#fuck it ill tag the kids why not

[macaroonkitti]

First little dump of food practices! I have more to do but I wanted to post at least a few of them

#loz #legend of zelda #tloz #the legend of zelda #food #botw #totk #link #fuck it ill tag the kids why not #aster #sefaro #azu #karin #koko #third one is earlier on in links adventure so her hair is still relatively short #my art

[ninjasmudge]

What are your thoughts on the two other monkeys? Idk if you ever heard of them, but it's the Red Bottom Ape and Long Armed Gibbon.

i actaually had some pretty lore heavy origin story hcs for those guys a couple of years ago, but i dont think i ever posted them. ill put some of the old art here and paste the lore under a cut cause its LONG (replaced the old swk and maq in the last pic with some more recent ones bc my hcs for them changed so much lmao)

their lore was well researched i spent days on it but it was a couple years ago lmao, its based on the principals they represent plus which of yin/yang they represent

long armed gibbon- can seize the sun and the moon, distinguish the auspicious from the inauspicious, and manipulate planets and stars

gibbon was born when a seed from a fir tree fell from heaven to earth. it landed on top of an eroded mountian and a tree started growing. after several hundred years, when the tree stretched high enough and was wise enough and the pine cones had gone from dark purple to blue, the trunk split one day at sunrise on a blue misty morning and gibbon walked into the world

red-buttocked horse monkey- who has knowledge of yin and yang, understands human affairs, is adept in its daily life and able to avoid death and lengthen its life

horse was born from a drop of water flung from a trough in heavens stables (part of the reason swk was so pleased to guard the horses when he went)

when she fell to earth she became a river that people often visited and talked around and played in. from this she came to understand human affairs. she also found she could help creatures avoid death or prolong their life by feeding their crops. when she knew enough, she climbed out of the river at sundown and walked into the world

sun wukong, the wise stone monkey- who knows transformations, recognizes the seasons, discerns the advantages of earth, and is able to alter the course of planets and stars

stealing from nezha reborn where the myth goes that when nüwe patched the sky, the leftover stone was where swk came from, but im changing it to one of the tiles that was used to create the furnace was dropped, leaving a monkey sized gap where he could later on slot into to keep himself alive in there. the tile was knocked out of the basket by the wind and fell to earth and this was the only one that landed on ffm. you know the story here, he absorbed chi from heaven AND earth which is why hes so powerful

six eared macaque- who has a sensitive ear, discernment of fundamental principles, knowledge of past and future, and comprehension of all things

macaque was born very suddenly when a piece of moon rock broke off and fell to earth on a new moon. the resulting meteor created a huge and sudden flash of light in a forest which created hundreds of stark shadows at once. the shadows condensed and the resulting being wouldnt have lived if it hadnt been a new moon because he needed the next hours of darkness to collect himself into a full being. but before the night was done, a new monkey was born who was able to hear everything in the radius he had collected shadows from, which if youve ever seen a meteor flash, is a long way

somethin interesting abt the things that created them- swks tile was actually heavenly, which is why he represents primarily yang (heaven). his was the only one that was CRAFTED BY heaven. gibbon and horse are both from something that fell from heaven and then the earth changed its form (the tree grew on earth from a heavenly seed, and the drop of water became a river) whereas macaque, representing the yin is fully of earth, the meteor that created him was from heaven but he didnt directly come from the meteor, he came from the shadows it created on earth. his only connection is to the earth

#yeah i just never posted any of it for some reason #i think there was more lore but idk where it is #mk #ask #ig ill put it in the tag since its a bunch of art #lego monkie kid #monkie kid #mk art #my art #also idk why this post is fucking breaking tumblr the two middle pictures show up side by side on mobile and above on desktop #i cant edit it from here either i tried to move the readmore so that it cut off gibbons part #and i just cant do ANYTHING

[macroglossus]

being evaluated for adhd by having one of those full psych evals that last like two hours. scared frightened etc.... last time i took it i lied extensively bc i was 13 and thought they might tell my mommy if i said i had suicidal thoughts. and i still have a habit of lying to therapists bc i'm embarrassed......... AGH idk. what if i take it and they tell me that the reason im Like This is bc im genuinely just weird and shitty and not bc im mentally ill at all. SCARED

#which is dumb bc i have been formally diagnosed with multiple mental illnesses i dont think they can just take it back right????? #this is so stupid and cliche but what if i have been faking it........ all along........ Argh. #when i was in res i was put on adderall (bc the house psych just kind of experimented w meds LMFAO) and i had to go off them after like #two weeks bc it was affecting my appetite in a way i couldnt afford at the time lmao. but i do genuinely feel like it helped during that #time.... which is why i want to go on it again!!!! but im scared theyll just be like nah and i wont be able to take any of my meds anymore #is that crazy. am i being crazy rn. idk i truly do think most of my experiences w school and like. life could be explained by adhd and #when i was a kid they thought i had it but the two meds they tried didnt work for me so they just. kind of gave up #and i was really extremely unable to do school and graduated hs w an insanely low gpa and then dropped out of community college. LMAO. not #that people w adhd cant be good in school i just couldnt make myself do homework and couldnt listen in class bc i was too busy focusing on #listening. if that makes sense #IDK. idk. i know it's become like. a trend to have adhd is the issue and everything is being attributed to having it so im worried that ive #like. accidentally fallen in w that? even though ive thought i had it for forever and everyone has been like girl do you have this. IDK!!!! #idk. idkkkk im just like. genuinely scared. it's not the end of the world if im not diagnosed obviously but that means that #im just like this for no reason at all. and there's no way of helping it bc it's just the way i am. and i actually am just shitty n lazy. #epic. which incidentally is the proper name for how fucking long these tags are my bad. if you read this far sorry for being insane 👍

[thirstyvampyr]

honestly? queen shit

#shameless #spoilers #noel fisher #isidora goreshter #mickey milkovich #svetlana yevgenivna #she dyed her fucking hair red #she went and got a strap on #oh you like this? fine ill get you this #SHE IS MY MOTHER AND ILL NOT HEAR ANY SLANDER ABOUT HER #and then her rant about choice and how the baby has none? amazing 10/10 love to bask in her presence #i think the kid is from terry not mickey #that's why she wanted him at the baptism #the meat is always in the tags

[stupidscav]

im actually just done at this point if I break down crying at school today we all know who's fault that is

mine AND my math teacher's

#WHY DO I DO THIS #jesus fucking christ #i complain so much but i dont do shit i hate myself #its not like i can switch classes just before the test #if she ever fucking talks to me i want to punch her so bad i swear to god she makes me feel stupid #and i guess i am because i just cant fucking do this im done #im probably being overdramatic and ill hate myself later but #im going to fucking die before i finish schooling (im almost serious) #i guess thats what they mean by gifted kid burnout #i lost my fucking ref marker so i cant just. draw on myself #im not gonna keep talking actually. #scav feels shitty #vent #implied self harm #implied suicide #im sure ill ve fine i guess #but just in case. ill tag those

[avorous]

I finally got the scene with Gale where if you fail the perception check with Astarion in the beginning he threatens to incinerate him and oh dear oh me oh my

And then Nerium didn't even hesitate to headbutt A

#avo liveblogs bg3 #oc || nerium eroth [ dark urge ] #gale dekarios #eh ill tag them both so i can find it later why not #ive seen gifs but oh boy yall were not kidding that was hot as fuck

[mikeru6]

how I’ve been feeling recently

#social anxiety #anxiety #comic art #silly little guy #mental health #mental illness #actually mentally ill #mentally fucked #haha just kidding #why do i think like this #relatable #im so scared of a repeat of what happened to me before #how the hell do I get over being lied to for years #do I have trust issues #trust issues #commitment issues #this was supposed to be a silly comic #why am I being serious in the tags #hopefully no one reads these #if you did don’t tell me #I don’t want to know #thanks #screaming into the void

[army-of-bee-assassins]

i went to an end of the year party at a professor's house tonight, just hung out with my classmates and chatted. it was a nice time tbh! i like my classmates and they like me, which seems like a simple enough thing but still feels strange since i was so extremely antisocial back in undergrad. i'm even like semi popular in the cohort, i think bc i organize most study groups and speak up in class a lot with questions that people are sometimes too afraid to ask. i brought scones to the party and my classmates were talking about how they'd seen that i'd written scones on the sign up and they were all excited to try them. it was easy just talking to people. idk. i feel like grad school is just generally going better than i really ever expected, especially socially, and that's nice.

#it's less important but i'm pretty sure i made straight A's again too #we literally only need B's to stay in the program and grades don't affect our job prospects so it really doesn't matter #but i'm just kinda personally proud - again bc of how this contrasts with undergrad #man sometimes i wish i could go get my bachelor's again i would fucking kill it #why do we make mentally ill neurodivergent kids go to college at 18 #it's such a fucking bad idea #j.txt #here is that grad school tag

[kingjasnah]

oh i don't think i ever mentioned this on here but recently i read both books in a certain popular lesbian necromancy series in like this crazy awful mental health fugue state......so obvs i missed so much of the actual text that i dont think i can actually chat abt it coherently but. but lol literally the ONLY thing that made it through the brain fog while reading was just me going WOW. someone sure watched utena huh

#when the coffin showed up in book one i was like Are You Fucking Kidding Me. this isnt a bad thing btw it was just very clear 2 me #it was actually a big moment for me i was like if im not enjoying this i must be in quite bad shape #this was months and months ago lol it was my insomnia read after red rising #im trying to keep this out of the tag lol i know theres another book soon and i don't want 2 subject ppl to this #idk if ill finish the series cause i def have to reread the first two to get to the third one and not sure when ill have the time #but yeah update i read it i finally read it people have been telling me to read it for a century and i clearly see why

[zouisalmightie]

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#im going to use these tags as a way to beat my soul about my job so if you come at me you’re a bitch and i hope you stub each individual to #i finally realized why im unhappy being a teacher and it’s because i don’t care about the future of these kids more than the cursory #‘I hope theyre ok’ you would feel for any stranger in the world #like i want to harm to come to them but i truly don’t care about them #like the kid that sleeps in class ? my thought is finally he’s fucking quiet the kid that’s got a 2% and doesn’t pay attention im like #whatever like im not motivated to get them motivated and if I wasn’t the kind of person that cared about her work id give them worksheets #for the rest of the year making them silently work while I r ead books all day #like I feel like at the beginning I did the calling home and the tutoring and the flipping over backwards to get as many of the kids to #their reading level and ensure they’re getting a great history lesson that’s going to reach every student and now im like #this is the lesson and if you like it great if you don’t idc you can pay attention or fail it’s on you #and part of me feels bad like I should want to dress up like x figure and get them engaged by doing xyz and like I just don’t want to #it’s like what’s the point im going to engage the same 9 kids in each class while the other 21 pretend to #pay attention while they’re texting under their desk and then they’re going to try to google or use ai the answers #and im like…. whatever i dont care turn it in don’t turn it in whatever #ik too young to feel this apathetic about teaching and it suck but also oof I don’t care #I want to quit at the end of the year before my apathy turns into hatred I’ve seen teachers that hate hate the kids and that can’t be me #like even if I stayed for 30 years it wouldn’t be me but the idea of it scares me #I don’t want this job to change who I am as a person but it’s taking away my care for the younger generation #I don’t hate them or wish them ill but I just genuinely don’t care about them or their progress or anything #it’s scary #anyways im rambling idk im just having a bad day ill see this tomorrow and be like wow girl get a snickers cuz this isn’t you #but rn that’s how im feeling

[buttbiscuit]

Fine I'll say it

Yes selling ketamine to a vulnerable teenager is bad but Eddie is a worse person for the way he treated Lucas and encouraged Lucas' friends to act

Even if you hate jocks and hate sports and hate parties and whatever.... it's pretty obvious Lucas didn't have friends outside of Hellfire Club and the fact Eddie scheduled the campaign final specifically on the night of the championship game (he wouldve known the exact date, there wouldve been posters and announcements for months prior and hes not stupid) had to have been on purpose. And if he was trying to make Lucas choose a side? That's fucked up. Let a kid have a hobby outside your realm of interests you gatekeeping prick.

If by chance he genuinely didn't know the date? He could've postponed. People postpone D&D campaigns all the fucking time and it's not like Eddie had a job so he had to worry about scheduling issues. It's clear why you can't just move the date of a championship basketball game for 7 nerds to play a boardgame. No, he did this on purpose. To weed out the jocks in his nerd club. To ostracise Lucas specifically.

The way Eddie interacts with Mike and Dustin shows he knows the people in Hellfire Club. He would've known who Lucas is. He wouldve known he loves D&D as much as the rest of them but because he also has a different interest that Eddie dislikes (not even for a moral reason but just because its popular), he's forced out. A group supposedly for outsiders is excluding one of their own for *checks notes* being an outsider? It's fucked up and just plain mean.

And Lucas will never forget that none of his friends NOT A SINGLE ONE went to the championship game that he won.

#yes steve went but steve's an adult and ex player its different #lucas' actual genuine friends hes had since he was a kid that all swore to be best friends forever....... none of them went #lucas sinclair #lucas deserved better #the duffers making their anti lucas agenda clear 🙃 #'we hate jocks' they say as they make the only black lead in the show a jock........ #stranger things 4 #eddie munson #yeah ill tag it all idc #i like eddie but this is the worst thing he did in the show its genuinely a nasty thing to do #like i kinda understand why they had to make someone close to the jocks for plot purposes but cmon its so fucked up #and why wasnt it Mike's lanky ass out there playing basketball huh.....

[cannibalisticskittles]

amity, during an astarion romance, is eventually going to reach a point where they're being more genuine (or, well, he's being more genuine; amity has been pretty genuine this whole time) and he makes a complimentary remark abt her offhandedly and she's like "haha yeah. you remember you don't have to do that anymore right"

"do... what?" he asks

"you know," she says, "pretend i'm..." she waves a hand in the air, vaguely gesturing to herself. "...nice to look at. you don't have to do that anymore. it's okay."

and no matter what he says, he's. not going to convince her otherwise. not tonight. not tomorrow. not for a long time.

the most she can concede the point is to say that it's kind of him to say so. but she still doesn't think it's true, even a bit

amity's childhood fucked up her self-image BAD. children can be cruel. the patriar are, as a rule, quite cruel and callous. and patriar children?? woof. awful. and she is the tiefling bastard child of a new money noble -- one who got that money through merchant work, how gauche. so she was subsequently on the receiving end of... a substantial amount of unkindness. general distrust, at best, from those who weren't outwardly cruel, but quite a bit of outright cruelty

sorcerers, of course, do not learn their spells the traditional way, but more through desire. and amity learned the disguise self spell early, born out of an intense and desperate desire to Be Literally Anyone Else.

she has learned at this point in time that she has qualities that others may appreciate -- which was a hard-fought battle in and of itself, and is still a relatively recent revelation for her. but those qualities are still tied to what she does. her capacity to be kind, her ability to be helpful.

but her appearance? hahahahaha fuck no

#amity has a little round scar on her left shoulder #from where she tussled with a kid who jammed a stick there hard enough for the resulting wound's scar to still be visible two decades later #why? something about being some uppity demonspawn #which she took offense to. because demins have nothing to do with her. #(her mother is a devil which is VERY DIFFERENT. none of these kids know anything about that. they just made guesses.) #she had one (1) friend her own age as a kid #and he had to be extra pushy to convince her that they really were friends and he wasn't teasing her #and then he fucking DIED #and her caravan route was the one that was SUPPOSED to fix it. those healers were SUPPOSED to find out what illness was plaguing the town #but they weren't fast enough to sort it out before people died. + even tho she was a kid at the time. she still felt like it was Her Fault #the parents were. not coping with their grief well. and amity came bounding up to them to ask where teo was so they could play #and they... displaced some of that grief onto her. lashed out. #which cemented her guilt and the feeling it was her fault #maybe she slowed the caravan down and he would've lived if they'd been faster... maybe she jinxed them and the illnesses are her fault... #maybe she is an ill omen. a burden. #amity tag #bg3 blogging

[botslayer9000]

WHEN DID LEGO SETS GET SO EXPENSIVE⁉️⁉️⁉️⁉️⁉️⁉️

#looked up journey to the west for fun on the hellsite #found out that there's this show called monkie kid? and its like journey to the west but instead of tripitaka its some kid or smth idk #theres a macaque that everyone thinks is sexy or whatever #not my thing but im not judging #anyways im sitting there looking at his picture of macaque and thinking ''why does this look like lego'' #turns out it is a lego property?????? when did they get the rights to that #apparently the show is actually good maybe ill watch it #but anyways i looked it up on the lego site because i like me a browse through pretty lego sets sometimes #and i see the price tags attached #HOLY FUCK #WHY IS IT ALL UPWARDS OF $50 FOR RELATIVELY SMALL SETS #WAS IT ALWAYS THIS EXPENSIVE???? I DONT REMEMBER IT BEING THIS EXPENSIVE #like i got a whole ass dragon and two minifigures as part of a ninjago set like 10 years ago for $25 #or maybe even $20 #it was a good dragon too like a golden one #and idk i remember it being a lot more than what they have on offer on the site #ONE HUNDRED AND FORTY US DOLLARS FOR A HIDEOUT SET #who is buying this shit #i actually need to know #back on my bullshit

[puppysynonym]

i am so angry and sad and upset and afraid i might throw up what the fuck gives teenage boys the audacity to make jokes about raping someone right in front of them i want to rip shred tear

#not the first time its happened but the last time was in highschool so i stupidly thought maybe i wouldnt have to hear it again #i hate people i hate people what the fuck im sorry im just really upset and i know that no one technically did anythingg but hearing #some kid say to his friends 'ill give you five bucks if you rape her' while i was walking right behind them rewlly fucking scared me #and i was like leaving to go for a walk and i was scared that if i turned around to go to my house it would antagonize them into saying #more so i just turned the corner as soon as i could #again im okay nothing was done to me but im just so angry and hurt and i dont know why the fuck they would think thats okay to say #i hate them i fucking hate them #because if they felt comfortable saying that in front of me its probably not the first time theyve said it #rage rage rage #i fucking hate them i really do #vent #vent in tags #rape mentioned #tw rape mention #cw rape mentioned #moth.txt #sorry just very angry

[hellofastudysession]

the only thing i'm choosing to remember from episode i is the sketchbook's they/them swag ❤️

#personal #/j jj jjj #they were not kidding! that DON'T HUG can SCARED! #i'm going to liveblog this because i have so many words inside me all the time and they need to come out #if you wanna block it ill use uhhh #norrie liveblogs #as a tag WHY DIDNT I COME UP WITH THAT TAG EARLIER #anyway. just watching episode i on SILENT is so utterly unsettling the puppetry and designs oughh #THE CUT TO 3D AND THRM GROWING UP OH MY GODDD #what if you wanted to have a nice fucking cake but god said meat #the music screaming? mmngrh #really love especially how part of the horror was the sketchbook arbitrarily limiting what they could create 💚

[chillychive]

-  Episode 7 yoooooo

    -  Yoo spockkk

    -  Yoo I love tilly 🥰🥰🥰

    -  Gotta love temporal rifts

    -  They’re not trying to help him Sarek!!

    -  An octopus leech probe

    -  Leland, dont make promises. We all know how much your word is worth. Oh right- absolutely none!

    -  Oh noo

    -  Also yay Stamets 

    -  But oh no probe

    -  Oh noo poor spock

    -  Also not airiam’s arc. Poor airiam 

    -  Georgiou usurped Leland so damn fast wow

    -  Yoo we’re going to Talos what

#dont mind the weird format #lmao #star trek discovery #star trek rewatch #discovery rewatch #michael burnham #spock #sylvia tilly #temporal rift #because of fucking course its a temporal rift #cant go two feet in starfleet without a goddamn temporal rift #this is why you dont make friends with main characters *comma* kids #punctuation saves lives #tumblr let me write a comma pls #ill give you my eighth born #just please #allow me my punctuation #i feel like the tags tell the whole story #do i even need to review the episodes anymre #i could just write unhinged tags and be done with it #im so sorry #sarek #ambassador sarek #captain leland #paul stamets #airiam #mirror!georgiou #lucien lachance