#go for it! indulge that id!

[egophiliac]

I was really in the mood to do some masquerade fanart, but I didn’t feel like coming up with anything original, so here’s some of my favorite (...slightly paraphrased) bits from the first part. I don’t know where it’s going, but it’s pretty fun so far!

also one that isn’t canon except in my heart:

(disclaimer that this is a Joke)

(he is a horrible little rat man, but to be fair, so is everyone else)

(if you don’t like horrible little rat men why are you even playing this game)

#art #twisted wonderland #twisted wonderland spoilers #glorious masquerade #hey rolly is your big secret plan to give malleus the best day ever because so far it's working #he got INVITED to go on a TRIP and his favorite humans are there and there's GARGOYLES #not to mention his special little fancy boy outfit with a special little fancy boy hat that has room for his horns! #round it out with an ice cream social to put a nice button on it #the only downside is that the building is too nice. mal likes his buildings REAL shitty. #he WILL say this to your face. #(this is why he never gets invited anywhere.) #anyway cannot overstate how delightful it is to see jade be like 'i would also like to destroy something' #go for it! indulge that id! #azul doesn't care as long as you keep it to things he's not personally responsible for! #not included but also appreciated: trein spending twenty minutes discussing the care arrangements he made for his cat #then having a tearful goodbye with said cat #(the care arrangements boil down to 'i asked my coworker to feed him') #(crewel is a friend to all animals apparently and that's the most surprising twist so far)

[professorcalculusstanaccount]

Chang's Muse

#fanart #comic #tintin #adventures of tintin #chang #snowy #milou #tinchang #photoset #thought id play around with formats! #this comic would only work on this platform #i love painting black and white photographs #i have a lot of annual leave booked so i thought id indulge in something shippy and silly #this exchange takes place after st benezets basement #when the dog knows what's up but these two idiots do not #im posting so much because i have time and i dont wanna go out and spend money :(

[emkini]

I think about Zuko and Ursa a normal amount

#atla #avatar #avatar the last airbender #zuko #ursa #atla fanart #em draws #illustration #I had heart of stone from SIX playing on loop while drawing both of these #because I enjoy hurting myself #I am on a fucking roll right now apparently #cannot go five seconds without drawing something #the stuff I've been posting is so incredibly self-indulgent but y'know what. I do not care #normally i'd have a modicum of shame but nope #if I want Zuko to look sad in his mom's robes then that's what he's going to do <3 #privileges of being an artist #yes it's 4:30 in the morning shut up #id in alt text #edit I fixed his wack ass face

[itsdefinitely]

this is how richie's death went in my head

#i cant tell you how many times i had to go back and tweak wiggly because he has such a complicated design #like i was ready to post and then i realized i forgot his little arm stripes #but i persist #i do not persist enough to do lineart #but its fiiiiiiiiinnneeee its fiiiiiiiinnnneeeeeee #also yes this completely self-indulgent but in my defense none of my friends stopped me #i didnt tell them i was making this but its still their fault #nerdy prudes must die #npmd spoilers #wiggog y'rath #nibblenephim #pokotho #richard lipschitz #definitely art #id in alt text #if its out of character nnnnnnooooooooooo nnnnooooo its not shhhhhhhhhh

[snailsdraw]

[Start ID: Good Omens drawing of a weeping Crowley kneeling before Aziraphale, forehead pressed to the angel's belly and hands fisted pleadingly in his coat while the angel looks on with an unreadable expression. Aziraphale then cups the demon's face in both his hands and tilts his teary face up towards him, before stooping down to hug him. Crowley returns the embrace tightly, holding him close. Accompanying the drawing are lyrics from the song Nothing's New by Rio Romeo, saying: "I wanna be touched, be loved. I wanna heal, be hugged. It's just the two of us..."/End ID.]

...Or that's what we swore.

sort of out of character, but as a wise man once said: music make you lose control

#gotta indulge the hurt/comfort side of the brain once in a while :p #snail's art #good omens #good omens s2 #go crowley #go aziraphale #described #id

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

I'm surprised you haven't posted any Welcome home stuff recently! Honestly kinda makes me sad since I love your WH art and stuff

yea y'all are gonna have to be Patient w/ me bc

a) i have like. a week left to pack all of my stuff before i need to shove everything into a uhaul and leave, so its crunch time! leaving little to no energy/interest in anything else

b) to be honest my mental health is the worst its been in years - which is fine, its whatever, i can deal. it's not as bad as it could be and im handling it! like a champ, even! but also its leaving little to no energy/interest in anything else

c) had a minor crisis over my art and how i interact w/ WH, and i realized im not scribbling enough of what I want. ive mostly been trying to please people and do as asked and thats! not good! so i want to temper expectation & reassert that im Not a WH art blog - its just a hyperfixation / something i love rn. i draw what i enjoy & what i want in the moment.

#i picked up my tablet last night and all of my motivation died on the spot #so im just. eh whatever ill get back into the swing of things eventually #but yeah im spending my time packing & keeping myself afloat! not much room for other things at present! #rambles from the bog #but yeah i was starting to feel like a commodity of sorts? #like the majority of asks are just some form of 'can you draw this' 'draw this' 'id love it if youd draw this' #which is. fine. im an art blog! thats what i do! #but its also like hey. im just some guy doodling what they enjoy. im not a machine churning out content for consumption #& it gets to the point where there's so much expectation and obligation and 'demand'- #when do i ever sit down and truly indulge in what i want? #like the monster scribble i posted the other day! it made me so happy! i love monsters and Beasts! #when do i ever allow myself to draw them? #rarely bc i feel like people Expect puppets from me. and thats not a great feeling! #i love puppets i love wh and everything but i would like to enjoy it w/o pressure yk yk.... #& for a second there i Was feeling the pressure and scribbling puppets was starting to feel like a chore #something i Needed to do to please people #so! im focusing on real life & taking a break from creation & keeping my mindset away from 'jump into traffic' thankyew <3 #theres just too much going on right now #in my head And outside of it. #so ill stick to packing & binging psych & i'll lovingly place everything else on the backburner

[cathalbravecog]

A very self indulgent drawing of Misty I've been working on for a few weeks... On and off. But now it's here! :]

#i promiSED ID RESPOND TO THE ASKS I GOT AFTER I GOT HOME BUT I WAS MOTIVATED TO FINALLY FINISH THIS SINCE IVE BEEN WORKING ON IT ON AND OFF #FOR LITERAL *WEEKS* NOW #IM VERY HAPPY WITH THE RESULT THO ITS VERY FUN #SO MAD TUMBLR IS GONNA FUCK UP THE QUALITY THO LIKE ROAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR #IM SORRY I WAS JUST SUPER EXHAUSTED AND I KNEW THE ASKS WILL AWAKEN TEN GATES OF ADHD AUTISM SO I PUT THEM OFF LOLLLL i will get to them #eventually but im not promising a certian time bc i need to stop making promises OOPS bc my BRAIN IS LIKE THAT #ANYWAYS THIS IS A VERY SELF IDULGENT THING I LIKE PUTTING CHARACTERS INTO GOOFY SCENE COLORFUL OUTFITS #i learned that the way to make these the best is to just slap stuff you like there that you think is cool and not worry about accuracy and #ohhahhahhPHOHOHHHH inspo real clothing #JURST HAVE FUN!!!!!! RAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!! **RUNS IN A CIRLE** BARK BARK BARK #very self indulgent bc theres TWO whole girs here #toontown #toontown corporate clash #rainmaker #guz art #fav #(personal fav bc idk ! i dont have a tag for personal fav stuff) #btw someone put inktale reaction stuff on this on clashcord. if anyone mentions inktale sans here im actually going to take their guts

[pokimoko]

Hiiii! I don’t know if your art reqs are open, but can you draw some non binary birds? Thanks and have a great day!!!!

Neither you or @iamchaos1234 specified exactly what kind of bird or parrot you wanted, so allow me a moment to indulge in some Australian bird propaganda. I hope you enjoy your critters!

#ask #my art #art #art requests #nonbinary #demigirl #biromantic #queer art #birds #bird art #australian birds #sulphur-crested cockatoo #red-tailed black cockatoo #cockatoo #pink galah #crimson rosella #critter series #digital art #lgbtqia+ #lgbtq+ #birds are my favourite critter to do because their variety is so vast that every pride flag definitely has a bird matching its colours #(and also i just really like birds. if that isn't obvious by now.) #with the demigirl flag i immediately was like 'oh yeah that's a pink galah for sure' because i mean come on. the colours match to a tee #& i'd already had drawn up the black cockatoo for the enby flag so i thought welp might as well keep the theme going. bam! australian birds #probably not what you had in mind but all of these birds are in the parrot family so *technically* you did get what you asked for #and sometimes it's just nice to draw my local wildlife :) forgive an artist their indulgences #id in alt

[fujii-draws]

Jsab-fujii > Fujii-draws

FINALLY CHANGING MY URL!!! FALSE ADVERTISEMENT IS NO MORE!!!

#jsab is still a fandom/game I hold dear to my heart.. but the url 13 y/o me made has to go… #goodnight sweet princess…. sniff…… #on that note maybe my ass should’ve made a pmd blog before my main blog got plagued with it HFOGKFKFJKDFJKFJSKDHC #I DIDNT THINK ID GET THIS FAR. I JUST WANTED TO BE SELF INDULGENT AND BOOM. 900 PEOPLE AT MY DOORSTEP. #(love u guys tho)

[senseearly]

For a moment, imagine yourself in Mithrun's brother shoes.

Your brother - stronger, prettier, more charismatic, but also distrustful and disdainful of everyone especially you - is to be sent to the Canaries. It is the rule, it is the duty of all noble houses. But you know what goes on there, Mithrun knows what happens there. Yet you see him off, bidding a temporary farewell as you do, because someone from the House has to go and it won't be definitely you. Mithrun knows this, you know this. And you wonder, very briefly, if Mithrun hates you now more than he does already.

Your brother - powerful, agile, a good soldier just as he is as an heir, if he could only be an heir - suddenly disappears. The unit he belonged to suddenly disappeared. And you're speechless because - how? why? No one wants to answer you; they will instead try to bring back a body, they promise to you. But that is not what you want. You grieve for your brother. but your own family doesn't grieve with you. Wasn't Mithrun family too?

Then you found out: MIthrun is alive.

Your brother - now weak, despondent, his eyes always looking for something that is not here nor there - is to be sent home where people can take care of him. It is not your first choice, you want him home. But he is - sick. Not quite there. He needs someone who can look after him and you look at yourself - your gait, your constitution - and you know it can't be you. So, you follow the advice of your family and pour out all your resources to find him the best of healers and caretakers. You ask yourself, almost daily, if Mithrun would ever return to who he once was.

Your brother - strong, pretty, uninterested of anything and anyone else aside from what he calls 'the demon' - is now better. He can walk on his own now, eats without throwing up on himself. The color on his skin is back and the scars of his injuries have faded into thick bumps and discolored skin. But he still isn't quite there; still needs help and probably will for the rest of his life. And you can live with that. You can provide that. Just as long as he comes home.

But doesn't. Your brother - now a husk of his former self, and you hate thinking of him that way, but you can't help yourself, the Mithrun you knew is gone - runs straight back to the Canaries. His mission is not over, he says. He doesn't care how long it takes, he says. And you see him off, again, because someone from the House has to go and it still can't be you. Mithrun knows this, you know this, and you can't help but wish, very briefly, if things would've been different if you went instead of him.

#mithrun dungeon meshi #mithrun #mithrun of the house of kerensil #mithrun's brother #dungeon meshi #this is so self-indulgent #because we don't know who or what kind of person mithrun's brother was #but he definitely cared for mithrun (more than their own parents probably) #and i can imagine the anguish of having the responsibility of serving the canaries #be placed on your brother instead of you because of your physical condition #then to make things worse #your brother comes home barely alive and not the person he was and when u ask #no one wants to answer you #then there's the anguish of helping him getter better; wondering if he'll get better #he does #in a way #and the first thing mithrun asks of his brother is 'i want to go back to the canaries' #there is no way mithrun's brother heard that and said 'ok' while smiling #that man would've gone into a hysterical fit just trying to tell mithrun that he was lucky enough to have survived #but he has to let mihrun go #mithrun's brother is probably weeping with joy learning that the canaries have disbanded #only to learn that his brother is staying in a tallman kingdom to slay monsters #he's still very conflicted about that #id say

[thysilus]

doing art n a v neurotypical manner (drawing special interest show while watching special interest show w.o actully looking @ screen bcuz i can see it n my brain the whole time quoting along nd rewinding every 2 seconds to re-hear my favorite soundbites)

#iasip #and my hoodie string is there (my mouth) #sketch #i remember 1 time wen i was younger my parents' friend came over w their autistic kid nd he asked to watch spongebob #nd every time a joke he liked happnd hed go AGAIN nd id rewind. for minutes @ a time laughing @ th same joke #nd his dad was like 'im so sorry ty for indulging him' #nd im sitting there like....this is actually how i watch tv too sir #interesting how i thought nothing of that

[jils-things]

pokemutuals imagine your insert and/or oc in pokemas what are they talking about to the player 🤔

#i imagine jaide stone asking if player knows anything about apricorns and she explains the small bits of it #“if you ever go to johto - do tell me and we can talk it over in the poryphone :] i know all the spots for fresh harvest” #game jaide would probably talk about her childhood with red and blue :3 #(since leaf is in the picture she would recall their kinship as besties and rivals they're great :]] ) #i should give leaf and jaide more thought when i can actually... #~ rambling #actually if you wanna speak your mind out under this post go ahead! #id love to read it! #you already know how willing i am to let you all indulge in ur pokemon content

[smithsparker]

comf

#this is. pure self indulgence #hello mutuals. this is my current emotional support white man #i. do not have an excuse and i don't know how it got this far but here we are #also i forgot to sharpen one of these. it is what it is #photopea hates my guts so it was fucking up the whole time and i do not want to go back :') #alpharad #<content in the alpharad tag?? never thought id see the day #*

[peacockrulz]

If you are still taking art requests, could you possibly do one of V x Thad? Its a ship I really like that isnt really that popular.

So what if you're a ghost of yourself?

You can haunt me.

[Requests are closed!]

#the caption is a reference to a post by notquiteaghost!!! I would link it but I don't want to go digging for it XP #they make me physically ill (positive) #I had to go full analysis mode on these two to figure out what i wanted to draw for this request and AUGH I love them!!!!! #the tender. soft. violence. as a flame is both dangerous and warm. #“I don't need you to be the antonym of violence. If I did I wouldn't be here. I wouldn't ask that of you” #vhad is about loving someone broken and loving them as they are!!!! not who they were before or who they could be but who they are now!!! #if i was a fic writer id be dangerous #anyway yeah these two got me into rarepairs. thanks for the request (sorry its completely self indulgent for me sdkjfsf) #murder drones #murder drones thad #serial designation v #vhad #killingblonde #<-- love that shipname it sounds like a horror movie lol #also if you want a real good vhad fic “They Came From Copper 9!” by doodlingNutjob is one of my faves #theres not alotta fics but yknow

[bbqhooligan]

probably the best thing about having fuckin TWILIGHT in my roster of Mental Illness Emergency Contacts is that every time i get back to it its a wakeup call. embarrassing✅ cringe✅ bad writing✅ racist, mormon propaganda✅ should be left to rot like harry potter etc✅ but im still over here like "okay but the comfort i felt while connected to these characters" BITCH YOU NEED HELP

#mypost #its actually worse than yugioh. i can indulge in Cringe (good) but not Cringe (TERRIBLE) #id be all for it if it was like. a normal fandom thing. i BEEN doing that. but my twilight thing is...like a cry for help #for example while i posted about yugioh i was studying and going to class. well. some of it #now im in my twilight phase for 3 weeks and im barely doing my laundry and washing myself. GIRL HELP #SMEYER CURSED ME (is severely depressed and escaping into the long lost warmth once felt with these books and characters) #im genuinely unwell #bella swan save me. bella swan. save me bella swan. #who wanna kill me

[mspaintbunny]

look at my tummy and adore it

#i got this new top and i look so fucking good on it yall have to see it #look at that waist of mine such a feature #i need to indulge in loving myself more from time to time #yaknow just look in the mirror for a while and go “oh id fuck that” #oh also id appreciate some extra cash to go around #i got to treat myself to some new clothes but it'd be nice if i could do that more often #no pressure tho i am getting by #me #t4t nsft #nsft #hole #selfie