#i need to log off tumblr dot com

[deesi-academia]

#i need to log off tumblr dot com #mothers and daughters #mothership #mothers #daughters #desiblr #desi #chaotic academia #humor #memes #desi culture #dark academia

[bucktommys]

when the discourse is so bad you yourself need to go touch grass

#i sent this to rebecca but it bears repeating #need to feel some tree bark and remember there is in fact life outside of tumblr dot com. #anyway i alas cannot watch tonight so i will be logging off (she says probably staying on for another 2 hours) #also sorry for being so salty on main tonight sdgfhdsf i just feel passionately

[thatoneluckybee]

WHEN DID IT TURN 12AM WHY IS IT 12AM WHERE DID THE TIME GO??

#OKAY I NEED TO LOG OFF— #ive been falling asleep at my desk and literally whenever i sit down for more than 20 minutes for days cause SCHOOL GIVES YOU TOO MUCH #up at 1am doing history and satiating my rage with tumblr dot com #i was supposed to catch up on sleep tongith but the JEAN possessed me #u h #yeah okay goodnight im dying #rambles

[piplupod]

sometimes there are rare occasions where I'll feel like maybe I'm not that bad after all but then it will be overshadowed by me thinking abt how I've maybe ruined all chances at being liked by ppl bc I've been too off puttingly mentally ill in the past already so now people will associate that with me instead of my actual likeable stuff OTL

#and then i go and make a post on tumblr dot com that only serves to dig me deeper into the hole of being off putting AUGH #i think i am not doing very well fjdkdl #and I'm not rly sure how to solve it but something is very concerningly wrong in the brain lately #I've been trying to do all the good things but theres a certain sense of doom hanging over me fjfkdl #like i rly just cannot shake it no matter what i do #so ... hm. oh well i guess fjfkdl #i am going to log off again now djjdlskl i dont want to fuck myself over further by saying complaining more here fjfkdl #pippen needs 2nd breakfast

[thepupperino]

🚄 w e e k ly 🌊 t a g ✨w e d n e s d a y ✈️

ME?! Logging into tumblr dot com and doing the weekly tag game? It's a miracle!!

Thank you to @deedala, @creepkinginc, @mybrainismelted, @juliakayyy, and @darlingian for the tags! You're all angels 😇

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Name: Keely

Age: 28

Location: Utah

We're going on a trip!!

📍Where are we going? I agree, somewhere warm. Let's go with Sydney, Australia!

📍What's the weather like there right now? According to the internet, 84 degrees (Fahrenheit) and partly cloudy.

📍Are you an over-packer or a light-packer? An over-packer who inevitably forgets something important.

📍Are we taking a plane or a train? A plane seems most effective.

📍Early morning departure or an overnight trip? Early morning.

📍What song are you playing in the car while we drive to catch our departure?

📍We need to grab something on the way, Starbucks or Dunkin? Dutch Bros.

📍We've made it to the transportation place 🚂✈️! Be honest, are we on-time or are we rushing because we're running late? We're very early.

📍Are you taking the window seat or the aisle seat? Happy with either!

📍We're settled in our seats, are you gonna read or watch a movie/show? I probably have time to do both!

📍What are you reading/watching? Reading Malibu Rising and watching a scary movie.

📍Are you using wireless or wired headphones? Wireless.

📍Are you going to take a nap or stay awake? It's a long flight, I'll take a nap.

📍Do you want a salty snack or a sweet snack? I'll take the Sun Chips today, thanks!

📍We've arrived! are we heading straight to activities or are we gonna rest at the hotel? We'll head to the hotel to drop off our stuff and gauge how we're feeling.

📍Finally, pick a treat to reward yourself for a travel day well done! I'm gonna find an authentic Australian pavlova!

Kat and Julia also tagged me in this picrew! Featuring my signature pose. ✌🏻

Tagging some people to participate (if you’d like ☺️):

@too-schoolforcool, @xninetiestrendx, @michellemisfit, @sweetbee78, @energievie, @heymrspatel, @sirrudo, @suchagallabitch, @sleepyfacetoughguy, @ardent-fox, @purplemagpie, @grumble-fish

#weekly tag wednesday #tag game #get to know keely #picrew #Spotify

[peonycats]

It's genuinely disgusting how [redacted] and her goons are literally treating ethnic minorities as fodder to deflect criticisms of their racism and other bigotry. Pathetic behavior overall.

I ain't from (relevant ethnic minority) but if your activism is making a Hetalia OC of an ethnic minority out of spite against someone whose entire political belief system you've assumed based on ethnicity and reblogging posts on tumblr dot com about them... you need to log off and actually do something outside for once.

#ask #anonymous #// disk horse

[chaoticvictorianspirit]

wait. hold up. hang on. you guys relentlessly invade my dash and my mind with (as my beloved mutual calls it) the wee woo show. I try to avoid it as much as possible in fear of potential spoilers, all I know is that Gay Firefighter Shenanigans Happen. but I am intrigued. I have lots of work that needs procrastinating and no self control. I watch the pilot. I black out and awaken two days later having binged three seasons straight. the second eddie steps on that screen the fireworks are going OFF between him and buck. they act literally married within a couple of episodes. buck becomes christopher's father figure instantly and never back down. they have more domestic and sexually charged chemistry than most canonically together couples on TV. I see what all the hype was about. I am tortured by the fact that apparently it will take till season 7 for them to get together but at least I know it's coming, right? then I log back on tumblr dot com dot hell and, what's that? the couple you've been throwing on my dash wasn't eddie and buck? there's a tommy? a tommy is coming? there's a third guy, and we're not even getting a happy polycule out of it? the season 7 big gay plot isn't about these two idiots that I've already imprinted on? why would you do this to me, oh cruel fate, why have you forsaken me so?

#yes i am being very dramatic about the wee woo show #i have officially joined the club #no spoilies please I'm still a youngling in the fandom (currently in season 4) #911 #also I might still be getting this wildly wrong cause the little context I get comes from half-reading posts on here as I scroll past them #and sream (it's my version of spoiler avoidance) #so yea this might be wrong but it's my understanding right now and those feelings needed to be vented #welcome to my blog also known as “spirit should just keep a diary”

[sailorblossoms]

yet another post on simon and labels

For the record, I feel the need to clarify that when I talk about Simon and labels, it’s not because I want him to label himself. He could be a fifty-year-old that’s like “what am I? hell if I know” and that would be fine and gucci (it’s how I personally approach my identity; it’s okay to not have all the answers! it’s okay to have no answers at all!). I think it’s important that both the authorial intent and the main takeaway for the readers is to see how hard it can be to figure yourself out, to still fall in love despite not having the answers. If I never interacted with or even seen this fandom at all, I would’ve walked away with “canonically unlabeled main character” and left it there. 

At the same time, and perhaps in the interest of analysis (to a certain extent, perhaps with the same kind of curiosity one wonders whether Simon will ever know his mom visited) I’ve seen people wonder. Leaving something open usually invites speculation... Because this is a fictional (emphasis on fictional; I’ve been unfortunately cursed with the knowledge that people get on twitter dot com to do this to real people, which is beyond fucked up) character, I don’t think it’s wrong to wonder for character analysis purposes, (or for fanfic purposes, if one wants to understand something because they have a specific story to tell). Or perhaps in attempts to figure oneself through fiction.

When I log on to say “he makes so much more sense as in the ace spectrum” I’m not just analyzing, I’m also working through assumptions about intimacy and the ways in which the books challenge how attraction is perceived and I find that meaningful. There’s a reason why so many people who identify somewhere in the acespec feel drawn to these books. When I say “the kid is likely gay but struggles with not wanting to be perceived as gay/fears experiencing homophobia” I don’t mean to undermine him not wanting to be labeled (which, by the way, is also fitting for someone who has been defined by labels for so long: to just simply go unlabeled as he finds out who he is and what he wants, unburdened by expectations at last) I’m partly responding to the seemingly popular idea (which remains as an impulse, despite him being canonically unlabeled) to paint him as bisexual (which, at worst, results in people writing off the series as bi-erasure, or judging it for things it never attempted to do, so forgive me if I come here to yell about people being loud and wrong in my little blog). I also discuss him likely being gay because I do think the ways in which the books capture how heteronormativity and comphet can fuck us up (for the record, I know bi folks can also experience both!) it’s worth discussing. Our fear of not belonging, or not wanting to be gay because we’re afraid of not being accepted or being in danger because of it (Simon literally has the instincts to look over his shoulder to see if they’re being watched when he first kisses Baz!) being captured in a story where ultimately, the gays are alright and happy and together... for me? it’s worth discussing. (I’m also a serial over-thinker. Shit along the lines of “but tumblr user sailorblossoms, how can you say he is or isn’t interested in [whatever] when Simon thinks [insert quote]?” has sparked many posts haha)

I probably wouldn’t have been on here saying “Simon is likely gay” and “I’m confident this guy isn’t a woman-liker” without My Rosebud Boy, and AU written by the author, attempting to capture the essence of her characters in a different scenario, that has Simon in his early thirties saying “I’m gay. I used to have a problem with being perceived as/being gay, but not anymore.” Because this for me validated the perception I had with certain things that I was seeing in the books. If you asked me to speculate (because I ain’t a mind-reader) based on interviews and things I have seen the author say on social media, I would say that when CO came out, the author did genuinely not what Simon was, because the intent has been that it’s okay not to know from day one. Sexuality can be complicated, and the main intention was to not define him. But by the time MRB comes out, well... Simon says it. But also: this isn’t at odds with the intent in the trilogy. Simon is barely not a teenager there. He’s a thirty something adult in MRB. Different circumstances, different life stages, etc etc (I have lots of thoughts on that AU but I don’t want to lose the thread). The other thing the author has said from day one (before the sequels were even a thought) which remained consistent, is that good ol’ Simon is a “Baz-sexual.” That, for me, is among the big takeaways: Simon has not experienced true attraction before Baz. I’m not here saying this guy is interested in guys in general either – as soon as Baz is in the picture, it’s game over (who notices a match when you’re in the middle of a forest fire?). There are many people (and fictional characters) who experience attraction to a lot of people, all the time, even when they’re in love with one person. But Simon ain't one of them. He doesn’t say he’s “a Baz-romantic.” He says “a Baz-sexual” with his whole chest. 

#simon snow #simon snow trilogy #simon snow series

[real-godzekiel]

Despite years of knowing it exists, I am still a SCP Foundation newbie who primarily obtains SCP knowledge through animated story-telling YouTube channels. So bear with me I guess. But I want to actually make a post in-tag talking about the woman from this SCP-978 log of SCP-106 here:

Almost every post I've seen that talked about it claimed the old woman to be SCP-106's wife. I think that's a reasonable prediction, only IF it ignores all of the popular theories of SCP-106's origins linked in his page. Of course, the beauty of SCP lore is that as a fan you get to decide what canon to believe and not to believe yourself. That also means that this log should have no effects on how people view SCP-106, but I want to discuss what I believe who this woman that the editor who added this log(http://www.wikidot.com/user:info/metheguy12) intended to be, since uh, I'm getting the idea that people are largely believing the woman to be SCP-106's spouse DUE to "Until Death" and "The Young Man" suggesting SCP-106 to be once human... despite how this seems unlikely when you consider the context of both stories.

So, firstly- "Until Death", the only story where SCP-106 as Robert Scranton is clearly stated to have a wife, Anna Lang wouldn't fit this narrative because if the woman was her, the Foundation would be able to identify at least how the woman "appears to be her". From that we can simply cross out the possibility of this log being about Robert Scranton-106 completely. If the SCP-106 MeTheGuy12 had in mind when adding this log followed the tale of "Until Death", there is NO FUCKING WAY that woman wasn't Anna. Or maybe it was. Maybe it was and the Foundation just decided not to name, not even mention the possibility of that woman being her. Maybe that's it. That's the whole mystery solved and by posting this on tumblr dot com MeTheGuy12 would find this post and prove me wrong and stupid, but that's so unlikely to happen haha have you even considered the real-godzekiel lore, the MeTheGuy12 lore and the tumblr dot com lore?????????? 😹😁💀

As for "The Young Man", if Corporal Lawrence had a wife, she would be 20-40 years old during the war because despite a few exceptions, there is a maximum age range. This means if the woman was his wife, it'd be her about 20 to 40 years after his "Incident", about year 1940 to 1960. Why's that, that century egg Lawrence would desire, specifically, to be with the 20-to-40-years-after-WW1-and-last-seeing-her and likely 40-to-70-years-before-the-time-this-log-was-written version of his wife? That doesn't make sense. (Or maybe. Okay. Okay maybe he and she just had a 20-40 age gap but that's fucking weird and I don't like it. ) Here's a list of who the woman could be that does make sense to me:

That woman's not a person that SCP-106 ever knew, but by desiring to be welcomed by her, it shows how despite his sadistic bloodlust and anomalous properties, he still desire the basic human need for acceptance and normalcy. If that's the case, the fact that the woman is old would be really interesting. Either that she must be as far off from the 10-25 age bracket as possible to not trigger violent tendencies or that the Old Man really just wanted an Old Woman to be with. I have no clue what I'm talking about.

That woman's meant to represent SCP-106 memory of a maternal figure or older relative. It's his mom, let's say. If he was 20-40 when he went to war, her mother being in her 60s definitely makes sense. If the woman was his mother, it'll also suggest that the place that he most desires to be in is the farm he grew up in. That's pretty sad I think, if you can't find untainted happiness in anywhere but childhood. I think.

Ok, last thing to point out: SCP-106's appearance does not change in his photo. The text does not point out any differences that SCP-106 has in the photo compared to him in reality, despite probably his corrosive touch if nothing in this log suggests the wheat field to be affected by it. Something something wanting to be understood for who he is and not just someone that he once was something something.

Jesus Christ what was I on.

#might add to this later #scp #scp foundation #scp fandom #scp community #scp 106 #scp-106 #scp 978 #scp-978 #long post

[florenceisfalling]

if i spend money on tumblr products its not because i have some fucking moral imperative to tumblr its because 1.) im allowed to buy myself a little treat and encouraging intense scrupulosity over like four bucks is bananas 2.) i would like this site to not fucking die seeing as it is the home of my growth as an artist and individual over the past 4+ years

yes they are owned by a corporation but that corporation would love to trim off any excess that loses them money and currently this site is making very little money

i understand feeling upset that people are spending money on a little png on this website but consider for a fucking second that its not about the damn crabs or whatever

its a bunch of people who are scared they are going to lose their primary online platform - which, if you're going to pull up the stupid morality discourse, fun fact! a lot of disabled people who are bound to their homes or beds really need the social circle they have here - and are grasping at straws to try and help the platform stay in existence

i understand that some of you arent as online but gen fucking srs stop acting like everybody can just step away from the computer and be exactly perfectly fine and cool if this site implodes. think of every piece of artwork, writing, animation, etc. that exists here. this site has contributed more than most things to my relationship with the person im engaged to!!!!!!

and all of you who log on to complain about people giving money to tumblr literally wouldnt have anywhere else to 1. complain 2. post your shit 3. ask for donations if it wasnt for tumblr dot com so!!!

i hate how this site is run i hate the bias in moderation i hate all the dumb fucking updates i am furious constantly too!!! but what are the other options??? "make your own website" and promote it/share it where? "use mastodon" and convince every single friend i have here to do the same?? "why dont you try ____" well you see i have literally tens of thousands of posts&reblogs id have to move over/archive for that. "just go offline" thats not a feasible option for people!!!!!! for real!!!!

edit im not even saying buying stuff is going to make a difference . im saying stop fucking calling it bootlicking when someone wants to not lose a decade of media to a site crashing

[scoobhead]

i think that if you genuinely have a complex opinion on anyone on tumblr dot com (beyond "the things they post are funny" or "i don't really vibe with them") then you need to log off and take a break for a little while

#nat og #🧟‍♂️ #i've seen too much discourse lately! you don't actually know any of these people!

[moth-mart]

i need a meme template for like "well now you have to talk about the beach scene. one cannot log onto tumblr dot com mention the beach scene and expect me not to waltz into the Mothed Man Convenience Store and ask about the new postcards on the wall about The Beach Scene"

Mmgmskj I'm pulling a postcard down off the wall and handing it to you. God needs heaven to herself for the day so she kicks out Stylus and sends him to go hang out with Sona, who's doing vampire stuff. Bonding shenanigans ensue.

It's the anniversary of his death and he spends all of it in his mortal form/disguise. This has about the effect you'd think it would for someone who struggles with processing their emotions.

#at the end of the really long day its #hm #scene set #late at night. a little bit of a chill in the air #and hes sitting hugging his legs and staring at the water with a distant look #sona quietly walks up and sits down beside him #and they just sit in silence for a bit #& eventually they talk and thats when he tells about abt his mortal life. it becomes the turning point in their- #relationship with eachother in how much he starts opening up to them and trusting them with being vulnerable. which is a lot for- #him #gnjsj i was thinking abt it last night & his expression was really vivid but the poses werent so i might try again but from a front angle

[idontlikeem]

alright!

some housekeeping notes:

-if the idea of a hockey blog discussing hockey is so wildly offensive and irritating to you, i encourage you to block me because then you don’t need to see my posts at all.

-there’s no such thing as being “domineering” on tumblr dot com, nobody is making anyone reblog or interact, we’re all just clicking share on posts we like.

-i, and everyone else, do not need to present our posts before committee before we post them. this is my blog and i can do whatever i want on it.

-if you’re a person sending anonymous hate, you’re pathetic and sad and i truly, genuinely, sincerely hope you have a terrible terrible day :) please get a better hobby.

-and as i have always said: if the dumb little hockey team is causing you genuine distress with how they’ve been playing, turn the games off and log out of tumblr. it doesn’t make you a worse fan. i’m glad to see other people saying stuff like this too now, because it’s true. if they suck, hit the bricks. DON’T take it out on other fans.

[alastairstom]

hi! related to the block thing, some time ago you mentioned there were sadly many anti matthews blogs who have shut down right? I dont see them anymore which cool, more appreciation to our fav blorbo.

Have you felt the need to block users lately in the past months? I think after chain of thorns released all the Matt antis logged off, I ask to be aware, I appreciate your fics a lot and I also want to curate my experience not seeing Matthew hata like in 2020

Yeah, a lot of the Matthew antis are gone now. Thank God. Tumblr Dot Com was a hellscape in 2020 on almost every conceivable level.

In the past months, I've only blocked a few blogs that are mostly inactive or have left the fandom now. I think a lot of the hate has died down since ChoT as well.

I'm glad you like my fics! Feel free to send Matthew prompts whenever. I'm always happy to write about him. He has a way of worming into almost all my fanfics, even when they're not about him, LOL.

[bonesandpoemsandflowers]

but you see, I need Jeremy Stolle to release more original music so I can thirst post about him to a broader audience. A lot of people just don't care about musical theatre, and a lot of people still want to argue with you that phantom of the opera is problematic blah blah, so you have to log onto tumblr dot com to yell about this man you think is ridiculously hot. but if there's like, an original album, then you're no longer doing the niche thing of thirsting over some broadway guy. then you're horny for a musician, and Hot Guy in Some Band is something more people are willing to accept as a possibility. "here's a spotify link," you can say, instead of trying to explain the intricacies of a live performance you saw years ago. "just LISTEN to his voice, okay?" you can demand, without getting brushed off because showtunes.

#i need solidarity #jeremy stolle #listen late 40s is a great age for Hot Guy in Band #20 something y/o dude in a band? fuck off. who cares. 40+? a fox who didn't OD in his youth and is probably way more skilled. in many ways.

[whewchilly]

After all the mean comments I’ve seen of Carlos (poor Carlos man:( blame Ferrari not him) I’m wondering are Charles and him ok? I hope so! Maybe i need to log off and wait until Austria. I can’t with all this hate lol 😂😭😭😭🥲

ofc they’re ok they’re professionals :)

def log off if it’s getting to u bc there is a lot of negativity around but also don’t get…. idk? run out of here ? u could try to just tune the bad stuff out as much as possible and remember tumblr dot com is a cauldron of v concentrated emotions and also like. not real life

#🫶🏼🫶🏼🫶🏼 #asks