#girl i am unwell

[sixxxer]

durin IV almost gave elrond his true name. something so precious it's reserved for family only. he went against his father, king durin, to help his friend and his people. HE, A DURIN WENT AGAINST THE DWARVEN KING FOR AN ELF. he accepted when elrond called him an elven dwarf and called him a dwarven elf right back. he gave him a mithril shard. he spoke elvish. he called him family. he cried when elrond said goodbye. i-😭 they're such an amazing friendship and tease each other just like brothers

#trop #girl i am unwell #i love you interspecies friendships i love you elf/dwarf understanding i love you shared history between people #elrond #durin #durin 4 #elrond peredhel #rings of power #durin iv #text #1k

[clockworkcheetah]

next time i rewatch dghda im gonna focus so much on brotzly hands during the sound of nothing

#girl i am unwell #id love to read the script for this scene

[provelove]

i am 40 seconds in to this album and i already want to crawl into a hole and die. olivia who gave you the right.

#guts lb #girl i am unwell

[yappacadaver]

ok confining myself in my personal hell of drawing buff grandpa

#o_o #girl i am unwell #catch me scribbling nonsense

[consciouschunkofmoss]

?? who was going to tell me a toh episode was out since the 5th ??

#just rambling #GIRL i am unwell #i already have penny dreadful and yellowjackets on my plate #maybe ill watch it on wednesday

[beescake]

lovee

#homestuck #solkat #sollux captor #karkat vantas #vioart #2023 #brain: girl why the FUCK are u opening a new doc when u still havent finished all ur comms and wips 😑... #me: NO!!! i am too emotionally unwell !!!! #brain: ffs.. 🙄😒 ok fine u get ONE (1) emotionally unwell drawing before u hv to continue work 👎 #me: YAYY

[loveydive]

The Tragedy of Hayakawa Aki - chainsaw man, tatsuki fujimoto

grief lessons: four plays by euripides, anne carson // chainsaw man, tatsuki fujimoto // deathless, catherynne m. valente // “untitled,” 2016, ink on paper, kara walker // james, clementine von radics // slide tackle, japanese breakfast // how to cure a ghost, fariha róisín // red glove, holly black // the letter, richard paul evans // interview with james hall, richard siken // ptolemaea, ethel cain // iq84, haruki murakami // the godfather, mario puzo // god's silence, franz wright // crush, richard siken // tumblr user ojibwe // when i was done dying, dan deacon

#csm #chainsaw man #hayakawa aki #aki hayakawa #webweaving #you know your girl is mentally unwell when she makes a webweaving post abt an anime character #web weaving #okay gonna spam every variataion fo teh spoilers tag now LOL #chainsaw man spoilers #csm spoilers #csm manga spoilers #chainsaw man manga spoilers #spoilers #hopefully that was enough #ANW #thinking about him SOOOO MUCHHH #man doomed by the narrative *twirls hair* #his character IS tragedy but i am still conflicted on which tragedy it is #was it inevitable? or was it preventable? #what is the hamartia in this story #is it a character flaw or his circumstances that were out of his control? #honestly think it can be viewed both ways #if he hadnt been so intent on revenge he wouldnt have ended up like this. but it was also circumstance bc makima is basically a god #but god gODD that last quote got me so good bc i was liek THATS LITERALLY IT #TAHTS AKI #anw after volume 9 i cried so many times after during the day and now im rotating him in my mind #my edit #EDIT: JUST READ A POST THAT SAID THAT GOOD TRAGEDY IS WHEN YOU CANT TELL WHETHER IT WAS CIRCUMSTANCE OR FLAW... #DROPPING TO MY KNEES.... #thats it thats exactly it

[heart-of-the-morningstar]

Don’t let this picture fool you, I also want him in a way that’s concerning to feminism :)

#hazbin hotel #hazbin hotel lucifer #hazbin lucifer #lucifer morningstar #gently holds #he’s so baby girl #but also #so breedable #i am aware that I am unwell and that’s ok #cuz only god can judge me #which might be harsh considering who I’m simping for #meme

[whatsjulietslastname]

sometimes, it destroys me to think about how Max didn’t recognize Chloe in the bathroom. i don’t get why nobody is talking about it. how, when Chloe asks her, she’s obviously ashamed of not recognizing her immediately. how she wishes she would’ve. how they’re both bittersweet about it. because what do you mean you don’t recognize her. this is your childhood best friend. you grew up alongside her. you know her better than you know yourself, she knows you like the back of her hand. but you don’t recognize her. to you, she’s still the 14 year old girl who just lost her father. to her, you’re still the 13 year old girl who left her behind. you didn’t get to see her cut her hair, and dye them blue, and become who she is, so you still know her by heart, but when you see her for the first time after five years, when you save her life, you don’t recognize her. then, she saves you in the parking lot, and you look into her eyes, and then you just know. and she does too. because she’s your childhood best friend, and you know her better than yourself, and she knows you like the back of her hand, and you get in her car, and you recognize her now. of course you do. because after five years you’re still Max Caulfield.

#life is strange #lis #chloe price #max caulfield #pricefield #idk where this came from #was feeling emotional abt them today #(say girl who feels emotional abt them everyday) #i am unwell

[bloodied-serpent]

Abandoned by the man whose legacy you helped build, whose reputation you defended in the face of scrutiny and scorn from everyone you knew, whose dream you believed in even when he himself doubted it, whose family you safeguarded without complaint and with the utmost loyalty. A man you looked up to, a man you held so high he blotted out the stars, your man, your Albrecht.

Not knowing why he left, why he asked you to make sure he never comes back, why he didn't say those simple words, not once.

Why, why, why.

But knowing that he didn't take you with him. He left you behind, alone and burdened by all the responsibilities you've shouldered for him in your long years together, so everlastingly committed to him that you would not dare betray him, even in your bitterness. Waking up to find your entire world gone, and needing, despite everything, to still be in service to him, his plan, his ideals.

Were you ever good enough? Or were you just useful?

But you still fought for him, for what you built together and what he-you believe in, you fought for that one sliver of hope that one day, somehow, he'll come back, and tell you he loves you. You devoted every fibre of your being to upholding that legacy, that dream. His and your dream.

And then you find out he left because of you. Albrecht loved you so much that he chose to sacrifice himself, the one you hold most precious, so he can save you. And it still wasn't enough. You are worlds apart, fighting the same foe, with no certainty that it'll be enough, no guarantee of success. But you still have to try.

#girl help I'm literally losing sleep over him #Rebecca how could you do this to me #i am unwell about them #Warframe #albrecht x loid #warframe spoilers #loid #albrecht entrati

[itsdefinitely]

i wanna know more about the jerries/jeris

do you want to know the most horrific thing about them?

the lords did nothing to make them the way they are.

yes, the jerry jr was turned into the axeman because of the witchwood, which does what it does because of the lords, but everything leading up to that is just human nature. i see the "girl jeri is nibbly" or "they were influenced by a lord to do the thngs they do" and i need people to understand that that's just. not true. they're just like that. they were taught to be like that by their parents and, more accurately, their church. it's horrifyingly accurate how religion has shaped them into non-functional human beings, who would rather potentially lose their child to the many, many dangers of the literal woods than admit that they had sex outside of marriage.

it's only because it's hatchetfield that jerry jr grew the way he did. there was no lord's intervention in their decision to keep the baby, or to drop out of school to care for him, or to keep him seperated from any other people, or to revolve their lives around the idea that they'd committed a sin and needed to pay by pushing celibacy rather than. i don't know. properly raising their child. it was the way they were taught. the toxic pushing of overexaggerated christian ideals is what molded them. can you imagine being in their place? being a scared teenager and knowing that if you told any of the people you care about most your secret that they would shun you and disown you?

the only people they felt any kind of safe around were each other; of course they're going to be codependent. and even then, they're disgusted by each other for leading them to sin. they're stuck together unwillingly, because without the other, they're alone.

#definitely an ask #and thats not to MENTION what kind of stress they were under when jerry jr started getting less and less human #imagine being completely and utterly alienated from everyone and everything except your parents who pretty much hate each other #and learning one thing: abstinence before marriage #that would do something to your psyche #and im gonna be quickly mentioning my minotaur stuff because im insane #people are terrified of the minotaur purely because he was born the way he was. and he was put in the labyrinth for no fault of his own #in which he THEN became a monster. not because he was one from birth #but because people treated him like one. and youre built by those around you #can you see the connection here #boy jerry #girl jeri #the axeman #abstinence camp #nightmare time 2 #hatchetfield #you guys severely underestimate how unwell i am about them #i keep. trying. to draw. but all my hands want to do is write paragraphs about the jeri/rys #anyway working on an axeman drawing godbless #lets hope this makes sense and im not just pulling words out of my ass #I KEEP FORGETTING HE HAS A NAME OTHER THAN LIL JERRY AND CALLING HIM THE AXEMAN. SORRY LUMBER AXE

[thenegoteator]

YOUR HONOUR I LOVE THEM

#leia organa #bail organa #star wars #obi wan kenobi spoilers #my art #guy's I'm so :')))) #that's his girl!!!!!!! #that's her dad!!!!!!!! #i am unwell for them

[reneeub]

#its me im girls #i literally couldnt sleep last night bc i couldnt stop thinking about this book i think i am unwell #the sunshine court #tsc #the sunshine court spoilers #tsc spoilers #aftg #all for the game

[frost0wl]

having a normal one

#i am so unwell. have I told you guys nona made me sick to my stomach. 5/5 #nona the ninth spoilers #ntn spoilers #the locked tomb #tlt #kiriona gaia #saddest girl in the universe.... my truest love.... #tlt spoilers #mine

[crithaus]

Percy is simple and honest with Vex. It could be in part the upbringing and the trauma cuz He doesn't lie like Scanlan does, but Percy is well-known for his pretty words, his flowery quips and witty one-liners and he lies a lot, mainly to himself, and he's so clinically detached from his own feelings that truly I can't fault him for the way he presents himself, he's a man of many masks to be sure but he's never ever so honest as when he's talking to or interacting with Vex.

no bluster, no hubris, he'll even do the mask thing to Keyleth sometimes, but Vex? he's just Percy to her. the first gift of many was his honesty and earnestness to her god he had it bad before the first arrow

#i am UNWELL GIRL #perc'ahlia #vox machina #critical role #percy de rolo #vex'ahlia de rolo #vex'ahlia #do you ever think about percy gives vex his best from the start cuz i do #this man is nothing but a million lies in a fancy coat and YET

[anotherferalrat]

To all you mfs who said 'I hOpE iTs NIfFtY'...

I want a 10 page essay on our Lord and Saviour, Queen Nifty.

Immediately.

#hazbin hotel #hazbin hotel finale #hazbin hotel spoilers #hazbin niffty #my girl didn't risk her life and singlehandedly save everyone to be disrespected like this #smh #I am unwell about all of them #prepare for the alastor memes and meta in a sec #Day 4 of hiding from my friends