#i need that man SILENCED

[tyhaliburton]

I will not sleep peacefully until pg knocks devin booker tf out

#i dont ask for much #i need that man SILENCED

[uncanny-tranny]

At this point, gender nonconformity is about what the person says their experience is.

If a woman with a beard or a man with lipstick and a mustache says they're gender nonconforming, then they are! If a woman with short hair or a man with long hair says they aren't, they aren't! And that's not even getting into the awesome nonbinary, abinary, genderqueer, intersex, and general genderfuckery that may both be and not be conforming.

So much of what is even considered gender conforming or gender nonconforming is based on a world of exclusion. When we start defining one's conformity with whether they fit into white cishetero perisex standards or not, we play into the idea that there's only a very narrow window of what is considered worthy of time and thought.

#gender nonconformity #gnc #queer #like. for instance a native man who keeps long hair might be considered GNC by white standards but for him it's absolutely not nonconformit #there's an aspect of white supremacy that silences everything else while saying that other culture's silence is indicative of whiteness... #...being 'correct' or 'moral' or 'neutral' #and as somebody who's trans and last i checked white i have my own thoughts from my own experiences #like how i don't consider myself to really be a GNC man. i'm just. man+ #i'm a weird concoction of weird soup that tastes like a man but if it were Wrong #and i just don't see that as not conforming to manhood like it is seperate. i see it as irrevocably linked TO manhood #it is others who have excluded and exiled me from manhood because of *their* understanding of me and how i 'fit in' in cissexism #while i will never ever say i know what it's like to not be white i will say these conversations that PoC have started have been INVALUABLE #i am forever grateful to have been extended the patience and faith to listen in on the experiences of people... #...who are racialized in terms of gender and how they do/don't 'fit in' with often white supremacist views on gender/dynamics #may have made a post like this years back but. eh. arrest me officer i will not back down #i've been more and more 'gnc' as i go into my transition and i don't see it as nonconformity but as an outlet for my masculinity #which is why i'm not insecure about my crafts and creations. because it is coming from a male whether or not it's considered 'manly' #i have little to *no place* in cissexist society so why should i put any stakes into if they ~accept~ me #made this post while jamming out to skyrim's tavern OST (paused my game to write this) #why the HELL does the skyrim tavern music have to go SO HARD. i NEED to slam down BARRELS of mead while listening to this istg #i don't even LIKE honey so i haven't tried mead but. for skyrim i would.

[escapedaudios]

People who act like you're supposed to watch movies with friends in total silence are WEIRD and I DON'T LIKE THEM. Freak ass fascists, I swear they act like it's an unspoken rule when it's actually the whackest shit ever. I stand in defiance of this nonsense. I say you should YAP and BLABBER and GOOF OFF with your friends when you're watching a movie at their house. Who decided you're supposed to be silent throughout a movie and give it 110% attention? Why are we applying library etiquette to a gathering of friends? Dumb. I like commenting over movies with my friends. I like discussing them as they happen. It's FUN. These are the kinds of people who complain about the transcendental and magical experience of hearing an entire stadium full of people sing the chorus of a song in unison at a concert. I literally hate those human slugs, oh my god.

#stay home then #if you like sitting in silence so much #you despicable insect #“ohhhh I need total silence to appreciate every movie” #man stfu #I will crush you #movies #films #film bros #reverse film bros #film brolettes #social skills

[dailycupofcreativitea]

I finally had time to draw!!!!!

 Of course, instead of working on my handful of different WIPs, I drew more Gohan and Cell shenanigans for my [insert random DBZ plot here where heroes and villains are forced to team up to defeat a big evil] AU :D 

They’re watching someone fight or something and then having conversation, idk what’s happening but it’s P L O T :D

#comic #sketch #dbz #dragon ball z #gohan #son gohan #cell #perfect cell #i CANNOT get a quiet moment when I visit family #literally they will not let me have even 30 min uninterrupted #TODAY I FINALLY HAD TIME ENERGY AND SILENCE YAY #man I love hero and villain tension #i kinda liked whatever goku and frieza had going on when they teamed up #like that tension that they'll probably betray you but you need them #except i think gohan is kind hearted and maybe if he had to team up with cell a lot he might wonder if there could have been another way ya #ya know #although of course hes being naive #anyhoo #enjoy :D

[utane]

Zahndrekh serves so much cunt He fucks, I just know it

#fuckin tungler barely loads for no reason and has been keeping me from sexualizing necrons for like 10 minutes now #I will not be silenced when I am right... anyway he has so much rizz and I need to draw him #Love a fucked up little man with immaculate style

[mokagachas]

musing on ho'olheyak she's such a wonderfully interestingly tragic character. shes a victim of cycles and cycles of generational abuse and torture that have resulted in her race being slowly driven to extinction and her actions are such an interesting and unusual ( but realistic ) take on someone who is the culmination of all this centuries old trauma that shes had heaped onto her... shes so neat! wowie!

#moka rambles #i need to do my second reread of lone trail soon so i can focus on her #bc i was so swept up in sarias no good very bad day #and silences epic arc culmination #that i didnt super hyper focus on ho'olheyaks shenanigans until saria started choking her #and even THEN not until tin man reappeared from the dead did i start going insane over her #shes just so. wowie!

[jorisjurgen]

People love to call joris a war criminal and conveniently look past the fact hes STILL living with his dad even as the regent, that keke has a tendency to talk joris into things that make him uncomfortable for "the greater good" and "for bonta" and that atcham and kerubim ARE implied to also be in charge of bonta.

These are not HIS warcrimes these are THEIR warcrimes. Kerubim is running an evil advisor gambit on his own son, and Atcham is at least partially in charge of the war effort and ABSOLUTELY in charge of the economy. #teamwork #family

#ro.txt #crepinposting #joris jurgen #kerubim crepin #atcham crepin #waven #wakfu #dofus #krosmoz #breaking my silence...... #still joris is a 600 yo man whos a ruler of a country so like. if kerubim is whispering ''we NEED to shoot those people and eat them.'' #i think hes capable of saying ''are you fucking insane''. instead of ''ok keke... I guess you are right.'' #i love you waven crepinjurgen warcrime lore

[zebratimw]

Spirit animal SQH

#svsss #shang qinghua #but mainly I'm just here to vague post LMAO I don't like to vague post its not very effective in terms of venting but #but basically I guess I'm becoming hyperaware of my like... cognitive dissonance codependency and derealization ee #also my general laziness ig and where it overlaps into executive dysfunction or whatever like I may genuinely have some issues but #I am also a lazy son of a bitch jfjfkgkg and i need to figure out how to figure it out so I can work on both in more effective ways hhggg #oh yeah but basically the thing to remember for later is the silence in the call and the immediate unmute and chat activity once I left #I should remember this and stop interacting I think? I should try to give em space I think I'm being too clingy or something #or maybe my own silence is too awkward and dampens the call? I was kinda just spacing out and not doing anything so I get its kinda weird #LMAO so I should just like try not to be in call for those times mm #I just like being in call with my friends jdhfkg but I suppose its not very good either #I overindulge I suppose another friend pointed it out to me before too haha but fjfjjt its just easier than facing bouts of dread by myself #eehh and that's why I gotta do something about my Metnal Ailneses hfjfj but ngl I don't really know how to go about it... #I get embarrassed looking stuff up djfnfkg and half the time I don't even know what to look up I just draw ?s and I give up #I suppose I also have commitment issues too but that ones not new which is an issue of itself aaaaaaaa #man idk idk I just don't really get it I guess djdjfjf and I've got existential dreads and think maybe it doesn't really matter whats wrong #cause there's no point to fixing them because ultimately I'm gonna die alone and a failure anyways? so like ehfjgkg idk #its depressing and I know its like sabotage cause my brain is being a little silly a little goofy and its not a shared sentiment #with the better half of me and the entirety of my friends but yknow its just ee harder sometimes to believe in the optimism ig #and i can talk about it somewhat normally and without like having a ✨️break down #but yknow djfjgkg I'm very emotional a person ya? I think sqh is relatable for gods sake 💀 #irrationality sentimentality nihilism and existential dreads... wanting to die because living is too hard despite all my hopes for living... #just the ol regulars yknow? #and another thing... do I talk to my friends about these things? I vent them out here a lot but what do I really want? #I'm not strong enough to keep it to myself clearly but I'm also too proud to share these thoughts? I dump them out in the open and for what? #whenever someone reaches out with concern and care I don't respond in kind and refuse to elaborate? #so like what do I want with this? I guess I want someone to know I'm going insane half the time I'm awake? but not do anything about it? #that's pretty unfair I guess... and stupid I think I do want to share my thoughts with someone but I'm too scared of the ramifications #and that my pride can't stand the fact I might be looked differently by my friends even tho the image they have of me is already quite silly #man.... idk.... I'll come to conclusions myself and do nothing about them so I guess that'll happen again aah idk idk idk

[softesttangerines]

Obsessed with the thought that tho mihawk is comfortable in his lone wolf life style, he does find it a bit too lonesome sometimes when the mood is somber, the silence is too much and he just remembers shanks' laugh and maybe no matter how much shanks' crew are too loud (understatement) he does find them entertaining, and maybe he enjoys ben's company in a comfortable silence, he may even consider him something close to a friend.

It just gets too much sometimes and he loathes the loneliness. When he's in one of those moods, he's mostly drinking and picking petty guaranteed wins. Going around like "you disturbed my nap" to whomever he's slicing into two and it got quite worst after he got used to zoro and perona and now they're no longer there and he was never much for kids but those are HIS kids and he misses kicking zoro's ass and baking with perona and them helping him in the garden as an unspoken, forced bonding family time.

He may like being alone but he hates being lonely, especially after he met people he actually enjoyed sacrificing his alone time for (not that he'll ever admit it)

+

Now he's hanging out with cross guild (while waiting for zoro to get stronger and come after him so he either take his retirement or just dies in peace, both are good, really) and no day passes without at least one murder attempt from his side, but really, try to take the clown away from him and it would be you he stabs.

#mishanks #in this headcanon it's mostly longing for past mishanks with zero hope of them ever getting together because shanks has big plans #mysterious plans that dont involve mihawk in his future and mihawk not necessarily being interested in the one piece or anything #he really just wants to have a great fight with zoro and that's his only life goal to die by the sword #but he does long for a time where he could have had something more that just a life where he lives by the sword and dies by it #and at one point life he just starts doing random shit cz he's bored and zoro's taking too long so he just joins cross guild #crocodile is very antagonising on a good day and buggy is just straight out annoying because no matter how much the clown shittalks shanks #he's more like him than he thinks after all they grew up together #and mihawk really doesn't need anyone to remind him of the redhead but buggy is still entertaining and he kinda grew soft for his antics #and if the clown is a yonko now and wants the one piece mihawk might as well follow him since he has nothing to do at the moment #and buggy's like “take that shanks!” and shanks' genuinely miffed that Mihawk joined buggy and not him and he's kinda annoyed cz wtf man??? #anyways this is me rambling too much because i don't wanna do my work :) #alsooooo i really like to think that mihaek and ben are on good terms? like they are silence no shit typa buddies #one piece #opla #mihawk #shanks #buggy the clown

[sincericida]

ANDREW GARFIELD for Netflix Queue | 2021 | 📷 Ryan McGinley.

Sometimes, in the silence of the night, I remember that and, well...

#andrew garfield #in the silence of the night i remember this photoshoot #hell fuck me please #my pussy is throbbing #judge me idc #god i need to [redacted] with him so much #netflix queue #photoshoot #the tick tick boom era was something else #tick tick boom #gif #gif set #peter parker #spider man #the amazing spider man #tasm #tasm peter parker #tasm peter #andrew peter parker #andrew peter #my gifs #1k followers celebration #sincericida

[silvantransthranduiltrash]

Out of all the elves, silvans have the largest appetites.

It’s because they’re constantly moving throught the trees, or dancing, or hunting, or fighting. Basically they are outdoors 24/7.

Their appetites grew even larger during the 3rd age because they are constantly holding back sauron, and the extra stress didn’t help.

Other elves can also eat alot, but because they’re also a lot more scholarly, with entertainment preference being singing and such (as opposed to dancing which is the silvan’s main art) means they do eat less than the silvans.

The only ones who can compete are the avari and the elves back during the age of trees before Orome found them.

So imagine:

Aragorn, Elladan, Elrohir, Legolas: *sitting down in a tavern after an adventure*

Aragorn: *ordering more than even most men eat, but still substantially less than his companions*

Elladan: aww, look at our baby brother, ordering little baby portions!

Elrohir: are you sure you can eat all that? Wouldn’t want to have a tummy ache!

Legolas: *orders 1 of everything they have in the tavern, and even 2 portions of some of it*

The twins: .....

Elrohir: are you sure you can eat all that?

Legolas: *eating all his food, never pausing, but not ravenously shoving it down* i’ll be fine. My sisters eat even more than me. But are you sure you can eat all your food? Wouldn’t want anything to go to waste.

Aragorn: HA.

Bonus:

Erestor: our food supply is even more depleted than usual! We need to stock up.

Elrond: strange. It seems that every time Legolas visits our food supply dwindles ridiculously quickly. But he can’t be the cause. There’s no way an elf could eat that much.

#lord of the rings #silmarillion #lotr #the hobbit #lotr elves #thranduil #legolas #mirkwood #greenwood the great #silvans #silvans can and will eat about 8 times as much as a man #and 4 times as much as an elf #they are always running about outside #they are hungry! #this is why they feast so often because they genuinely need to food #gimli: oh the elf only lives off of tree leaves #gimli: i on the other hand need a whole goat to pack enough energy! #legolas: *eats* #the fellowship: standing in awed silence as he easily puts away the same amount of food as all of them combined #the hobbits: *shiny eyes* i challenge you to an eating competition legolas!

[kazz-brekker]

in a decision that was frankly inevitable in some way i watched the first episode of hannibal and so far have 1. been like "ohhhhh i get it the reason every likes will graham is because he's not a cool detective he's a gothic heroine" after watching him be plagued by nightmares, have fragile nerves, and get his personal space invaded by multiple people including one trying to manipulate him, 2. burst out laughing when the streaming service i was watching it on played an ad for the show "nightmare kitchen" partway through the episode, 3. audibly said "oh no" when they went to duluth, minnesota, aka the hometown of my former college roommate who is also a white brunette young woman, and 4. informed my sister that the main character of the show i was watching had probably just eaten a human lung in his scrambled eggs. so, all in all, a very promising start!

#ever since i finished iwtv i've been like 'man i need another story about toxic gay people' #so eventually i was going to end up here let's be real #pie says stuff #pie watches hannibal #hannibal #telling myself that since i am a strong and mature 22 year old college grad #i AM old enough to handle this show and i will not have nightmares like i did after watching silence of the lambs

[partywithponies]

I'm going to say something.

Not only is Thomas Edison as played by Robert Glenister hot, it's one of Robert Glenister's all-time most attractive characters, if not THE most attractive.

#I need to live my truth #doctor who #robert glenister #I will not be shamed into silence on the fucking that old man website

[isfjmel-phleg]

This is a personal post.

#random personal stuff #personal whining ahead feel free to ignore #I made the mistake of dipping into the folder of emails from That Man (which I've kept just in case) #just to see if I could take it I guess? which was a mistake #they're full of pretentious rambling and posturing and jargon to establish himself as The Authority #then they drip with flattery: he says I'm brilliant and have so much potential to live up to etc. etc. #but then the little jabs - and the big jabs - the condescending 'I know you can do this' #he would rip me apart in class until I quit speaking up because I was afraid #and then send me emails informing me that my participation grade was lowish and I needed to work on 'playing the game' #and tell me that I was free to disagree! but it had to be based on more than silence #as if he didn't know that he was the reason I shut down #you're not really free to disagree if disagreeing means you get mocked and belittled? #so I couldn't even protect myself from the verbal attacks because I had to provide him fodder for mockery or else get marked down #he made me apologize to a classmate for my 'reticence and impatience' during her presentation on a loaded topic #that I didn’t want to discuss my views on in front of him #and he was so so careful in those emails not to say the worst things but in class...! #and my replies were so subservient #I wouldn't bend on my views but I wanted approval so badly as if what scum like him thought actually mattered #it's over now he's not my problem I know it was not my fault #do I still want to scream at him? yes #do I still want to tell the VP of academic affairs (my old adviser/mentor) the whole story? yes (can't - pointless now) #anyway I am going to go do chores and move on with my day thank you for listening

[tweedstoat]

Ned being so passive and non confrontational and providing support to a more dominant male figure in his life/family (Robert/Brandon) ......the wife coding of second sons in the ASOIAF universe continues......

#also yes ned is a misogynist see his refusal to consider the fact that his beloved foster father is a dirty old goat for marrying Lysa Tully #ppl were like oh ur reaching when i pointed out that GRRM making a universe with racism in - #-means everything potentially needs to bw analysed thru that lens #well its the same thing with misogyny but u guys didnt wanna hear the TRUTH #do u think for one second if a man of similar standing had asked him about Jons parentage hed have frightened them into silence? #no? #but why was it fine when he did that to cat 🙃 #like u think hed have done that to edmure be realistic #and im not even saying ned is a bad person its just like ppl put him on a pedestal and refuse to see ANY flaws

[slasherscream]

Fixation with men from horror franchises to lesbianism pipeline so so real and true of you

#bee talks #was i silent or SILENCED #being in love with fictional men truly keeps you delusional for way longer than need be #the thought of never dating another man in real time again is SUCH a relief like WHOO glad thats over #it's giving FRUIT yeah