#i know these things im a twin lol

[romeulusroy]

Being Sam's Twin With Your Own Abilities Would Include:

A/N: Based off this imagine :) I really liked the idea and wanted to write more! Contains s1/s2 spoilers! Just writing to write lol I missed it and I'm having fun 💜

Being twins, you and Sammy were always close

Everyone who saw you asked if you were identical. Clearly you weren't, but people asked stupid questions when it came to twins

John had not one to blame, but two, each of you paying in your own way. He could be mean when he wanted, and after it happened, you'd find one another, not really talking about it, just looking for company

"You think all Dads say these things?"

"I don't know, I really don't know."

You and Sam formed your own babble baby language that freaked both John and Sam out. You'd laugh and laugh and it wouldn't make any sense but to the both of you

You don't remember the language, but you two still crack each other up and share these knowing looks that no one else can decipher. You can bicker and yell and laugh and joke just with your eyes

The two of you lived in Dean's hand-me-downs. Sam hated it, but you never minded. Everything was already worn and comfortable. Plus it made you feel special, like you were cool like your big brother

Yelling at you, Dean and John would get your names mixed up and that would just make them angrier

You and Sam would comfort one another when you were scared, hiding under the blankets with a flashlight

Sam learned to read first, he always so smart, so at night he'd read to you what he could so you could sleep. Sometimes he had a real book, other times he'd read the back of a cereal box or (on extremely rare occasion it wasn't glued to his side) he'd read from your fathers journal

"Sammy?"

"Yeah?"

"Can you read to me?"

He never got frustrated or upset, not even when you learned how to read by yourself. There was just something so soothing about his voice

Dean made each of you hold his hands when you were leaving the motel in the middle of the night or crossing the street. He really felt like a dad with too much on his plate, trying to round up the both of you

You both excelled in school

Your father wasn't too worried about that. You made him proud if you could shoot straight and fight off an attacker, whatever the species, not if you got an A+ on a paper or test

You knew this from the beginning, but that didn't mean it didn't hurt. You hated seeing the look on Sam's face when he shoved his good grade into his backpack

Learning different languages together. At first, just Latin, but then a little Spanish, French, Russian, sign language, etc. It was like having your own language again, one neither John nor Dean could figure out

"Stop doing that, you two."

"Doing what?"

"English. We speak English in this house."

Neither you nor Sam wanted to be hunters. You were good at it, sure, but you wanted more for your life. You wanted to go to college and parties and go on real dates and be normal people

Together, you applied to universities, both getting into Stanford

When Sam had that big fight with John, you left too. You would always defend Sam. That night, you got in John's face, and you yelled. Screamed. It was brutal. He'd never admit it, but it broke Dean. It had always been the three of you. Now he was alone

You and Sam clung together those first few weeks of the semester

Being around all those strangers, having the upbringing that you did, it made you feel like a freak. Eventually you learned what to say, how to be, and you found your place

You were the Winchester Twins to anyone who knew you. Neither of you minded that title

You met Jessica when they first started dating and instantly loved her. The flings you dated were nothing, but Jess really meant something to Sam, so she did to you, too. Eventually, when he decided, you were the first person he talked to about getting engaged to her. You were ecstatic. You really wished your mom was here to see just how great Sam turned out

Sam doesn't tell you about his nightmares, but you can always tell when something is off. He looks tired. Jumpy. You wish, later on, that you had brought it up

Dean goes to you before he goes to Sam, knowing if you say yes, he will too

Initially, you aren't scared or worried, but the more your brother talks, the more fear you see in him

"Y/n, you're really falling for this?"

"Sam, il est vraiment inquiet. Et si papa est blessé ou mort ?"

"Tu ne peux pas être sérieux. C'est de papa dont nous parlons."

"English!"

Eventually he agrees

You hadn't noticed it back then, but your abilities were appearing, too

You didn't know they were dead, though. Sometimes, you couldn't tell. The newly dead had a way of seeming alive. The longer it's been, the worse their injuries seemed to get

There were no signs. A group of women, all dressed up with bridesmaids banners around them. One dressed in white with a tiara. It was the middle of the day, in the middle of campus, but they all seemed drunk. Still, you didn't question it. The night before, all five of them were on the news. Drunk driving accident, no survivors

You barely gave it a second thought

Like old times, you and Sam fight over whose going to sit in the front seat

You and Sam get pulled back into the lives you left behind. It's nice seeing Dean again, listening to the music your father used to play, etc.

When Dean drops you two back at school, you go your separate ways. All you want to do it take a shower and wash the past few days away

It's not until you see the fire do you run back outside

You run into Jess, though, on the lawn of the house you're staying at. She's freezing, in nothing but her pajamas. You tell her to wait there, knowing Sam would give her his coat if you asked

When you get to him, though, he looks sick. Petrified. Dean tells you the news. Jess was dead, the same way as your mom. You almost object, but when you look back to where you left her, she isn't there

You don't bring it up, not then, not for a while

You try to be there for Sam, but he reteats into himself. He has nightmares, he's antsy, angry. You're not sure how to help, what to say, so you let him feel what he has to feel

Strange things keep happening, especially when you're close to your mothers killer, but you don't say a word

Missouri is the only person who knows, and she's very secretive about it. She tells you not to be afraid of them, to welcome them and your abilities

You want to ask her what it means, but Dean interrupts the conversation

When you and Sam bring Dean to see the healer, you accidentally talk to some of his victims. You warn them that it's not safe for them to be there. They look so sad when you say this, not realizing it was too late for them

After John dies, you run into him in the hallway. You thank God that Dean's okay, telling him he's fine, he's going to be fine. John just stares at you. He opens his mouth to speak, but Sam calls you instead. When you look back, he's gone. You find out he died just a few minutes ago

You don't talk about John with either of your brothers. Dean is angry, and Sam feels guilty for fighting with him, but you just feel crazy. Insane. You truly feel like you're losing it

The more visions Sam has, the more people you see. The worse they get. You visit a few of the people like you, but it isn't until after you encounter Andy and Webber do things start to get scary

Dean basically interrogates you about seeing the future or mind control or whatever it is that you might be able to do given that Andy and Webber had abilities (and were twins) just like you and Sammy

You insisted nothing was happening, you didn't have anything special about you. You knew neither were fooled, but Sam made Dean let it go, for your sake

Still you catch them looking at you strangely every so often, especially when you suspect you've seen another dead person

On the way back from a hunt, you stop at a motel where everything that could go wrong does go wrong

Enter this imagine :)

It takes a lot of coaxing, but eventually, you let Sam in as long as he doesn't turn on the light. You can't bear to look at the hanging man

It all comes out whether you want it to or not

Seeing Jess the night of the fire, and John, and your mom, and all those other people. It was horrible. You couldn't make sense of them. Some were victims, homicides and suicides, some were from your hunts, but others just seemed to be regular people who died

Sam feels so guilty that you couldn't come to him about this, that you had kept such a huge secret from him

Dean is angry. He can't protect you from what he can't see. How can he put a stop to this when he doesn't even know what it is?

They make you promise that when you see something, you tell them. You tell them only when you can't hide your fear or discomfort

Dean cringes every time, especially when they're next to you in the car or at your bedside when you go to sleep/wake up

"Dean?"

"Yeah?"

"They're back."

"Which one?"

"The man with no eyes."

Sam reads to you when you go to sleep, when they're standing over you

These days it's Wikipedia pages about your latest hunt or things he finds in odd corners of the internet about being able to see the dead. He's constantly looking for more information about you and him

Thankfully the power seems to go away when Sammy's does, but you know long before he's going to get one of his visions or dreams. They always stand outside the windows and wait and watch

#i know these things im a twin lol #sam winchester #sam winchester imagine #sam winchester headcanon #dean winchester #dean winchester imagine #dean winchester headcanon #supernatural #supernatural imagine #supernatural headcanon #ennasfavorites #series

[pinkeoni]

"I'm your friend, always."

#does anyone know how to make vlc not freeze when ur trying to take snapshots thx #also yeah hi can i get a scene like this in s5 pls #anyways im getting there #stranger things #byler #twin peaks #donna hayward #laura palmer #mike wheeler #will byers #twin peaks: fire walk with me #filmedit #filmgifs #userrobs #finished this just before i had to leave work lol #my gifs #pinkeoni gifs

[lbhslefttiddie]

then and now

#svsss #arts #backlog #shen yuan #shen jiu #luo binghe #you may be thinking: hey is that yqy over there? yes #why does he look like a salaryman?? because yqy is a sims 2 character trapped in the vessel of a student council president. next question #hey levanna what the fuck is going on here?? you know what. not even im 100% on that one chief #i had some vague notions about a murder mystery featuring a lbh who could see ghosts #and the ghost of a boy who has been stuck in his old friends' haunt (lol) for oh i dont know. thirty years #but see the thing is that sy doesnt know why he's here either! #he doesnt even remember dying but. well. he was always a sickly kid. he cant say hes surprised he suddenly kicked it #honestly it was such a mundane occurrence for him it must have been too boring to recall #but lbh spends time with yuan gege and pretty quickly comes to the realization that this is NOT the case #he finds like an old new article and in reality sy was found murdered in this place 30 years ago #and its much for likely that the trauma of the event is why he cant remember his death at all #oh and there was gonna be some drama where lbh suspects sy's now much older twin #who is now a teacher at their old school and a very different person from what sy remembers #but it wasnt sj he's just fucking traumatized by his brother being murdered in what theyd considered their safe place #he hates this school and he hates qi ge who never Really talks to him but is still fucking HERE (also teacher) #but he cant leave either bc he cant let go #and part fo him is still hoping to find answers for what happened back then #anyways i think this premise is all very good and sexy #but levanna's brain frankly was not built for writing murder mysteries #free to a good home if any of you fuckers want it #death #murder

[lettucedloophole]

spoilers for the latest dungeon meshi ep but oh my GODDD i love marcille my pobrecita.. i think ryoko kui wrote sexism's effects on marcille really well, i think it's neat how she's a silly little guy and other people kind of underestimate her and it seems she is often down on herself about her failures or, "burdening" others in a way that feels very authentic to how it feels to be a woman and have that extra pressure of perfection to dispell suspicions of your inferiority. it's just very much the feeling i gather from it which makes marcille so relatable. and then to put another layer on it when it came out that she did black magic, she's literally A Bad Ass she is LITERALLY a Badass which makes her doubt of herself even more starkly inappropriate, and in this new episode despite the Fact that she is A Bad Ass when everyone's being a BIG MEANIE to her she's like a sad puppy when people don't let her help with revivals and like idk if i missed something but she doesn't even push back against them saying they're going to turn her in in like, a threatening way, she is just... scared. which hurt me i just wanted everyone stop being so MEAN TO HERRR my POBRECITAAAA. MY TINY LITTLE BABYY

i also laughed a lot and freaked out catching up on the two latest episodes today. DEVASTATING miscalculation on chilchuck's part to protect senshi when laois has No sense of Social cue. really happy to see laois and kabru meet, they're really funny together and i see why people like them so much as a ship now!! i am ECSTATIC that shuro is out of the game in terms of ehem. courting falin. bro COULDN'T HACK IT gEDDEM marcille. get that red dragon lady.. and omg it made me SOOOO MAD that they tried to blame marcille for that like how could that even b her fault!!! >:((( its obv the mad mage's doing. i dont get it they r just big meanies!!! stop shitting on my girl!!!

i like how kabru is like laios if he had more social awareness and was a litle Conniving... and omfg i thought it was so funny and sweet how shuro and laios just fucking beat each other up 😭 shuro said i hate autistic ppl fr. no but im glad he showed up for laios & co. in the end.. sometimes you just gotta talk ur feelings out over a fistfight lol

it was soo so fun seeing everyone interact .. all these fun characters... i cant wait to see what happens next!!! i love this show literally one of my fav animes EVER now definitely its so good its SOOOOOO GOOOOOOOD!! im terrified not knowing when its gonna end and how im gonna cope when the season ends 🗿 methinks i will have to read the manga instantly after or i will go insane from dungeon meshi withdrawal..

#dungeon meshi spoilers #this is totally just me rambling this show makes me so happyyyy #i usually hate rewatching stuff but idk if i just want to take everything or what #but i had a process of watching it like. rewatch old ep then watch new ep #and i also rewatched it all around ep 13 or something #but i think im going to rewatch it again just because I love ... so much.. #is so good... need dunmeshi .. #i also need to develop my senshi tulpa more so my life is less disastrous #at least in terms of food and sleep #i slept until 7pm and then ate 3meals in a row so -_- need that senshi tulpa #lol the way laios did the im stronger than u thing but listed his food and sleep sched. as the reason 😭😭😭😭 beautiful . so beautiful #it makes me SAD that they tried to kill falin but realistically what else could they do.. i just dont want laios think monsters r all bad #or the rest of the crew. anymore... #may b theyre just friends and its the mad mages fault :(( #and then kabru was like u have to kill orcs and im like NOOOOOOOOOo dont DO THAT #i was so SHOCOKED. SHOCKEKD when so many ppl were wiped out by falin. literally crazy sauce. broooo #i wuv dungeomeshi so much...... #also i just have to say that shuro n laios fight? p gay...ngl #laios n falin r so similar its just falin is um. well better at masking #the Autism Twins (insert flame font( #its like i think shuro's feelings r genuine n not shallow for falin but i also dont think he knows her as well as he thinks. #i mean apparently he is Poor at connecting with others #love those guys. silly guys. the lot of em #chilchuck's being mad at marcile for black magic is a lot less annoying 2 me now that i know. other ppls react WAYYY worse #wuv em

[slavonicrhapsody]

Omg but is that Miquella riding Torrent?? Or atleast a similar animal, but I’ve never been more excited aughhhh

RIGHT??? it’s definitely either Torrent or another of Torrent’s kind… If it is Torrent, that potentially has some interesting implications re: Ranni??

Ranni tells us that she was entrusted to give us the spirit-calling bell by “Torrent’s former master.” It’s also worth noting that Miquella’s alter ego, St. Trina, is associated with sleep magic and Ranni uses sleep magic to put Kalé to sleep when we first meet her. It makes me wonder if they had some association or agreement earlier on? They’re both empyreans, and they both oppose the Golden Order. The one thing I’m very sure about is that Miquella was not allied with Ranni in the killing of Godwyn— it’s implied through items/environment that Miquella loved Godwyn a lot and was devastated by the horrific means of his death. Collaborators or not, it’s clear that Ranni ultimately had her own agenda and she didn’t care enough about Miquella’s feelings to not assassinate a brother he cared about.

#elden ring #elden ring dlc #asks #my previous torrent’s former master theory was that it was the snow witch #but the dlc might put a different spin on things. we shall see #also i still think there’s more evidence that ranni was more closely allied with rykard than with the twins #and that relations were not the greatest between the carians and the twins because of radagon reasons #but who knows maybe the dlc will reveal that ranni and miquella used to be besties lol #im always ready to be proven wrong

[p2iimon]

drawing more furry fnaf art. yknow just to keep you posted. i love posting in the tags sorry these ones got away from me

#sammy is a brown bear (like freddy). his mom is white like funtime freddy #then crying child is blue (like bon bon. and to go with lizzies bonnet pink) (theyre not twins in my au but they definitely act like it. so #its like cute.) mrs. afton is blue violet (rockstar bonnie) bc i was running out of colors. i had already assigned her blue anyway. #max is black bc i seriously ran out of rabbit colors. or! no wait shadow bonnie. thats totally the inspo and not i had made his ears black #already. i think thats literally every rabbit color available. the afton family is pretty big. ig vanny. who would go with vanessa. obvi bu #shes not in my au. or at least not an afton. and therefore not a rabbit. if she was though shed be white. #and if you havent seen any previously drawn ones henry and william are yellow (obviously. they already have fursonas. theyre the reason #everyone else gets one. LOL) micheals purple like classic bonnie (who... is purple even if it was then retconned. hes purple. look at #withered bonnie. i hate ppl who say its just lighting. thats a lie by big blue bonnie. he was literally purple and then he changed his mind #like i said lizzie is pink like bonnet. and then charlie is black like lefty. because duhh. #DONT ask me about how this shit works okay. the rabbit dated the rabbit and the bear dated the bear. bc thats what happened. theres not #here. the bears got divorced. and the rabbits. the yellow rabbit and bear are fucking #no um. i like willry but i think if they were really fucking. i just think things would go differently. henry's gay in my au i dont think i #he actually had a man to fuck he'd manage to have children. its not who he is to me. will is bi but he obv thinks henry is some exception t #him being perfectly normal and straight. everyone wants to fuck their business partner. otherwise youd do it yourself #ig they can fuck after. i hate when people do these boring aus where henry and william never get married and william isnt a murderer and so #like what? theres nothing? just a couple of guys? if im looking for fics where theyre fucking im not looking for a fic where everything is #nice and clean. be serious. can we at least have some angst about it being the 70s or are you too much of a bitch for that too #anyway..... #simons spouting #simons fnaf au #OH also if anyone reads this whats the stance on this stupid idea i have where sammy pretends he has a thing for michael to annoy max. bc. #their parents had a thing for eachother. and sammy and max have a more familial relationship. and michael and charlie have a familial #relationship. but michael and sammy have barely met and do not at all. is it pushing it? i was thinking yknow from sammys perspective that' #'his sons' dad but! like you can fuck your sons dad. that's not weird. unless thats the way youre phrasing it i guess LOL. but i guess #michael would be like. thats 'my sisters' brother. and that is not someone you fuck*. BUT this isnt michaels perspective its sammy being #annoying. and from sammys perspective that is NOT his sister and there for NOT his sisters brother. *also im pretty sure this is subjective #if youre just friends. yknow. the ethics of sammy using this to bother max is not on the table because i think he deserves to be a #a bit of an ass. anyway LMAOO fkdglfg. let me know if youd like ive got anon asks on. please dont judge me for not knowing this.

[arolesbianism]

Every day I mourn the fact that none of my family and friends give a single shit abt oni lore, I don't wanna keep repeating shit I've already said before on here but every now and then I just remember the horrors™ and nearly explode not being able to scream abt it again

#rat rambles #oni posting #just everytime I think abt olivia's 1500 cycle onwards logs I want to start biting things #shes soooo fucked up and tragic and she doesnt get any closure and she never will and I LOVE it #I fucking love her so much she rewired my brain so hard shes like one of The blorbos of all time #damn you klei you rly know how to make characters that destroy me beyond repair (hi carter twins) #I still find it fun imagining olivia and jackie interacting with the dont starve cast even if they wouldn't like most of them #I have lightly changed my mind on one dynamic tho #I still think that jackie would be stressed out by all the kiddos and would at least dislike them. but. #I do think she could end up kind of getting along with walter #like look at me. she was probably just like him as a kid. she would hate him for it but they could also talk for hours. #hed start sharing fun facts abt his bug collection and jackie would start lecturing him abt ants or whatever and hed think shes so cool #I think olivia still wouldn't like him tho but that's purely because hed probably stress her out #same with the rest of the kiddos I think if you put webber in the room with the two of them theyd both have a breakdown #not because hes a spider solely because hes a little boy who probably just asked them if he can have icecream #and wendy and abby would just be a situation of them not knowing how to talk to kids let alone depressed kids #oh and theyd probably also be stressed out by wurt for basic they dont know how to deal with kids reasons #rly the two would just hang out with wickerbottom and no one else if they could help it #except wanda they'd bother her non stop to the point shed start avoiding them lol #you see Im sure plenty of the cast wouldnt like olivia and jackie either because of just how much they wouldn't take magic as an answer #not that theyd be like no that cant be real cause thatd be magic theyd more likely start sciencing out the mechanics of all the magic stuff #in practical terms while also refusing to call it magic #and worst of all knowing them theyd probably get results because fuck man they brute forced their way into time travel (sort of) so why not #so itd just be maxwell being soooo pissed as the two somehow manage to replicate his spells without the codex #dont let them meet wagstaff then itd rly be jover

[oldirontender]

feel the need to say this but uh, sorry for the lack of art -_- been dealing with some physical health problems as of the past few months and its just been really hard to get myself to finish things recently :') </3

#henry and i are twinning (boilerache) #saying that the lady drawing is the last thing ive finished makes me feel bad but its true LOL #im close to finishing an edward design!!! but i kinda wanna save posting him until i have a thomas and a percy ? #but who even KNOWS when ill finish those 2 amiright (EXTREMELY LOUD LAUGH TRACK) #rambling #anyways goodnight sleep tight dont let the bed buges bite <3

[mxdotpng]

best part abt having an ff14 oc is creating side content for ur wol's character development, completely unrelated to the msq going on

#.text #lately ive been thinking about how the 'traitor' nonsense in stormblood never gets addressed. #like how the garleans found rhalgr's reach and zenos can just waltz in. #so i used that to finally FINALLY fit in something ive been trying to put into the story for YEARS #upon walking into rhalgr's reach for the first time. the undercover traitor. a scientist who works for garlemald. like instantly #recognizes adaline. because he was one of the scientists who helped create her - and one of the ones eventually punished for her escape. #so he took it upon himself to complete his assigned task And bring their wayward expiriment back. #originally in one of addie's very very first drafts. when i first played the game. and when she was like still a human and not #some sort of fleshy robot clone thing. lol #she had a brother named beau. i think im going to bring him back as sir scientist here #he gets caught for recognizing her and thinks quickly. he could use this. so he pretends to be her long lost brother #(a lie) who has been searching for her ever since she disappeared (the truth). and since addie doesnt have any memories #nor does she even know she was Created rather than born. not yet. its not like she can say hes lying. #even if she knows something is wrong... #need this. so a) there are Seeds there for his 'i was created' event and b) so he finally has a reason and an ending to her sudden #'who was i' thoughts. like lately shes been wondering what his life was like Before the amnesia. and this is like #a very sudden and very convenient thing for her to happen. so shes suspicious. and honestly is a little too willing to let it happen #even if his default nature is distrusting. #but it also gives an easy out for trying to figure out When the twins find out addie is a weapon. bc i was never sure where to put that #but here is good. here is good #im literally a genius. smartest writer ever. ok maybe not but also yes #adaline rozovy

[puppyeared]

what's an anime you've watched (not necessarily loved) but would never recommend to anyone?

i had to think for a bit bc im stupidly easy to please but i guess id have to say.. hanyo no yashahime?? i went into it optimistic, but i just dont think it lives up to the original (although the first opening song is pretty good)

#its supposed to be a sequel/spinoff to inuyasha and it came out around the same time i was watching inuyasha #i stopped watching it cause there was way too much stuff bouncing around and i guess it didnt sit well with me #especially the fact that the protag is the daughter of sesshomaru and rin. who is basically his kid... cmon man..... #and she was like FOURTEEN when she had the twins. AND sesshomaru didnt stick around and just fucked off forever??? #the same sesshomaru who went to hell and back for rin?? who learns to be kind bc of rin??? nah #and they couldnt think of anything else and just made sesshomaru pull a 180 and trap inuyasha and kagome in the black pearl #its.. very confusing... i ended up dropping it at some point so for all i know those plot gaps could have been filled by now #but still... idk. i guess im reluctant to say anything else if someone IS enjoying it in which case you do you #but it just wasnt for me #this question was kinda hard to answer bc i dont really dwell on things i end up disliking. i just walk away lol #i also dont really watch that much anime to begin with so i dont have a lot of material to work with #yapping #ask

[nagitoedit]

still it was sooooooo funny and uncomfortable at the psych appointment because she saw ? somewhere in papers/files that my mom and dad divorced in.... 2015 i think and shes all like "so.... usually divorce causes problems in children... how was that for you was it hard on you...?" acting all nervous/gentle like lmaooooo thats not even the worst part i dont think i cared about the divorce In Comparison to Everything Else. hed been abusive to my mom and generally neglectful not great to us (me and sibling) and theyd been separated for 6 years before the divorce because he kept going to jail for drug related things which he would often steal money from us for it and generally made my moms life hell by like manipulating and emotionally abusing her and hed have violent tantrums where he broke things (there are still holes in the walls and other damage in the house from him) and also sorta ruined our lives a bit and then in 2019 he was accused of some crime and he ran away to escape getting arrested or whatever and i think legally he is classified as a missing person and we dont even know if hes alive or not.

so like the divorce was whatever to me i guess.

#i think abt this sometimes and its just weird to me #like not the psych appointment that was just like 4 days ago. like the dad situation #its uncomfortable to think he might be dead and its also uncomfortable to think about what the hell hes doing if hes Out There #before id actually searched him up on the internet a few times within the past few years wondering if something was found out and i wasnt #told or something. seeing if maybe there was a police report or something or even an obituary or something. but there wasnt #this got more serious than i meant it to be :/ but he was diagnoses with bipolar so the psych think i have that. not sure abt that #but like i kinda want to talk about this or like tell people i know about it mostly bc i just feel like idk i feel like this is something. #like. i think it says things about me i feel like maybe this information would give people a more complete view of me in a way #i guess lawl but also i know its uncomfortable probably and im scared of that. the widespread hate of 'trauma dumping' makes me #feel like i cant tell people things that might be uncomfortable #oh and i guess something else about this is while obviously this has psychological effects but the effects feel more. not mild #but. interwoven. they dont seem as apparent or like they dont stand out as much. like i get more upset about the topic of outdoor cats #than i get upset about this. like for me this was just something that happened i guess. mostly bc i know that basically everyone #has some kind of issues with their parents. or at least most people i know lawl. me befriending people like #OMG youre also fatherless !? so twinning right now #or like other things like crappy parents or divorce or this or that. #but i think thats most people but also maybe i just have a skewed perception lol

[astrxealis]

what if i actually got to. streaming (again?)

#⋯ ꒰ა starry thoughts ໒꒱ *·˚ #only ever did months ago casually for p5r for friends but hey uhh. uh. #LOOK i don't want to delve into it anymore than a hobby but i do want to get into it more #rather not show my face (though uh. last friday or thursday i forgot but hehe streamed a bit of omori with my twin and other irl bestie #and i did show my face LOL unfortunately i also stopped playing omori after a bit bcs apparently the audio wasn't shared and uhh #idk how to fix that for steam games but i did get it to work w streaming... youtube videos of my fav band rn ifykyk LMAO #OTHER ARTISTS TOO OKAY but yeah anyways) uhh. pngtuber thing is possible but idk but yeah i don't think i could get a vtuber avatar #but i DO want. smth at least. so a png would work. i'll look up more on that #but anyways ya ... i do need an ethernet cable to stream my games on ps4 tho aaaand my laptop isn't for gaming so i'm worried #it will overheat but hey at least i can get into stuff :] esp omori not being too power. big? big on power? yeah? #altho i do rlly wna stream ds3 and bloodborne mainly for the fact im a coward otherwise. tho i am still a coward regardless. #uhm if you want my twitch (tho tbh im prolly gna stream on yt unlisted bcs i don't like being perceived too much) feel free to ask ehe #i have a different username for it to everything bcs it kinda connects to friends from everywhere and that i dont wnt to know my. other #social medias LMFAO BUT YEAH ^^

[cruelsister-moved2]

this is my opinion that i KNOWWW makes me seem like a crackpot but genuinely so many people in society have like.... a very strange attitude towards twins, identical twins specifically, and like the amount of dehumanisation and sexualisation ive experienced for it is honestly insaneeee im not comparing it to systematic oppression or anything but i do think if ur not an identical twin u literally have no idea how deep it goes ngl hence why i know i sound crazy but growing up a twin had a bigger affect on my psyche than growing up surrounded by homophobia easily and thats despite having normal parents who didnt like give us matching names and dress us in matching outfits and shit like i just wish more ppl were even slightly self-reflective abt it idk 😭

#every identical twin i know has mental illness about it in some way and therapists never know how to deal w it unless theyre also a twin or #something #the media representation of twins almost EXCLUSIVELY as really creepy and inhuman too #ive literally had people who like #found it impossible to accept that im a twin because they were clearly shocked by how 'normal' i am like its insane sorry #its just insane because it affected my childhood so strongly and then its like youre insane if you talk about it #we are only 0.3% of the population #but whenever ive met other identical twins we always end up acknowledging how traumatic the whole thing was #i have this big empty feeling in my chest when i think about it #because i feel like i have no way to express it and no one (except my sister lol and shes kind of a bitch) #who understands what it was/is like and people around me still constantly find it really funny to make twin jokes #and would look at me like ive got two heads if i pointed out that identical twins dont deserve to be treated like creepy aliens

[aro-aizawa]

getting into reading dc crossover fics where batman is the parent of x is always so annoying because on one hand it’s so interesting to read and i always love it imagining bruce being the parent of a character and how their relationship would develop and how they’d interact. but on the other hand, i always without fail start to imagine how i’d write that particular au--

in other news i have written the start of two aus where bruce is their father they only just reconnected with

#shut up danni #that's danny fenton and marinette dupain-cheng btw #they both have such great potential to be batkids i swear #my danny fic has him and damien being twins whereas my marinette fic has her being damien's half sister #bc while i love the idea of marinette being fully related to damien and adoring him as her baby brother i can't picture her being born #in the league of shadows then getting out of it w/o harm to her #bc if she was discarded as an heir she'd just be killed and i don't see talia as being a loving parent so she'd let her be killed #so half sibling #also its v funny bc im SO unfamiliar w batman outside of like. the movies. #i haven't even watched any of the cartoons and i don't know if that appeals to me lol #i have no clue if batman even appeals to me outside of crossovers and all i know of batman lore is the things i've picked up over the years #let me tell you its v weird to be writing for a fandom im not v familiar w or hell even reading for it either #its just the batfam appeals to me so much!!!

[aceyanaheim]

thinking about how both Lip and Fiona are caretakers ( though Fiona more than Lip til season 4 for obvious reasons) and how Lip sucks at words so it’s acts of service ( giving fiona hi cigarrete when he seems down and offering her an listening ear, not saying ‘im sorry’ but giving her ipads for her dinner) and Fiona i mostly words and Ian falls somewhere in the middle and anyway im incapable of being normal about the elder Gallaguers is my point really

#Fiona Gallaguer #lip gallaguer #Ian Gallaguer #lip offering fiona his cigarrette every time he offer comfort #and we know how attached he is to nicotine lol #Fiona putting debbies face between her hands and saying 'its okay i got you' and 'hey sweetface' to Ian and even to Lip 'are you okay?' #Ian saying 'welll always be here for you' to Fi and providing for the family with Lip im fine its fine iM NORMAL ITS FINE #GAWD THESE ASSHOLE KIDS #( affectionate) #caps cw #theyre not that different is the thing even tho they Are different theyre all providers and protectors and also Lip and Fiona falling into #'provider' and 'nurturer' by sheer necesity as the two oldest even tho Ian is Lips irish twin #Lip and Fi parented Ian who sulked bc he was a year younger than Lip thank very much and banded together to make sure he was okay in the #early days you cant change my mind

[onepiexe]

oops i abandoned my post and actual things happened

#logbook #checked my email and not only new twin ofc but new pog for the front and also a poinsettia sale and sign. #decided to text the gc even tho ik that b is sick so at least o will see and respond tmrw probably. #dont want ppl to know im gone just yet. havent even told b. #but this is good. . .means i can help out at ml and also hl now. im sure i can find things to do at both stores lol. #anyways. i hope its been going ok for them. the ones that matter. #but im going to bed mwah gn. i forgot to say happy ficus friday<3