#i promise this makes sense in my mind

[serapheseraphim]

Today’s thoughts: pogtopia is haunted

#i don’t know how to explain #but it’s haunted #i think if you walked in there today you could still hear the click of a lighter #or the hushed whispers #it’s haunted not by ghosts per say but the lack thereof #haunted by vacancy #i promise this makes sense in my mind #seraph's ravings #dsmp

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

i have a Scene - a Plot if you will - that backs this as context. y'all are gonna have to trust me on this one <3 or read the tags...

#the song is 'in your eyes' by peter gabriel #boombox serenade lets GO!!! #in my mind immediately after this the others came over to say hi (or in sallys case tell him off) #and at first howdy's like 'oh ofc wallys there that makes sense. sally too? strange but alright' #then eddie appears and ohhhh boy its Jealousy Central Babey and howdy's train just pulled into the station #scribble salad #laughingstock #welcome home #barnaby x howdy #howdy x barnaby #OK CONTEXT I PROMISED CONTEXT #so in my mind howdy is an oblivious dumbass when it comes to his own romantic feelings. #he's so in love with barnaby (its very obvious) but Doesnt Realize It. despite being a god tier flirty fruity motherfucker #so when barnaby - thinking theyre on the same page - confesses #howdy's all like 'ohhh um. gee barn im flattered truly but - i just dont like you like that' #yk breaking barnaby's heart right down the middle #so barnaby shuts himself in his home and wally is hovering. yk Worried #and eddie - who's been helping barnaby come to terms w/ his own feelings & gauge if howdy feels the same - asks sally to check in for him #& sally goes over and Immediately involves herself. she takes personal offense on barnaby's behalf #also she lives for the drama and wants every juice detail Hot Off The Press #so while howdy is having a lil crisis as he slowly realizes Oh My Fucking God I DO Love Barnaby Like That- #barnaby / sally / wally / (eventually) eddie are all having a sleepover where they just play card games and chat #a good ol bitch n' stitch night #and howdy shows up to try and talk to barns (obvs in my head he doesnt have a boombox he just Knocks) #only to get RE-RE-RE-REJECTEDDDDDD!!!! thats how it feels you wormy mf! #bc barnaby is a) having a girls night & b) needs to emotionally prepare for That conversation #aaaaand THATS the context <3

[marciliedonato]

mcr stannies being thristy over gerard in shorts fanning themselves like a victorian lady who saw someone’s ankles and is having inpure thoughts to the point of getting his name trending incident 69 dead , thousands injured....

#what am i sayinggg does this even make sense did i do it right #txt #mcr #gerard way #doing my part for the cause #i'm gonna get u to 1 on trending i promise my boy... #mcr return #mcrbudapest #wow anna said something #anna's shitposts #my chem #my chemical romance #tags take so long to type rip #welcome to my twisted mind #greatest hits #1k #2k #3k #4k

[unsatisfiedgourmet]

Are the, (checks notepad) five alive Tokyo Ghoul fans still accepting metaposting in 2024.

#I have a lot on my mind #can't promise it it makes sense or isnt flawed but hey that's what makes discussion so fun am I right #tokyo ghoul #tokyo ghoul re #tg meta #captain's log

[suncaptor]

going to say something very controversial but true: Dean is a uhaul lesbian.

#but like she doesn't need a uhaul bc she lives like she does. #if you think about deanlisa or deancassie and you bear this in mind it will make the world make sense to you i promise. #if you understand you understand #if you get it you get it #get on my wavelength #etc #also i didn't rip this from rockstarsatan we're just on the same wavelength iykyk #dean winchester #dean #spn #supernatural #incoherents

[puppyeared]

Been LOVING your lil magician folks recently please continue they're beautiful and very cute and cool and also very well-designed!! 🥺❤️

thank you for the kind words !!! im not much of a writer, but i do have some sort of story in mind for them.. theyre bitter rivals who end up as roommates bc of their scatterbrained elderly landlord lol

#idk how much of it im gonna keep or change but thats basically the gist of it ^_^ #i dont know if i could ever write a solid linear story bc im very indecisive and tend to change things a lot so most of what i make ends up #very abstract or nonlinear.. just short drabbles or stuff that can be slotted into a general setting or premise #although i do want to challenge myself to try and write some sort of enemies/rivals to friends because i have a huge weak spot for that #dynamic!! i tend to be a little soft on my characters which i think has to do with me being a conflict avoidant person. so maybe exploring #this kind of dynamic will help me experiment with my sense of storytelling. although i cant promise it will be written well lol #im also thinking of making their story part of a bigger world so kinda like an omnibus?? i have another story in mind i think i can fit int #the same canon and itd be funny if theres like a bunch of wacky going ons between different apartment tenants nichijou style #but we'll see!!! thank you for your interest in these little shits!!!! #my art #myart #my oc #oc #presto #shuffle #house of cards #oc talk #ask #doodles #yapping

[caffeinatedopossum]

I feel like I'm going to throw up, there's something so wrong with me and with the world. It's not okay, how can anyone be okay

#domt mind me just realizing that i will never be able to be a good person because good people dont exist #and the world makes criminals of us all #what do i do? theres no way to heal the damage of my existence #i cant handle this i wasnt made for this #i truly believe humanity will kill itself off either on purpose or on accident and when it does i just pray we dont take every other species #with us #i think humans are evolving and discovering things we cant handle knowing #but only some of us will hold onto that knowledge and let it drive us insane #the others will ignore it and continue to only be insane in the same way they always have been #this all sounds crazy i sound crazy but i promise it makes sense to me #and it fills me with unparalleled dread #i cant even think about it without Dissociating

[jamoncitofail]

I just noticed that my two favorite ships, KuboSai and BakuTodo, have a lot of things in common.

I noticed it because my mom called me while I was reading a fic, and when I came back the first thing that I read was “Everything all right, Princess?”, so I thought that I was reading a BakuTodo fic (because u had already forgotten what I was reading lol) and then I kept reading and it said “Kusuo’s house” so I was like “…what?”

And now I can’t stop thinking about the similarities.

#the characters are very different from each other but (at least in fics) their relationships are very similar #it started with the “princess nickname and now my mind won’t stop comparing them #i know it sounds weird #but i promise it makes sense #saiki k #saiki kusuo no psi nan #kubosai #what tags does the mha fandom use? #my hero academia #todoroki shouto #bakugou katsuki #bakutodo #bktd

[thething26]

I have an idea 

#overwatch #overwatch2 #junker queen #junkerqueen #ow2 #sombra overwatch #overwatch sombra #gay #lesbian #in my mind this makes sense #i promise #junker queen x sombra

[lynxfrost13]

Man for some reason the “not living up to my potential” in terms of my art is really hitting today which is stupid.

Hey brain you know that art is a forever journey and that it’s okay to grow and learn and not be perfect right???

#it’s stupid that I feel bad!!! I know it’s stupid. and I am terribly sorry to vent abt it #it’s not that I think my art is bad I’m sorry if my other post gave that impression!!! I thought it was good. #the thing that bothers me is that I could’ve done better if that makes sense. but I chose to rush instead #I also tend to have high expectations for my work however I have very reasonable knowledge of what I’m capable of and the thing is #I really enjoyed making those traditional pieces!!! I did!! I had fun #and I played with a lot of new things and stretched that brain!!! however I tend to feel bad if I’m not immediately great at something new #which again is stupid bc I KNOW that it’s a process #and like I said I did have fun!! and will do more!!! but for some reason the little goblin in my mind is resting it’s hideous head #which hasn’t happened in a while #but that’s good bc it means I’m being challenged which is what I want and need #anyway sorry for the long complicated explanation I promise I’m not like. super upset #just overthinking bc I do that #Lynx talks

[puppygirldanhowell]

and ofc the REN ones bc im me<33

#i hope the last one makes sense. the ''him'' is emma in my mind akdbsk. hopefully that makes yall as sad as it made me👍🏻 #ash is mentally ill #tpn #tpn memes #the promised neverland #the promised neverland memes #norman #ray #emma #norrayemma #norman tpn #emma tpn #ray tpn

[creativityobsessed]

I love the use of recorded sound in Burrow's End, but also as a recorded sound cataloger I'm entertained by the thought of what media would have been available in 1962. Dr. Winnebacker [?] is recording himself probably on reel-to-reel tape, that somehow wasn't damaged by the radiation that affected the stoats (meaning the radiation didn't produce a lot of heat, and they were stored somewhere with relatively low humidity) - a plausible and fun thought. But even more interesting is the thought of there being video in 1962. Video tape would have been brand new, 2" tape was used in the mid-50s for television, but still not widely available for home use. (Also for reference, your average VHS is 3/4" which means if they are videotape the reels are HONKIN BIG THINGS that would probably take multiple stoats to lift.) If it wasn't that, then they have some kind of system in place using reel-to-reel film, which has its own problems (and is, again, GIANT to a stoat).

Yeah, okay, I'm looking too closely at the details, because this happens to be where I work. But it's fascinating to think about the amount of money and resources Warren Peace nuclear plant had, to have free tape for recording just laying around. Where is this plant? Who is sponsoring their research? What are they doing that gets them such cutting edge tech that isn't at all about the specific thing they're working on?

#burrow's end #burrow's end spoilers #dimension 20 #Aabria if you see this I love your mind and this mystery I promise this isn't a criticism #in fact it's more the beginnings of a fanfic to make it make sense than anything else #what a weird thought to have to disclaim my random fandom posts because the creator is on tumblr and I don't want to hurt her feelings

[arolesbianism]

Some concepts for the siblings

#keese draws #rain world #rain world survivor #rain world monk #just impulsive slug cat practice mostly but I also have been wanting to draw them #I wanna try my hand at making fun designs for some of the others so I needed to get my baseline first #I wanna go for more rodent vibes than cat but not too much so #I also wanna draw some of my other slugcat biology hcs but no promises I’ve been going thru it lately #oh yeah and I do imagine most slugcats as completely hairless so no fluffy arti sorry y’all #she does get the closest to having actual teeth of all of them tho so that’s a win for her #well ok all slugcats kind of have teeth but they’re more like small spines that line the front of their mouths #they don’t chew on food tho the teeth are for tearing bits of food off of things #carnivorous slugcats have bigger spines that more so resemble teeth but only in the sense that they’re much larger and easier to see #they also very much hurt more although usefulness in combat is often limited #as getting a good enough grip on a moving target ain’t easy #in fact these big ol teeth are more meant to be used for trapping prey while they like beat them to death or smth #but with larger prey becoming most carnivorous scugs main food source they don’t get used that way as often anymore #in my minds eye way way back slugcats used to be egg predators but as more and more dangerous predators started being common they adapted #a much more omnivorous diet with most of their protein coming from bugs #and hey now they eat bug eggs full circle Babey

[dayurno]

#i will warn you only once: tsc spoilers #literally just finished it as i am drafting this its 5am where i live #so you may be subjected to some nonsense #that all being said i have thoughts.and feelings #the kevin was lovely and tasted delicious! jean defending him at every turn even when he swears to hell and back he'll kick his ass #the kevjean was surprising i was only half expecting that #the dog metaphors i have to say i need this one cashed in. nora run me my check #im joking of course dont quote me on it #jean taking kevins promise to the end and living on it is seriously so. well. #'be careful with him' 'take kevin's name out of your ignorant mouth' 'you promised me' #also kevin getting called the court's queen had me tender and on my back oml #jean's relationship with the trojans is sweet and he is very interesting and complicated #a character with many moving parts im sure #there were a few things i did not care for #namely jeremy and the trojans felt remarkably flat to me bar lucas (by far the most interesting) and catalina on occasion #i didnt quite enjoy jeremy's pov and felt like he spent perhaps way too much time worrying over jean? if that makes sense #i wish he had some more complexity to him or really anything to catch a hook on #all we know is hes attractive and smiley and gets along terribly with his family #so much of his character is sucked out by jean he didnt feel like much more than a plot device to me #which i wouldnt mind if jeremy wasnt the literal main character alongside jean #i was living for everything jean thought but had to drag myself through jeremy's pov if im honest #uuuuh what else. neil! funny. deranged. i have to love him #andrew couldnt give less of a fuck about jean which is funny as all fuck #two bugs placed in the same habitat ignoring each other #the thing with elodie i thought was complicated. i wish we knew some more about her or that shed been mentioned a little earlier #but im assuming thats a topic to be revisited #uuuuuuuh yeah so thats most of it. i think my first thought and the one that sticked out the most to me is that the book felt remarkably #pedestrian #not necessarily in a bad way #it lacked to me one of the main appeals of aftg which were the numerous interesting side characters

[cherrylssues]

I have something like 20 ugly sketches that I want to go and polish not finish because I don't have enough commitment to do that but I am indecisive SO

it's like russian roulette, some are filthy some aren't but you won't know until I show them like a proud momma

#incredible but true i dont exclusively draw devils #not listed because those are only in my mind atm but goatman raphael (it makes sense I PROMISE) and daddy Mephisto will join the gang #sooner or later #bg3 fanart #cherry speaks #bg3 poll

[spearxwind]

This is gonna be such a weird post but id like to know if other people have this problem as well. Do any of you feel like... really misplaced uh. Embarrassment when looking at pictures of people on your phone? Especially people who you actually know, including yourself. Because i have this issue where i find it hard looking at pictures of both me and others (my friends and loved ones) if they are not """perfect""" looking (whatever that means to my brain) because im afraid of people eventually seeing them and judging them as less than perfect or pointing out imperfections etc.

Even knowing that no one but me will ever see said pictures i am haunted by the fear that since the pictures arent like. Idk, magazine cover worthy then people will find them cringe or embarrassing or god forbid ugly (and im a lover of ugly candid pictures too. I think they're the most charming). The way that some people judge a person and their appearance based on a single picture. So I struggle a lot showing pictures of my friends to my family for example out of this fear, and i really struggle to just take pictures of myself that arent from my one Brain Approved Angle(tm)

#i very much feel like this is an effect of both social media and dysphoria in a horrid combo #i don't really know what to do about it but its a terrible way to live #struggling to open pics of me and my loved ones on my camera roll and actually focusing on them #its like that same irrational fear of mind readers (that I honestly have sometimes) but instead its 'someone will judge these or would judge #these unfairly someday if they could see' #thunderclap #idk if this makes sense but man if its not terrible. #it really sucks bc the closer i am to someone the more this affects me #maybe its because my choice of company has been endlessly scrutinised my whole life as well as my own appearance #unrebloggable so it doesnt escape containment #also I promise this is not a jab at my loved ones appearance at all it is literally just Brain Gunk