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#i cant wait for the day i wont have to interact with him again at all lmao
thecherrygod · 1 year
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Toxic masculinity is so fucking stupid you see a guy who's clearly in pain and wounded, and you are like "oh to open that door you need to push hard. I can do it for you" because you want to prove you're strong and reliable in front of someone who is, at the time, weaker than you, prove you're the stronger man
But then the wounded guy also has his pride. You tell him all there is to do is push hard? Even with an orthopedic neck on, he won't admit in front of another man he is in need of help. If all he needs to do is show he's still strong besides anything, he will, even if it's in vain, even if he ends up wondering if now his clavicle is broken or maybe misplaced, even if at the end he needs to call a locksmith, he will do the masculine thing first, as much as he can. He just won't allow himself a moment of vulnerability, even if admitting being weak would be the reasonable thing to do, the only viable option seems to be to show you are the strongest, even at your worst
Like. Please. Use your brains and consider the locksmith who you still needed to call anyways bc your lock is broken as your first choice before potentially harming yourself it's not that fucking hard
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bbqhooligan · 1 year
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its so funny to see this dynamic
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play out but these two bring a whole new level
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cuz we see again and again that Dong Eun, as relentless as she is to start and continue this plan, as calm and cold as she needs to be to execute it, as ruthless as she is to not feel any guilt for everything that happens to her abusers, wont harm anyone directly. yes, the plan ends up killing and destroying them, but never with her own hands, she is more inclined to let them do the work themselves, always, only themselves(even with her own mom! she plays the waiting game). the biggest proof of her mercy is giving Yeon Jin an out for Ha Do Yeong's single kind gesture. as we find out at the end, as broken and invisible she thought she is, Dong Eun is an inherently kind person who cant directly harm them.
this freak on the other hand spends day and night daydreaming stabbing the one person protected behind safety of prison bars(lets be honest at that point the bars arent protecting the people from that guy but him from Yeo Jeong) and is fully okay with killing anyone she asks as well. now you may be likely to take his entire, committed, likening himself to her Royal Executioner as simply just an expression of devotion, i get it since he doesnt end up doing that for her, but after watching the last episode i was convinced he didnt kill any of her abusers because she wouldnt have him do it.
see, his little speech to his prison bird just reveals an important piece of his psyche, he tells him his oath is to protect and save people but doesnt say anything about animals, inhumans, like him. meaning this guy has a mentality where at some point of immorality you lose your humanity in his eyes and become discarded. it is a line where he wont hesitate, he wont regret, he wont even have guilty dreams about the person he killed, maybe not even think about them again for the rest of his life. Light Yagami ass views. he doesnt ask Dong eun if she killed Miyoung-o cuz he literally doesnt give a shit. not a single question mark on his mind. hes like "if she dids it she dids it, if she didnst it she didnst it" and thats that.
and his insanity is written so well, all of his scenes with Dong Eun's abusers were tense as shit. because while you dont know how dangerous he really is till the last speech, in all of them his mere entering of their spaces is threatening, he either has them under his knife or under his car, even his first meeting with Ha Do Yeong is invading, not the park he frequents, no, its invading his mind. he leaves that meeting with the information of what kind of a person he is, enough to make a dead on prediction of his step-by-step behavior. he is smiling and cracking jokes through the interactions but YOU, the viewer, are aware there is something wrong with him.
when he buys that funeral home i was fully expecting him to fill it with corpses himself. in retrospect, that plot would have been too taxing on Dong Eun and im not sure she would ever let herself live after that but cant see Yeo Jeong being too bothered to be honest.
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adhd-merlin · 11 months
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unpopular opinion: arthur (as much as i like him as a character) was useless in terms of prophecy and liberation of the magic people. not just bc he never ended up lifting the magic ban but bc literally anyone sitting on the throne could have done that. i see no reason why it had to be arthur specifically. but the show liked to pretend like he was the only way to achieve a positive future bc the opprressed community cant simply help themselves that would be silly ig? no no they need to patiently wait that maybe one day their oppressor (whos literally continuing his fathers genocide even if less zealously) has a change of heart and they wont be hunted down like animals anymore. never mind the countless people that will have to die in the mean time. merlin can kill a bajillion people on screen and thats fine and for the greater good but if someone tries to kill One guy sitting on a fancy chair with a fancy hat suddenly thats too extreme. half the time it felt like the show was pointing to merlin as a poster child of how to act when oppressed. the fact that morgana growing bitter about uthers reign is framed as inherently bad and what directly lead to her becoming evil tm is particularly infuriating to me. the choice to create this very ya dystopian setting and then cast the oppressors as part of the main cast and the final solution is just very weird to me. i think it wouldve been objectively for the best if the magic community had overthrown arthur (or uther really but thats not really contested.. unless youre the bbc. this show is so british (derogatory))
in that vein: mordred has never done anything wrong in his entire life and that includes killing arthur
one more for the "arthur was a loser" folder
[ok but about the rest!! I have many thoughts about it. merlin as a member of an Oppressed Minority. his betrayal of his own kin. I'm putting it all under a cut bc you guys don't need to see me rambling about this and the disir again]
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you make a good point — the way in which a story is framed, even the moment we choose as a "beginning", determines what characters we'll feel sympathy for, even when the facts at our disposal are the same.
I don't think the writers were trying to create any kind of deep social commentary btw. just so we're clear. merlin is the hero of the story and his mission is to keep arthur safe. we've got to root for them both.
to have a king with a hatred (fear) of magic gives us a convenient antagonist within the court. merlin having to defend the men that would have him killed for his magic is a great source of dramatic tension. it sort of follows that the people he has to fight against to defend the king/prince are other magic users, or magical threats. (it also keeps things interesting because there would be no challenge for merlin otherwise).
there isn't much of a point in exploring the motives and backstories of other characters with magic (with the exception of morgana, perhaps). They are only briefly touched upon — so these characters remain vaguely antagonistic for the most part. Neutrally aligned at best (see mordred).
We are shown that the druids are (mostly) aware of the prophecy that marks merlin/emrys as the saviour of their kind.
what I find fascinating are merlin's interactions with magic people who are either not aware of this prophecy (gilli) or have no faith in it (kara, possibly?) Because we're never given the chance or the time to see things from their perspective. To see merlin through their eyes.
When gilli says:
"It is time that someone struck a blow for the likes of you and me. And if you're too weak, then I will." (!!!)
It makes him sound like some kind of extremist, but really, when you think about it. isn't his anger kind of justified? I'm not condoning his violence, I'm just saying — it's understandable. uther has killed so many innocent people. literally drowned innocent children. and merlin's like "violence isn't the answer!" — and I can see his point!! but I can see gilli's just as well. and I find it so interesting that he's still addressing merlin as a brother ("the likes of you and me"), even when expressing disappointment in his actions and calling him weak. because they are the same. he's saying "you're deluded, and cozying up to the enemy won't save you"
this episode also contains what is (probably) my favourite dragon call. when merlin summons kilgharrah in other episodes, he's usually in the middle of some Urgent Situation. matters of life or death. there is nothing urgent here, really. yeah, it is arguably a matter of life or death, but nothing merlin couldn’t have stopped on his own. he really just called on kilgharrah to have a heart to heart with a friend — a member of his class.
("You are a creature of magic, and only a creature of magic could hope to understand.")
this episode is about merlin looking for kinship and still feeling isolated from his magic brethren. there's something tragic about the way the prophecy makes him unable to connect to some of the people who would be best placed to understand him.
and gilli plants a small seed of doubt in merlin's mind. "You've been pretending for so long now that you've actually forgotten who you are" (!!)
but kilgharrah reassures merlin that there's a golden age coming. so merlin does what he has to do — he saves uther once again. before gilli leaves, merlin reassures him that one day they will be free.
he tells mordred the same:
"It won't always be like this. One day we will live in freedom again."
and then, when he has the unique opportunity to use his influence on arthur to sway his opinion in the right direction. he fails.
he condemns himself, and the people he spoke to of freedom, to keep living in fear and in hiding — and what's even more upsetting, he does so while talking of a "just and fair kingdom"!
("You must protect the world you spent your life building, a just and fair kingdom for all." What an interesting choice of words. camelot isn't just and fair to all — as merlin knows well. he's lying to arthur, and possibly to himself.)
imagine being gilli or mordred and hearing him say that "there can be no place for magic in camelot." (!) What a slap in the face.
I've read meta suggesting that the disir were testing merlin just as much as arthur (or even more so than him). I'm inclined to believe it — I want to believe it. If anything because it makes the story all the more interesting and tragic. (I know what some are going to say — if mordred's destiny was to kill arthur, it would've happened anyway. but remember what else kilgharrah said — the future is never clear. there are many paths).
I understand why merlin did what he did, I really do. but for a moment, the fair and just kingdom he spoke of was within reach, and he failed to grasp it.
so was gilli wrong after all?
[and kara. I feel quite sympathetic towards her. we know arthur. she can't see him from our (merlin's) perspective. for her, he might as well be uther. magic people are still persecuted under camelot's law. she has spent her life on the run, she has seen people she loved be killed. and from our (arthur's) perspective, she looks like some kind of fanatic. but in reality. put yourself in her shoes. when arthur offers her a chance to save herself by "repenting" for her crime, she says she has nothing to repent for. "it is not a crime to fight for your freedom". that's the belief she's willing to die for. did she deserve to die for it?
(I also think there's an interesting parallel in merlin failing his kin in the disir, and arthur failing mordred in ep 5x11 by condemning kara to death. something about pinning all your hopes on someone who's going to fail you, and doom you both. idk idk.)]
sorry anon. you were saying
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HI GUYS JUST FINISHED THE EPISODE 10 PODCAST
i was literally so excited to hear it you have no idea i checked spotify like three billion times today 🤣🤣🤣🤣
and it was so worth it!!!! im so glad M is an avid Day-Mom defender that part made me laugh so much. Z was all like "yeah shes dead to me" and M going "ah well you know the circumstances and emotions" and then in the end with the EyE DonATioN Z was (mostly) calm and M was just losing it ah good times good times
needless to say im vibrating with anxiety for next week. i'm with you guys that i would LOVE it if the surgery fails. like M says that amount of pain would be DELICIOUS. like if Morks realization that Day was now fully blind on the last twilight mountain was a 1 then that realization will be a full 10 on the Mork-Pain-Scale and i just grrrrrr i need to see him cry so bad so. hahahaha yeah im so normal. normal about this.
im a solid 90% sure that the surgery wont work. i had my doubts right after the episode but the more im thinking about it the more im sure it wont. or like you guys said maybe hes only going to be back to the one palm distance visuals.
(and fun fact we actually checked our organ donation cards after this episode and my friend actually wrote under organs she wouldn't want to donate "eyes" we are now debating whether to change that into just corneas but i dont want them to)
and now after you mentioned that we'll probably gonna get to see mee being born i cant stop thinking about mork and day holding their little niece hahahahahahahahahahah okay oaky now im leaving you alone I JUST NEEDED TO SCREAM AT SOMEONE.
have a wonderful week i'll see you at the next one
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beelzebubbutachef · 2 years
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" Once upon a star "
01 | ... | 03
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"I love you. Wont you stay with me in this twisted world?"
You stared at the blurred figure holding flowers and chains, you followed the chains that you soon realize connected to your right foot. You look down at yourself, you find yourself in a wedding cloths but it's black and blue in color.
"what's wrong ? Do you find your self in any discomfort? But I made sure it's your favorite type of cloths like you once said you wanted to wear in special day like this.., and measure it to your size. Hehe. You look very beautiful in you..."
A wide smile with his sharp teeth come to view yet you can't move as he call your name over and over again.
"GET AWAY FROM ME, GET AWAY FROM ME. I WANNA GO HOMEEEE."
You wanted to scream and punch someone, who the fuck made this world genre have this huge turn!!
"silly Yuu~ you cant go home~ because your already home."
You felt the psycho hold your shoulder captive as you try to run.
.  . • ☆ . ° .• °:. *₊ ° . ☆
"I SAID FUCK OFF, BITCH!" You then sent a punch to the person, shaking you awake.
"OWWW... Is this what pain felt like? Truly my data from all kind of source never made me know it's kind of agony, without experiencing it myself..." You heard someone groan out of pain from the punch you did just now, opening your eyes you stared at stranger... Ortho who seems... Quite older than he use to be and more fleshy than yesterday.
"...oh. so Pinocchio is thing too?" You said blankly as your process what could be the possibility of this kind of scene. You come to learn that this world is a world base on some channel on TV you watch when your kid, or even before your were sent here. Obviously nothing is surprising to see now, the only surprise your waiting to hear or see is That gottdamn principal doing something to help your case.
"Pinocchio? Prefect Yuu know of that story too?" You notice that his eyes is usually sparkling. Very unusual. But as long it don't involve Overblot again, it's fine.
You pause and think maybe it's really a story of this world but this new human, Ortho says that it's a story he only heard from someone. The probability of a robot becoming flesh and skin is 0.0000000000000000...001% through his calculation is miscalculated.
"did you wish upon a star, that you wanna be human? " You don't understand why would someone wish to be a human. If you were ask, if you wanna be something else other than human--to be honest. The answer is simple: that kind of species that don't have or can't have depression.
"base on my last night news Intel that there is indeed a shooting star that happen. But I was already in sleep mode when that happen." He tried to stood up but he fallen face first as he is someone who just gain human body. You watch him struggle for a while that you almost heard a family voice screaming behind the tree line: HELP HIM. HOW COULD YOU WATCH HIM SUFFER--
but when you look where the voice come from, you saw no one that could be related to Ortho big brother, Idia.
You sigh the nth time. You felt you become Jamil who keep sighing but what can you do. You stuck with this person, wait no. Ortho don't do anything bad yet on your list, it's more of this place than him. Through, you do have friends here. That doesn't mean your desire to go home falter.
"here..." You stood in front of Ortho who you notice is wearing a hoody, something that might be influenced by his older brother sense of taste. He look up to you and to your out stretching hand.
"thank you, prefect Yuu." His warm hand that is unlike the texture of a robot hand would have probably something odd to you, if your someone who freely hold his hand before. But since you and him only have this scenario to have this kind of interaction. You grab hold of his hand and pull him up to his feet.
"..." You then realize his quite taller than you, maybe his taller than his older brother as well. You question if it's because those brothers are base on Hades who have titan blood. So they are taller than average people, cause of genes.
"prefect Yuu seems smaller..." You heard him laugh but karma seems to strick early today as he lose his balance when he start laughing and collapse on top of you.
You once again hear a scream: HOW CRINGE CAN THIS GET--
but the noise is soon cover by the blowing wind.
You should feel embarrassed on your position right now, but your still not mentally sane to felt like a normal teenager as you just encounter many over blot back to back in an unknown world. Your also annoyed at someone right now. You felt all the feelings you can felt those days are all negative or nothing.
"sorry..." You saw his hair edge ablaze in pink color. 'oh wow, how interesting...' you thoughts. If only you have energy to care about that. You after all felt the glare coming from afar.
"I dont know, if you ever experience pining down someone before but your brother is glaring at me. He probably going to release some rant I have on social media against the principal with a ghost account." Your pretty sure, it was idia who you keep hearing all this time. As you saw flaring red/orange flaming light come from the tree line.
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It was Idia shroud and Alice Bylur who's been watching you two. Ortho who saw his brother out of his room is quite happy while trying to run toward his older brother for a hug.
"brother...!"
"Ortho ..!"
You watch the scene where they dramatically hug each other as if they never seen each other for years.
Idia cried when he saw his younger brother he created to have skin, flesh, and bones. Like his decrease younger brother. He was both happy and fearful. What if Ortho is too weak and can't protect himself? Humans are weak and they die easily. That's why he he don't like the idea of Alice helping out Ortho case when he first heard that same story before Ortho.
If his brother stay as a robot. He can protect himself and won't let the same tragedy to happen again. He dislike the idea but seeing his younger brother Alice and warm. He can't say the words as it's stuck on his throat. He can only cry while continue to hug his younger brother who's smiling widely at him.
"srl... Break up you two." What seems to he a few seconds for him, in reality is already an hour and haft passes by. Alice and you who watch those two hug like no tomorrow ready eaten few ice cream cone yet those two don't stop hugging yet.
"if you really want to party that much. You two can have long chat about life at my place." The spirit of snow says as he rolled his eyes at the sweetness of the two brothers.
"your place?" The three of you repeated widely staring at the person who grab his phone out to call someone.
"...oh. I forget to tell you. When You randomly run away, you selected my 'home' town, enchanted forest." Alice says as you two hear the sound of animal stamping coming to your direction.
The four of you soon see a group of deers come to view. A red haired male riding on top of one of those deers.
"AI AI!!" The stranger yell startle all of you. The said person jump off the deer and flip throw the air and leech into your senior legs.
"...fuck off." Alice kicked him off his legs and walk away. But the red haired stranger just leech back to his legs. "Can we have a duel. Can we play, can we play house, can we build a snowman--" fast question is being ask as well being ignored.
"anyway. Do you guys know how to ride a deer ?"
"aliceshi is beyond this world understanding. Don't you know we are in techno era, why are you still riding deers?" Idia commented as Alice helped him and his brother get into one.
"I ask for a car. That guy is in fault you know." He point at the red haired he put in another deer back. But with a tape on his mouth.
He walk toward your direction and helped you to a deer to ride as well. All of you but Alice is in a deer.
"this is so lame..." Idia added as he hugged his younger brother safely close to him. He don't want his younger brother to fall off after all.
"hehehe...." He smirked before he whistle. From the river that is few step away from us, out come, a horse made off water.
"OH SEVEN, IS THAT HORSE WHAT I THINK IT IS?!" Your otaku senior screams at the sight of the enchanted creature. "That Celestia horse from that animation: ice emperor 2!!" He nerd out which made his brother chuckle at his excitement.
"waitwaitcouldthisplacebethatplace?!" With newly found excitement idia with the use of his otaku knowledge ride the deer off first.
"sigh... This is not how it supposed to end... Whatever." Alice ride his water element horse and lead the pack of deer back to the main city.
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Your supposed to be running away from the school and now you found yourself being treated like a royal guest in a royal palace made of pure white marble and expensive stone.
People mix with enchanted snow people greeted your group as you all ride your way to the palace. You saw many structure made of white and blue marble. It was like like the whole city is made of snow and ice to the very structure.
"this was fun big brother!" You heard Ortho says to idia who is now in the ground trying to make it swallow him whole. He realize that his surrounded by stranger and what more they all eyeing him too no end.
"let's do it again next time. Hehe." The younger shroud added as he look around the place with glee seen reflected in his eyes.
"...aliceshiyouneversaidyourrelativetoaroyalfamily....!!!" ((Idia))
"srl? I'm not."
"GASP. ARE YOU DISOWNING THE WHOLE FAMILY TREE?" ((??))
"I'm a Bylur and your a Kristen? You think we're related?" ((Alice))
"AI AI HOW COULD YOU SAY THAT.. HUHU..."
You felt your head hurt watching the scene. In few hours in the day, there's a little welcoming party that been held in the palace that Alice made you three stayed in. Through Alice ended it early because Idia don't like the idea.
"feel at home. Order what you want from those people. They can give them to you, unless you want to go home back to your world." The last words was directed at you. You wanted to ask that but you keep your mouth shut when you heard the last sentence.
Currently you all four in a private room. Full of books and figurines.
"you guys can't leave this Isla yet." Alice began his important announcement. The older shroud did ask earlier if they can leave since you seems fine already and he don't want to stay longer in this place.
"I mean. You two can. But Ortho can't... Not yet."
"what! Why?"
"enchanted forest spirit says you have to stay here for a while if you want to continue to experience being human. If you leave, you will become mechanical again, mind you--the process of being metal again is like little mermaid touching the sea with human legs, but you well feel the agony your mechanical sensor can't take. Beside it's only a three days thing unless you want extended warranty." He chuckle at his own sentence. Watching the horror pasted into idia face, he continued "What's the rush? I already ask the principal for a break for the three of you. With the use of bribing him..." He looks so proud bribing the principal.
"w-what if I order you as dorm warden to send us back to the campus?" Certain older brother don't want to stay no matter what. But Alice have a trump card.
"Ice emperor 1 and 2 is base from this place." He cough and give idia a clear folder that he taken out from under the table, in front of him.
"...staying here for a few days don't seems bad." The otaku is been bribed.
"a fan time with big brother, Alice and yuu. How exciting..." You heard Ortho excitement from his voice.
You question why is this happening, when your trying to escape those people? You cant do anything but tag along with them now.
"I'm really looking forward for it, won't you too, prefect Yuu? Since we're out here to make you smile and unstressed from over work. won't it be nice to enjoy for a while?" You look at the younger shroud and sigh. "I guess... It won't be that bad." You hopelessly smile to him.
"I'm so lucky I can finally get to know you better after all those time.... Mere data and computer calculation won't beat the real deal after all."
You felt chill run through you when you heard him whisper something. It reminded you of your dream last night.
"!!!" You back away from the young shroud who look confuse at you. You don't know if it's an illusion or not. maybe it's just stress getting into you.
You apologize to startling him and start a normal chat about school and your group of friends, forgetting the fear you have just now.
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pettyprocrastination · 11 months
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Idk why but it seems like since I’ve decided to quit/put in my resignation I’ve had at least one customer a day say that I need to keep working at the store? Like in a grateful way, and I don’t even mention I’m leaving, they just say smth along the lines of ‘I like you, you’re good at this, keep doing it.”
And it’s sort of weird/flattering, but mostly weird? What sort of interactions have you had in customer service that you think how I’ve conducted myself during our interaction is noteworthy? And it doesn’t feel creepy, or malicious, it’s just a weirdly specific thing that happens at least once a shift.
Anyway dumb/terrible thought… Frankie x craft store employee! meet cute cause his daughter is a menace with construction paper and glitter glue who wants to try/make a new thing every time he has her. (Also his favorite jacket has a hole in it and he has no idea what to do)
i totally get what you mean!! I think its because you like. genuinely want to make things at work smoother for yourself and customers (ie helping with coupons and such) and customers really appreciate that. I've gotten the same kind of compliments before when I give them the talk of 'if you buy this now its 20 percent off and you cant use a discount but if you wait two days it wont be on sale and you can use a 50% off coupon' and those moments are nice (sadly they are often lost in a sea of incredibly rude customers in an overhwelming shift)
also this idea is AMAZING because it's so on brand. Little girls love to craft and make the weirdest things and sometimes craft supplies can be so speicfic he has to go to a craft store instead of the usual like. walmart. Heaven forbid the sweet girl wants to learn how to sew? Oh his mother is telling him to take her to the fabric store so she can teach her how to make a dress (and now that he sees it. there is a hole in his jacket that's slowly getting bigger. maybe he can find something for that too while he's there) but he hasn't been in a fabric store in SO long. He remembers going when he was a kid with his mother but gosh things are so different now it feel like a whole other world so please imagining this sweet man coming up during a shift like 'hi, im so sorry to bother you but I have zero idea what im doing. Can you help me?" while his daughter hangs off his arms because she made a run for the tulle and he had to stop her from bolting off again.
but That being said? I absolutely see Francisco Morales as the kind of guy who can do upholstery. We have guys who come in on a regular basis, often times the same men who work for upholstery businesses or car detailing that get the same fabric everytime and he gives off that energy. He'll come in still in his work clothes and always says hello, will make a comment about the weather or maybe pick up something small that he says his daughter will just love until one day he comes in with her holding his hand and all but dragging him over to the fabric because this year she's decided she wants to make her own halloween costume so they HAVE to get started NOW even though it's only may and he meets your eyes and mouths 'help' because he can hem his pants and fix the odd hole but sewing full garments is completely lost on him so you spent a good chunk of your shift leading him and his adorable little girl through fabric and sewing patterns and fall even more in love with him.
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hobisstar · 2 years
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cast mates dead mates love mates| psycho!Robert Pattinson x black!reader
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Summary: Robert has loved having Y/N near him since he met her on set for The Batman as of course him as The Bat himself and Y/N as the Cat herself. Besides the love, hes had deeper feelings than that. Something darker than that.
Warnings: It’s all over the place ,the usual! Bad Language, Mention of Sex, Dominant! Rob, Submissive!Reader, Cheating, Arguments, BITCH THIS IS MESSYYYYYY BY THE WAY, ZOE IS A BITCH OF A FRIEND IN THIS . This is pure fiction.SO BASICALLY HES CRAZY in this . YOU GUYS WANTED HORROR, and Murder(Zoe).
A/N: I have no idea how many words this is.. I’ve been watching a lot of Roberts movies and can I say let’s clap it up.. this plays all the crazy characters THAT YOU WILL HATE but he DOES SO WELL AT IT YOU JUST CANT LOOK AWAY FROM THE SCREEN!! Anygays this fic is all over the place but please do enjoy
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“Ah yes, She’s awesome. When we first met eachother we got along rather quickly. She helped me shave my face to make sure it was even, she made sure i looked fabulous before shoots, the list goes on.”
What a day to be Y/N! I mean THE Robert Pattinson was like her closes friend right now since the shooting for The Batman started.
They were at an interview for the movie explaining how well they’ve grown close to each other.
“What would you say was your favorite scene with her?” The interviewer asked Robert.
With all his heart he wanted to say The kiss scenes…
Gosh he really wanted to. “Definitely the scene were we are fighting for the passport. Its the first interaction, well somewhat second interaction.”
Remembering her soft lips reminded him of roses. Her lips where as soft as rosé peddles. He would do anything to feel that softness again.
After the interview he decided maybe he should officially ask her for her number. I mean They been past that step since they’ve kissed more than 4 times..
There was something the media didn’t know. They didn’t know that they were fuck buddies. YEAH.
Sometimes after shooting for the day it be late so shed crash at his luxury apartment and they would just hang out.
Cuddles turned to kissing. kissing turned to grinding. Grinding turned into getting naked. Getting naked turned into oral sex. Oral sex turned into him breaking her back in for the night.
it was getting pretty tiring sneaking around and Robert wanted to just make it official. Y/N was all down for it until he said..
“Great we can tell the press-“
“Wait wait Rob, tell the press? For what? Why do they need to know?” She questioned.
Y/N is the type to keep her private life just that private. Yes, sooner or later it would come out that they were together if they made this decision, but why risk telling the media head on?
“How about we tell them after the movie is released? It wont faze them it’ll look like we feel in love during and wanted to wait till everything was right?” She suggested.
“Why? Babygirl, I want to tell them before someone finds out and its out to the world without us being aware. I want to be the one to say we are madly in love with each other and we are making it official.” Robert said grabbing her hand holding it softly.
“I get that i do but lets just wait it out huh? So we can prepare for what they will say or throw at us.” She smiled slightly and nodded trying to get him to agree.
He froze. I mean, why was she delaying it so much? Did she like being secretive? He wants the world to know that he has declared her as his queen. That he has carved his initials into her heart and she has done the same for him.
“Why are you trying to delay it so much? Do you not want to be open with me? Is there some one else? Tell them you are taken already.” He said trying to give questions and answers. His possessive side started to show.
“No no baby its not that its just… im scared that they would think negative on the situation.. the movie isn’t out and what if they think this is a stunt to get more viewers? We all know you have fans all over and so do I. They will think we are just doing it for each other money and fame. I dont want people to call our love that is true, a sham.”
They figured it would just be better to wait it out.
Around 2 months later after that talk, Something seemed off with Rob.
He became distant, he stop coming over her house, they rarely chatted or texted anymore, her phone calls would go to voicemail.
Did the relationship even exist? Did she do something wrong? Did she scare him away? We’re they ever actually officially together? So many thoughts ran through her head.
Her thoughts was soon interrupted by her phone pinging.
It was a text from Robert.
Rob🫶🏽🦇: I’m outside. Open the door.
You: What? why?
Rob🫶🏽🦇: It’s important I rather I tell you face to face.
She raised suspicion and slowly got up. While getting up, she got another text from her close friend, Zoe.
Zoe💕: Y/N? I’m so sorry! IM SO SO SORRY IT JUST HAPPENED ONE NIGHT AFTER THE RELEASE PARTY IT SHOULDVE NEVER HAPPENED
She looked at it but opened the door and was about to reply but Robert took her phone.
“Let’s talk with no cellphones babe..” he said lowly with his thick accent. Y/n nodded and led him to the couch.
“What the hell is going on? You disappear for 2 months and now you want to tell me something ‘important’?” She said not understanding why all of a sudden he wanted to talk.
“I just want to say that before I tell you this,I want you to know that I’m not willing to let you go. It was a mistake and we can work on our relationship after..” he said sitting some what far.
She heard her phone go off again and she grabbed it from him and check it. It was again from Zoe.
Zoe💕: I didn’t know how to tell you but sine the media knows… Me and Robert are together… well we fucked… while you two are trying to figure out the relationship of telling the media.. they spotted him coming to my apartment last month. That’s why he’s been so distant… Y/N I’m truly sorry… pls pls tell you forgive me… pls?
After reading everything, Y/and world stopped she didn’t respond to the text since really she didn’t know how.
“You.. You cheated on me with Zoe?” She muttered softly.
“…I..”
“Robert Pattinson, Did you or did you not cheat on me with my Bestfriend ?” She asked looking at him with tears and anger.
“Yes, but I didn’t mean for it to happen.. Y/N- I- She was trying to help us-“
“So you’re dumbass thinks that fucking her is helping us?!” She shouted
“No!”
“So why did you do it? Don’t give me no dumb bullshit answer Patt! I want the truth!”
“She said that if she was you she’d tell the media in a heartbeat that we are a couple.. She would want us to be known.” He said quietly “I heard that and just felt like maybe you just don’t want nobody knowing about us because you don’t want to be public with me…” he looked at her and stood up grabbing her hand which she snatched away instantly.
“You are nothing but despicable, you want to be public? Fine you got your fucking wish. You happy?” She looks at him and chuckles slightly whipping her tears and sees him letting his tears drop.
“You are crying? You fuck my best friend and YOUR crying?”
“It was a mistake I don’t even like her. Please Y/N I’m nothing without you and you know that.”
“Oh no ,honey. I know that whatever you say is a lie. You ignored me for 2 months because you were guilty. So you hid and probably hid with Zoe. Get your shit out my house and go live with that fake ass bitch.” Y/N walked to the kitchen trying to calm down but was more angry when she heard Robert following her.
“No. I’m not taking my stuff to be with her when I can and want to be with you. Please baby just forgive me.” He said getting on his knees.
“You want me to beg? I’ll beg until my voice box breaks. I’ll beg until it’s a new decade. I’ll beg until you finally say yes. I’m not leaving you” he said grabbing her wrist.
“You should’ve thought of that before you stuck your dick in someone else’s cunt!”
She stormed upstairs grabbing anything she knew was his and threw it down the stairs. He dodge a few things and got hit by a lot of things. He walked up the stairs and went into the room and back hugged her.
“Baby please-“
“You better let me the hell go..”
He hesitated at first but soon did “I know I fucked up . I know I fumbled our love for each other. You.. You made think there’s someone else that you were talking to. Someone who you want to be public with. If there was someone, I don’t know what I’d do to them. I panicked and Zoe happened to be there. I can’t tell you how sorry I really am.” He turned her around. “I- I don’t want to let you go. With all honesty I won’t let you go. I love you too much so please baby..”
She closed her eyes trying to calm down. She opened them and stared at him. The love of her so called life is right here balling his eyes out to the point it looks like he looked the shower head right in the eyes. He was hysterical.
“Just give us- No, Fuck Zoe. Give me another chance. We can do so much better without her.” He mumbled but loud enough for her to hear.
“Fuck Zoe? As long as I’m concerned you both need to be out of my life! It’s already out to the world Rob you two are THE couple, not me and you. So get you and you’re fucking shit out my damn house. I don’t want to see a trace of you ever being h-here” she broke down and cried on the bed.
He wanted to comfort her. He wanted to hold her and kiss her and tell her everything was going to be fixed.
He was going to fix this..
He stormed out the house not caring to grab any of his stuff. He was gonna be back so why worry about grabbing it?
Robert knew Zoe lived about a few minutes away from Y/Ns house. He got in his car and sped over there.
The thoughts ran through his mind all jumbled like a crossword puzzle. Finding the right words to explain what he was gonna do.
K I L L
H E R
He stopped the car in front of her house and got out slamming his door.
He went up to the house door and knocked gently. In order to go through with this he had to act… natural.
Zoe answered the door. “Robert? How did it go?” She said looking at him trying to find an answer. She guided him to the kitchen table and let him sit getting him a cup of water.
“S-She kicked me out..” he simply replied
“I’m sorry to hear that. Well, Um I guess you guys just weren’t built for it” she said lowly but he heard it.
“What? We weren’t built for it? I was okay with waiting until the screening was over! You!” He stood up making the chair scream and then fall over, “ You are the one who twisted my words around and my brain into thinking I COULD DO BETTER! Well news flash Zoe, I’m about to be the happiest man alive.” He looked over at the knife display and quickly slicing her throat open.
“While you will be the saddest dead woman alive.”
He watched her body drop to the ground. He sighed happily. He looked down and noticed blood all over his clothes but shrugged. He soon walked out not caring to clean anything up.
He got in the car smiling and soon drove back to Y/Ns house.
He got out the car with the knife for proof and walked in the house. Robert went upstairs and as soon as she saw him she screamed.
“Who’s blood is that Roberts?!” She said backing up looking for anything to defend herself with.
“I took care of it. Now we can be happy baby. No more Zoe to be in our ear like an annoying fucking pest. It’s about you and me now Y/N.” He said stepping closer and dropped the knife on the bed. He reached out to her and hugged her. Tightly.
“I fixed everything, now we can go back to how we were. I told you I wasn’t letting you go. I was clear about that..
“ I love you Y/N” he said and kissed her head.
He felt her trembling in his arms but he calms her down or so he thinks he did.
“No one…can get in between us…ever again.”
Y/N looked up and saw a terrifying smirk on his face but soon everything faded to black…
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Ok considering quite a few people are doing it I wanna do a "currently watching", "rewatching", "anticipating the most" too so here it
Currently Watching (order is based on the number of episode i have watched) its gonna be mostly generic opinion not too spoilery cuz if I went in the specific of the show this post would be as long as a freaking book cuz I have the ability to write too much:
1. Vice Versa ep.1: this just started 2 days ago, I really liked the first episode the pacing was good, the acting was good, the cinematography and the colors were stunning and the story really intrigues me cuz I am a suker for supernatural teamed BL's, also I am really happy that Sea has a main role, I really like him since 55:15(watch it it's such a good series not BL but it has amazing plot acting and characters) wich marked the start of my love for him (and Pawin but he is not in this show so lets move on) so I'm exited to see how it develops, also OhmNanon always stunning, Jimmy is a snack, I cant wait to see Neo and Victor was a beautiful surprise not gonna lie
2. Oh! My Sunshine Night ep.2: I like this, its a bit slow paced but still enjoiable, I really like Rain he is probably my fav out of the bunch at the 2 episode we shall see later on, I really enjoyed his interaction with Payou, Fluke still amazing like always and I am really liking Kim with his antisocial cold akward interactions he's cute, I feel tho that there are too many caracters and at the moment the screentime is a bit unbalanced.
3. Even Sun ep3. Well... its bad I am not gonna lie, it feels like a huge commercial for beaches in Thailand with BounPrem as MC and it did make me wanna travel to thai islands, back to the story tho its very confusing and this is due to the script wich is scattered and unfocused at best, and the translation errors that are a huge amount so much that sometimes you canto even understend what a character means, the acting is fine our boys are doing the most in my opinion but I also like Mek's actor, overal i am sitting trough this cuz I really missed BounPrem in a main role and am anticipating Between Us so much
4. Sky In Your Heart ep5. ok I still have to watch the latest episodes and its tied to my opinikn on the show, and it's such a booooring show its not interesting I don't like how the characters act, especially Fah, the acting is nice and the visuals are pretty(scenary a la ATOTS wich was the reason I was exited for this show) To be fair I was already pissed with Star In My Mind and i didn't really like the last 6 episodes of that show but I was expecting more from this since the trailer, sky between the 2 was the one I had some expectation for but was disappointed the most by. I'll finish it just cuz its very short and the episodes are not that long but I probably wont enjoy the ride.
5 Mama Gogo ep.6: I FREAKING LOVE THIS SHOW(not BL eaven tho the cast is mostly composed by man) its so funny, light and holesome and over the top with the characters and the interactions and its so amazing it brightens my day, but I already knew from the trailer that Id love it, all the characters are amazing and unique and each one is having their spotlight and they are so funny especially Drake's charcter, Earth's character and Lee's character also I really like Annie she is a bad Bitch and she knows it
6. My Seacret Love ep7. I really like this show at the moment is my comfort show easy simple not too dramatic with lovely characters and relationship the problem au to this point got resolved preatty quikly with good comunication wich I really appreciate and I like the development the characters had since episode 1... exept for Tim I don't like him his so wishiwashi with how he acts you dob't understand his motivs cuz not even him understand himself and he takes his best friend and his feelings for granted never reflecting on his own making it unberable for him.
7. Astrophile ep13. (again not BL) last show and the one I am almost done with cuz its relising bi weakly. I like it its more on the dramatic side compared to other shows on this list(tho the most dramatic one I watched latly is Triage and that is on a compleatly different level cuz its so good) back to the series, I like how they show how women get treated by the work industry and how the pressure from family can break a person life making them the sole sorce of income amd how it takes a tol on them, there is also kind of a love triangle wich I dont like personally but its very mellow and it only makes you simpatize more with the second leed(our beloved Off), Kim the protagonist is a very lovely lead both i character and in visuals(mister Bright hellow) also First is in this and I am a huge suker for him since Not Me(I practically binged the series his in)
This are all the series I am watching at the moment, for the ones acrually reading this you can see that there is no Unforgotten Nights and Love mechanics or Check Out wich are the most poluar ones at the moment but I am not one bit interested in eather of those for different reasons for UN its the same reaso as KinnPorche(wich I have not watched maybe one day ill sit trough it and start it but not at tis moment) and that is the mafia plot line wich I am not a fan of at all and you can say I am too sensitive and that its only a show but its my life i decide what i watch must be something I am sure I am gonna enjoy and mafia stories are not it, you can pin it on me being Italian and being tought to stand against it but still I am entitled to my opinions.
Rant aside, maybe I will update this in the future but I am not sure, I also have no idea enyone is eaven interested in this
Series I am rewatching.... none I have bearly the time to watch the ones airing at the moment with my work skejule imagine rewatching a hole show, none the less the one I am planning on rewatching is: The Umbrella Accademy wich is neather thai nor BL but its one of my favourites show of all time and I wanna rewatch all 3 seasons together, other than that I wanna make myself suffer cuz I wanna rewatch Together with me(only that no bad romance nor next chapter I refuse to go trough both of those messess I dont hate myself thanks) cuz I kinda miss thos 2 idiots Korn and Knock
Ok series I am exited to watch. Lets start with the ones that have a release date wich are just a couple
1. War of Y: so exited for this one the story seems very interesting, with them bringing the dark side of BL to light with 4 different stories and 4 different couples, tho I am scared they will all have a sud ending lets cross fingers to me beig paranoid
2. Love in the air: I'll be compleatly upfront for this I have not watched anything from Mame, no TharnType, no Dont Say No, no Love By Chance(tho I dont know if LBC is in fact written by Mame i havent check I am lazy) so take that I will be going in to this story completly blind, I havent watched the other shows cuz the I didnt loke the plot the interaction and the characters it was too problematic for me but this one sems to have potential even tho the plot written on Mydramalist was kinda cringy but the trailer sparked my interest so we shall see
Now for the ones that still have no date od release(this ones in no particular order)
1. The Eclipse: just the cast would be enough to make me watch this show( HELLOOO First, Khaotung, Neo, Pawin, Louis and AJ like yess take my time and my soul) if you put in also a cool and dark story with a élite school that seems to be killing its students and maybe a time loops I am sold
2.The hole Midnight series by GMMTV so Midnight Motel, Moonlight Chicken and Dirty Laundry all 3 trailers sold it to me with story and cast
3.basically half of the shows in the 2022 borderless from GMMTV I will not write them all down its too much take those four aspecially the eclipse cuz off all its the one I am most intrigued by
4.Wish Me Luck. Na and Fiat in a main role??? YESS PLEASE its about time(que in falsettos song) they gave this boys a main role and not just a support one they deserve it
5.Transplant. just literally discovered this first of all existed, cuz I dont keep up with Thai novels cuz I have 0 access to them, and its the sequel of Manner Of Death and its connected with Triage! ( I love Sammon she is my new Godeess with her connected universe with cool couples and bad guys) and its just been unnounced as MaxTull new project!! exited
6.Make a Wish anothe Summon story with doctora and angels with our boy Fluke Natouch
I am done!!! this was a lot of work to write and nobody is gonna read it LOL, still it was fun to do it and put on "paper" what I was thinking of this shows i am watching an shows i wanna watch hope someone find this eather usefull, interesting or funny
I hope you all have a nice day and until the next post stay healty amd hydrated kisses
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the realisation that i was prolonging the inevitable by leaving things open-ended. hoping that he'd apologise one day. hoping that he'd change. hoping that he'd realise how he messed up with me.
i love him a lot more than i realised or let on. months of fuming about a stupid, petty, pointless argument doesnt change the fact that ive loved him for a long time now. and he's hurt me in more ways that one. and i've held onto hope, equally pointless hope, that he'd come to his senses and respect me in the way i deserve.
now, on a random tuesday night (funny how that happened), i've removed him and the memory of him from my life. all the chats we've shared over, what? 3 years? gone. flirting, genuine advice, and genuine conversations. and arguments. a situationship? who knew. i was in an on and off situationship too. no wonder my heart has been confused. a part of it has always been set aside for him. and he was never fucking worthy of it.
ive already cried all the tears and felt my heart breaking over him, when we already had the blowup and the argument and the mess of it all. its been months. its been ages. its done. i dont know why i left it so long.
his breadcrumbs are done. i did make a positive impact on your life, but you made very little impact on mine. well actually, it was huge. i love you! i love you for it. we had fun. but it became really unhealthy and toxic. most of the things i've had to say about you this year have been negative and confusing. because you're mixed messages and inability to commit and communicate without manipulating is confusing. anyway.
my heart hurts because i want to hold onto the memories. i dont want to erase another person who i shared a real connection with. not again, not after so many. but i needed to do this now. my heart is closed to the better blessings waiting on the other side, because your presence (or lack thereof) is a wall hiding me away from it all.
nostalgia is a fucking blessing and a curse. im constantly consumed by it. but magically, ive managed to escape it. and many times at that!
i didnt reach out to ja, i curved m (or i tried, failed, and was curved anyway), i curved al, i curved jo, i curved sh... i curved p. i even curved sa weeks ago. i dont know if any of that really counts but id like to think energetically it does. the fact that even without intending to i was able to evade them. BECAUSE WE DONT VIBRATE AT THE SAME LEVEL ANYMORE. because ive levelled up, subtly. i am not better nor worse, just different. were at different places in our journeys.
i dont owe it to anyone to reach out. not when i know theyre draining to interact with. including A. stupid stupid stupid taurus man. stupid taurus man that will always hold a special place in my heart, simply because he made me laugh more than anyone has been able to for a long time. thank you for that. i appreciate you. but i wont tell you that, because you hurt me, and that is unforgivable. to hurt me and have no remorse, and to withhold an apology from me for the sake of your ego, pride, manipulation and manliness... its the complete opposite of being a real man. and one day if you ever realise it and apologise, maybe ill give you the time of day. but to be completely honest, by then i will probably have found someone better.
too slow, my love. you fumbled a princess and you'll regret that one day. for now, good luck and i pray for you. but its back to my own grind. sorry, i cant take your call, im manifesting a dream right now.
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He found me
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warings: stalking, threatning, no use of Y/N, you/yours, use of nicknames, swaring, mentioned kidnapping, mentiond feminyzation, gramer mistakes, mentioned murderer ______________________________________________________________
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im not sure when i first saw Jester. Was it when i first moved here? or when he came to order coffie or perhaps... no thets not posible he couldnt have been there but still he doues fit the little description we had tall and with unrully brown hair no what im i thinking a lot of man much this discription. But he still feels fami-"____!" "huh?!" "whats going thrue thet head of yours sweetheart" "please dont cell me thet" "sure~" i sight as i shook my head before asking "the usuall?" "not today" thet suprised me a bit espeshally the fact thet he sed it calmly insted of his usual flirtyness "what do you recomend Darling" "ah there it is" i touth to myself before speaking "then i recomend (F/D) and i told you to not call me thet" "you didnt" "i did" "did not you sed not to cell you sweetheart" i gave him the im done with you look "well just call me by my name you alredy know it "as you wish" i gave him his drink before i moved to serve other costomers once i returned to where he was seated. The seat was allredy empty with some money left on the table i shook my head as i took the money and cleened up the table as i continued with my day. And soon enough my shift ended and i could go home. As i was locking up i couth a glims of goldish white mask and quicly tournd around only to see an empty street "fuck" i swore quaietly to myself as i started speed walking home trying to act like nothigs wrong until i saw my house and started sprinting i quickly unlooked the door walked in and shut them bihained me "fuuck" i sed in a shaky voise "guess Im moving again" i continued as i toured the light on in my kitchen "hi~" came a rather ethuastic voice from bihand me "i finaly found you~" how long?" i tournd around only to be met with a Jesters mask "oh dont look at me like thet" i could hear the pount in his voice moking me "how. long."i repided myself firmly with venom seeping thour my teath "oh how firce are you~ but to answer our question long enough for you to know how to make my coffie by heart by the way you own a really nice caffe would be a real shame if it had to close down if the owner was to disapire or its costemers were i dont know founed death just next door every single one one ofter a nother" "what. do. you. want." "calm down darling you dont want to repite the incident now do you" "answer the fucking question" "alride~ alride~ its quait simple really i want you but~" " but what some kind of a nother twisted game of yours?" " no no i mean i allredy tried and i can continue but no mather how patient im i just cant wait thet long for you to come to me willingly so i want a compromaise" "and why woul i agree to thet?" "simple becouse i wont kill anyone thet you interact with and you can keep your freedom" "your laying you just want me to drop my gaurd so you can kidnapp me" "oh darlin no if i wanted to kidnapp you i would allredy done so" "asshole and what will you get out of this" "hmm how about i will get to sleep in the same bed as you and i will get to dress you once a week im sure a nice green dress would look good on you~" "no way!" "fine fine i wont dress you" he singed disapointedly "the fact thet you want to shere a bed is even worse!" i yeled at him "let go of me!" i yelped as he thrue me over his shoulder "i sed let go!" i hit his back as hard as i could making him hiss " come on sweetheart its not like this is the first time we slept in a same bed" "you what!?" " dont worry i wont touch you inaproprietly not withount your concent at least now of to bed you go" he thrue me on the bed before joining me "let go!" i tried to get out of his grip " let go god dam-" "shh~" he covered my mouth "sleep"
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𝔨𝔢𝔢𝔥𝔬
what the fuck bitch? no its 𝖐𝖊𝖊𝖍𝖔 ew excuse me? nah daddio ewww uh she lite whaaat? fight! filipino awA what the fuck? ew ok so no go home aleiah its called assisted living saiki k. windows? no she literally has a horror story for every human being she interacts eut ew american sluht
shes beautiful? sleep over party? it was mee baby no me! so go home santa claus ho ho ho biscuit go home whore
no! she can! chinese! chinese! ew so fuck u mexican slutty blender
her neck was about to wait dont tell anybody this fall off? from? depression! skank it does feel better hahaha kirk dambra is ugly as shit
yes we did we killed her she came to neptune? how? cannibalism
no she cried for 10 hrs straight she just got back from earth again with her bf keeho what the fuck? 10 hrs?
were not being serious were being dead ass right shes coming back today
it is not true she was dead before she got here for 25 fucking minutes? no she was fine... i did it scary gangno yes im leaving earth to die with her soul body xkmekn no babg i wakeeho
luckily it wasnt real u have to lick her feet aniyah
no he wasnt lying hes in her room again no as fully aware as possible! she loves him and he loves her so he ate her body for 24 hrs a day 7 days a week he is not ok hes a asian gangster omg no hes coming for more to kill aniyah no he can hes dead gbc
i love her but i can see her again! i can see her again! shes my angel i love her aniyah who is that? its her lover scsry gangsta and i killed her today sgme?
he was pennywise i can see him eating me he was bad news hes dead
hes her father keeho as a ghost but he cant live without her so he? keeho
omg shes right! i have to go kill myself this instant no i wont tho im going home stay with me
ok i will stay with sg
i have stop lying im in her manga ew
hes gonna stay with desarae her body landed safely back to earth that was aniyah again no shes dead i was wrong xome desarse kll miss u forevdr no stop its nkt true
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Watching the owl house
Spoilers idk how to do a cut on mobile
YO WHAT THE FUCK
This BETTER be another dream fake out
I’m crying
The collector trying to fix her
Babies first experience with mortality
She turned into light glyphs I’m sobbing
Everyone knows what happened
BEAST MODE
“She’s really gone”
Yeah kiddo she’s in the ink realm now
HOOTY
ok I need those pj pants
He’s just watchin tv like the rest of us
Wait but why is hooty his eye
- is hooty literally his eye in the sky
FINALLY SOMEONE TELLS LUZ SHES BEING STUPID
BELOS IS TAKING OVER HIM
SHES GETTING ALL THE TITAN MAGIC WHAT
I’m sobbing why didn’t this get a longer run
HEYO BIG SKELLY
Someone save the puppets
- wait wait what is the magic run out?
If I know my daughter she wont let dying stop her
NO NOT MY LITTLE KITTY MEOWMEOW
I thought he was talking about his TEARS
- what IS THIS STUFF
God damnit this snake is so stupid I still hate it so much
Why???? She look like that. Tiktok is going to have a feild day with this cosplay material
EDA TEACHING LUZ HOW TO DO MAGIC CIRCLES WOTH THE SAME DIALOUGLE
I’ve rewatched those 12 times
THE ANIMATION THE LIQUID ANIMATION
Also this remix slaps
THE FLOWERS
The Titan MAGIC WEH
THE LIGHT GLYPH
No not skelly crumbling
EVERYONE USING GLYPHS TO SAVE THE DAY
- Camilla just drawing them out like a badass
Did that motherFUCKER JUST BARK
Oh EW I did not expect the boiling isles to literally look that gorey
Yay fun magic adventure to go stab kings dads heart to dead
NOT RAINE IF THEY DONT MAKE IT IM GOING TO KILL MYSELF
- they remind me too much of my partner if they croak I’m I’m going to loose it
—HEY LET THEM KISS THE FUCK
Why does Luz’s hat have a little light bubble on it
YES BITCH RIP HIM TO SHREDS
wait don’t fucjing monologue babe just kill him
To SHREDS YOU SAY
That was a good fucking frame
Adopt the baby plz you guys can each get one hit on him but after that everyone be friends like in the mark comics
WHERES LUZ ok there she is
FUCK OFF PHILLYBOY
KiLL HIM
Yes the rain
Oh ew what
He is NOT human
HEY FUCK YEAH STOP HIM TO DEATH
-is she not human anymore
WHAT THE FUCK
Is that what he wanted to say to him
She is… not going to be able to go back to the human realm and be normal
Also was like, the boiling isle only one fucjing wacko island that the rest of the demon realm like didn’t touch bc belos? Like the post apocalyptic America of this universe
YES LET THE GAY DADS KISS
darius father of the year award
SYNTH HELL YEAH I’m going to listen to that on repeat for years
Who the FUCK was that third guy
STEVE??? CANON STEVE WHAT DID THEY JUST TAKE THE DESIGN THAT COMIC GUY HAD I DINT THINK WEVE SEEN STEVE BEFORE???
Hey I’m so gay wtf eda making raine a NEST
When ur aunt has a kid and ur cousin is the most annoying and dangerous 9 year old on the planet
OH 2 GAY KISSES DANA REALLY SAID YOU CANT CANCEL THE SHOW AGAIN CAN YOU
NOT EDA BEING NERVOUS TO MEET CAMILA
HOOTSIFER
No Titan magic?? I’m crying
-can she do magic now? From her staff I guess?
IS SHE MOVING
GRADUATION?? WhiTH WHOMST
Oh wait this is going to be a Vee fake out
Oh worm that IS vee??
DANA TERRECE GIVING THE WRITING SCHOLARSHIO AWARD
Wait did they go back to the human realm? Why is hooty interacting with a person
NEW HAIRCUT ALERT AMITY SLAYING DAILY
Mmmmm is that a twilight baseball reference or am I just brain dead
STRINGBEANS CORNER
UNIVERSITY OF WILD MAGIC FINALLY THE FAKE OUT WE WERE WAITING FOR
ALSO GROWN UP LUZ IS SO NB VIBES FRFR
Is that AMITYS NECKLACE
I want that snake shirt so bad
TATTOO LUZ HAS A TATTOO
Also two ear piercings slay
“It’ll be nice to finally see everyone again” so DID she go to regular or magic highschool tell us
LUZ YOU SAW THEM LAST WEEK I NEED TO STOP PAUSING AND WATCH THE SHOW
VEE IS SO FUCKING CUTE IM CRYING
I’m making those tshirts
SOLD TO THE NOCEDAS WHAT IS THAT A NEW PORTAL THE COLLECTOR CREATED
- imagine hearing that everytime you come in
THE RECEEATION OF THE INTRO
The animation
I’m sobbing
HEY YOU FUCKKNG COWARDS WHY CAN YOU NO CONSISTENTLY DRAW FAT PEOPle I saw Willow flying and went fuck yeah but then she walks around and they skinny washed her again
Hunter palisman carver adorable
Ok I appreciate the animation but was it important to make that huntlow scene so beautiful and yet STILL NO KISS
AW ALL THE MATCHUNG TATTOS ARE FLAPJACK
Liliths plans I’m screaming “disco maybe”
AMITY SMASH SMASH SMASH
That’s what I wanna look like
HARPY LILITH THE FUCK
ok that girl playing the harp I know we know her name but smash smash love the new hair
Professor dog boy for life
BUMO HAS A HOOTY PATCH ON HIS GARDENING GEAR
We’re going to see a high uptake in patch based fashion this year thanks Dana
VINEY HEALING MADE ME CRY AGAIN
dARIUS AND AMITYS DAD SITTING IN A TREE
Also raine hello smashsmashsmashsmash
SHORT HAIR GIRL TWIN where’s the brother
NOT THE BABY WHALE
Oh there he is and he looks no different but I’m glad he’s vibing
DEMON REALM HUMAN REALM EXCHANGE PROGRAM WHEN IM MAKING TSHIRTS
GUS’S HAIR IM SCREAMING
HEADMASTER EDA SMASHSMASH A HUNDRRED TIMES SHE HAS A FUCKING HOOK
Wait wait the basilisks I’m crying
TEEN KING HES SO SCRUFFY
THE GATE IS THE OWL HOUSE I CALLED IT
KING-CENEAÑERA IM SOBBING
The bat babies hanging upside down got me
They sounded ALOT less haunted than our birthdays FUCKING MOOD BUDDY
PAINYATA WILL HE NEVER KNOW PEACE
Ok that dress goes HARD
Spider cake Steve has my heart
Noooo kings glyphs have horns I’m crying
THE BYE AND EVERYONE WAVING I AM UNWELL
Ok gtg cry before rehearsal I’ll see you all in therapy
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hi its 🎀!
first off, sorry for this delayed response. ive been off my socials since i was craving productivity after being ill for a while.
now let me just say…
OHHH MY GODDD !!
what a teaser that was! you have certainly blessed us with an amazing chapter and teaser!!
chapter 15 was definitely a hard read. i kind of forgot just how young george is. hes already writing a will at his age?? many people dont even think about a will until theyre in their 50s. i cant bear seeing george like this. 😕
i cant stop thinking about his mum. if he did phone her.. what would it be like? well, of course its going to be emotional for everyone. but what would he say? i find it hard enough as it is to catch up with my family, so its obviously even harder for george. i know you did mention something about a phone call to his mum, but i seem to have forgotten the full sentence. are we ever gonna see george and his mum interact again? or is george just gonna avoid her ?
i have so many questions about chapter 15 but i wont overload you with my rambling nonsense.
before i finish let me just repeat this again: OH MY GODD. that was literally my reaction to the teaser. i always wondered what was up with seb and nico - and now were finally putting the pieces together! im nervous just thinking about how the rest of the chapter is going to turn out, so much tension!
anyways.. thats all! i hope you have a great day and i cant wait for the next chapter 😊
Hi dear 🎀, I am glad you are feeling better and being productive!
So about chapter 15, I mean it's a fact that people who grow up with trauma tend to mature faster, in a way that they also stay immature in many areas in life. Combined with his desire for control, George would of course think of having a will, especially after the disasters of chapter 11.
I really want him to talk to his mum but I am having trouble characterizing his mum without falling into a cliché. Since we have no material regarding what kind of a person she is, I hope you people wouldn't mind me freestyling. I want them to have a loving relationship and since he is the youngest child and his siblings are probably pretty much settled, she could also focus on him. Moreover, I remember reading that his father had to work hard to keep him karting so since now he is making good money, we could imagine a relaxed family environment. We will see...
You can ramble all you want and ask your questions, here or with a private message. I just love talking about desecration, okay? You would never bore me!
Well regarding the teaser, Jenson and Seb are a little fucked since Nico resurfaced into his petty self but don't forget that he was described as tired so he might not have it in him to have a full-blown fight. And poor Daniel just wants to make progress while adults are bickering like children. I just can't!!!
Thank you so much for your kindness and for taking the time to drop me your feedback. I hope you have an amazing day!
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I didnt get time to write it down earlier, but im gonna try and do what he asked. 
I’ll write it down here and see if I can relay it back to him later. 
I’ve just gotta try and figure it out myself, first. He called me, after not hearing hardly anything all day I couldnt wait to talk to him and hear his voice. But he just wanted to ask me for a lift... It upset me at first. No “how are you, I’ve missed you, been busy today”, nothing. And we had plans cancelled last night and we havent set a new date to reschedule it. And now he’s got plans to go out. I’m happy he is going out with people, its just the fact that that was his priority over than plans we had. But oh well, thinking about it now its not a big deal, it was just in the moment I got abit heated over it. But yeah, I think the thing that acc upsetted me was that that was it, all he wanted to talk about over the phone was asking for a lift. Like I woulda preferred him acc talk about it? Say who’s going, who brought it up, idk just acc have a conversation. I think its coz Ive heard so little from him today, and yesterday too tbf. I’m not so meh about it now, but at the time of the call it had defo niggled at me. My mind makes me perceive things in the most worst light. It was just a question Georgia, he’s busy at work and its quicker to ask on a call than message me back, plus woulda looked rude to message me that after all the message I sent ? See it makes sense. Why can;t I think like this in the moment ?!?!? I’ve never driven to or thru walthamstow before, that’ll be interesting. I hope he gets drunk. Yes, a drunk Jordan and I can take him home !! I want him to have a good time out. 
what was I even writing about again ? Oh how I felt/feel. Well atm I’m just ill and tired. Atleast I’m super busy at work that stupid shit doesnt have time to affect me. I’ve had some fleeting thoughts.. tryna think of what so I could maybe bring it up to him later... but they have gone, thats the thing, they come and go and then theyre gone. Idk how to talk about sommin that just flashes by in my head. 
And omg yesterdayyyyy ! Like he’s asking whats wrong and its literally like someone in my head put everything in a bag and walked off with it. I had nothing to give him. And tbh I think its the way he asks? and the way he reacts? He thinks if he gets all strict he’ll get it outta me, but it shuts me off. Then he tells me to grow up, ugh I hate that. Again goes back to how he treats me. If I go nonverbal, I need a soft response. Like I have nothing in my head, therefore nothing is gonna come out??? So how is squinting at me and wording things in a mean way gonna help??? (see this is why I cant just let him read my blog, I feel like I word things in sucha mean way and I dont mean it to come across like that). 
And then that just freaked me out more coz then he brings up that his sister wants me over for dinner.... Not like its hard enough meeting her when she knows the history of everything. To then see him be around Lottie.. I’m so scared to see it. To see him treat her how I want to be treated. Him being soft and caring and playful. Like I’ll get upset and jealous and thats so messed up ?? And thats just one layer to it ! I still feel like Lottie will compare me to Georgia. She loved that kid and I know the kid loved her too, I aint that way inclined so like of course shes not gonna like me the same ? And Lottie means alot to Jordan so if we don’t get along enough or whatever that worries me. What if he sees I’m shit with kids and that turns him off of me? Its all just too much. Ik I’ll have to face it one day and meet and interact with her but I really dont want to. You;re probs overthinking it again, but am I really ? Like we know if she gets the soft cutesty attitude and treatment that it’ll be horrible to witness, aint overthinking that ? true. But maybe he isnt like that with her ? Thought of that ? But he mostly likely is.. You’ll just have to grin and bare the experience wont ya. I just dont want little me getting hurt anymore. It’s sucha fuzzy and supressed part of me now. Maybe thats why I havent been okay lately. 
Ive been feeling like I’m lacking something. I couldnt ever pin it. I always bring it back to me overthinking or being overly emotional or whatever. Like everytime I think “oh he doesnt want me as much anymore” or sommin he proves me wrong with his actions pretty soon after. But I still cant help feeling like theres sommin, idk if its missing or im not getting enough or what but idek what it is ? Am I making it up ? Well that’d be dumb, but you know you try to hurt yourself in weird ways. Youre probably convincing yourself youre not entirely happy because everything isnt tip top perfect but like ?? What is it then ? If it was real you wouldnt have to dig to find out, right ? Idk. 
I dont even feel the same as to when I started writing all this. How tf am I gonna relay this onto him later ? ooooo now I just thought about what he said yesterday, thats a wholeeeee other thing imma be thinking about now. I wanna write it down but I gotta still get shit done before end of work. maybe later 
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ririspace · 3 years
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Hey! Can I request Gi-hun comforting the reader and sort of being like a father figure to them during the game?? Yeah as you can tell, I have issues with my actual father 💀
is everything alright at home??😭but yes of course!once again i am sorry for any grammatical errors,english is not my first language
GI-HUN AS YOUR FATHER FIGURE DURING THE GAME HCS!
father figure gi-hun is so precious man..<\3
contains angst at the end,other than that its just fluff
tags: @jeonselca
also i feel like this song suits the hcs
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he too sees you as his daughter(or child),so the relationship is mutual
hes the one that dragged you into the group since you helped him once during his fight with deok su and sae byeok
would definitely offer you food if the food given to you wasnt enough,he dont mind sharing
gives you warm smiles and gaze every time you shared eye contact
if you asks him to sleep besides him,he’d join you without hesitation.he doesnt want you to feel anxious or scared abt the next game,although it might take one of you guys’ life—he’d pat your back,put an arm over you so you’d feel safer :,)
dont be afraid to ask him a hug or to hold hands with you!he knows how stressful the situation is and physically affection with ppl makes him calm too :))
he wont let you stay awake or participate in the night parol watch,as he worries it might tires you for the next game.but if you really wanted to,he’d watch your back all the time.
if you share your stories with him,he will always be there to lend an ear,no matter what the topic is.its calming to have a little intimacy/bonding moment in stressful time.you’d exchange stories and vents to one another without any judgements
cracks you dad jokes,all the time 😭
afraid to go to the toilet alone?fear not!he will be waiting for you outside the stall to keep you company,its nothing weird dw
if youre hurt,he would definitely make a scene to call the guards,he doesnt care if he embarrass himself,all he want is for you to stay alive as long as you can,as you mean a lot to him.
during the riot,he would make sure youre always close with him,not letting a single bruise or scar on your body,he’d feel so horrible if you got hurt under his care
will always be by your side or close to you no matter what,he feel responsible to care for you.he loves you as much as he do to his daughter
he would always pat your head as his gesture for “good job kiddo”—or just casually head patting you
he doesnt mind if you call him as “dad” or “mr.gi-hun”
would sing songs and karaoke with you to release stress,hes a fun man to hang out with—his singing might not be the bestes but he tried,ok?😭
although theres some times where he’d snapped,he would immediately apologize,so its no worries
bestest father figure you could find and have under a week
what ifs interactions with you in(SPOILER ALERT/ANGSTY)
episode 6
you both would be excited because youre confident that you’d make a good team with him,it goes well until the announcement.would any of you willing to kill each other?
both of your hearts dropped.neither both of you played the game until the last 8 mins.you spend the rest minutes of the game period crying and grieving over each other, this is it?killing off each other??he feel like hes killing his own child.he cant do that.
but would you kill him?obviously no.he has a daughter to look after to,a mother to take card of.you’d rather sacrifice yourself than killing your own father figure.
it was devastating.your last goodbye with him hurts both of you to the core.you guys hugged for ages.he wont let you go,how could he?but he had to.and you know he should.you let go of his arms gently,giving him a signal that it is time,this is the end of your relationship and adventures you experience these past days.
“thank you for giving and showing me what my father could’ve give me.thank u,mr.gi-hun.”you cried,as the guard points a gun to your head.
bang.
episode 9(skipped some of the early part of it-so in this context it is basically your death scene):
devastated,he holds you in his arms,grieving.his own ‘child’ died on his hand.his dirty hands.hes a sinner.
you reassure him at your last breath that it is definitely not his fault,its just how the game works.you asked him to fulfill any wish you have in mind.obeyed,he promised to fulfill your wish(es).
he’d be so depressed after the game.he feel numb,he’s a sinner.he killed his ‘child’ for his own good.he’s guilty.he blame himself everyday and wished you both couldve met in a better way.imagine the relationship you both couldve have.oh well.
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dont take overtime again! ive missed you so much
ft. childe,zhongli,kaeya,diluc,
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tw // none
warnings // none!!
genre; fluff ....
summary; s/o has been coming home late and tired, your boyfriend has taken note of this and decides to suprise you with something at home
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Childe
. would not want you to overwork yourself, once you come home hes trapping you with hugs
. seceretly would tell your boss that your sick and cant attend
. you’d be sleeping for a long time and probably wont even wake up for work tomorrow, you think your late
“What time is it..?” You mumbled, trying your best to speak to your lover.
“Its already 12 pm, dont worry you’re not going to work anytime soon. Instead— why dont you give me some hugs hm?” Childe said, quickly going to bed with you.
“Childe I love you and all but can you please let me go, I really have to—“
“No no no. You must be tired, I prepared food for you too, here!” He said, delivering the tray of breakfast he made for you.
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Zhongli
. he doesnt notice until your schedule FULLY changes immediately
. he gets worried, every time you return home your always so tired
. would not take action until it comes to a certain extent
“Dear, have you been taking overtime shifts?” He asks, helping you with the bags you’ve been carrying and putting them aside near the couch.
You two relax on the said couch, you resting your head on his chest while he hugs and holds you tight.
“Sorry ‘Li..” You apologized, he shook his head and gave you a quick peck on the cheek.
“If it becomes too much, tell me and ill talk to your boss about it. Okay?”
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kaeya
. if you were a normal citizen, he wouldnt care
. but you’re his partner! what kind of boyfriend would he be if he didnt take care of you?
. would wait for you to come home! it doesnt matter how long he has to stay at the hallway, he will wait.
The door clicks open, revealing you, exhausted from all the work and errands you did.
“Kaeya—“
“Ah ah ah, explain? You keep coming home late
nowadays, whats up? Talk to me.” Kaeya cut you off
“Im sorry I just got busy today, the adventurers guild was out of members so they gave me all the work..” You sighed, you feel a pair of arms sneaking by your sides. The blue haired boy embraced you in a hug.
“You couldve asked me for help you know...”
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diluc
. much like kaeya, he wouldnt care if you were a normal citizen.
. he has his own work, and hes already tired. so why would you do the exact same as him?
. would question you about it, you try to deny it but hes been pestering you too much
“(name), what’s your boss’ name again?” He asked.
“Oh— um, why?” You said, dragging your words. God, you’re so exhausted you just want to fall asleep on the spot ....
“Because, theyve been overworking you. Giving you alot of tasks that can be split for members, thats unfair isnt it? Just tell me their name, and itll be fine.” Diluc insists, you shake your head
“Im sorry Diluc, I cant. They did nothing wrong okay? It was my desicion to take the overtime shifts.” You replied.
“Fine, but you wont be going to work for the next 2 days. You need rest”
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