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choccy-milky · 29 days
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Hi Darling! First of all.. OMG I REALLYYY REALLYYYY LOVE YOUR FIC ♥️♥️♥️! I've been a silent reader for too long and this is the first time I came to the surface to thank you for this amazing fic and art that you've made.
I also have gathered my courage to ask you this. But headcanonically (if that's even a word but wtv 😭) in your fic world. Did Sebastian ever court or interested in someone before Clora? I had a wild thought that he was into someone and had courted them but wouldn't last long because he had to take care of Anne and this lass he courted was tired of his rambling about Anne this and Anne that. Sebastian decided that they should end things because not appreciating Anne means not appreciating him.
And when he dated Clora. He met her again. She desperately wants him back and apologises (She does have another intention though). He declines because he's already ill with her and is now crazy in love with our darling Clora. He chooses not to tell Clora about this. But I wonder what happened if Clora knows tho.
ANYWAY! THANK YOU FOR READING MY LONG ASS WILD THOUGHTS BUT I AM AN ANGST GIRL IN THIS ANGST LIFE. 😭😭😭💙💙💙
AW THANK YOU FOR TELLING ME💖💖IM GLAD TO HEAR IT💖💖 AND OK its funny you bring this up bc i actually planned for sebastian to have a bit of an internal monologue in my most recent chap about the girls he's had a crush on (before clora--omg... B.C), but i ended up cutting it out because it was part of a deleted scene. but no seb has never actually dated/courted anyone before clora, tho he defs did have crushes....but if he WAS with another girl before clora....🤔🤔hmm🤔🤔 i guess it would depend when in their relationship clora found out? if it was at the beginning when clora was still really shy/nervous/self conscious, it would obviously make her even moreso, and she would have compared herself and wondered if she was good enough and if she was doing things right. and i feel like that early in the relationship, if that other girl DID come back and try and get with seb, clora might actually be worried they'd get together again, esp if she ever saw them talking (kinda like the lawley situation, but in reverse BAHA) if it was NOW though and clora just suddenly found out....LMAOO oh boy. she'd obvs be like why did u never tell me, and itd go something like this: seb: "it was brief enough that i didn't see any point in mentioning it--we hadn't even snogged." clora: "well, it just so happens that i was with a boy before you, too. but we hadn't snogged either, so by your logic, i guess you don't care." seb: ".........." seb: "........alright, point proven." (and then seb would be all worried and confirm that she hadnt actually been with anyone before him/that she was just messing with him, and shed be like LMAO YES IT WAS JUST FOR ARGUMANTS SAKE OBVS) anyway clora might be sad for a bit but she'd get over it pretty quick, since she knows seb is so devoted to her/hed make it a point to be a huge simp for her to show her he has no leftover feelings for anyone else LOL (like how he was after the relic incident & during her period) honestly its just hard to make clora jealous in the first place, bc seb is such a mega simp for her LMFAO. and aS HE SHOULD BE!!!👇🧎‍♂️
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densewentz · 10 months
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I absolutely adore Crowey and Hanna theyre the sweetest! Could you please tell us more about them? Like how did they end up together, was it accidental child acquisition or something else?
Thank you for the ask!! Tbh i just started going feral about my new little au these last few days so nothing is set in stone yet, but here's my current write-up for how it came about that I'm using for art inspo How post-s2 Crowley ended up with an unhinged Daughter
I'm thinking Hanna is a startlingly young but frequent Group Home (or whatever the UK version of a Group Home is) runaway, and during one of her bolts she stumbles across a spitefully morose Crowley sprawled in the grass at a park telling his tales of woe to some ducks or something. Hanna is pretty precocious and also likes Crowley's red hair and the odd way he sits and she has a favorite duck at that particular spot anyway. one which, as she informs crowley, is a better listener than the big brown one with the mean look about him who once chased her half way to the next bench over.
I imagine Crowley will aim for aloof and miss because he's always been helplessly charmed by weird kids, and will ask why the duck was chasing her in the first place. Hanna'll say it must not have liked her mushroom story, to which Crowley will give an "oh?" and Hanna will plop herself down next to our demon and launch into a passionate rant about her favorite fungi. At some point much later a social worker (or again, whatever the UK version of a social worker is sorry im from the States) will track her down (maybe the park is a frequent spot for her?) and drag her back to the group home. But as it happens the next few times she runs off she bumps into Crowley as well, be it by dumb luck or divine intervention who knows. They'll form a camaraderie and get up to some mischief before she's found again. I imagine she catches on to the demon thing pretty quick (she's as bright as she is nosy and Crowley isn't particularly subtle) and is ecstatic to see Crowley's eyes for the first time (before asking why he has eyelids and if he needs to blink). Eventually he'll ask once why she runs away, and she'll tell him the families that come to adopt kids think she's too odd, too underfoot, that she asks too many questions. so instead of waiting around to be left behind she just leaves. Its not so scary that way, she says. And suffice to say Crowley ends up a little attached and perhaps a little fond and perhaps doesn't want to have to watch the social worker drag this lonely kid away again. So he says if she wants she could maybe stick around. They can be something of a team, maybe. And he won't mind that she's odd, or underfoot, or that she asks so many questions. And that'd be that! Demon hand-wavey adoption goes through without a hitch, and soon Crowley's got a car seat in the Bentley and a tiny green step stool by his plants and a kid on his hip💕 So in short to answer your ask, it was not so much an accidental child acquisition as it was a rather intentional child acquisition
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delirim · 1 year
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@thenightmareofyourdrems // A celestial chase.
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DIPLOMACY. This was supposed to be a matter of diplomacy between entities; the start of something symbiotic. A rare opportunity in which her sibling— having endured a particularly relentless avalanche of chivvying— permits her tagging along on what they'd intended to be a brief summit to one very starry-looking city. And what has quickly divulged into quite the PALAVER.
And it's all her fault.
Lost control. Slipped. Gone without knowing. Without stopping. Should have stayed put. Found a table to climb under... Desire, hurt. Very much hurt indeed.
And she tried, really tried to be good. But a new lull of inward intention pulls DELIGHT this way and the other, and corporeal buildings of cosmic governmental significance begin to... Waver and blur under her influence. Form becoming formless, and much to its inhabitance's surprise. Much to the reigning bodies' fury.
❛ So it's war you've decided, friend o' mine. Was this your intention from the beginning? To burgle our idyll sanctuary with your heedless, sneaky wants? To destroy? How very unlike you—❜ Decreed the exteriorized echo of space— A QUEEN of sorts— calling upon her flurry of guards to do away with them.
But not before Delight finds her escape, albeit temporary— dragging along a shallow-breathed sibling.
❝ Wake up, wake up, wake up, wake up. Desire, please. ❞
But the pale facets of Desire's face persists expressionlessly, drained of the lascivious, machiavellian sneer and power she's used to seeing. More than that, they are heavier than Delight could have ever anticipated. She drags them anyway, yanking the sleeves of their blazer. Takes shelter between the nook of two glowing buildings and props her ill-fated sibling against the wall.
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❝ You're okay. You're just tired, aren't you, Desire? Just overwhelmed. It's okay. I'm, um...❞ What was it... The word she'd just said? Delight can't wholly remember. ❝ I'm that too— ❞
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purlty23 · 5 months
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okay now im genuinely curious which ghost songs you think are metal, actually no im genuinely curious about that document you mention…
SO GLAD YOU ASKED ANON. All I needed was one person willing to hear me out, here we go. I put band recs there too for fun
Disclaimer: this is my opinion. I do think its right but I also love each. And everyone. One. Of these albums. I know them by heart, I have learned many of them and still am learning them on guitar. I mean NOTHING BAD by these.
Opus: heavy metal  Very thick baselines, iconic metal strumming patterns, majority quick and aggressive songs. Dark themes. Tobias was just off of Repugnant and still writing very heavy songs. Holds the famed Ritual, known to be on the list as one of the most evil metal songs. Also the closest Ghost ever got to metal gallops Bands you might like if its your fav: Iron Maiden, Dio, In This Moment
Infetissumam: heavy + doom + funeral metal Those same heavy riffs now with the ‘brimestone’ sound that people like to associate with it. Lots of calliope and pipe (funeral) organ sounds. Very classic satanism themes, mixed with the trademark slow and gloomy doom metal tracks (If You Have Ghost EP veers into more classic rock territory sometimes) Bands you might like if its your fav: Candlemass, TOOL, Black Sabbath, 
Meliora: heavy + doom/gothic + rock heavy rhythm guitar with really good lead. Orchestral vocals and pipe organs, very reminiscent of catholic choirs.  The spotlight is on vocal range, backed by a lot of dark, heavy backing. Still with a hint of classic rock influence like AC/DC.  Bands you might like if its your fav: Powerwolf, Shadow Academy, Spiritbox
8 Inches: Psychedelic rock Duh. Its a take on rock music of the era. Mainly the psychedelic movement, hence the funky album art. Only put it here cause MOAC is their biggest song. Bands you probably like if its your fav: Jefferson Airplane, Black Sabbath, Deep Purple
Prequelle: heavy + fantasy metal  Almost half ballads, definitely more than half fantasy. Most songs have a whimsical feel thanks to wind instruments appearing. Still with the riffs that got them popular and the catchy choruses that Meliora introduced. Like Meliora, still some rock influence but only really obvious in Dance Macabre and Witch Image. Bands you might like if its your fav: Majestica, Elvenking, Orden Ogan
Impera: heavy metal + classic rock No one wants to hear this, no one wants to admit this but Impera absolutely draws inspo from the greats of both rock and metal: ACDC, Metallica, /Def Leppard/. I think it skirts along the line of rock and metal the same way Metallica does, but moreso in the valley of hard rock. Twenties and Griftwood is where you’ll find the heavy metal aspects. INCREDIBLY well done solos. The Griftwood solo made me buy a guitar ten years after stopping playing. Bands you might like if its your fav: Shadow Academy, Blue Oyster Cult, Foreigner
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abiiors · 1 year
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im back again!
could u try to do a thing where reader tries to attempt the gaslighting thing from tiktok on matty
- esp with the like "do you ever wish you were tall" or "have you ever thought of trying to make actual music", or something like that
maybe even confuse him abt if u actually are a thing or not to the point he gets extremely jealous n clingy
Look at him!!! He’s so soft and pretty, how am I supposed to be mean to him? 😭😭 But for you, I’m going to give this a try…
I hope you like it ❤️
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Grouch
Can I come over later?
His text from a few hours ago is still fresh in your mind. The excitement about him coming over has since doubled, tripled because you have a plan forming in your head. 
An evil plan brewing more like…
You can’t help but laugh giddily as you put on your nicest dress possible, as you scour Pinterest for the best “sultry makeup inspo”. You can’t help but laugh as the doorbell rings. 
This has to be strategically executed, it absolutely needs to be perfect. You have to greet him exactly like usual, with a smile and a kiss.
He raises an eyebrow when he comes in, eyes you from head to toe appreciatively and then pulls you in for another kiss. 
‘You look gorgeous, baby…’
You blush, shyly say a thank you, but the confused look on his face is back. 
‘I thought we were just going to stay in today?’
‘Well…yea, we are. I just thought I’d go out with Nick after you’ve left?’ You deserve an Oscar for the performance you’ve been putting on so far or at least an Emmy. 
His eyes narrow at the mention of another man’s name. ‘Who’s Nick?’ he tries to be all cool and nonchalant but you can already see the cogs of his brain working overtime trying to place that name. 
Nothing’s going to occur to him, however. Because Nick isn’t a real person, he’s only a prompt for this prank. You let him mull that over in his head for a bit as you make your way to the kitchen. It doesn’t escape your notice how he follows you like a puppy. 
‘Oh, Nick?’ you try to look at him through innocent doe eyes.
‘Yea, do I know him?’
‘Oh well, I don’t know. He runs that bakery in town, remember? I always talk about how much I love their brownies,’ you prod on. Even sigh wistfully for dramatic effect. 
Matty, however, looks like he’s swallowed sour milk. 
‘And what are you doing with him?’ 
You shrug in response, turn around to grab some mugs from the shelf. You even make sure to stand on your toes to grab them from the highest shelf. It wouldn’t hurt if he sees how good your ass looks in these jeans…
‘He said the bakery was going to be closed today,’ you fiddle with the mugs, try to find the right ones, stall time so you won’t have to look at him during this part. ‘I asked him if he could teach me how to bake, so that’s what we’re doing today.’
You turn back to him and smile cheerfully. 
‘So is he teaching a class?’ he asks hopefully, ‘like with multiple other people?’
‘Oh, no,’ you smile excitedly, ‘this is a special one-on-one.’
‘A special one-on-one?’ his jaw hangs open slightly as if he can’t believe what you’re trying to imply. For a moment you wonder if you’re going too far but this is just starting to get funny.
You click your tongue, ‘you know what I mean…’
There’s a beat of silence when you’re both silent. He’s trying to figure out what to say and you’re trying to hold the laughter in.
‘Baby, I could teach you how to bake,’ he grumbles, ‘Fuck, youtube could teach you that.’
‘Yea but he’s a professional,’ you laugh and press a chaste little kiss to his cheek. ‘Besides, do you even know how to make brownies?’
‘It’s not like it’s rocket science,’ he rolls his eyes. ‘And what’s so good about this guy anyway?’ 
‘He’s French,’ you answer as if that explains everything. Matty can make of that whatever he wants to.
You turn around, put the kettle on and start walking away to get some snacks but he’s not about to let you… Not so fast.
In one smooth movement, he hooks two fingers in the back pocket of your jeans and pulls you flush against his chest.
‘I don’t know what you’re trying to pull but you didn’t seriously think you were going to a special session with this dickhead, did you?’
The possessiveness in his voice sends shivers down your spine and makes your mouth go dry. 
‘Especially not looking like that.’
His mouth hovers just above your ear and you know he felt that shiver just now. 
‘No?’ you try to sound confused but it just comes out breathy.
‘Yea, no French asshole is about to get one-on-one time with my girl,’ he declares. And just like that he’s back to being annoyed and huffy.
Your already-weakening resolve breaks instantly as you turn to hide your face in his chest and burst out into a fit of giggles. 
‘Oh god, you really…you really fell for it,’ you try to get the words out between giggles and he frowns. 
‘What do you mean?’
‘You,’ you jab a finger in his chest, ‘Matty Healy who is almost chronically online doesn’t know what a TikTok trend is?’
You look at his face, see him go through all five phases of grief at once. You can feel the tears running down your cheeks, smudging your eye makeup but his face is just too funny. 
‘You’re an asshole,’ he mutters but holds onto your waist just as tightly 
‘Grouch,’ you tease as you stand on your toes once again and start peppering kisses all over his face. ‘Would it help if I say the clothes and the makeup are for you?’
‘Whatever,’ he rolls his eyes, looks at a random spot on the wall but he hasn’t exactly pulled away from you. If anything, he’s leaning into them. 
‘And would it help if I say Nick’s not a real person?’
‘He’s not?’ Of course, that piques his interest but he’s quick to put the annoyed mask back in place, ‘I mean, yea sure. Why do I care?’
‘You really don’t care?’ you pout, press a feathery kiss on his jaw. To his credit, he manages not to close his eyes and sigh at the kiss. 
‘Are you mad at me?’ you look at him through your eyelashes and even make your lip wobble for the added effect. 
That’s the trick that does it. He stops focusing on the wall and looks back at you again. 
‘This is so unfair!’ he grumbles. ‘I can’t even stay mad at you.’
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honeeslust · 4 months
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Satoru Gojo | you cryin?
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🖤 inspo for this comes from that slutty gif of Satoru in the box. I know well all collectively had… thoughts… but couple that with the ‘you cryin’ and yea… lets go!
🖤 WC 4100+
Could you imagine falling in love with someone like Satoru? The man can process anything coming his way faster than it can even be perceived. This is except when it came to falling for you.
That being said, he's not going to baby you into the supernatural three ring circus that is his life. That would be arrogantly irresponsible.
As soon as he knew you weren't going anywhere, he made a point to teach you to fear the dangers of his world as he understood better than anyone the cost of bearing such a burden. One of the first things he made sure you understood was how to be wary of the places that gave off a any kind of bad vibes.
But... it wasn't like you set out for this... but you know what they say about the curious cat...
An uncharacteristically frantic Satoru is losing his mind when you don't make it home at your usual time. It really could've only been about 10 minutes past the time you were due to be home but at the moment, none of his thoughts were logical. Not when he could almost immediately intuit the danger you'd found yourself in.
... Somewhere else
You're bound by your wrists to something sturdy above your head. Your body is so weak you can't even pick your head up enough to make out what it is you're tied to. Even after jerking around with all your might, the chains retaining you hadn't so much as budged.
It was hopeless. And now your murky vision has to be betraying you. Your surroundings were moving in ways it shouldn't.
And was that... a man just now?
Your eyes swept the area around you to find nothing but the dark empty expanse staring back at you. Every ounce of your energy having mysteriously been sapped from your body. Defeated by the onset of fatigue, your head hangs between your shoulders.
Shit Satoru. I fucked up...
Yea. You did sweetheart.
A voice echoes out from somewhere nearby, but every direction you turn in is still just an endless sea of black. Panicked, your words wisp out of you shakily.
Wha-?..who are you?
I'm Mahito...
The disembodied voice calls out to answer you as he figure slowly emerges from the shroud of darkness ahead of you.
Thanks for making this easy for me.
Why the hell am I here Mahito?
Isn't it obvious? Satoru! He'll come running for you. And when he does well... he's no longer gonna be a problem for us.
Your chains rattle against the reinforcement as you struggle to turn away from the foreign hand now clutching your face in a harsh grip. The entity winks at you. His hand is hot on your face, hotter than it should be. It makes your skin crawl and you flinch away in disgust.
Don't fucking touch me.
His lip draws under his annoyingly perfect teeth, as he looks you over pleased with your choice of costume.
Hah! Quite a mouth you got on you little angel. If only I could get locked in here with you, Im sure I could make a devil outta you.
Tch. Ooh. If only. you snide teasing him with a pathetic pout before you spit right in his beautiful face.
Wait. What did he mean...locked ? As in.. inside?
God-fucking-damnit!
Mahito swings his powder blue locks over his shoulder, breaking into a fit of maniacal laughter. He smears the wad of saliva from his face to lick it from his finger.
Fuck! Satoru's a lucky one.
You seem like you'd be so much fun.
Ah well. I'm sure you would've made a fine plaything. Its a shame I gotta leave you here now.
Too bad. So sad Mahito. Best be on your way, bitch.
Your body trembles, betraying the evil glare you aim in his direction. What he'd said before was beginning to sink in.
Locked in...
Fuck me!!
Mahito comes closer to you, making you flinch away.
I guess you're right. I'm sure he'll be here soon and I'm not trying to fight him...Even I know my limits.
He stoops in front of you, his bicolored irises flashing in delight as he reaches past your ear to play with the hem of your angel wing. Guess this is goodbye pretty one.
With that, retreats. Vanishing into the shadows leaving you stranded in the dreadfully cold loneliness. The accompanying darkness enclosing you doesn't help your nerves much either.
As if things couldn't get any weirder. A faint blue fog appears before you and seemingly moves toward you. It creeps closer and closer. Moving about unnaturally as it does so. A hand made out of bones materializes out of the cloud and then... more and more of them emerge. Entire skeletons. Swarming in around you until youre body is swallowed whole by the vapor.
...
Y/n......
Y/n. Wakeup.
Hmm? God Satoru what?
Baby. Wake up.
Your eyes flick open and you're ready to slap Satoru for waking you up before the sun when you didn't need to be.
But wait! This wasn't youre room, this wasn't even a place. You were as happy to see Satoru as you were horrified to see that you're still tethered to the chains from before.
You found quite a place to try and have a nap. Sweetheart.
You know I wasn't napping Satoru ... Now can you help!! you say yanking the chains.
Tsk tsk tsk. He admonishes with a shake of his head. I won't lie. This sucks
Yea it does. Help me outta these won't you.
Mmmm.
What do you mean mmm?
I mean... I did try and tell you....
You scoff rolling your eyes hating exactly how right he was. He told you. Time and time again. Halloween is the worst time to be out and about as a newly awakened sorcerer.
Ugh okay. Baby you made your point. You gripe putting on your best pout and jangling your chains in his direction. C'mon. Satoru let me outta this.
I don't think I will. Not until you answer me one thing...Why were you out here alone?
Because I wanted to be. I can handle myself just fine, thank you. You say proudly even though you knew that in your current predicament,  you looked at least 2 sizes too small to for the big shit you talked.
Oh you can huh? He exclaims bearing a crooked smile down at you. But did you ever happen to stop and consider what I said about Halloween.
No. I didn't. You lie.
Immediately. You're met with a look of disbelief.
You don't huh...?
He cocks his head to the side. Leaning over you to jostle your chains.
... You comfortable like this sweetheart? He says rubbing the side of your face suggestively.
You roll your eyes. You know I'm not.
So then tell me why? You're a fucking danger magnet. It follows you wherever you go. You know and you pull this shit?.
Satoru recalls the moments he spent panicking when he couldn't get a read on your energy.   And that was exactly what they had hoped for when they dangled the chance to save you in front of him. For the second time in his life, hes d walked into a trap.
He kneels on the ground in front of you,  and arm draped across his thigh, the other caesses the side of your face. Why would you risk it y/n?
You stare back at him, too stunned by the vulnerable look in his eye to keep your attitude. Does it matter?
The hell are you asking me right now? Yeah y/n it matters to me that you put yourself in danger.
Awwww. Satoruuu. Were you worried? You sing songed out, teasing him.
His ears burned red.
Shut it. But yes. Obviously I was Sweetheart.
Fiiiine. Fine. You say giving him a small smile. But for real Satoru...You taking me outta this or not?
He glances up over your head, sizing up the length of your chains. Yeah. I will...Once I figure this out.
What?
Oh yea. Guess it seems this place was designed to keep me from using my abilities. So we're trapped here until the people out side can figure out how to get us out.
You're kidding!
Nope.
Fuck. Your voice shakes as the panicking kicks in. What in the actual fuck am I supposed to do now? You ask when you notice him looking down at you.
But wait Sweetheart. I can't lie. You look good in this position.
Tsk...Boy! Don't start. Baby you have to get me outta this.
What?....I'm allowed. I mean baby, you had me going crazy. And now well...I feel like I need to take advantage of this interesting little situation we find ourselves in. Gimme a moment to appreciate you like this.
You glare at your boyfriend. No way this angel eyed menace meant that.
No you creep. You're crazy Satoru. Cmon.
You're so annoyed with your boyfriend but there a glint in his eye as he's staring down at you in your vulnerable state. The depth of those ocean eyes could drown you a hundred times over and right now there was a storm brewing behind them. He was truly enjoying the sight of you, twisting so feebly as if you really wanted to deny this could and would happen. This situation was completely fucked. Sure. But damnit if it wasn't the stuff good girls who keep their heads stuck in smutty books would cream over.
No...You're not seriously considering....
Why not? Baby you're so fucking hard headed.
You laugh.. Yeah and...?
A hard head will make for a soft ass. Every. Fucking. Time Sweetheart.
Why did that send a sneaky little quiver right to that spot? Oh right, cause no matter how screwed you might be. It'd be worth it to let Satoru have his way with you. His mean side is his sexiest side.
Now you'd pissed him off. Sure. But Satoru figures why fight about it when you could fuck about it.
I like you like this. All that mouth on you. No where to run off to... Shit. Why didn't I think of this?
Your complexion ripens under his gaze. God. You're loving this aren't you?
You have no idea.
He lowers himself to your eye level, giving you that cocky smile of his but his piercing stare emanates something more than just frustration. Could it have been a little bit of relief you saw in his eye?
Before you could figure it out, he kisses you. Long and hard, his hands encompass your face as if he couldn't let you go. Your cheeks burn in the palm of his hands as his tongue rolls around your mouth, the strokes of his tongue resonating between your legs in repeated pangs pleasure. He breaks away, pressing his fore head against yours.
You make me crazy y/n you know that don't you?
But I thought you liked a challenge Satoru?
Fair enough. But... I don't know..
He skims a finger down the front of your blouse before he pulls his eyes back to meet yours.
... There is only so much a man can take sweetheart.
He tears the thin fabric away with ease making you yelp in response. You stomach tightens, flesh bared and prickling with goosebumps.
But...
Shhh now. I think you like making me like this.  He quiets you, pressing a kiss to your jaw.
But Satoru I...
Any aht! Say the truth. It's just us here after all.
You're panting heavily staring at him with wide eyes.
Maybe... You hesitate, drawing your eyes to his lips, still rosy and wet from your kiss. Maybe it's fun to ruffle those perfect feathers of yours a little...
Is that right?
You shrug... Guess I can't help myself.
He slowly begins to reach his hand down to your waist, keeping his eyes fixed on yours as he does so.
The clatter of the chains reminds you where you are and for a moment, you question whether you can do this here.
I didn't mean to get snatched though. You call out in a weak attempt to make up for the stress you considered you might've put him through.
No you didn't... But here we are. Guess there's nothing else we can do except maybe this.
He tucks his fingers into the strap of your lingirie and snaps the tight band against your skin. You shiver, rattling the chains again.
Uh...Shouldn't we use our time more productively Satoru?
Yeah, I'm about to...Let me get these off you.
He tears at the suspenders keeping your wings attached and they fall the the ground. He rips open the white lacey bodice, leaving you in nothing but the tight thigh highs and gstring, and matching body harness up top
He's kneels before you, pressing his body between your legs. His palms brush softly up the sides of your thighs as he asserts himself over your body.
He glares down at you, his hand groping at the tented area of his pants.
I think it's time we make up don't you think.
You bring your foot up to his shoulder and nudge him away with a feeble kick. God, I cannot stand you.
I should be saying that to you.
Whatever.
Excuse me?
He leans in to press a kiss to the side of your neck.
Whatever Sat— the sudden use of his tongue in your favorite spot catches you off guard.
... What was that now sweetheart?
He asks boasting a cheeky grin as he continues to kiss his way further down your body.
His lips halt their movement right at your navel, granting you only a single moment of clarity. Your eyes open to see him giving you a dangerous look.
Now about that apology.
Your eyes opened wide. What apology? I've done nothing wrong.
No? He asks now trailing his fingers along the wet edge of your panties.
I am.
Your sure? He says looping his finger around the damp fabric and pulling it to the side.
Yes. I don-- ahhh you cried out tugging against your chains and tossing your head back.
His fingers lazily slip between your folds, effectively putting a stop to the sure tantrum you were about to throw.
He prods your clit with his thumb, biting down on his lip as he regards the pleasure overtaking your features.
I'm listening... He suggests slowly dipping his fingers inside.
Use your words baby. I'm gonna need that apology. C'mon. It's easy. Iiii— 
He croons teasingly curling his finger inside and pulsing it right against the spot he knew would have your toes curling in no time.
Your legs squeezed together around his arm making him laugh aloud while adding another finger. He begins to pulse them inside you.
Fuuuck Toru...
Yea I know. Say it baby.
Damnit. He's too good at this.
I'm sorry...fuck baby, right there. You squeel in satisfaction,  drool beginning to pool in your mouth as your core twisted tighter.
Hmmm. I'm not convinced.
Why don't you try again?
His fingers are rutting in and out of you.The warm enclosure wrings tight around them until you're spilling forth everything, mewling out how sorry you were.
He sets back onto his legs, looking down appreciatively at his little brat, trussed up and convulsing with pleasure when he gets an idea.
He lifts the hem of his shirt over his head a tosses them to the side. He reaches up somewhere over your head and you feel a yank on the chain. A sudden sound of shrieking metal fills your ears, jarring you back into your body.
Did he just???
Sato-?
You're dragged forward until your wrists are pinned into his chest, leaving you unable to unleash your barrage of verbal assaults at him.
You Fu-— your words are muzzled into his kiss and he groans, tightly grabbing the cusp of your ass in a grip that almost hurt. He punctuates the kiss with a sound smack to your rear.
He unlocks his lips from yours, and pushes against your shoulders, forcing a gasp out from your lips.
Satoru? You begged watching him wind the harsh metal chain around his fist. The metal grated against itself as he clinched it tight, giving the metal a yank until the steel bit down into your flesh.
You say your sorry Sweetheart...? Show me.
He was perfection. His slutty little waistline is accentuated by the way his hip jutted out to the he side. Your eyes dropped to the large print lying across his thigh and as mad as you were, your mouth watered.
He undoes his pants and lets them sag around his waist. He flips his dick out over the top and pumps himself slow.
Get it wet pretty girl... maybe I'll believe you. He says with a flick of your chain.
You bent forward, ass hiked up to his liking so he could palm your cakes like a basketball. You brought the swollen head of his dick between your lips, and moaned over him as his fingertips dug into the right spot of your skin.
Hes impressed his little angel doesn't immediately gag on his cock, hes fascinated even. You're so slutted out for him that you forget that he could've freed you at any moment.
Never mind that youre now trapped in this place with minimal hope of escaping. Your minds put all of that aside to focus on the singular object of your affection and the way he helps you along, hands free, he guides himself in and out of your mouth. Keeping a taut hold on your chain as you bobbed back and forth on your elbows. throating every inch of his cock like a glove.
Are you really sorry ?
Mmnmnnmmmngghgg
Ahh. baby... Teeth!
He shudders feeling your garbled apologies vibrating along the tight corner in the back of  your throat where his length was now comfily housed.
Fuck y/n. You can do better than that can't you?
Lemme hear it? You sorry or not?
He's so mean about it. Fuck! it makes you wet. It makes you want to sacrifice your breath just to choke on him more.
His body tenses as all the blood rushes to the same spot. He bucks out of your mouth before he can release into the back of your throat.
You're still not making me think you mean it.
Don't you wanna show me?
I do! I meant it Satoru.
He places his fingers under your chin and presses his thumb against your puffy wet lips.
Yea?
A smile pulls at his lips. He believes you. But hes greedy for more of this. He knew that eventually he could fuck the act right into your hard headed ass.
Mhmmm. Alright. Guess I gotta fuck a proper apology outta you... Don't I?
Turn over!
You're body obeys before you've even registered what's happening. He knees your legs apart, pulling back on the chain to hear the way you yiped out. Somehow he's got you hunched over on your knees, your hands held back by your new leash.
Please Satoru.
Tsk. Oh sweetheart. You know thats not what I wanna hear.
I'm sorry baby...
Your knees are burning from all the time spent on them, but it doesn't matter. Your pussy glistens with your arousal for him and the wet hole is repeatedly clenching in wait. You need him as bad as the air in your lungs, maybe more.
The honored one slaps your ass. hard. The bite brings tears to your eyes.
Ahh. I'm sorry. Satoruu. Fuck.
Manners baby.
SLAP.
Baby I'm sorry. I'm sorry. Ohh god please. I need to feel you.
Your flesh stings with another sound slap to the other side causing a your walls to clench tight around nothing. Fuck! It aches so good that your toes curl.
He could feel the heat emanating from your body. He could even see the heavy glow of pleasure as it surrounds you. Even in this dark dank place youre golden aura shines bright in his all seeing eye.
He aligns himself and pushes a few prepatory nudges inside you. Tensing his jaw, he grumbles through clenched teeth until he's buried the full extent of himself inside you.
You welcome the stretch with a drawled out moan, thank you.
Thats my girl.... Won't save you though.
The emphasis of his words are punctuated with a sharp thrust forward.
Ssss, starting to feel like you sorry angel. Keep it up and maybe I'll let you out of this. He brags yanking back as he brought his hips back against you ass to make you sink your nails into the terrain beneath you.
He moves back and forth. again and again... Each time plunging deeper until you were squirming away. He's so deep you can taste the blisssul release creeping up on you. Its sweeter than nirvana, the feeling of him colliding somewhere inside that makes you forget what you're even sorry for.
He's bullying your cunt with a brutality you've never felt. He's beside himself, watching his cock disappearing inside you again and again. You're unable to flee from the shock as he's tugging on your new chain leash.
I want to protect you.... you need to let me!
Ok. Yes Satoru yes. You're whining, inching yourself forward for a moment of relief. There's just absolutely no way your body can take the pleasure he's forcing upon you.
Awww baby, quit your running. You wanted this didn't you? You like to ruffle these perfect feathers? Thats what you said right?
I'm sorry. I'm so sorry you wail, twitching pathetically as he draws back and returns with a resounding pound that all but knocks your lights out. You're blissfully cock drunk, the wetness leaking down out over the base of his cock.
It's like he's saying it over and over and over.
...love... you...
... protect.... you.
You can't move, you can't think, you can only feel him fucking his frustration right into you.
Let me... baby....Am I understood?
Yes Satoru. Yes.
Lemmie hear you! Say it again!
Satoru—- Please... Ohhh I'm sorry, I'm so fucking sorry, you scream out letting that dick turn you into groveling mess.
Satorus entire body quivers at the sight of your ass clapping against his skin as he picks up the pace.
Are you? I cant hear you.?
Say that shit like you mean it!.... Say it!
He's being mean and he knows it. But he needs you weak. He needs you broken. He needs you to quit putting yourself in harms way because he wouldn't know what to do without you.
everything you put him through resonates with the pleasure hes giving. You're right where he wants you, so his palm slaps harshly across your ass, his continued unmerciful thrusts knocking loose every screw in your brain.
Baby I am. I swear. Im so so so so sorry!
He yanks, dragging you back against him hard. He traps your arms in a tight lock behind your back and slowly rolls his hips to etch himself deeper. Imprisoning you in his arms, he growls lowly in your ear.
I don't believe you.
He forces you back over, this time pushing your chest to the floor. You're vibrating on the brink of an insidious rapture. Skin clapping against skin. Him tuggeong on your leash to to keep that arch the way he likes it. His pace is unrelenting. Like he was dead set on making you feel how crazy you made him.
You beg and you beg feeling the sloppy trails of arousal leak down the inside of your thighs. You'll say anything, do anything, BE anything for him. He has to know that. But still, he's unrelenting.
What's left of your voice creaks out in a whine.
So so so so sorry daddyyyy ohhhhh.
The moniker spills from your lips making him jolt with pleasure, spilling all kinds of his honored elixir into your trembling mess of a cunt. You're so full of him that your entire body spasms.
Daddy huh?
He likes it. It has a ring to he didn't know he needed to hear. Your clenched so tight he cant pull out. Fresh hot tears are running down your face and you look over your shoulder too distraught with your shattering to even speak to him.
He's gasping for the breath he takes. Beyond satisfied with your apologyas he blinks away the stars in his eyes. a wicked grin stretches across his lips when he sees the tears streaming down your face...
Wait!!. he chuckles, curling a portion of the the chain around either of his hands. He snaps the links and pulls your pleasure riddled body to him.
He clutches your chin between his fingers, and grins.
You cryin'??
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busycloudy · 10 months
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OMGGG HAPPY ONE HUNFRED FOLLOWERS!??!?!?!?!!!!
Sooo, for your event... I'm feeling in a devious mood at the moment,, and i have decided... to do some tomfoolery >:D *evil laughter noises*
I have begun to start a collection of silly ideas, and it is a little series between us!! To start it off, would you be willing to do Savannaclaw with a feline! mc? <3
Also, here's a flower to congratulate your journey! 🌺
Ty for the flower! And yeah,100 followers! Hard to believe am I right!? Hope you enjoy this lil' thing!
I AM SO SORRY THIS TOOK FOREVER BTW PLEASE FORGIVE ME I HAD 0 INSPO(doesn't even seem like it's part if my 100 follower event now lol)
Savannaclaw With a Feline!MC
 • TW: None 
• Fluff + crack fanfic per usual 
• MC is gender neutral  
• Enjoy!
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Leona Kingscholar
Your independence is so aggravating to him(affectionately<3). Like, just let him help?!?! One time you got in a fight with some other Savannaclaw students, and he INSISTED on helping, but you refused and fought them by yourself. He had to take you to the infirmary that day, but the students were much more injured. You like cuddles? that's purr-fect(I'm so funny)because he LOVES having you as his pillow! Sometimes you'll just see him in the botanical garden and nap with him. Or if you see him in the hallways you'll just wrap your arms around him. He teases you for being so clingy, but he loves this so much. ALSO he sometimes scratches behind your ear because your purring is so adorable and he needs to hear it at least once.
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Ruggie Bucchi
If you wanna be independent, you do you boo, now if it's something that you so obviously need help with but don't wanna admit it, he might help you. I feel like he's also a cuddly person(don't know why🤷‍♀️), so when you hug him after a long day a smile is instantly put on his face. When you try to pepper his face with kisses, he might just cup your face and give you a kiss on the lips instead. When you're walking around in the hallway and hear something fall near you, it's probably him. This man has tripped over your tail so much, and although most of the time it's on accident, sometimes you do it on purpose just to catch him and see him flustered.
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Jack Howl
He does not CARE how much times you insist you don't need help, he is going to help you. In a fight? He either helps you or drags you away. You are going to get help with things like that whether you like it or not. He's not very used to your affection and when you randomly just come behind him in the hallways and hug him, but he isn't complaining. He might give you a kiss on the forehead in return. I think at first y'all HATED eachother (Y'know cat and dog kinda thing), but it was kinda became an enemies to lovers thing. Finds it a bit interesting when your ears twitches in your sleep(Do you know what im talking ab?). He'll ask you what you were dreaming about in the morning.
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WHY DID THIS TAKE SO LONG???Ahem, anyways, thank you @nico707 for sharing how you think a feline!MC would be like
And thank you @minty-bubblegum for the flower! This journey has been a long one, but a fun(ny) one also
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future-boi · 7 months
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Get To Know Me Tag Game!
Thanks to @mythical-bookworm and @alex-a-fans for tagging me.
tbh this is just a song rec list LMAO [easier to open in a browser fyi]
1) Spell your name in songs
Y'all get two for the price of one cuz I couldn't decide if I wanted to go with all non-English songs or not.
The non-English songs are labeled with 🧋 in case you wanna avoid 🤪
Warning: Most of the songs in english have swear words so... just in case u got kids or ur strict parents around LMAO.
⚡️ F: Fighter Not a Lover
aro/ace people gonna love that shit ^ + no swear words
alt: fml u fucked me up
⚡️ U: URARA🧋
It translates to 'Oo-la-la', which I now realize is the magazine Biff was carrying around in the second movie... this was unintentional and the meaning of the song is very wholesome, trust me
alt: Upside Down
⚡️ T: this was a demo for this one song...
That one's like 50% f-bombs ^ i love it
alt: Toxic but its NOT Brittany, B*tch 💅
The most aggressive entry on this list
⚡️ U: Up Up and Away
The only f-bomb is in the second verse
alt: Unmei no Roulette Mawashite 🧋
'unmei' means 'destiny' so you know I had to include it
⚡️ R: Raining in Manila (half 🧋)
Couple of dudes just vibin' out in the studio, what's not to love?
alt: RAHHHH
^im convinced this is what suburbanites see in their nightmares
⚡️ E: Electricity (half 🧋)
alt: Extensyon
Both make up the most WHOLESOME entry in this
⚡️ -(hyphen): Hatid Sundo 🧋
Baby. Baby boi. Baby. vibes ^
alt: Hell to Sell
EVIL. vibes ^
🚫🧢 I have a problem with tonal whiplash. Did I cheat and use the hyphen to include the most wholesome and cute song right before pulling out the lowkey most scandalous song in the list? YES.
Just realized it doesn't work as well if you can't understand it, but trust me. I mean just listening to its vibes is enough 😩
⚡️ B: Balik Sa Umpisa 🧋
Any song that samples/remixes 'Stand By Me' is a W in my book.
alt: Bodybag
I'm just self-reporting at this point.
Ok the rest are very wholesome songs I swear
⚡️ O: Oretachi Rookies 🧋
alt: Oh, Imagine That
ok this one's tied for most wholesome in the list
⚡️ I: I/Me/Myself
gnc/nb people gonna love this shit ^
alt: I Really Like You
that was a struggle, R is the top pick to check out imo. E, O and I are the wholesome ones with no swear words if u care.
2) Why did you choose your URL?
Its based. ..off the song in the musical. I got back into the fandom because of the musical so I owe it that much. 'boi' sounds more gender-neutral than 'boy'
3) What is your middle name?
That's a secret!
4) If you could be any mythical creature, what would you be?
Shapeshifter.
5) Favorite color?
Purple. Lavender/Periwinkle specifically.
6) Song you love right now?
What? 🧋 The amount of crackhead energy, but genuine emotion... AND AESTHETIC. it was literally made for me LMAO Ken is so aggro but hes singing about not littering. like why is he so intimidating-- but i support the eco-friendly king. but fr the song is about waving ur flag with pride??? PRIDE???? and they look androgynous asf??? whats not to love
7) Top four fandoms? (Current Fandoms?)
Back to the Future
That's it
jk uhhh, Invincible
Thats it, dont wanna get into past fandoms rn
8) Tag nine people
mf u think i know 9 people??
im playin, lemme tag some cool people... not that u have to do this, i just wanted to bother u 🤪 but feel free to do it, i wanna hear other music 🥺🥺🥺
⚡️ @maxintime LOVE UR ART STYLE. BEEN TOO SHY TO BOTHER U THO 😭
⚡️ @jowritesfanfiction my inspo, my density, ILY. Im never shy bout bothering u in my posts HAVE U GOTTEN THE RESTRAINING ORDER AGAINST ME YET 🤪🤪😭😭😭 ive tagged this mf in every other post istg
⚡️ @moth-makay ur great frfr 😭😭 all the hugs. r u gonna post more art??? cuz u shouuuld 🥺
⚡️ @bttf-dork ur name and pfp give comfy vibes??? its very endearing. dunno how to describe it, but i like seeing u in my notifs 🥰 bUT UR ART DOHHH. immaculate. underrated.
⚡️ @pepsifox88 i hope u continue to cook ✨ everyone go and GIVE THEM SUPPORT, I AM NO LONGER ASKING
and to the rest of u, thank u for liking a bunch of my work, whenever i see long lists of likes like that, or if i see ur name often 'nuff, i always notice 😇, i never know how to say thank you!!
@leftoverspagehhti
@karorurodriguez
@epikprinc
@mapleflavedpepperoni
@xmaster3000
@jayisnotdrawing
@jackofthecards
@ectojester
@cat0marble
Didn't include everyone, but just know that i noticed you!!! 💝
watch me get reported for harassment by all these people 😂
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soraontop · 2 months
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hi elle! it's been a while since i sent a message so here i am!
i just read the "everyone loves sora" post and the "pass the conch" one... and let's just say my mom thinks i've gone crazy because of how i squealed XD
first off, yay yay! because ptc is my request and it was so good >.< it's really funny how the editors try to salvage every sus moment but it ends up still being sus anyways lol. and it's like the eight aren't even trying to hide their relationship from engene XD
also, is there a particular reason why her personal content is called pass the "conch" ??
and how have you been doing? i hope everything is fine, and hope you're taking care of yourself! lots of love <33
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hii 🌕 anon!! ahh thank you so much!! im glad you like it :) but yes they’ve come a long way since the beginning hehe even though ive only showed a bit of it so far.
so it’s called pass the conch because the name sora means conch shell, and well, my dumbass brain connected it to that one spongebob episode with the conch and how it like spoke lol (and my original idea was for her to have her own little series that she doesnt post on very much bc evil ppl where she just did Anything!)
i have to explain this even though no one asked so well in sora’s profile, her english name is lucy and it says she chose it because she liked the song lucy in the sky with diamonds. this is all a really weird connection but her name in japanese means sky and lucy in the ‘sky’ with diamonds was one of the first english songs she ever heard bc she just looked up ‘good english songs’ and the first link that popped up was from r*ddit lmao. also this all somehow connects to byeolies being her subfandom name bc byeol means star😭 okay sorry i couldnt keep that to myself
i’m good!! just been a bit busy, and i didn’t have very much inspo to write tbh😭 that’s why everything always takes forever lol but how are youu?<3
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marsipain · 2 years
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hi i literally know nothing about cyberpunk but im DROOLING OVER UR DESIGNS…i like do not have the patience or mind to ever do smth like that so its so cool to see other ppl make really cool designs for several characters like wow. i think zane and harumi r my favorite IM OBSESSED.
what kind of things did u use for inspo ?😳
OH MY GOD?? OH MY GOD?? THE CLAM IS IN MY INBOX?? DIES
anyways hihihi sorry it took so long to answer this eeee
Okay so I didn’t actually do that much formal research for it, because anytime i try to do that i feel my creativity and livelyness is sapped out of me (probably one of the reasons i hate school lmao) anyways
It’s actually a really funny (and long) story how this au came to be, so at first i saw the party clone of MK in lego monkie kid (this won’t make much sense if you haven’t watched that show sorry, but also at the same time if you haven’t YOU REALLY SHOUDL ITS REALLY GOOD AND THE ANIMATION MAKES ME DROOL NGL) and i was like yo wouldn’t it be cool if Lloyd had an evil party clone too? and then it expanded to an RGB evil clone au (cuz i’m a sucker for RGB siblings haha) and then i got the idea for nya to be a racer and to have a cyborg gf (cough cough pixal) and i was like okay scrap all the clone stuff were making this a completely independent au because this is MUCH cooler. and yeah, idk where the whole cyberpunk thing came from, i just thought it would really fit into the themes of fighting rings, clubs and races :DD
After that i was a bit busy for a while with school (just like i am now :c) but the brain rot for this AU was still going strong, so I made a pinterest board where i saved just a fuck load of cyberpunk shit that i thought looked cool, and whenever i had time i’d use those to draw the designs! here are some sketches with their references :D (zane and harumi included since they were ur favs! ps zane is my fav too, he just gives off such manager vibes but, hot, HAHA)
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(ignore the lines, procreate just fucks up stuff if you change the canvas size and you try to access prior versions of the drawing through the timelapse option lmao)
anyways as you can see not even all of the references are cyberpunk stuff
AND YEAH I USED UR LLOYD AS INSPIRATION, I REALLY LIKE UR ARTSTYLE OKAY MOVING ON
some of the stuff was different and changed a lot through the process, like for example i decided against harumi having the furs because she would never wear them in this AU, she needs practicality in her fighting matches haha. I also changed a lot of lloyd design, cuz i was like “hehe, heelies” cuz zoom zoom, yk? and then u have zane, which was really straightforward coz i had almost exactly how i wanted him to be set in stone in my mind xd
Here’s a link to the pinterest board if ur interested! there’s a bunch of stuff in here i never got to use, so if anyone is interested idm it being used for stuff ^-^
ANYWAYS THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR SENDING IN THIS ASK, I HOPE IT WASNT TOO LONG AA
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c0wb0yenthusiast · 1 year
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I just have a selfindulgent Headcanon... I just need to drop this somewhere, you're my victim now ♡
What about Phillip Graves crushes madly on the reader (it's mutual), maybe they're a civilian who works in public administration/administration in the army and they met kinda through work (yk, Paperwork bla bla) but he can't get himself together to make his interest clear and ask them out.
Soo... the reader is shy and tries to get over their (not!) one-sided crush and downloads a dating app. It's goddamn awful, from pure Disrespect to unsolicited D*-Picks and even stalking-like Behaviours from some men. So They're complaining to some of their friends/co-workers. Phillip overhears the talk and he's... something between jealousy, rage, anger (laced with deep adoration and fear about their wellbeing) about what happened to them (overprotective Mode whoop whoop) and he basically demands to discard the app right now and he'll insist to drive them home that evening after work to make sure they arrive at home safe.
...I have not thought of more until now... but I needed to drop that and if you want, you can use it as you want (as an inspo or a request) and maybe "do something" with it?
Sorry about that massive block of text... hehe
Lots of love!! 🥰❤❤
THANK YOU SM?? THIS IS SUCH A GOOD IDEA!!! :D
I've screenshotted this and I'm definitely gonna start soon I LOVE GETTING REQUESTS and I'll be sure to tag you when it's done :)
Honestly all of this support is breaking my writers block which is amazing thank you guys!!
I'm gonna try and make this piece of writing a long one since you've thought it out so well so idk how long it could take but I'm sure it won't be too long
Since holidays are almost over I may take awhile to get onto stuff like yearning part 3, this and also the forgotten beach price 💀
But honestly IM HERE TO PROVIDE FOR YOU GUYS!! also if you guys have requests that involve other characters which I know of (resident evil, cod mw2, supernatural and the boys - I'd make a longer list but we don't want to sit around here all day) then I can totally put it down for an idea
Anyways so sorry for the long reply but thanks for the request again! 🙏
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schizopositivity · 1 year
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Hey there! Apologies if you don't have a good answer to this, but you seem trustworthy enough. I'm not schizophrenic but I am an author attempting to write a schizophrenic character. I'm looking for good resources to learn about the disorder that aren't drenched in sanism, but I'd like an actual schizophrenic person's opinion on the matter since I don't know enough to determine good sources on my own.
Mostly I need info on writing from this character's perspective, and generally the kinds of things to not include in the story. Thanks in advance,
-H
this is my copy and pasted answer ive given mulitple times, please dont take other peoples experiences to feul your story either, please read this whole thing and actually consider it.
respectfully, no. i have made posts on this blog in the past about how i hate people calling my posts "writing inspo", and a post on how i wish all nonschizophrenics/nonpsychotics would stop writing stories or creating media based on our actual experiences for a few reasons. 1. no amount of research or listening to other peoples experience will be equal to you having lived experience with schizophrenia/psychosis. 2. if you dont have experience with this highly stigmatized disorder you are likely to perpetuate harmful stereotypes even with good intentions (tropes i hate like "the schizophrenic is evil" "the schizophrenic is some kind of savant" "it seems like magic but it was just psychosis the whole time" or "it seems psychosis but it was magic the whole time"). 3. if you are writing about something you have no experience in it will likely be very shallow or untrue to the actual experience. 4. why should i take time to help you so that you can benefit from my experience while i get nothing in return? i think of it like a straight person asking a queer person for free advice for their queer main character, or a rich person asking for free advice from a poor person on their experiences. i have seen time and time again nonschizophrenic/nonpsychotic people telling the stories of my experience and getting it wrong and profiting from it and im tired and will not help anyone do this ever it goes agaisnt my personal beliefs. us schizophrenics do write our own stories but you can never find it because it hidden underneath countlesd stories of people who have no idea what they are talking about. i dont want to be mean but i get this question a lot and it annoys me. write about anything else.
why do you feel the need to write this story? why do you think you have the power to portray schizophrenia in a way that isnt harmful to actual schizophrenics? how is it mutually beneficial for the schizophrenics youre taking the descriptions of experiences from? how can you see this as true for gender or sexuality but not for schizophrenia (a dinenfranchised minotrity)? why wont you make room for actual schizophrenics when most of our stories are written by people with no experience? i know i cant stop you but i wonder why you would even feel the desire to do this in the first place? i get this kind of ask a lot and to me, people obsessing about my disorder so much so they feel the need to write about and to me personally it gives off a vibe of fetishizing or savoir complex to think you have the power or duty to write our stories for us.
most people get upset, try to argue or ignore me after i say these things. so if youre going to do that id like to once again ask: who would this story be for? why would you still write it after an actual schizophrenic person tells you its not okay to do? and isnt there enough (sooo many) stories about schizophrenics created by nonschizophrenics? what could you, a nonschizophrenic, add that would be of any value to anyone?
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dcminions · 5 months
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most of these are inspired by shit but some group rps that i think would eat:
a small town rp based off of noah kahan's stick season album, just the vibes of a small new england town (also could be inspired by stars hollow). perfect season for it, you already have an inspo soundtrack, just immaculate small town vibes where everyone "hates" it there but they do truly treasure this place and where they come from and you can do the classic small town events and have cute town npcs like a busybody older lady or the eclectic town mayor or smth, i think it'd be so fun and cute but also very close to home for me, a bitterly cold new englander
star trek vibes, could even take place IN the star trek universe idk, just like members of a giant spaceship that's exploring the galaxies or multiple spaceships as a part of a fleet on different missions. like the big ship could have 100 members on board that work there OR it could be smaller 5 - 10 member ships that operate under the big fleet umbrella idk i think it could be very cute very fun for the smaller ships they could pick missions to do from the main whereas the big ship could do one mission and then have time off on this super futuristic city ya know???
a group inspired by the magnolia parks series where its a combo rich kid/crime rp where the children of the elite (whether they obtained that money legally or not) run in all the same circles and some are more dangerous than others, being primed to take over family businesses and the whatnot. i think them also being actively on social media could be very fun AND there could be like group trips but several groups going to several different places??? and the basis/background could be that they all went to the same private/boarding school??? (bonus points if this is all set in london for the european connections)
a good ol oc celeb rp rn during awards szn where they're all under the same management company very basic but i think people don't give themselves enough credit those oc celeb rps be HITTING
college rp inspired by ninth house where the secret societies at this like prestigious, old money, ivy league college award their members special powers or abilities based on them being apart of the societies and there's one special group that watches over the societies as a whole to make sure that they abide by the rules so they don't abuse their powers, very much dark academia, very much a power rp that i think would be very good and could do a bunch of different ways
a rp based in a diagon alley type place but you don't gotta do the harry potter universe you could just ..... use a different magic system??? or just steal that one and remix the shopping alley to include more shops and types just like a easy going rp about a specific street in some city that is obscured by magic and the people that work there i think it could be cute not everything has to feature DEATH and MURDER and EVIL idk
nine month cruise. yall have seen it. IT WOULD BE INCREDIBLE IM SORRY YOU KNOW IT WOULD and you could do so much and have it be a year long don't fight me on this ppl
bring back crime rps the energies are there they are very fun goncharav happened and yall didn't make one (1) inspired by it??? a crime in and of itself let's dive back into that with the lore and everything like we could have greatness yall
a very underrated time period in the rpc is the 1910s - 1940s i feel like those are great time to set a group in ESPECIALLY the roaring the twenties those always eat and give very much great gatsby / peaky blinders vibes and we will always need more of those
that's all i got for now thanks for entertaining this nonsense
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rodgersozposting · 1 year
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TW// Dark & heavy themes, violence in my retelling.
DNI proshitters or proshippers or whatever tf you call yourselves, transphobes homophobes racists I can and Will block whoever I want just go away Hi there! Im Rodgers. They/them
This is my side blog centered around Oz related content, mainly surrounding my own retelling of The Wizard of Oz.
I have yet to read the books, and I have only just recently (as of 2023) started looking into Oz related content and lore. Constructive criticism is encouraged! I don’t know much and I’d love to get advice, corrections, and other such critiques from Oz fans : ) Some context behind my 'retelling' bc i feel like i have to justify why i made the changes i did: Inspo: I got the idea after learning about the Alice in Wonderland retelling my close friend Noah was making and I thought "man that sounds like fun," so I'm trying it with Oz. World Building: All Oz peoples are fae creatures. Munchkins for example are usually brownies as seen in fae folklore tales. Glinda is a fairy, while the other witches are pixies. Plot Breakdown (as simple as I could make it): The story goes a little bit like this and it might be silly but : ( im trying: The Scarecrow, Tin Woodman, Lion, and Dorothy are all the four horsemen of the apocalypse but they're not here to bring bad things they're just here to 'stop the wizard' kinda jazz.
Im trying to figure out who all the horsemen are but here’s what I have so far : )
Dorothy: Pestilence (but the only ‘disease’ she brought to the land was hope💖)
Lion: Famine
Scarecrow: Death
Tin woodman: War
The Wizard: Conquest (bc it fits better) Crow (Scarecrow before they lost their memory), is death, and worked alongside the Tin Woodman (who was a knight), who is war. The Lion is famine, and Dorothy is pestilence. Oscar is the Big Bad of the story. He saw the other three horsemen as threats and took action to ensure they didn't have power anymore. Also he’s an evil colonizer.
He stole Crow's memory (brain), hid Crow away from Tin (hear,,, bc they're Gay), and then pretty much pressured Lion into doing his bidding and backing down (courage). Then bam Dorothy comes along and everything is great again thank u that's all.
Pronouns list : )
Tinman: She/her (🏳️‍⚧️transitions throughout the story)
Scarecrow/crow: they/them
Dorothy: she/her
Lion: It/he/they
Glinda: she/her
West: she/her
East: she/they
Wizard: he/him
Ozma: she/her 🏳️‍⚧️🏳️‍⚧️🏳️‍⚧️transcoded‼️‼️
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youraverageaemondsimp · 8 months
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Are you tamil? Cuz the robot!aemond reminds me of a tamil movie. Love your writing btww ❤️❤️❤️
No I'm telugu! AND YES IK THE MOVE YOU'RE TALKING IT'S ROBO/ENTHIRAN BY RAJINI KANTH RIGHT??? Like it was a hit in telugu and tamil as well! IT WAS KIND OF INSPIRED FROM IT!!! (I was listening to the movie playlist whilst writing it HAHAHAA) AND ALSO MANY OTHER FACTORS, IT WAS MY FAV CHILDHOOD MOVIE!
Like I remember mentioning that I wanted to study robotics in my childhood when one of my moots asked me for the directors cut for it, which is why I had the inspo, but the reason I wanted to study robotics was because of that movie I watched during my childhood! I obviously am not studying it cause uhm my math is..... yikes but yeah!!
IM SO GLAD SOMEONE KNOWS THIS MOVIE
THANK YOU SO MUCH THO 🩷🩷
Edit: cause I wanna add something more
So like evil chitti kinda awakened something in my childhood, LIKE I LIKED HIM???????? BUT I WAS ALSO SCARED OF HIM, maybe I just like villains... which is why I always liked the idea of corrupted robots, AI!Aemond was a slight manifestation of that! And also all other movies I watched about scary robots and THAT GODFORSAKEN YANDERE AI ASMR THAT PUSHED ME TO WRITE IT 🤪
The dialogue Aemond says is from the movie cause I SAW THE CHANCE AND TOOK IT BECAUSE I WAS MAKING HIM INTRODUCE HIMSELF ANYWAY and I was like "let me put this in hehehehehehe" and I waited if someone would catch on AND I'M GLAD YOU DID
SORRY FOR THE LONG ASK I'M JUST SO PASSIONATE ABOUT THIS HAHWJA (and extremely happy if you can't tell)
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heard you were bored so here are some questions :) (i realized halfway through that these are all durgetash because those little shits have taken over my mind) do you like leaning into the angst of durgetash or do you prefer the more lighthearted (aside from the atrocities) dynamic? if larian dropped a gortash romance, is there any icks that would absolutely ruin it for you?
or conversely, what would be the best thing they could add in a hypothetical gortash route?
what were your biggest inspirations for lophi and vyper? do you prefer one over the other or are they equal in your eyes?
(hopefully you won't have to answer these since you'll get out of work soon)
HELLO ANON. im sorry to tell you infact waited till i actually got home to answer these because i have!!! THOUGHTS and OPINIONS about the questions asked . thank you very much btw these are all really good questions ill have fun answering
FIRSTLY, it all depends on the kind of durge gortash is being paired w imo. with vyper i tend to lean more into These Two Are Fucking Insane while w/ lophi i lean more into the sort of melancholic 'angsty' side of durgetash that i think can be real yummy too. and it's all because of who vyper and lophi are as characters pre-tadpole, too. vyper liked being a loud insane freakus while lophi was a lot more reserved and kind of a miserable mess, and that informs their relationships w/ the characters around them. i think both are good and fun to explore and i definitely like exploring the more angsty side w vyper x gortash and vice versa w lophi x gortash, so. i guess both. really. LOL .
secondly, going to answer both of the gort romance related questions in one, but i think i'm probably in the unpopular opinion that gortash doesn't really neeeeeeeed a romance and i could go without it in game. i do think he deserves more content and screentime, but that's something i can say about orin also, and frankly a Lot of parts of act 3. me and act 3 have a toxic on/off again relationship. alright.
that being *said*, if i was mr larian and i was to implement a gortash romance, i'd have it be something exclusive to a durge/evil run. or at the very least, have it have consequences with your party (i.e karlach leaving or something. love gort but i do not think you should go off romancing him scott free).
i Do think having it be exclusive to a more evil-aligned run would help add more actual content to doing an evil run (and god knows we need some with how bg3 seems to like punishing people who just want to do the evil options They Gave You) and would make the most sense, but all in all i'd just hope it's handled better than the mizora sex scene cause god how that whole thing is handled still pisses me off. hopefully this all makes sense
tl;dr, its a fun idea but i can very easily go without it especially knowing how the game treated its one other antagonist romance option
now for the lophi and vyper question... i do obviously have my biases towards vyper /looks at my blog theme/, but i genuienlly cannot pick favourites with them besides that... i use them both to explore different aspects of the durge origin in different ways bc despite what some other people say i Do think you can be very flexible w durge as a concept despite the pre-established lore for them ^_^ and i think it's very fun to play around with.
as for specific inspirations, lophi takes a lot of insp from vintage pierrot art + has accidentally gotten a very 1920s makeup vibe in My Mind. i should also note her name comes from the scientific name for anglerfish, cuz thats what i had in mind when giving her those freaky sharp ass teeth i always draw her with
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and while of course, both of my durges are trans, lophi specifically was birthed from my want to make a dark urge that leans in as heavily as she possibly could in the whole trans allegory thing. so theres that as well!
vyper's specific inspos are harder for me to pinpoint cause he's much more of a 'made up as i went' character than lophi, given he was my First dark urge and i didnt really fully know what i was going into all this yet while making him (and also i was maybe a little bit high while doing so...lol) THAT SAID THOUGH, i did initially make him with akira fudo from devilman in mind. he has the horn style he does because it reminded me of devilman ... although the akira insp is very lose and barely effects his character now.. ~_~ despite bg3 being my main fixation atm devilman is still a very very important piece of media to me so vyper being loosely akira-pilled is not too surprising if you know me well enough lololol
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