#but lately i have been so blessed

[lacunasbalustrade]

the bottles are coming back,

and now I unseal every cork with a 'pop',

recalling the days that I sat down to write,

recalling how I bled my heart out over my keyboard;

recalling how tears ran down my cheeks in the 5 a.m. silence within my locked 5 square room,

recalling how much of my heart I thought had gone unseen,

and I unfold these letters in their glass bottles,

unfold them and caress them thumb by finger,

bawl again like a baby.

the bottles came back to me

when I thought they never would

when I thought that there was no one who read them and cared enough to come back

they have been holding my heart gently within their palms

all

this

time.

and how do I say this? how do I say that there is this overwhelming stabbing pain in my chest because someone opened my bottles.

someone pried out the cork.

someone came back to my little bottle and picked it up, someone brought it home to use as a centerpiece,

someone put flowers in with my words and watched them grow,

or they simply drank up the sorrow that I bled for someone to hear in their darkest hour.

my bottles came back.

how can I ever thank you?

#to everyone who read my fics #reshiram #gaignunkukai #meltingmorningblues #fusiera #thank starburstsobsessions for that #calyx #ladylizz #bitway #the mysterious anon known as Mari #and everyone else #every single one #I'm feeling sentimental #it's uncharacteristic of me #but lately i have been so blessed #i am very #very #thank you so very much. #repost of my reblog

[interstate35south]

listen. i like a good “hualian adopts wwx” au as much as the next guy. but do y’all ever think abt the fact that appearance wise. xie lian and hua cheng are supposedly like. 17-19

i forget about it until i’m consciously reminded of it but there’s comedic potential in there somewhere

like i imagine they could probably get away with it when wwx was a young child but it’s all fun and games until visibly 34 year old wei wuxian is still calling apparently 17 year old xie lian dad

#tgcf #tian guan ci fu #heaven official's blessing #mdzs #mo dao zu shi #wei wuxian #hua cheng #xie lian #the 17-19 feels like a bucket of cold water every time i hear it like they have always been mid-late 20s to me at LEAST #you’re looking at hua cheng and telling me he’s 18??? bullshit #i only accept it for the bit #like obv any dynamics with mortals and immortals has to factor in the whole “one of them will age and die and the other won’t” #but it just gets so much funnier when they’re an age that’s not even plausible to write off the fact that they don’t grow older #like lowkey twilight core #bonus points if lan sizhui is added into the equation #you’re 16 and your grandfather is 17 what do you do #hualian

[moniehon]

Fem Hualian on a date 🦋

#i like to think Hc is a tattoo artist and she give her gf free tattoos ofc #I really like tattoos flowers on Xie Lian where his curse shackles would have been #idk im not good at putting tattoos together so hc kinda seems off? idk idk idk #ANYWAY #its so late #i shouldn't even post this late sjxhxjx #hua cheng #xie lian #hualian #heaven official's blessing #hob #tgcf #tian guan ci fu fanart #tian guan ci fu #hualian fanart #fem hualian #hua cheng fanart #xie lian fanart #idk #modern au #my art #giu art #procreate #fanart

[frightshack]

no cgi in she-hulk charlie cox can just do that

#daredevil #shehulk #my rambles #august.. its out in august... #the TRAILER oh my goodnes gracious i was jumping for joy big fish man tim roth hi #im so late to the daredevil party im lit on the last ep of the show rn but cheers to the girlies who have been waiting since #october 19 2018 #bless

[sophinarina]

The Flower He Sought

This was meant for dianxia's birthday but as always I got too caught up into it!! Nothing less for our prince!!

#tgcf #tian guan ci fu #hualian #xie lian #heaven official's blessing #char does the art thing #ive been really obsessed with their hair lately when i draw them #its so theraputic #and then i have to color it :^) lmao

[faithinlouisfuture]

#louis tomlinson #louis tomlinson gifs #louis gifs #louis tomlinson birthday #fitfwt gifs #louisupdates #louisprojectstracks #mindofwalls #louistomlinsoncouk #i am late #but i had to #happy birthday louis #you bring light to so many lives #and for that alone you are blessed #what a year he’s had #and how well fed have we been?!? #hope that the next year’s even better! 🤞🏽 #louis birthday #my fitfwt gifs #definitely not my best work 🤪🙈

[getousatoruu]

I need to make a jjk rarepair fic rec man holy fuck there are so many hidden gems in this fandom...

#higunana you have awoken a hidden beast in me #higukusa too #i have been reading so many rarepairs lately #tojikuna sukugo nanago shiutoji like so much good food wow wow wow #blessed to be in a talented fandom ngl you all amazing af #jjk #jujutsu kaisen

[lenglengflames]

random headcannon that hua cheng detests rainy weather - light drizzles, mild rains, thunderstorms, all of it. he’s the type of person to appreciate the rain from inside, beside a crackling stove that has a simmering pot of dumpling soup over it. hua cheng has experienced being left out in thunderstorms as a kid and absolutely detests being drenched and cold with nowhere to take shelter.

also because when it rains he looks like a drenched cat and becomes a hundred times less menacing than the persona he’s built for himself.

the only way he enjoys rain the most is when he’s cuddled up to xie lian under layers of silken blankets in puqi shrine (hand-made by none other than himself) and wakes to cool winds whistling in the morning and swirls of cloudy skies.

but xie lian likes the rain.

its refreshing to walk through a thundering monsoon rainstorm, or a fleeting summer drizzle. and the best part of it all: he's not going to get sick, no matter how drenched he becomes.

so they compromise.

xie lian is more than happy to stroll in the rain and enjoy it through the patters of raindrops again hua cheng's umbrella. hua cheng, well. he'd gladly trudge through torrential rainfall if xie lian so much as breathed a word about it.

its during a light summer rain, with the sun high in the sky and a gentle zephyr ruffling the grass and trees around them that hua cheng decides to shut his umbrella.

the patter of rain against his face is uncomfortable at first, and xie lian is quick to suggest taking cover under a tree, hua cheng doesn't take him up on the offer. because as they meander through fields of wildflowers, pass by a merry stream, and navigate through a swarm of butterflies that flutter busily around the flowers, hua cheng realises the rain didn't seem as bone-chillingly cold as he remembered.

he's still not going to walk into a downpour of his own volition though. (and that's perfectly fine, because xie lian would also very much prefer having someone to cuddle with by the fire, wrapped in layers silky blankets and many cups of tea to nurse while enjoying the rains from inside puqi shrine.)

#xie lian #hua cheng #hualian #mxtx #tgcf #tian guan ci fu #heaven official's blessing #tgcf headcanon #hua 'i must look Immaculate' cheng #the rain Cannot and Will Not Mess Up His Hair. #definitely projecting onto hua cheng lol i like the rain only from the comfort of my bed #its monsoon season and the rains have been so deliciously heavy and chilly lately i just want to hibernate with my blanket

[lapras-lazure]

so my hand slipped. may i interest you in a dragon AU

I have been having so many Thoughts asfdsfdfghjk. DRAGONS. DRADAMAN. Legendary dragon pokemon being capital-d Dragons: antimatter, time, space, death, nightmares, while the “dragon” pokemon are really just considered dragon-type.

Akari who slowly befriends the new monster of the obsidian fieldlands while the diamond clan is in shambles. Irida who keeps hearing howling in the night that gaeric and the others Just Can’t Hear (really. they swear) and seeing frenzied eyes in her dreams.

Volo who thinks he is THE dragon-rider shit when he reveals Giratina to the leaders and Akari on mt coronet, but she’s like lolsies 🐉 🐉

#adaman #clan leader adaman #pokemon legends arceus #dragon!leaders au #i have been thinking about this for so long lol #IRIDA IS A DRAGON TOO it’s just just that Adaman is the one who gets stuck after getting hit by the rift lightning #clan leader bloodlines are blessed with lesser dragon forms by palkia and dialga #there are other things that would 100% be different but i am writing most of this Very late at night #my art #wait lmao is this accidental smaugust?? #on the last day?? #adaman pokemon #adaman pla #they’d be like #dragon shapeshifters. sorry if i didnt make that clear lol #zure draws #pokemon

[lollytea]

tee hee <3

YYYYYOOOUUUUUUU!!!!!

#asgvdhdbkfk #i screamt #tearing this to shreds with my teeth #sometimes i think about GG!Hunter....or scout!Hunter #he was still growing so he was definitely much smaller than the other scouts. he would have been self conscious about it #tiny compared to most of the covenheads too #jokes were probably made over how little he is. how they could easily pick him up #he'd get to defensive and angry about it #cuz hes NOT small. hes tall for his age. hes broad for his age. hes #he associates that whole thing with being demeaned. hes tough. hes independent. he doesnt need to be carried tyvm #then he meets willow and its like ''hope this doesnt awaken anything in me'' #but too late....it has awoken.....the inner princess.... #cuz ooooooh now SOMEBODY likes to be picked up and held like a precious bundle. somebody likes to be the one being rescued #somebody has let the inner princess take over #he wants to be held in her big strong arms and hes gonna swing his legs and giggle about it. god bless

[sashimiyas]

tonight, osamu, i am thinking of you. welcome homeeeeeee 🫂

#reinas.inretrograde #baby i miss you sm #but anyways thinking him just whispering the filthiest and most romantic shit into your ear and down your jaw #like your guys’ schedules haven’t aligned in days. you’ve been missing each other and finally #finally osamu gets home. and you’ve just plopped yourself into bed. and his breath hitches at the sight of you still awake #he didn’t mean to get out so late. wanted to finish his stuff early so that he could come home before you and spoil you. make you dinner or #start you a bath but things kept piling up. he spent the whole drive home beating himself up. because ‘things’ continue piling up and bless #ya. he really doesn’t deserve you at all because at this point. even if you’re irritated… you understand. #and you’re in bed with a face shiny from moisturizer and some baggy pajamas because you haven’t been eating well without him so you’re all #bloated and osamu drops everything in his hands and basically topples his whole body on top of you. doesn’t let you chastise him for his #dirty clothes on the bed. they’re going to come off soon anyways. says ‘baby. fuck. baby.’ in between kisses. ‘fucking look at ya. always so #pretty for me.’ and you have to roll your eyes because he’s exaggerating but osamu won’t have it. he wants you. is eager for you. and he’ll #tell you over and over again what he’s been thinking every time he’s been away from you.

[ljussangen]

Ahh, I think I finally got some good news. It feels so freeing.

#honestly my life is full of blessings but there are some things that are absolutely necessary to have #and being so close to childbirth and not having these things is really really hard #It has been hard to hold on to hope lately #but every day I told myself of all of the lights in my life and held my own hand to pull myself through the darkness #I am hoping that this works out! #det ordnar sig #I had also been praying for others to have good things happen to them #knowing that soon my time will come and I will also be blessed

[bobzora]

ia/vt colorful wet cat ia model

#bobtalk #what ive been up to lately?well i've been getting into ia/vt colorful wet cat ia 3d model #seeing. say. projectdiva miku makes me happy because it's miku and i love her. #seeing the ia model from this game makes me happy because it's so so incredibly moe #exactly how 12y/o me pictured her in his mind. in all her wonky 3d glory. looking like a wet cat. bless. #(other stuff: i have a map part i need to work on. and i havent touched my project in a while because im starting to hate it lol.) #(school starts back up soon :( but we stay fighting) #(and meanwhile: wet cat ia)

[baby-xemnas]

super grateful to boosty that it allows me to continue to get by doing things i love BUT its a pain that i cant respond to tip messages with my thank yous to people

i hope you forgive me and know that i appreciate donations for niche stuff i fixate on So Much

love u guys thank you i just get smacked with "you cant send a message to this person" when i get a tip

#still so glad boosty functions relatively well god bless #i had my fair share of issues with it but its been working much better lately #and people have issues with p*ypal and others all the time so its not just boosty thats at fault #anyway thanks to everyone who put anything in my tip jar you are so sweet and lovely thank youuuu

[coffeeandcalligraphy]

ok ok so you know how my life has majorly revolved around my pain since july & how that has been extremely difficult :) well lately I find myself getting up later than I want to & making my bed as badly as I possibly can & getting out of the house after noon when I planned to get out in the morning & walking to the library when it’s sunny & sitting there for hours & the whole time I’m most concerned with writing & that it’s incredible what I’m doing, it’s a little paradise

#you know how I hoped September would be kind to me well it delivered #I actually didn’t realize how mentally poorly I was doing until I got out of it ! #like oooooof it’s like a chronic pain veil #& to be very honest it’s because I’m physically better so I cannot blame myself and I don’t lol bc there will be a time when that happens #<< again #I mean better loosely I just mean I haven’t had 8/10 pain every day for weeks LOLLL #but it’s really quiet and beautiful & im grateful !!! like yay I can still create ! #I’m not thinking abt my pain 95% of the day now it’s probably about 40%? 50? so a lot but I’m literally not every single thought LOL #sometimes it’s even like 20! not even cuz anything is getting better bc it’s not but I will take it even if idk why!!! #(& by nothing is getting better I mean meaningfully better but I have been blessed with some good days lately which I had none #of all summer) #I say this bc every day I wake up and immediately think OH GOD MY PAIN which is so valid bc it’s awful in the morning getting up is like #falling into a black hole Lol but also while that thought is still there I also thought #wow I’m so excited to write today I’m so excited to see what Jeremiah does #HE IS THE NARRATOR OF HEALING #also like SOOO PRIVILEGED to be able to do this like I also wanted to say that! #anyway update for u since I know I have shared the Despair but none of the beauty yet lol #lots of love chronic illness/pain bbs <3

[waywardsculs]

BITES YOU ALL LOVINGLY

#i have so much love to give all of you AUGH #SMOOCHES ARE NOT ENOUGH #all of you are FUCKING AMAZING IN EVERY WAY #and i feel so blessed to have met you all #things had been really hard for me for a long while but literally #im doing a lot better lately #┊behind the scenes ═══ ✧ out of character