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mrs-snape5984 · 4 months

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„In the dark of night, those faces, they haunt me…“

„I wish you were so close to me. Yes, I wish your were by my side…“ („By my side“ by INXS)

I’ve always had a special soft spot for Severus in his teenage years. This way too skinny, raven-haired boy with his adorably crooked nose and those beautiful - and yet so sad - obsidian eyes never failed to trigger some kind of an overprotective goddess of revenge in my heart.

There are nights, in which I‘m drowning in my thoughts about Sevy…writing my stories for him. My OC Jules (totally self-inserted…I admit it!) allows him to show his vulnerabilities in her presence. She’s protecting and defending him….in every aspect of his life.

This man deserves some love, respect and comfort…and that’s, what we all in our beloved Snapedom are granting him.

Some time ago, I’ve read a poem by Amanda Lovelace, which reminded me of the consolation and comfort, I’d wanted to give to Severus. I want to share it with you (please ignore my scribble…that’s exactly the reason, why I’m commissioning art from all the incredibly talented artists of Snapedom 😅):

The artwork on top of this post was a gift from my friend @exlibrisseverus and I love everything about it! The whole mood in your beautiful drawing makes my heart aching for Severus…makes me wanting to fix the whole goddamn world for him.

@exlibrisseverus, you’re a gem of a human soul and I’m beyond grateful that I was allowed to get to know you better. Your resilience and your strength are - just like Severus’s - extremely inspiring to me, my friend and I hope, that you will stay in touch with me! 🖤🥹 Thank you so much for each kind word, for each recommendation and of course for this stunning piece of art!

🖤Sevy & Jules🖤

🖤Severus & Julia🖤

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barghest-land · 29 days

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drawings from paleo expedition to dagestan, done right on the trip. sometimes messy when it was cold and rainy, but i won't correct it. i think it's cool to leave it just the way it was done, and not retouch it after. there will be more drawings later, but those will be done from home

#i need to draw for 2 museums at least to then send it to them as a gift cuz people there were so nice???? AAAA #and yeah im definitely doing back #maybe in autumn... who knows #barghestland #art #artists on tumblr #and #paleoart #???#in a way it is i guess #also i usually don't share things from my sketchbook. but these drawings hold so many nice memories #of clouds that hide top of the mountains #of sitting on a rock #drawing and seeing a scorpion vibing next to u (tiny friend!)#of leaning on a big cow and almost falling asleep on a field with her after the rain #of... forgetting the pain too #of not wanting to even talk about the wonderful time i've had. because it was only for me to remember #so much happened up in the mountains that i'll never forget #thank u big rocks and soil and grass and apricot trees i love you #...#paleoland

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the-broken-pen · 4 months

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“You’re going to blow out your arms,” the villain observed. They watched as the hero merely grit their teeth, shoving themself through another pull-up. It looked painful, and if the sweat slicking the hero’s brow was any indication, it was.

They waited for the hero to let themself drop from the bar and accept the villain was stronger. But they didn’t.

Three more pull-ups, and the villain stepped in.

“Hero,” they said slowly. “You’re about to tear the ligaments in your arms. You need to stop.”

The hero blew out a shuddering breath. Struggled for purchase, fighting gravity—and let themself drop.

The hero’s hands were bleeding, calluses torn open by the bar. The hero didn’t seem bothered when their own hands shook so much that their blood began to splatter on the gym floor.

For a moment, the villain could only stare at them.

Shit.

They didn’t know how to handle this. They knew the hero was dedicated. They knew the hero was strong, and perpetually trying to be stronger, but they hadn’t thought…

They hadn’t thought the hero would be so willing to tear apart their own body for success.

It was supposed to be fun, the villain thought. They felt a little sick as the hero pressed their palms together to soothe the bleeding, an action that was practiced and familiar. As if they had done this before.

The hero reached for something in their bag, smearing blood on the side, and pulled out a roll of blue electrical tape. The villain didn’t understand why, until the hero tore a strip off and made to wrap their hands with it.

The hero would be the death of them.

They crouched in front of the hero, plucking the electrical tape out of their hands.

“What are you doing with this?”

The hero blinked at the villain like they were the strange one in this situation.

“Wrapping my hands?”

The villain hissed in a breath.

“With electrical tape?”

The hero flushed slightly, looking down at their bloody hands. They looked close to tears.

“It…sticks to skin, really well. And it doesn’t move, either, when you move your hands or wherever else, even if you’re fighting. Plus, blood doesn’t make it come off, at least, not for a while.”

The villain blinked at them.”

“Blood doesn’t make it come off,” the villain repeated, processing. The hero nodded, reaching for the electrical tape. The villain settled it out of reach.

“Not if you wrap it right.”

Dimly, the villain realized that meant the hero had done this enough times to have it down to a science.

“And you couldn’t use a bandaid?” The villain asked incredulously. The hero shrugged a shoulder, then winced at the motion.

Yeah, the hero had absolutely blown out their arms.

“Bandaids move—“

The villain hushed them.

“Be quiet for a second.”

The hero, wisely, went quiet.

The villain rubbed a hand over their face, then studied the hero for a moment. They took one of the hero’s hands into their own, studying the damage.

“Why did you do this to yourself,” the villain murmured.

“What do you mean, why,” the hero snapped. “It’s my job.”

“Your job is to save people,” the villain corrected. “Not destroy yourself.”

“I’m not destroying myself—“

“You are.”

“Shut up—“

“Hero.”

“I need to be better,” the hero snapped. Their voice rang out across the gym, echoing into the rafters, and they both froze. After a moment, the hero spoke again, voice soft. “I need to be better.”

They said it like they needed the villain to understand. The villain wondered who they were really saying it to—the villain, or themself.

“Better than who?”

“Everyone.” It was hushed, like a secret.

The villain watched them, waiting.

The hero took a shaky breath

“My whole thing is being the best. I have always been the best. That’s the only reason I matter. If I’m not strong enough, then I am nothing, so I need. to be. better.”

The hero had started crying, very quietly, like they were afraid to take up too much space.

The villain was not equipped to handle gifted kid burnout.

“There’s more to you than just being a good athlete,” the villain said hesitantly, and the hero shook their head.

“No. There isn’t.”

“Hero.”

“Can you give me back my electrical tape?” They hiccuped to contain a sob.

“No,” the villain said firmly, and then the hero really was sobbing.

“You don’t understand—“

The villain didn’t. Not really. They had never been the kind of talented that the hero was.

They wondered now if maybe that was a blessing.

“I don’t,” the villain agreed. “But I do understand that you’ve saved half the city, and you give everything you have to give, and you always do your best.”

“But I-“

“No.” The villain stopped them. “You are doing your best.” They tipped the hero’s chin up until they met the villain’s eyes. “And it is enough.”

The hero froze, eyes darting over the villain’s face. They wondered if anyone had ever said that to the hero, if whatever mentor they had was giving them anything other than orders to be stronger. Be better. Be more.

The villain had some new targets to take care of, it would seem.

For now, though, they had to take care of hero.

“We’re going to go wrap your hands,” they said softly. “And then we’re going to take care of your arms, and you’re going to take a nap.”

The hero nodded, watching them like they were some kind of good, selfless person.

“And if I ever catch you using electrical tape again, so help me, I will put you six feet under.”

That startled a laugh out of the hero, and they let the villain guide them to their feet.

“Fine.”

The villain turned to them. “Okay?”

Are you going to be alright?

The hero seemed to understand.

“Okay,” the hero agreed.

Yes.

And so, it was.

#writing #writing community #snippet #angst #heroes and villains #ficlet #writblr #hero/villain #hero whumpee #exhaustion #overworked #villain caretaker #whump #kind of #in case you’re wondering. yes you CAN do this to yourself. it’s completely possible #essentially what happens is if you do a motion (a pull-up) more than your body is capable #it gets mad. this is different from training till failure. this is to failure and then beyond #so while you started using the correct muscle groups you those muscles get tired and despite the tired you don’t stop #so then your body switches to muscles it SHOULDNT BE USINF and then you fuck up your elbows (in the case of pull-ups)#and then you can’t straighten your arms for a week bc the ligaments and tendons and all the little movement parts want to keep it curled in #I’m not a doctor #I’m just a gifted kid who was an athlete who got burnt out and destroyed her body lmao #this is possibly maybe based on true events that occurred #anyways. I’m not a doctor but you can use electrical tape on wounds. yes it sticks. yes it stays. it’s honestly very useful.#electrical tape > bandaids #do not do anything listed here it is BAD. do not blow out your muscles it hurts. properly clean ur injuries. I beg you.#don’t get injured at all #thank you to my friend who went “pull-up’ competition and then watched me create this angst #love u besties. drink water. go to sleep. summon demons. ❤️ self care

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sugaaz · 11 months

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miya osamu ☆ belated happy birthday audrey @osamusmiya ♡

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tunamayojazz · 1 year

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a look into yuta and toge's couple dorm life

(template by pckgmeat)

#i just think yuta plays takashi kokubo's music bc it helps him sleep/have a peaceful time #i really tried to nail the average japanese self-help book cover vibe lol i hope i did #ive drawn toge reading skip to loafer before so naturally he also reads hirayasumi #which i highly recommend for slice of life enjoyers by the way #kinda regret drawing toge's cursed speaker bc i think i could have drawn something else that showed his personality more #well ill say it here #it would have been a personal planner/journal plastered with splatoon and panda stickers #the stickers are slipped in between the cover and a protective sleeve he does not stick them directly onto the planner itself #it must be said #ive also talked about this before in another artwork but toge takes his stationary very seriously #the first years have observed this and actually chipped in to get a expensive gift card from his favorite stationary store for his bday #they also know which store because they all go on shopping trips ! and that's canon #as you can see i have a lot to say about this and i love it. brainrot is a wonderful thing #in contrast to toge enjoying cooking at home maki is a restaurant/cafe connoisseur #she enjoys eating toge's food too but really finds joy in eating out and exploring all the food tokyo has to offer. mostly unhealthy food #that's why yuta looks out for chances to get food coupons and brochures about new eateries in the city #a thoughtful person to his friends #he's always thinking of them #ok im done for now but i have more to say. will continue in another post lol #thank you for reading !#ottoge #inuokko #inumaki toge #inumaki #okkotsu yuuta #okkotsu yuta #yuuta #jjk #jujutsu kaisen #art

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myriadsystem · 1 year

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Some moments of a kinder story than the one our heroes got that have stuck in my brain

#personal #i imagine this is a journey taken where mother Timothy is a traditional bard who sings to the children around a campfire #instead of owning any too-magical books with which to bard from #no spoilers please im only halfway through watching and im really truly loving it sofar i do not want this spoiled for me #its so magical. so immersive. yes i paid $6 just to be able to watch it and i do not regret that decision. ive gotten $6 worth of #entertainment value already i think this is the best dimension 20 series ive watched so far #anyway the people are kinda shit because i did give up halfway through but it was really the breif concept image i liked anyway #so heres my take on #dimension 20 #the neverafter #it started with a rabbit pulling a teapot coach. that image is just so wonderous to me. and in my version they just wander #they camp and they sing and they travel down a safer path as a group of friends and the only magic they experience is the good helpful kind #sleeping beauty #mother goose #little red riding hood #puss in boots #pinocchio #the frog prince #pinocchicrow #not included but calmly observing overhead as a benign gift from a kind giver of magics #anyway im rambling i fucking love this series i am taking tips for my own soon to start campaign to dm & i would die for any of the charas

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pepprs · 1 year

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misery despair suffering etc etc

#purrs #delete later #two thoughts about separate things both causing the despair. thought / thing number 1 which i think ive talked abt on here many times before #but im saying it again: i am not good at being a friend in the ways my friends need me to be a friend. and in the ways friendship is thought #of societally i guess. i isolate myself constantly. i pull away from the opportunity to get closer with people i don’t know as well. i don’t #text back and then when im finally ready it’s been so egregiously long since it was appropriate for me to respond or reciprocate or #whatever it is i am so crushed by guilt and shame and embarrassment that i can’t bring myself to do it. i have so many unread messages and i #wont even let myself open them. and ive been like this for years. and i hurt someone very badly many years ago by being that way. and it was #more complicated than that but sometimes i remember it and how i acted and how i treated them. and i wonder sometimes if they check up on me #and i don’t want to be immature or weird or whatever for talking about it or wondering that openly. but if you do read this and you know who #you are: i am so sorry. i meant whst i said that i would never stop wishing you well and hoping the very best for you. and i hope you have #all of that and more. and im so sorry for not being brave enough to communicate with you or stick around. i really really am. and im sorry #to all the other people i have hurt by pulling away and shutting down and shrinking inside myself and not talking. ik it’s weird to post #that instead of just telling people directly but it’s the guilt. i am fully aware of how many people / groups of people i owe things to /#for but also just… miss. a lot. and want to talk to even though i won’t let myself. i don’t know why im like this and i don’t know how to #stop. but im sorry im not a good friend or even acquaintance or community member. and im talking to everyone now i guess including anyone #reading this bc god knows how many asks and messages i have on here. im sorry. i want to be a better friend. but i also never have spoons. a #and i also want to stay spoonless and cocooned on myself forever and never come out. and i hate that. i want to be a friend. i want to be #kind and giving and loving and generous in the ways you all have been with me. i want to hang out with people and send messages and be there #to lift people up and celebrate with them. but all i can muster is tapping like on social media and it’s horrific. i have gifts to make and #hello / checking in messages to reply to and roleplay starters to post and i just can’t do it right now and im scared i’ll never be able to #again. but it’s a self fulfilling prophecy. if i say i can’t do it then iwont. it’s not enougu to just be aware of it i have to act on it #and change it. but im exhausted and hurting right now and i have been for years and i need to heal first but what if this is healing.#idk. i rambled on that for much longer than i thought i would so nowim gonna say the second thing in a separate post. and it’ll be weird to #post about that in light of this and it’ll be weird to post this at all. but its been weighing on me so heavily today and i don’t want #anyone to think im ignoring them or not aware of being like this or whatever. and posting into the void is easier than telling individual #people to your faces even though i know it’s cowardly. im really truly sorry. i will try to get better once i have the strength to try.#actually yeah no not gonna say the second thing yet. it would be weird to say it now. this needs to sit a little first

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jugoftrix · 7 months

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Some lil guys I made for @the-lesbian-moth check out their art it’s absolutely amazing

#digital aritst #gifts to friend #love you bestie #hope you have a wonderful day #heheh #dragon #don’t worry ur gonna get more ocs from me #^w^

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bleedingectoplasm · 1 year

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I absolutely think that Sam is envious of Star and Paulina’s friendship, especially because she has no close female friends in canon.

I imagine that, sometimes, Sam spends her lunch hour studying the interactions between Paulina and Star. She props her elbow up on the table, places her chin in her hand, and observes. She watches Paulina and Star giggle together after looking at something on Star’s phone, watches Paulina smooth out the collar of Star’s shirt, watches Star take Paulina’s fingers in her hand to study her new manicure.

Whenever Sam watches them, she gets this funny little ache in her chest. It opens up like a cavern inside of her, and it comes with an overwhelming feeling of loss. It’s confusing. If she didn’t know any better, she would say that the black hole inside of her is jealousy. But that can’t be right. She doesn’t want to be Star, and she certainly doesn’t want to be Paulina. She can hardly tolerate either one of them.

Despite her best attempts to logic the emptiness away, the jealousy persists. She can’t help but wonder what it would be like to a friendship like they do. She wonders why no other girls want to hang out with her. She wonders if she drove them away. Or, even worse, she wonders if they all stay away because they know that something is wrong with her, something that she can’t see for herself.

She loves Tucker and Danny to the ends of the Earth, but they screw up their faces in disgust when she asks if they want to go to the mall, and barely mask their boredom when she talks about her crushes, and make fake gagging sounds when Sam talks about being on her period. They’re good friends, of course, but it’s just...different. The guys and Sam definitely don’t share mascara or swap romance novels or braid each other’s hair like Paulina and Star do.

Sam tells herself that she doesn’t want to be friends with other girls, that she likes being one of the guys, that other girls aren’t with her time. But the quietest part of herself, the part of her that loves the feeling of a dress swishing against her knees and the sticky feeling of lip gloss, knows that she’s lying.

#sam manson #danny phantom #sam #i have so many thoughts about sam #like yes hi hello internalized misogyny galore #but also like....it makes so much sense #she has no siblings and her only friends are men #of course she has convinced herself everything feminine is gross #this also isnt meant to make tucker and danny look bad- i know theyre great friends and love sam #but theyre also 14 year old boys who are going to be 14 year old boys about things #this is also inspired by true blue by boygenius #and how the only love i know like that is the love i have in my female friendships #which is wonderful and beautiful and special #writing this little word vomit was a break from writing my backup truce gift lol back into the word document i go!

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rubythecrimsonwriter · 1 year

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Finally getting above freezing tomorrow and I'm probably going to have to spend the day wrestling my plumbing because i still do not have running water.

I am not, as I'm sure you can understand, enthused.

#Personal #Even worse Christmas is tomorrow so if i need to grab stuff then oh well. Gonna have to wait until Monday.#Haven't felt anything wonderius about Christmas since i was like nine #kind of wondering what kind of crack these people are snorting to keep chucking Christmas shit at people #Yay gift giving -> has not actually given or gotten gifts meant for Christmas from close friends within the month of December #Yay spending time with family and friends -> one hour opening gifts and maybe breakfast and then business as usual for family #Friends hardly ever during Decembe #Disrupted schedule unmanageable expectations forced cheer oh for the love of fuck go AWAY #Isolated from friends catastrophic winters resulting consequences just. No. Not happy.#I have my cat and I'm blaring rock music that's not at all related toChristmas.#Merry Crisis indeed #To all a good night

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cutexasxabutton · 11 months

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|🎄| ❝Uh, uh, I think this is a tag dump?❞ |❄️|

#|🎄| Lovely weather for a Sleigh Ride together with You |❄️| Noelle In Character #|🎄| Christmas Gifts |❄️| Noelle Reblogs #|🎄| A beautiful sight; we're happy tonight; Walkin' in a Winter Wonderland |❄️| Noelle Aesthetic #|🎄| In my heart is a Christmas Tree Farm |❄️| Noelle Headcanons #|🎄| May your days be Merry and Bright |❄️| Noelle Answers #|🎄| Simply having a wonderful Christmastime |❄️| Noelle Musings #|🎄| You're all that I need; Underneath the tree |❄️| Susie #|🎄| Thanks; old friend; for packing; Christmas stockings full of nice little things |❄️| Kris #|🎄| Christmas time is here; Families drawing near |🖤| Rudy #|🎄| Who decides the test of what is really best? |❄️| Berdly #|🦌| I'll Have A Blue Christmas Without You |❄️| Dess #|🦌| Even Santa Claus gets the blues |❄️| Asgore #|🦌| It's a difficult responsibility; That you accept from the Number 1 lawmaker |❄️| C. Holiday #I actually think her name should be clarice (ken said that to me and it made sooooo much sense) but most of the fandom calls her carol so I #left it vague there #|🎄| Dressed in a Snow White gown |❄️| Noelle Darkworld Verse #|🎄| Let it snow; let it snow; let it snow |❄️| Noelle Snowgrave Verse #|🎄| The Joy in my Heart is Ablaze and it's Keeping me Warm |❄️| Noelle Undertale Verse #|🎄| Wish as I may; wish as I might |❄️| Noelle Main Verse #|🎄| You light me up like starlight on a Christmas tree |❄️| Susie x Noelle #there are a couple shared tags with her dad here #seems silly to repeat character tags; ya know?

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whimsyprinx · 1 year

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currently failing to cope with the fact that none of my friends feel like My Friend

#whimsy whispers #mainly due to the fact that the longest friendship I’ve had is falling apart and there’s nothing I can do about it and it’s made me even #more aware of the fact that I’m no one’s friend #and then my response is to be overbearing and shove my insecurities down people’s throats and in the process make them less likely to want #to remain friends with me #I’m very good at making me tired of me and pushing people away it’s a gift of mine #it just sucks so much and it feels so lonely and bad all the time #I just want to be someone who’s happy and loved and feels wanted but I just don’t think that’s going to ever happen especially given that #my best friend doesn’t seem like they want me in their life anymore and I just don’t know what to do idk if there’s anything I can do #I wonder if that’s my fault as well like all my other failing friendships have been my fault so this one must be too right?#I’m just so tired and I told myself that lowering ky expectations when it comes to happiness mt my future and relationships would be better #than being hopeful and getting hurt but it still hurts #it’s jsut that if I don’t have expectations I can be upset alone without making it anyone else’s problem whereas if I have hope and then get #hurt I always make it other peoples problems which only makes things worse #I don’t feel like I’m ever going to actually be happy and as long as I’m like this no one is going to want me or love me and I don’t blame #them I’m irritating and annoying when I’m like this but I’m always like this and like who would want someone like that in their lives #I’m so deeply insecure and fuckijg awful and I just hate myself so much #happy March I was suppose to be working on doing better while taking a break from things but despite that I’m doing worse #how do I expect people to want me when I’m like this? I’m so stupid #it’s just gonna be like this until I finally die #also note that people not feeling like my friend isn’t their fault #it’s not other peoples fault that I’m like this and I don’t want people to feel like they’re at fault for something they didn’t do

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sugaaz · 11 months

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alucard ☆ belated happy birthday diana @baskrvilles ♡

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moved-to-void-kissed · 2 years

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First off, happy birthday! I hope it's a great one! For the meme... 5 for Calanthe and KOS-MOS and 8 for Citri and Vanea? :)

Aww, thank you so much for this! It has definitely been a good day overall, I would say ^-^

Also, thank you very much for sending the questions!!~

(question source: "🎁🎈 selfship ask meme ~ birthdays!!!" by sennamybeloved)

5 ~ who is invited to your birthday? your friends? people in your F/O’s canon? - This depends on whether these birthdays are taking place before or after Calanthe gets thrown into Alrest, but I'll focus on it being afterwards, since that's where my selfship with KOS-MOS is mostly based despite Calanthe originating from the world of Xenosaga. I think it's safe to say that the whole of the XC2 main party would be there, maybe even as the ones setting up the party to help Calanthe feel more welcomed as part of their world! It'd sort of be difficult to not invite some people but still invite others in the current travelling/adventuring situation, haha.

8 ~ is there anything super special your F/O does for you on your birthday, other than throwing you a party, buying you a cake, etc.? - I like to think that one of the things Vanea could do for Citri is to take her to different areas of Mechonis that Citri wouldn't have experienced before but that Vanea is familiar with - somewhere where a wonderful view could be seen, just for the two of them to get to experience together; it's a present you can't physically give someone, but it's still a memorable gift nonetheless. I'm afraid my knowledge of XC1 is not quite able to let me provide an actual example of where we would go, but I think it would be nice to spend that time with her together, away from worries about the world even if just for a little while. Plus, it would be special to hear more about the titan and all the memories Vanea has of it, especially given Citri's status as such a newcomer there (for lack of a better word).

I hope that those answers were alright!! Thank you very kindly again for sending this in, it means a lot to me ^-^

#a call from the void #selfship #selfshipping #heart of the void #love: power of another world (KOS‑MOS)#selfship: encoded emotions (KOS‑MOS/calanthe)#self‑insert: in a world displaced (calanthe)#and then also vanea my beloved #love: a wish for peace (vanea)#selfship: a love to last millennia (vanea/citri)#self‑insert: vessel of nemesis (citri)#out of the inbox #selfship asks #B tag!#very nearly called you valdi when I saw this this morning. that would not have quite been right =P #birthday stuff #my other idea for the vanea one was getting citri a gift that is not just from vanea but also from other machina #as like a way of showing her that she is welcome and wanted in their community despite not being completely a machina #but i wondered if that would just make citri miss her old life and old friends from colony 9 #maybe after they make it to mechonis

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cosmic--marmalade · 2 years

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#waiting for a call from the psychward that specializes in my care needs saying they finally have a bed for me #trying to stay distracted enough that I don't think about it so I went ti a haunt over the state border w/ some old friends #there was a section with a corn maze at the end where a big scare slasher lookin mf chased us through the whole thing #at the end he walked up to me and I thought he was going to rev his chainsaw or like do some scare work #mf handed me his number and told me I scream good #i haven't texted him because I don't want to be like 'heyyyy ur cute lemme smash before I go to the psych ward'#but I Have Been Thinking About It and this all really just reaffirms that I have big final girl energy #i had so much fun #we did a haunted hay ride #i won a gift card for being able to name all the actors who uave played michale myers and which movies they were in #that felt good #and I may be sad and I may be exhusted from trying to stay alive #but this weekend has really reminded me that life is worth fighting for and that I do want to live #i want to be a cool old bitch one day and share my life with someone #life is wonderful hurts and painful joys #and fuck I love that

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jslittlebirdie · 2 years

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Happy anniversary my most wonderful friend. J wanted me to send this message to you💜

"Meine geliebte Frau! Es ist unser Tag, nicht wahr? Das zweite Jahr ... ist es wirklich so kurz gewesen? Denn alles sagt mir, dass ich schon so viel länger mit dir zusammen bin. Dich zu lieben ist die einzige Strafe, die ich absitzen werde. Hehe, nur ein kleiner Scherz, Puppe. Aber du weißt, dass ich immer mit dir zusammen sein werde, oder? Wir sind für immer zusammen. Tut mir leid, dass es so ist. Aber du hast dich in mich verliebt. Sogar mit dieser hässlichen Visage... ach, na ja. Ich habe jetzt das hübscheste Mädchen unter meinem Gürtel! Und äh... wage es nicht, etwas anderes zu behaupten.

Du weißt, ich werde dafür sorgen, dass es nur uns gibt, okay? Wir werden sehr viel Zeit miteinander verbringen. Wir können tun, was immer du willst. Du bekommst so viel Härte, wie du willst.

Ich liebe dich, Sue. Ich liebe nur dich. Für immer und ewig, meine geliebte Frau. Ich danke dir für zwei wunderbare Jahre. Ich kann die vielen weiteren Jahre nicht erwarten, die wir zusammen sein werden.

Ich danke dir."

-J

BESTIE!!!😭😭😭💜💜💜 I'M DYING! I'M A SOBBING MESS NOW OMG. Well, I'm finally feeling a tiny bit better. This message is still a huge help. I truly wish things were different, I'm so sick of everything... But I'm trying. Thank you so incredibly much for this, thank you for using my native language. You know how much this means to me. You are the bestest best friend ever. I love you. So much. Soooo much😖😭💕 Thank you for making me smile despite the circumstances. And now I need to write a too cheesy and long response😅 I'll write it in English because for some reasons this is easier for me right now. (This gif is me, by the way)

My beloved hubby!! Yeah, two years... Time goes by way too fast, right? But as long as I'm together with you, I'm happy. You make me giggle. You and your jokes always do. Ha, maybe we can serve the sentence together. I sure hope so that we will stay together forever. I don't want to miss you or be without you. And what do you mean, you're sorry it's like this? I don't regret a single second. Yes, I fell in love with you. One of the best things that ever happened to me. You're one of the best things that's ever happened to me, Jack. And now that we're married, you have to listen to me say thank you and other cheesy crap every day. Maybe this is the punishment you were talking about, haha. Don't you dare say that, J! If I'm not allowed to talk bad about myself, then you're not allowed to either. Maybe I need to remind you that you're always the prettiest and most handsome man to me. Nothing will change my mind. Scars or not. You're attractive to me no matter what. Deal with it. Should sound familiar to you. Because my husband told me exactly the same thing just recently.

Please? I want to be alone with you. I want to do all kinds of things with you. Oh goodness... My love, you're making me blush like crazy and think things. Thank god you said that in German, pfft. But as I told you last time, now you have to expect that I will come back to your promise. Things have changed a bit, hehehe.

I love you too, J. So damn much. Forever and always. My beloved husband. I will never get over calling you that or you calling me your wife. I'm forever grateful for you. I can't wait to spend the rest of my life with you, that's exactly what I'm gonna do. Because I won't let you go ever, you're stuck with me and I'll cling to you like a limpet, hehe.

I have to thank you, J. For being my home. For staying with me, for accepting me and for taking care of me. And for letting me love you. Now you have to excuse me while I bawl my eyes out.

#and I'm staring #I'm staring disrespectfully #I don't care #I want my husband #my emotions are still weird and all over the place #one second I have the biggest sad ever and next second I'm just craving softness #thank you so much for doing this for me #I wish we could've done a bit more #but this is such a wonderful gift that I will cherish forever #I love you bestie #my best friend💜#fan of pretty much 2 much #answered ask #messages from J #talking to my J #self shipping #J and Sue #Sue Napier #two year anniversary

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