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catboy-bride · 1 year

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they are so special to me (╥_╥)

#sobs #i love them so much #look at them #resident evil #re4 #resident evil 4 #re4 remake #leon kennedy #leon s kennedy #ashley resident evil #ashley my beloved #pls pls pls capcom #don't make it romantic #i'm begging you

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luisatherabbit · 6 months

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Pov: you're a vampire hunter

#myart #fanart #die schule der kleinen vampire #sflv #school for vampires #school for little vampires #shitpost #this is for a draw this as your favorite character thingy on twitter #ashley von ghoulfangs #dsdkv #ashley my beloved

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ellies-enrichment · 11 months

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happy last of us day to them specifically

#ashley my beloved #im on episode 15 of cr c3 now #i listened to future days earlier #thinking of them :((

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glow-205 · 7 months

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Day 10 and 11: Shield and Monster

@bluegecko98

Uhh Freddy is. Hm. Not the best drawing I’ve made, to say the least.

#dislyte #dislyte ashley #dislyte freddy #dislytetober2023 #doodle #colored doodle #ashley my beloved

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aestheti-kitty · 1 year

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Not only am I absolutely Here For the baby boy criminal newsie, but I love him. That is all thank you and goodnight.

#Ashley Johnson yet again has my soul #she stole it your honour but respectfully I’d give it to her anyway #critical role #candela obscura #auggie #Ashley my beloved

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caitas-cooing · 1 year

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I've been going through it in bits and pieces because my phone has been crap lately, but the story update is so good I love Ashley so much she is such a blorbo to me like I don't talk about her as much as I do Nikki but I love her so much. Here's a few screenshots I took, I would have taken more but after a while it keeps messing with the volume instead of taking a screenshot so I stopped

Also Mercury knows about about Lilith's past as Ashley and how she made a deal with a demon, and we don't know how long he's known that. Mercury hasn't done anything with that information yet which is strange. He's definitely planning something

#shining nikki #shining nikki spoilers #Ashley my beloved #also the art of Lilith touching Ashley inside the cage gave me chills

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fuck-off-im-ace · 1 year

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I hate that as soon as the episode started i heard the breathing and immediatly knew it was Ashley. No image needed.

#shut up gay brain #ashley my beloved #the last of us spoilers #the last of us #tlou #tlou spoilers #YOU FUCKING TELL THEM ELLIE

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isaterriblebore · 2 years

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Stex Appreciation Month Day 8: Ashley

Favourite Actor: Samantha Lane, Kati Farkas, Emma Prosser

Favourite Song/Scene: Girl’s Rolling Stock 🥹🥺

Favourite Costume: Broadway and 2000s Bochum

Favourite Ship: Ashley and Buffy! I love them so much

Headcanon: I like to see her like she’s a big sister to the other coaches.

Unpopular Opinion: I don’t really have any? I love her 😊

#stex appreciation month #starlight express #stex #ashley my beloved #stex ashley #ashley stex

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bellamyblakru · 2 years

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are they… you know… [trying to die for each other while adamantly refusing to acknowledge their feelings] soulmates?

#idiots to lovers my beloved #idiots to lovers #this is specifically about merthur AND inuyasha x kagome #merthur #merlin #bbc merlin #inuyasha #inuyasha x kagome #ashley rambles #this also works for yato x hiyori and buddie😭😭😭#and bellarke omg maybe this is my fave trope LMFAO #bellarke

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gideonthe9 · 11 months

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im losing it akdndnfnnf

#ashley johnson #ashley my beloved you will always be famous #the avengers #twitter

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livelovecaliforniadreams · 2 months

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#bridgerton #beautiful wife #cries #kanthony my beloved #ive missed them #kanthony #kate x anthony #anthony x kate #anthony bridgerton #kate #jonathan bailey #simone ashley #season 3

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noelwho · 5 months

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“Will you be an anarchist with me?”

#critical role #bells hells #cr3 #laudna #imogen temult #fearne calloway #marisha ray #laura bailey #ashley johnson #witches be bitches #witches #fearne my beloved #fearne critical role #imodna #imogen critical role #cr laudna #critical role campaign 3 #boygenius

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double--blind · 6 months

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(SPOILERS) Ashley, self-esteem, and starvation

So, I adore Ashley. She's this intensely toxic, vicious, cruel, manipulative girl, and her psychology gives me hella brainworms. Andrew's not the only one whose head I wanna crack open and root around lol. She's thrown away the world just to keep her brother by her side, and she'll continue to do worse and worse for the same reason. She's pretty awful! I've been thinking about why, though. How did things get so bad? How did her soul get so dark?

We don't know everything (I'm waiting for those new eps patiently aND CLAWING AT THE WALLS AND FROTHING AT THE MOUTH but whatevs y'know whatevs I'm normal. I'm fine), yet what information we have been given is bumping around my brain like a DVD screensaver on hyperdrive

It's clear from the start that the roots of Ashley's issues lie in her horrible, neglectful upbringing, but it's hinted that even those outside of her family felt the same abt her. I'm lowkey even betting we'll learn later on that she was ostracized by her peers somehow. However, what's most disconcerting, I believe, is how little she was when the results of this alienation are first made apparent to us (bc kids aren't dumb; they notice this stuff oftentimes instinctively, impossibly young, before they even know what it means to be hated), and how devastating the consequences were.

(There's something decidedly childish abt her dream sequence in the "questionable" route—filled with crayon scribbles and rabbit plushies, the metaphors simplistic yet profound—which really hammers in how these sentiments are things that have made a home in her since childhood. Formative subconscious truths.)

Growing up unloved and noticeably unwanted by virtually everyone around her likely left her with a gaping hole in her heart that she'd spend the rest of her life trying to fill. She'd make friends, but she'd always worry that they'd leave her, that they'd betray her, nothing tangible or weighted enough in their connection to trust in its persistence. Why should she expect otherwise? Not even being bound by familial ties ensures affection if her parents are any indication.

Every lesson she'd ever learned had always taught her this: you are easy to abandon. You cannot love and be loved by virtue of your own worth.

You have to rip their affection from their clenched hands if you want it so bad.

This understanding carries with it an undercurrent of degradation, instilling within Ashley a constant, biting inferiority complex which will never fail to be a source of insecurity. She will always be put last. She was difficult to raise, so her parents gave up on raising her. She was difficult to get along with, so her friends gave up on getting along with her.

It's an odd cycle. She's difficult bc she needs to be to get attention, but bc she's difficult, she can't keep it. Not without having whatever fondness she's managed to cultivate within someone fray at the seams, volatile and prone to collapse, bleeding toxicity.

Hence, her relationship w/Andrew.

By being the only reliable constant in her life, caring for her and keeping her company, Andrew essentially became her only source of happiness, and she's since learned not to bother with anyone else. Still, it's dangerous to keep all your eggs in one basket; since he is all she has, she must protect her place in his life with even greater ferocity, which becomes a torturous ordeal when coupled with her damaged self-esteem.

It's apparent in her quarrels with Andrew that she needs constant reassurance that she is wanted in some capacity or perceived in some positive light (getting pouty when Andrew says he's "stuck with her", needing to hear that she's pretty, needing him to "choose her", wanting him to say he loves her back, etc. etc.), yet her insecurity remains, bc unlike her, he's got options. She doesn't think he needs her like she needs him. He's got a gf, their parents love him, her friends love him. Why would he settle for her? What if someone better comes along? Someone she can't scare away?

Wouldn't he just leave her like everyone else?

Even before getting locked in the coffin of their apartment, starvation's been a constant theme in Ashley's life. She's constantly aching for love, and Andrew's the only one who can feed her. When you're forced to fight for a bite to eat or suffer every moment you hunger, you become ravenous—covetous—when faced with food; you don't want the hunger to return, so you lock down the source of your sustenance, wary of its retreat. Ashley's in a permanent state of intense insecurity, always anxious that the love that gives her life will leave her.

Andrew knows Ashley better than anyone else in the world, and it's obvs to everyone and him how desperate Ashley is for him, but I don’t think Andrew has truly, consciously processed the depth of that desperation. It's there buried in his head somewhere no doubt, but rn, he doesn't operate w/the direct awareness that he is everything. He is brother, mother, friend, and soulmate. He is life and love, air and water, everything that is good in the world—everything that there is to justify existence.

It's heartbreaking, in a way, that it's so difficult for Andrew to convince her of his loyalty. This goes further than his tendency to hide his true feelings, bc when push comes to shove, he's at her beck and call. Objectively, he's hers. She doesn't see that bc all she sees is all the ways she can lose him.

So, she gets bratty. She gets pushy, possessive, territorial. Manipulative. Gets under his skin, guilts him to exhaustion, bc she can't see him staying any other way, bc he doesn't get it, bc it works. He bends to her will, for her sake. For now. It's always "for now", bc he'll start slipping away again, and then it'll get worse. She does worse.

Becomes worse.