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Penpals | Chapter 18

Idol!Kim Tae-hyung / V x Fem!Reader

Summary: You weren’t big on social media. Hell, you didn’t even care much for trends. So when you get a notification one day on Instagram from a person claiming to be a global sensation, you can’t believe it. Months later, you still can’t believe your penpals with BTS’s good boy - Kim Taehyung himself.

Warnings: Smut, Vaginal sex, Emotional sex, Unprotected sex (wrap it up, kids!)

Notes: The events that are in this story can definitely happen in real life, BUT this is just fanfiction and I don’t think these events will actually happen/are occurring.

BTS ML | Index | CH 19

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They say there’s such a thing as positive stress. That even exciting things can make you jitter and squirm in your seat as you go through something exciting. For me, at this moment, and every moment before now, I have been shaking. Shaking with amazement about what this visit from a friend - no - not just a friend… Kim Taehyung. V from BTS is in my house, and not just because he wants to know what it looks like inside.

Opening the door, to having him enter my home and take off his shoes, to him standing in the middle of my living room, I haven’t taken my eyes off of him. This isn’t just a casual come-over and chill type of visit either, but it’s also not exactly a booty call, either.

“Nice place,” Taehyung takes you out of your train of thoughts with his compliment on your flat. It’s nothing much, honestly. Just a one bedroom, one small bath home. Enough room for your things, but nothing special at all.

“T-thanks.” You curse yourself inside your mind for stuttering. Because that’s definitely not sexy at all. What is very much sexy is how Taehyung turns his head and looks at you.

You know this look. The longing, lusty look his eyes are casting towards you makes your head spin. It makes you swallow nothing but spit, and dig your toes into the floorboards. Wanting to skip the formalities and just get to what you have been craving. To what you both have been craving.

This is crazy…

“You live here long?”

“Kinda. I moved out of my parents house a couple years ago.”

“Ah... Are you and your parents close?”

That’s always been difficult for you to answer. You know he’s just trying to fill the awkward silence you both are a part of, but how exactly do you explain your relationship with your parents? It’s not like you hate them; it’s just - they're just there. They haven't been a part of your life since you were 18. Only making sure you survive and then letting you survive when they're not there. You get the happy holiday calls, and they never miss a birthday, but you also never see or talk to them past that.

“I-I’m sorry.” You blink, confused by his apology. “I know it was a stupid question, and - I’m honestly just really nervous right now.”

You crack a smile at his confession. Then whisper, “Me too.” And he smiles at you in return. You then glance around, trying to think of something else to say or even do to keep the conversation going. “Oh!" you blurt out. "I just realized, I’m so rude. Let me give you the tour.”

You start walking towards the kitchen, trying to calm your body down from the obviously exciting vibrations it’s creating. You hear a short laugh behind you from Taehyung, and try your best not to smile at how cute his laugh sounds in your ears at that moment.

“So, this is the kitchen. Nothing at all like the one you got at the dorm, but it works.”

Taehyung glances around, pokes at a knob on the stove, and then looks back at you… and smirks.

God fucking dammit.

You back up a little, his sexy ass smirk catching you off guard, but luckily you bump into the counter before falling on the floor in a sexually frustrating mess!

“Nice kitchen.”

“Yeah… it is,” Your voice becomes quiet now. The tension is scattering and scattering all over the two of you.

You hold your breath as Taehyung begins stepping towards you. Inching closer and closer until he’s right in front of you, nose to nose. You can hear your heart in your ears, and hope he doesn’t hear it too.

Taehyung then licks his lips. His eyes move around and land on all different points on your face until they land on your own eyes again. “Y/n, can I… kiss you?”

You smile nervously.

“Why would I ever say no to that?”

Which is an actual question. Who would ever say no to a kiss more Taehyung?

The kiss, though, wasn’t gentle. It was a breath-taking, teeth-clattering kiss. One of heist and smashing of lips. One you didn't realize until he did it that you wanted it. It wants quick either, as in, it never stopped. Your hands are now in his hair, and he pulls your hips closer to his own. Outlining his body with yours and making it hard to breathe. It doesn’t help that his lips on yours already make you breathless, but now you're getting pushed against the counter. Taehyung wants to keep you close to him by gripping your hips tighter as he grinds against you.

“V-v-“ You try to mumble against his lips, but his mouth traveling down your neck has your words getting stuck in your throat. His stage name isn't what you should be saying anyway. Not at this moment. When he nibbles and licks at a certain point on your neck, you close your lips so tight as to not moan like an oversensitive teenager. Instead, whimpering and making Taehyung smile against your skin.

His hands go under your shirt, holding your bare hips in his strong hands. You want his hands to be all over your naked skin. You want to feel him touch you in every place possible and make your body feel the tingles you get by just talking to him. You want to feel him… everywhere.

“T-Tae, I-…” He bites your collarbone. “Bedroom…?”

Your eyes widen when you scratch out the word. Hearing the pathetic way your voice sounded so needy, and Taheyung stopping his travels around your neck area. His lips stay against your skin for a few seconds, and then he pulls back to look at your desperate eyes.

Although, you are not the only one with eyes of desperation for the other person. Taehyung’s pupils are dilated, and his lids are half closed. He has a slight blush on the tops of his cheeks, and the type of breathing he’s doing copies your own. Quick and uneven.

For a smidgen of a second, you thought you fucked up by wanting to rush this forward, but by the way Taehyung is looking at you now, you ask with complete confidence, “Do you want to move to the bedroom?”

He bites his lip, the blush on his cheeks rising, and that alone brings a smile to your lips.

“I-if you want to,” Taehyung stutters out in a nervous tone. His voice lowering an octave.

Your smile then turns into a smirk, feeling a little devious. You repeat your words from earlier, but this time your voice is full of a breathless lust, “Why would I ever say no to that?”

Taehyung smashes your lips together again, holding the back of your neck and deepening the kiss by angling your head up to him. You moan against his lips, not caring about how it sounds because of how you feel what’s in his pants hardening against you. Knowing now, he loves your sounds, just like he did last time, and wanting to make him feel good in every way possible. Before you both end up fucking on the counter, you push against his chest, stopping the kiss there and smiling when you see his little pout.

Giggling, you grab onto his hand and lead the way to your bedroom. The place where all the magic is about to happen…

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The second you both enter your room, you pull him by his shirt until your lips reconnect. Already missing the feeling of his against yours. They just feel so good, and you want to taste every crevice of him.

Taehyung then wraps his arms around your middle, squishing your arms, still holding onto his shirt in between the two of you. You think he’s probably going to do that thing in all the movies, where you back up and fall against the bed in a pile of limbs, but instead, he hoists you up by your waist. Making you scramble to wrap your arms around his neck and legs around his waist.

You look down at him, bewildered. While he looks up at you with the most adorable boxy smile in the world. He walks the two of you over to your bed and slowly lays you down underneath him on top of the comforter.

Looking up at Taehyung feels like a dream. Knowing this is just part one of the processes for what is going to happen, and the part of your stomach that relays this knowledge is already tingling.

“Your so beautiful, angel,” Taehyung says before - more gently this time - capturing your lips with his. Everything happened so fast after that…

Kiss, kiss, remove clothes. Kiss, kiss, remove more clothes.

The kisses are driving you crazy. Making the removal of each of your clothes and his just an inconvenience because you hate being away from the sweet taste of him. His lips drive you crazier and crazier each time they touch your own.

It’s when he’s down to just his underwear, and you just your bra and panties, that you both freeze while holding each other. Nervousness hitting you both in the stomachs. Taehyung swallows thickly, and you watch his Addams apple bob in his throat.

This will be the first time for him in a long time. It’s going to be the first time for you, too, in a long time, but unlike you, Taehyung hasn’t had anyone since he joined BigHit company. You, on the other hand, it has only been a few months. Although very close to a year.

This has you both excited and jittery. The pressing of each other's half-naked bodies to one another for the first time and knowing it doesn't end her. Were both excited because you are the special someone he’s allowing himself to be with. Jittery because you are worried about how good you’ll be. You're in no way an expert, and experience is kinda lacking since you’ve only had one other person before. So, you swallowing thickly too.

“Um… are you sure your okay with this?“ Taehyung asks you.

It’s not a question of if you're okay with this, but if you're ready for this. Whether you both realize this or not, this will change everything.

Everything between the two of you. Yes, you’ve been close like this once before and have texted each other enough to be more than just friends, but sex… makes everything different.

Are you ready for that step with him?

…

“Yes.”

…

Kiss, kiss, remove clothes. Kiss, kiss, gasps!

You both did that when you felt your naked bodies touch together for the first time. Not going all the way but just touching.

Truthfully, it felt beautiful. Like you both just wafted a breath of ecstasy, and you haven't even got that far yet. You stroke his back, and he rubs your cheek with his thumb. Both of you love the feel of each other's soft skins so much.

He then kisses you all over your face, and you love the feel of his lips on your exposed skin. He gives all your exposed skin loving kisses, giving the valley between your breasts a lot of his attention at the moment and making you hum in satisfaction. When you look down at him, he's staring up at you. Slowly, he moves his lips across your skin until he captures a nipple in his mouth. You bite your lip - hard. Your buds are always so sensitive, and just the sucking of his lips on you is making you close to being ready to explode. Especially when he starts flicking the other, making you arch your back and moan out in euphoria.

After a few nibbles and tugs at your nipples, Taehyung removes his lips from you, licking his lips. You're breathless now, and the satisfied smile gracing his face now has you biting your bottom lip until you taste blood. You stop that as soon as it starts, not wanting any weird divests in your skin, so you swallow even though your throat is dry.

Tahyung moves down further on your body, not taking his eyes off of you. He rests his head on your stomach, looking up at you like you are a goddess to him. It’s like he belongs in his current spot. Rubbing his cheek against your stomach and gliding his fingers down your sides. He’s loving it so much, so you think he will agree. You two belong here. Belong in each other's arms, staring at each other always longingly even though you are right in front of each other.

“Taehyung, I-…” You know what you wanted to say, but looking down at Taehyung makes it seem like you don’t need to.

Will saying it make it too real? This step is already moving your relationship so forward. Taehyung’s eyes agree, at least to you, that the words don't need to be said. He pulls his face away from your stomach, then. Coming back up to be nose-to-nose with you and cages you with his arms on either side of your head against the mattress.

Then, he nods. You don’t know what that nod means, but you're sure by the look in his eyes he understands why you stopped talking. Stopping yourself from saying anything to forward like you have done countless times before, but the crease in his eyebrows makes you think he wanted you to say it.

Instead of thinking too much on this dizzying subject, you peck him on the lips, remove what you were about to say out of your mind, then whisper different words that announce some of your feelings, at least. “I want you, Taehyung.”

Taehyung rapidly nods, still nervous about being with you for the first time. “Yeah, okay, me too. I just-“ Moment of silence. “I just want to be good… for you, you know?”

He chuckles his last words, but he’s in no way joking. The bite he makes in the corner of his lip shows this much. You cup both of his cheeks in his hands and rub your nose across his. Enacting a little smile from him and making butterflies flutter around in your stomach.

“I know you will be,” You quietly say like someone else besides Taehyung can hear you.

That’s the last thing said before he aligns his length to your entrance. The tip of him rubbing against your slit when he moves and making your toes curl. You don’t miss the little gasp from him, either. The two of you are ready for the next step but also sensitive to it. Sensitive to each other's touch and even more sensitive to what a push of the hips means for your relationship.

He glances at your eyes and down in the middle of the two of you so many times as he starts sinking into you. You hold onto his shoulders as each inch of him fills you, digging your nails into his skin. When he finally bottoms out, your eyes meet again.

His eyes are hooded, and his mouth gapes. It’s honestly so sweet how he’s waiting for me to adjust all while he’s, by the look on his face, feeling so good. Being filled by him is feeling so good too.

No... so incredible!

You want more already. Fuck adjusting.

“Please move, Tae. I want you. I need you, baby.”

Your words are enough for him to start moving inside of you. It gradually gets deeper and faster in pace. Your eyes are locked on each other, and the only noise you can hear is the bed creaking and skins slapping against each other for the first few moments.

You wrap your legs around his back, wanting him to be even deeper than he is now, and he scrunches his eyes closed. Being even deeper inside of you makes his back tense and your pussy clench. He buries his face in your shoulder, and you see in the corner of your eye his fists gather the sheets in his hands. Bunching the fabric between his fingers.

His length continues to stretch and pleasure you with each thrust. Your breathing is rapid the whole time, but as he pushes himself deep enough inside, hitting the spot you wanted him to, you arch your back as you moan out his name.

“Oh my g- Taehyung!”

He grunts against your shoulder, loving his name on your lips in that way so much. His thrusting gets faster, the wet slaps get louder, and your nails dig into his skin far enough to make him hiss but not stop thrusting into you. You feel him open mouth kiss your shoulder all over the skin. It’s not aimed but wild. Almost like he can’t compute what his lips want to do, but he knows he wants to kiss you somewhere.

“You feel so good, Taehyung,” You moan out when his thrusts start to get wild too. He moans against your shoulder this time, and your moans get louder because of it.

Even the breathing he’s doing against your shoulder is so pleasurable to your ears, but when you hear him whisper your name in your ear, forget about it. You clench around him, push your heels into his back, and beg, “I’m so close, please… faster!”

“God, me too- me too.”

You knew he was close from the very start. It’s only natural for this all to be too much for him, but the words and the sound of his deep voice as he says the words have you tipping over the edge. His voice always gets to you, and right now, it makes breathing hard as you run over the cliff of pleasure. You arch your back, pressing your breasts to his chest, and throw your head back as your orgasm rips through you. You scrunch your eyes tightly shut, and a moan mixed with a whimper leaves your lips.

Luckily, Taehyung being a little smarter than you because you didn't think about this beforehand, takes himself out of you as he cums on your stomach. Screaming out in equal pleasure as you are feeling right now, “Ah - Y/n - Fuck, shit…!”

You watch him cum on your stomach with hooded eyes. He’s cumming for you. You both just experienced something so intense and felt the weight of that fast as you watched him. As he jerks himself off and continues the pleasurable feeling of your essence that’s currently dripping from his cock.

You bite your bottom lip, looking up and seeing Taehyung is already staring down at you. Your face heats up, embarrassed from getting caught watching him cum for you, but Taehyung looks anything but disgusted at you right now. He’s out of breath, and when he lets go of himself and clicks your foreheads together, you can hear the words you wanted to say earlier echoing in your head. They're true now more than ever.

You wish you could transfer the exact words from your mind to his. If you could do that, then it would be easier to say them. You want to say the words out loud, but it's just too hard. Looking up at Taehyung's eyes right now, though, has you thinking, just for a second, that Taehyung wants to say them too.

I love you, my everything.

CH 19

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