#it’s sad hours

[xthemandylorianx]

I’ve been thinking about this over the last couple of days and I’ve come to realize that no one has ever fought for me. Whether I ended things or they ended things or it just didn’t work out for whatever reason. Whether they regret what happened or didn’t happen, no one has ever fought to keep me in their life or get me back in their life. And damn if that doesn’t make me feel absolutely worthless😅

#don’t mind me #just keep scrolling #it’s sad hours #late night thoughts #going through a bit of a depresh #mine #my post #personal #personal post #excuse me while I cry myself to sleep tonight

[writerfae]

I need to cry. I can feel it in the tips of my fingers but the tears won’t spill out. It’s just like with the words I’d like to say sometimes. Strange, isn’t it? Maybe I’ve become too good at holding back.

#writer speaks #it’s sad hours #also I get why I can feel in my heart when I feel like crying but why in my fingertips?

[forbiddnsky]

*violently sobbing* I KNOW ITS FOR THE BETTER I KNOW ITS FOR THE BETTER KNOW ITS FOR THE BETTER KNOW ITS FOR THE BETTER KNOW ITS FOR THE BETTER KNOW ITS FOR THE BETTER KNOW ITS FOR THE BETTER KNOW ITS FOR THE BETTER KNOW ITS FOR THE BETTER KNOW ITS FOR THE BETTER KNOW ITS FOR THE BETTER KNOW ITS FOR THE BETTER KNOW ITS FOR THE BETTER KNOW ITS FOR THE BETTER

#sad sky hours #phoebe bridgers #posts #jtag

[giant-tardigayde]

How to tell my friends about the horrors of COVID (because I care about them and their health and want them to feel love and be happy even though I feel so lonely rn) without feeling like a conspiracy theorist

#Covid #it’s sad hours

[rosetinted--clouds]

rewatching lotr, as you do, but there's something hitting about Isildur getting killed by three arrows (to the back) while abandoning his men versus Boromir getting killed by three arrows (to the chest) while doing everything to save Merry and Pippin and the influence of the ring over men, idk but my heart did a thing when i noticed it :(

#lotr #boromir #haven't even gotten to the boromir scene yet and i'm sad about it #the scenes between him and merry & pip kill me #crying over lotr hours #This is about the movies JUST the movies a cinematic parallel what is presented on the screen in Jackson interpretation ok? We got that

[porrigens]

pegoryu valentine :3

#p5 #persona 5 #persona 5 royal #ryuji sakamoto #sakamoto ryuji #pegoryu #persona 5 protagonist #akira kurusu #ren amamiya #i made this last year LOL #sorry for not posting </3 i forget #idk when i'll post again</3 #but beleive in me ... please.... its all i have... #i just finished a big assignment in uni im so tired #i typed 5000 words in two hours #anyways i like pegoryu ryuji would bounce his leg when hes nervous #i need to replay p5 games at some point tbh the motivation isn't there for p5 anymore sad emoji

[sitzfleischh]

Every week I watch Lou Wilson perform the most stunning, tender depiction of a teenage boy's struggle against compulsory heterosexuality, and he has no idea he's doing it.

#fantasy high #fhjy #dimension 20 #this week's ep has me losing my mind for real i was like cry-laughing at multiple moments #but also EVERYONE IS SO SAD #RIZ!!! FABIAN!!! ADAINE!!! #im not even done the ep yet i have like an hour left

[amputatemyflaws]

I have so many cute romantic fantasies that I know probably will never come true 😞

#it’s sad hours

[mithrandirl]

Tonight we remember those who gave their blood to defend this country. Hail the victorious dead!

#aragorn #lotr #lotredit #tolkienedit #rotk #rotkedit #filmedit #* #sad man drinking beer hours

[void-dude]

The big blue dog gets the big bad blues sometimes. Too bad his best friend has trouble expressing some emotions

#my art #welcome home #welcome home wally #welcome home barnaby #barnaby b beagle #wally darling #digital fanart #digital art #sad boy hours #welcome home fanart

[wtfforged]

my campaign hiatus has gone on for too long so to cope ive combined my interests at their maximum potency and had some dnd-strawhats thoughts

thoughts in depth under read more... :)!

this is SO self indulgent. their designs literally did not change. but i am a firm believer that dnd doesnt have to be european high fantasy. and also one piece literally IS fantasy. no changes are necessary to fit into dnd. ive already imagined plenty of campaign/oneshot ideas inspired by one piece. so this was basically just an exercise of trying to replicate their canon abilities in dnd 5e as much as possible without totally homebrewing everything. well. aside from luffy. you just cant take away or change his stretching.

LUFFY: (human monk. drunken master subclass. outlander)

the only plain human of the crew to balance out with the fact that he still has rubber powers. obviously a monk. but drunken master subclass specifically because i think the flavor(not the fact that its about being a drunkard) and abilities both fit him really well. this line in the subclass' flavortext especially fits him: "A drunken master often enjoys playing the fool to bring gladness to the despondent or to demonstrate humility to the arrogant, but when battle is joined, the drunken master can be a maddening, masterful foe."

ZORO: (tiefling fighter. samurai subclass. bounty hunter)

a fighter with the samurai subclass is so very incredibly obvious... but i actually had a lot of fun geeking out while comparing the abilities to what he can do in canon; Fighting Spirit, Rapid Strike, and Strength Before Death especially! tiefling is also pretty on the nose for his demon pirate hunter shtick and asura form, but i thought he'd be really human-passing for a tiefling and theorized about his tail getting cut off at some point or another before joining the strawhats. initially wasnt gonna give him a feat, but i gave sanji a feat so i thought itd be unfair to not give him one as well, so sentinel fits the bill pretty well i think!

NAMI: (tabaxi rogue. arcane trickster subclass. criminal)

cat burglar -> full grown literal humanoid cat. this one is INCREDIBLY self indulgent... i love... cats... theres nothing deeper to this and no other reasoning. i took cat burglar and ran with it. can you tell that i love izutsumi dungeon meshi? rogue for the aforementioned burglar-ing as well, and the arcane trickster subclass for when she picks up climatact! the mage hand will be very useful for her pickpocketing. in the future as she levels up with timeskip, i can totally see her multiclassing into wizard as well! weather wizard!

USOPP: (lightfoot halfling artificer. artillerist subclass. urchin)

I HAD SO MUCH FUN THINKING ABOUT HIS CHARACTER SHEET. halfling's Naturally Stealthy ability lets him hide behind his crewmates since theyre (almost) all bigger than him, so its perfect for hiding behind zoro or sanji all the time. Lucky is also perfect for him, and I think Brave fits pretty well too when he puts on the sogeking mask. artillerist artificer is also very fun! tinkering and making magic items for his crew, and i think Eldritch Canon or Arcane Firearm could both be easily reflavored as kabuto or any of his inventions. for emphasizing his sniper-ness, the spell sniper feat was also necessary. i think hes my favorite of all the concepts. big ears and long nose combo is so cute to me.

SANJI: (half-elf monk. drunken master subclass. guild artisan (cook!))

race was mostly based on vibes i wont lie. squints. and that vinsmoke balogna or whatever too ig. but mostly vibes. along with the idea that i think a dwarf zeff raising him would be really funny and cute. monk is also obvious, and same subclass as luffy for mostly the same reasons. though the flavor fits him much less, i think the abilities still fit him perfectly, and this blurb specifically; "Your martial arts technique mixes combat training with the precision of a dancer." i really wanted to give him a different subclass from luffy, but i dislike all the other monk subclasses a lot and i found none of them fit him as well anyways, so to try and give them SOME differences, i gave him the crusher feat.

CHOPPER: (awakened deer(shifter statblock) cleric. life subclass. hermit)

this ones definitely a mouthful im sorry. awakened deer for obvious reasons, but due to magic instead of devil fruit stuff. when i was struggling with his race, i looked a lot at shifter because of his forms, but it occurred to me that itd be super cool if he could shift between all of the different shifter options instead of being stuck with just one to replicate his rumble balls. something like heavy point/guard point=beasthide, horn point/arm point(?maybe?)=longtooth, walk point/jumping point=swiftstride, and brain point=wildhunt. hed definitely need some kind of nerf though to balance out that homebrew... and cleric for class. duh.

ROBIN: (high elf wizard. order of scribes subclass. criminal)

robin is definitely the one i struggled the most with just because of her class. elf came pretty easily- shes very elegant and i think shed look cute with super long ears- and i landed on high elf instead of wood elf for the int-based abilities. i was really on the fence between sorcerer and wizard for her because i knew shed be a full spellcaster, but i didnt feel that any of the subclasses really fit her. i ended up going with wizard for order of the scribes since it focuses on texts and knowing everything. but also because robin with a flying talking sentient book would be crazy cool. it could also be similar to how she spawns mouths and eyes places to talk to or watch people. my "fuck it, why not. this would be rad. its my house" mindset kicked in with her i will admit. also the One with the Word ability made me cackle out loud when i read it. thats the funniest ability ever. anyways, i cant really think of a way to replicate her powers, but maybe we could just reflavor a bunch of spells to be her limbs or clutch; hold person, maximillian's earthen grasp, or evard's black tentacles. thatd probably work okay, and theres a handful of spells to replicate her ability to spawn eyes or mouths. unrelated, but i imagine nico olvia to be a drow. why? her hair is white. i am a simple man!

#had a full on fixation explosion with this one Dont even look at me im posting this at 4am for a reason. #I HAD FUN THATS ALL THAT MATTERS. I MISS DND SO BAD. CAMPAIGN HIATUS OVER SOON. I MUST LIVE #not really like an au or redesign or whatever but i wanted to draw a lineup anyways to show just. very miniscule differences #i guess. mostly an excuse just to draw a lineup of the strawhats. i fucknig guess #will probably do a part 2 cause i have more thoughts; franky+brook+ace+vivi are on the menu boys #its bothering me so much that usopp and nami are both orange in the read more. but there is no yellow text-fill on tumblr. sad #also just fist fought this post in the drafts for an hour bc i dont understand the character limit #so if i fucked this up im moving to the mountains #wtf... art #one piece fanart #dnd #dnd 5e #mugiwara crew #straw hat pirates #monkey d luffy #luffy #roronoa zoro #zoro #cat burglar nami #nami #usopp #black leg sanji #sanji #tony tony chopper #nico robin

[nooyea]

#muscular #north face #look at me #dumbass hours #red lipstick #on my knees #k!nky #sad thoughts #420 babes

[glassand-grass]

I don’t feel like existing anymore 😔

#it’s sad hours #espresso depresso #I literally hate my life

[translucentgumball]

I took myself to the beach the other day to watch the sunset at a spot that typically doesn't have many people, like usually I see maybe 3 other people. But in that short time I spent sitting on a log I watched 3 different couples come down to the beach and pause together to look at the sunset before carefully stepping up on a big log to get to the actual beach. They all shared a moment of touch, a hand on their back or leaning their heads together or reaching out to ensure the other could cross the log safely. Very small moments but it felt very intimate for me to be seeing them all. I think I felt jealous that I don't have someone to share those small moments of connection with. To share a sigh and take in the sunset together. I’m jealous that other people are in love and have someone to love. I’m jealous that I’m not that person for someone.

But I just tell myself how nice it is that i can appreciate the view on my own, and spend as much time there as I want. How nice it is that I crossed the log on my own, how i could choose which path I took and how much time I took getting there. How nice it is that I am wearing the handwarmers I knit for myself, and how holding my hands in such a way keeps the warmth.

but I can never hold my hand the way someone else could. I want someone else to rub their thumb on the back of my hand. I want someone to be gentle and thoughtful in the small ways they touch me.

It feels like I’m never gonna find another person I want to love. it feels like something is wrong with me and i can’t figure out what I need to be doing differently in order to find someone who wants to be with me. it’s been years since I’ve fallen in love. it’s been months since i’ve been held. im like wishing wanting waiting for something to happen but maybe nothing will. maybe I’m not meant to be a lover. maybe i am supposed to be alone. maybe i won’t find someone who i want to be with. it’s human to want that life but maybe it’s just not for me. i have a whole life ahead of me but ive spent so much of it alone and im tired! im tired of this loneliness. i just want my hand held.

#it’s sad hours

[filmnoirsbian]

Joan Tierney

#spilled ink #poetry #suicide tw #my writing #id in alt text #all my poetry has been so sad lately but what can i say...september is reminiscing hours #tcp

[mayhasopinions]

this line fucking hit. but it's true.

queer people for years, centuries, have been oppressed for being their most authentic selves, by the people who call themselves heroes and us the monsters, even nowadays with the most recent law for allowing discrimination against queer people in America. They call themselves the good guys, the saviours, the ones completely in the right and justified for hating against people just trying to live their lives. And apparently we're supposed to be the bad guys in this story.

i'm so glad that this movie came out when it did, the world really needs it.

#sorry for sad boy hours i rewatched the movie and this line made me cry on second watch #i'm just so thankful we have this movie clearly and explicitly calling out the bullshit in today's society #nimona is just so important to me and the world #nimona #nimona spoilers #nimona movie #nimona netflix #nimona film #lgbtq