An Unexpected Confession {Marcus Pike x F! Reader}
Summary: Marcus Pike is dreading returning home for the holidays. Dreading the inevitable questions about his non-existent and frankly sad love life. But an unexpected confession from his best friends little sister changes things.
Info: Reader has no physical descriptions other than having hair please note that she as referred to Bunny - her childhood nickname - multiple times throughout the story.
Warnings: Legal age gap, fluff, Oral (Fem receiving), Some flirty texting, Phone sex, Masturbation (M&F), Unprotected sex, Creampie, Mentions of food, Eating, Little bit of controlling parentage, Mentions of terrible Hallmark movies and a VERY cheesy ending.
Word Count: 10,000+ (Yeah this one got away from me a little).
A/N: Marcus Pike might be my kryptonite. I absolutely struggled with this one. I love this character, I love canon Marcus and Fanfic Marcus and trying to do him justice and failing absolutely terrified me. This is the first time I've successfully finished writing a Marcus Pike fic and I really hope you all enjoy it.
Thank you to my gorgeous beta @wheresarizona for beta’ing and being so wonderfully supportive.
Thank you to @whataperfectwasteoftime @honestly-shite @theewokingdead and @ezrasbirdie for being so lovely and supportive and keeping me motivated.
He sat for a few minutes, rubbing his palms against his jean-clad thighs. The sound of his fellow passengers scrambling to get off the plane made him roll his eyes. Four days. Just four days at home. He could do this.
Before he knew it, he’d be back on the plane and ready to return to DC, he just needed to get Thanksgiving at home over and done with.
He stood slowly and pulled his backpack from the overhead compartment before swiftly exiting the plane and making his way into the airport and down to collect his rental car.
Four days at home with his parents and siblings, their partners, and their kids. It would be nice, he reasoned with himself, he hadn’t met his youngest brother's new baby yet, and it would be lovely to spend time with his newest niece.
He’d barely gotten into his rental when his phone began to ring, and he grinned at the name flashing up on his phone.
“You keeping tabs on me?” he chuckled into the phone as his best friend Mike instructed him to meet him at a bar instead of going straight to his parent's house.
“A beer sounds great,” Marcus says as he buckled his seatbelt, “Text me the address, and I’ll come straight over.”
*
The bar was new, sleek, and modern. It was situated in the same spot where Marcus’ parents took him shoe shopping for years as a child. It seemed that every time he returned home, more and more had changed and became even more unrecognizable.
“Pike!” He heard from the corner of the bar, and he couldn’t stop the huge grin from spreading across his face, “Get your ass over here.”
He quickly pulled his friend in for a hug and greeted a few others he hadn’t seen or spoken to in a while. Marcus took the time to catch up and chat quietly with each of them, and before he knew it, one beer had turned into several.
After a while, they had been joined by Mike's dad, who was thrilled to see Marcus again, and he’d suggested they take it back to his house for a few more beers and some takeout pizza. An idea that went down very well with all the guys.
It was dark by the time they made it back to the Anderson household. All cars were left in the bar parking lot as they scrambled into the back of a few cabs after coming to the sensible conclusion that they were all too drunk to drive.
*
Snuggled up in your bed, you heard the commotion downstairs and rolled your eyes. With your container of Chinese food comfortably nestled in your lap, and an oversized glass of wine in your hand, you giggled at what would most definitely be a messy evening downstairs and resumed your Netflix marathon.
Blissfully unaware that the man you’d harboured a massive crush on for years was having the time of his life in your kitchen - the man that had no clue that you were madly in love with him and still referred to you as your childhood nickname, Bunny.
*
The next morning rolled around quickly, you’d slept better than you had in weeks, and you quickly dove back into the same routine you’d lived for years.
The first few weeks were tougher than you’d imagined they’d be, returning home after graduating college. You’d studied Criminology and Criminal Justice at A&M University, and the only job offers you’d had so far were out of state, and your parents weren’t happy about you leaving Texas. You missed the freedom you had living in your own apartment and being able to come and go as you pleased.
But you knew you had the next few hours to yourself, the rest of the house still sleeping soundly, you climbed out of bed and made your way downstairs. Stomach rumbling with excitement for the pancakes you were about to indulge in.
Slipping into the kitchen, you switch the radio on before turning your attention to preparing the batter. Grabbing it all out of the pantry and placing it on the countertop. You took a large handful of chocolate chips and start to pop them into your mouth whilst beginning to measure out the ingredients.
*
The soft humming of the music pulls him from his slumber, his head pounding as a consequence of the countless beers he’d consumed the night before.
“Fuck,” he mumbles as he pulls himself upright, still dressed in the same clothes as the day before. He stands up and follows the music in his search for a much-needed glass of water.
He stumbles, almost choking on the air at what greets him in the kitchen.
You’re still leaning over the counter, measuring out some milk as he enters, the music drowning out his footsteps. He’s greeted by the sight of your barely covered ass, wiggling along to the music as your too-tight t-shirt continues to rise up over your hips.
His cock throbs in his pants at the sight of you, feeling himself growing harder and harder and having to pull at the front of his jeans to readjust himself. Guilt rises from the pit of his stomach as he realizes that he’s growing hard over his best friend's sister.
His best friend’s not-so- little sister.
You took a step back, and he clears his throat to announce his presence, the gasp that left your throat was much louder than you could have expected as you spun around to see Marcus standing awkwardly in the doorframe.
Your cheeks heat with embarrassment as you start apologizing profusely.
“Hey,” he soothed, putting his hands up in a placating gesture, “I should have said something sooner. I just didn’t want to startle you.”
“I didn’t know you were here,” you say a little too quickly back.
“Yeah. I uh-” he scratched at the back of his neck, “Met your brother and your dad for a few drinks, and they turned into a few more.”
“Oh,” you reply, pulling at the threadbare t-shirt you’re wearing and immediately realizing just how exposed you are, “Shit. I didn’t..”
“It’s okay,” he says with a slight chuckle, “I didn’t know either. I’ll let you finish up.”
“Do you want some?” You ask as he turns on his heel.
He raises an eyebrow, and you push again, “Some pancakes? Chocolate chip?” You ask as you force down a giggle.
“I love chocolate chip,” he says with a grin. “Sounds great.”
“Cool.”
You pop down to the guest bathroom and pull on the robe hanging from the back of the door before bouncing back into the kitchen, and you see Marcus setting the table. Pouring out two glasses of orange juice as you start frying up the pancake batter.
You place the large stack on a plate and grab the maple syrup from the pantry and butter from the fridge before taking a seat in front of him.
“Help yourself,” you say with a shy smile before bouncing back up and out of your chair. “I almost forgot.”
You rifle through one of the drawers and pull out a small bottle of Advil and place it in front of him, seeing him blush pink before offering you a smile of gratitude.
“So how’s college, bunny?” He asks with a wink after taking two pills, and you groan in response.
“Bunny? Really?” You ask, and he laughs back at you.
“It suits you. Always has. Always bouncing around like a little bunny, it’s cute.”
“It’s childish,” you say before shoving a forkful of pancakes in your mouth and swallowing quickly. “You know I’m not a child anymore?”
He swallows at your admission and fights back the urge to tell you he knows. Instead, he just takes a few more bites of his pancakes and sips his orange juice.
“I graduated,” you say before taking a small sip of your own drink, “Got a few job offers. One in California, was offered something in Montana, and uh, I've been invited to interview for a position in DC.” You say with a slight shrug of your shoulders.
“Shit! That’s fantastic,” he says before reaching over and giving your hand a squeeze, “DC is incredible. Are you going to do it?”
“I’m not sure. My parents are not keen on me leaving the state,” you say with a sad smile, “But I’d like to. I mean, I doubt I’d get it but starting off my career in DC would be kind of perfect.”
“You gotta think about what’s best for you, bunny. Think about what you want.”
You nod in agreement, and you both sit in silence for a few minutes, occasionally sharing a soft smile and a fleeting glance before he breaks the silence.
“What do you want, bunny?” He asks as his eyes meet yours. Those gorgeous brown orbs burning into yours as his question floats in the air.
You , is your first thought, and you blush at the thought of accidentally letting that escape from your throat - the thoughts flashing up in your head making your panties dampen.
“Freedom,” you whisper quietly, “Being able to do what I want to do without fear that I’m letting everyone down. Being able to go wherever is best for me and not for everyone else.”
“Agree to the interview,” he says before wiping his mouth and hands on the napkins he laid out. “Even if it’s not for you, you’ll get to see how beautiful DC is.”
He stands up and takes his plate and glass to the sink, washing them up and popping them in the rack to dry.
“I better be getting home, and I've got to pick my rental up from the bar.”
“Do you need a ride?” You ask as you take your dirty dishes to the sink, dumping them in but deciding they can wait until later, “I need to pop to Target anyway.”
“You sure?” He asks before scratching the back of his neck, looking unsure.
“Positive,” you say with a smile, “Just need to get dressed. Give me ten minutes?”
“Perfect.“
*
The drive to the bar is quicker than you anticipated, you’d both engaged in a little small talk, and he teased you about the first time he saw you drive a car, making you want to melt with embarrassment.
“Don’t know how you didn’t see that mailbox, bunny,” he needles with a loud roar of laughter, and before you had a second to register the words falling out of your mouth, they did.
“I was distracted by you.”
An awkward giggle forces its way out of your throat as you attempt to change the subject, a look of pure confusion painted across Marcus’ face as you do so.
“We’re here,” you say, looking down at you the steering wheel, “Have a—”
“You were distracted?” He asks quietly. “By me?”
“Marcus, I-I,” you sigh loudly before a small fit of giggles starts to fall out from between your lips, “I’ll see you tomorrow. Thanksgiving at the Pike’s, right?”
He hums in response, eyes still fixated on you as he unbuckles his seat belt and starts to climb out of your car. “You bringing that world-famous apple pie cheesecake thing?” he asks as he steps out onto the sidewalk.
“Of course,” you say, looking up at him with a small smile. “See you tomorrow, Marcus.”
“See you tomorrow, bunny.”
*
You’re not sure how long you sat in the parking lot outside the Target for, rerunning that day over and over in your head.
It was many years previous, and you’d barely had your driver's license a month, seeing your brother standing on your drive talking loudly to someone out of your eyesight, and you’re not sure how you did it, but the sight of Marcus Pike walking out of your house and towards your brother made your breath hitch, and you somehow took out your family’s mailbox.
The sound of your brother's laughter still rung in your ears when you think about it now, Marcus looking across at you with those big brown eyes filled with worry as you climbed out of your car, drowning in embarrassment, the embarrassment being pushed away by ugly jealousy when you looked back over at him and saw his new bride (now ex-wife) wrapping her arms around his waist, all of them giggling at your predicament.
“Ugh,” you growl before stepping out of your car to head into the store, “Baking supplies and other shit that Target tells me I need to buy,” you grumble to yourself.
*
The rest of the day flies by in a blur. You stocked your car with the sodas and beers ready for the next morning, prepared a few of the side dishes, and wrapped the gift your mother had asked you to pick up as a thank you for Mrs. Pike.
You barely had time to fret over your little admission earlier that day and the look of shock etched across his stupid gorgeous face as he asked you if you’d really been distracted by him. How could you not have been? You think to yourself as you climb the stairs to your room, ready to settle in for the night.
Your phone had been charging the entire time you were downstairs, sitting idly on your windowsill and forgotten about. You pick it up to set an alarm, and a text from an unknown number lights up on your screen from almost an hour ago.
Thank you for the ride earlier, bunny, and for breakfast. Not sure if this is still your number - Mom had it scribbled down in her address book. See you tomorrow - MARCUS PIKE.
You giggle at the way he typed his whole name at the end of the message, and a smile creeps across your face as you punch out a reply.
You’re welcome, Marcus. Hope you didn’t get in too much trouble for not making it back home yesterday. Will see you tomorrow, getting up extra early to ensure you have plenty of pie. Goodnight 💕
Looking forward to diving into your pie. Goodnight - MARCUS PIKE.
You giggle again at his clearly unintentional innuendo before punching out your last text and setting your alarm.
You don’t need to type your whole name at the end of every text, Marcus. See you tomorrow.
Oh, good to know. See you. - Marcus ;-)
“Dork,” you whisper out loud before putting your phone down and climbing into bed, “Oh, I’m so fucked.”
*
You stood quietly at the door, standing behind your parents, your brother, and his wife clutching three of the pie/cheesecake hybrid you'd created out of curiosity a few years back in your hand. You took a deep breath to steady your nerves.
Of course, it has to be Marcus who whips open the front door, standing there with that gorgeous adorable smile, dressed in a tight grey t-shirt and comfortable jeans, scolding yourself internally for the way your breath hitches upon seeing him.
“Come on in,” he says as he stands back. “Everyone has been banished to the living room. No one enters the kitchen without my Mom’s written consent,” he says with a loud chuckle.
“Hello, Marcus Pike,” you say with a little grin as you stand in front of him.
“Hello, Bunny,” he replies with a smile that matches yours before gesturing at your hands “Pie?”
“Two for today, one for you to take home or eat whenever,” you shrug.
You’re not sure what to expect, but you certainly weren't expecting his next movement. Without another word, he bent down and placed a kiss that slightly lingered on your cheek before pulling away and giving you a small thank you. Leaving you standing alone in the hallway as he whisked the pies out of your hands and took them down into the kitchen.
After a few moments, you slip off your shoes and made your way into the living room. Both families are engaging in general chit-chat whilst the kids are mesmerized by the Disney movie playing on the tv.
“Are you cold?” Marcus asks as he walks up from behind you and gently grabs at the sleeve of your coat.
“Oh, no. It’s lovely in here, I-uh-I just forgot to take it off,” you say, skin heating a little as he stands in front of you, unknowingly taunting you with a flash of dimple, “I'll go take it off.” You murmur before heading back towards the hallway as Marcus goes to chat with your brother.
You hang it up in the closet before stepping into the guest bathroom to take a quick look at yourself, admiring the dress you’d ordered after one too many glasses of wine. It was pretty. It was gorgeous, in fact. White with pink roses, a ruffled necklace, and a split that shows off a smidge of thigh. Innocent but with a hint of sexy. You’d worn it with one person in mind, and you take a deep breath before stepping out and wondering if he’ll even notice you in it.
*
He was pretty sure everyone in the room heard him gasp - the sight of you walking back into the room, wearing a dress that seemed tailor-made for you, and just about took his breath away.
“Look at you,” Mrs. Pike gushed as you blushed in the doorway, “You get more and more beautiful every time I see you.”
Marcus could tell you were a little embarrassed and noted the shiver of anxiety that seemingly ran through you as you stood there, fingers interlocking whilst staring down at the ground.
“So, who needs a beer?” He asked after clearing his throat and stepping towards you, giving you a small wink as he did so. “Think you can help me, Bunny?”
You follow him into the kitchen and watch as he leaned into the refrigerator, seeing the muscles in his back and shoulders stretch under the material of his shirt. You hate yourself for being unable to look away, and it wasn’t until he turns back around to you and starts popping the beer bottles down on the countertop that you’re able to look away from him.
“Bottle opener is in the top drawer,” he says before grabbing a few bottles of juice for the kids.
“I know,” you say with a grin, “I’ve been here before.”
You start to pop open the bottles, dropping the caps in the little glass container on the counter that Marcus’ dad kept there for recycling.
“You-uh, you look really nice,” he stutters as he scratches the back of his neck, “I mean, you always look nice, but yeah, you uh- you look beautiful. Really beautiful.”
You giggle at the bashful look on his face as you feel embarrassment heat up in yours, “Thank you, Marcus Pike.”
“You don’t have to use my full name, you know?” He teases back, both of you mirroring your conversation from last night.
“Oh, good to know,” you quip back with a wink.
*
You spent the next few hours chatting and catching up with the rest of Pike’s, stealing occasional glances at Marcus. Eventually, Mrs. Pike makes the announcement for dinner, and you just about skip into the dining room with excitement.
The table is set beautifully, and each dish is ready to be plated, making you just about drool in anticipation for the meal you’re about to feast on.
“You’re next to Marcus, dear,” Mrs. Pike announces as you look around the room.
He’s engaged in conversation with your father, who’s sat to his left as you sit down next to him. Mr. Pike takes charge of cutting the turkey and makes everyone say one thing they’re thankful for, hearing the usual, family, friendship, good health, and so on until it gets to you.
“What are you thankful for, bunny?” Mr. Pike asks with a charming grin, and it’s not hard to see where Marcus gets his from.
“Family,” you murmur, “Friends…” and just as he’s about to move on, you surprise yourself, “The chance to interview for a position within the FBI in DC.”
Half the table responds with their congratulations, the other half with surprise, and some with obvious disapproval.
“DC?” Your mother splutters. “That’s ridiculous. You can’t interview for a position in DC.”
“I haven’t responded to the invitation,” you squeak back, “Just thought it was nice that they’re thinking about me.” You shrug lightly and turn to Marcus, who’s next to answer the big question, and he immediately steps in to take the heat off of you.
“A new start, new beginnings, and the chance to see a wonderful new city,” he says before reaching down and giving your knee a reassuring squeeze.
Rest of the confessions over, you all dig into the seemingly endless supply of delicious food and chat amongst yourself. Purposely working hard to avoid your mother's glare as you eat your dinner.
“Can I be excused?” You ask as everyone finishes their meal, “I would like to finish preparing dessert if everyone’s ready for it.”
After a loud smattering of yeses and people cooing over your much anticipated dessert, you slip into the kitchen and finish the last bit of decoration.
Making sure to pop the store-bought and freshly reheated pumpkin pies on the tray for those who want them.
Just as you’re reaching into the fridge to grab the whipped cream, you hear footsteps behind you.
“Need any help?” Marcus’ voice calls out from the other side of the kitchen, “Thought you’d gotten lost in here.”
“Avoiding the daggers my mom is shooting from across the table,” you say with a giggle as you get the ice cream from the freezer, “I think I’ve gotten just about everything needed for dessert… Do you know of any strong, handsome men that would consider carrying in one of the trays for me?”
“I don’t know about handsome,” he blushes, “But I think I've got the strong part handled.”
“Eh, I think you’re doing pretty well in both departments,” you say with a giggle, “Let’s go eat.”
*
“Holy shit, bunny, it gets more delicious every time,” Marcus whispers into your ear after he demolishes his third piece of apple pie cheesecake.
You hate the way your thighs automatically clench together at his choice of words, completely innocent but somehow laced with some filthy unspoken desire that you couldn’t help but wish to hear in a completely different circumstance.
“Thank you, Marcus,” you glance over at him. “Hopefully, the one in the refrigerator will be just as delicious.”
“I have no doubts I'll be licking the pan clean,” he winks.
*
After dessert and football, your mom announces it’s time to leave the Pike’s in peace. You had spent the majority of the football game clearing up with your mom, listening to her rant about how interviewing in DC would be a silly mistake and how you’ll be crushed when they pick someone more experienced over you. Despite you informing her multiple times that it was entry-level.
The drive home is completely silent, you curse yourself for not taking your own car and making an excuse to go somewhere and wait in a line for some Black Friday shopping you didn’t want to do.
You practically skip upstairs to your bedroom, locking the door behind you and changing into a comfortable t-shirt and foregoing pajama pants.
You switch on some shitty holiday movie and get cozy in bed, trying to avoid thinking about the headache your mom is going to give you tomorrow when she inevitably grills you more and more about the interview.
The buzz from your phone makes you jump, and you groan as you roll over to pick it up.
Marcus Pike (1) new photo message.
A photo of the empty pie tray makes you giggle as you type out your reply.
Y: Wow! Someone was a hungry boy.
Marcus: Can never get enough of your pie. Would eat it every day. So good.
Y: You are aware of how filthy that sounds, right?
Marcus: Shit. I’m sorry, I didn’t. I am so sorry.
Y: Marcus, I’m playing with you. You’re adorable. No apologies needed.
Marcus: Meany. Thank you again, though. It was truly delicious, as always.
Y: You're welcome. Glad to see you’ve learned how to text a little better… No more signing your name?
Marcus: Oh, sorry ;-) - Marcus
Y: Ha ha. Thank you for your help today. Appreciated it.
Marcus: Anytime, bunny.
Y: Marcus, you do not need to keep calling me bunny.
Marcus: I like it.
Y: Ugh, I don’t. I’m not a little girl anymore, Pike.
Marcus: I’ve noticed.
You swallow the lump that forms in your throat, taking a large gulp of wine, and punch out your reply.
Y: Yeah? What have you noticed?
Marcus: You.
*
Marcus gulps as he types out the last text. You. He had noticed you. For the past 24 hours, he hasn’t been able to think of anything but how much he had been noticing you.
*
Y: Anything specific?
Marcus: Bunny…
Y: Marcus…
Marcus: You. I’ve noticed you. Everything about you. You’re different than before, still shy… but a little more confident. Looked gorgeous in that dress today too.
Y: You really think so?
Marcus: Yes, you’re gorgeous, bunny.
Y: You're gorgeous too. I’ve always thought so.
Marcus: Sweet girl.
Y: You think I'm sweet?
Marcus: I know you are… thinking about how sweet you are right now.
Y: You wanna find out?
Marcus: Bunny… this is a dangerous road for us to be going down.
You can’t ignore the disappointing feeling that starts to rise in your tummy.
Y: You don’t want me?
Marcus: I didn't say that. You’re a lot younger than me… you’re my best friend's little sister, and I just don’t want you to do something you might regret.
Y: I could never regret you.
Marcus: Sweet girl.
Y: You touched my knee earlier, and I thought I was going to melt, Marcus.
Marcus: Yeah? Fuck. Did I really affect you that much?
Y: Yes. You drive me insane. You have for years… Marcus, you don’t even know… you called me sweetheart at Christmas, and you have no idea what that did to me… what I did afterwards.
Marcus: Tell me.
*
He watches the text bubble pop up and disappear over and over again, and after the seventh or eighth time of watching the bubble disappear, he decides that he needs to check you’re okay. His finger hovers above the call button for a few seconds because pressing on it and slowly dragging it to his ear.
*
INCOMING CALL: MARCUS PIKE
“Fuck,” you groan as his name flashes up on your screen. With a tentative push of the button, you bring the phone to your ear and breathe out a breathy hello.
“Are you okay?” He blurts down the phone, “I didn’t make you uncomfortable, did I?” The worry clearly dripping from each and every word and makes your whole chest clench.
“I’m fine,” you whisper back, “Sorry, I didn’t mean to worry you. You could never make me uncomfortable, Marcus.”
“Good. You-uh- you had me panicking there for a moment, sweetheart.”
He must have heard the shaky breath you exhaled the second the word left his lips, a silence lingering between the both of you for a few moments.
“Sorry,” he says barely above an audible whisper, “I didn’t think.”
“Please stop apologizing, Marcus. It’s fine, I’m just… I… I’ve had a bit of a crush on you for ages, and I just… I don’t want you to think of me as Mike’s silly little sister with a stupid little crush when it’s not just a cr—” you cut yourself off with a sigh, and much to your surprise, he responds with a small chuckle.
“I think we’ve both established you’re not little anymore,” he says, and you can almost hear the grin that’s splashed across his face.
“Yeah,” you purr back, “Good.”
“I’m not going to pretend you don’t have me intrigued as to what you did, though, sweet girl, but I won’t press you for an answer.”
You giggle down the phone, and it’s like music to his ears.
“I don’t think your mom would ever let me in her house again if she ever found out.”
“Can't say I was planning on sharing, sweetheart.”
“You’re doing that on purpose now, aren’t you?” You say with an exaggerated sigh.
“Mhmm, maybe…”
“Marcus…”
“Yes, Sweetheart.”
“What are you doing?”
“I’m talking to you.”
“Oh.”
“What are you doing?”
“I’m talking to you.”
“Bunny, do you not want to tell me?”
“I do. But I think you’ve already guessed.”
“I have an idea, but I don’t want to be presumptuous.”
“What do you think I did?”
He lightly scoffs, and it’s almost like you can hear his thoughts churning in his head; you’re certain he goes to speak a few times but stops himself each time.
“I think… fuck .”
“Do you think I snuck off and made myself cum to the thought of you calling me sweetheart?”
His voice drops lower than you’ve ever heard it, and you feel like you might just explode as he replies the deepest, “ Yes ” you’ve ever heard.
“That’s what I did.” You feel heat rise in your cheeks as you admit to it, a new bravery sweeping through you as you admit to the man that’s managed to unknowingly invade every thought you’d had for the past few years that you fucked your fingers in his parent's house whilst thinking of him.
“I bet you looked so fucking pretty,” he breathes out in response, voice still low, and somehow every word seems to be going straight to your pulsating core.
“Marcus,” you rasp out as you fight the urge to do something about the arousal creeping through your veins.
“Do you want to do it right now?” he asks, and a needy moan escapes through your lips, “Do you want to play with that pretty pussy, while I stroke my cock thinking about you? Thinking about how good you looked bent over the counter the other morning?”
“Yes,” you moan out as your fingers twist the bed sheets beneath you, “I want to hear you.”
“ Fuck ,” he grunts, and the sound of his phone dropping to his chest and his pants being kicked off floods through the speaker, “I’m so fucking hard for you, sweetheart. Can't stop thinking about how fucking pretty you are, how soft and so fucking sweet.”
The sound of him spitting into his hand makes your pussy clench as you reach into your panties and gasp at the amount of slick that’s coating your pussy. You smear a little across your little bundle of nerves and breathe out a moan of relief as you finally give your clit the attention it’s been screaming for - pulsating steadily under your hand as you rub perfect circles into it.
“Fuck,” Marcus grunts, “Feel good, baby?”
Another moan slips through your lips at the new endearment, and you want to beg for him to call you it over and over, “So fucking good, Marcus… Wi-wish it was you.”
“Yeah?” he growls as the sound of skin slapping against skin grows louder. “You want to feel my fingers in that tight little pussy?”
“Oh fuck , yes, yes,” you moan as your orgasm steadily draws closer, and you increase the pressure on your clit, rubbing harder and faster. The combined sounds of your moans and his groans coming together like the filthiest symphony ever created.
“Marcus, I’m gonna, I’m gonna come,” you gasp.
“Do it, baby, let me hear, fuck, I bet you look so pretty right now,” he rambles as he continues stroking his cock, wishing it was your warm heat clamped around him, bouncing up and down as he fucks up into you.
You come hard and fast with a moan of his name, and he quickly follows suit, the sounds of his grunts and groans being ripped through his throat with every pump and squeeze of his throbbing shaft, his bare stomach laced with ropes of his pearlescent spend.
“Holy shit,” he mutters as he reaches over to grab some tissues from his nightstand, “You okay over there?”
You giggle at his immediate concern for you as you slowly come out of your pleasure-filled haze.
“I’m good, really good. Are you okay?” you ask, and you shudder at the nervousness that had seeped in at the end of your question.
“Yeah, I’m good. That was uh— that was fucking incredible, baby.”
“It was… Holy shit, Marcus,” you blurt out as you fall into a fit of giggles, “That might have been my favourite Thanksgiving yet.”
“Yeah, I, I can’t say I was thrilled to be coming back,” he says before clearing his throat, “But you’ve certainly made it a nice homecoming.”
“Good, I'm glad I made the trip a little better… We should probably get some sleep,” you say after glancing at the time on your watch, “Speak tomorrow?”
“Shit, it’s late. I didn’t realize. Yeah, I’ll text you in the morning. Goodnight, Sweetheart.”
“Goodnight, Marcus Pike.”
That night you dream of him. Remembering pieces that you can’t quite fit together the next morning but enough to make your heart flutter with anticipation.
*
The house is eerily quiet as you make your way down into the kitchen, robe wrapped around you as the autumn chill makes itself known in every corner of your childhood home.
Your phone perched comfortably inside the pocket, waiting for a text from Marcus to light it up.
It doesn’t take long, you’re pouring the milk into your cheerios as it quietly vibrates against your hip.
Are you free for lunch today?
You abandon the task at hand and hastily type out a yes and wait impatiently for his next message to buzz through.
Pick you up by the playground at 12:30?
Your chest starts to pound with excitement as you type out your reply.
Sounds perfect. See you then, Marcus Pike.
His reply comes seconds later.
See you soon, sweetheart - Marcus Pike ;-)
*
The morning flies by in a tizzy, anxiety, and excitement bubbling up in your belly as you purposely avoid your Mom and her inevitable amount of questions about whether you want to interview in DC or not.
You ate your breakfast in a comfortable silence, but left the dishes in the sink as you heard her and your father make their way downstairs. Just narrowly missing them as you sprinted upstairs and immediately jumped into a slightly too hot shower. You style your hair as you usually would and put on minimal makeup before pulling out a sundress that’s definitely a little too short for the chilly weather.
You take the stairs two at a time after noticing your clock displaying 12:22, and just as you finish buttoning up your coat you hear your Mom call you into the next room.
“Where are you going in such a rush?” She asks with a raised eyebrow, “I didn’t know you were going out. You never said anything?”
“Seeing a friend for lunch, last minute plans. Won’t be more than a few hours.” You say with a halfhearted shrug.
“Who?”
“What?”
“Which friend?”
“Mom…,” you say with a slightly petulant eye roll, “Claudia. She’s home for thanksgiving. I’ve got to go. I’ll see you in a few hours.”
“Don’t go letting her fill your head with ideas about following suit and abandoning your hometown,” she calls out after you as you slam the front door just a fraction too hard.
*
He’s already waiting as you jog down towards the playground, the chill in the air making you curse yourself for not bringing a scarf. As you approach his car, the butterflies in your tummy seem to explode into three dozen more, but it doesn’t stop you from reaching out for the door handle the second it’s in reach and pulling it open.
“Hey,” he offers gently as you slide into his rental.
“Hey, yourself,” you offer back with a smile.
“Options are a leftovers sandwich made by yours truly at my house, everyone is out until the evening, so it’ll be pretty relaxed or if you’d prefer, we could find somewhere that’s open and eat out.”
You tap the bottom of your chin as if you’re really thinking about it before biting down on your bottom lip and slowly letting it roll out through your teeth, “Mhm. Rosa’s bakery is open until one. I vote for the first choice as long as we can swing by and grab a fresh loaf of her sourdough.”
“Sounds perfect,” he quips back before making his way toward the small town.
*
With a fresh loaf tucked up under your arm and two cream cakes nestled in a box under his, you follow him into the kitchen.
Few words had been spoken on the drive, the radio providing a comforting soundtrack to the already comfortable silence between you both.
“I’ll heat up the leftovers if you slice up the bread?” he asks whilst handing you a glass of wine.
“Sounds like a plan,” you murmur as you take a sip before setting it down on the counter.
“Thick or thin?” you ask as you pull out the chopping board and reach over to grab the bread knife from the block.
“Thick.”
*
Sandwiches made, wine glasses topped up, and a random Hallmark movie blaring out on the screen you’re both comfortably nestled in front of.
“So, we should probably talk about last night?” Marcus finally slips out as he takes a bite of his sandwich.
“Do you regret it?” You ask a little bit too quickly.
“No, of course not. No. I just wanted to make sure you didn’t?”
“I wouldn’t be here if I did.”
He hums a content mhmm before diving into the rest of his sandwich. You both eat in silence and watch the shitty movie playing out in front of you.
It’s like it happens in slow motion, plates gone and forgotten about, the part of the movie where the girl realizes the boy was right there in front of her the entire time; Marcus’s hand slowly reaching around the back of the sofa and resting on your shoulder.
You turn to look at him, and he’s already staring at you, neither of you really sure who made the first move, but before you can register it’s really happening, his mouth is pressed against yours, breathing you in and silently begging you entry, his tongue licking your bottom lip like a silent prayer that promises salvation at the altar that would only exist when the two of you finally slot yourselves together.
It doesn’t take long until you’re straddling him, mouth wrestling with his as your tongues fight for dominance. His hands trail down the expanse of your body as yours tangle up in his hair.
He forces his lips off of yours and whispers, “Are you sure you want this?”
And after a rather enthusiastic ‘yes,’ you’re being led up to his bedroom, your fingers interlocked with his.
He walks you into his room and sits down on the edge of his bed, pulling you onto his lap, “We don’t have to do this. We can just talk or watch a movie, sweetheart.”
“Marcus, I'm in your room. I'm pretty sure I've ruined these panties, and I'm saying yes.”
“Fuck,” he grunts as he pulls you in for another kiss before laying you down on his bed, his hands slowly rubbing up your thighs before suddenly stopping and pulling away from you, “Sweetheart, you’re fucking soaked.”
You can feel your cheeks burn with embarrassment as his hands swipe back up and through the slick that had slowly been dripping from the moment he first picked you up, “I’m sor-” you attempt to choke out, but he silences you with a quick kiss.
“Don’t apologise. It’s fucking sexy,” he murmurs as he pulls your panties down your legs and throws them to the side, “Can I taste you?” He grunts out as you feel him press his clothed rock-hard cock into the meat of the thighs.
A little anxiety rises in your stomach as you play back his question, “Oh, you don’t have to! I know men don’t actually like doing that…”
His laugh throws you, and you swallow the lump that forms in your throat, “Boys maybe, but men, men fucking love eating pussy… Do you not enjoy it?” He asks as he tucks a finger under your chin and pulls your face up level with his.
“I-uh-I, I don’t actually know,” you admit quietly.
“Sweetheart, have you ever…? Had?”
“I’ve had sex,” you say bluntly, “With my college boyfriend, but he never wanted to do that. He said it’s just for porn.”
“Oh, sweet girl,” he says with a flash of annoyance, “He never got you ready before he fucked you?”
You shake your head as he peppers a gentle kiss on your thigh.
“Can I?” He asks again, “If you don’t like it, I’ll stop immediately.”
You nod your head in agreement and gently brush his cheek with your thumb, and he reaches up to grab your hand, “Baby, I'm going to need to hear you say it.”
Unconsciously you nod again before giving him the verbal confirmation he was asking for.
You can’t believe the gasp that escapes your lips as he slowly drags a finger through your folds, opening you up and praising your ‘pretty, pretty pussy’ and licking a stripe up from your entrance to your clit. He hums in approval at the taste of you, his tongue working magic on your clit as you adjust to the overwhelming feeling of pleasure being pulled from you with every flick of his tongue against your sensitive bundle of nerves.
“Fuck, Marcus,” you whimper as your hands move into his hair, your hips beginning to roll on their own accord, chasing his tongue and your forthcoming orgasm, “Don’t stop,” you blurt out as you feel it threaten to rip through you.
The sound of you begging drives him insane as he continues devouring your pussy, salivating at the taste and smell of you, whilst trying to ignore the way his cock is straining hard against his zipper.
He can’t believe it. Never in his wildest dreams could he imagine that you could have been wanting him this badly. He tries to ignore the way he can feel warmth rise in his chest every time you moan his name. His mind is running one hundred miles a second as you reach your crest, and he wants nothing more than to pull you close to him and keep you there for as long as he can, but he knows he can’t make the same mistakes as before.
He doesn’t know what this is, you don’t know what this is, but what he does know is he wants to show you how you deserve to be treated, to be touched, to be fucked .
He groans in delight as you soak his face with your arousal, breathing out the most delicious moans and whimpers he’s ever heard as he continues to lick at suck at your clit throughout your high.
Your chest heaves up and down as your vision starts to become less blurry, the high of your orgasm slowly starts coming down, and you have to gently push his face away from your pussy to stop him from continuing the little kitten licks to your overstimulated bud.
He brings his face up to yours, and you bite your lip, the sight of your arousal coating his mouth and chin makes you clench around nothing, and he makes no effort to clean it off as he brings you in for another kiss. Refusing to hold back, he kisses your mouth like he’s been deprived of your lips for years, sucking your bottom lip into his mouth and gently dragging his teeth over it. He swallows each of your moans as they stream effortlessly into his mouth. Your hands run down his back, grabbing at the tight muscles and slowly running your fingertip down it until you’re reaching the hem of his shirt. You slowly pull it up, and he begrudgingly breaks the kiss to let you rip it off of him.
The heat of his body is like nothing you’ve ever experienced before as he envelopes you in his warmth, peppering the gentlest yet hungriest kisses down your neck whilst rolling the strap of your dress down and off your shoulders. He moves back off you, and a silent command is given to continue taking off your dress. You unbutton the few buttons on the front and roll the dress off of your body, and he rips off his belt and frees himself from his jeans.
Your breath hitches when you see the little spot of wetness on his boxers from where he’s been steadily leaking precum.
“I want to taste you,” you blurt out as he frees himself from his boxers, his thick cock swinging heavily between his legs - the tip almost purple with need, “Can I suck your cock?”
“Oh, baby,” he grunts as he slots himself back between your legs and reaches around to unclasp your bra, “I’d fucking love to feel your lips around me, but I don’t think I’m going to last very long as it is. I’d really like to fuck you if that’s okay?”
“Please,” you beg in response, “Please fuck me.”
“I’ve got some condoms in my drawer,” he says before giving your lips a fleeting kiss.
“I’m on birth control,” you answer back, “And I’m clean. Was checked at my last physical, and I’ve not had sex since… I’d really like to feel you.”
“I’m clean too. Got a physical when I started in DC, and I've used condoms on the two occasions I-uh- hooked up.”
You nod at him and bite down on your lip with the sweetest expression etched upon your delicate face, and it just about drives him insane. He gently runs a finger through your folds and slowly pushes it into your entrance just to check you’re ready.
“Fuck, you’re tight,” he groans as he lines himself up with you, kissing you once more before gently pushing the tip in, “Tell me if you want me to stop, sweetheart?”
He grunts as you clamp down around him. He’s barely inside, but the way you reacted to him calling you sweetheart was nearly enough for him to blow his load immediately. “Relax for me, honey,” he coos as you take a deep breath. He’s thick, much thicker than your ex and you can’t help but whimper at the pinch of him. “Are you okay? Do you need me to stop?” He immediately asks as your face contorts beneath him.
“No, baby, please, don’t stop,” you beg, and he has to internally tell himself not to tell you how much he liked hearing you call him baby, “Keep going.”
He inches himself into you, slowly letting you adjust as he’s completely sheaths inside of you, little grunts channeling out of his mouth as your walls flutter around the girth of him. The warmth and tightness of you is almost overwhelming, almost enough to milk him of his spend without him having to move.
His left hand moves up to your breast and gently rolls your puckered nipple between his finger and his thumb, bringing his mouth down to, sucking it gently for a few seconds before repeating his actions on the other one.
It’s only when you start begging him to move that he grinds his hips, his lips engulfing yours as he kisses your mouth with fervor, slowly, he begins dragging his cock in and out of your heat, pushing hard enough to reach that spot that has you seeing stars. Never before has penetrative sex ever felt so good for you; the only clitoral stimulation is the coarse patch of hair at the base of his cock rubbing your bundle of nerves. “Faster,” you beg, and he grunts in response, his hips moving faster and faster, and eventually, your own start to move quick enough to meet his. The feeling of him buried deep inside of you sends you over the edge, and you just about scream his name as you clamp down around him hard, your arousal gushing and flooding his cock and thighs. White hot pleasure courses throughout your body, and you swear you can feel him everywhere.
“Good girl, such a good fucking girl,” he praises over and over until he can’t take it anymore, and he’s filling you up - covering your fluttering walls with his cum, the heat of him making you moan in delight.
He collapses on top of you, making sure his arms bear the weight of him, his head buried into your neck, both of your chests heaving up and down as you try to regain your composure.
“Wow,” you eventually breathe out, “That was so much better than I’ve ever imagined.”
He chuckles into the soft skin of your neck and slowly brings his face up to yours, “How often have you imagined it?”
“Shut up, Marcus Pike,” you giggle as you pull him in for a kiss.
He pulls away and sits back on his haunches, looking down at you, hair tousled, skin glistening with a shimmering layer of sweat, “You’re so fucking beautiful, you know? You are gorgeous, bunny.”
You bite your lip as he gets up and makes his way into the en-suite bag to grab a damp cloth to clean you up, biting down the urge to compliment how cute his butt is as he does so.
*
The gentle way he cleans you up makes your chest fill with warmth. He took extra care whilst dragging it, wiping it against your clit, and then he climbed into bed behind you and held you as you both drifted off to sleep.
He held you tighter than you’d ever been held, and you slept more comfortably than you have in a long time.
*
“Shit,” you hiss at the sight of his alarm clock reading 4:28 pm. “Marcus, baby,” you murmur as you shuffle around in his arms to face him, covering his face in little kisses to wake him up, “Baby, your parents will be back soon, and I’ve gotta get home.”
He groans before pulling you closer to him, and you giggle at his softness. “Could keep you snuggled up in my bed forever,” he says, kissing you between every word.
You hum back, “And when you go back to DC tomorrow evening, and your parents find me in your bed, how do I explain that?”
“Well, I’d just have to take you back with me,” he says with a wink.
*
You both dress in silence, stealing the occasional glance before continuing to straighten yourselves out.
“Ready, sweetheart?” He asks whilst reaching his hand out for you to take.
“Are you calling me sweetheart to get me back into your bed, Agent Pike?”
“Fuck,” he hisses, “Call me that again, and I drop to my knees right here, sweetheart.”
“Mhm, good to know what gets you going, Agent,” you wink.
*
The radio hums quietly on the drive back, he’d agreed to drop you off at the playground again but said he wouldn’t move until you texted him once you’re back inside your house, and you rolled your eyes but agreed.
His hand rests comfortably on your thigh, squeezing gently every now and then. It isn’t until he pulls up to the spot he’d picked you up at that he begins to speak.
“I don’t want you to think I’m saying this for selfish reasons or because of what happened between us, but I really think you should consider interviewing in DC,” he says before interlocking his fingers in yours. “You shouldn’t miss opportunities because the people you love are guilt-tripping you into staying close. But you also shouldn’t do things because other people are telling you to. I just think you should really think about it. Think about where’s best for you and for your career.” He brings your hand up to his lips, softly kissing the back of it.
You offer him a wide smile in response and nod a few times before giving him one last kiss, “Will I see you before you leave?”
“I was really hoping so,” he answers with a grin, “Breakfast?”
“Sounds perfect.”
“Text me the second you’re inside?”
“I promise,” you reply with another eye roll, “Tomorrow.”
“Tomorrow.”
You skip back towards the house, only turning to give him a little wave once, and the second you’re inside and kicking off your shoes, you send him the text you’d promised.
“Finally,” your mom calls out from the kitchen, “It’s after five.”
“You know I’m well into my twenties, Mom,” you shoot back as she gives you the once over, “I don’t need to be coddled.”
“No one is coddling you, bunny, you just need to be more mindful about coming and going while you’re staying in our house.”
You scoff at her words, anger boiling in your stomach as her insistence that you move back home after you graduate replays in your mind.
“I moved back because you practically gave me no other choice,” you say as you start to walk back out of the kitchen, resisting the urge to groan as you hear her footsteps right behind you, “I’m not going to argue with you, mama, but I’m also not going to let you dictate my life. I said no to California and Montana because of you, but I’m not going to miss the opportunity to work in DC.”
“He’s 12 years older than you, bunny,” she says with a raised eyebrow, “Let's not pretend that the job is the real reason you’re considering DC.”
“You have no idea what you’re talking about.”
“I can see the playground from the kitchen window, I saw you get out of his car.”
You scoff and turn on your heels as you march up to your bedroom.
You pace around for a few moments, not sure what you want to do, and then you’re doing it.
Dialing the number that you’ve had written down on a post-it and pressed against your mirror for almost a week.
“Hello, can I speak with Eleanor Smith?” You ask with a shaky breath.
Within two minutes, you have settled on a date to interview, the following Monday at 10 am sharp at FBI headquarters in DC.
No matter what happens, no matter whether you get offered the position or not, you’re standing your ground and taking charge of your own career - without anyone else in mind.
*
Marcus texts you a few times throughout the evening, his family occupying all his time and dragging him out for dinner on his last night before flying back to DC.
You decide you’ll inform him that you’re interviewing at breakfast.
*
You meet him in the same spot he dropped you off, sliding into the passenger seat and greeting him with a kiss.
“Hey,” you murmur against his lips.
“Hi, baby.”
He drives you to a breakfast diner, and you settle into the booth in front of him.
“Excited to get home?” You ask as he skims through the menu.
“Excited to sleep in my own bed, I guess,” he says with a small shrug of his shoulders.
“Mhmm,” you hum as sadness fills out across your chest, “Do you ever miss it here?”
He clicks his tongue before looking up at you, “Sure, I do. I mean, I miss the people, the familiarity and stuff… But sometimes, it’s nice to be away from it all. There is shit here that haunts me every time I come back, but there is also a lot of stuff that I'm really fucking happy to see as well. I know in my head and my heart that right now, DC is where I need to be.”
You nod your head a few times before glancing down at the menu despite having already decided on blueberry pancakes.
“Did you think about it at all?” He asks as he scans the menu again.
“Yes,” you answer, unsure of whether you’re ready to tell him about the interview.
He talks to you about his job, his apartment, and about his partner at work. You hang off every word, asking questions, him countering with his own every time you hit him with a new one.
Before you know it, you’ve been there for over two hours, and he’s becoming more and more cautious of the time and that he needs to pack his stuff ready for his flight and pop around to his siblings and see his nieces and nephews before he goes home.
He insists on paying for breakfast and refuses your offer of leaving the tip. He holds your hand as you make your way back to his car, and he walks around to the passenger side and opens your door for you, stealing a long and passionate kiss before you climb in and closes the door for you.
An air of awkwardness haunts the ride back to your house, his hand rests on your thigh as it had done the last few trips in his car, and he gives you those reassuring squeezes every time he senses you need it, but it feels different.
“I-uh-” you start to say as he pulls up to the bottom of your drive. He foregoes dropping you off down the block a little, and you lose your nerves and instead wish him a safe flight and hope to see him again at Christmas if he makes the trip back.
“I’m going to miss you, bunny,” he admits with a slight smile, “Can't believe I've been so in the dark over all of this.”
You shrug your shoulders and lean over to kiss him, “Well, at least you know now. You can always give me a call on those lonely nights.”
“What about the nights when I just need to hear your voice?”
Your heart stutters in your chest, you didn’t expect that, and you bite down on your lip to suppress the words threatening to spill out.
“You can call me anytime.”
He kisses you again, neither of you caring about the fact that you’re right outside of your house.
“See you, Marcus Pike.”
“See you, sweetheart.”
*
Those scenes from those terrible Hallmark movies where the guy or girl runs through the airport play on a loop in your mind.
It’s not quite like that.
Instead, it’s your dad speaking up for you as your mom scoffs and tuts at you for taking your future into your own hands. Booking a last-minute trip that you barely had time to pack for and your Dad driving just a little over the speed limit to ensure you don’t miss your flight.
It’s looking around the departure lounge for a sight of him that you never catch and spending the short time in the airport trying to work out if you’re even on the same flight as him.
He told you that he turns his phone onto airplane mod the second he steps into the airport, being self-conscious that he’ll forget to once he boards his plane, so you aren’t surprised when all of your calls go straight to voicemail.
You board the plane almost last, scanning the aisles for him and breathing out a disappointed sigh as you reach your seat, and you’ve still not spotted him.
Anxiety rises in the pit of your stomach as the plane takes off, and you realize that you’ve yet to book a hotel and or a rental car in DC.
It eases about an hour and forty-five minutes in - once the seatbelt signs have been switched off and a movie you’re not really paying attention to officially bores you to the point of no return.
He’s stalking down the aisle, staring down at the floor as he makes his way to his seat, which is four rows in front of your own.
You sit for about twenty-five minutes trying to work out what to say, and eventually, you give up, just unbuckling your seatbelt and taking a few tentative steps until you’re standing at the end of his aisle.
He glances up, clearly thinking you're a stewardess, and he gets ready to politely wave you away before he does a double take and rips out his earbuds.
“I-uh, I have a big interview for this incredible opportunity on Monday, and I completely forgot to book a hotel and a rental car… Any chance you could help me out?”
Butterflies take flight in your tummy as that gorgeous dimple makes an appearance, a goofy smile spreading across his face as he nods, “Anything for you, sweetheart.”
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