Don't forget us this disability awareness month!
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sure, this little pigeon-poop looking metallic bastard saves my life by making me non-suicidal
but is it really worth the non-horniness 😔
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my friend rating me on a scale of 1-10 and not leaving my bipolar disorder out of it is my highlight of the day
he’s actually correct and maybe I would’ve gotten a 9 if I didn’t break up my 1 year long relationship and constantly had crushes on him
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Is Scorching the Earth my magnum opus? Realistically, no. But does it have more of me in it than any other book in my series? Yes, in lots of ways.
💜 Scorching the Earth delves into raw and honest conversations and love, polyamory, falling for more than one person, understanding how to love multiple people at once...
💜 It revolves around a merry band of misfits who have all become family, a found family, in the arcane world.
💜 It's my most erotic and sensual novel, it introduces new characters whom I love dearly and have wanted to write about since I started thinking of them two years ago.
On a more personal and raw level, I also deeply struggle with this book. I wrote the majority of it in the middle of a manic episode, and then the rest of it in such a deep depressive episode this book really was my only light at the end of the tunnel. Still, I don't know if I'll ever be able to read it again. Every page to me now represents illness. I feel them permeate the pages.
I wish the book that, in so many ways, captured my views on polyamory, relationships, and love wasn't so sullied to me. Maybe one day it won't be. But in a way, it's just another rawness to this novel. There's probably a little more than me in this book than there have been in any of the others, in lots of ways pieces I didn't want to give.
But I'm still proud of it. I don't think I will ever be able to love this book, but I really hope you, whoever of you may end up reading it, do.
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If I may speak candidly about my mental issues… 🥰 Just wanted to say, as a bipolar, how fuckin nice it feels to be back on medication. I was manic/depressive for so long before asking for help on Tumblr, and y’all absolutely delivered.
I know bipolars are known for getting out of meds of their own accord to experience mania (which I get, it’s an explosion of energy but it’s not healthy for your body or your mind), but I’m the opposite. I’m the happiest/most productive when I’m on my meds.
Which is a hella long winded way to say thank you for helping me with my medication 💖
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Going to try a vitamin D supplement to see if that helps my mental health, so if anyone has recommendations, hit me up! I love autumn & winter, always have, but evaluating the data over the last few years, my Symptoms take a huge spike during the months with the least amount of sunlight. I know correlation doesn't equal causation etc but it's worth a try
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I’m off-meds for lack of money. Going through the worst depressive mood swing of my life. Soon I’ll start stuttering and not being able to form thoughts (that’s the lack of rivotril). See you on the other side.
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