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the-s1lly-corner · 4 months

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TADC CAST COMFORTING THE READER WHEN THEY HAVE A NIGHTMARE

been a minute since i did a group post like this; might make a crp version of this too later.. though i already kind of have one of those, i might rewrite it mwehehehehe genuinely unsure if i did this before, i know i did this with jax and i had a bad dream scenario where the canon characters are the ones with the bad dream plus it wasnt the full cast but shrugs

CAINE:

i dont think he would waste anytime in waking you up, probably shakes you awake.. maybe talks really loudly too because this man is probably incapable of speaking in a whisper. he explains that he noticed you getting restless in your sleep.. what? no he totally wasnt watching you sleep...! thats not the point! since you dont need to sleep in the digital world and hes well aware of that i dont think he would try to get you to go back to sleep. if anything he might be thrilled that youre awake again because that means he can spend time with you... is it selfish? a little, yeah, but does it truly matter if you dont need rest? leaving that up to you! takes this as a chance to get started on the days activities and as a moment to have you all to himself

POMNI:

shakes you awake too, but much more gently than caine.. probably just grabs one of your shoulders and rocks you until you wake up. you likely woke her up, but i dont think she would tell you... she doesnt want you to feel bad about that... lets you know that if you want to talk about it , that shes all ears! takes one of your hands and gently pats it while you speak... offers to take you outside so you can walk around on the grounds and get some of that cool simulated fresh air.. it probably turns into both of you talking about your dreams to one another.... though, now that i think about it, can you have dreams in the digital world?

RAGATHA:

sleeps simply so she can rest her mind, so you probably wake her up with your nightmare... might take her a moment to fully realize whats happening, but i dont think she would be upset that youve woken her up due to you being freaked out. very very understanding.. switches on her bedside lamp for you if you dont want to sit in the dark. takes you into her arms and rubs circles into your back. you both kind of just sit there in bed for a while, until you calm down enough to talk about what happened.. if you feel embarrassed or ashamed about it, ragatha is going to stamp out those feelings. nightmares happen to the best of us and its nothing to feel terrible over.. i think she would check in on you throughout the day to make sure youre okay

JAX:

will not take kindly to being woken up. i dont think he would be mean or like. actually get mad at you, but i do think he would be a little annoyed... his attitude kind of says that hes 'so over it'... might even dismiss your fear in his groggy half asleep mind.. tugs you closer to him to try to get you to stop squirming. though if youre still asleep and having the nightmare i think he would wake you up just so that it gets cut off and you can recollect yourself. very blunt in telling you that you were dreaming, and that everything is fine and nothing bad is happening. tries to get you to go back to sleep so he can go back to sleep... though i do think if youre upset about his lack of attention he might try to make it up in his own way during the day when hes more awake and aware

KINGER:

he gets nightmares too, so you guys might be able to relate over that... and in a way it kind of takes away that embarrassment of getting scared and having to wake the other person up... though i dont think kinger sleeps much.. hed much rather stay awake and alert, keep an eye on his surroundings in case something terrible happens.. so your nightmare only lasts for a second, just long enough for kinger to notice and shake you awake. hushed but rushed tones while hes whispering to you asking if youre okay.. visibly calms when he realizes youre not in pain and you just had a bad dream.. offers to let you hold onto him, or maybe even walk around the halls... or would you rather he construct a pillow fort so you feel more secure? really just tell him what to do and hes going to instantly get on it

ZOOBLE:

i think they would be similar to jax in regards to them not being... that attentive when theyre woken up. i do think they would put in more effort than him, though. probably asks whats wrong.. i think they would offer a massage.. i cant explain why, i can just see it in my head. not the best given they feel like hard plastic and theyre uncoordinated from just waking up but the effort is there and it doesnt go to waste.. groggily asks if you want to talk about it.. even props themselves up so they lower the risk of falling back to sleep.. solid effort, giving them a gold star

GANGLE:

i think she'd be a light sleeper so she wakes up fairly fast when you start having your nightmare. very gently shakes you awake... going to take a minute for her to work up the nerve to wake you up since shes unsure if youre actually having a nightmare or just trying to get comfortable in the bed... very quietly asks if youre okay, is slightly relieved that you were in fact having a bad dream and she did not wake you up for nothing.. offers to le you talk about it, i think she would be a good listener... i dont think you guys would go back to sleep, you probably end up getting started on the day... or at least do some activities with one another; likely sticking to one of your rooms instead of going to one of the common areas

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formulawonu · 2 years

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can i request seventeen asking for cuddles after a nightmare 🥺🥺🥺

seventeen & nightmares

a/n: bye this prompt is so cute 😭 i got carried away idk why this became so long :( also idk why tumblr is glitching and formatting stuff weird

seungcheol: would 100% try to make it seem like he just wants to cuddle nothing suspicious ha haha... then when ur both trying to go back to sleep he whispers "honestly i just had a nightmare" :/ poor baby let him cuddle u all night long!!!! on the other hand if u have a nightmare he is ur #1 protector. do u need the lights on do u need water do u wanna talk? oh u just want to cuddle? HE CAN DO THAT

jeonghan: it happens in the middle of the night and it is the faintest of movement from him because he doesn't want to wake you but he makes sure you're right next to him and he pulls you in closer and eventually leaves a kiss on ur head just thankful u are there. but he'd tell u about it in passing the next morning acting like it wasnt anything so u dont worry :/ IM GONNA KMS and if its u with the nightmare you'd shake him awake and he'd ask u whats wrong in his sleepy voice but listen and talk to u however long u need to fall back asleep while cuddling u:/ f m l

joshua: STOP he would get up immediately and open all the lights to make u feel better :/ he'd make u sit up then get you water and rub ur back if its a super bad nightmare just so u know everything is gonna be okay :( would also be willing to do something random even if its the middle of the night to get ur mind off of it... like would bake warm cookies with you or smth ahhahah if he has a nightmare i think he'd try to wake u up like once but if u dont wake up he'd be content with just cuddling closer to u and falling asleep with his arms around u. ur his comfort pillow

junhui: waking junhui up because of a nightmare would be funny because he's clearly disoriented from being woken up all of a sudden but he's trying his best to make sense of why he's awake dkufgjhshf "HUH WHAT DO U MEAN SOMEONE CHASED U JUST NOW DO I CALL THE COPS?" takes him a min to process but comforts u the best way he can:/ he'd give good cuddles:( i think if he was the one with the nightmare he wouldnt really wake u or mind if ur half-asleep but he'd be talking about it out loud while playing with ur hair just so he could calm down and process it on his own

hoshi: he'd wake you up in the middle of the night so u both could process what the nightmare meant and you'd probably lie in bed just talking about different things to get his mind off of it:( he'd be playing with your hand and muttering random things solely saved for sacred late night conversations and moments. ur the bigger spoon when u eventually go to sleep n cuddle. if u have the nightmare he'd try his best to listen to u but i think he'd be falling asleep 😅 however its like second nature for him and he gives u one of the best cuddles ever

wonwoo: DONT GET ME STARTED ON HIM like if you had a nightmare and you wake him up and tell him about it he'd find a way to make it sound like a good thing like that time seungkwan had that nightmare of wonwoo and he said it meant something good djshfdjkfh he'd also drop everything to cuddle u and hum u to sleep:/ if he has the nightmare he honestly wouldnt wake you up to ask for cuddles bc he doesnt wanna bother u I FEEL ILL 😭😭😭 like the only way u find out he's had a nightmare is if he tells u abt it the next day or u personally wake up to his movement in the bed and see he's sitting up reading or using his phone to get his mind off of it:/

woozi: be REAL u had the nightmare and he would give up his personal space to cuddle u:/ "jihoon are u awake..." "no" "please i had a nightmare" he'd immediately sit up and ask you if you wanna talk about it or how he could help you and when u say u just wanna be near him he'd give in and cuddle because duh hes a simp 🙄 if he has a nightmare he honestly just pulls u in closer in bed

minghao: hao would be so sweet about it like i think he would know ur having a nightmare before u even wake up and he'd shake u lightly because he's that receptive of u and how u are dhjfgfksj like he'd be all "babe its okay i think u were having a nightmare" then he's hugging u or rubbing ur back UGH but if he had the nightmare i think he's another one that wouldnt wake you up.. he'd get up drink some tea to calm himself down then get in bed and naturally cuddle up to u help

mingyu: ok thing is u NORMALLLY cuddle with this man but the grip he has around u specifically after a nightmare (regardless of if u or he had it) is strong and secure and everything is suddenly right with the world as long as u are in his arms dksfjhdsdfj but it'd also go like "i had a dream ~this~ happened" and he would say "ok but logically that can't happen" ok thanks mingyu! big help! but he just wants to make sure ur okay anyway:/

seokmin: he'd be so cute uisdkhjfsdkrfjh like ur there telling him about ur nightmare and he's trying his best to listen and be supportive but he's also scared out of his mind bec of the contents of ur dream so now he's lost in his thoughts and u both are scared hjdgfdjh same goes for if he has the nightmare 😭 but the cuddles are extra tight and u guys just keep talking in bed until u drift off into bed i can imagine it going "hey are u still awake im still scared" "i was FALLING ASLEEP" "ok but im still scared" kdfjhdfkgjh

seungkwan: he'd try his best to make u laugh if u woke him up after a nightmare :( like he'd get up and pretend to look under the bed start fighting an imaginary whatever in mid air and get mad ydfhgkfd "ok come out let me fight u" he'll have u laughing but also intently listening to whatever nightmare u had bec he cares :( if he had a nightmare he'd wake you up also n he might be crying :( he'd be talking about it and he'd pull u into his arms while just talking about it. just be there for him and tell him its gonna be ok :( kwannnieeeeeee :(

vernon: THIS MAN. he would actually be such a good listener its just that i also think he generally wouldnt know what to say??? like he knows he wants to comfort u and be there for u but also its several taps on the back and "errr dont worry it wasnt real..." or he'd just straight up ask u how he can be there for u :( if u ask him for cuddles i think he'd overthink it and u would feel him be more stiff than usual bc he doesnt know how cuddles logically help u get over nightmares ukdsjfhsd which is why i think vernon honestly just wakes up from a nightmare processes that its a nightmare and goes back to sleep period

dino: he is internally panicking bec wtf no one told him how to help someone else deal w nightmares how does HE even deal with nightmares???? but he'd be so cute trying to make u feel better :( but u wouldnt have to ask for cuddles honestly like his caring nature means he naturally pulls u in and keeps u there until ur fast asleep again ugh dhkdsfh if he has the nightmare i think he'd sit up then check to make sure ur there then cuddle u again :( he'd try to go back to sleep but if he really cant he'd wake u up and say sorry for waking u up jahjashdkjsh

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demadogs · 1 year

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would love to hear more about your S5 Mike arc take

HELL YES!!! happy to share!!!! so some of these are genuine predictions with evidence from what ive seen in the show, but some of it is more of a fanficy kinda vibe of scenarios that are plausible but not influenced by genuine predictions i have. for those that i am confident in, i will link my posts explaining the evidence that supports my prediction. the first few parts are more genuine predictions and the later parts are just my brain making shit up.

also this isnt gonna be one of my “why i think this will happen” posts, im just going to write out mikes entire s5 story arc the way i see it in my head.

how it starts

so s5 starts out where we left off. mike and el still together but a little distant. theyre not fighting or anything but theyre not anything like s3 when they were constantly ditching their friends to makeout. people around them dont see an issue in their relationship but they both know its not what either of them want. (if youve read carry on i see them as how agatha and simon were portrayed at the beginning of the book).

the byers need housing back in hawkins and el wants to stay with hopper in his trailer while they work to fix up the cabin. the rest of the byers stay at the wheelers. jonathans sleeping in nancys room and will is sleeping in mikes.

mike and will have a couple more moments like we saw in s4 that could make it obvious that something might be up with both of them. maybe a conversation similar to the “hawkins isnt the same without you” scene. a scene of them both getting ready for bed talking about what they think is gonna happen next with vecna and everything. not the first night, but eventually maybe mike tells him to sleep in bed with him if will has a nightmare or something. little things like that.

the supernatural plot escalates and will and vecna have a deeper connection than anyone else. vecna is going to torture will in some way so im thinking maybe one of vecna’s methods of torturing will is to torture mike. vecna and will would have different interactions and conflict but mike would be vecna’d in the same style that max was.

how the audience and el learn mike is gay:

(this ones a genuine prediction. heres a post talking about why i think so but read it after you read this)

so now mike is cursed. no one knows including mike. everyones so caught up on protecting will because they all believe he is in the most danger so no one is looking after mike. then mike falls into that trance. (this is maybe 4 episodes in.) the whole partys there when it happens. el immediately puts on a blindfold and static noise and tries to piggyback into mikes mind to fight vecna the way she did with max.

mike doesnt know el is there while hes tranced. he doesnt see el the way max did. maybe el tries to touch him and mike feels a weird phantom feeling on his arm and he looks at it in confusion but he doesnt see el at all.

mike is in the mind lair and hes calling for will. he hears vecnas voice saying his full name. then he sees vecna and he starts saying shit about “friends dont lie” hes asking what happened to that motto and wasnt he the one who insisted that friends dont lie in the first place? “but youve been lying to everyone havent you michael”.

mike is shaking his head and vecna has him cornered and hes denying it but obviously terrified and he says he doesnt know what hes talking about and vecna says “you know exactly what im talking about. its not my fault you dont like girls”. and THATS the line that reveals to the audience that hes gay.

then maybe mike is able to run away but then he starts seeing shit. he ends up in his own basement and sees will and believes hes out of the trance and hugs will but he shrugs him off and tells him “dont touch me”. his eyes are all wrong and hes realizing hes not awake yet. vecna will starts calling him out on his feelings, telling him he would never love him back, that he doesnt even wanna be friends anymore. mike runs away and he just keeps seeing visions like this of everyone he loves. his family not accepting him. his friends not accepting him. el being mad at him for lying.

we are seeing els reactions to all of this too. shes been trying to use her powers to stop vecna this whole time. eventually in her pov everything goes completely black and shes in that weird void thing meaning that mike must be out of the trance. she hears mike panting and crying and takes off her blindfold and sees him awake with will holding his hand or shoulder and him looking at the ground.

eventually he looks up and sees el and at first his face doesnt change but then he sees her holding the blindfold and a pile of tissues with blood on them next to her and he connects the dots and starts to panic. will tries to reassuringly tell him that el was piggybacking trying to save him not realizing thats why hes freaking out. el says his name and tries to calm him down but he just gets up and locks himself alone in a room.

little pause for a second… listen. MIKE IS OVERDUE FOR A FULL ON PANIC ATTACK OK!!!!! we see will express his emotions every single season!! the last time we saw mike completely break down was in s2 when he was yelling at hopper. ever since then hes been trying so hard to bury his feelings and be someone hes not and make sure NO ONE finds out about him and now hes been outed to his girlfriend. he would completely break down. like full on sobbing, maybe throwing up. I WANT HIM TO EXPRESS EMOTIONS EVEN IF THEYRE TERRIBLE ONES!!!!!

el and mikes final breakup/ mikes first coming out:

mike is having a full on panic attack. hes on the floor crying and el is outside of it. he locked the door but el needs to see him so she tells him shes coming in and she uses her powers and opens the door. she closes it and sits next to mike on the floor. at this point hes silently crying and his hands are shaking but hes not as bad he was a few minutes ago. theyre both silent for a bit. mike speaks first and he whispers “did you see all of it?” el says yes.

mike starts to cry more and just starts apologizing profusely and el stops him by just pulling him into tight hug and he hugs her back for a long time. he starts telling her that he never wanted to hurt her. el tries to tell him shes not hurt right now but mike argues and tells her that hes hurt her so much in the past. he tells her that he made her feel like she was unlovable and that she was the issue when he knew deep down that it was him. that there was something fundamentally wrong with him. el tries to tell him theres nothing wrong with him but he insists that there is.

then el admits that she doesnt think she ever was truly in love with him either. she tells him that they both were just trying to do what everyone expected them to do. she didnt know any better because she had just left the lab and was still figuring out how to be a person, let alone a girlfriend. and people expected mike to like her just because she was a girl so he just went with it even after he realized he didnt feel that way. neither of them have ever been true to themselves for as long as theyve known each other. she tells him that he taught her what a friend was. and she missed her friend mike and wants to go back to that. mike tells her he wants that too and they hug again. (i want this scene to be the sweetest most wholesome breakup ever).

theyd also have a conversation of el being confused on whats wrong with him liking a boy. i think it would be really beneficial for mike to hear from someone who was never taught to hate people like him. it would give him so much relief to see potentially the number one person he never wanted to know just be absolutely baffled on why its a bad thing.

while theyre still hugging el says “for what its worth i think he likes you back” mike denies it and el insists that the way he looks at him says everything but mike wont even listen hes convinced he could never love him back.

then mike remembers something and asks a question. “what about the painting?”. els confused. she asks what hes talking about he tells her that will said she commissioned him a painting for her. “if you really didnt love me then whyd you have will paint me that?” she tells him she never told will to paint anything. mike is confused and telling her everything will said in the van. that he gives her the courage to fight on and he needs her. he asks what all that was about if she didnt feel that way and shes just confused. “he wouldnt even show me what he was working on. i told you i thought it was for someone he likes.”

“but it was for me.” el smiles and mike is still not convinced but hes kinda going crazy.

so now mike and el are broken up in the most wholesome way ever and theyre on better terms than theyve ever been but everyone thinks theyre still together. and mike for the first time thinks theres a chance will loves him back and he doesnt know how to act or ask him about it.

mike and will in the upside down:

(the only thing that led me to believe mike and will would be stuck in the upside down together was the upside down couch they sat on in the cabin. other than that this is entirely just what my brain came up with, not an actual prediction)

so skipping ahead, the vecna/upside down plot is getting spicier. shits going down. honestly im WAY better at imagining/predicting gay plots than scifi plots so i have no fucking clue whats going on with vecna and shit its just wild rn thats all you need to know.

i imagine almost all of them having to be in the upside down for some reason. then theres a scenario with some kinda monster like a demodog where they have to sprint to the gate back to real hawkins to be safe but the gate is closing back up. it would look like max’s running up that hill scene. theyre all getting closer and closer but then mike falls (classic) and will sees and goes back to him. the gate is closing more. he helps him up and they both start sprinting again but they dont make it. the whole gate closes up right when they get there and now theyre completely separated from all the friends and family and are alone in the upside down.

theyre able to defeat whatever was after them (will with a gun 👀) but now theyre stuck. maybe they get in a little argument where mike says “i told you to go on without me!!” and wills like “you think i would just leave you here!!!???” they both sit down against the wall the gate was on (like a brick wall or something). they try to come up with a plan and will brings up that maybe el help them some way and he mentions her being mikes girlfriend and mike tells him they broke up. wills very surprised about this. he asks if hes ok and mike tells him its better this way and he means it. (its now been a couple days since they broke up). they hear distant sounds of a monster and tells mike they shouldnt be here. theyre too exposed. (keep in mind mike is being kinda awkward because hes still thinking about the painting and what will said in the van that day and wondering if el was right and that will does love him back but he hasnt brought it up to him yet.)

they get up and make their way to the upside down wheelers house. they enter through the basement and its the same that it looked the day will went missing. the table is set up with the dnd campaign they were playing on november 6th 1983. mike tries to get comfortable on the couch but will just cant stop looking at the table. then he sees the dice on the floor with a 7 pointed up and they flashback to s1 of will telling mike it was a 7.

mike says his name and will remembers hes there and kinda startles and mike asks if hes okay and he just tells him that its just weird seeing everything from that day again. mike agrees. they get more quiet and tense thinking about that night will went missing.

mike brings up that they never finished the campaign. that he was begging his mom for the him and lucas and dustin to stay for 20 more minutes. he tells will he wonders if everything wouldve been different if he had stay. if vecna wouldve grabbed some other kid and they wouldve never known about this other world beneath them.

theyre thinking about that first night will went missing and mike asks if wills ok being back here again. he tells him its not as bad this time around because hes not alone. mike starts to get emotional thinking about when will was missing and he opens up to will about it. he tells him about how they all were there at the quarry when they found his “body”. will didnt know they were all there. he tells him that it was the worst night of his life because he thought he lost him forever. then he goes into talking about when the mindflayer had him and he thought he was losing him again, and then how will moved away. hes starting to cry because he has a deep fear of losing will for good and hes at a huge risk with vecna right now and hes so scared something will happen to him. will reassures him and tells him “im right here” and mike is silently crying and will just pulls him into a hug and they stay hugging for a long time. will tells him “im not going anywhere” while still hugging him.

they separate from the hug but still have their arms around each other and dont let go. its kinda awkward. mike is the one making it awkward. he looks like he wants to say something but isnt and is looking wills lips a lot and theyre so close to each other. will thinks he knows what hes thinking but doesnt dare say anything to ruin it so he just lightly nods his head as if to give mike permission if whats hes thinking is true. and then mike leans in and kisses him.

(IT HAS TO BE A SOFT TENDER KISS I DONT LIKE ALL THE MAKEOUT SESSION HEADCANONS I JUST WANT IT TO BE SWEET!!!!)

mike pulls back and at first he looks like hes about to panic but wills just looking at him with the biggest smile and it immediately puts him at ease. mike says “the painting was from you” and will doesnt know what hes talking about at first so mike continues “you said it was from el but it was from you” will confirms that it was. “and everything you said after…” “yes it was all from me” and mike kisses him again. (i also am imagining this as like the second to last episode)

(another more dramatic first kiss i have in mind is during a huge supernatural conflict and its just them and they completely believe theres no way theyre making it out alive and will is telling him that this is it and mike just kisses him right before all hell breaks loose)

post kiss byler

but of course we cant have nice things right away so theres a bit more angst before theyre a completely established couple. they fall asleep on the couch together in the upside down and in the morning they wake up and something chaotic upsidedown related is happening. again, i truly cannot even begin to guess/predict any of the actual scifi plot of the show so dont ask me what this is but its SOMETHING OK.

they dont even have time to acknowledge the kiss the night before or the fact that they woke up in each others arms. they have to fight whatever the conflict is in the upside down.

eventually they are able to escape the upside down and reunite with everyone. once theyre back with all their friends and family but mikes acting a little different again. hes shutting will out again and will is so confused.

(this is loosely inspired by the show the wilds. shelby whos very closeted and comes from an extremely homophobic family is on a deserted island with a bunch of girls and she falls for one of them whos out and she basically tells her “youre FREE here you dont have all that family trauma youre literally on a deserted island” so she kisses her. then later she sees a boat in the distance and she hesitates to make a signal with the fire because shes so scared to go back to her normal life with her homophobic family. mike is kinda experiencing that here. hes back in the “normal” world and is going back to trying to be who they want him to be, not who he just was with will.)

mike is kind of ignoring will when theyre around everyone. he deliberately doesnt sit next to him, he only talks to him when will talks first, hes basically scared that everyone can tell what they did. then will finally finds him alone and talks to him. at first hes hopeful and trying to be kinda flirty and make him laugh and mike barely has a reaction and then will confronts him.

“did that kiss mean nothing to you” mike immediately looks up from what hes doing and makes sure no one else is in the room and will notices. “what?” will tells him hes been different since they got back and hes acting like nothing happened and hes barely acting like theyre friends let alone anything more. and theyre both silent and will says “are we anything more?” and mike thinks before he speaks and then tells him that he did that in a world where there were no other humans. no laws, no expectations, no people to say that what they did was wrong. “thats not the case here.” and will gets mad at this and says something like “so what are you just gonna drop everything and be what everyone else says you should be?” mike doesnt answer and then will asks again “did it mean nothing to you?” and then theyre interrupted before mike could answer.

then later maybe the same day, mike is going somewhere to tell one of the older kids something or to get something related to what their big battle plan is and he sees robin and vickie through a window in a different room kissing and being super happy and flirty with each other. he stops in his tracks and just watches them and hes in total shock because he felt like there was no one like him his whole life and people like him couldnt be as happy as what hes seeing right now. he just continues watching them laugh while holding each other. i also think it would be great if steve was also there and he sees this former asshole douche being supportive of his best friend and letting them just be themselves so freely. he starts to tear up watching them. (this ones inspired by the book i’ll give you the sun this exact scene happens at a party).

that night mike and will are getting ready to go to bed in mikes room again not talking. will gets ready to sleep on the floor, a set back from when they were sleeping in the same bed. the lights are off and wills pretending to try to fall asleep and then mike whispers “it didnt mean nothing.” will turns and face mikes bed and then mike asks him to come up and will hesitantly joins him and mike sits up and faces him.

then this is potentially mikes most venerable scene in the whole show. he tells will absolutely everything. that when he and el moved he realized he was missing him the way he shouldve been missing el and it gave him the worst panic attack of his life when he figured out why. he stopped caring about himself and everything and everyone. he hated who he was. he didnt have the energy to hang out with his friends, to do his hw, to clean his room, to shower, to eat, and he stopped calling will. he just stopped doing everything. but what he continued to do was keep his relationship with el, and the more he did it the more guilty he felt. he didnt want to break up through a letter but he also didnt have the guts to do it in california and then when el confronted him about never saying he loves her he felt so much worse. he wanted nothing more than to actually love her. he hated that he loved will instead.

he tells will that he remembers how his dad would act when he went to wills house as a kid. how they overheard lonnie talking to joyce about them being “too close” one time and neither of them quite knew what he meant by that until later. he has so many little moments like this in his life of people letting him know that its wrong. that he is wrong. and he never ever thought will would be the same way and he never thought any boy could feel that way about him. mike whispers “i just want to be normal” and will says “since when are our lives normal?” and mike kinda laughs but hes also crying. wills holding his hands and tells him “mike, youve been through so much worse than being in love.” and then mike kisses him again!!! yes they have to kiss at least twice this is my mike arc and i make the rules. i could be more detailed in this whole scene but this has been in my drafts for weeks and i need to finally post it.

established byler/mike coming out:

then i really want mike to have a coming out scene with nancy or his mom but honestly id prefer nancy. i just think theres such a lack of wheeler sibling content and id really love if there was a scene like will and jonathan but for mike and nancy. i imagine them both being in the car on their way to somewhere related to the scifi plot and mike tells her that he and el broke up and they talk about that for a bit. and nancy asks if hes happy and mike says yes. and then mike starts to tell her why hes happy and eventually comes out to her but hes still terrified as hes doing it nancy pulls over just to hug him and its very emotional and sweet.

i also really want a scene of them coming out to the party but honestly im not sure if they will just because now there will have to be like 3 coming out scenes already. they might do the party instead of nancy or karen which id be ok with but they also might skip ahead and have them both already be out.

during the epilogue-ish scene they usually have at the end of a season after the supernatural plot has died i want another sweet byler scene. i love the concept of them going to prom with the whole party as a group but just mike and will find their own room to dance in and be themselves and feel safe. i need some fluff before the season ends.

AND THATS IT I DID IT IM SORRY THIS TOOK SO FUCKING LONG!!!!!

#this is whats been living in my brain for months #this whole thing #i love taking inspo from other shows and books and making it byler #byler #stranger things #mike wheeler #eden answers #byler predictions

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clouds-regression · 1 year

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some more rottmnt headcanons, warnings are next to the numbers. if i missed any tws, tell me.

•when they were younger, splinter went into a severe depression, so raph had to raise his brothers.

•when he first met april, it was weird, since she took on the role of the oldest.

•it was the first time he could be a kid, and just play with his brothers as a brother rather than a parent.

2. (disordered eating & sleeping)

•when donnie gets invested in a project, he'll forget to eat, sleep, and drink water.

•the only thing he consumes is coffee in these periods, causing quite a bit of weight/muscle loss, depending on how long it lasts.

•leo's taken note of this, and has memorised how donnie acts before hyperfixating.

•if he recognises it, he'll go out and buy a case of water and some protein bars, along with vitamins to keep his twin as healthy as he can.

•leo has insomnia, and will often lay awake for hours.

•because of this, mikey picked up the habit of going to him after nightmares, since he was the only one awake, and mikey wasnt in the mood for donnie's infodumping.

•after a particularly hard mission, leo will have his room set up for a 'sleepover', knowing mikey will have a nightmare.

•mikey, in turn, will bring fluffy pajamas, a fairytale book, and melatonin for leo, in an attempt to help him fall asleep.

•raph doubts himself, a lot.

•all of the turtles do, really, but raph's self doubt haunts him.

•he constantly rethinks battles, reminiscing on what he could have done differently, how he couldve protected his brothers, etc etc

•this started the turtle pile tradition after a mission, because as much as leo trusted raph, he didnt want his 'big bro' to be alone in that mental state.

5. (suicide attempt)

•leo will often sacrifice himself, fully expecting to die, with the excuse of it being an impulsive decision.

•when donnie catches onto these patterns of depression and self sacrifice, he questions leo.

•leo ended up breaking down and telling donnie everything, and he wasnt allowed to be alone for a while after that.

6. (meltdown, harmful stim)

•raph is usually the first to notice when donnie is about to have a meltdown.

•having to raise them all, he sort of noted that donnie will start pacing, hitting his leg, and scrunching his eyes before a meltdown.

•it hurts raph so much when he cant do anything as his little brother throws himself against the wall and bruises his head because of another meltdown.

•however, he knows he can help afterwards, by just being there.

•after the krang, draxum had explained to leo that his spine and leg muscles would likely never fully heal, and he may need a cane or wheelchair.

•upon donnie finding out, he begun making a dozen different wheelchair and cane blueprints for his twin to choose from.

•leo was still a bit insecure about the ambulatory wheelchair thing, but hey, the blue chair with jetpacks and purple ribbons was pretty cool!

•casey still sometimes calls leo 'dad', and it breaks everyone every time he does.

•leo's response is never judgy, and he usually doesn't acknowledge it unless casey's talking about his future counterpart, which is when he'll say 'im proud of you, buddy', or something along those lines.

•although casey sr has taken the role of giving her son a childhood he missed out on, leo still has a big part in it, and he knows he'll always be 'dad' to casey jr.

•raph age regresses, and he tends to be pretty insecure about it.

•he was especially embarrassed when mikey had found out; he was supposed to be the 'big brother', the role model!

•but mikey loved the idea of being an older brother for a bit, and took.up the role of sitting raph when he was small.

•it made regressing easier for raph, and gave dr. feelings more coping mechanisms to suggest.

#rottmnt headcanons #rottmnt #rise of the tmnt #rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles #age regression #agere #sfw agere #little space #agerespace #agere positivity #sfw age regression #age regressor #agere blog

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dumbntough · 2 years

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Late Night Dancing - Johnny Knoxville

Nightmares were normal for you. You didnt get them every night but when you did, it was hard to fall back asleep.

Tonight was no exception.

You opened your eyes, panting, a light, cold sweat thinly covering your body. You felt Johnnys grasp on your waist tighten slightly, causing him to sigh in his sleep. You looked to him, his mouth slightly agape as he let out quiet snores. You smiled softly as his unconscious expression was peaceful.

You turned your head to the other side, seeing it was just past 2 in the morning and let out a quiet sigh, knowing that in just a few hours you both had to wake up to go film with Jeff and the rest of the crew. You chewed on your lip as you gently grabbed onto his wrist, lifting it up to give you enough room to shimmy out of his arms, letting your feet fall onto the cold, hardwood floor, bringing goosebumps up your whole body.

You stood up, fixing one of his shirts you were wearing so that it wasnt rolled up past your stomach. You stepped towards the door, being carefully of the creaky wood, just in case he were to wake up from the noise. The last thing you wanted was for him to be mad at you for waking him up.

You stepped out of the room and down the stairs, seeing the moonlight shine through the sliding door that led to the backyard. You looked out at the firepit, thinking about all the times you'd host bonfires with all the boys after filming sometimes. It'd be a night full of beer and just talking and laughing, occasionally filming some stupid prank they thought of on the spot.

Itd mostly consist of smacking Ehren, getting in the pool some stupid way, or making Dave eat something gross and ending up kicking him in the balls. You shook your head at the thought and made your way to the kitchen, turning on the light above the stove and walking to a cupboard, grabbing a glass before filling it with tap water. Not your first pick, but its what you had readily available without doing a whole lot of work.

You leaned against the sink, looking out the window facing the driveway, letting out a small sigh. You always had problems sleeping, you just never thought it was that big of deal up until you got together with Johnny. He would make comments about your sleeping habits or about the fact you'd need at least 3 energy drinks a day at least just so that you wouldnt fall asleep when you were stuck in the office.

You closed your eyes as you took the last drink of your water, setting the empty glass in the sink. As you turned to shut off the stove night, you saw Johnny lazily leaning against the doorframe, staring at you with a tired look in his eyes and a lazy smirk on his face. You felt your face grow red and hot from just getting caught awake this early in the morning.

"Sorry, I was just about to come back up." you whispered as you looked back up at his face, trying your hardest to not look at his half naked figure, only wearing a pair of his boxers, his normal sleepwear that you could never get over.

"Don't worry about that sweetheart," he mumbled, his tired tone making the warmth from your cheeks travel to the tips of your ears and down to your neck. You felt his hands find your waist, pulling you into his chest as he moved his face down into your shoulder, "Couldnt sleep again doll?" he asked quietly as your hands laid on his forearms, slowly moving up his biceps then around his neck, you let your arms wrap around him as you shook your head, closing your eyes.

He didnt say anything after that, just swaying both of your bodies to the music that wasnt playing, making you let out a small giggle. You didnt like talking about the nightmares, mostly because they consisted of him doing the over the top stunts like when he roller skated with the bull, fought Butter Bean. Just any stunt that ended with him having to go to the hospital, you hated it and would constantly worry about him. He understood though, only able to assume what they were about, so he never asked, just glad he was able to comfort you when they woke you up.

He pulled away from her after a few minutes, grabbing his phone connected from the charger. You raised an eyebrow as you watched him, hearing a Johnny Cash song start to play from the phone speaker. You held back a laugh as he turned back to you, reaching a hand out for you to take. You gave him a small smirk as you took his hand, letting out a small laugh as he pulled you in, his free hand resting on your waist just above your hip. You moved your free hand to his shoulder, just looking up into his eyes.

He started to hum to the song, slowly singing to it to you quietly, making you giggle and tip your head back as he danced you both around the room. He wasnt the best at singing, but it didnt stop him from trying to keep you happy. It was a sweet moment that not a lot of people were able to see. It was a moment that was meant for just the both of you and that was how you liked it.

On the last line of the song, he held you out at arms length, a smirk on his lips once again as he spun you back into his chest and dipped you, his hand that was once on your waist now holding onto the back of your knee. You let out a laugh as his head moved into your neck, letting his lips trail soft, small kisses down to your collar bone.

He brought you back up, both hands on your waist as he left a small, sweet kiss onto your lips which you greatly reciprocated.

"I love you, doll." He whispered quietly, leaning his forehead against yours.

"I love you too PJ." you smiled, closing your eyes.

#jackass fic #johnny knoxville #johnny knoxville fanfic #jackass #jackass forever

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blueeandyellowmakesgreen · 2 years

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apocalypse byler scenario part 11 but not really byler but heavily implied: mike and nancy talk.

this is a running continuation of my apocalypse scenarios, and this takes place after mike opens up to lucas about getting vecna’d.

after lucas talks in behalf of mike, everyone started to swarm him with worry. in the end, all of them ended up apologizing for not noticing earlier, and even asked about his trauma so they can help.

though mike noticed that nancy wasnt saying anything, and didnt even approach him like the others did. he wanted to think that maybe she was taken aback by the news, not making eye contact with mike or lucas, but mike isnt sure anymore because he doesnt even know his goddamn sister. mike expected this, honestly, he didnt know what their relationship was as siblings anymore.

what? why would i care about you? nancy’s voice in his nightmares start to echo in his head. he felt stupid for wanting to try to open up to her for anything, and the visions served as a good reminder anytime he attempted to. he deserves this.

before everyone’s voices start to clash even more, lucas backed them off and told them to give mike time, much to his appreciation.

so imagine that he received his walkman and started to play his favorite song, he’s asked to be left alone because all the sudden attention and concern was overwhelming to him, even will. he goes and closes the door, and throws himself on his bed, staring at his ceiling as somebody to love by queen plays faintly in the quiet ambience of his dark room. he then hears a loud knock which makes him jump.

‘’goddammit, guys, i said leave me alone!’’

‘’mike, could you please open up? its nancy.’’

that was definitely new for mike. ‘’what do you want?’’

‘’we need to talk.’’

‘’can we please just save this for tomorrow?’’

‘’im serious, mike. just please open up.’’

mike groans loud enough to make sure nancy hears it. he gets up from his bed and lazily opens the door as he gets back to lying down, head buried in his hands. nancy awkwardly stands by. she notices the scattered clothes around his bed and the heaps of trash stacked up on the area of his closet and floor. she wraps her arms around herself and turns to mike. ‘’you okay?’’

‘’yeah, why wouldnt i be?’’ mike says through his hands.

‘’mike, we need to talk about this.’’

‘’there’s nothing to talk about.’’

nancy inhales. ‘’look, i’m just wondering.. why you didnt tell me.’’

‘’there wasnt a right time.’’

‘’mike-‘’

‘’you dont have to pretend to care, alright?’’ mike snaps. ‘’i got my walkman, so you can go.’’

nancy was about to leave but stays by the doorand turns her head.

‘’you think i dont care about you?’’

‘’i dont care about what you think of me.’’

nancy walks back to sit next to mike.

‘’i dont think i told you this, but..he got me too.’’

‘’…he did?’’

‘’yeah.’’

she was fully awake mike wasnt asking but she decides to continue. ‘’i saw barbara…and hawkins. it was torn in half. you, mom, dad, holly, everyone…was suffering. and i couldnt do anything. not for barbara, not for anyone.’’

she inhales before resuming. ‘’i see her face everyday. it reminds me of how i was, and i…hated who i was. who i am. i dont think much has changed. i thought i was doing better, but.. shes always there.’’

mike says nothing.

‘’can i ask what you saw?’’

mike continues his streak of staying silent, still not feigning eye contact with nancy.

‘’..yeah. i get it.’’ nancy says, her voice cracking a bit.

nancy breaks the deafening silence between them as she sighs. ‘’mike, can you at least look at me?’’

it took a while, but mike eventually does as he gets up to meet nancy’s gaze.

‘’’im sorry that i wasnt.. there for you.’’

‘’..you had your own shit, nancy. i dont expect you to babysit me.’’ it was tempted for mike to turn away from her again. he felt way too scrutinized at the moment.

‘’yeah, but look where that turned out. you clearly had a lot in your mind. and.. we both know mom and dad aren’t the easiest people to talk to.’’

mike scoffs at that statement, which makes nancy chuckle.

‘’…and youre my brother,’’ nancy feels herself start to choke up. ‘’youre my little brother, and im supposed to take care of you. god it shouldnt take henry to target you for me to realize that,’’ nancy sniffs and wipes a tear of hers. ‘’im so sorry. but im here now, and i promise you, that ill protect you from him.’’

mike opens his mouth to say something, but finds himself at a loss. this really was the last thing he expected, and he finds himself choking up, as much as hes trying to swallow his own tears back.

‘’and from now on, we’ll tell each other everything.’’

‘’thats what you said last time.’’ mike says, hurt clear on his voice. that was the most vulnerable he’s been that night next to lucas, and he hates himself for opening his goddamn mouth sometimes.

nancy scooches closer to mike’s side and carefully puts her hand on his shoulder. ‘’this time, i mean it.’’

before mike could say anything, nancy pulls him for a tight hug. it took a couple of seconds for nancy to quickly pull away, both siblings flustered and taken aback.

‘’okay, that was of weird.’’ nancy whispers.

‘’yeah, uh…it was.’’

nancy nods awkwardly, her eyes still glued to the floor and hands fisted on her lap.

‘’i’ll leave you alone.’’ nancy gets up from the bed and reaches for the doorknob.

‘’nancy.’’

nancy swiftly turns her head to mike with expectant eyes.

‘’..thanks.’’

she beams at mike, clear relief washing over her, eyes starting to glisten. ‘’get some rest, mike. we’ll talk tomorrow.’’

#byler #kind of. only bc yall get me #writing #apocalypse byler

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lorestory0 · 2 days

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aaaaaaaaaaaa

i dont know if this is too much

im too out of it to properly think

how come if i lose a lot of blood, either from injury or bug allergy (dunno why else i would lose a lot of blood) the next period is always really bad. its usually painful enough that i cant even focus on video games and just have to try to sleep through the pain. unlike most people i genuinely dont like sleeping so this level of pain really bothers me. but if i already been bleeding a lot then its even worse. is this normal? literally just... while sitting down playing my game i almost thought i peed myself but nope. dont think its ever been like that before but my bug allergy also hasnt ever been this bad before. i was dizzy laying down and i just wanna know if this is normal for periods. because i was already losing too much blood from all the bug allergy scratchings that i was hallucinating way more than usual. at least it wasnt anything scary. hallucinations caused by sick or something are often a lot funnier than the normal hallucinations i see every other time that are scary.

but now i cant go back to sleep because sleeping too much causes nightmares and sleep paralysis.

and id actually prefer a normal nightmare.

i dont even have sleep paralysis demons as far as i know. for me its just a feeling of suffocation where if i dont force myself awake i feel like im gonna die painfully.

i know im emo but for some reason i always feel really bad if i feel like im gonna die with no way for someone to find out how it happen.

idk if its because my entire life ive had problems where my curiosity gets so bad about things sometimes to the point where it feels overwhelming if theres something thats possible to know but no one will tell me. (i dont want to cause anyone pain and i know this level of curiosity isnt common but because it hurts me so bad its hard to comprehend why it doesnt hurt someone else for some reason even tho i know)

not like sensetive information or anything. they just wont tell me for other reasons like if they dont want to talk to me. or even worse is when the teacher punishes me for no reason just to tell me i already know what i did. thats the worst. and then whatever it is i will inevitably do again and get punished again. and i get more punishment for asking.

of course im afraid of people and dont like sleeping. i just wanna play my game.

but i cant sleep

cant deal with that again

suffocating is painful

my face was covered like it usually is, sleeping mask and blanket trying to not get bit by more bugs as usual. but that has nothing to do with it. if i sleep every day like a normal person i start having nightmares every single day.

actually i was covered less than usual because i finally was able to get a thin sheet that doesnt just itch. i am very heat sensetive and i like cold (which i recently found out is very unusual for a southerner) but i require blanket because bug allergy. but if its not soft it usually itches.

i have been bullied by school lunch ladies. i would stress eat a lot during high school which made me able to ignore how bad the school lunches tasted but spicy stuff hurts and i ask if there was a way they could make thing without spicy. but then they laughed at me and told me to go BACK north. i didnt even know why. no one ever told me northern people hate spicy stuff. but the thing that made it so much worse is that not only have i never been up north, but ive always wanted to because i like the cold.

its already bad that i have to deal with these awful memories of abusive teacher but also mean lunch ladies who said a thing in a way that was like they were stabbing me with words.

it doesnt snow often around here but when it does im outside for as long as the snow is. if it snows it seems to always be for at least 3 days. i afraid of the dark, of being alone, or especially being alone away from the house. i was outside ice skating on a pond way out in the pasture at midnight. my little sister was there too but, even tho she can be vicious, she isnt likely to defend me from woods monster like my twin sister is. and yet the snow and cold made me not scared.

also the little sister is not the kind of person to believe in fantasy but i found out im not completely crazy that night because she saw the red lights too and i had a moment where "ha i told you theres paranormal stuff out here"

these paranormal stuff would usually make me run back in the house.

also my balance is terrible but its weirdly good when it comes to sliding around for some reason. i could be a professional ice skater or something. i think those exist.

but the last time it snowed i was so sick i couldnt move and i was depressed about it for several weeks i really like snow

i tried to go out anyway but by the time i reached the door i was already feeling like i was gonna pass out. and being sick also made me weaker to the cold so this was right after i got dressed too. had to take all that off while being in that much pain but the pain of not getting to go out in the snow was so much worse.

i cant sleep but im going to play skyrim. with my imagination i dont have to be rich to play in vr. thats fun.

i dont even have to be myself. i can be whatever anime person i want to be.

also does anyone else just really hate being themselfs in dreams? whenever im myself in dreams, i get the same problems i have irl but exxagerated greatly. abusive teacher becomes actual murderer.

when im anime person or something i dont have to deal with pain. but thats rare. im myself too much.

was talking about superman with my mom i think and she ask me if i had a super power what it would be. i said shapeshifting. she ask what i would turn into and i said "whatever i want"

oh yeah on the subject of superman, my moms car smells so bad i get physically sick just going near it for a second. the last time i had to ride it i had to go to the eye doctor to get glasses. i dont have glasses anymore, but instead of the usual clumsy mistake this time they kept getting broken by faulty glasses cleaners and i just have to not see. but anyway this was around the time my sister kept wanting me to watch some "superman anime" and i finally agreed. but i was so sick that i called it sman and weve both called it sman ever since.

other than episode 7 my favorite part of that show was my own commentary bercause i like making my sister laugh. and i guess my commentary was really funny.

if anyone wondering why episode 7 was the only part i dont find boring its because theres a cat. its a really great cat.

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bishiglomper · 1 year

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Ugh today is shitty! For everyone. I gotta whine and bitch for a min

We all decided we would clean today. I started flittin' around last night, picking up here and there.. Played some KH. Saw a few episodes of doctor who.

Went to bed. It doesnt feel like i was even unconcious longer than 5 minutes when i had a nightmare that woke me up. I started the night very swimmy, my dreams felt super in-motion. Shit just constantly moving. I didnt notice having vertigo before laying down but damn

But yeah it felt like i got absolutely no restorative sleep. Too much moving sensation to my dreams. And i think it stressed me out because one of the last dreams was one of those sobbing inconsolablely ones. Which i think i get from being stressed.

I got woke up by a phone call. I texted mom i had an appointment and i slept like crap and basically said disregard my request to wake me up to clean and that I'll be eating the next person to wake me up.

And then i woke up to I one of those "suddenly hear your name being called" but mom called me like ANGRILY. which was so out of chatacter i immediately knew it was all in my head but. Still. I was awake now.

I come down and sissy is working but looks miserable. She has a migraine. I told her to rest. And then she cried because she felt guilty because it didnt look like she did much.

We're used to doing giant whole-room cleaning bursts with a "holy shit!" Reaction so.... I told her that wasnt a healthy relationship with cleaning and it was all okay.

And then we find out an aunt passed away last night.. Sissy and i hardly knew her so we weren't upset but mom told us she had been upset and cried. But we were sleeping and with my added threat this morning.... She didnt seek comfort. 😣

Also my back is REALLY pissed off today like I was barely able to be up and about for 10 minutes before dying so. Im still not getting anything done.

I anticipated my uselessness tho. Which is why i tried to make a dent last night. 😞 im most abled in the evening before bed. Which isnt convenient but i tried to take advantage of it..

Also we've just come to the conclusion the nephew probably has asthma. They were tickle fighting when he got a croupy cough which according to my asthmatic sister, is what it sounds like when your voice box and shit is inflamed. Also we noticed he has a coughing fit after exertion..

Between his parents and such, poor kid really doesnt have a chance as far as the mental/physical health lottery. 😅

#just whining

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raethethey · 1 year

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must fucking terrifying nightmare ever.

《《was falling asleep in a sleeping bag/tent and dad walked by to give me smth to fall asleep better. said it was his restless leg syndrome meds. called it torrent??. i had like 7 of them in my hand for some reason. he thought he dropped one on my pillow and tried looking for it. searched under my pillow too. i said i need water to take these. so i get up and cant fucking see a thing. start walking on a sandy path. hes nowhere to be found anymore (i only ever saw his hand). my sister randomly pops up in front of me and is now leading me on this path. i grab a stick and start putting perpendicular ditch marks into the path to tell me where ive been. sister comments, says she does the same thing. we eventually come up on a bend in the path (my vision is a little better i can see the sand and trees around me). i say wait a sec. i know where i am. i turn around and happen upon and old building. looks kinda like a tiny church/the building where you would rent these kayaks and paddle boats at a vacation spot i know well. suddenly the entire vacation spot appears and im standing on the beach i know very well. but the kayak shack is still a bathroom. i cant see anything inside but i know the toilet is there smwhere. i try turning on my flashlight on my phone. it turns on for a split sec and then never again. as i sit on this toilet i wonder to myself, i need to get to the shop/game center this place has for some internet bc its the only place with some stable wifi. and for some reason thats when i realise im dreaming. so i finish using the restroom and walk out (now holding a lot more stuff?? sunglasses, a blur which i can only identify as my hanquokka stuffie bc its blue and brown, a bag that usually holds my money, earplugs, and rocks and crystals, and smth else. as my sister and i make our way back to the tent i was sleeping in i say 'im dreaming' to her. shes like lol no you arent. and i say 'yes i am. youre wearing sunglasses in a pitch black area. i need to wake up. watch this' and all of a sudden the sandy path we are walking on is actually a dock and theres a large lake in front of us. i fucking leap off and she freaks out cuz why the fuck would i just jump into a lake in the middle of the night holding all this important shit?!. a flash scene happens and shes now standing over my dripping body, assumingly done resecitating me. i still know im dreaming. then that reality fades out and another fades in. im now in a supermarket like a target or ikea (never been in an ikea btw) and im being dragged around by what i can only assume are my parents in this reality as a cat (who i look at and just know is actually my sister) drags a cart behind her that has a large portrait of smone (a king george i think) in the cart. my parents (keanu reeves and jamie lee curtis with a fluffy auburn bob haircut) are fighting as they pull my arms to where they want me to go. im resisting bc i still know im dreaming. i start shaking my head violently. a ringing in my ears starts and i am now experiencing the dream world in 4d instead of my usual 3rd person pov. and i can feel my real head moving just a tad. i start shaking more violently and the dreamworld "moves farther away and gets smaller" (kinda like if you were watching a youtube video on your phone right up against your eyes and then moved it away to arms length)》》 i am now awake. groggy as fuck and hot and sweating. i open my eyes and check the time: 3:34 am. i turn on my phone. blinded by the bright light knowing i need to write this out for some reason.

so yeah it wasnt even all that terrifying of a nightmare it was just terrifying in the sense that i knew i was dreaming and couldnt wake up for the longest time. i lump it in with my nightmares because i didnt really have control over what was happening. (i can lucid dream 80% of the time. 19% of the time i have no dreams. that 1% are nightmares)

#nightmare #night terrors #tw: nightmares #tw: night terrors #no control

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imaginationlover101 · 3 years

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Jealousy, Jealousy

Anakin Skywalker x reader

Summary: Being the chosen ones always seemed to put a special meaning to their lives. But when a recurring nightmare comes up between the both of them, some long term feelings arise.

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Between the bright light blinidng me from the curtains and Anakin saying my name, rather quickly woke me up out of my slumber. Yesterday had been an excruciating day for both Anakin and I, but today we were paying for it. Surprisingly to us Obi Wan had felt bad for us and gave us 2 days of relaxation. But until then Anakin and I were doing anything as possible to get enough rest.

Now I'll admit I never intended to end up cuddling my best friend in my bed, but hey who would turn down that offer. Anakin and I have known each other ever since the early days to becoming the "chosen young jedis" as Obi Wan liked to put it. We had been with each other through thick and thin, and now our newest occurring jedi problem seemed to be the dreams that were haunting the both of us.

These so called "dreams" always seem more real than fake. It starts off with Anakin and I going on a mission together, but each dream is a different misson. Then as Anakin and I are fighting off the "bad guys" we somehow in the midst of everything seem to get separated from each other. Which in real life isnt even possible because were both "chosen jedis", so we can never really be separated from each other.

After the horror of separation we then have to go on this quest by ourselves to try and figure out how to find each other. But slowly into the mission we keep losing our powers and everything in our mind seems to fade. Then somehow at the end we both seem to lose the somewhat called "game".

So yes even if it's still against the "jedi code", if platonically cuddling/sleeping in the same bed with my best friend will help our very weird vivid dreams go away, then of course I'm going to do it. It wasnt like we both had feelings for each other. We have been friends for so long that he was like home to me. But who would of known that sometimes the people who we like to call our "home" arent exactly just our friends.

Now getting back to my story. The sun was shining so perfectly in between the gap of the curtains managing to wake my ever so peaceful beauty sleep. Finally waking up after my coma, I realized that Anakin was awake, and from the looks of it he looked like he had just woken up as well.

"Good morning sleepyhead" I said pushing hair out of his face. "Good morning sunshine, sleep well thinking of me all night" he looked at me with a smirk. "Get you head out of the gutter Skywalker." Looking at him I could only see a bigger smile appearing, so I did the only reasonable thing any person would do. Hit him with a pillow

"So what are our plans today the great Skywalker?" "Well we have to greet Obi Wan at around 11 and then we should be free the rest of the day." As soon as Anakin said that, an idea popped into my head.

"Whats that smirk on your face for?" Ani said mysteriously. "I know exactly what were going to do today but I'm keeping it a surprise!" I exclaimed back to him taking my head off the pillow, I had to start the day somehow. "Oh well, I guess I'll just have to live the rest of my life in mystery," Anakin sighed dramatically. "Come on young Skywalker we need to get ready for an amazing day that's going to come." I said rather dramatically and jumped out of bed.

I decided to wear a light white summer dress instead of my usual chlothes since today was a rather nice spring day. Luckily for me I didn't have to wear my robe so I just put my lightsaber in my purse. But to my surprise Anakin insisted that he wore his jedi attire instead of usual chlothes saying he "always looked cool and it attracted women." After that awnser I decided not didn't ask anymore and laughed away.

After the long process to our moring routine it was almost 11 and Anakin and I were getting ready to walk to the Jedi temple. It truly was a beautiful spring day and to top that off the teampture was perfect.

As Anakin and I were about to walk into the temple we were stopped by some of the younglings who were begging for us to take over the class. Because of our days off another teacher had to teach the class and the kids weren't happy. We laughed and told them we had a meeting but tomorrow we would teach them.

Just as Anakin and I were walking down the temple hallway he suddenly pulled me behind a hallway wall away from everyone. "Uhh Anakin what are you doing" I said whispering. I didn't think he could hear me but I remembered how close he was standing to me. "I uhh I saw a potential threat." "Potential threat Ani, what are you going on about?" As Anakin was thinking of a way to respond a voice pulled us out of our corner.

"Y/N!" I turned around to see the a person who I was shocked to see, practically a voice you could recognize anywhere. The minute I turned around I knew I would have rejected it. Turns out its the one person who Anakin hates the most, and his name just happens to be Jack

A little background about our little friend Jack here. Back in Jedi training days when we were all younglings, Anakin and I were the chosen ones so we were put into separate groups together at the time without knowing. Now Jack would always get so mad that Anakin and I would get to be in a group alone together. It took so much anger that even Obi Wan would get frustrated at him and force Jack to go to Yoda for "relaxation treatment." So because of his high up anger issues Jack never became a Jedi. I've never seem to have a promblem with him or hold a grudge against him, but Anakin on the other hand despises him.

"Jack what a surprise seeing you here!" I respond surprisingly. "Yeah what a surprise seeing the guy who-" Before Anakin can goes on mumbling I take over the conversation. "So what are you doing around here I thought you worked still worked with the Jawas?" "Oh yeah I still do but I had a package that needed to be handed off to Yoda so I wanted to personally deliver it to him" he said winking at me.

Well now I see why Anakin hates him so much. Jack tries to move closer to us, but Anakin steps closer to me and wraps an arm around my waist. As Anakin did that you could see anger run through Jack's face while Anakin's smirk only got larger. "So what's up with you two" Jack replied with rather hastily. Before I could think of an answer Anakin made a remark. "Nothing much, but you know Jack, Y/N and I have some very important Jedi things to do so why do you deliver your package to Yoda and we'll see you around." "Ohh oh yeah okay well I guess I see you guys around. By the way Y/N if you wanna you out with me-" before Jack could finish Anakin was already on his tail. "Well would you look at the time, come on babe we should get going. Oh I mean Y/N." Anakin looks at him with a smirk on his face and pulls us away.

Akwardly wavering goodbye to Jack I turn to Anakin. "That wasn't very Jedi like of you Anakin" I turn to Ankian laughing. "Well you should of seen his face the way he was eyeing you. No one gets to talk to my girl like that-" Its like when Anakin said those words he looked like he regretted it the moment it was said. "We uh-" "Yeah we should-" Between the awkwardness of both of us I couldn't hear another voice.

"Ahhh finally I've been looking for the two of you for ages! Now come follow me we have a meeting to attend after all" Obi wan said breaking us out of our awkwardness. Well this is going to be a interesting meeting I think to myself. Meetings were always so boring and on top of that it was a topic of a fundraiser to help raise for the young jedi, but we already gone over it many time before. All I had to do was contact Padme which was easy and my job was done. So much for spending the morning out, by time our meeting was over it was almost noon.

Anakin, Obi Wan, and I all walked out of the room discussing our next task. As Obi Wan was about to talk about what we should teach the younglings tomorrow an older jedis wanted to talk to him. "You two stay put and dont run off yet I'm not done with this conversation!" Obi said. "Okay master ObI WAn" I mumbled. "I heard that Y/N!"

I pulled Anakin and myself off to the side to lessen the chances of us getting into more trouble. "Is it just me or I'm getting hungry" I groan looking at the ceiling. "No I am too." Ani replies with. "Its just.. all I could think about in that meeting was food and how it was all about Padme. Padme this Padme that, that's all they wanted me to do. Cant they realize that I'm not there messenger just because I'm her cousin doesn't mean I can talk business with her. I mean this was supposed to be my day off and now I'm being a messager. I dont mean to sound ungrateful but-"

"Y/N I know what you mean, and you are more than a messenger. Don't let that go to your head" Anakin said pulling me into a hug. He began to kiss the top of my head and I started to thank him. "Thanks Ani I-" "Ahhh finally done with the Jedi work for today. How about some lunch?" Obi Wan said between our conversation. Ani and I were both backed away from each other and stood silent. "Did I interrupt something" Obi Wan said looking between us. "No master not at all"

#anakin skywalker fluff #anakin fluff #anakin skywalker imagine #anakin skywalker x reader #anakin skywalker angst #anakin Skywalker jealous #star wars #hayden christensen #hot #star wars imagine #darth vader #anakin x reader #young anakin #obi wan and anakin #obi wan #padme #anakin skywalker

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the-s1lly-corner · 7 months

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Hello hi! Jumping in with a tadc request!

When you have time and/or motivation, could I get a scenario with Jax where his s/o has a nightmare about him abstracting? (assuming people in the digital world can dream)

Again, only do this if you feel up to it! Thank you and have a good rest of your day! :)

Jax x reader who has a nightmare !

on the off chance that the person who requested i elaborate on the giant spider idea with kinger sees this, i see your request! i intend to answer it soon, i just need to come up with some ideas; namely ideas for the IHA itself and why there would be this giant spider in the first place !! asides that, im all caught up on requests at the time of writing this! ill probably write some other stuff throughout today if no new requests come in, im having a lot of fun writing TADC stuff! hope you enjoy!

depending on how far along you two are in the relationship, you guys start sleeping together more and more often; usually in jax's room because he prefers it that way

so imagine one night the two of you decide to share the bed again, you both go to sleep.. and todays incident happens

its not often that you actually get dreams in the digital world, but that may be because you wont sleep all that often due to not needing to

digital dreams tend to be... weirder than real world dreams, but tonights dream was. horrifying, really

it started off strange, it was you alone and looking for jax. he wasnt in the tents common areas, or by the lake or at the carnival. you ask around, but no one knows where he is. finally, you decided to check his room. the door wasnt locked, despite jax always locking the door..

weird

in a sight not too dissimilar to how pomni had told you they found kaufmos abstracted form, you found jax

twisted and corrupted and writhing in pain. his body jutted out unnaturally as dozens of eyes darted around

before all suddenly focusing on you

then he charged

you woke up, or rather you jerked awake. you couldnt even register what just happened for a few seconds, before whipping your head to look down at the sleeping bunny lazily strewn out on the bed

you reach your hands forward and grip his side, shaking it, to make sure he was real

he was, and now he was awake

and honestly kind of annoyed that you woke him up, but his look of bitterness softens just a touch when he sees the tears in your eyes

before he can get a word out you wrap yourself around him, babbling about the nightmare you just had; about how you couldnt find him and when you did, he had abstracted

for once, the rabbit didnt make any snarky comment or say anything that could've made you feel dumb for being scared

well not for a minute

"you dream about me? cute"

you slap his arm, but he continues

wrapping his arms around you, he just tugs you back down in bed; but not to go back to sleep. no, this is for comfort, though he wouldnt say it

"jeez you really think im gonna wuss out that easily?" he pulls you closer

you guys stay like that until the following day

#tadc x reader #the amazing digital circus x reader #digital circus x reader #jax x reader #jax x you #jax imagine

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timelesslords · 3 years

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it’s just around the corner darling (‘cause it lives in me)

8-year-old Annabeth is supposed to be sleeping. Instead, she overhears a few things she probably shouldn't.

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Aka I get very in my feels about pre-TLT found family and baby Annabeth

“She’s a little kid, of course she’s fuckin’ slow.”

Thalia’s words seemed to turn Annabeth’s blood to ice.

She was supposed to be sleeping, and she almost had been before Grover and Thalia had started yelling at each other outside the door of the safe house they’d just barely made it too.

Well, until Thalia had started yelling at Grover, because Grover didn’t really yell, and he definitely didn’t yell at Thalia, who he always seemed particularly nervous and twitchy around.

All thoughts of sleeping were immediately banished as panic seized Annabeth instead.

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She kept herself as still as possible, eyes shut like she was sleeping. She heard Luke shift, maybe looking over his shoulder.

Annabeth wished she could see his face. Did he think she was slow too? Did Grover want to leave her behind? Luke would never let that happen, Annabeth knew that much, but she couldn’t help the guilt from washing over her anyway. Luke had had to carry her the last few miles tonight because her legs just wouldn’t work anymore, not matter how hard she tried to push them. That had only happened a few times ever, Annabeth made sure of it, but she knew they were trying to go fast now, and they were walking and running more than they ever had before. Luke hadn’t been mad, just scooped her up when he saw her stumbling. But they had gone slower after that, and it was her fault.

Annabeth felt her eyes prickle with tears, and she blinked them into her makeshift pillow. Crying was stupid, and it wasnt going to make her faster. She willed herself to stop before anyone could hear— Luke thought she was asleep, and she didn’t want to admit that she wasn’t.

Thalia and Grover were talking again, but their voices were just barely too quiet for her to make out the words. Thalia sounded mad, and Grover was talking fast, like he was trying to get the words out before Thalia yelled at him again. Annabeth picked up Grover saying “please” a few times, and then Thalia saying “no” very forcefully. They argued for another minute, Annabeth’s heart beating in nervous anticipation for each word.

“Don’t bring it up again,” Thalia snapped, loud enough for Annabeth to hear, and then she heard the door of the safe house being pulled back, and soft footsteps walking inside.

“Is she asleep?” Thalia asked, her voice barely above a whisper. It was a sharp contrast from the tone she’d been using outside with Grover. Luke must have nodded, because Thalia sighed, and Annabeth heard her sitting down.

“What was that all about?” Luke asked. Annabeth could hear the forced casual tone he was putting on. If Annabeth had heard part of the conversation then Luke must have too, but he seemed like he wanted Thalia herself to tell him. Thalia made a displeased noise.

“Grover wants me and him to go ahead. Without you two,” she said, lowering her voice even more than she had when she first entered the safe house. Despite how quiet they were, Annabeth could still practically feel the distaste in her words. Annabeth could feel her heart speeding up uncomfortably. Was Thalia going to leave them behind? But she didn’t sound happy about it at all, and that calmed Annabeth’s nerves a little.

“What did you say?” Luke asked. The forced tone was gone, replaced by irritation, Annabeth thought. It was harder to tell without being able to see his expression, but Annabeth could imagine the frown on his face pretty well.

“I told him where he could stick his furry little hooves,” Thalia muttered bitterly. Annabeth didn’t quite understand what that meant, but judging from the way Luke snorted it was probably kind of rude.

“Bet he liked that,” Luke said, sarcastically.

“Whatever. He’s the reason we’re behind anyway,” Thalia said.

She sounded angry. Annabeth knew that shouldn’t make her feel good. Thalia being mad never tended to end well, regardless of where her anger was directed. But Annabeth couldn’t help but feel a rush of relief anyway. If Thalia was angry at Grover’s suggestion then that meant wasn’t leaving.

At the same time, her words filled Annabeth with dread. They were behind, and that was bad, and Annabeth was slowing them down. Even Thalia had said so.

“Why did he want to split up at all? Isn’t three fighters better than one?” Luke asked. The forced casualness was back, and Annabeth didn’t like it, but she couldn’t help but feel a little burst of pride that he’d counted her as one of the fighters in the group.

Thalia sighed again, and Annabeth heard a scraping noise. A second later the heat from the campfire flared.

“He said it would be faster,” Thalia said finally, reluctantly, “And that it might be safer for you two to not have me around.”

“That’s bullshit,” Luke said, angrily.

“I… I don’t know. Maybe.”

“What, you think you’re special?” Luke said, though now his tone was laced with amusement.

“Well apparently I smell extra tasty,” Thalia replied, only a hint sarcastic. Luke laughed, low and quiet.

“I don’t think it matters,” he said, “Annie had monsters crawling all over her all by herself.”

Annabeth had to actively repress a shudder at the thought. She couldn’t move, couldn’t let them figure out she was awake— they would stop talking about adult things and she would miss it.

“That’s true,” Thalia said, though she didn’t sound entirely convinced.

“You’re not thinking about it, are you?”

“Of course I’m not,” Thalia said, sounding offended that Luke had even asked, “I’m pissed he even brought it up, especially after Annabeth was the one to save all our asses from that cyclops. He kept saying she’s slowing us down but we’d all be dead without her.”

Annabeth felt the same mixture of dread and pride as before. She was useful enough to not leave behind. Even if she was slow, and thinking of the cyclops cave made her want to cry.

“Asshole. He’s the one slowing us down, not knowing where the fuck he’s going,” Luke muttered darkly.

“I almost feel bad for the guy,” Thalia sighed. Annabeth heard more scraping and felt the fire flare again. “I mean he’s a kid just like us.”

“A kid who’s going to get us all killed if we’re not careful.”

Thalia hummed in agreement, and they were quiet for a minute. Annabeth didn’t really know what to think. She liked Grover— he was funny and he let her touch his hooves and he taught her how to play hacky sack— but she could tell that Luke didn’t and Thalia was starting not to. And Grover apparently didn’t like her. Or he thought she was slow, at least— but that made Thalia and Luke mad, even if they thought it was true. It was all very confusing, but she thought Luke and Thalia were on her side, at least.

“Is it weird I like watching her sleep?” Thalia asked, finally. With a start Annabeth realized they were talking about her. She tried extra hard to keep her breathing even.

“Why, ‘cause she’s not chattering your ear off?” Luke teased. Annabeth heard a soft thump and Luke’s laughter, and knew Thalia had probably punched him in the arm.

“I’d have her chat my ear off any day than have her be quiet like she’s been,” Thalia said. Luke didn’t reply. The only sound in the room was the crackling of the campfire. Annabeth could feel both their eyes on her, and she forced herself to keep looking asleep.

“I think the whole cyclops thing really freaked her out,” Thalia sighed, when Luke hadn’t spoken for a minute.

“Of course it freaked her out, she watched us all almost get eaten,” he snapped, his voice angry. Annabeth’s stomach turned. She tried to keep her expression smooth, even though she could practically smell the cyclops’ lair again. She resisted the urge to wrinkle her nose, or better yet, open her eyes and confirm that she wasn’t back there again. Their voices weren’t good enough to do that anymore, not after the monster had stolen them. She repressed another shudder.

“Well that’s why we have to get to this camp thing, right? So she doesn’t have to see shit like that anymore.”

Thalia sounded calm, not mad, but when Luke spoke again he still sounded angry.

“Bit late for that,” he said, voice quiet and bitter, and Thalia sighed again.

“Better late than never.”

Luke didn’t say anything.

Annabeth felt nerves swoop through her stomach. Did Luke not want to go to camp? He’d made it sound nice when he’d told her about it, but now he just sounded mad. Thalia wanted to, and that was a comforting thought for a minute until Annabeth remembered that Grover had wanted to split them up. But Thalia had also said she wasn’t leaving, and she’d sounded sure about that. Everything was so confusing, and Annabeth didn’t know how to figure it out. It didn’t help that her brain felt dizzy from being tired.

It took a while for either of them to talk again, to the point where Annabeth had almost drifted off to sleep for real. When Thalia spoke again her voice was quiet, so much so that Annabeth almost thought she dreamed it.

“She looks relaxed. Like a normal kid on a camping trip or something. That’s why I like watching her sleep.”

Luke sighed, heavy and deep.

“You should get some too,” he said, not really acknowledging Thalia’s words.

“You need to rest too,” Thalia said, lightly, “Grover’s keeping watch.”

Luke snorted again at that, but it was much less humorous this time. Thalia didn’t seem amused, anyway.

“Come on. You’re exhausted.”

“I’ll wake you up in a few hours and we can switch,” Luke said. Thalia made an annoyed noise, but didn’t say anything else. Annabeth felt someone lie down next to her, felt light fingers adjust the jacket she was using as a blanket so it covered her arms more fully.

Annabeth didn’t want to sleep. She knew there would be nightmares waiting for her the second she slipped out of consciousness, and she didn’t want to see them again.

But they would be walking a lot tomorrow, and she couldn’t walk if she was tired. And if she couldn’t walk then she would slow them down even more than she already was.

So instead of resisting it anymore, she let the exhaustion wash over her, pulling her into bad dreams. It would be okay in the morning. Her family would be there when she woke up, and she wasn’t going to let them down.

#it’s about the found family of it all ya know #annabeth chase #pre-TLT #Thalia grace #luke castellan #PJO #PJO fic #baby Annabeth #percy jackson fanfiction #Percy Jackson fic #percy jackson #pjo #pjo fic #I swear I’m still working on the PD2 AU!!! this just hit me over the head I had to write it #I made this on mobile so I’m sorry if the formatting is ass lol

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cosmicallyavg · 2 years

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i like to think that in between revolution of the daleks and flux, that the doctor and yaz slept in the same bed a lot? not in any sort of romantic/etc way, just the two of them scared to lose each other again, even if neither of them say it out loud. i also think this could give reason for why there was the mattress in the console room in the halloween apocalypse but i digress

(also for the sake of this hc im going to say time lords/the doctor can sleep a similar amount/schedule as humans but they generally dont? bc its not necessary but it is possible and sometimes beneficial??)

okay so after prison, the doctor probably tried to avoid sleep a lot because that sense of being alone and vulnerable, so she refused to even try unless yaz was there with her. after spending who knows how long alone during her prison sentence, just having the presence of someone else helped make sleeping less scary.

yaz of course probably stayed up a lot just to keep an eye on the doctor, to make sure she wasnt going anywhere again. but also sometimes it seemed like the doctor was dreaming, or having nightmares, maybe a bit of both. yaz just wishes she would tell her something, anything about her life, or what she had been through while she was away, but she never shares. even after the few times the doctor jolted awake at something she was dreaming about, she wouldn’t share. it was a perpetual state of yaz worrying and the doctor not explaining.

on the nights neither of them can sleep, yaz tries to get answers from her, but of course every question gets deflected. so more often than not, yaz sits awake helplessly wanting to be able to comfort her friend but unable to even begin to understand what shes going through.

but sometimes staying awake meant that yaz got to see the doctor actually be vulnerable, even if she never showed that side to her otherwise. she would read a book or play games on her phone while the doctor slept (more or less) peacefully next to her. it was beautiful but painful, all yaz wanted to do was hold the doctor tight and tell her everything would be okay, but she knew better. the doctor often expressed her dislike for physical contact, so she respected that.

but that didn’t mean yaz couldn’t wonder what it would be like to tuck a stray piece of hair behind her ear when it fell into her face, or press a quick kiss to her temple after tucking her in when she got up to make tea in the middle of the night.

maybe one day she could muster up the courage to do it, but until that day she has to relish the few times where the doctor unconsciously reached for her in the night, draping her arm across her waist to pull her closer.

after flux, of course they do eventually talk things out, and yaz finally can try to understand the doctor a bit more. they continue the sleeping arrangement out of routine, but now its because they both want to, not just because they feel lonely or scared that they’ll lose each other again. there’s a lot less tension separating them, and yaz feels better actually trying to sleep instead of stressing about what the doctor dreams about. because also maybe the doctor actually lets her offer some physical comfort now like she had been wanting the whole time.

everything is less awkward and tense and is instead more gentle and happy.

of course i say less awkward but honestly with dan there, its probably still awkward just in a different way bc he’s literally a third wheel fkjgjhlkfjkl

#anywayssss #idk if im fully happy w this but i just have to post it #also it hurt me a lot to write this bc im just so love starved #which tbh i tried to make it as neutral as possible while still getting my point across #bc this could just be like.. a platonic thing #i suppose #but #doctor who #thirteen #yasmin khan #dw hc #dw meta #thasmin

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ohheyitsokay · 3 years

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hey so i just remembered another insane soulmate au that isn’t as niche as the soulmate goose of enforcement but has the same potential for chaos 😂 so you and your soulmate have the same hair color, and when one of you dyes it then it turns the other’s hair that color too. i can��t get the thought of javi showing up to the embassy one day with neon pink hair and the desire to fight anyone that dares point it out 😂💀 do with this batshit idea what you will, hon

jj is here for the chaos and apparently so am I

wordcount: heck if I know this is more of a drabble sorryyy

warnings: strong language

Javier Peña called in late and wouldnt explain why. He knew his voice was panicked, intense, borderline unhinged, and he hoped to god they wouldnt send anyone to check up on him.

The time he normally wouldve used to get ready for work was wasted staring at himself in the mirror. Because Agent Peña, a detective of the DEA and notorious cassanova, woke up with hair pinker than a fruity drink of a girl with a fake ID at the bar.

He had been panicked, completely short-circuiting, and angry, wondering if it was some sort of stupid prank. His hands twitched for his gun or something to throw, before he remembered, and the anger drained out of his body faster than air from a tire.

His soulmate had done this. Warmth filled him, flamingo hair to toe. Did this mean... you were looking for him? Thinking of him? Would he find you soon?

Actually, he wasn't sure how he felt about that. It unsettled him in a different way, and he shook himself, trying not to think too hard about it. Instead, he turned his attention back to the mirror and... honestly, he was kind of feeling himself. He always did, to some degree, a thick layer of pride to disguise anything untouched and unpleasant underneath, but this was new. It wasnt his normal style, didnt match any of the clothes he'd had for all those years, but... he kind of thought he looked good. Younger almost, more confident.

The rest of his unexpected morning off was spent pacing in and out of his bathroom. It was cool, he was cool. Nope this was ridiculous, he was a joke and so were you. Oh, you, his soulmate, walking around somewhere with pink hair. Bah. Pink hair.

By the time it came for him to go into work, he hadn't settled even a little bit, and it was wonderful and terrible, but he was out of options. He walked into the embassy, didn't pause and let the eyes follow him, trying to wear his confidence like a shield.

Let them judge. Let them be jealous. Let them swoon. Let them - no actually, he wanted them to leave him the fuck alone.

His glare was well practiced, if normally saved for drug-dealing lowlifes or scummy politicians. He was rewarded with swallowed smirks and ducked heads, and he knew it was far from over, but for now, he could live with that. He could live with this, especially if you were out there, looking for him.

The neon pink had faded into a dappled cotton candy, and his normal brown should logically be poking out the roots, but the whole phenomenon really defied logic. For the most part the jokes were played out, with his tormentors either skipping out of reach, cackling, or withering under his glare, their eyes well aware of the clench in his hands.

Anyone who dared ask why he didnt just dye it back himself, learned quickly not to. And eventually, it became old news, other than the occasional comment that his soulmate must really be something.

And you must be, because Javier hadnt found you yet, an additional annoyance to the whole situation. It's not that he was looking he just... well he wasnt excited to find you that would be stupid, he was just...

Murphy wouldn't stop teasing him for the time he'd caught him trying to enhance a flash of pink in the background of a surveillance photo. He was the only one who could get away with it, the only one who was sort of right, about Javi already being chest deep in his adoration for a person he'd never met.

It was stupid, how much he wanted you, how excited he was at the prospect of finding you. He never thought he needed a soulmate, but now that he had definite proof he had one somewhere, he wanted you now. And he had no way to make that happen, except to wait.

He thought he saw you once, the most breathtaking flash of face from across a crowded street. It made him freeze, the warmth in his gut, but then he cursed himself, shoving people out of the way in hot pursuit of you. Surely the pink of you would be easy to find, surely the pink of him would draw you to him? He was frantic, but you were gone. And the image of you burned itself into both his nightmares and his dreams.

Looking back on the memory, he wondered if you were wearing a wig or a hat or something. But why would you do that? Didn't you do it because you wanted him to find you? And a fear settled into his heart. Maybe... you did it without knowing about it. Maybe you were just being independent... maybe you didnt want him, as he wanted you.

It was unthinkable. Javier laid awake at night, sometimes, wondering if he would be weak for begging the universe for something, anything. His Intel hookups stuttered to a stop.

Long nights were wasted pouring over unhelpful soulmate websites.

And then, as he stared at a box of cheap brown hair dye in the store, you walked into his life.

"What are you thinking?" It was a curious question, honest, as if you werent sure about him yet. Something a friendly person would ask a stranger, asking if they were contemplating pushing their soulmate away. Something someone kind would care about.

He looked at you, and dropped the box.

That same face, the one that he'd dreamed of losing, of kissing, of finding was right in front of him, half smiling like you were nervous. There was nothing he could do or say. Javier was waiting any longer. His hand slid over that beautiful, honey-pink hair of yours and pulled your mouth into his.

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#soulmate requests #javier peña x reader #narcos #maybe i dont know people #thoughts from elle #im afraid of writing a full fic for a request #even though i had a much longer things planned for this

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yandere-mha-blog · 3 years

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Part 25: A fun story between your ex and your current boyfriend

as staring holes into the side of your face, it was starting to creep you out a bit.

“Okay why are you staring at me?” you asked

“I can see why Dabi and Kiego feel for you, you are pretty.” she said

“Thanks?” you said very confused at the sudden compliment that came out of nowhere “Wait you know dabi, how?”

“When he got put away for burning some guys eyelid-”

“His anime was kenny.” you said

“Ohhh, well Kenny's eyelid, i wanted to talk to him a bit more but never got the chance, luckily he was released soon after i was.”

“Wait, how long was dabi in there?”

“About...3 months, I was in there for … two or was it three years.” She explained, “I wanted to make my friends who were like me, but he ended up using me and I feel for it hook line and sinker and it pisses me off.”

“Well, I can understand how you feel about that, Dabi told you we used to date huh.”

“Yup he described you as the best thing that ever happened to him,and how you were the light of his life,and how he wanted you back so badly he would do anything, but there was a pest in the way and he needed my help to get rid of him.” Toga said, you knew what get rid of meant and she didn't seem to have an issue with that “But Dabi said once he was done he would make sure i wasn't put in danger of going back there and he lied to me, meanwhile your boyfriend keigo lied to protect me and i want to know why.”

“Because Dabi does this to everyone, he find a person weakness and exploits it so they do what he wants them to do, and get angry when they step out of line, if i have one piece of advice, no matter what Dabi says to you in the future, do not believe him, he is a liar and will throw any number of people under the bus, he has no friends or relationships, just him and people he considers accessories.” you said “I mean do you have any other friends.”

“I have Jin, he is nice.” Toga said “he got into a biking accident that steered his brain a bit,and lost his job, he was on the streets for a while.”

“Then go be friends and join and leave dabi and whatever he did in the past, and Toga if you don't want to get caught up in this stuff it's best to avoid it, how old are you again?”

“I'm 17.” she said

“That was the age Dabi and I met as well, you don't want to be his friend, I don't think Keigo can give you any of the answers you are looking for, you already know them from his actions don't you.” you said

“I guess.” she said

“And toga, Keigo asked me not to tell the police about your involvement, but if i see you anywhere near us again, i will make it my sole priority to put you back in that facility, do i make myself clear, now go to your friend jin and try to live your best life.”

“You sound like another scolding her daughter, what are you an old lady?” she asked and let out a giggle, before tossing Keigo's car keys with the bird charm.”Give this back to him for me and tell him thanks.”

“I will.” you said and she left out the door,as you collapsed on keigo's bed, when would this long nightmare be over.

Dabi finally woke up a week later and first thing he noticed other then the tube down his thraort was the fact he was hand cuffed to the hospital bed, what the fuck, no he was usppsot to die, what happen, did keigo, that bastard, save him, oh he sees keigo just has to have the the last laugh here dosnt he, wellt hsi wasnt over, ti was far from over.

“Oh you are finally awake.” Enji said as he rubbed his eyes “I though you were getting better toya, i know i went wrong with you, but this is the last straw, first i tried to help you by thinking oh you just needed to get this out of your system ou will mellow out with time, then i though he needs help ill send him here to get help, then you tried ot not only kill yourself, but your exs new boyfriend.”

Dabi really wanted to yell at him to shut up but couldn't

“Now you are going to listen to me, i am not bailing you out of this one, i already paid for the property damages charges, but i am not paying for your defence, your lawyer or try to get your sentence reduced, i'm glad you aren't dead and i love you as my son, but you can't be let out on the streets anymore.”

Enji got up and left and alerted the doctors that his son was awake and left, the bond between son and father was officially cut, and when dabi was well enough to where he could breath on his own he was sent to the police station for questioning.

His lawyer was looking over everything, thinking to herself.

“Well the best option is you admit to doing this in a breakdown, we have your medical record of your time in ward, this is your best option to get a reduced sentence.” she explained

“Fine, ill plead guilty and try to make a bargain deal.” he told her as he stared at a wall, premeditated first degree murder, assault, kidnapping, arson, this lawyer had her hands full that was for sure.

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