#alcohol relapse

[alcoholiclin]

i wanna drink i wanna drink i wanna drink i want to drink so bad god i want a drink i need to drink fuck im supposed to be sober but i feel like i have to have a drink right now or i'll die god i need a drink so bad i want to drink i want to drink i want to drink and do pills and smoke weed and take psychedelics and shoot up god i need something in my system right the fuck now or i'm gonna explode

but i cant. i have to stay sober.

#sobriety #12 steps #alcoholics anonymous #alcoholism #sober #addiction #recovery #pill addict #shooting up #recovering alcoholic #alcohol relapse #drug relapse

[gloriousduckpeach]

I need a better way of getting rid of food I don't want to eat

#low cal restriction #tw ed but not sheeran #ed relapse #st4rv1ng #th1nsp1ration #alcohol #i hate my body #ana is my friend #tw disordered thoughts #tw mia

[tdutb]

penblock...........PLEASDE.......... looking up at you with my big wet eyes/nf

here take your transmascs

#my art #ms paint #battle for dream island #bfdi #bfdi pen #bfdi blocky #bfdi penblock #that is probably enough for the “extra” tags to not be visible #everything hurts so much i might just relapse and never try quitting alcohol again

[harddrugg]

Mealspø

#i wanna lose weight #tw drvgs #drvgs #drugging kink #drug blog #drugs cw #sex and drugs #i wanna cvt #tw drugs #sh cvt #skin&bones #skinandbones #skinnyspø #skinnyyy #mealsp0 #mealspo #⭐️ ing motivation #@na motivation #i need to lose this weight #pro for me not for thee #ed relapse #tw ed but not sheeran #tw ed sheeran #tw weight #i need to be weightless #xanax pills #alcohol #cigarette #cigarsmoker #ciggarette

[fazgoo-connoiseur-1987]

Henry Emily alcoholism….. save me Henry Emily alcoholism…. Please Henry Emily alcoholism………

#i think he’s kind of a lightweight actually at least in comparison to bill #bill is ALSO an alcoholic but they have different relationships with addiction #like bill’ll go months without touching the stuff and then relapse super hard #usually when something shakes him up #while for Henry’s more consistant in his drinking habits (they defiantly get worse after Charlie’s death and the MCI tho) #yeh #fnaf #five nights at freddy's #william afton #henry emily #yelling about the bear #alcoholism

[promptsforyourwhumpfic]

Whump Prompt #1095

TW: alcohol / emetophobia / spiking

Did you know that the most common method of spiking is with alcohol? 

That being said, your whumpee spends a carefree evening with friends. They’ve been sober for a while, and have truly worked hard to get to where they are now. So they sit back with a glass of coke at the bar, watching their friends do some drunk karaoke/fail miserably at hitting on people at the bar. 

When someone offers to buy the next round, they of course say yes, and they are brought another glass of coke (or your whumpees preferred soft drink. Whatever works). They’re thirsty, so they drink at least a quarter of it pretty quickly... but stop when they see someone laughing. 

Then it hits them. The taste of vodka on their tongue; clear as day. It burns. 

The perpetrators laugh as he tries to use someone else’s water to get it off their tongue. But the damage has already been done, and your whumpee panics. 

Maybe they rush to the toilets to make themselves throw up. Maybe they have a full blown panic attack, because they’ve ‘failed’  and don’t want to put their friends and family through that again. They’ve worked so hard, so fucking hard to get better...

A while later one of the more sober friends finds them in the cubicle, sobbing and apologising profusely. The sober friend tries to reassure them that it’s alright - that they’re still sober, and that they’ve done nothing wrong and they promise to keep an eye on your whumpee the next few days, as your whumpee is terrified of relapsing. 

When word reaches the more drunk friends... they are more than happy to ‘have a chat’ with the perpetrators.

#whump #writing #ideas #prompts #angst #panic attacks #tw: alcohol #tw: alcoholism #past alcoholism #sobriety #worry #fear #tw: emetophobia #tw: vomiting #spiking #relapse

[kyomidazai]

Relapse, relapse with me

Whiskey is my boyfriend, never cheated on me

Relapse, relapse with me

The bottle is my best friend and my worst enemy

#song is Relapse by Cheap Perfume #tw relaspe #tw alcohol #alcoholism #bsd #bsd dazai #bsd roleplay #bungou gay dogs #bungou stray dogs #bungou stray dogs dazai #dazai #fem!dazai #femzai #roleplay

[alcoholiclin]

also i relapsed (again) and now have 8 days. im upset because i almost had 90 days. i dont wanna be one of those people that are in and out for 20 years, never having more than a year of sobriety. and now it just feels like sobriety doesn't matter yk? like i should just relapse again because i dont have any time anymore. and on top of that i just want to use to die. im not even suicidal it's just like thats what my brain is telling me. and speaking of, im so tired of my brain always going straight to suicide. my life is actually going pretty well right now and still i find myself thinking (fantasizing?) about my own death. its exhausting. life is exhausting let alone life as an alcoholic trying not to drink, even if I have aa.

#sobriety #12 steps #alcoholics anonymous #alcoholism #sober #addiction #recovery #drug relapse #drug recovery #alcohol relapse #relapse #tw si #tw alcoholism #tw drug addiction

[gloriousduckpeach]

I haven't gotten onto the scale in so long and honestly im scared to do it now

#low cal restriction #tw ed but not sheeran #ed relapse #st4rv1ng #th1nsp1ration #alcohol #i hate my body #ana is my friend #tw disordered thoughts #tw mia

[sneckoil]

crashing 👍

#when a man loves a piece of media very much #he has to stop thinking about it before he experiences a mental hangover #happy easter. watch things in moderation #i feel like a recovering alcoholic when i get into something man it’s not a good feeling #gonna do my 10-7 then go home with house out of my damn system #filter that shit out before i get liver failure (depression) #this is where i say Im never gonna get into a piece of media like this ever again #[relapses] #someone spray water on me i never learn #shioshpam

[skullmoss]

on my current stardew valley save im realizing that i dont think shane is an alcoholic the way pam's an alcoholic i think that dude is just severely fucking depressed and self-medicated with alcohol. and once he starts turning things around and seeing a therapist he's able to still drink on occasion.

like he's kicked the habit & cut back, when you marry him and trigger his 14 heart event it cements that, but i don't see him still having alcohol from time to time as "regression" or a "relapse".

#alcoholism cw #like there are different ways addiction/alcoholism manifests. #and i think pam is the kind of alcoholic who (if she were to ever seek sobriety) canNOT have a drink or else she'll relapse. #where shane was the kind of 'former' alcoholic who can and will cut back but still drink when in the right headspace. #stardew valley 1.6 update has me in the TRENCHES for this guy bc younger fans dont UNDERSTAND and are weird control freaks for pixel people #AND LIKE FOR THE RECORD I THINK PAM IS ALSO DEPRESSED her & penny's life is clearly Rough. #but i think her alcoholism is more....the “traditional” kind if that makes sense???

[adventures-in-therapy]

#relapse problems #drug rehab #alcohol rehab #rehab meme #recovery meme

[lostandirredeemable]

not eating all day so you can drink yourself into oblivion without the guilt

#anarec1a #ana goals #ana trigger #tw ana relapse #tw ana shit #tw ana related #i wanna be thinner #thin$p0 #i wish i was thinner #anor3×14 #anorex14 #drunkorexic #alcholism #alcohol #drunkorexia

[neuroticboyfriend]

opened the I Am Sober app to reset it again bc i had a shot and it gave me a notification that i had 1 month without alcohol. lmao. at least i fucking did it. thats insane. thats god. like hey you relapsed on pills but at least you hit 1 month without alcohol before relapsing on that too. good job.

#julian rants #good things #vent #relapse #addiction recovery #drugs tw #alcohol tw