#ew i hate that word

[uswnt5]

peeps this is an Angel City docuseries not a Preath one smh

haha yeah. I mean, obviously I get the hope, but it's about the franchise.

#ew i hate that word

[starbxrst]

Reqs open. I’ll draw anything sfw. Don’t pay me. I don’t have a way to get paid. It’s like free comms 👈👈

#cutecore #cute #kawaii #ew I hate that word

[ohara-n-brown]

Some of y'all be like 'eat the rich' then turn around and be classist when you don't like someone.

Same way y'all hate bodyshaming and fatphobia until you personally need to insult someone.

Same way y'all hate ageism then running to someone's bio to check their age.

Same way y'all hate aphobia but uh-oh someone is a little bit irritating then they need to get laid. Suddenly being a sexless virgin is bad. They've got no bitches and that's bad.

Love to talk about the benefits and beauties of online communities and how important they are until someone annoys you then it's go touch grass

Love to talk about mental health until you got beef now they're a 'narcissist' and 'delusional' and they need to 'get help' and don't get me STARTED on how people love using the word bipolar

Cant believe in saying this but y'all need to learn how to insult people better

cause mfer WE CAN HEAR YOU. You're not serving what you think you're serving

Always want to talk about how someone 'probably looks like' or what they 'should be doing' or whether they're 'unstable' or not.

Quit being ridiculous. Quit being a hypocrite and calling it cunty. Knock it off!! Learn how to read someone correctly or go home!!!

#time for another abelism rant #i hate reading though beef and being like word word #then they start using insults that are kinda rude to a group of people #and I'm like oh wait hold the phone homie EW #Start insulting me and mines and we ain't even in this like huh 😭 #it's not just on here its EVERYWHERE #Someone makes you a little mad BOOM #they switch to AAVE (not black) and start bodyshaming #be normal about poor people #be normal about fat people #be normal about ace people #and cluster b people #be normal PLEAS #rant #classist #classism #aphobia #asexual #asexuality #bodyshaming #fatphobia #ageism #mental health #anti-'narcisstic abuse' #cluster b #BPD #bipolar #NPD #disability #actually disabled

[moeblob]

Deacon loves two things: Ymber and digging himself a grave.

Fulj hates one thing: Deacon.

#my characters #waiting on some info on the next commission so i indulged in ocs today bc i doubt i will have as much time for lil comics for a bit #deacon is so devoted hes like yeah i would kill for a deity that could easily kill anything himself but yknow teehee #and fulj just did you tell him you needed therapy also does he even know youd murder in his name #deacon caught red handed haha no of course i havent told him it should be obvious enough haha.... and its in his defense not his name :c #man really does have some issues but i love him so much and hes so devoted but like. unhealthily after a while #he does in fact need a chill pill and therapy but to be fair #ymber has needed therapy for centuries and yet he just bottles it all up and suffers so #its pretty unhealthy until they yell at each other one (1) time bc they are so insecure about things and get mad over very valid reasons #but then theyre like you know what that was necessary and i still want to stay by your side if you let me #and then fulj is like dude hey sorry you seem really happy did you fu- and ymber is like no please stop there we have not #fulj just squinting cause have not is very different than will not but whatever she doesnt wanna think about that with deacon involved ew #and eventually fulj is like hey ymber im sorry to say but i really do hate deacon and i dont even know why but he makes me uncomfortable #while deacon is just. in the room. hearing this and thinking how he knows she thinks hes weird but wow that wording hurts #and ymber doesnt wanna fill in memories better forgotten by fulj which she had forcefully removed #so he just says oh well his hair and clothing are black and you had someone in the past that you might see in him and its not a pleasant en #so you know maybe its that idk #and fulj is then WHATST i was rude to him for someone i cant even remember? lame im gonna try SO HARD to be nice to him now #and deacon just still sitting there with some food like this is v awkward and i wish i could not be here for it #and later he asks ymber about who he resembled and as ymber is descibing her it clicks in deacons head and he gets really sad #that he might somehow remind fulj of the woman she loved before she was punished for loving a mortal #and he feels kinda bad pestering her so much with his curiosities about deities and he kinda gets it #the fact hes close to ymber might remind her at the core that she was once that close with a mortal if not closer #anyway story time in the tags again #im so obsessed with these peeps and i have made them suffer so much but they do all end on a happy note #its still funny and nice to me that while fulj is creeped out by deacon and doesnt like talking to him #he still expresses the most emotions to her - he tries hard to remain serious around ymber and collected and obedient at all times #and when out and about with ymber he has to be intimidating and refuses smiling but fulj?? all sunshine and smiles and emotions easy to rea #and she is just that is so weird go away i hate you

[alukaforyou]

oh em gee the weather is getting warmer can i finally start wearing my spring-y sunglasses????

& on an unrelated note, recently i discovered Thee most delightful little thing, not to get too much into it 👉👈 but its related to one of my fave anime boys💗 and i've been soooo happeeeee like im suuuper glad i didnt kms b4 when i was depresso 🤪 b.c life is sooooo much better now and i cant imagine having missed out on this experience uwu 💕

#so cliche but it literally does get better lmfaoooo #honestly would not have believed it if u told me before when i was like.. hm 20-24 yrs old? legit wanted to d word but glad i didnt djjsnds #now i feel like i can get thru anything these anime bitches r gonna support me for lyfe #like tbh im still dealing w kinda ew stuff like adult things TAXES RETIREMENT RENT HEALTH INSURANCE and etc other bs thats rly sucking the #life out of me and stressing me out i hate doing adult tasks like fuckkk thattttt #but i havent cried in suchhh a long time like wow im doing great mentally #anyways i love my anime boys thats the point of this post #이 지랄같은 인생

[morelikecommunitydick]

Having a grand old time listening to the community dvd commentary and then dan harmon and Joe Russo decide to start talking about Jeff's "Freudian desire for Annie"

#community #community nbc #nbc community #community tv #im sorry #its so uncomfortable #i hate hearing this shit #“we wanted to get annie with someone else first so that the freshly 18 stink was less on jeff” #EW #why would they say that #this somehow makes me even more uncomfortable about jeffannie #thats a near word for word quote by the way

[shwarmii]

how can you like drunk angst over first kiss?? 🥺

anon is regarding this post here, specifically my tags

characters discussed belong to @dakotawritesif / @disenchantedif

omg, so easily lol

bc its not just drunk angst, it is drunk angst about knowing their ex is gonna DIE, UNNATURALLY, AND SOON and pining/having never made up with them

but also im an asmr/audio-roleplay connoisseur*, so like, uh, also the following here. yeah. this primes me up to LOVE drunk ex scenario regret/pining shit lol (you'll have to excuse all these audios being men btw, i have a soft spot for deep voices and there isnt many deep-voiced women VAs in the audio-roleplay community (unfortunately foR MEEEE UGHH), much less many that have a video involving this niche Drunk Ex trope anyway lmao rip (same with the audios all being either "for Anybody" or "for Females". i don't currently have any "for Males" in this niche, even tho im the type of enby that listens to all three types of "for [you]" audios. alas. boo hiss))

none of these are "Luci-Inserts" btw, moreso "Evidence of why OF COURSE I AM MORE HYPED FOR DRUNK HALLWAY OVER FIRST KISS", like a vision board kinda sorta lmao

When Your Ex Drunk Calls You (I Miss You) (Slurred Speech) (Funny) (ASMR) (M4A).. (Fun fact: this VA is Scottish. also M4A = Male For Anyone, not just M4M (male for male) or M4F (male for female))

(this one is by the same Scottish VA) When You Drink With Your Ex (Kissing) (Exes to Lovers) (Drunk) (Regret) (Wholesome) (M4A) (ASMR)

(more of this Scottish VA bc he makes me laugh) When Your Crush Drunkenly Confesses To You (Singing Idiot) (Taking Care Of Him) (Silly) (ASMR) (M4A) (bonus there is a morning-after part two to this one yay)

Your Drunk Best Friend Wants You Gor Valentines [M4A] [Tsundere] [Confession] [Sober Listener] (and this one has a part two about the morning-after too)

ASMR Voice: I Should Have Told You [M4A] [Drunk Voicemail] [Ex-boyfriend] [Missing you] [Regret]

Audio Roleplay for Women | "Orbit" | Drunken Confession

Audio RP: Your Ex-boyfriend Asks For Another Chance [M4A] (not drunk but i love this one) (also it has a part two as well yayyy)

this one ((M4A but he does say you have a "pretty face") bc i do like Luci being upset someone is going to hurt the MC) and this one ((M4F) because i like the frustration lmao rip) also fit the vibe but neither are drunk or exes lmao rip

like, you would think as someone who is chronically ill to the point that my meds say "absolutely no alcohol (and one used to say no weed, idk if im still on that one, id have to go check)" that i would not give a shit about drunk scenarios buT I DO LOVE IT IN FICTION SO MUCH. my irl friends also like getting drunk on/off, or high, and my forced sobriety due to meds (and also family history, let's be honest. i do come from a long line of addicts, apparently, best i dont get involved, and i never have been) means i get to play Designated Driver pretty often. so i do recognize some realities/fantasties in the scenario. but also, god, i love the trope because it allows for such forced vulnerabilities, i fucking love whump fics, and a drunk ex fic is really just a whump fic with no bruises

and, ngl, i do think it is more likely we will get a First Kiss pov somewhere down the line if it loses than i think we will get a Hallway pov if it loses

plus, they were like what, 10?? 11??? idk how old they were when Luci/MC got together. but i know these fuckers are fresh out of high school and Luci is getting drunk, which means biTCHES ARE UNDERAGE DRINKING (which is an interesting characterization for Luci that i think reveals a lot about the Rivera parents as well as Luci's connections to wealth/alcohol), so there is that drama of "hide, hide, hide!!" if nothing else

and, again, then there's not only the angst of "ah, my ex-partner and/or -best friend" and the wanting to make up platonically/romantically but there is also the angst of "i knOW YOU'RE GOING TO GET MURDERED SOON AND IM NOT READY TO GO TO YOUR FUNERAL BUT I DONT KNOW HOW TO STOP THIS" kind of "lost time", "call for rain-check until you can't" angle too. plus, i could see Luci being protective or frustrated or terrified, there are so many fun angles no matter the platonic/romantic additional feelings involved. and, because of how this pov works, there isnt going to be a kiss or anything happening. so it's just going to be slow-burn (to friends or lovers, idk your mc) and pining (platonic pining is a thing), i love that for me specifically lmao

but i do, like, get it. i get what you mean. if i thought this ask was mean-spirited, i wouldve deleted it and not answered; but i read this as "lol yeah that is fucked of me huh lmao you right". bc, YEAH, first kiss is romantic, drunk in your shared hallways is NOT lmao rip but i dont care if its romantic or not, i care that its making my guts get all twisted up. and the angst of (1) drunk ex that needs to taken care of (or needs to run away from you, either or) (2) thinks youre going to be murdered/in an accident and die soon and (3) may/may not still be in love with you and (4) knows they dont have enough time to reconcile with you and make-up for lost time... ngl, that is going to impact me more than a first kiss. im ready for the tragedy. fucking love this kinda shit

also i have my own hcs about my mc, Giselle "Gigi" Kraven, and Luci Rivera's first kiss. so. that probably also plays a role in all this bUT HEY!! IM STILL TRYING FOR THE 50/50 LMAO RIP WE ARE HELPING EACH OTHER, MY COMRADE 🤝 YOU GET (DOOMED) FLUFF AND I GET (ALSO DOOMED) DRUNK ANGST, THAT'S A WIN-WIN LOL

*i would like to add: i have no idea if any of these VAs have drama or something. i dont pay attention to the fandoms, except vaguely for Redacted Audios because of the theories and world-building happening there (which the video here doesnt have much to do with), but otherwise i am so fucking ignorant bc i do not look these people up, i just watch their videos. i have been burned too many times by the Steven Universe fandom and other such communities and whatnot to get involved in fandoms i am only casually into, so i just only stick my nose into fandoms/creators i am die-hard into and dont delve into the rest, thanks for understanding if i may be out of the loop ✌️

#shwarmi #me #disenchanted if #disenchanted #luci rivera #edit: ngl the Cardlin video (or however you spell his name) swuicks me out a bit bc he says ''[I miss] Your body..'' and i went #EW UGH GROSS GET AWAY FROM ME but it was two words so ill allow it to stay on the list bc not everybody is so anti towards the #idea of other people seeing them as sexy. gahh i hate being seen as sexually appealing. makes me wanna gag ugh #*squicks

[autisticlancemcclain]

YO!! i just found out people ship Lance and Kolivan !!!! like whaaaa?????? no hate, i don’t like to hate on people for who they ship.

im just confused cause id like to know HOW and WHY that ship started, cause do they even interact??

no i know ive seen a couple too. i would love to judge but the amount of rarepairs ive shipped...i was a homestuck girlie lol it does not matter at all if theyve never even breathed in each others' directions they're shippable

#i was a hetalia girlie too im embarrassed about it 💀 #oh and i was a parkner shipper in the EARLY days of that #and conchell #like let me tell you i do not care how much they have never even been #mentioned on the same page #lol #also i hate the word ship and everuthing to do with it #that and the word snuggle gag ew #ask

[dracononite]

I wish artists realized how hurtful it is to their commissioners and fans when they talk about how much they hate doing art as a job...

Nowhere did I say I hate doing art as a job, so please don't assume that. I LOVE doing art as a job, I'm doing something I enjoy and can work from home and make my own hours. But I do wish I had room in my life to fully keep my art as a passion project and a hobby for myself rather than monetize everything I create. Almost all of my art energy goes into work - I rarely make personal art.

Doing art as a job is a necessity for me though, which is the reality for many artists who don't have transportation or are disabled or still live with their parents, or whatever kind of tough situation that keeps one from working a weekly paycheck 9-5 job that everyone's expected to have. When you grow up creating characters and worlds and writing and painting and are full of inspiration and passion for the art of making art, I think you have a right to occasionally say "what could have been" when the harsh world flattens you daily with a big cartoon hammer and drains every single cent its forced you to make off of your art skill from you for the privilege of living.

#if ur feelings got hurt from my last post idk what to tell you #it's not like i pointed at a commission and said “I HATED drawing this SO MUCH. UGHLY. EW” #I just said I wish art could be more of a hobby for me #and you know. artists aren't machines. we're not obligated to curate our accounts for the audience #if you don't wanna see me say words then just click on my art tag #mail #max talks

[corgibardballads]

Yes, because the plot makes me. My native ass would leave those bastard colonizers on their own.

#ffxiv #ff14 #final fantasy xiv #post ew #words cannot express how much i hated these quests

[blitzofucko]

Let's review some kff playlists of me bc I'm bored

So I don't know any of these songs-

Also wow how nice that a "kinnie" of me can't even spell my name right lololol

"Accurate", hmm... well I also don't know any of these songs-

But yk what, mindless self indulgence, mother mother, and lemon demon are pretty cool so

Sure why not, better than the first one

#blitzø #helluva boss blitz #helluva blitz #blitz #helluva boss fictionkin #helluva boss #blitzo #helluva fictionkin #fictionkin #kin for fun #kff #i fuckin hate kffs #spotify #kinnie #ew i hate that word aggressively

[aboutmercy]

sorry for diaryposting twice in a row but im standing in line at a niche coffee shop and the barista here is so hot that for the first time in years i became acutely aware of my physical appearance and suddenly felt.. insecure! thanks i hate it

#‘hot’ as in i find them rly attractive. which hasn’t happened to me in over a year #and i don’t even think insecurity is the right word but i felt aware of the space i occupy which in turn spurred feelings of insecurity #and self doubt in me. ew ew ew. but anyway. they were so hot and i hate myself! and an embarrassing thing happened which i won’t talk about #they were wearing a long black sleeve in one hand to cover their tattoos - which peeked through anyway because they extended to their hands #they had a tattoo on the side of their neck also #very disorienting experience because right before this i ran into my old colleague and classmate who i haven’t seen since i quit my old job #and we gossiped and caught up for 20 minutes while standing bc we were passing at opposite sides between two establishments #diary

[loudlyunladylike]

Every time someone talks about c!Niki fighting c!Wilbur the only thing I can imagine is that one exact movie trope where person one is clearly an emotional wreck, they're crying and their voice is breaking and stuttering and they're hitting at person two's chest but it's weak and it's clearly not doing anything, meanwhile person two is just standing there barely even being effected, probably also on the brink of tears just like letting it happen

#nihachu #wilbur soot #like the whole ''oh my god niki kill him niki punch him'' thing is so like ew and i hate it #but like she clearly is angry so if anything would happen it would be this #i can't think of exact movie example tho but when i do ill reblog this with one #and person two in that scenario is always like bro i deserve it on that self depreciation I'm the villain shit #i probably worded this badly #and i still don't want them to fight fight but if they did it would just be that i think #dsmp

[pinkspiraling]

why am i surrounded by the most boring ass close minded people ever like it’s actually so exhausting they are so infuriating sometimes

#people at work were making fun of a movie i like…bc it’s cheesy…when it’s literally satire #and then my dad doesn’t like his coworker bc she has short hair…and quirky glasses. like huh??? grow tf up and take your head out of ur ass #i hate it here everyone is so lame i want to get away ew #pink’s word vomiting

[mrsnancywheeler]

sorry y'all I'm writing the river rn and I just have to say: I hate words. they don't look real, like a lot of the time. I will do circles to figure out if something is spelled write and just stare at it because I hate that it's spelled that way. like rn spelled doesn't feel like a word, low-key kind of disgusted by it iykyk

#wanda 💋 #writing things #writer things #i hate words #ew #gives me the ick

[nymfaia]

HAURCHEFANT ; ANCIENT VERSE.

Svalinn is most known for how keenly Azem speaks of them: a being with a gilded tongue and a golden heart that could rival the very sun. While decidedly not a member of the Convocation or their close inner circle, his name tends to be familiar to most of those in Amaurot, especially those closely tied to the creation of arts:

He is the author of many and more of the oldest pieces of poetry, the rhymes and rhythms that those across shards remember but cannot place the beginning of. While most of it has been recreated and credited to others across the history of the shards, many of them echo what was once common reading in the Ancients.

He and Azem had a bond like no other. While they traveled on occasion, Svalinn held little power - metaphorically or literally - to truly embark on his own. He wished to see the world, but feared weighing down the one truly meant to do so: and as a result, he wrote.

Most of his works are wholly inspired by the traveler themselves and the tales they shared with him, and are - to everyone but himself - blatantly things created from love, both of them and of the world itself.

While he has likely been invited to speak at conferences or contribute to the Bureau on an official manner, Svalinn has consistently refused to be recognized officially as anything but a man with too many words and not enough time. Words had little reason to be called his own when anyone else could have pulled them together just the same, he would say sheepishly, and that was that.

(If Azem asked nicely, he may, eyes closed and voice but a whisper, recite the ones he has memorized, the ones that remind him the most of the being that, to him, walked among the very stars and hung the sun in the sky. But only if they asked.)

#🛡️ fawn ; ( v: sun shield. ) #putting this under a readmore until im happier with what i made #i liked it. and then i didn't. and then i did again. and then hated it lol #ew spoilers #🛡️ fawn ; hcs. #anyway i absolutely blasted this out in two hours so. it's. mediocre #the creative person struggle to both want to point all the little references and nods you intend in ur craft. #and to not mention them to see if anyone else will pick up on them LOL #☄🛡 ( a farewell that came all too soon ; alta/hau ) #i was trying to think of what kind of role he would play but frankly. like he is in his sundered state. i think it would be understated #like unironically h.aurchefant's letter to the wol still sits with me. obviously. it's my blog bio #the french version is super touching in its own right. they both just... hurt me #i just love the idea of - some time in e.lpis - someone reciting a line of his work - #and the w.ol absolutely being fucking FLABBERGASTED because it's something h.aurchefant has said word for word in a letter he's written - #and all of a sudden being struck with the realization that maybe he's here too. that the man they loved - romantically or with camaraderie #would OF COURSE be there somewhere. and being crushed knowing they had the world to save and couldn't simply indulge in seeking out who the #had loved. ahhHHHHHHH #anyway i did not cry doing this not once not twice not at all