#felt kinda bad abt it tho

[bakutenshi]

Who want to draw on robox together say I

this is the one I drew on procreate to see how much easier he’d be not in Roblox

Spoiler they were both hard

#hazbin hotel #fanart #anime #manga #vizziepop #hazbin hotel alastor #alastor #radio demon #the first person I showed said ew #honestly facts #he’s ugly but funny #felt kinda bad abt it tho #but I had fun #so #yolo #roblox spraypaint #someone be my friend #draw with me please on robox

[sipsoftea]

Since I did one for my first farmer, I obviously had to do one for my second. We don’t play favorites in this house (except we totally do, I love her sm)

Her name is Jeannie, and she’s a half vampire on her dad’s side. Other than her appearance, vampirism hasn’t really affected her life that much, she just has to deal with a mild garlic allergy and getting sunburnt real easy. She also ages a tad slower than a normal person, but she does still age

#i admittedly got a little tired of working on it so it’s kinda half finished #sorry about that #but that means I get to move onto drawing more Mr Qi #I’m still really salty abt not getting to marry him #at least I have krobus #also. kinda torn between picking a father for her #idk if I want her dad to be the count from Sesame Street or Nosferatu #tbh I didn’t know she was a half vampire until I started drawing her because I felt the need to justify her purple skin #I didn’t want her to be a full vampire tho bc #ya know being a farmer in the sun all day might be bad for her health #anyway #sdv #stardew valley #my art #sdv farmer #my oc #sdv mr qi #Mr qi is hard to draw dude. I think it’s the hat that throws me off the most but man #I started over with him like 4 times

[skitskatdacat63]

Here is a badly drawn comic of my terrible, awkward group project experience from yesterday. I thought it was very absurd so I wanted to share it other people lol :)

Let me know, how do you find their conduct 😭

#i tried to small talk #and they werent rly listening and were like i just wanna get this done w so i can eat #yet talked to me abt smth random after #but the moving the laptop is what made me draw this 😭 #like is that not absurd???? #i dont wanna rewatch the video #but i wanna see what the camera frame looked like #bcs from what i saw my drawing is p accurate #but yeah they also talked for the majority of the time #even tho i did more research bcs they took up most of the slides #AND ALSO TOOK MY IDEAS #im like uhhhh im p sure [insert slide topic] is required!!! #and i went to go start writing it #and theyre like oh okay ill do that slide #and even tho i kept reminding them of the slide requirement #they kept being like ugh i cant think of anything #and then would take my ideas when i proposed them #like the conclusion part was to write a proposal abt what solution can be made for the current event topic #AND i took notes the night before and wrote down the idea for the solution #and i told them and theyre like oh yeah thats okay and started writing those slides #i know i should be more assertive but im so conflict avoidant and was kinda like oh. okay. ah. #lmao i hope this doesnt make me come off as someone victimizing themselves #im just annoyed 😭😭 #and also this person was on my abroad trip and we all hated them #but i felt bad abt how much we hated them and theyre(I THOUGHT) much more chill in a classroom setting #so i kinda softened my hate for them and theyre the only person i know in my class rly #so im like ahhhh we should work together! #and now i remember why i dislike them 😭😭 #catie.rambling.txt #catie.art.

[bunnihearted]

📓🕯️🐇🖤pt.2

#only 30 tags lol i ran out... so furthermore #we only get one life. im gonna try as much as i can to enjoy the little moments. nd to not give up on myself nd my life #i will die one day anyway. why rush it. i'll enjoy as many books and as many walks and songs and tv shows as possible #if i get a loan nd have more money i wanna bleach my hair nd dye my hair green #and later this year i think i might change my name #it was the name i wanted to change to from the beginning. but i was in such a bad headspace i just picked eden at random #i do kinda like it now nd im attached to it but i more feel like this other name actually is me. my birth name nd my current name dont feel #really right. so maybe. i havent decided yet. like i rlly dont know. im also attached to this name for some other reason. like it's who i am #to a person i rlly like and if i change... will i be anything to them? i cant put it into words but that makes me hesitate #but it's unhealthy to stay attached to someone i cant truly have even if i want to. so i mean. idk im just weird abt it #but i do kinda wanna change my name (to embla. my mom wanted to give me that name but my dad was like nooo >.<) i am not 100% sure tho so #when i've been getting used to going to school nd working out at the gym. nd after my surgery nd i have more energy #i will try to face my avpd and try apps for making friends. there r two apps where u can find new girl friends!! maybe i can try that #also like i've never tried apps but i think maaaaaybe i can use bumble to try to find friends and women to date. potentially. idk..... #rn it's hard for me to think in those terms bc. i mean i am hung up on someone!!!! i cant evwn imagine dating or being intimate w anyone els #sometimes i feel like.. they're the only person i've ever felt like it'd even be possible. who i'd event want to do that w #not only physically but emotionally. so ig it's even harder to let go bc im so scared i will never feel like that w anyone else #but i rlly need to try to make the most of whatever life i have. the world will collapse soon anyway #that makes me even more sad that i cant be w who i wanna be w nd do what i wanna do but #all pain will all be completely descimated eventually. it's not forever bc life isnt forever #i've just never felt this before. like i want smth to be real so bad but if it happened once surely it can happen again? right? #i wont spend my life alone without intimacy and love and comfort nd support nd understanding right???? :o hope not #im still so sad nd exhausted rn. nothing in my life is working nd theres no repreive nd no help #it gets sooo hard to endure everything sometimes when everything just keeps piling up and gets so heavy it feels like im drowning #nd atm i dont feel like i have any anchor. nothing that keeps me grounded nd im just floating away nd im constantly being overwhelmed by my #feelings nd emotions. im like a stupid little kid who dont understand how to handle what im feeling. or make rational decisions #i feel so ... stupid and useless. i dont know what im doing. i have no idea. i have no compass. its so scary

[bandtrees]

“My only hope is for one word. A simple, trivial word from a certain person…”

bungou stray dogs is an anime that iv had a fondness for since like..2018. but only now am i doing fanart for it, as iv gotten back into it via a rewatch with my friend ^_^ akutagawa was my favorite character as a mentally ill 15 year old and continues to be my favorite character as a mentally ill 20 year old

#scribbles #ryuunosuke akutagawa #bungou stray dogs #bungou stray dogs fanart #bsd fanart #some general rambles abt my relationship w this anime incoming #nowadays its not a super serious interest cuz all my love to me i feel iv kinda outgrown how... hot topic slogan-y it is (ALL MY LOVE) #and i have a better eye for some of the issues in it. but its still got a nice place in my heart #i dunno if this person is still...around? but i first watched it with a friend as a teenager and i enjoyed it! #and when i fell outta touch w that friend i'd wanted to return to this anime but always felt bad about it. cuz it was Her Thing #but nowadays i have another pal (hi dark) who i watch a lotta anime with and i decided to take this opportunity to properly rewatch it and #idk im happy i am #especially bc when i first watched this anime in my youth it was a period where i was still freshly affected by like. trauma #and that colored my perception of it (COUGH MY DAZAI HATRED SORRY hes still kinda annoying tho) #(i'm way more normal about him now though XD) #and in general its a very Mentally Ill Teenager anime. so its cool to return to it as a more #mature well adjusted person. just finished season 1 of my rewatch and im eager to fall back in love w this show haha #anyway all that aside LOOK AT THIS RENDERING IM SO PROUD OF ITTTTT

[girl-bateman]

Feeling a debilitating sense of dread and despair 🤨 Which probably means nothing😍👍

#girl help i cant get out of bed i feel so so awful for no reason at all #literally my soul is gone or something #i have no desires and no joys and no sense of being blessed #which is crazy bc i love life and im so blessed ! usually. #ig i should do something abt it tomorrow if it doesn't get better #alternatively get back into therapy bc tbh... after that horrible sex thing ive felt kinda off #like even after i was able to eat and sleep and function normally without the tremors and head jerks and whatnot #like its not dramatic anymore but i kinda feel drained of life and joy #moments of genuine happiness and fulfillment are ... ? idk. i did feel happy once this week and that was nice but it didnt last obviously #but like ! im not depressed in a depressed way. i take good care of myself and i read my books and eat food and hang out with friends #i just kinda dont recognise myself ig. i mean i know ill get my spark back but maybe i need some professional help #idk !! it kinda feels very silly tho #like ive been in and out of therapy for more than half of my life. and being one year therapy free was a big step for me ! #so going back for this little ridiculous freakout feels like a setback #kinda like im making up things to be wrong with me just so that ill have someone to talk to ? or to have attention idk #it doesn't make sense bc i really was proud for getting bettter and i rly dont want to be in therapy anymore #but who knows 🤷‍♀️ #there is also this slight risk. just clinically speaking by purely looking at symptoms of certain things. with no stake in the matter! lol #that there might be something bad and [lets not think too hard about it] that lies as a root cause of my little mental breakdown #like according to my sex having friends losing your virginity is awful but not THAT awful and not in THAT way #and my friend kinda said i scared her with how i was acting when i talked to her abt it. like my demeanour and body language and whatever #and i do trust her to know whats normal versus concerning when i dont have my own stable grip of reality #plus. if i was an outside party and applied my psych education on myself. i would say its not looking super good #but i cant really do that bc im not some random patient. im me myself and I 😩✋️ thank you #but whatever. itll be fine. tomorrow will be a better day ! yay !

[styxpenz]

chapter 4 is done! again! now all i have to do is finish chapter 5 and then inevitably become unsatisfied with a previous chapter and spend my time adding on to that instead of doing anything else. maybe well be finished by june /hj

#styx says #comfort of yesterday #i do like chapter 4 a Lot more now tho so it was definitely worth it !! it felt like it was missing smth before yknow #anyhow im only half joking abt the becomind unsatisfied w a previous chspter cuz i was rereading chapter 1 past night and its not Bad per se #but with added context from later chapters its definitely a tad. off?? also u can kinda tell it was originally just gonna be a oneshot lmao #gonna wait til im Done tho. i want content completion before i start dicking around again #am i writing this instead of working on the fic. um. i plead the fifth mind yr business etc etc /silly

[devilbrakers]

OC DUALITY

was tagged by @morvaris​ to take this uquiz for my ocs >:) thank you nico this was super fun!!

tagging: @numbaoneflaya @time-is-a-lake @aartyom @nuclearstorms @girlbosselrond @druidgroves @malefiicarum @swordcoasts  @aldcaldos @sufferthorn @steelport @calenhads @lavinet​ and anyone else who’d like to join in !!

you and the hat man

oh boy you're fighting demons aren't you? it's like you're in a constant staring competition with something that's always in the peripheral. what the fuck. (at least, that's how people who don't know you would react). at this point you've probably gotten pretty familiar with the hat man. he's a reliable kind of guy. keeps to himself, sure, but you can trust him to be there. maybe a haunting isn't too bad if it's never left your side. you can only imagine what it will be like when he's not there any more.

god-hungry scientist and their abominable child

you stitched something together inside of yourself and gave it life with light from the sky and now it won't die and you can't kill it because part of you loves it and you're not quite right in the head or the person you used to be but at the end of the day it's simply a beast of sadness. you crave the mercy you didn't get from your creators and so i'm telling you please forgive yourself. please hold the monster by the hand.

moon curse of the werewolf

you have found yourself hungered or sickened or ambitious to the point of emotional carnage. you are fine, until you're not, and then you could rip someone in your way apart with your bared teeth by complete accident, and later claw at yourself in fits of pain trying to apologize. do you look at the moon that blessed you in her name, at her marred beauty and baneful eyes, and wish she could just crush that loving-hateful heart of yours before it crushes itself? every bite you take out of flesh is a response to the threads of silver bullets in you that haven't healed. the duality is that the human inside is howling too, gnashing, and without the wolf pelt, everyone can ignore it and turn away. at some point, you got tired of the moon being your only witness. now the wolf is there to make sure others know that you are hurt, and deserving of humanity, of attention to wounds. because that wolf loves you; all of you; and knows when you are hurt better than yourself.

#feel free to ignore this if you want !! idk how many people have already been tagged fjsdkl #anyway. going to be annoying abt this in the tags now <3 #the main thing that gets me abt gray's is the 'maybe a haunting isn't too bad if it's never left your side' #like????? ik the hat man thing is probs supposed to be funny and it kinda is but it fits them so well #almost everyone close to them has died or left them atp but maybe it isn't so bad. just to have one constant #dmitri :| yeah. yeah #everything he felt he had to become to save his sister who was dead the whole time anyway but ended up being a better survival tactic anyway #so he just stuck with it until he died but then he comes back as a demon and now he has to live with what he did forever #i don't think he really could ever forgive himself. mainly for failing nina but it's started to eat him alive less and less over the years #mainly bc he does everything he can not to think about it too much but he also doesn't really want to totally get rid of that part of #himself. the part that was capable of torturing and killing all those people bc it really was powered by love and desperation to some extent #and that proves that maybe he has some shred of humanity left even if she's been gone for decades now #not that he does shit like that anymore. but he's capable and willing to for those he loves even if they'd probably hate him for it #and miko's :( #yeah #lashing out at people when it gets to be too much which is often given the life that she lives and then beating herself up for it nonstop #but it's also a way to protect herself and even tho she died young it got her pretty far #and it helped her protect other people (mainly gray and blake) when it came down to it because she couldn't stand seeing them hurt either #idk if i articulated myself v well but yeah jfdsklfdjs my dmc gang are all my blorbos #my ocs #tag #gray #dmitri #miko

[biracy]

Tbh I should probably take a break. I almost definitely won't but I should, yknow

#idk i don't have much 'real stuff' happening irl besides like. job hunting and college applications. so it's hard #but i think if i at least ease off some time on here n read a little more n watch more movies i might start to feel better #haven't really liked where my head's been at lately it feels like whatever persona is The One Who Blogs is 'taking over' more #to put it in a very dorky comic book-sounding ass way LMAO but that's how i feel! like i'm losing my own 'voice' yknow #my mental health is Bad my physical health is also Not Great n i kinda feel like ass. if i'm being honest #idk i feel like i'm crashing from whatever high i've been on for the past couple of days n i'm not Really super happy w myself #except the media literacy posts those were good. but like the more discoursey stuff i'm not proud of #again sorry to like. publicly vent LMAO i'll be fine i'm good. i'm trying really hard to pull myself out of this #but again. sorry abt the Shite i was posting earlier today i wasn't really in my own right head #just kinda wanted 2 get all that off my chest idk if it's clear that i don't really have anyone i feel like i can talk to right this moment #i'm very socially isolated irl and i'm so scared of becoming socially isolated online too just bc i'm an idiot who doesn't think b4 he post #NOT to make it sound all about me or whatever but it's true. i'm very very scared of losing people n right now this is My Space #i'd forgotten just how bad it felt. in this Specific case it is kinda my fault tho LMAO don't worry i've apologized as best i know how #okay i'm done. i'm done. i'm gonna go watch tv and go to bed i hope #open mick night

[kuiinncedes]

asgkjdfghk

#bro whyyyyyy did i offer this guy my number if he needed more help on projects for this class #and whyyyyyyyyyyyy did i say yes to helping him today lmfao TT #i told my friends and not the first thing they said being like omg like insinuating relationship or whatever and im like bro wtf #and then i just realized that might be a possibility that i didn't think of bc i was just being #too nice for some reason why did i offer him more help beyond the one time he happend to be at my friend's place when i was too #ajsdkfngslfdgwfdkf lmfao bro #i just fucking zoomed w him and he was like if u wanna get smth to eat or smth bc u helped me so much w the project and i was like #AHHHHHHH FUCK NOOOOOOOO WHY DID THIS HAPPEN #lmfao rip #next time im just gonna say im busy as fuck #bc im busy as fuck 😀😀😀😀😀😀😀 idk why i even said yes today #i saw his text and my first thought was no i have way too much other shit to do #why didn't i just say that #but i felt bad lmfao but then that goes back to WHY DID I OFFER HIM MY NUMBER AND MORE HELP IN THE FIRST PLACE LMAO #goddammit i think it was bc i needed so much help in this class that he's taking so #bro when i offered him my number to lmk if he needed any help tho like #was that a fucking like possible relationship things kinda move wtf TT #🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡 lolllll my fucking clueless i think aroace asssssss #anyway imma forget abt this man and listen to my music and do so many readings for tmrw :'') #jeanne talks

[dormiloncito]

one thing about me i hate games that have consequenses

#yes this is still abt new vegas #HEEEELP. #i am having fun however i was putting off showing up to the tops because ugh. i will be honest i have nothing agaisnt benny #however. i killed his ass #AND NOW I FEEL BAD XDDD #it had to happen. rip my guy even tho he did try to kill me #i talked with swank first then yes man and then i agreed to talk with benny in the presidential suite #then. i forgave him... 😇💖🫶🏼 #''but jen you said you killed him'' i did 💖 #JAJAKAKDJJAJAJJAJAJAJA THE SECOND HE TURNED AROUND #I FELT SO BAD. because the first time i blowed his head off. so i did all that again but shot him in the torso #i can't do this #sure he wronged me but... i don't know #LMFAO well he is dead now either way. fly high #now. caesar wants to pardon me or whatever. i will go and kill him 🫶🏼 no remorse abt him he does deserve death #i guess i felt bad abt benny because he's kinda funny #caesar is not. death. death upon him.

[opens-up-4-nobody]

...

#srry for the continued pause in scribbles ive been feeling not very good at all #idk something just broke in my brain after our last sampling trip idk y bc it wasnt that bad but when i got back #it was just a couple days of my brain being real crazy in terms of thought patterns. it still kinda continues to b like that #but idk i haven't had a session of hysterical crying today so maybe im on the mend. its weird i haven't felt this bad in a really long time #i dont even have the energy to complain about it its just no joy. burned streight thru that. bruned streight thru my desire to draw #i mean i still draw every day but its like shitty i dont have time scribbes bc idk it all feels so fucking pointless. and im terrible at #hiding how i feel abt things so my boss is like: maybe u should take a break this weekend i dont want u to burnout. like. lady we crossed #that bridge way back in March. u r speaking to a ghost. i just. i dont kno if i can stay here until like next july at least if not longer #and it sucks bc i kno someday ill look back and this time in my life will make me real sad bc im laying here choosing to make myself #miserable and i somwhere halfway across the country my mum has tumors growing in her abdomen. and i cant go home for Thanksgiving and idk #how long ill get at Christmas. not bc anyone is telling me i have to stay. my brain just wont let me do things. i just lay here in my #increasingly chaotic apartment not taking the steps to get refunded for travel expenses worrying over deadlines and agonizing over social #interactions. worrying about all the things my brain wont let me do that need to be done and not taking the steps to get better #its stupid and annoying and i know its only going to get worse when i have to start taking measurements in the lab #ive at least been practicing a lot of german tho lmao. someday ill look back like: lol remember when u got super depressed and filled the #void with learning german? literally today my dyslexic read the word albeit as aber and it was v disorienting #idk its just fun and i feel like im at least being productive. so yea idk when ill b able to post scribbles again #but i thought id at least post something while i had the energy i accumulated by taking with a happy Canadian lab group #maybe ill join them in a year idk idk decisions decisions and so many applications the cost of which is trying to dissuade me from #getting a tatt0o :-P ay ay ay live a little! pls i beg u. but no prob not. against the rules #unrelated

[rosemary-bells]

so as the world caves in (matt maltese) IS a ranwan song and no i will not elaborate i don’t NEED to,

#buzz #*conspiracy theory meme* #erha #i finished reading the novel yesterday and honestly?? slay #cried so much tho lmao. reading fanfics rn to recover #it was so good but god it hurt So Bad kshshsjsjs. i don’t even have much to say i just. hooooo #that was so much wohdjsishwjwifhehsh #also in relation to the comment above call that Wanting To Literally Stay Together through Sickness Health and Also Th e Apocalypse bcs tha #coughs #erha spoilers #cryibg tho that was so good #i mean like they rly are just sticking together no matter what like call that Drama and also call that Love screaming crying throwing up #mmmph god that was so good tho. pain was top tied and the ending was sweet enough to the point in which it felt decently worth it all #still cried tho. also meimeng real? maybe. idk. i like that little trio. they’re dumb n cute and i cried over their past timeline vers’ end #bcs they deserved to rest so much but god it hurt god it rly did #also txj reveal at the end was kinda hilarious honestly j expected them to use an extra to cover it but like. nah i like this too #also no one told me that mr canonically calls him engong-gege in post canon?? y’all! or at least in like the first extra #adorable. they’re so weird and i love them. little menaces. also smj’s ending felt Incredibly Bittersweet but honestly. i can live w that #man tho. … man. i rly do hope that in the end. he like. legitimately did care abt the sisheng peak kids. like cwn Sure but i hope he at lea #at least kind of cared abt mr (just a little bit #and like esp xm…. like things were all messy and horrible but like. still. part of me can’t help but wish. #god tho. great read but i read through most of the Angst (tm) this week and i will take years to recover #so good tho. so good. will never not say that #it was weird sure. like it definitely got weird and this is Not referring to the copious amounts of violence. we know what i’m talking abt. #but it was good. it was good. cant recommend it to any of my friends for legal reasons but god. #ranwan #… this one is fr not rly but whatever!! it’s fine i was crying over them 90% of the time

[avenger-hawk]

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#also I discovered smth about my ex that pissed me off so much #when we got together he was weirdly vague about some girl. nothing special. I was better lol. but he was too vague #like. they had smth little little and nothing more and when I asked details he was vaguer and I felt jealous and insecure #cause she acted like intellectual and artistic and his circle or friends was like this too and I wasn't as much #and I thought my ex was such an amazing guy #but he even corrected me when I said verbs wrong lol. he judged my accent cause he was from a different city. he judged my music taste #my taste in clothes. everything. and I got pissed off bc you know me kinda #I argued back. I replied sarcastically. I judges his taste as well but it was a reaction cause I really thought he was better than me #and I felt like shit inside and I made bad decisions abt my life because of it #and after like 1 year he said he had invented everything abt this girl bc he felt threaten ed by me since I had some guys around back then #(...) #I was very insecure by then even tho I acted tough. I didn't even hum to music or sing in front of him #I wanted him to like me soo much so I even dressed in a more feminine way which ugh. not my thing #time passed and he acted detached and uninterested and I felt so sad that I became less pretty and more messed up with my head #we broke up 2 years ago so it's nothing new. he even said he felt I was disrespecting him when I took less care of myself----which actually #was when I started wearing not feminine clothes and kinda grunge style #my favourite #anyway now I'm with a girl and it's ok but I saw in a common friend's social media contacts that girl from the beginning #I opened her account and uhm. she was wearing a necklace with their initials and she was in his city #I thought maybe he hid that couple content from me since we still communicate as *friends* on social media #I didnt want to stalk and imagine things so I asked him telling him the truth #also saying I'd like to know to see if back then my instinct was right #he said they are *seeing each other in a fragmented way* this is what he said lol #but he also said I was wrong back then. they just happened to meet by accident but basically he admitted that when he said he had lied #that was a lie. they really had a little something before we got together #so I told him wow. communication and truth were never your thing uh. he said it was my fault for making scenes and the fact that he #stayed with me after those scenes back then was enough of a prood #*proof #this fucking liar made me pass like a crazy person and I was right and even now he wants to be right #it wouldn't be a big deal if that story hadn't made me crazy insecure instead

[boyfeminism]

having psoriasis sucks i hate my hands

#they hurt really badly today ): #i asked my manager if itd be okay to keep smthn in the bread room for me to put on my hands before i put gloves on #but i doubt thatll be okay #they just hurt ): #theyre not even that bad yet either so im kinda dreading how the rest of the year is gonna go #this is also like. the worst ive felt abt them emotionally since middle school #jackie n i talked abt us both having bad skin bc they have eczema so like. 🤝 gfs with evil hand skin #but still like. i hate that its my hands i wish it was like my arms or my legs or something instead of my hands ): #my dad has it on his scalp tho which is vastly worse #so. small mercies i guess. #idk i just. i get to see my gf in 2 weeks and my hands are just getting worse and worse n i dont want them to have to feel how bad they are #its unpleasant at the least and really really grosa at the worst so. #its not at the fucking. pustules stage yet tho so. fingers crossed it doesnt happen until After i visit them or i'll die #which it just occurred to me this is smthn we'll experience every year together until i die when we live together but like #we have such a small amount of time to spend together before then like cosmically so i just. dont want my hands to be bad ): #like its already spreading to my finger pads on my right hand :// #its yucky and painful #speaking

[brightsout]

beau is afraid was perfect dark comedy for me, it just completely struck my funny bone specially the first part with his house and the chaos in the streets

#i normally dont like what is maybe referred to as ‘dark comedy’ bc most times its just rebranding pointless offensive shit but thiis #like it was just so clearly an extreme representation of my anxieties worst nightmares and it was so ridiculous i couldn’t help but laugh at #these like horrible things #very well done #the last one hour felt a bit stretched out tho it may be bc im just not used to sit for that lo g to watch one thing and i was kinda tired #lmao but despite the few times where i thought it was a bit slow i thought it was pretty good overall 4/5 #also i had weird expectations bc i loved midsommar and hereditary and i heard both good and bad reviews abt this one so #beau is afraid