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littlehollyleaf · 10 months

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You know it's the putting the glasses back on that really breaks me...

#good omens #good omens 2 #good omens spoilers #Crowley closing himself off from Zira - putting that barrier between them back #only not... it's not that Crowley is putting it back - he's recognising what Zira isn't - that ~Zira has built the wall between them again #so Crowley is simply - reluctantly - accepting that truth #returning to where Zira has put him - behind darkened glass - his true self obscured and tainted and not clearly seen #he ~wants Zira to see him - to see ~them - for how they really are - and for how they could be #but Zira can't/won't #god it's so perfect i want to cry

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baeshijima · 4 months

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if anyone asks

tell them ive ascended to heaven

#WHAT THE FUCKSVSHISBSKD #OFFICIAL HSR MV ??????? STOP IM ACTUALLY CRYING WHY DID THIS MAKE ME EMOTIONAL #OURGH ROBIN AND SUNDAY MY BELOVEDS !!!!! AVENTURINE YOU !!!! SPARKLE LOML !!!!! BLACK SWAN ?!??!? GALLAGHER !!!!! ACHERON MY LOVE !!!!!#AND SAMPO MY LOVE YOU AAAAA #DONT EVEN GET ME STARTED ON FIREFLY AND MC ?????? LIKE STOP THEIR SCENES ARE SO SO PRETTY AND THE WAY THE SONG SOFTENED WHEN WE SAW THEM #THE MUSIC IS SO !!!!!! AND THE FACT ITS IN ALL 4 LANGUAGES TOO LIKE HELLO WHAT THEY ALL SOUND DIVINE ????#AMVS WHO FR 😭😭#stop im not ready for penacony i cant believe 2.0 is in a little under 2 weeks like how am i supposed to cope until then ???#all the qol updates and the free 20 pulls…. sobbing hsr my love my life my destiny ……. i will give u my bank whenever u want …….#they have it out on spotify and u can bet ur ass im already looping it and will continue to do so for the next 6 months #AT LEAST #god the vocals …. the cinematography …… the vibes …… i cabt everything is so perfect …….#interstellar journey 2.0 and my god im so glad theyve done it again and will most likely do it for new worlds/regions in the future 😩🫶#may the stars guide you <3

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houseofache · 5 days

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(this started as me appreciating tndnbtg and then became an analysis on the refrain that comes up in both tndnbtg and euclid because of course it did)

while i'm here, could we also talk about how sonically beautiful the night does not belong to god is? i've been re-listening to all of sleep token's music this past week and i am still as enchanted with tndnbtg as i was when i first heard it.

the song creates an entire sonic landscape. the beginning electric piano builds and bleeds to create the atmosphere of the song, sounding like the feeling of looking over a cliff into the inky blackness of the night sky and seeing the first few stars start to peek through. it's the moment of breathtaking wonder at the sublime, the realization that you are so small and seemingly insignificant underneath the largeness of the night sky.

the piano's repetition continues to build, marked by the addition of the bass notes to continue laying out the scenery. the high notes twinkle as if beckoning you further into the night while the low notes, sure and constant, envelop you in the certainty of the dark. it's almost foreboding in some ways with how hypnotic it sounds, like it is the sweet promises from Sleep whispered to you directly.

all of this is before vessel's voice comes over the gorgeous instrumental. his voice isn't declarative, and neither are the lyrics he sings; he's not screaming this into the blackness of space, it's almost a whisper, a caress, an invitation to the listener to put down their defences as "the night comes down like heaven." note the parallelism to euclid here with euclid taking this one step further to say "if your wings won't find you heaven, i will bring it down like an ancient bygone," an interesting turn on the passiveness of the former. in euclid, vessel speaks with absolute certainty, he will bring heaven crashing down for you, but in tndnbtg, he's only just begun his entanglement with Sleep. he hasn't yet gone on the "hero's journey" to learn how to take on an active role in his life yet.

this culminates in the refrain that grounds the whole trilogy together: "the whites of your eyes turn black in the low light. in turning divine, we tangle endlessly like lovers entwined. i know for the last time, you will not be mine. so give me the night, the night, the night."

i think it's fascinating to note that this refrain is sung in acapella for tndnbtg as if it's still a thought that vessel is having to get comfortable with. as if he needs to take as much time to breathe in between phrases, to ground himself in the reality and inevitability of this impending loss.

however in euclid, it's sung over the same piano riff that starts tndnbtg— albeit pitched up a few semitones to fit euclid's key. as if vessel were remembering the same moment from the former track and revisiting his memories. memories now changed and tinged with what he knows better. in euclid, he finds what he has always been looking for in the trilogy— transformation and the radical certainty that it brings even in the midst of grand uncertainty.

it is no coincidence that the refrain that begins the trilogy as a passive, quiet whisper on an album engulfed in darkness from the title to its cover art to the very atmosphere that it creates—sounding as if the sun had just receded over the horizon as the night begins to swallow all that we know— ends the trilogy in a higher, soaring key, which takes the familiar piano riff of tndnbtg and makes it sound as if we were looking back out over that cliff, breathless and sat in quiet contemplation, having made it just in time to watch the sunrise.

#yeaahhh this was supposed to be a quick thought that quickly blossomed into whatever the hell this is #i just love parallels and transformations #and it is so rare to pull it off so well in music #but i love how tndnbtg and euclid are able to do it.#and yes this is why these two songs will always make me cry #i love how euclid truly is just such a perfect ending to the trilogy because it shows the change that vessel went through #he may not be perfect or close to who he wants to be #but the difference in these two songs shows the change that has started in him #and isn't that enough to swallow down the fear and continue?#anyways i'll stop talking now for real #my writing #sleep token #sleep token lyrics #sleep token analysis #sleep token worship #sleep token vessel #sleep token band #sleep token ii #sleep token iii #sleep token iv #sleep token lyrical analysis #everybody hide lana's talking about sleep token again #euclidposting #euclid #the night does not belong to god #tndnbtg #tndnbtg sleep token #euclid sleep token

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katierosefun · 3 months

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modern family is all fun and games until you get to the scenes where you burst into tears because the once-vaguely homophobic dad now refers to his son's husband as family, and also the academically gifted daughter realizes that her dorky, clumsy dad was always really proud of her and just never surprised because he just assumed she could do anything, and also the eldest daughter who eloped comes crawling back to her parents' room and whispers that she still wants her parents to be present for her wedding, and also the anxious queer lawyer character admits that he was terrified that his husband would just leave him alone with their baby daughter, and also that the once-vaguely grouchy dad looks at his stepson and tells him that what makes a family is who sticks around, not who you're blood-related to and anyways what was i saying

#caroline talks #modern family #god. . .. the way i really do love this sitcom. like have all the jokes aged well? ehhh not really #there are some jokes that land pretty badly now but i still do love this show so much and i'm so sad i'm on the final season #it's like. oh yeah. family is complicated! it's rough!#but everyone can change and grow. people can become better. it won't be perfect and it'll suck sometimes #but everyone is trying their goddamn best.#i will say though i burst into tears at hayley coming to claire and phil and going '. . . i was going to elope but i realized #that i really wanted you guys there :('#and god also how i love gloria and jay and claire and phil and mitch and cam's relationships #and like i love the kids but the adult relationships make me cry the hardest #because it's like. when claire explodes on phil bc 'YOU NEVER TAKE MY ADVICE YOU'RE ALWAYS FOLLOWING SOMEONE ELSE'S!!!'#and phil goes up to claire and presents her with this photo album and goes '. . . honey i'm ALWAYS following your advice.'#and when i think about mitch freaking out bc he thinks he might have had another kid and he thinks cam might ditch him for it #and cam is just like '. . .. mitchell i love you.' and is just like. we'll deal with this together.#and it's just like!!! ough!!! ough!!!

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raisans-art · 1 month

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Every day I get closer to posting April 24th and every day I have another heart attack

#april 24th fic #i am both xo excited and nervous #i want it to be perfect but I know it will never be perfect so I just gotta live with that #i actually did revisions for this fic. i dont dk revisions often im usually too excited to post that I post immediately #and god it's no where near any semblance of done #i wanted to finish the fic before i started posting it but April 23rd is just too perfect #but now everyone will be on the whims of my motivation #aint that a shot in the foot #and i just want everyone to like it. i want everyone to see the potential i see.#i wanna make people cry the way i did when i thought of these scenes #itll be so good. i just hope its not just me who likes it #but alas #anxiety aside #she's getting posted on the 23rd #whether im ready or not

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hooned · 4 months

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i can’t believe i took these photos oh my god i luckily had a great view of the entire concert and wow, again, had thee absolute time of my life. ❤️‍🩹 enhypen, you will always be loved by me.

#spent the entire day crying btw — pcd is real i need two to three business days to process everything and start functioning again #right now all i could think of is DAMN TAKE ME BACK PLS I BEG 😭#enhypen are such phenomenal performers with so much love to give oh god if i could say in words how amazing they all are I WOULD #their eyes shining while looking at the crowd OH GOD they’re everything really !!#and sunoo’s cover ???? I CRIED. sunghoon dancing gento ???? OH MY GOD I DIED AGAIN.#jake singing love yourself for us ??? hee singing give me your forever ??? RIKI LIKE THIS DANCE ??? OH MY GOD.#the fireworkd too UGH it was a perfect night like the pre concert experience wasn’t the best bc of the heat and some lapses #BUT THE CONCERT ITSELF ??? OUR BOYS ???#OH MY GOD I WOULD GO THROUGH ALL THAT AGAIN AND AGAIN IF IT MEANS SEEING ENHYPEN PERFORM AND BE LOVED AGAIN LIKE THAT.#I LOVE THEM SOSOSO MUCH I CRIED BEFORE DURING AND AFTER THE CONCERT #MY FANCAMS ARE A MESS BUT OH MY GOD IT WAS NOTHING SHORT OF MAGICAL #text post #this is my best picture everything else is unfocused coz i wanted to look at them with my eyes #they are soo beautiful ugh #the entire time i was screaming and crying and singing and dancing IT WAS LITERALLY THEE BEST NIGHT OF MY LIFE #i can’t wait to see you again #i can’t wait to see you again my sevEN 🌟🫀🧡#i talk too much & that's okay ˚◞♡

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aelswiths · 2 months

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Aelswith x Alfred (being so cute and married) in 2x05

For @kingslionheart, @ladyfenring, @garunsdottir

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turbo-tsundere · 1 month

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Go, and Maker be your shield.

And that's the last one. Admitelly Kokichi run was much shorter than Gonta one, since I already knew what to do, so not that much has happened - but I still managed to get a few neat clips!

Also that glittery pink effect in one clip was my doing, yes... but the sunrays were not. The game just decided to suddenly become Visual Novel for a second, and frame Gonta all fancy and charming-like.

(Is this meant to be Kokichi's POV? lmao. I see, I see.)

#gonta gokuhara #kokichi ouma #turbo-tsun plays #turbo-tsun plays ddda #the isekaied entomologist #cw flashing lights #kokichi run #I kinda liked that moment of perfect teamwork against the skeletons #...........or beating harpie with a harpie my god they are so frustrating in all honesty I just wanted to throw one off a cliff #I loathe harpies more than kokichi loathes carts #that moment where I realised Kokichi has just slain a reptile right in front of Gonta and poor Gonta had to sit down for a moment... dsakgj #NOOOO BBY I'M SO SORRY DJASHGDAJGAJD PLS DON'T CRY #anyway that's it folks!#btw I *think* I can mathematically prove with canon/official information that Kokichi is indeed able to lift Gonta up no problemo #Or at least i can make a case for this lol... I just need to do more research and tripple check my big brain calculations #I planned fanart about this for like 3 years and maybe I'll draw it one day but it's shitpost-tier idea that's among hundreds of others XD

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hotasfahrenheit · 7 months

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Avatar: The Last Air Bender [Trailer - coming February 22, 2024]

#oh dear god please let this be as good as it looks because it looks GORGEOUS and i will CRY #this trailer was already enough to make me really emotional so it better live up to this #everyone looks perfect and everything looks so good so far #this CAST tho #these gifs are out of order a bit to fit the format i wanted for this post but that's just how it's gotta be #is this almost the entire trailer? MAYBE #it was all too good to not gif basically the whole thing #avatar: the last airbender #avatar #mia gifs things #mia gifs avatar things

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thedreadvampy · 2 years

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like not to be Horny On Main but for real bodies are so beautiful. the curve of the lower belly over the pelvic mound? impeccable. the smooth line along the ribs and the u-curve under the bottom rib that's made to fit an arm or hand? perfection. the landscape of backs and shoulders flexing and shifting and how they're never symmetrical but moving above and below each other? god lives there. hands. HANDS. oh my god the taper at the wrist the elegance of the shape HANDS. necks and you can see the structure of tendon and bone and throat move and interact and the rise and hollow of the throat and collar. the weight and stretch and fluid shape of breasts at any size. bodies are so fucking beautiful and people. are gorgeous.

#red said #sometimes i say things to people and they get mangled on the way out and sound kind of serial killer ish #but like. people are so worried about the superficial detail of like skin or makeup or whatever and I'm just like #do you not understand. that you're deeply structurally beautiful #like your body. is art. it's curves and balances and perfect fucking movements and countermovements #and positive and negative curves in harmony #and strength and delicacy #and yeah maybe you have scars or uneven skin texture or you're asymmetrical or missing a chunk but your body #is moving and building these shapes. these incredible fucking forms. that cry out to be held #not even sexually necessarily just in the way that you want to touch a beautiful thing #like you want to hold a smooth rock or touch the curve of a branch #like it is just. perfectly formed.#bodies. god. talk about art.#and it's YOUR body it's YOU and it speaks to who you are and how you use it #it can be strong or soft or willowy or tight or so many. things. at once.

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omarfor-orchestra · 1 year

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The acting school director said I don't look like an engineer I'm choosing to take it as a compliment

#ok he said #hold on I'm gonna cry a little #he said I'm perfect #they usually make some sort of interview to discuss the motivations and all of that #but at the end of our encounter he said 'just hit me up and I'll tell you when to come sign in'#he said just as I am I have more talent than most of other people #and that he goes a lot by instinct and he wants me #good lord #it feels good to get compliments from time to time #I'm gonna go back to acting y'all #and I'm gonna do so from a cinematic point of view wich is very new #and I'm gonna be so focused on it and give half my energies #(and half to uni)#I'm in a better state of mind than I've been in a while y'all #I'm gonna meet people #and work hard to pass to the next year #oh good lord I'm excited #oh I'm so excited #I haven't been this excited to do something in YEARS #oh my god

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the-rollerchloster · 1 year

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Just feeling a little salty so I want to throw a thought out into the universe...

Has anyone ever considered that when you make your entire online personality about being anti something - by filling your blog with anti tags, or actively searching out posts/blogs to publicly berate - that you just look like a sore loser?

#yes this about the battle between destiel and wincest #too many people make their entire being about being 'anti heller'#why babe?#who actually hurt you?#hellers aren't even allowed to comment on things that have nothing to do with destiel it would seem #cos apparently we ruin everything #god forbid anyone want to talk about spn in a general sense #cos it's been ruined by hellers boo hoo #i'm not saying all hellers are perfect - there are plenty of toxic people on our side of the fence #but even something as simple as the dean's sexuality poll i reblogged earlier has butthurt wincesties crying 'hellers suck' in the tags #dean's sexuality textually has nothing to do with cas #and how the fuck can you claim dean is straight and then want him to bone his brother? it doesn't make sense #interpret spn however you like - but don't get shitty when a large portion of people don't agree with you #that blog seems to have a good mix of interactions from multiple corners of spn fandom #so don't blame hellers when the results aren't what you expect #argh #rambling in the tags #anti antis #(i am aware of the irony of using an anti tag on this post)#thoughts #spn #supernatural #fuck it you can all see this and block me if you want to #idec

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m3r0t · 2 months

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THIS IS BAD

THIS IS SO BAD

gahhh

i legit cannot tell if i am in fact falling in love

or my brain is acting up again

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kuwupikaa · 5 days

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As much as I think Gankutsuou is an amazing Monte Cristo adaptation, I think Villefort couldve been done a lot better. I just finished reading an abridged version of the book today, and it made me really emotional how much that man actually loved his family. Yeah he didnt have the best relationship with his father, but still kept him around and made sure he was cared for when he got paralyzed. It didnt really come to my attention earlier, but at the end of the book, with all the poisoning going on, that poor man went through so much. First his father in law, then his mother in law, one of the most loyal servants, his daughter and then his son and wife.

The way he stayed with Valentine after he thought she passed, and the way he came to Heloïse as "the judge" but still wanted to come back later and give her a life with their son somewhere far away. Because he still loves her. And he knows that, though what she did was horrible, her intentions were coming from a mother wanting a good life for her son, and he respected that. But then she had killed herself when he came back, and killed Edward too. The way Villefort hoped Edward was still alive and how he held him was just so. Augh. And then going insane after all this, he just loved them so genuinely much and I wish the anime showed that side of him.

#I didnt cry much throughout the book but the scene where Edward died... god.#the anime kept it a bit ambigious at first whether he died or not and confirmed it when heloise and edward stood at that one place #near the end #which confirmed they both died #but the book just throws it in your face huh.#I have so many thoughts about the book but this was the only thing I could actually formulate properly lmao #anyway villefort didnt deserve all that!! he wasnt a good person but neither was this deserved #not just my opinion but also what the count himself said #I thought it was really good (and painful) how the count tried to bring Edward back #but it didnt work and that was the moment he thought to himself 'I mightve gone too far'#I love edmond dantes character so much because yes he deserved to take every bit of revenge he took but also yes maybe he did go too far #because he isnt perfect yknow!! He just wanted to get them back for the life they stole from him!!#GOD I love this story sm I could talk about it forever #tcomc #talktag #my post

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elegyofthemoon · 12 days

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kicking my feet up bc finding good analysis of things i like has me very 🥰🥰🥰🥰

#i found a twitter thread on mei's characterization during lament of hte fallen and about her mischaracterization in fandom #tbh im not active in the fandom to know how they see mei #i did hear though there were a lot of people who dont like mei which :( makes me sad #i love mei sm actually asdlkfajljh #but the thread was just sO good and it makes me happy #because i always felt weird that people said mei would sacrifice the world for kiana #that is not the case at all #i dont think mei would exactly. shed sacrifice herself though thats clear #shed sacrifice herself the way kiana would ALSO sacrifice herself to save the world #its sort of a 'the town which i dont exist' situation in which mei would rather disappear if it means kiana and the world is happier #that other post thats like 'i love the world because it has you in it' too #but like idk thats how i felt about mei and then i got confused or thought i misunderstood the situation asdljfah #but augh #i just love mei #IM SURPRISED I DO #BECAUSE I WAS VERY NEUTRAL ON HER WHEN WE FIRST STARTED #SO WHY EVERY OTHER DAY AM I CRYING ABOUT HER #sprawls on the floor i just want her to be happy and live with kiana please :(#it doesnt help that eitan and i got to the start of mei's downfall (we reached the starfall animation) and my god.#just thinking about all the thoughts mei mustve had #mei coming to save kiana but kiana protecting mei first against natasha and then the whole BOMB SITUATION BY WORLD SERPENT #SHAKES AND CRIES ON THE FLOOR #and then mei going after kiana and durandal taking kiana away #the scene in which mei is chasing after the trail of light that is impossible to reach #is such a perfect visual of what was going on for mei #and it makes me sO sad #avil plays hi3 #anyways ily mei

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bo0zey · 1 year

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when gerard way said “when i grow up i want to be nothing at all” i felt those words in my gdamn soul bro

#cried alone in my car parked in my driveway for like 17 minutes #i feel so hopeless and useless and stupid so so so stupid i’ll never be smart enough like the other nurses #i can’t fucking think im too slow i don’t know anything #it’s the emergency room and god for fucking bid i have an emergent patient i don’t know wtf to do ever #i don’t know how to initiate protocols or contact interdisciplinary or put in complex orders i don’t know anything i’m so useless #everyone thinks i’m stupid i’ve been on orientation for like 2 months know and i’m still the same useless stupid novice airhead new grad #i just get so frazzled i feel like everyone expects so much out of me and i have to be perfect to meet their standards #but im stupid im subpar im not good enough like them like #ever if they’ve been nurses for years and i’ve only been working as one for legit 2 months it’s just i still don’t know how to do anything #it’s like i can’t think i don’t do things how they want me to do them and then i look stupid im the attending doctor thinks i’m so dumb but #she wouldn’t even hear me out like i know you want both fluids running i know it’s important but he only has.1 IV and they aren’t compatible #we’re trying to start a second IV and he had difficult veins like why are you trying to tell me i’m stupid i know why you ordered it thatway #it’s like nobody gets my dumbass brain but that’s not their fault bc they can think clearly and convey their thoughts to people without #sounding like a fucking dumbass i have no critical thinking skills im just useless i hate this so much i don’t want to be here it sucks #i never wanted to be a nurse i never wanted to be anything i was 12 years old hoping i’d be dead by 18 #and now i’m 23 and i’m still fucking here but it’s clear i shouldn’t be i don’t fit in im not fit for society #i should be euthanized like an unwanted dog that’s been at the shelter for too long that’s exactly what i am #20min later still crying can’t stop being a fucking crybaby pitypartying myself i’m the worst oh my god grow the fuck up already #why is everything so difficult for me why can’t i just fit in literally everyone knows i don’t belong #i’m the dumbest most useless new grad orientee and EVERYONE knows it even management it’s so embarrassing #i’m so embarrassed to be alive and take up space that could be filled by someone so much better smarter prepared someone meant to be there #i don’t want this i don’t want any of this i never wanted to grow up im just a kid in my head i’m so pathetic #i wish i was smart and good at something i wish people looked at me and thought o wow i respect her bc she’s also a good nurse #nobody likes me i’m such a burden to everyone the doctors my preceptors other nurses who deserve to be there #i’m leaking snot everywhere today wasn’t even that bad but i think it’s all just hitting me now how helpless i am #i’m so tired of myself and waking up and making a fool of myself every shift fucking stupid loser i hate myself i try so hard and it’s not #it’s not enough it’s never enough im not enough im an imposter i’ll never be as good as the other nurses even tho i’m really really trying #i seriously don’t want to do this anymore i don’t want to be here i can’t do it everyone knows i’m not cut out for this they all talk shit #ramblings

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