am i aromantic or does everyone hate me and i hate everyone?? cause idk at this point
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I’m confused
So recently I got into a relationship With the most amazing person ever. They take me on dates, they’re constantly getting me flowers, opening my doors, carrying my things etc. they’re amazing.
I wouldn’t trade them for anything they’re my world.
Lately I’ve been having thoughts of my ex. Just hear me out.
So I had a very abusive ex they were mentally and physically abusive. They’re in prison now for killing someone. I spent 5 years of my life with this person, a trauma bond was made. I have a lot of ptsd from this relationship. I’d forgotten them almost, but lately I’ve been having memories pop up a lot again.
I’m sure it has something to do with my new found relationship, my mind is digging up bones to remind me to be cautious maybe? Or certain things are triggering my fight or flight? I’m not sure. I feel so guilty for remembering these things, but it’s not like I’m doing this on purpose. It really bothers me.
I miss my ex. Not that I would ever go back to them, or cheat on my current partner. I miss the memories I guess? Or the friendship that we had? The closest relationship I’ve ever had even though it was abusive. I guess it’s hard to let go of the person that knows all your dirty secrets, that knows your body, that knows your mind, your bad side and your good side? I’m not sure, I know I don’t love them anymore, I don’t miss them in a “I want you back” kind of way, I don’t care for them like I use to, but there is a part of me that misses that friendship dearly?
Am I a bad person for feeling this way? Does anyone know what this could mean? Or have any opinions or advice to give me?
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do other genderfluid people be like. wow i just spent 2 and a half years being nonbinary/ man and feeling insane dysphoria. but now i feel like a woman. wtf do i do now, steal my mom's wardrobe? like what the fuck
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I think I'm weird. My love language is physical touch BUT I hate being touched in any ways by others unless their a close friend. Is this normal?
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I wanna write but I don't wanna write
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Au where damian rocks up to gotham but jason didnt come back and just decided to go to university in Europe without telling anyone he's alive.
Dick, after Damian called Jason, a mean name : Damian, you cant talk about the dead like that, it's really rude.
Damian, who knows Jason's alive and figures the batfam just really hates Europeans : ...ok.
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amateurnouns; dare i say...... antinouns???
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I thought I was on somethin-
Purple-
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Just got asked if I was craving tentacles
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Babs: So are you guys dating?
*Jason and Y/N speaking at the same time*
Y/N: No.
Jason: Yes.
*they look at each other in confusion*
Babs: Uh…okay well, do you like each other?
*Jason and Y/N again at the same time*
Y/N: I think so.
Jason: Absolutely yes.
*they look at each other again*
Tim, watching the whole thing on the side and eating popcorn: What the fuck-
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