#i don’t think it needs any tbh

[blossoms-and-possums]

regulus: i don’t like people

james: aw, that’s not fair, reg. have you met all of them?

regulus: i’ve met enough of them

regulus: people.

regulus: *scoffs*

regulus: what a bunch of bastards

#i’ve had this in my head for so long and i’ve never seen anyone else do this but if someone else has i’m sorry #source: the it crowd #regulus would #i imagine him drinking a mug of black coffee during this interaction #and james looking at him with a bemused look #i won’t give any other context for the situation #i don’t think it needs any tbh #regulus is just a grumpy guy #and james the perpetual people pleaser ofc cannot fathom being so dismissive of the entire human species #but when regulus does it james thinks it’s endearing <3 #jegulus #james potter #regulus black #incorrect quote #possum prattles

[piccolos-bigtoe]

Posting this here cause it’s been a while since I last posted and I am actually pretty proud of this…. I am making a mock RED brochure for my graphic design class and this is the cover…. I need five more panels I literally spent all of Wednesday working on this because text is my enemy and I am never satisfied with it but like actually taking a break from working on it and looking again later i was like “huh actually that’s not bad.” Sitka banner font easily in my top ten….

I was so proud of it I set it as my phones Home Screen…. Legitimately want to transfer to graphic design but I am torn. I currently am in studio art and have my own personal studio (it is shared between me and three friends tho), if I switch to graphic I lose that, and I really value my space cause I’ve been using it for like,,, four years pretty much (two I would sneak in there before I was in college cause my sibling owned it before I did, these past two it’s been my spot). It has memories and art work (that would REAAALLLYY suck to transport because there are LARGE pieces like LARGE) okau I will be real I am posting and rambling because I am stalling on cleaning my room… I am lazy……. I also just like to talk…. Accidentally woke up at 12 instead of 9 oops…

Work is REALLY gonna pile up this month…. I have a quilt, a weaving, and four papers for one class, my brochure and a 12 month calendar (obvi also gonna be tf2 themed calendar because i am insane…) for graphics, a screen print, and a paper and performance piece for another class… but I will make it thru E Z, after this I’m home free baby, summer is here ‘,B)

#tf2 #my art #team fortress 2 #tf2 fanart #tf2 scout #Oughh….. I need him esploded by a landmine…. NAOW!!!!!!!!! #I am kind of nervous to present this to my class #because no offense to any of them but they are all kind of normies #so I don’t know if they will think this is cool or weird #but tbh I don’t care what they think either I guess

[transmascissues]

i could honestly write a whole essay on how the internet’s obsession with romanticizing ‘girl dads’ while simultaneously making fun of ‘boy moms’ and gender reveal parties is directly related to a pervasive lack of care for trans men&mascs even among supposedly pro-trans people.

#if people cared about young transmascs at all #they would not be encouraging dads to make their whole identity as a parent based around their kid being a girl #because if they cared about us they would realize that some of those kids might not be girls #and that those kids will absolutely feel how their parent looks at them differently when they don’t fit that father-daughter image anymore #it’s also very much based in misogyny. that would be part of the essay too #we’re very comfortable making fun of moms and don’t care how the parenting we idealize might hurt daughters #tbh we need to start talking about benevolent sexism again #bc some of y’all really seem to think that as long as the surface content is positive it can’t possibly be harmful #and that’s simply not how any of this works and i thought we already knew that #transandrophobia #transandromisia #transmisandry #virilmisia #virilphobia #anti transmasculinity #transmascphobia

[stuckinapril]

I’m finally biting the bullet and contacting a therapist today after being ambivalent ab it for so long… this hellsite has its many disadvantages but one thing I can say is it has truly helped me be less scared of pursuing therapy. Silver lining etc etc

#And to be clear I have nothing against therapy. I’ve seen it do wonders for other people #I think the reason it’s a point of defeat (just a little) for me to be like ok. I need a therapist. Is bc I’m admitting to myself that I #need one to begin w. And I get it’s not healthy but I always liked to think I could handle anything by myself #That was even the whole point of this blog. It was supposed to serve as a conduit for these feelings #And I’m not saying I don’t have a support system. I do. I have many wonderful friends #But I struggle to be vulnerable at all tbh and whenever I am I’m guilty ab it bc #I understand so many people have busy lives & I feel like an emotional burden on them by venting #Despite them telling me that it’s totally fine. Obvi a therapist is literally paid to listen so no guilt there #And I think that’s what I need #I’m not like on the brink of a psychotic break or anything but it’s just little things. I think it’d be nice to sit in someone’s office for #One hour a week and just go. That did bother me actually. I am tired actually. I do feel that way actually. #Rather than just burying my feelings w school and a busy schedule #I don’t think therapy will make me any less of a workaholic anytime soon but it’ll at least allow me to slow down one hour a week #And also not bottle shit up so fuckin much #But ya all of this is to say I’m drafting the email to her RIGHT now . #Starting the day off strong by oversharing on tumblr dot com

[jomeimei421]

GYAAHHH people are reblogging ANCIENT art of mine

#mei talks #😭💀✌️ we don’t speak of Roosterteeth here any longer but #I genuinely do miss being in the RvB community! the people there were so so kind to me #I was something like 13 or 14 and still finding my legs art wise! I grew up in the community surrounded by people who #really poured their hearts and souls into their stuff and were sooo so kind to me #the art and writing communities were super tight and I actually am still in touch with many of them #including the man the myth the legend jason weight o7 you could have saved RvB if they kept you on for s18 king #like I still remember the day saltsanford sent me like. a 4 ask long text wall screaming about my lyric comic while I was in line at ax #nearly fainted #ahh my lyric comic….I still have it up on ur channel. before my dad passed away he would always show me when it hit a new milestone in view #old art is always kind of embarsssing and tbh I think my interpretations of the characters made me well known much more than my art skill #but after high school my life kind of. fell apart in a lot of ways. dad dying was def a part of that 💀 and I think I found orv exactly at #the time I needed it. but looking back at my old RvB stuff is kind of like #a little time capsule ig. I was happier then but I’ve grown up a lot too

[napping-sapphic]

Reason of the week for why i need a gf/partner: take bath with me after work to make sure i don’t fall asleep and drown

#also to lovingly rub my scalp as they wash my hair #wlw #wlw mood #sapphic #sapphism #lesbian #was very close today #i think ive said it before but i usually am not the type of person who likes being cared for #BUT work has got me NEEDING that #never wanted to be held so badly before i s2g #criminal that i feel THIS single during PRIDE month smh #suggestive #cw suggestive #i guess?? #i don’t mean it that way but tbh i also don’t NOT mean it that way so if anyone wants any tags lmk #im always happy to add them #and if my future gf/partner/etc is out there: wtf why are you not here so we can cuddle so rude honestly :( #im gay and i like sleeping

[itspileofgoodthings]

If Jane Austen could write about my family from the outside and I could read it then maybe I would be healed.

#moving out has helped! but is there is not a new social life/core for me yet #maybe ever? idk #but within the actual family unit there is ….. so much going on #so much suffering. so much change. unbelievable levels of stress and anxiety and depression #like I really cannot emphasize enOUGH how much #and my parents are essentially full time caregivers #and I both want to help and be a stabilizing factor and I also want to be honest about how much of a toll it takes on me #because i think it’s A Lot #but also I don’t like modern rhetoric on any of these difficult topics and I reject it even though I use a lot of the language #hence why I need Jane Austen to do it for me #to bring this full circle #anyways if you could say a prayer for us. for my parents especially but also my sister #well all the sisters and my brothers! #anyway reflecting angsting etc. #tbh I would love to know the medium of the average family’s unhappiness and stress #Because I think ours is off the charts #But idk. Would love to know more tbh #I would love to know if a lot of it just the human condition! But sometimes I’m just like this is not normal lol #thanks for listening

[aceofstars16]

The depression and emptiness is real tonight, prayers appreciated

#I don’t have the energy or desire to fight them right now so I think I’m just resigned it to and I don’t know if that’s better or worse tbh #church didn’t really give me the encouragement I was needing #though one interaction at least made me feel missed and wanted #I still have no clue what to do though #I have counseling on Thursday so I guess we’ll see if that helps any #prayer request

[yami-in-leather]

New art for the Bitter Rabbit Café coming in August!!

All of the Bitter Rabbit shop items are so cute I could screeeeeam

#kuroshitsuji #ciel phantomhive #sebastian michaelis #black butler #grell sutcliff #undertaker #y’all the hats with the bunny ears are seeeending me that’s sooo cuuuute #do we even need to talk about grell I mean my god she’s drop dead gorgeous?!?!!!!!!!! #and undertakers braid is making me love him when I don’t want to lol #their bitter rabbit personas should all be for sale I mean grells is adorable!!!! #and is that who I think it is in the background 👀 #as always ciel’s got THE most amazingly stylish outfit on jesus he’s such a style icon #Sebastian getting some gold accents on his suit is wonderful 10/10 he should always have that #also they’re matching bc of course they are lol #Sebastian’s like the parent at Disney that makes you wear matching homemade family tshirts #he thinks it’s cool but really it’s just drowning ciel in embarrassment lol #ok I’m done now! I absolutely love every part of this 🤗 #tbh if that’s all the merch we’re getting it could be better tho #mainly talking about the mug here and I can’t see the bag well enough to make a decision on that one #of course I’m always here for any edition of bitter rabbit we can get tho #thinking about flying back to Japan just to sit in this cafe and never move again and also spend all my money lol

[cuteniaarts]

Behold, my latest and most enamouring new obsession:

Malina, Lady of the Chief of the Northern Water Tribe. As if Red Lotus child OCs weren’t niche enough

#my art #artists on tumblr #the legend of korra #lok malina #still feel like that’s too vague of a tag but I can’t come up with anything better for now #and yeah. she has completely stolen by heart and I don’t know how to feel about that #don’t think I ever was this attracted to my own art before #to be fair the design isn’t mine. it’s very heavily based on something nina drew back in 2021 #because I did not have the energy or creativity to come up with my own thing #but the art is all mine and I genuinely adore it. super proud of myself which is a rare occurrence #anyways. kat and I spent three days digging this niche lower and lower and now have a he #*hell of a lot of lore about this basically nonexistent character #for lore about a lady from the North Pole a lot of it is rather hot… to the point my cheeks are burning non stop #I would say I’d let her do anything she wants to me but in my very specific aroace-adjacent case it’s more like #I’d let her tell me to do anything she wants to her #if that makes any sense and I have not completely lost my goddamn mind yet #okay. enough yapping. back to the art itself #lazy background because I suck at those and am not currently attempting to learn them. I’ll probably do that over the summer #about time anyway. my characters have been placed against an off-white background for far. far too long #this is the first piece in just over a year that isn’t tagged with sotrl. which is kinda weird tbh #I’ve been drawing my OCs almost exclusively for nearly 5 years so it is genuinely surprise I’m branching out #*surprising #less branching out and more diving from one hole into another but y’know #anyway. in my personal and very correct opinion she turned out absolutely gorgeous #her servants are way too lucky and unalaq is way too much of an idiot. no offence to vaatu but he could never beat out this #and I also have Kat’s personal and very correct opinion to back up my own. two against the void. once again we’re winning #I wanna draw her a lot more bc she has completely possessed my brain. I just wish character interactions were easier to draw 😭 #I’ll figure it out. just need to fight my visualisation issues for a proper idea. brb #okay I’m almost at the tag limit so. in summary: #she 🩵🩵🩵🩵🩵

[fossilizations]

girl who is normal: ya i made a spreadsheet of all my clothes

#havnt packed dresses yet so thats why theyre not here #tbh i feel guilty wanting to buy more clothes looking at all this… the idea is i can see what i have better and maybe wear stuff more #and if i consistently find myself not wearing something it’s time to let her go lol #also i don’t have any plain black pants… and i think i need more light layers #aaaargh

[foxgloveinspace]

I think I stopped feeling silly about how much Sleep Token has influenced how much I want to pick back up my practice (and honestly my motivation to practice) yesterday when I was on a binge of Chaotic Witch Aunts older videos and found out they had a small section of their alter dedicated to Florence Welch, and how they talked about how much Florence + the Machine influenced their witchcraft, and it was honestly very freeing lmao.

#very much so #sleep token #for blacklist #delete later #maybe #I’m still….. I don’t know if I think sleep is a god tbh #I am still like ‘meh I think Sleep is a coping mechanism’ but maybe they are a spirit and not a deity #I’m also wondering if sleep is a spirit that Vessel no longer works with #and that’s why he’s feeling the need to maybe change the mask #cause I’ve been thinking a lot about how the mask is a devotion to sleep and not just a protecting thing for Vessel #which makes it soooo fucking much more upsetting that people are trying to like…. spread his identity around #like if he unmasks that’s his choice #I personally…. I don’t want them too just cause I like it but the music is the important part here and if Vessel feels like the mask is no #longer important to his music then that’s that. #and honestly??! all of this could just be for the aesthetic he might not actually be a witch/practitioner he might have just liked the #aesthetic of it all and that’s fine too!! #but also Sundowning is supposedly a spell so there’s that #hmmmm any way if you read all my fucking rambling. thanks I guess #I’m just having a moment. and adhd moment

[dostarsfallatall]

“My Bisexual phase was so embarrassing” I came out to someone who I thought was my friend who then proceeded to out me too half our class including telling them the girl I had a crush on long before we were even friends that “friend” was also a lesbian..

Side note: I no longer go to that school and I’m now homeschool for different reasons

#tbh I have tears in my eyes while typing this out #lgbtq community #lgbtqia #lgbtq #lgbt pride #lgbtqiia+ #being outed #homophobia #sorry if people get butthurt about this #i hate valentine’s day #and art class #school is a living hell #aroace #fear of love #🙂‍↕️🙂‍↕️🙂‍↕️ #i hate her #fear of commitment #this fucked me up it happened back in like 6th grade sometime in 2022 #I think I’m somewhere between #Cupidoromantic #and lithromantic #is that even possible #idk anymore #this was kinda just a vent so y’all don’t need to pay it any mind

[sadlazzle]

was definitely absolutely abt to destroy dung eater but a giant crab decided to join the party and crushed me frm offscreen like a bit in a comedy series

#loving eleonora’s poleblade. good weapon #sacrificing a bit of damage compared to bhf but the speed and bleed make it worth it tbh #i was considering using hoslow’s petal whip i won’t lie #relatively decent range with good bleed buildup. damage is eh compared to the poleblade #but ive not used whips in any souls game b4 so that’s a maybe at best #also thinking of switching to crossbow instead of a regular bow #would need to invest in more endurance so i can keep my carry weight med #but im thinking it may be better than the bow #do bow talismans apply to crossbows ? maybe a stupid question but not when it pertains to a souls game #cause if they don’t that may influence my decision .. #plum plays elden ring: mohg madness

[itstimeforstarwars]

Sometimes I find myself gazing at a cool stamp consideringly and I have to remind myself that I do not need another collection hobby.

#chit chat #i already collect coins i do not need something else taking up space in my house that does nothing #sometimes it bothers me that I’ve become the deeply uncool old guy from any children’s show #but mostly it does not because the delight i get from looking at pocket change in hopes of something new is fun #you too could get into this hobby for the low low price of using cash instead of card #and having enough money left over after rent to actually pay for groceries! #which is admittedly sometimes a very high barrier #tbh i would not have this hobby if i had not started it as a small child #i used to collect wheat pennies back when cash was normal to use #i don’t think I’ve seen a wheat penny in nearly ten years now

[miralparis]

ahhh 🫣

#30 today #i really will miss 29 i liked that age #all these pandemic birthdays though have just flown by like I don’t really remember my late 20s when i think about it rn #law school didn’t help with that haha but eh whatever #i miss liking my birthday not like I’m afraid to get older by any means (other than that weird feeling of no longer in my 20s) #which is mostly just hoping I didn’t waste it all away #i just need one of these jobs to pan out like I feel like I’m on autopilot lately and it’s not fun #i don’t want to do anything grand with life #but just wanna try and enjoy it more?? ugh once again why can’t we live with universal basic income #if i could afford to make coffee all day i would keep doing that tbh #katie.txt