#I'm just..

[kopivie]

turning 22 tomorrow. for the first time in almost 6 years, i finally, FINALLY want to celebrate my birthday. i have to work of course, but i'm just... i feel so good. i've got the pre-birthday jitters again. i can finally see that i have friends and family who love me and want to celebrate with me. co-workers who insist on doing something for me/with me/trading my shift so i can relax on my birthday. i just..

i hate that it took so long. i'm so happy that i'm better now than i once was, but i feel so much regret that my teenage years were spent in such a deep depression.

then again, my 20s have only just begun. as a full grown adult now, i have the agency to reflect on my past and vow to never make those mistakes again. i can be better -- better than i once was, and better than i am now. the process of healing has already begun. it's already underway. but i can continue as i grow older.

it's 2:43 pm where i am right now. but here's to another year of life and growth.

(side note: got a job interview for a high scale place! if i can land this job in addition to the one i already have, i might be able to save enough money to get myself something nice for once, heheh)

#[ 🌱 — blah blah. ] #i'm just.. #i even have a countdown #people are excited for me #I'M excited! #it's so nice #and i'm finally feeling the emotions i was meant to feel #22 is gonna be great #it'll have its ups and downs #but what matters is how i handle it all #and if i can start the process of handling it/preparing for it now #then i'll be amazing when the time comes

[t4llhum4n]

I...

REALLY?! JUST LIKE THAT?!

I just.

I miss him already. Literally the most interesting character (to me) and he's fucking DEAD?!

Slack-jawed rn.

Hush, you're great. Spectacular, even. But did you HAVE to?? (I know he technically did have to but STILL)

#this is about the new vega audio #i am crestfallen #redacted audio #redacted asmr #redactedverse #redacted vega #redacted hush #redacted carpe deus #the WAY i was pleading for vega to just back tf off #the second i heard them start to disagree i was like “fuck vega's dead” #i'm just.. #..why couldn't this have happened to one of the solaires? or the shaws? #... #okay sorry that was a bit rude #i'm feeling a lot rn

[blakbonnet]

it's been 4 hours since the first little clip dropped what how?

#I'm just..

[serpulalacrymans]

It wouldn't be for nothing! Sometimes, the fun of dressing up is simply to feel good while wearing something nice, and I reckon you'd look just adorable wearing a dress.

I'd have a lot of fun matching with you :-) I like to wear something nice every now and then even if I'm not going anywhere.

I would just love to dress you up! Whoever called you a doll had the right idea, doe, only you are prettier than any toy!

I don't know how to respond to all this attention.. Especially from someone like you.. I didn't think I was ever cute but adorable? No..

..I wouldn't mind matching with you..

It might.. Be fun..

#Prettier than any toy... #I'm sure that's not just me #It's not me at all #Is it? #sorry #maybe it is to you #I shouldn't put your opinions down like that #I'm just.. #I don't know #I feel weird

[ncityzen]

🥲

#it's my last day of class aka the last day that i can see my classmates who have been all so so so lovely #and i wanted to go get coffee or something with them afterwards #but of course OF COURSE i had to get a full-on anxiety attack in the last 15 minutes of class #and rush to the loo so that I wouldn't start crying right there in the middle #and had to have the lamest of goodbyes ever if that was even a goodbye lmaoooooooo #I'm just.. #back in the loo #erola.txt #istg i had to explode at some point but not now ffs

[bob-artist]

Bittern at the grocery store

#misc comics #animal art #birds #bird art #bittern #bitterns #artists on tumblr #sometimes you just gotta draw a thing #i wish i could bittern at the grocery store #i'm short -_- #birds are losers

[taffywabbit]

they should invent a new type of "staying in bed for 2-3 hours after you wake up repeatedly opening and closing apps on your phone" where it makes you feel awesome and energized and emotionally fulfilled

#buny text #I'm fine i've just been staying up too late playing bg3 the past few nights #and then wanting to wake up before noon so my parents don't say anything rude to me so i end up getting less sleep to facilitate that #and it's catching up to me #i feel like this explanation maybe undermines my previous statement of 'I'm fine' a bit but I'm fine i promise #look at my lop posts boy

[captainjonnitkessler]

Sometimes I wish we would start calling out the performative radicalism on this site for the poser bullshit it is. "Remember, it's always morally correct to kill a cop!" "Don't forget to firebomb your local government office!" "Wow, it sure would be a shame if these instructions on how to make a molotov cocktail got spread around!"

Okay. But you're not killing cops or firebombing government offices. You are posting on a dying microblogging website to a carefully-curated echo chamber that has radicalized itself into thinking that taking the absolute most extreme position on any subject is praxis but that anyone discussing the most practical way to effect actual change is your sworn enemy. You do not have the street cred OR the activist cred to be talking about killing cops, babe.

#thinking about the person i saw saying that if you're at a protest #and other protesters try to stop you from becoming violent you should just kill them bc 'peace police are still police' #even taken as hyperbole that's simply dumb as shit on every conceivable level #it's also pretty blatantly hypocritical coming from people who are usually self-avowed prison/death penalty abolitionists #like i'm sorry but you don't get to be a death penalty abolitionist and also call for the death of your political enemies online #this isn't a major issue or anything i'm just bored and annoyed

[shiyorin]

Two moods

#mood #meme #i'm just really tired

[master-thief-gray-shadow]

Everyone wants to talk about how Senshi is a tumblr sexyman but...Senshi is actually attractive. Like even aside from the fact that he's pretty good-looking he's a nice, sweet guy and he can cook and loves doing it. He's a perfectly eligible candidate for marriage, which kind of goes against the spirit of a tumblr sexyman.

Chilchuck, however? Chilchuck is a tumblr sexyman. What the fuck do you people see in him

#i don't hate chilchuck or anything i just have no idea what about him is actually attractive #i'm very confused about this #dungeon meshi #gray posts

[lazylittledragon]

can't believe we're all adults being forced into the club penguin level of censorship in 2024

#ramble #if you say unalive in front of me i will personally kill you with my hands #you just can't muffle and censor and hold someone's hand through some things #some things are horrible. and they should be spoken aloud and they should upset you. because they are horrible #the second we started kidzbopifying the world was the end of taking anything seriously i think #i'm not even joking i've spoken to people older than me who won't even say the world sex #this isn't the playground you're not going to get in trouble just let us say the word!!!!!! #how am i supposed to listen to you when you won't even say the thing you're supposed to be talking about #yes this is the fault of the platforms with their censorship rules but the fact that we all just go along with it like it's not dystopian #you do know it doesn't stop with cursing right. people are already having to censor queer terms because they get flagged as inappropriate

[rubyleaf]

Honestly? My main piece of advice for writing well-rounded characters is to make them a little bit lame. No real living person is 100% cool and suave 100% of the time. Everyone's a little awkward sometimes, or gets too excited about something goofy, or has a silly fear, or laughs about stupid things. Being a bit of a loser is an incurable part of the human condition. Utilize that in your writing.

#this is my beef with a lot of 'badass' characters and male romantic leads tbh #writeblr #writing #character writing #writing advice #characters #i'm just sayin'

[beaft]

google help me

#be shh now #i'm reading needful things and sometimes i come to a sentence that's just like. indescribable. mr king why have you done this.

[nouverx]

"I want to eat you" is their love language and you can't change my mind

#hazbin hotel #hazbin hotel fanart #hazbin alastor #hazbin rosie #radiorose #alastor #my art #autodesk sketchbook #they are so freaky they must have so many fucked up conversations like that I just know it #it's their weird way of “flirting” yk what I mean #I headcanon that Alastor HATES burgers and fast food in general ik it's very specific #my artstyle is so inconsistent ahah I'm experimenting don't mind me

[zerojanitor]

twitter: currently owned by techbro pissman

tumblr: actively removing functionality and bloating the interface with things nobody uses

discord: being retooled by ex-Meta management who don't understand the appeal of the platform

youtube: neutered by advertisers and algorithms and also tiktokification

reddit: half of the site is down due to protests about the outrageous monetization of third-party API support

facebook: my mom is on there

#idk what point i'm making its just wild watching the established internet dominion basically screech to a halt

[xiaq]

So my bike was stolen from our garage last night. My beloved, custom, carbon fiber, most-expensive-thing-I-own-aside-from-my-car bike. I just found it listed on FB marketplace. Shit is about to go down.

#im so mad i'm shaking #asking questions about it and he's just making shit up #fucking asshole