#i will shut up now

[tired-biscuit]

so we’ve established that yuuji mounts you, all right.

but i think the main thing that separates him from the rest is that instead of pushing your face into the pillow with the help of his hand on the back of your neck, he rather wraps it around your throat, fingers digging into your chin and cheek, and brings you closer to his chest so that he can kiss you and messily shove his tongue inside your mouth the second your head turns to the side.

you’d think that being mean and overpowering is what makes a person take control while pinning you down and keeping you in a submissive position like the one you’ve ended up in, but instead he does it with love and consideration as he pounds into you.

he looks you in the eyes and lets out a soft, almost breathless huff of a laugh when he feels you squeeze around him, and he keeps on mumbling these sugary little praises that are just a jumble of words that hardly make any sense together but that make your heart want to dance nevertheless. he keeps on kissing you as a means to keep you quiet instead of just cupping his palm over your mouth and telling you to shut the fuck up, and he caresses you instead of groping you even if the level of greed never changes during it.

he fucks you nasty, sure, but he never makes you feel filthy because of it. you both sweat and grind against each other and he uses his weight to press you down, but he also lets you move your hips all on your own every so often so that you can fuck yourself on his cock however you want, and he listens to you beg and whine for him to fill you up in the end not because he forces you to do it, but because you genuinely want it that bad.

he’s just effortlessly sweet like that.

#i will shut up now #yuuji x reader #yuuji smut #jjk smut #yuji x reader #yuji smut

[cochineal-leviat]

One of the first sketch dumps I made after I got sucked into Kirby. You can see how rough I was with the first Kirbies in the upper left corner. This dates back to April of 2022.

The Dedede's was me experimenting with what kind of design I wanted to draw in for King Dedede. Since I was introduced to the series with KATFL I was used to club penguin Dedede so playing the older games surprised me a bit. Now I'm more used to the older design from Star Allies/Kirby Triple Deluxe. Although there is def some Smash Bros Dedede in there too. I just love the kimono some people draw Dedede in. It's rad.

The 'me, my husband and our 1561 kids' joke is from another artist here on tumblr that I got inspired by @miniiieevee. Or at least I think it was their comic. It was so long ago I don't remember. I will correct this if I'm wrong. (The blobs are waddle dees, I just got lazy with sketching)

And Kirfluff, I'm a sucker for those two. What more can I say? Still my Kirby OTP (although I feel like that's an incorrect statement because there are a lot of good Kirby ships that I love. I am a multishipper at heart. Kirfluff just inspires me more)

#my art #old art #kirby #kirby series #prince fluff #meta knight #king dedede #kirby gijinka #kirfluff #metadede #waddle dee #Really proud of how the Dedede's came out #OUT OF THE CLOSET! #that was a bad joke #i will shut up now #sorry

[valentimmy]

finally managed to take a selfie

#I think that if he had a phone it would be an old broken Nokia that somehow doesn’t die after years and years of being in his pocket #he dies and comes back a morbillion times meanwhile the phone remains the same #he hacks it to make it take selfies so that he can spam cloud with selfies and the captions are death threats #timmy draws stuff #fanart #digital art #my art #ff7 #ffvii #final fantasy vii #sephiroth #doodle #his phone wouldn’t have games on it sadly #rip sephiroth finalfantasy7 you would have loved fruit ninja #*sephiroth voice* CLOUD. DO YOU HAVE GAMES. ON YOUR PHONE #also I think that if they showed him dancing fruits baby sensory videos he would Calm Down #I will shut up now #blood

[gay-otlc]

Transmasc Lesbianism

I'm a lesbian. I'm also a straight trans man. This might confuse you, but you may want to consider looking at perspectives of gender and sexuality that differ from your own and don't fit into neat little boxes.

A definition of lesbian that has been gaining popularity in queer spaces is "non men loving non men." This was meant to be inclusive for nonbinary lesbians, as an alternative to "women loving women." However, the phrase is very flawed. I've spoken about this elsewhere, but the main points are

It categorizes all nonbinary people alongside women. In this context, "non-men" comes off as "women or nonbinary people who are basically women." Not all nonbinary people, even if they're non-men will feel comfortable being labeled as a lesbian, since the term has feminine connotations and can cause dysphoria. It's unfair to put them in this box just because they're not a man.

Attraction is complex and cannot be divided into "attracted to men" and "not attracted to men." This disregards people who use the split attraction model (different romantic and sexual orientations), people who experience alterous attraction, people with fluid sexualities, and more.

Gender is complex and cannot be divided into "male" and "all genders that are not male." The identity most blatantly erased by this is multigender identities- people with multiple genders can be both male and a gender that is not male. There are also genderfluid people who are sometimes male, demigender people who are partially male, or nonbinary people who don't identify as male but may refer to themselves with masculine terms such as boy or man anyway.

The focus of lesbianism should not be excluding men. Mindsets like this are echoing TERF rhetoric that seeks to exclude transfeminine lesbians because TERFs wrongly consider them to be men. And it's annoying to make our identity about men or lack thereof, when we don't need to be talking about men at all- our community is about our shared attraction for women, because women are great!

Awesome, we've got that out of the way. If you're still reading this and going "but you can't be a trans man and a lesbian, lesbian means non men loving non men!!!!!", then I don't know what to tell you. Read the list again? Go through the other posts linked? Maybe log off tumblr?

If you read all that and you're willing to accept that not all lesbians will fit into "non men loving non men," and you don't understand but you're open to learn, read on! By the end you might still not understand, but you don't need to understand me to respect me.

For some context, here is a description of my gender and sexuality.

Gender: I'm a bigender trans man. To put it as simply as I can, my gender is primarily male, but I also have some of the female gender. I'm comfortable being seen as solely a man or both a man and a woman, but not solely a woman.

Sexuality: I'm sexually attracted to women almost exclusively. As mentioned at the beginning of the post, I describe myself as a lesbian (or gay, sapphic, etc). I also describe myself as a straight man (or straight transmasc, transhet, etc).

How can I be both?

That's where my multigender identity comes into play. I'm a man and a woman. I'm attracted to women. This makes me both a man attracted to women and a woman attracted to women; a straight man and a lesbian.

Like I said earlier, male is my primary gender and being female is more secondary. So, I'm primarily a man attracted to women, and to a lesser extent a woman attracted to women. Internally, I perceive myself as more of a straight man than a lesbian. I get a lot of gender euphoria from calling myself a straight man, and the feminine connotations of lesbian can sometimes make me uncomfortable.

So, why do I still identify as a lesbian?

Although I consider myself and my attraction to be mostly transhet, that's not really how I interact with the world around me. I'm out as bigender to some people, but I'm also closeted in many contexts, and I don't pass very well even where I am out. This means I navigate my life as someone generally perceived as a woman, who is attracted to women. Even if I don't always consider myself to fit fully with lesbianism, a majority of people will interpret me that way when they find out I'm attracted to women.

Lesbianism is a label I found my home in, for many years, and it still means a lot to me. I spent a long time defining myself as a lesbian and existing in our community, and it's a significant part of my identity.

The way I experienced my attraction growing up was a lesbian experience, not a straight experience. I consider myself a straight man now, but I didn't grow up interacting with the world as a heterosexual child. I was expected to have crushes on boys and was mocked for not fitting into that. I was called a lesbian in a derogatory way when I was ten, and I found power in reclaiming that. When I realized I was attracted to women, I spent years feeling like a freak for it until lesbians communities helped me to be proud. Lesbian is the label that most accurately describes my history and my experience as a young queer.

Also, although the label lesbian sometimes causes dysphoria, I sometimes get euphoria from referring to myself or being referred to as a lesbian. I especially get euphoria from being a butch lesbian. I take so much joy from my butch identity. And while referring to myself as lesbian in a joking manner, with phrases like "I'm so gay for her" or "not to be a lesbian but oh my god," might not count as gender euphoria, saying them makes me happy, and that's enough for me.

So, why do I identify as a man? Because I am one.

Why do I identify as a lesbian? Because it describes my past experience and the way I interact with the world as someone perceived as a woman. Because it's important to me. Because I want to.

Why do I use these labels that contradict each other? Because these are the labels that are right for me, and I have every right to have a confusing identity.

Thank you for your time.

#holy shit this is a long post #i'm so sorry if you actually read all that. i don't know when to shut up </2 #lesbian #men and non men #transmasc lesbian #male lesbian #transhet lesbian #bigender lesbian #multigender lesbian #bigender #multigender #transmultiphobia #<- because it is transmultiphobic to be an ass to me about my identity #gender shit #pride tag #important #so many tags jfk #i will shut up now

[r0bbers02]

My babies

#Today's show was so family #I love them #they are a family #they are so cute #I'm way too emotional about this #i will shut up now #the 1975 #at their very best #matty healy

[its-tortle]

can i ask about the captain america bachelor's thesis and the score you got for it

hi lorelei!! you absolutely may ask me!!

it was called "Steve Rogers and Captain America aren't always the same guy": Captain America Fanfiction as a Locus of Transformation, Identity Exploration, and Reclamation (a bit wordy, i know) and it basically outlined fanfiction conceptually and went into the history of cap as a character and political symbol to then analyze trends in cap fanfiction as forum for identity politics and fan reclamation. i think we stress so many of his identity markers in fandom that are played down or straight up erased in source material (esp the mcu) and i wanted to elaborate on the possible reasons for and effects of that. it was a lot of fun.

and i got a dutch 9/10!! which translated to an american A+ on my transcript, which is a bit crazy. i was lucky to have a super lovely and supportive thesis advisor :)

i can send it to you if you're interested!

#its like 12k words of dense academic text but it is quite interesting if i do say so myself #and the one academic thing i could always do confidently was write :P #but yeah i had so much fun with it!! #im so lucky to have been in a program and found an advisor where writing about cap fanfiction for my thesis was totally viable #and i even did well?? #i fear i may have peaked #anyway #i will shut up now #thank u for asking!! #it always makes me really happy when people are interested because clearly i'm a nerd about it #tortle answers #captain america

[pupcuck]

me when i lie :3 i had them blocked :333 they purposely went through someone’s rbs (someone they were arguing with) to find it omg ok sorry I won’t talk ab it anymore just insane how people can blatantly lie that way 😭

#🏩.diary #tw discourse #sorry im. #like so over this but omg #I will shut up now #I just hate when people blatantly lie lmfao it’s like you’re so embarrasing omg

[renaiswriting]

Guys, I think I'm about to throw up. What the fuck? He is so fine. I'm not okay. I'm on the verge of having a nosebleed and crying my eyes out. WHY IS HE SO DJWJSUSJSUUAJAJAUAB OH MY GOD IM GOING TO PASS OUT

#seventeen seungcheol #choi seungcheol #scoups #s.coups #svt seungcheol #seventeen #i cannot breathe #look at those arms #im not okay #i will shut up now #to whoever took these pictures THANK YOU #you're doing god's work

[popponn]

what do u call this genre of men

#babblings #i really talk a lot these days huh #but let me just put this out one last time #“charming purple rich boy” #i spend way too much time thinking about them #i need to gaze at sae isagi scara and neuvi a bit more to stay loyal #wait isnt scara in some ways #i will shut up now #okay good bye everyone see you in three work days

[king-krisu]

I'm a simple guy. I see rare, maybe even vintage Jere on the dash. Instant save, will look at it for weeks. Will put in the tags how much I hate him and his blonde mop but in reality I wanna fuck him. I go to bed. Rinse and repeat.

#käärijä #jere pöyhönen #cha cha cha #eurovision #i will shut up now #goodnight

[thecarelessvoice]

Honestly wasn't sure if it was a good idea or not but here goes nothing:

Recreating a frame by frame disney kiss scene but with 💫Wangxian💫

Ps. If you like my works you can visit my profile and buy me a coffee from the link i put in my bio, that would make me very happy ^^

#yes i used pocahontas as reference cuz its my favourite disney movie ^^ #yes the overall anatomy has major problems TT #i did this instead working on my thesis cuz that one is going NOWHERE 🤦🏻‍♀️ #it's been a long while since i attempted to draw close-to anime characters #once again animating is so fuckin #also will i ever correct the lines or do the coloring for this??? no one knows :)))) #i will shut up now #wangxian #my art #animatic #mo dao zu shi #wei wuxian #lan wangji #the untamed #mdzs

[tired-biscuit]

i know i always call kiba a loser but like, this boy stabbed himself and was ready to die alongside his puppy at the age of TWELVE for the sake of saving someone he didn’t even particularly care about (sasuke)

that’s loyalty if i’ve ever seen it, ok

HE DIDN’T EVEN LIKE SASUKE

#also his enemy was so fucking scary #like i was WORRIED for him and i didn’t even rly care about him yet at that point ok ufjdhdhdhdh #also the whole ‘time for you to die’ while bleeding out anf GRINNING during it?????? #such a badass kid ok #genin k.iba did not come to play istg #i will shut up now

[butididntpourthewhiskeys]

I also think she's getting the best lay of her life LMAO i feel like Travis' actions in public translate into the bedroom in terms of how ~generous~ and ~gentlemanly~ he is and compared to YB who never opened her door or made her pick up her purse of the floor it must be a whole different ball park lmao

Three things I am convinced about:

1. He’s a big man…. huge…. in various aspects

2. He loves to dance, he’s very good at controlling his body / his movements

3. He’s a hardcore GIVER

#🤭 #I will shut up now #that’s all from me on this topic lmao

[proosh]

frapru clicks into place when you grok that they're both genderweird furries

#sorry it's hyperfixation hours #i Will shut up now

[achairwithapandaonit]

(x) Either R or W, please!

R - A pairing you ship that you don’t think anyone else ships

hmm well i know for a fact that one or two people must ship this cause there are several fics on ao3 but it doesn't seem like anyone really thinks about it so - i think that odasaku/ranpo from bungou stray dogs has potential for fics given that they're similar ages and ran into each other i think once in the ranpo backstory episodes in season 4 and also once in the oda backstory at the start of season 2

and since you're a black butler mutual i will try to come up with something black butler very quick ummm - how about snake and edward? i have an au i'd almost forgotten about where it really feels possible

W - 5 favorite ships and 5 kinks you like best for said ships

i mean, since i'm hyperfixated on bungou stray dogs rn we're just gonna end up with bungou here (also i shall not give any kinks cause i'm shy and that's reserved for the smut channel in my server)

chuuya/ranpo (bsd) - i think it's so funny and maybe a little hot. like yeah someone needs to shove ranpo into a wall for his hijinks and i think chuuya would do it

sigma/dazai (bsd) - i didn't really care about it until i saw the recent spoilers for the next chapter and now suddenly i'm vibrating like omg dazai's really committed to saving sigma huh. that feels big for both characters

ranpo/oda (bsd) - again, i think it has so much potential and could be fun to play around with. like idk maybe they dated as teenagers. i like to headcanon ranpo has a thing for criminals tbh and oda was an assassin and then in the mafia when he quit that

ranpo/mushitaro (bsd) - i wish there was more fic. it would be so good. i also want to see them interact more but understand that yeah...the way things are in canon rn they don't really have the time for that

clara/12th doctor (doctor who) - i don't think i actually ship them romantically but their dynamic is very interesting and makes me feel things

bonus black butler lol: maybe either bard/lau or bard/sebastian. i like it when a man presses a knife to another man's neck (is that what happened? it's been a while), and the sebastian and bard dynamic from bard's flashbacks was fun

#ask tag #ask game #bonus bsd one would be akutagawa/chuuya cause i saw a post about the official art and was like aw that's sweet actually. chuuya would treat #akutagawa right #coming out as a rare pair liker rn lol #i think they're generally a lot more interesting cause they're less explored than popular ships #and if we're talking about forever ships that i'm not thinking about rn then it would of course be things like #syaoran/sakura from tsubasa/ccs and fai/kurogane and from detco haibara/conan but more platonic than romantic for that one #i also enjoy kaito/shinichi but i think that cause it's so popular it's often not done right and i can't read most fics #and in the right kind of au i'd be able to stand ran/shinichi but i can't handle it in canon cause ran sees conan as her little brother #i ramble SO MUCH #i will shut up now

[evermorecountsastherapy]

not sure if anyone else has said this before but I have this headcanon that the siblings put on a little pride parade whenever they want to boost morale at the abbey not because they aren't allowed to leave the church to go to one of the mainstream ones (they are free to come and go whenever they wish) but because a lot of siblings are there because of past traumatic occurrences that happened outside of the church and in their past lives and don't feel comfortable leaving the church grounds. so. they plan in advance a day or two long celebration where one of the Papas delivers a sermon dedicated to pride and the community and there's lots of food and games and fun activities and just all-around inclusion of everyone and… other stuff 😏 (orgies) … but mostly fun and games and genuine happiness amongst everyone:)

#the idea makes me really happy #planning to use this in one of my ongoing fics because it heals my religious trauma 😌 #i also think Copia would be a big advocate for this #that is all #I will shut up now #the band ghost #the band ghost headcanons #the band ghost fanfiction