Знаете, что самое неприятное в "новой жизни"?
Самое неприятное- это когда я осознала, что мне не нравится то, как я живу- как, чем, где, с кем и т. д. - а окружающие продолжали думать, будто всё хорошо.
В моём представлении "бросила всё и уехала" имело другой посыл, чем их "бросила ВСЁ и уехала". И ведь не объяснить. Им. Никогда.
И теперь, каждый раз, приезжая домой, я вижу несчастные лица родителей. Они рады меня видеть. Искренне. Искренне соскучились. Но сквозь эту радость проступает такая тоска, будто кто-то умер. И это невыносимо. Видеть родителей ТАКИМИ.
А ещё теперь, приползая без сил в родительский дом, надеясь на то тепло, которое спасало всё детство и юность от всех печалей, лечило и давало чувство защищенности- теперь этого больше нет. Теперь только "ты же сама этого хотела".
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#randb #randbmusic #tagstagram #tagstagramers #randbsoul #randbartist #tagsta #randbsinger #soulmusic #soulmusiclovers #tagsta_music #soulmusiclives #soulartist #artistsoul #soulartistmgmt #soulsinger #soulsingers #randbsong #randbsongs #soulsong #soulsongs #randbband #soulband #randbsoulmix #soul https://www.instagram.com/reel/Cg4LnJKD5-8/?igshid=YmMyMTA2M2Y=
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„Tik zīmīgi Lapas kundze mierina nepacietīgo Vaidu, kas sūdzas par bezdarbību šai bezcerīgajā laikā. „Kā, bezdarbību? Jūs cietāt un cerējāt, es darīju to pašu. Un tūkstoši līdz ar mums. Vai tie nav dvēseles spēki, kas darbojas? Vai tas var palikt bez iespaida? Jums nevajag domāt, ka tie, kas cieš un sapņo, darbojas mazāk nekā tie, kas tos kalnus gāž. Tad jau man būtu jāatdzīst sevi par pilnīgi nevērtīgu radījumu. Jo ko tad es varu pēc aktīvo ļaužu domām? Tikai skatīties no iekšienes uz visām lietām. Bet redzēt varu varbūt vairāk, nekā tie gudrie redz... Kas būtu pasaule, ja nebūtu tādu sapņotāju kā bērnu, sieviešu un mākslinieku? Mēs stāvam tuvāki dievībai un esam viņas gribas mediji... Kas man liedz sapņot to vispilnīgāko un tā palīdzēt Dievam izvest viņa nodomus? ””
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Zenta Mauriņa par Annu Brigaderi un viņas daiļradi grāmatā - „Baltais ceļš”
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To be created is to be creative
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#randb #randbmusic #tagstagram #tagstagramers #randbsoul #randbartist #tagsta #randbsinger #soulmusic #soulmusiclovers #tagsta_music #soulmusiclives #soulartist #artistsoul #soulartistmgmt #soulsinger #soulsingers #randbsong #randbsongs #soulsong #soulsongs #randbband #soulband #randbsoulmix #soul https://open.spotify.com/user/pz0c9otukq6rgegy8zz1gcwlz/playlist/3lXvbESvaylv92JGG9rr2N?si=RrwP2vQ-T8G69U0df0aQaA https://www.instagram.com/p/CHHBZDJFzkw/?igshid=q1wxj1i4vdwx
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Checking out my #ZebraMetallicBrushPens. Loving the flow of the brush and the pigment. Can’t wait to start working on the Father’s Day cards. Stay tuned .... 😉 #Artist #Artwork #ArtistSoul #escapENReality #UniqueRarity #MetallicBrushPens #FathersDayTheme #FathersDayCards #FathersDayComingSoon https://www.instagram.com/p/CALg66Tn8y3/?igshid=qtsnzp16fagg
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loving art!! creating a piece of art is finding the subject soul by opening yourself up. #art #artworld #artcurator #collectable_art #theartist #artistsoul #visualart #painting #artistsoninstagram #contemporaryart #abstractart #soulfeeling #modernart #impressionism #losangeles #usaartist #loveofart #love #artexperience https://www.instagram.com/p/B22O8R4HHy2/?igshid=1dekb6lgow74s
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"When I dare to be powerful, to use my strength in the service of my vision, then it becomes less and less important whether I am afraid." -Audre Lorde #tylerbphotography #tylerbphoto #tylerbphotographer #photography #artsy #photographer #creative #uncertainty #artist #selfportrait #selfportraitartist #creative #artistsoul (at studio ONE) https://www.instagram.com/p/Cc-XDU8rkmg/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=
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poo poo on you covid..I got new paints..so..I'll just 🎨 hope y'all are keeping busy..🎏🎏🎏 #painting #artistsoul #keepyourbrusheswet #putyoumoodintoyourart #mood #acrylicpainting #needsmore (at Crystal Healing Energy at the Mermaid Cottage) https://www.instagram.com/p/CX90lK4P0fg/?utm_medium=tumblr
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Non fatemi domande, prima che abbia assaporato un buon cappuccino. . . . . . . . . . #mensfashiontips #artistsoul #weekendmotivation #weekendlovers #buongiornoatutti #producerfocus #fortedeimarmi #mensfashionstyle #internationaldj #guestdjs #fashionwear #weekendtraining #instadjs #housemusicdjs #fashiondj #focusontheweekend #internationaldjs #pioneerdjs #fashiongrammer #fastfashion #djing #ibizaweekender #fashionmusic #trendyfashion #musikdj #djtips #musicproducers #italianfashion #gionaguidi #iamanartist (presso Forte dei Marmi) https://www.instagram.com/p/CWgFDV8tiBj/?utm_medium=tumblr
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When they see the finished product and want a 2nd one 🙌✨🎉 #mini #dreamcatchers #notforsale #sold #commissioned #custom #black #blue #dreamcatching #makingsmiles #Custom #custommade #madewithyouinmind #artistsoul #create #inspire #maketheworldamorebeautifulplace #handmade #handcrafted #unique #creations https://www.instagram.com/p/CSOo_GsLLmJ/?utm_medium=tumblr
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Gerhard Richter: Landscape Vielen Dank @kunstforumwien für die Gelegenheit, die Kunst des Genies unserer Zeit zu genießen 🖤 . . . . #austria🇦🇹 #germanart #gerhardrichter #landscapepaintings #grau #artistsoul #topartist #expensive #richter #maler #painter #thebest #ratedart #lovelife #vienna #viennamuseums #viennalife #sky #himmel #sculptureart #kugel (at Bank Austria Kunstforum Wien) https://www.instagram.com/p/CFy3UoVgyU-/?igshid=12s4mxtmti3jy
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It was in part a reaction against the emotions the anxiety and the introspection. It is evident I did place myself deliberately against the emotional crash that I had been experiencing and here the result. #nevergiveup💪 #fightagainstdepression #artistsoul #artaroundtheworld #artfollow #instaartiste #artinnewyorkcity #famousartists #abstratart (at Grand Rapids, Michigan) https://www.instagram.com/p/CDXLgvbBOpw/?igshid=1wgnh3qrmf1zu
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@dior @diorinternational @dior_international 📸 • • • • • • • • • • ©dushaartc #streetart #artistsoul #prophotographer #propictures #bookphotography #colorstreets #manonthewall #creativity #photooftheday #artshare #christmasmagic #diorofficiel #dior #diorbuilding #diorculture #dushaartc (à Les Champs Elysèe) https://www.instagram.com/p/B6nIyaKKkH4/?igshid=1mo1qheygoyvw
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Mirka Mora is such an amazing inspiration. Love her colour , line work and whimsical characters. #australianartist #artcollector#artshow#wildsoulcreativity #instartist #artstory#healingart #artjoy#artiststoryteller #mirkamoraart #melbourneart#decoratewithart#artwindow #artinspirationlife #artistsoul (at Templestowe, Victoria, Australia) https://www.instagram.com/p/B2RSyDQnMaU/?igshid=5wc19cto5705
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