#huge gender envy

[dilfiesz]

something chronic, bit demonic.

#huge gender envy #i love visual kei sm #mana sama #malice mizer #mana sama icons #mana sama layouts #visual kei #anime messy layouts #messy layouts #manga messy layouts #moi dix mois #random messy layouts #messy icons #black messy layouts #yoimita

[detectivehole]

one of my favorite episodes of any tv show of all time is about the deuteragonist literally going into heat and i'll never ever forgive star trek for that one. happy pride

#i have a feeling many new followers may not know my dark and horrible secret #huge trekkie lol #mine #to be clear! not my fav tos episode actually #but boy is it up there #my fav is piece of the action and i'll be real with you 30 percent of that is just sorta looking at them in pinstripe suits #Plato's Stepchildren is also there yea that one's 100% just watching ln in the green dress feeling gender envy not previously known to man

[followthemadrabbit]

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ᴅɪʀ. ɢᴜy ʀɪᴛᴄʜɪᴇ

#The Gentlemen #Look I've OCD & I've worked as a does-absolutely-everything at a business that was always in a state of perpetual crisis #I've imprinted on the ocd consigliere like an orphaned duckling #the gentlemen 2019 #charlie hunnam #raymond smith #And this entire movie is like a huge gender envy #Mine

[moonbreezes]

I have nothing smart or witty or coherent to write

but go on evil sodomite son with the gallows eyes

you’ve been looking fine during your descent into madness

#Those looks have been giving me gender envy of the year #literally #mary & george #george villiers #he indeed looked like an ivory-faced doll stuffed inside huge concoctions of diamond-studded fabric #tho I still hate and rage what they did with his character #why sanitise an evil edgelord if the show is supposed to be evil and edgy

[annoyingexboyfriend]

he is so fucking gorgeous!

he has the most beautiful eyes i think i’ve ever seen

#gender envy but i also have a huge crush on him #joseph quinn #joe quinn #stranger things #eddie munson #dickensian #timewasters #catherine the great #jimmy fallon #the tonight show #the tonigh show starring jimmy fallon

[seastawright]

bnuuy.... bnuuy guy gay little nerdy bunny

little historian/anthropologist bunny... occupies himself by studying and documenting rabbit folklore and History and such... he's a sweetie <3

#rabbit oc #character design #watership down #its not really WD but the campaign hes for is kind of inspired by it #also Milo Thatchet is a huge inspo for him. among all of the other nerdy characters i have gender envy for #because its about time i made an oc for my favorite archetype ever #rabbit

[thirstyvampyr]

Oh to be a man and have the strength to fling another man across a room like he weighs no more than a bag of potatoes

#im having huge gender envy #i wanna have a muscular body and a cock hard as a rock #why must i only have these stupid flaps

[larphis]

It‘s so weird that I got into the Magnus Archives a few weeks ago (I‘m on episode 110 now) and am at the same time in the heights of my OFMD hyperfixation because the genres of both franchises could not be any more different from each other yet they both share an opposite-aesthetics couple with a softspoken sweetheart, tortured by a traumatic childhood that always gets bullied by everyone around them because they tend to be much kinder than expected of someone in their position and their grumpy, stunning poc goth boyfriend with long greyish hair who pretends that he hates them because he is afraid of hurting other people by letting them get to close to him when actually he is crushing hard but at the same time he also has to fight the eldritch horrors of his legacy as a full-time monster.

#ah yes #grumpy x sunshine #my beloved #ofmd #our flag means death #the magnus archives #tma #jonathan sims #Martin blackwood #Stede Bonnet #Edward teach #the crossover no one asked for #also both Ed and the fandoms interpretation of Jon give me huge gender envy

[mydemonsdrivealimo]

nobody talk to me i am thinking about him <3 (it's christopher morel. it always is.)

#OKAY LISTEN ARE THEY LOWKEY SUCKING A LITTLE RN #yes #BUT OH I ASPIRE TO BE THAT MAN #they literally just lost 0-6 but idc i love him #and they may or may not have lost 0-7 yesterday but shhhhhh #n e ways #this is in a gender envy way btw not an 🤢 attraction way #christopher morel #chicago cubs #fun fact hes actually a huge style inspo for jensen <3 #the jewelry specifically

[turtletoria]

do u still like good omens?

yeah

#ask #anon #they rlly formed a huge part of my personality ngl <3 #like not to be cringe or anything but you dont understand. if i were to kin anyone it would be aziraphale #gender envy: aziraphale but with crowleys color palette and shades #i always say this when good omens comes up but for real i cried while watching them be lovey dovey on screen throughout history #like idk! this rlly brings out the Yearning. me n who !!!!! me n who !!!!!!!! breaks chairs over ppls heads #kinda wish they didnt start a season 2 tho because 1. they have to live up to the book and season 1. and 2. it feels a little disrespectful #but thats just me lol! #hope season 2 is good! #arrrghhh this ask has got me all ooghghg abt good omens again #eee oo aaa

[haysgrove]

Stardust Cookie is everything i want to be. His gender. I want it.

#The moment i heard his voice i had this huge gender envy

[punkrock-bottom]

Hi; I’ve followed you for a while; and while I don’t have anything to ask I would like to tell you you are very handsome and give me gender envy. Please continue to make me jealous (positive) forever.

If I’ve given you gender envy, might I interest you in some other alternatives? Such as Gollum, the first rat to spread the bubonic plague, or a sopping wet chihuahua?

#asks #anon #thank you though omg #I’m out here giving gender envy but being a huge fucking loser #dreams can come true

[good-boy-ren]

putting this on this blog bc the og vn was an eroge, but F.ATE/STAY NI.GHT IS GETTING AN OFFICIAL ENG RELEASE ON THE SWITCH OURGHHGHHG!!!!! IN 2024!!!!! BASED ON THE RE.ALTA NU.A PORT!!!! i fucking called it as soon as they announced tsu.kihime remake and eng release, but oh my god i'm....!!

[a little ramble and talking about wanting to read it w ren, it was just too long to NOT put under a readmore]

jan 30th was the 20th anniversary for the og vn. i got into it shortly after its release (though i couldn't play it until years later, when a fan patch was released), and i would get home from school and sit on forum threads where people were sharing official art and summaries and videos. i suddenly feel so old. but. the fact that i'm getting my beloved back cancels that out and makes me feel 20yrs younger.

s.aber and t.aiga and r.in were my bi awakenings as a teen, s.aber especially. and then s.aber also became a trans awakening for me much, much later KJNDKJN.

i want to reread f.sn with rennnnnn!!! i want to see him squirm during the bad ends!!!!! >:3 i want to find out who his favs are! i want to hear his takes on the story and characters and relationships! i want him to tell me which noble phantasm is the most interesting to him! i want to show him my fate figure collection and watch him get excited over them! it'd be fun to pull out my old sketchbooks and show him the art i drew of the characters + my characters dressed as them!!!!!!! waaaaaah!!!! ;__;

#really all i want is to sit in his lap and snuggle on a comfy couch with a warm blanket and some warm drinks and good snacks #and read the thing that got me into vns in the first place -- it wasnt my first read (i believe that award goes to s.aya no u.ta... #which..... if you know you know...... maybe not a good first vn kAJNDKJANSDS.) but fate was definitely a huge influence on #my art for a very long time and i still deeply love the aesthetics of the original fsn and ho.llow ata.raxia. 🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻 #oughhgh s.aber. my beloved. my gender envy. kissie kissie kissie~~ #this is such an eepy ramble kjsndkjfn i've been on the verge of passing out for a While so. sorry if i'm not super coherent. #i just saw someone i follow on YT announce it and immediately had to write out some Thots before i eep. #📌 [ my posts. ] #✏️ [ my scenarios. ]

[xamaxenta]

Stresses me out alot that i cant physically bind anymore idk what happened in the last few years but any kind of compression hurts and it sucks it was the only thing i could do now i cant even do that

#so i think abt my faves with huge honkers to make myself feel better #it doesnt work really but i guess the fictional solidarity as a concept helps #dysphoria #another day of absolutely hating my body and the government and yknow just being poor in general #idk what i can do #nothing ??? nothing hurts so much tho #i yearn for absolutely fucking nothing i just want to be blank straight edges no discernible gender features #looking at my body makes #me want to throw up die bury the parts i dont like #structurally its all wrong but im already biologically an adult the fuck can i do about it now #being trans is an absolute nightmare for me i hate every second of it honestly because i have nothing #i can do to help it or fix it or progress it #im angry and upset to say its dangerous for me to do anything about it. #and that im not brave enough to go fuck it. im envious of the people who love themselves enough to say fuck it we ball we do this our way #because i love myself and im doing it to be my authentic self #i envy those people a lot #wish that could be me. #but. also wish i could be algae or smth lol #same shit same woes #same as always and no money to afford professional help

[saltedsolenoid]

I JUST REALIZED YOUR URL IS RFERRING TO A MAGNET I ALWAYS ASSUMED IT WAS A KIND OF FLOWER AND WHEN I LOOKED UP SOLENOID ONKY IT GET A CONTRAPTIONNI WAS LIKE "huh i guess the flowers arent popular"

BAHAHAHAHA ... saltedsolenoid iceberg and somehow "named after a magnet" is at the bottom

#ohhhh there's a story behind it too #in a science class back in like . middle school. i realized i got huge gender envy from the word solenoid #and of course nyx made fun of me for it #so out of spite i made it into my username. added the salted in there for alliteration #(whenever i use the word combo for anything it's either saltedsolenoid or somaticsolenoid! #fun fact of the day there are two variants) #ask

[mushtoons]

Your art style looks like you learned how to draw people first, sonic characters second, but mastered both in a very pleasing way. The way you draw people also give me the vibes you irl are very oval and long in shape...

Lmk if im wrong!

SJDJDKD FIRST OFF U RIGHT (then I only drew sonic for like a year and my human skills were reset back to zero 💀)

ALSO DJDJDJD THANK U UR SO DAMN SWEET SHDJD AHHH alas sadly i am opposite 😔

im forever short and have so edges djdjdk

#oh to be long and lanky tho 💖 #true gender envy #but im content to continue my journey to dad bod #once i start t imma grow a huge ass beard then ill be unstoppable #djdjdk #silly stuff #wood wide web