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thatonecode · 2 months
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do you think dick grayson feels the weight of the world sometimes do you think he lays awake at night in his tiny shitty apartment in bludhaven and thinks about how he's the one who taught bruce wayne- who taught BATMAN how to really feel and love again and how every single robin after him is his responsibility because of that ? do you think he sits at family dinners with the whole extended batfamily and thinks "i did this" because he was the first ? do you think he sees some new teen hero and is terrified for them because he was them back when he wasn't around to be looked up to ? because he was the first ? do you ever think about how he wasn't only the first robin but the first kid hero ? and every fight he won he proved that other kids could too and do you think he regrets that ?? knowing how many terrified children there are fighting wars that shouldn't be theirs to fight ???? do you think he is also so incredibly proud of all of them in a way only he can because he Came First ??????
i think he does
do you think it drives a wedge between him and the entire world ? do you think jason sees him on some rooftop in gotham and thinks about sitting down next to him but doesn't because of all the years of distance and arguments and despite everything that's ROBIN sitting there ? the original ? and how jason never would have been robin if dick hadn't proved that robin was more than a child soldier in an adults war ?? with all that between them what could jason say compared to everyone's golden boy, the perfect child, the original boy wonder ???? do you think tim ever gets over his hero worship ? or is there a split second everytime where he goes Holy shit ! it's Nightwing !! Nightwing is talking to me !!!! even after everything that dicks put him through and all the empty space between them that tim never imagined would be there ? do you think that's just the effect that dick has on people where no matter what you can't help but look at him in awe, like he's superhuman ?
do you ever think about how he was an ordinary kid ? he could have been anyone . do you think about if he was anyone else he likely would not have made it and someone else would have had to fight all the battle he did, to survive, to be taken seriously, to figure out how to breathe and live and be the light instead of being smothered in batman's shadow ??? do you think about how he was the first kid hero but he was still just a kid growing up and fighting with his dad, and moving away and making new friends and falling in love and he was still the first kid hero and he was never just a kid . he was the leader of the first kids hero team . he's never just been a kid . do you think he regrets that it was him ??? do you think when batman died he regretted everything, every single thing? i don't think he did . do you think that when he was batman, and raising batman's son the way bruce raised him, the way alfred raised bruce (always raising someone elses son) he saw himself in all the anger and the reckless way damian would throw himself into fights, in a desperate way to prove himself the only way he CAN ?? do you think dick remembers being 10 and sad and angry and needing someone else to be hurt so that it wasn't just him ??? do you think that dick regrets making damian robin because of how it forces him to look at how he himself has grown and how much robin has changed from what he made it ??? i don't think he does . do you think he ever apologies to tim ? i don't think he knows how, i think he finds himself staring at their texts and wondering what words would have fixed his hurt when bruce fired him and kicked him out . and i think he decides time and space is what did it, so time and space will do it again . i think it's the wrong decision . i think they both regret it later . do you ever think about how bruce might have tried but at the end of the day everyone went to dick because he was easier to talk to ?
do you think about how he made the hard decisions like batman did, and he lost his parents like batman did, and he grew up in a massive empty house with an emotionally distant father who tried his hardest but still felt oceans away, like batman did, and he decided to be the light where batman decided to be the shadows ? he decided he wouldn't let it break him like batman did, but batman chose to become something to fear and nightwing has always been more hopeful, brighter, flashier . do you think about how in the middle of the night young people unaccustomed to the manor might end up in dicks room instead of bruce's ? because there's always a piece of bruce that stays batman, even when he takes the cowl off ? do you think about how dick understands because he was a young person unaccustomed to the manor, standing outside bruce's bedroom absolutely terrified to go in ? and how he was the first, and all he and bruce had were eachother ?
do you think about how hard they've worked since then to make sure that no one else will be alone the way they were ? and how dick is able to help with all the younger kids when bruce can't, or won't because to a child those are the same things ?? do you think about how dick must have read the same parenting books that bruce had in his office after bruce died when he was stuck and drowning and grieving and there was a child down the hall he didn't know how to protect ???? do you think dick and bruce were closer after he came back ?? do you think that just for a moment there was an echo of their past partnership in the way they were able to read eachother ?? do you think about how dick has had a hand in raising most of the other bat kids ??? because he was the first . and he was proof it was possible to live with batman and survive it ??
because i think about it . All The Time .
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pempempemto · 4 months
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i cant do this no more u guys
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ciphercalamitiez · 8 months
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there, new pfp
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sparticus2000art · 3 months
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Hey love your art I think it's awesome and since u love crossovers so much! I do too, I was hoping you'd draw a fusion of 2 characters for me please. It's a fusion between Mitsuru Kirijo from p3 and Bill cipher from gf. Hope u do it and hope you're doing awesome
Thank you! That’s always nice to hear!
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Here you go!
It’s probably not my best work but also I’m tired lol
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200llbun · 2 years
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Ignoring how diff he looks compared to the last post, dip in some suit thingy fancy. And a drink again, idk why, it just seemed fitting.
I'm gonna redraw - hopefully w Bill. But imma do that when I get more in the artsy pretty mode, rather than whatever this was💀
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4bsurdcreature · 8 months
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What's this, me trying to decode Palia's Cipher? It's more likely than you'd think...
The writing says "Writs" on the first image, "Sale" and "Upgrade" on the second, and "Lets Go" on the map. I have yet to figure out what the first and third characters in the blue festival sign are.
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tswwwit · 1 year
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do they ever just…make out. like lay there for half an hour and just do it for the hell of it. or are they like hmm but we COULD be fucking let’s do that
Of course they do! It just wouldn't be very interesting to read.
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trianglekisser · 7 months
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who even is this idiot lmao
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toytanks · 1 month
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we need 2 chill the fuck out cuz it doesnt matter all that much
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pancake-shmamcake · 1 year
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How long until the tumblr girlies get their hands on The Beyonder
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cipher-the-sidhe · 7 months
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Ooo I haven’t ordered myself food in soooo long but I’ve had a migraine since yesterday and that seol leong tang do be lookin’ mighty finnneee 👀
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thatonecode · 1 year
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okay but its been INSANE that polls have been this close considering the difference in sub counts like youre telling me joehills ??? joe "159k on youtube" hills is almost DEAD tied with quackity ??? quackity "6.32 MILLION on youtube" hq ??? quackity "top twitch viewership surpassed all of joehills subcount" hq ?????????? AND THEYRE TIED ALMOST EXACTLY 50/50 ?????????? ive been monitoring the live vote count and its been between less than 50 votes for a few hours now and at one point got down to six votes difference
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vote joehills. literally every vote counts at this point
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serenofroses · 10 months
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Ania: .... Jadus: 😏
Ania x Darth Jadus: [10/?] sw:tor Nevrakis legacy.
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themagical1sa · 2 years
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you've heard of "no thoughts, head empty" so get ready for "many thoughts, head hurty"
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inlet-in-luck · 2 months
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Staying up until 4 AM binge-watching the second season of Gravity Falls probably wasn't the best idea when I had to wake up at 7:00
But hey it was pretty fun falling asleep every few seconds and daydreaming about Bill since the teacher was teaching TRIGNOMETRY.
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cutebatart · 1 year
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Commishie almost done but I gotta post a dood or two (or a WIP, that's also nice)
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