, it’s a dinner, Reed, not a congressional investigation, you are allowed to say “no, thank you!”
·         Reed is such an ass in this scene. He brushed off Johnny’s legitimate concerns about his control of his powers, Ben’s PTSD and desire not to be gawked at, and Sue’s social insecurity.  Is he that desperate to have his ego stroked by politicians?
·         The Johnny-Ben prank war begins.  Ben adjusts the water temperature while Johnny showers.  Ben oddly chooses to increase the temperature.  I would’ve thought Ben would have decreased the temperature – Johnny’s a “Human Torch” – heat’s not an effective weapon against him.
·         Ben again vocalizes his displeasure about the dinner: “I just wanted to start a little ruckus so I wouldn’t have to go to that blamed dinner!”
·         Reed: “Thing, stop feeling sorry for yourself! How do you think I feel! I’m in the middle of a new rocket fuel experiment which is almost reaching fruition, and I’ve got to interrupt it also!” World’s smallest violin, Reed, world’s smallest violin.
·         Reed: “C’mon, Thing, cheer up! You might even enjoy the dinner!”
·         Ben: “Sure – sure! I just love to have people gaping at me and laughing behind my back!” Who doesn’t? Someone needs to sign Reed up for sensitivity training.
·         Reed: “I suppose these nerve-wracking ceremonies are the price we must pay for fame!” No, Ben’s transformation and disfigurement is the price that was paid for fame!
·         Kurgo’s robot arrives in Washington and activates a “hostility ray”. The congressman turns on the Four in mid-speech: “It’s time the public awoke to the fact that the Four of you are the worst menaces ever to threaten this land!”
·         “Down with the Fantastic Four! Drive them out of this country!” “Call the police! The militia! Get the Fantastic Four!”
·         Johnny clears the way. The militia realize “We can’t tackle him without asbestos suits!” Do not get the asbestos suits!
·         The Four escape and return to the Baxter Building.  The robot arrives: “Heed my words, puny Earthlings! I have travelled many light years to find you – and to bring you a message from Kurgo, master of Planet X!”
·         The robot announces that the whole planet has turned against the Four but, hey, my home planet will offer you asylum.  Reed’s response boils down to “Makes sense, let’s do it.”
·         Sue, Ben, and Johnny need to revolt and elect a new leader for the group – Reed’s plans suck.
·         The Four travel to Planet X. Kurgo combines the “Welcome” and the “We’re all going to die” speeches.
·         Ben: “I knew we shouldn’t come! But nobody’d listen to me!” Let’s make it official – Ben should be the leader of the Four.
·         Johnny and Ben battle the robot – Johnny goes super-nova for the first time.
·         Reed’s solution is to shrink the entire population, have them board the ship, travel to another planet. They will return to their original size upon leaving the ship. Should Henry Pym sue for gimmick infringement?
·         Sue questions Reed over the effectiveness of the “enlarging gas” capsule that will return Kurrgo’s people to their original size upon reaching their new destination. Reed’s response: “There was no reducing gas, Sue! It was just an empty projectile! I only told them about it so they could consent to my plan! But once they reach their new world, it won’t matter! They’ll all be the same size, and in this vast universe of ours, one’s size is only relative, anyway!”
·         This is the second time within seven issues where Reed has shown no respect or consideration for an alien species’ right to their own physical appearance and refused to consider the long-term consequences of his actions. Kurrgo’s people are going to land who knows where – it may not be safe or feasible to be the size of a bug in their new home.
·         Ben attempts to enter Reed’s lab but is stopped by Sue and Johnny. “Please, Ben, trust me! Don’t enter Reed’s lab!”
·         “Bah!  How come you only call me ‘Ben” when you want something?  All the rest of the time I’m just the Thing to all of you!” Ben’s not wrong on that – In previous issues the rest of the Four only refer to him as “Thing”.
·         Ben moves Sue out of the way “because I got a feelin’ things are gonna get rough around here! Okay now!  I’m gonna teach you and that walkin’ rubber-band not to try to keep secrets from me!”
·         Johnny pleads with Ben: “Thing, wait! You don’t understand!”
·         “I understand plenty! I’m thru bein’ a patsy for you two grand-standers! You’re real buddy-buddy with me when you need my muscle – but whenever something important comes along, I ain’t good enough to be told about it!” Ben makes another good point. Ben was an astronaut, an occupation that requires an advanced education – they shouldn’t talk down to him.
·         Reed refuses to explain why Ben isn’t allowed in the building causing Ben to storm out.
·         An invisible Sue pleads with Ben to re-enter the building, the group needs him.  Ben refuses: “Sure!  That’s why you treat me like Dracula’s brother!  Sorry, lady!  I ain’t buying!”
·         Several men approach Ben to harass him for talking to himself: “How about introducin’ us to the lady you were talkin’ to?” “Yeah! What was she? A gremlin, or one of the good fairies? Haw Haw!”
·         Sue promptly kicks one of the men in the behind: “I’ll bet you’ve never been kicked by a gremlin before, wise guy!” I love feisty Sue!
·         The Four’s argument is interrupted by a man attempting suicide by jumping off a bridge.
·         We see a bald man inside a home with a replica of the bridge and the climbing man: “Go my helpless puppet! Jump as your real-life prototype will also jump at the same instant.  You, a nameless nobody, will be my first test of power!”
·         The bald man pushes the figure off the bridge only to suffer burns to his finger.
·         Johnny has arrived at the bridge and prevented the man from falling his death.
·         The bald man exclaims: “Only one living creature could have done this! It means the Human Torch will be the Puppet Master’s next victim!”
·         A young woman enters the room: “Father!  I heard you cry out!  What is wrong?”
·         “Nothing, Alicia!  It is of no concern of yours!  I have work to do!  Return to your room!  And I have told you never to call me ‘father’!  I am only your step-father!  Do you understand?”
·         What an ass! The Puppet Master is rather psychotic in his first appearance – willing to casually murder a nameless stranger and needlessly cruel to Alicia.
·         The Puppet Master’s “power” is terrifying – even more so than the Purple Man.  Killgrave has to be within a certain radius of his victim to gain control of the individual’s mind.  The Puppet Master simply sculpts a figure and – bam – instant control!
·         The Puppet Master reveals the source of his power – radioactive clay!
·         The Puppet Master carves a figure of Ben and places it in a replica of the house causing Ben to head towards him.  An invisible Sue follows him.  A blind Alicia realizes Sue is in the house when she hears her breathing – and her heartbeat?  Really? Is Alicia secretly Daredevil?
·         The Puppet Master captures Sue.  It’s the eighth issue and Sue has been a hostage in four of them.
·         The Puppet Master notes that Sue “looks remarkably like you Alicia”.  I don’t see it.  If anything, Alicia bears a resemblance to the not-yet-created Crystal.
·         The Puppet Master dresses Alicia up in a Fantastic Four uniform and wig.  He orders her to accompany Ben to “play a harmless little prank for me!”
·         Alicia touches Ben’s face and notes “This man – his face feels strong and powerful! And yet, I can sense a gentleness to him – there is something tragic – something sensitive!” Nice summary of Ben’s character. But not one comment on the not normal texture of Ben’s face.
·         The Puppet Master orders the duo to return to the Baxter Building. Alicia states “This is all so strange!  I do not understand!  But I must do as I am told!” Alicia was clearly not one of the liberated women of the 1960s.
·         Ben attacks Johnny and Reed upon entering the Baxter Building. Reed tricks Ben into destroying a container that holds an experimental liquid.  The liquid transforms Ben back into his human form. Reed reveals that the liquid is the reason he didn’t want Ben in the lab: “I didn’t want you to know about it, in case it failed!  You’ve had so many disappointments I didn’t want you to suffer another one until I was sure!”
·         Reed’s heart was in the right place but it’s incredibly arrogant and condescending to not inform a patient about their course of treatment.  He’s essentially treating Ben like a lab rat.  Ben would have to brace for disappointment either way as potential success wouldn’t be known until Ben tried the formula.
·         A blind, and very confused, Alicia pleads: “Where am I?  Who are you?”
·         Reed, mega-genius, notes: “That girl!  She isn’t Sue!” Seriously, Reed, it took you this long to notice?  I can think of one more butt-kicking Sue needs to deliver!
·         Ben assures Alicia: “Don’t worry, kid!  You’re safe and sound!  We’re all your friends!”
·         “You’re voice! You are the strong, kindly one! But – you seem different now!”
·         Ben transforms back into the Thing.
·         Alicia continues: “No, wait! I was mistaken! It is you – it is the same wonderful man!”
·         Ben laments to himself: “She likes he better as the Thing!” I wouldn’t say Alicia prefers Ben as the Thing – I’d say it was more that Alicia – a blind woman in an unfamiliar situation – found comfort in a familiar presence.
·         The Puppet Master causes a riot/breakout at a state prison. The men head to the prison to contain the situation.
·         Johnny rescues the warden while Ben insists “I’m gonna grab me a little bit of the action, pal! Like wow!”  When did Ben become a valley girl?
·         “Sufferin’ snakes!” The inmates are terrified of Ben’s rampage especially when he plays “fastball special” with said inmates.
·         The Puppet Master reuinites with Alicia. He informs Alicia of his upcoming plans as the “Ruler of all the world!” Alicia and the Puppet Master struggle for control of the “Ruler of the world” figure.  Alicia trips which causes the Puppet Master to fall out a window and plummet to his presumed death.
·         Nice introduction of the Puppet Master – a surprisingly scary villain who thankfully isn’t as depraved as the Purple Man.  If the Puppet Master hadn’t allowed his ego to take over, he could have become a true “puppet master” – pulling the strings of a huge criminal empire.
·         #9 is the first “clunker” of an issue. The Four go bankrupt and have their fortunes restored by Namor: Movie Producer!
·         Namor, chilling undersea, watches a television newscaster announce: “The world-famous Fantastic Four are bankrupt!  They have announced plans to dissolve their partnership and sell all their possessions in order to pay their debts!”
·         I now understand why Sue eventually takes control of the groups’ finances – Reed didn’t even last a year before he went bankrupt!
·         Writers often use the “FF go bankrupt” storyline – it’s rather silly since Reed can invent something that will cure their money woes in five seconds.  Who wouldn’t want a Reed-designed smart phone? However, at this point in the group’s history, potential investors would be worried – it was less than a year ago that Reed’s mistake caused his friends’ extreme transformations.  
·         The Four are dealing with bill collectors back in New York City. Johnny, Ben, and Sue offer their abilities as a way to raise money.
·         Reed refuses: “I appreciate your support, but it’s not that simple!  I’m not going to let you rent yourselves out to a freak show – and the only other way to cash in on our supernatural powers is thru crime – which would be unthinkable!” Or the alleged mega-genius could invent something and turn a profit?
·         Ben stumbles across the dissection of the Pogo plane: “Leggo of my plane, you crumbs!  I oughtta pulverize ya for that!” Yeah, you don’t touch a pilot’s plane!
·         Reed assures Ben that they’re “getting a good price” for the plane. Ben counters “No price is good enough for all the work we put into designin’ that ship!” Poor Ben is very upset over the loss of the plane!
·         Ben rips on Reed: “Some rotten manager you were, rubber-man! You made a fortune by selling patents on all your inventions – enough dough to keep us going for years – but you hadda be a big shot and invest it all in stocks! You lunkhead!” Reed’s genius clearly doesn’t extend to financial management.
·         Ben decides – once again – to quit the group. A cab refuses to stop for Ben so he impales the vehicle on a street pole.  I’m not sure how this didn’t result in Ben being sent to jail.
·         Reed receives an offer from S.M. Studios: One million dollars cash if the team star in a movie.
·         Ben reunites with the team and they head to Hollywood. The team is broke so they have to hitch-hike across the country. In full costume.  
·         The group arrives at S.M. Studios only to discover the producer is the Sub-Mariner!
·         How did Namor keep his purchase of a movie studio a secret? It wasn’t that long ago Namor was terrorizing New York City and threatening the surface world with dire vengeance. The authorities should have been swarming the place as soon as Namor assumed ownership.
·         Sue’s still has a serious case of Namor-lust: “He’s so masterful – so confident!”
·         The men film the movie while Namor romances Sue.
·         Namor fills his movie with legitimate threats to attack the men – Cyclops, poison spears immune to flames, etc. Namor battles the Thing. Ben loses when he transforms back into human form mid-fight.
·         Namor returns to Sue, announces he’s triumphed over the men, and proposes marriage. Sue’s not impressed and attempts to flee. However, Namor has “the powers of all the creatures who live beneath the sea!” and uses the “power of the electric eel” and the “radar sense of the cave fish from the lowest depths of the sea” to capture Sue.
·         Namor announces “Your struggles are useless! I like a woman with spirit! Only such a female can be a fitting mate for the monarch of the sea!” Namor, I love you, but you’re delving into very creepy territory.
·         The boys arrive and are ready to trounce Namor. Sue prevents a brawl by stating both parties must “honor the contract”.  Namor pays the FF the million dollars and returns to the sea.
·         Not a great issue and not a good portrayal of Namor. Only highlights were Ben’s despair over the loss of the Pogo plane, Ben’s excitement over being a “white knight” and a fun Ben-Namor brawl.
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demes-tumbled-sims · 5 years
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Avyan Immortal Dynasty, Chapter 2: Fisherman, Ahoy!
Introduction
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“Morning, Lara. Had fun?”
“Oh. You’re Johnny’s roommate.” She gives me a long up and down. I give her a grin; it’s never too early to start making friends, right? Sure, keeping them up is a bit of work, and you’re playing risky business, because people are chumps re: clinging to this mortal coil, but you need to chase what you can. Opportunity only knocks once unless you grab its hand and make it. And when you do that, they become more opportunities. And at the end of the day, everyone (well, everyone you gotta watch out for) wins. She does not catch my thoughts. “Is this going to be a problem?”
Oh, my sides.
“No, no, of course not. I’m not that kind of roommate. You do what you like about Zest. I’d offer coffee, but we’re on the cheap. Come back in...Oh, I dunno, maybe two days.” Today’s my day off, and I’m not at a level of my aspirations where I need a dinner party. So as much as I’d like to say I’m going to get one tonight, it’s time to be realistic. Actually, I’d like to see whether or not there’ll be a kid, so two days is about perfect.
Once she leaves, though, it’s time for me to people-hunt, because I’m going to need more than Zest for this -- he can run around and get me plants because I made puppydog eyes at and/or threaten him all day, but there’s bound to be some things I can make easier.
And that’s when I spot him. An old man. In overalls.
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Fisherman, ahoy! Not as good as one of those neighborhood gardener types, but I flag him down and dash towards him, because any free fish I can get are good fish. I practically shove the welcome wagon aside as I dash out --
“I’ll take care of these guys!” Zest cries after me. They’re a full day late, anyway.
“Hey! Can we talk? I’m Kestral.”
“Oh, sure! it’s not every day someone your age wants to talk to an old man like me. Gino’s the name. Gino Levin.”
“Cool, cool. Hey, listen, Gino -- can I call you Gino?” I have already ditched his last name entirely. “Are you happy? You look like an out-of-towner; you commute to fish?”
“I don’t mind the commute,” He says with a laugh. For an old guy, he talks pretty quickly, with some vim. He could last me a while. “It’s a bit of a challenge, gives me something to do!”
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And boom goes the dynamite. A door opens a little before me. I can get him, and then I’m home free on fishing for -- I dunno, a week, maybe? How old is he?
“A challenge, huh? You can do better than a commute, though!” I start, luring him in. “You need a real purpose, before it’s too late!”
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“Yeah! You’re right!” He got fired up pretty easily. I breathe a sigh of relief.
“I am right! You can --”
“Actually, I’ve got to go. Thanks for talking with me!”
Oh, come on! That’s not even fair!
I head back to the house, where I’ll call up that fisherman, because your girl is going to reel in this catch so she doesn’t have to worry about reeling in a catch! Meanwhile, true to his promise, Zest has been taking care of the welcome wagon.
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really taking care of one of them, anyway.
“Hey!  You’re a pretty girl -- you shouldn’t doubt yourself!” He’s explaining as I try and sort out the mob around me.
“Johnny, you flatter me,” Maaike says, in the tone that suggests that flattery, while somewhat misplaced, is not going to be disregarded. If you like having your ego boosted, just say so -- it’s what I do. To myself.
“Yeah, but I’m being serious! I know you can’t tell, but really!” He really does sound earnest, taking her hand and energetically sweeping her up to her feet. “Now, this is where, if I had a prop comedy thing, I’d tell you beauty is in the eye of the b-holder, but I’d have a B tucked away somewhere and give it to you. It’d be great.“
“But you don’t,” she says.
“But I don’t. It B-left me, so you’ll just have to B-lieve me.” When he says that, she gives one of those bursts of laughter that comes after a long pause, in which a rational person’s brain adjusts to the ridiculousness of things Zest is willing to say with nothing but a bright and earnest smile. “You’re smart, you’re funny, you’re awesome!”
“I think,” says Maaike, “That I’m smart enough to think you’re just trying to get with me.”
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“Nah! Well. Ok. Could you blame me?” He tried to find a way to buoy her up, and snaps his fingers. “I know! I’ll prove it; be my girlfriend!”
“...Well. Very well, then. We are to date!”
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It’s a very short walk to his bedroom from there. I asked him later if that was going to be a real thing -- by which I meant, a lasting thing.
“Well, it lasts as long as it lasts, but it probably won’t be the last.” He shrugged, in the future. “But I do like her, but I’m not sure if I’m ready for something super exclusive.”
he’s probably just caught in the moment. Like I hoped he would be.
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Not that I am not considering Ulrike, myself. An artsy type isn’t bad.
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“So, naturally, I’m expecting to knock out a couple of levels of kitchen work in my first week or so here, become a master chef and mixologist by the time I’m an adult, and just knock it all right out of the park, you know? But it’s not exactly a solo job.”
“Suuuurre.”
Pah. Whatever her skepticisms, there’s nothing a good cloudgazing can’t fix.
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Nothing charms and relaxes like lying on the ground with someone! For some reason. But at least Ulrike enjoys describing shapes for a while.
Once the Welcome Wagon goes home, I am left with Gino, who’s looking a little down.
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“Heeey, Gino. What’s up, old man?”
“...What if it is too late? I’m not spring chicken. All you young people, having love lives; having goals. The water never changes… I’m running out of time to be like that.” His shoulders sag and he smiles, full of regret.
Look, I intend a lot of things that happen. But this isn’t one of them. And I can’t abide giving up like that; I won’t accept it!
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“It’s not too late; it’s never too late!”
“But didn’t you say --”
“OK, there is a too late, but you’re alive right here, right now; you have an all.” I lean in and grab his arm just a little gently. “Look. If you’re lonely, come move in with us! It won’t be a grand life or anything (sorry about that, I’ll work on it), but every fish you can catch goes into building a big house for forever! And every angelfish you catch can [i]really count[/i]! Come on; whaddya say?”
“You got yourself a fisherman!”
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And so is added to the house Gino Levin (Oh, hey, I remembered after all), a Jealous, Active Bro. Odd for a fisherman, but what do I know? Like Zest, I’m not going to force him to change all his clothes. Maybe just a dapper suit. For when I have an occasion. Later, I’ll probably get… More proactive, as it were. Because I know that by the time I have kid who is old enough, fashions will have changed and everyone will have been absolutely smashed by the dumb outfit stick.
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But while he has not been catching me an angelfish, I was going forth and conquering. Winning the day. Getting my first promotion, as you do.
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I can spend most of my next morning skilling. What? This is skilling. I have to make drinks, and then the drinks are just sitting around, waiting to be drunk! That said, I’ll be glad when my aspiration lets me step back and practice bartending for a bit; easier to zone out and do for a long while. But while I need to, I can knock them out!
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Not that I don’t, when Zest gets invited out by Maaike, mind going out and spending a while in a nice pub.
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“You know, people say chickens are dinosaurs -- but aren’t you supposed to call things chicken, not the other way around?” What. Dude.
“Hm; you raise a point… Would the logical counter-chicken then be a dinosaur, or do we suppose dinosaurs cowards?”
He’s… kind of got a situation going. Of which he and his talk of dinosaurs remains completely and blissfully unaware.
But that’s his business; my business… Is with a familiar face.
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“Sweet, what a coinkidink!” She waves me down when I come in, and I take a seat across the table from her.
“Aren’t you supposed to live in San Myshuno? I know they have bars there.”
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“OK, while I love, love, loooove a good karaoke machine, you have to go out, experience new things, visit new places! That’s sort of my thought about all sorts of things -- about life, and about love, too!”
Oh. “So, you’re kind of a free spirit, huh?”  That’s what she wants… Do I take a different tack, then? Well, it’s not like me to worry about that; if that’s what I want to do, it’d be better to sweep her off her feet so hard she can’t think.
“Yup! I wouldn’t say I’d want to be a two-timer… But I wouldn’t want to get bored, either!” She smiles blithely… But after a moment, she gives me a glance. “Out to meet more people for your quest?”
“Kinda; I’d see what happens, anyway. Wish that lady would let me behind the bar…” I mean, wouldn’t that be fun? It’d be a step up from the porch.
“That’s lame! I’d like to try your drinks sometime.” She looks at my face for a second and stands up. “Hey, wanna see if I can’t kick your butt in foosball for a while?”
“I mean, I already know the answer; but it’ll be fun to prove it to you,” I answer graciously.
“You’re so mean!” She laughs regardless. “I’ll make you eat those words!”
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We just goofed around anyway; it was a fun match.
“Shame it doesn’t help much!” She commented as she spun a little guy around.
“Socializing helps, socializing helps. It’s all got to happen sometime.” I shrug.
“Well, it does help ms. go-getter not blow a gasket. You know what they say about all work and no play!” Her eyes lit up when she thought about that.
“You’ve got to hustle to make a dollar! Besides… You’re just trying to distract me so I won’t cream you.”
As for what Zest was up to… Mostly just chatting, I think? He might have played some Don’t Wake the Llama. Any hope of flirting with his girl was hard-stopped…
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By his other girl, who sulked -- he didn’t even give her a kiss hello! Because of his girlfriend, who he’s sensible enough to at least not flirt with in front of his side squeeze. Ah, Zest.
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“Booyah! Victory is mine! I warned you! Your girl does not lose!”
It was a good trip.
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survivormontenegro · 5 years
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Episode 4: "My meat shield cannot go to the butchers shop just yet." - Tom
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Okay HI I’m home from Georgia and I thought oh maybe I can relax SIKE. Now I have to meet 4 NEW PEOPLE. Ugh. I really hope we got whoever voted in the minority over on the other tribe, that sure would make it easier. I’m happy I’m here with Jules and JJ, they are 2 of my closest allies. I trust tom as well, he just doesn’t talk very much. This sounds bad but I really hope Alex gets taken out, he’s SUCH a good player. Anyways Johnny is playing champions and I hope you guys have a great night!
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UM HELLO.
Okay so first: I felt so bad voting out willow she was such a sweetheart. I even asked her if there was anything she wanted to do last minute but she didn't have a plan so we really had to let her go. I wanted to be her ally but all in all the connections I made outside of her paid off in a much more tangible way.
SECOND: THE SWAP. I aint about it. I think the newbies are gonna be fine or whatever.... but I was in SUCH a good spot in my tribe. Like lowkey I had an alliance (that lets be real was probably doomed to fail anyways lmao but thats fine) and then also I won that individual immunity. I think people really wanted to work with me no matter who they were!!! AND I WAS GONNA MILK THAT. But nowwww I have to make new relationships and win people over. PLUS the tribemates I am still with I didn't talk strategy with as much like Mo and Jones. They like me sure sure but we never talked about who was voting who, even though Alex and I helped each other.
Lastly: I don't have strong impressions of the newbies. Mitch was the first to say hi so thats sweet of him. Benj hasn't said too much to me. Noah seems fun (?) but also god knows he doesn't seem all that loyal oof
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Well, the Willow vote went according to plan. I knew she was voting me, she's such a sweet girl but everything was impossible to plan for when she wasn't around to talk about the comps. She kinda got defaulted into everything she did for the competitions. So, she had to go.
As far as the tribe swap goes, I'm really mad that I have to start all over on the new tribe with the idol search, so it kinda spooks me that I'm in a brand new tribe, with new idol information, and I probably don't have much of a chance.
Ali is someone that I was excited to be with, his meet the cast video was super endearingly messy and I just think he's so cute and wholesome. I love it. I've talked to him the most so far, and out of everyone from OG Budva, I think he's my guy. I enjoy him the most. Julie seems cool, I haven't talked to her much with the exception of calling her fucking GORGEOUS. (Sidenote, literally why am I so fucking shallow that the pretty people get the best edits in my confessionals?!?) Anyways, Julie seems super fun, she gave Jules a Tarot reading on call that was super cute. Jason & Ian haven't talked much, but they seem cool as well. Ian is into gaming, and it sounds like we play similar games, so I think we can bond based off of that really well.
Tom scares me, he's really cute and really fun to talk to, and I know he's with me 100%, but he doesn't want to work with people from our tribe. I might be forced to do things to appease him, or kick him out earlier than I'd like to. I remember us briefly talking about my plan I "jokingly" suggested throwing the comps if OG Durmitor was in the majority, and he was saying he didn't want to because he'd be stupid to work with OG Durmitor in the long run. So I think I need to start building game relationships with OG Budva fast so it gives me options on what I'd like to do.
I spoke briefly with Julia (Wow I got her name wrong every fucking time during my last confessional I'm so sorry sweets.), when I asked her about who she thinks the other person who voted for Mitch might be, she mentioned Ali's name. Who is somebody I'd really like to work with anyways, and I find him really cute. I'm going to have a call with Jules, and see where her head is at, and spill some of this tea as Brigade members. Let's see how things go.
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Okay SO much has happened and I'm writing this on my phone, on the bus so get ready for messy grammar eek!
My game got a real ego check last round. Like I really thought I was doing #that and had a chance of winning immunity, when I really was out second. Like... idk what good game I thought I was playing but it was defo non-existent. Jared went home which was ugly but necessary and I swapped away from Michael/Mitch/Noah which I wanted since they were the bottom 3 of my list HSJDKDK. I feel bad for Benj tho, stuck with them eek! I really hope me and him reunite ahh!
Okay so my tribe. I have so many thoughts, like so many. I'll break it down person by person.
Ian: I like 100% dont trust him. I've been confessing for ages about how much I think he is the biggest threat and the immunity challenge totally confirmed that. He has not gotten as far in games as he has for no reason, I've been onto his game for a while and I'm totally over his shenanigans.
Jason: this ties into julia and ian too, but I'm sure the three of them were and are in an alliance. Like 100% sure. Which is worrying for this swap tribe because i think I could easily be the most expendable for the Budva people so yikes. I am scared of him too, like him and Ian are so scary it's really worrying
Julia: I dont know what to think of her. Like I really trust her and really wanna work with her, but I feel she has allies (i.e. Ian and Jason that she values much higher than me). I really want to work with her, like so bad. I want Ian and Jason out so I can make that happen. I LOVE her tho.
okay now we come onto the dormitor (spelling?) people where I think I have real, real options.
Jules: A LEGEND ON EARTH. I LOVE THEM SO MUCH AND AM SO HAPPY WE ARE TOGETHER. I AM SO EXCITED TO WORK WITH JULES. I think between me and jules we could get a really cute cross tribe thing going, the future is BRIGHT.
Evan: he seems SO sweet, like I've probs spoken to him the least, but he seems SO nice and wholesome. Jules holds a super high opinion of him and what jules says, goes.
Thomas: I was SO worried about swapping with him... but I think it could work? Like I really really want him to vote me out and get revenge for legacy, like that would be SO karmic and good. But he seems to want to work with me and I'm down! He is a king so I'd love to stick with him
JJ: he is... wild. He was super nice to me so I dont wanna be that guy that is negative, but he is a LOT hsjssksk. He reminds me a lot of Jared, like a lot of crackhead energy and I could easily see him try and play everyone. It sounds like from Jules he could be the one that dormitor would vote out so that's a good sign.
Anyway my plan? to vote off Ian and then JJ. like if I had to rank the tribe, I'd say:
Jules > Julia > Thomas > Evan > Jason > Ian > JJ
like I actually get a much better vibe from most of the dormitor people, and like... I think I'm down the flip, since I dont trust Ian at ALL. there are two ways I could see it working, either I convince Jules/Evan/Thomas to flip on JJ if we lose sending him out, and then work with them to vote Ian the following round. Or... and this plan is cracked. I think Ian and Jason could be willing to sacrifice me tbh (and Julia too unfortunately), so... I could get Jules to get them all to vote me too, so its 7-1 and then I idol out either JJ or Ian, probs Ian so that I could hopefully get the rest to flip on JJ the following round? idk yet shsjdk
but in general? Last round and the swap gave my game the kick it needed. I was playing really passively and had let myself be an outsider who delusionally thought they were central to the game. I have a fire now. I dont trust anyone from OG Budva really except for Julia and Benj, and it's time for me to put in work and gain control of the game.
The dream is a cross tribe alliance of me, jules, thomas, julia and evan but idk how feasible that is tbh. I just dont ever want to feel as passive and not in control as I did last round. That's never, ever happening again.
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*SWAP STRATEGY*
- Can I just say I don't get a good vibe from ANYONE that swapped to Budva from Dirtmitor (I know I'm spelling it wrong) - There's no way we're winning this challenge since we don't even have a song yet and our editor... doesn't know how to edit - SO, my plan is to have one of two things happen: 1. Convince someone on Dirtmitor to flip so the vote's 5-3 2. Create paranoia about an idol and convince Dirtmitor to split the vote so it's 4-2-2 - If can can get either of those things to happen, we throw every single challenge and wipe out the remaining Dirt people and head into a 12 person merge with an 8-4 advantage - Also... this stops any Budva at the Dirt tribe from trying any funny business (flipping)
I'm still desperate for an idol btw. For some reason I think Jared had it and now it's rehidden back at the end of the bridge.
I need to start picking my game up. Up until this point it's been solely about maintaining the relationships I've had from day one. This swap worked out kind of perfectly for me in terms of who I swapped with. All 3 of the Golden Girls stuck together and Ali and I have been fostering a good relationship game-wise that I want to keep going. I can see myself being a target for the Dirt people but I don't see any of the OG Budva flipping yet, let alone on me. So now I feel like I need to focus more on setting up my game for the merge and ideally? I go in with as many near-guaranteed numbers as possible. And the best way to set up for that is taking out numbers I know I don't have now.
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okay JJ is annoying me now. he is like... threatening me? he is telling me someone is saying stuff that makes me look super shady, but not knowing details. he is telling me it could get gross for me but he is looking out for me.
like... i'm not gonna be super negative, because like... maybe its true and someone is spreading dirt about me. but alternatively, this is.... a really blunt and see through attempt to cause divisions and i'm not gonna tolerate it. like i'll reserve judgement till i hear him out, but like...
i said this in my host chat, but like I really really do not appreciate someone threatening me and lauding the power they have over me the way he is, like he thinks he is being super super subtle, but this is just a blatant attempt to cause distrust and a mess.
i'm in my feelings and i don't know what to do. I don't trust JJ or Ian, and wanna reclaim power by sending them both out of here.
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(This is about to be like 4 confessionals in a row, just separating them into paragraphs)
Okay so first off wtf is with that challenge results we just posted. Like okay sure i  kinda knew i was near the bottom of the tribe but definitely not fucking second last.... anyways i also have no clue how fucking caeleb like caeleb really?! he came second?! and EVAN WON.....like evan is kinda pissing me off on how good of a social game he is playing because of his "I'm only 15, im cute innocent and i want to be your little brother" like bitch no you can step back for a second if you are going to play it like that. I wont be letting him slip through my fingers that easy!
Anyways now onto the tribe swap im kinda happy with the people i ended up with i feel like if i ended up with alex, mo, caeleb i would've most likely cried. Anyways i am really glad im on a tribe with ali right now because we have played pretty much a full season together before and we worked very well until he got sneaky sneaky and voted me out to win the game but thats okay ill keep a close eye on him. Jules and Evan arent people that im too excited to be on a tribe with however this could be my time to take evan out now whilst i have the chance.....
Okay so like JJ is being a fucking idiot right now, like please put some tape on your mouth, shove a goana in your mouth i dont care. This man thinks he is fucking houdini or something, please sit back down and stop trying to manipulate Ali and Julia to flip on Jason and Ian..... like sure we can try to subtly make them flip but this man says he has a whole shit tonne of tea that he is going to manipulate and "put an ice inbetween that 4" like girl no you wont you will just make yourself threat number 1. My meat shield cannot go to the butchers shop just get, i would like to be the butcher to cut him further into the game.
Also like honestly Jules, JJ and Evan are ridiculously stupid if they think I, ME, TOM, THOMAS ALBERTS is going to rocks for ANYONE in this game. I am happy go lucky about this original durmitor chat but i will not be risking my game for any of them....
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Ok so Jared went home 7-2 which is kinda sad because I do think he trusted me and all but he really dug himself a grave that i couldn’t help him get out.
Things that were interesting for that tribal. Mitch thinks me, him and Noah are on the bottom because I acted that I only heard Noah was the vote. Second there was another vote for Mitch and I thought it was Noah, and when I talked to him, he assumed I was the other vote and he switched his vote the last minute. I didn’t have time to tell him that I voted Jared too because we fuxking swapped.
I AM LAUGHING AT THIS SWAP. Who do I got remaining on the new Budva tribe? Jason? Julia? Ali? UGH FAVES!! I am close with Ali and I’m aligned with Julia and Jason. Jason worked hard on Ali to flip on the Jared vote and Ali like shares me info that I already know ahsjdjd so I’m just going to continue playing dumb and sidekick because literally it’s what got me far in this game. BUT OF COURSE I AM CHANGIING THINGS UP BECAUSE LIKE I’VE LOST 2 TIMES WITH THAT STRATEGY SO SOME CHANGES ARE NEEDED.
Anywho we get newcomers JJ, Jules, Evan and Tom. We all went on call as a new tribe except Evan because he sleepin and discussed sun signs and astrology.
Jules - barely talked too but she seems sweet?? Evan - umm he’s kinda weird asking about facts about myself lol JJ - he seems funny to talk to ON CALL. Through messaging, idk he seems shady? Tom - I’ve just started talking to him but I am a slave to Aussie accents so hopefully I can get in with him.
Right now I’m feeling there’s a huge chance we will lose immunity because hello Alex on the other tribe and Jules, who is the only one who have at least a background on editing is unable to do it atm. So yeah, my plan rn is try and become close with Tom because he and I on roughly the same timezone. Worst case scenario is we do go to tribal and we end up 4-4 and boom rocks. Not very ideal rn.
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Ok I’m a bit pissed that they did not stick with Fergie songs?? I was ready to bust out a suit for the glamorous.
I won’t be shocked if we end up loosing this challenge because umm hello Alex is in the other tribe. We’re just gonna be unique with our presentation and hopefully Tom and Julia can make it pretty enough to win.
Honestly this new tribe is SO deadzzz. These new people are probably weary of us 4 og budva or they’re just so quiet?? Julia has JJ telling her he doesn’t want it to be Budva vs Durmitor but idk y’all being so deadzzz that it may go that way.
Jason wants to like throw the upcoming challenges if we survive this deadlock and like I’m not all for it. It’s risky but the merit is it weakens og Durmitor but there’s still the risk of an idol. I mean I can’t say that idea never occurred to me but these new people (mainly JJ and Evan) are just a bit difficult to talk to lol
I have not even have a long convo with Jules so I can’t say much about her.
I have become a bit close with Tom. And I wanna work with him, but I checked that list challenge and judging that it looks like he is close with JJ? And like I might wanna target jj because he really shady with Julia. I just wanna say to Tom I wanna work with you but like ugh it’s quite difficult really. I JUST WANT AN AUSSIE ALLY OKAY.
I feel like we lost immunity so rn og budva baes needs to come up with a plan to get one of these Durmitor out. Preferably Evan hehehe
Apparently JJ likes Julia for them to go on call and tell stuff to one another. Right now, JJ says there was this big majority alliance on og Budva that had me and Jason as the head of it. Wow I can’t believe I’m in an alliance that I had no idea about. Well I am aligned with Jason but literally there was no big ass allianceon og budva, it was just mob rule or whatever. Apparently Evan told JJ about this info so like where the fuck did Evan get that crackpot idea lol
I came up with an elaborate plan in which Julia goes along with this majority alliance on og budva that supposedly had me, mitch, Jason, Michael, benj and Ali. However, Ali was not really into the alliance at all so Julia and Ali act all wish washy and willing to flip to get Durmitor to split there votes because Julia told jj that the budva idol was already found.
So rn I’m acting all shady towards Tom telling him I’m all alone, with the hopes of him already knowing about this supposed big alliance on og budva for him to think I’m shady as fuck. Jason is also acting shady as fuck to JJ so they think one of us do in fact have the idol and they do split their votes. In doing so, we budva baes collectively vote either Jules or Evan out.
That’s assuming the plot fucking works. I literally don’t know if it works, or we fucking tie or go to rocks or someone on my team fucking flips. I don’t know what’s gonna happen and honestly I’m just waiting for this round to be over. If Durmitor calls our bluff and ties our 4 votes then may the odds be ever in Budva’s favor. If they actually split the votes woot woot and if someone flips on og budva then big fuck you.
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Okay so like how did i get onto a tribe with an astrology freak in jules, and an actual crazy person in JJ... like idk what i did in my past tumblr survivor life to deserve this. Julia has put a hex on me in this game to be trapped with them...
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Ok so I just got off call with Evan ahsjdiff
Like first off I fucking messed up with lying lol Evan asks me who do I think was the other vote for Mitch. I told him it was me and he said he thought it was Ali. LOL MESSED UP. So I immediately backtracked and said I misheard him and tell him it was Ali. Lol idk if it was believable but whew I’m a flop.
Here’s the hot tea tho. Evan tells me that he wants me, tom and Jason to come together because he thinks jj, jules, Julia and Ali are forming a foursome. He tells me that Julia told JJ that the Budva idol has been found which I knew. And that JJ is targeting myself and Jason.
Right now, the picture the Budva Baes is trying to paint is working?? Durmitor thinks Julia and Ali are on the outs of what was a majority alliance on Budva. Now here’s the bit tricky part, Evan wants us four to vote for either Julia or Ali because that supposed foursome is splitting the vote on me and Jason That’s a red flag because it would be losing a Budva Bae. Now Evan also added if Julia and Ali are just bulshitting JJ then JJ would be voted out.
I don’t know what to make of this convo. This could be Evan luring me into a trap or what but right now this is interesting.
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(again with 7 confessionals in a row and Tom not condensing his thoughts....)
Okay so this music video challenge is generally really exciting however my tribe chose TIK TOK?! has the song, like okay thats just fucking stupid y'all really want a chance to win this damn challenge or not....YOU CANT DANCE TO THIS SONG IDIOTS. This is going to be filled with seizure dancing and sober dancing in a club aka awkward
This is honestly such an effort, i hate being a marathon running player like why cant this be 3.9 days worth of survivor and i can sprint my way to the winners club....jokes im already in there
Okay so I just called JJ because like whatever i need a social game and he is a mess so he will be my meat shield but like his mum starts coming on call and interrupting saying like how she loves my accent, how she wants to hug a koala and like talking about australian slang like please woman step aside! I am talking to your lunatic son i cant deal with two of you. THEN HIS BROTHER OR DAD IDK WHICH ONE DECIDES TO COME ON CALL AND TALK ABOUT DORITOS LIKE PLEASE STOP. It was a 58 minute torture call So Ian just sent in his music video clip and i... just cant... poor ian like he looks like his hands were having a seizure through the whole video and a broom up his ass because he was so stiff please stop.....but i guess good on him for giving it his best shot.
Ugh this is honestly just depressing what are these music videos, not even if we had alex on this tribe we would fucking win...I told them that it wasnt a good song to pick, so far we've seen Ian and now we see Ali who is fliming a music called Tik Tok featuring Ali's Giraffe Neck.... sweetie we dont want to see your fucking roof, youre supposed to be dancing!
I surely cannot be a straight male on this tribe and be the most extra person for this music video challenge
Ian is so controversial he told me we have a straight person connection and straights are a hate crime in this community. love him but OOOOOOOOOF
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So im on a new tribe, its kinda a disaster idk what I said here last time but to recap
Ali found the idol, which is cool I trust him the most so I hope its like sharing I wont tell a soul but still a lil bummed since I got sooo many more steps than him haha. being swapped away from him is terrible :((( miss him and I hope hes doing well over there... king
For the last vote it was so awk cuz we didn't want jared to expose our alliance so we had one of us vote mitch (me) thinking noah would also vote him, and then it was 7-2 lmao and I come out of an exam on a new tribe so cant ask ali what happened, I have no clue if mitch knows it was me im just acting clueless. and I feel terrible cuz hes one of my og favs from that tribe
so im swapped with the person I voted, the person we were gonna pin that vote on noah LMAO, and Michael who I barely talk to wish I got ali and ian kings ughh I feel so lonely lol
and on top of that the only person I knew prior to the game willow got out, im devastated ugh we never have gotten to play together properly before so that sucks
BUT.... I have one saving grace.... guacamole jones. I had a small connection w her cuz I hosted her on a fb org but she was the 1st boot lmao so we barely got to talk and im so happy shes on this tribe I love her omg. I also really like caeleb and alex both are cool so far
so honestly? I kinda wanna work w the other tribe more than my original ones LOL. none of them even talk game w me until 1 hour before deadline so ya ill flip idc. but idek if that's possible cuz I think jones and mitch are friends from kochang, and she hosted noah in Algonquin, so maybe that just leaves Michael? I also needa talk to mo more cuz ik they were friends in celestial. yes ive done my stalking of the cast LMAO or atleast tried.
SO YA. Im just gonna approach jones and say I wanna work w her and.. hope it works cuz probably the other old budvas will vote me or smth
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Okay so for this vote its pretty 4-4 honestly like old Durmitor vs Budva, and JJ thinks this game is easy enough that he is going to split budva against each other and pit ali/julia vs jason/ian.... saying how he has this master plan and i literally responded with such a sarcastic comment that he took seriously "Why r u so smart".
He proceeds to tell me his whole history online, "I've been doing this for 8 years, 2 years on ROBLOX (FUCKING ROBLOX), 6 years on TENGAGED (FUCKING TENGAGED) and first year as an orger.
WELL SWEETIE YOU HAVE A LOT TO LEARN QUICLKY IF YOU THINK ROBLOX AND TENGAGED ARE GONNA HELP YOU IN THIS HARD ASS GAME PLATFORM
Someone please tell him that, roblox is like preschool, tengaged is like year 3 and tumblr survivor is UNIVERSITY....
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So I'm sitting here, Ke$ha's face on my titties. Doing this music video challenge, a bitch like me really worked up a sweat. And I only sweat, on one side of my head.
As far as the game is going, this twist is really activating my inner demon, and I'm causing so much buffoonery. Everyone is talking about rocks, so I'm trying my best to make sure that doesn't happen. I know for a fact that I'm outplaying everyone this round. First, I prevented a gross game of telephone from occurring between Ali & Julia, Julia claimed that Ali might have voted for Mitch, but she very obviously didn't care whether he did or not. I felt like that could have easily been twisted by a diff OG Budva, or a OG Durmitor, into something where Ali would go after Julia, so preventing that has built a semi stable gaming relationship with the two of them. The goal here is to flip them over to our side. Julia has also told me that the Budva idol had already been claimed when she reached the end of the bridge. While Ali spilled to me that there's a large Budva alliance that he wasn't invited into. Using this as leverage, I'm going to attempt to have my old tribe, plus Julia and Ali split our votes 3-3 on Jason and Ian. Jason has also hmu, talking about the vote. We came to the conclusion together that the vote would come down to rocks, in which case. We'd like to be safe, so we agreed to tell our alliances to vote for each other, OG Budva votes JJ, OG Durmitor votes Jason. Which becomes a test, because if Jason tells Ali or Julia to vote for me, I would hope they'd come talk to me about it, if they don't? 4 votes go on Jason. If both of them tell me about it, we proceed with the 3-3-2 split idea, if only one tells me about it, we vote 5-3 on IAN so Jason doesn't have an idol played on him, and if neither of them tell me, we split 4 on me 4 on Jason. To keep me safe. Big risk, big reward baby.
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So there is a chat consisting of Jules JJ Evan and Myself "OG Durmitor" and JJ the puppet master decided to organise a team meeting which i couldnt attend too but ok, anyways they went on call and i asked JJ what the plan was he told me;
1.) Bring Ali & Julia together 2.) Bring them to me. 3.) Split the votes 3-3 on Ian & Jason
Like cool but why are we bringing them to you? like sorry im not playing your game here but the real thing is
Evan messaged me being like can you call... we need to discuss what happened on that call because he is sketched out. He said that there was more to it than JJ said in the chat, and thats why he wants to talk to me. He says he has a bad feeling and he will explain it over call.....so i get home eventually and it turns out he is asleep and that he will call me in 7 hours
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Oh hi I’m anxious as all fuck. Since it’s 4 vs 4. We may not even be going to tribal. All it takes is one person to flip and I’m planning on staying loyal to my og tribe.
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okay so i have a lot to confess about, i'm in my feelings all over the shop and wanna vote everyone out except for Jules, Julia & Thomas.
i'm like really embarassed about this round. like this is so dumb, but i looked so stupid in our video, like i look like an actual robot and i hate myself NNNN. I'm like insecure at the best of times so i'm like... ahhhHhhHHh about the video, i literally can't even watch it, i hate myselfffffff. i look like a gremlin because i tried to like... rough and post party stuff but i just look ugly and disgusting nnn. i'mma stop this here because its gonna be a lot of self negativity but this challenge does not play well with my insecurities NNNNNNNN
in other news. my tribe are all trying to do 4 vs 4 and its driving me crazy. Thomas seems to be the only one on this planet. I really want to get a cross-tribe alliance going of some sort, but Julia is reluctant (because a) its risky, b) she is evidently closer to ian and jason than I am.  Im also facing an unexpected difficulty, which is Jules. I wanna work with them SO BAD, but like... the tribe dynamics are like... weirdly getting in the way? Like Thomas/Evan and Jules/JJ are becoming the two pairs which is SO wild to me, and I want JJ out of here, while Jules is seemingly quite expendable to Thomas?
My dream alliance would be Thomas, Jules, Julia & I, but I don't know if I can make that work, Thomas and Evan are too close grrrr. In other news, I'm like... really trying with JJ, because he means well, but... I'm finna snap KASJDFLASFLJKSA.
like... i have never met anyone who plays the game like he does. and like... i know i'm a crap player, probs the worst on our tribe but the level to which he underestimates is like...oof. Like he thinks he has done this mastermind manipulation to get me onside, when it was the most transparent thing I've like... literally ever seen. I'd like... lowkey love to write his name asap.
for tonight's vote... there are a couple of potential plans:
- Split Votes: Either 3-3 or 4-2, but splitting the votes between Jason/Ian, with maybe Jules, JJ or Evan getting their votes. The plus to this is it potentially removes Ian who I want out of here so badly because he is playing too well. The minus is it makes me and Julia super reliant on Thomas/Evan, or even JJ/Jules, whoever tries to pick us up. I think if I could convince Julia... I'd probs be down, worst comes to it, I just play my idol the following round
- Fake Vote Split: We tell them me and Julia will split votes with them, but then vote with Jason and Ian making our 4 versus their divided votes. Problems with this is it alienates Thomas/JJ/Evan/Jules (whichever three stay), but it puts us in the majority and in a comfortable spot. I don't know if I'm down for this plan really?
- 4-4 vote, either Thomas or Julia & I flip on the revote. This... could be an idea. I feel like its the kind of vanilla option, and I don't care who I flip on.
My ideal bootlist for the tribe would be: JJ > Ian > Jason > Evan if we do have to go to four tribals. I really like Thomas for having his head screwed on, Julia for being iconic and Jules for being a legend.
Summary: I'm tired, this challenge made me feel ugly, gross and like a freak, if JJ threatens my game again I will snap, people need to risk more, this vote is going to be a mess.
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I don't like how ~quiet~ it can be before tribal. I'm already a scaredy cat person don't push my ANXIETY buttons.
First, here's how I am hoping tonight might go down (if we go to tribal ofc). I am hoping that the Durmitor OGs all vote Noah; I think Michael is voting Noah if Alex is being trustworthy; I kinda spilled it to Mitch because I thought Jones was talking to him so he might vote Noah. That leaves pretty much everyone voting Noah except Benj, and he's in my pocket so I don't think theres any conspiracy from him trying to do something crazy. He told me that I might be his saving grace and he said he wants to vote either micheal or Noah and I said that sounds good. I don't want to make it tooooo obvious that he's in my corner so I didn't tell him that Noah is the vote. That leaves: 6-7 votes Noah, 0-1 votes Micheal, and then whoever Noah wants out which might honestly be me because I haven't talked to him much.
Second, here's what I am afraid of. Everything that I just mentioned above is what Noah wants to do but to me, using my own tribe. If he can get Michael and Mitch to vote me and then also Mo and Jones to vote me (which could happen because sadly they got to see that they were at the bottom of that immunity list) then thats already 5. Alex might be told just so he's in the loop and Benj, who I think I can trust, might not even be included because he's already said he's on the outs and therefore I never catch wind. OR AM I BEING PARANOID?
HEHEHEHEHEOGHSOND all in all both make sense to me so my best hope is for immunity.
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okay im on call with Jules, JJ and Julia. TOO MANY J NAMES, the crackheadery of Js is still around...
I... want to vote JJ out, but I want Jules on side. I just wanna vote out Ian and JJ, and I truly do not care about the order. Maybe if we vote Ian with them tonight, and then... ugh.
I just want to vote out Ian, JJ and Evan. All three can go. I want an alliance of Thomas, Jules, Julia and I. THAT'S ALL I WANT BUT JULES TRUSTS EVAN AND JULIA DOESN'T TRUST THOMAS.
ugh... we NEED to win challenges, like 100% I wanna avoid tribal as much as humanly possible. I just wanna merge with Tom, Julia and Jules. other four can go byebye.
i need to like... de-fibrillate thomas, he needs to like connect! to! Julia!
he is such a king but i'm worried he is gonna end up being the vote in upcoming rounds, like MESSSSSSS. in other news, me and julia are gonna call about the vote and figure it out because we are in a really tough spot AHH.
i just... wanna... vote JJ... out HNNNGH. like its enuf. can the universe just intervene and let me leave this swap tribe with jules, tom and julia on side? that's ALL I WANNTTTTTT
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Omg so my tribe finally made an alliance chat
a little too late I already made deals with jones and caeleb so
I mean they are all nice but I don't talk to them much except mitch and hes not the vote so
time to flip? I think so JKDJF
I loves jones and caeleb already after 2 days so idk it feels right but maybe dumb but idc ive never been much of a betrayer in orgs before so this is a fun change hehehe
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Apparently Noah threw my name out which is making me anxious of course. I’m not ready to be voted out yet, I still have stuff to prove to myself. So all I can do is hope that either we won the challenge or people keep their word.
VL: I like how one person throws out my name and I’m already packing my bags and screaming. If this is my last day I had a lot of fun and I wish I got to play more.
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This may or may not be my last confessionals because I’m in danger lol
So I went on call with Tom, he told me that Evan is wavering on the idea he told me and I’m not shock tbh. He also told me that I’m going to be the one getting the og Durmitor votes. FUN. He did told me that he was going to flip on the revote. However he was still on the assumption that we were voting for Jules, so after discussing it with budva baes, I told him we were voting for JJ. He was shocked but he still said he was still going through with the flip. I’m really putting my trust on Tom here and I’m scared tbh. From what I heard while he played Socotra and MB he was sneaky but I really hope he fucking flips. I HOPE NO ONE FUCKING FLIPS ON ME. Except they’re maybe coaxing me to believing I’m getting votes to misplay my supposed idol which i don’t have and they throw their votes at Jason.
Ugh lol I did not imagine getting votes this early but it is what is and It has been a crazy ride tbh. Tom you better flip or I’m going to scream. No one better flip on og budva or I’m going to cry :((
Here’s some extra tea, Ali told us that Jules is really sketched out of JJ so there’s also that potential flipper??? Honestly I just want this round to be over! Ugh please let this vote work in our favor
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VL I like how one person throws out my name and I’m already packing my bags and screaming. If this is my last day I had a lot of fun and I wish I got to play more.
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okay lay dees... i think i did something!
JJ is (99%) outta here!! Jules owns this ENTIRE ass, like... Jules. is. a. LEGEND.
What's tough is like... I really don't know if this is even in Jules' interest? Like I love her, and am going to FIGHT to protect her, but JJ LOVES her and is on her side? Like I don't know if this is smart for her.
I feel like... I finally did stuff, I helped convince Jules to flip (and Tom if we had to revote) and got our vote off Jules despite Julia wanting to not vote JJ. Like... me and Julia were in a swing spot, and we carved our own option.
I really. really. really. want an alliance of me, Julia, Tom & Jules. That would make all my dreams come true. I want that + Benj to be the final five to be honest. I haven't confessed about Benj in ages but I MISS HIM, I hope is surviving with all the crackheads from the Budva tribe.
I have a cracked hope. I kind of hope JJ pulls out an idol, and idols out Ian? Like then he is the obvious vote the next time, and me/Jules/Tom/Julia can keep it pushing.
im just... omg that this is happening. JJ, if you are reading this post season, my confessionals about you haven't been like... the nicest and I am genuinely super sorry. Its undeniable you have good intentions and mean well, but as people... idk if we vibe as much as you think we do, and like you somewhat overplayed your hand, which is why you are going home.
i mean its possible that you are just playing us all, and I'm outta here, which good for you woo! i'm not a threat at all woo, but congrats on the blindside. also idk if i ever confessed about this, but i asked Tom if he is related to Caeleb and they aren't (even tho they still look related).
also i'm telling tom jules is flipping on 5 mins, i don't want him left out since he is an AUSTRALIAN KING AND I WANNA STICK WITH HIM EVEN THO I'M HNNGH.
next round... i might have to persuade julia to flip on ian and jason... EEEK! stay tuned...
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Budva tried to pull some cracked ass shit while I was getting my bread
More to come
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