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#more drugs than i was expecting!
bigshotspambot · 10 months
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It was a good year… wasn’t it ?
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if scars don't make man look good then being alive sure does
#mafia 2#henry tomasino#frank vinci#there's going to be a lot of text in hashtags here so first of all:#i gave up at things like “they wouldn't do/say that” at this point#ooc and “what if” are more interestning and entertaining for me sorry mafia fandom#i like to spin the plot and characters like a rubik's cube#so stopping w rat!henry and continue with survived!henry who's true purpose was to became the head of falcone family#so the drug thing was just a way to frame falcone and get vinci to the point where he decided to do away with falcone#because of the increased drug traffic#henry always struck me as the most conservative of the (relatively) young mobsters#so i guess he wouldn't have gone on about the drugs and gotten vinci's sympathy because of it#yet henry didn't expect an attack from the triads and the fact that he survived only reinforced his religiosity#now he wears a rosary and prays more often than he used to#<- i'm actually too lazy to think about the details of how it might work so whatever#and I know the mafia chief's photo wasn't on the wall#but it's more symbolism about the change of power and prioritizing religiosity over personality#i just think he could be a good leader + there's a lot about his pride here#and tbh i just wanted to see him with the scars but my brain can't do anything without a plot#and sunglasses instead of an eye patch#and yeah my brain refuses to believe that he was just overconfident and really believed that there would be no repercussions ->#for selling drugs under the nose of falcone who clearly wanted to become a monopoly in this field#also i don't really care that much about henry surviving tbh#i mean his death fits the story well because it's after all a mob story (no matter was he a rat or not)#(i'm being a bit of a hypocrite here bc i refuse to believe that joe is dead)#“survive and take power” version is just interestning for me#but if i put aside all of this ooc#naah he was too pathetic to do this fr#k im too lazy to write anything further#thank you for coming to my ted talk
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hauntingblue · 5 months
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breaking news!!!! garp isn't happy how Dadan is raising HIS grandchildren!!!! WELL I HAVE AN IDEA GARP!!!
#garp has fought more in this episode than in all of marineford.....#i really didnt expect all this flashbacks episodes RIGHT NOW#i mean its like a balm over marineford EXCEPT IF YOU THING LIKE TWO SECONDS ABOUT IT#AND EVERYTHING ACE SAYS MAKES YOU CRY#them all sleeping together 🥺🥺#they are trusting luffy too much.... build a base??? he gets dressed in the morning by pure chance#the asl flag.....#see how luffy was wearing the yellow vest in marineford bc red is aces color and sabo is blue..... i was right....#he was back to being a little kid#dadan cares and she is going to learn not to do it again xd#omg 100 tonnes hammer appearance#talking tag#watching one piece#episode 497#that was fun but now what happened with sabo#the comments saying heroic garp bested three of the best 😭😭😭#another comment saying he had a team like that but they ended up doing drugs except him being the only sane one bc of anime lmao#luffy being so happy at having brothers 😭😭#luffy saying he would save them 😭😭 yes 😭😭#luffy getting scared is such a new thing#i mean before sabaody#is ace mad that sabo and luffy arent giving him attention and are amazed by the old man??? interesting#see now they talk about roger and he just bails. probs doesnt even want to hear more shit about roger (and therefore himself)#roger is aces dad but don't say anything about this luffy... random old man is olay i guess...#sabo saying not every kid gets alomg with their parents but ace didn't even met him 😭😭#i am still mad that he hated him still when he died. like that's not right for sure#watch out ace can still get murderous...#oh they kept the little things they drank sake out of to become brothers....#the tenryubitos again..#episode 498
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frankiensteinsmonster · 7 months
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I was a bit hesitant to start fantasy high because I feel like I’m too old for stories revolving around high schoolers and didn’t think it would be my thing but then brennan has augefort shoot a teacher in the head and then shoot himself, and it only went more downhill from there and I am Hooked
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Look I don't know what the fuck antarctica is.
It's like stuff your ass ain't surviving past though
#I could see myself as a dragon the sixe of creation watching you breathe fire for me though#the little dragon female is like whaever you want master *poof* *puff* *snap dragon*#and the master dragon breathes into creation once again#look honey I had to grow it process it and sometimes ship it over the Christopher Columbus route#it's the most crazy part of it all and I already know it's true because I was there and I am going to be there#it was a simple time#car ride and some food#the old man that I like is there and things go well usually#I kinda remember me thinking about myself man what is this guy's deal#like after seeing myself selling nothing can ever compare#me: dude I would NEVER work at a restaurant that is for chicks#and yet there I am pretending I suppose#like how about I retire and go manage a restaurant like no mother fucker that's not what he does....he does those two#waitresses#uh well if anything gets a bell 133 I can claim it solo or in pair#I want to take extra sugar with you and one hand on each hood just gently letting you both feel my spark#connecting one hand with two hands#it's like water if you stare at each hydrogen right you gave two hos#but yanno let's get naked and get high and have fun and if you want to call it magic then that's what it is#she says wait til you taste that meat#shot out to your pics with your eyes red as fuck though.... that's hot#one thing you don't want to do is bring a dreamcast into my domain and not expect me to unlock the company logo to fight you#like logos ethos pathos.....like more than they claim but they don't know shit#like yeah.....I wanna slowly feel my bulge as you both demonstrate and begin the way of the hiot#yeah you've been doing it for years let's see it first#first time for me anyway#which makes it your most important teaching hoot#drugs teacher student relationship#sex: owner slave (s' down the line) relationship#I never wanted to be a phlebotomist but for you I will learn
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birthday-of-music · 1 year
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while november 20th did cause me irreparable damage it was much less than i expected and i think there should be more. look it hurts when canon has a bunch of angst but it hurts more when canon SHOULD have a bunch of angst but DOESNT.
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thebleedingeffect · 1 month
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#okay I'm talking in the tags of this post cause shit is happening in my life and I gotta talk about it somewhere#one part of it is my step brother crashing and burning before my very eyes and there's nothing I can do to stop his own destructive actions#so it's just me watching this poor kid ruin his relationships and blame everything and everyone around him as he does so#despite the fact that he's undeniably been treated horribly at times- he's just turned that anger back onto others and himself#and I have no idea what to feel as I watch him get arrested. have drug problems. because I'm just waiting for the inevitable spiral#it doesn't help that my mom has been comparing us and saying that I'm the much better child and she wishes he was like me#not understanding that I could’ve been him if I was just more angry at the world at that age instead of being so sad and scared#and that leads me to my fucking mom cause like- I love her. we've been through alot of bad shit with her#I've almost done some really bad shit for her and I know that she loves me more than anything else#but it feels like its been getting more and more suffocating cause I'm not sure she's able to start seeing me as an adult#and start loosening her grip around me and let me breathe. to have my own experiences without her by my side#to be able to go places and imagine a future without her constantly by my side#she talks and it's like she doesn't even think to wonder that perhaps I want to form my own experiences#and experience the world on my own terms because I feel like I've spent my whole life having so little damn control#religious family. shit and neglectful father who turned into the exact opposite and nearly killed me. family who refuses to listen and talk#having to move and run immediately. put survival above all else. go to school. get out. and god I just wanna breathe#she loves me so much and I love her too. but I feel like I'll be sooner crushed if I stick here for long enough#I'm just mad that my life has been nothing but absolutely no love. sudden waves of intense love. absolutely nothing. sudden spike#and I feel like I'm just finally starting to form good. healthy relationships on my own terms and actually make friends#because I had no idea what I was doing when I was a kid cause I was so fucking lonely and hurting#now I just. gotta figure out how to tell my mom that I can't carry this expectation that I'll continue to stay forever by her side#it just feels like I'm her child first and a person second. and it sucks. it really sucks.#ough. spins and spins and spins and spins-
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28whitepeonies · 1 year
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Hi Bea, hope it's okay to ask this, why do some people don't like Louis drinking too much? I mean he isn't that much of an alcoholic, is it because of the recent Jojo interview? I'm just really curious why people are angry at Louis on his vices, hope you dont see me as a rude anon, I'm just very curious and you have great commentary so 🥺💐 pleaseee.
Hi friend
This is a big question that I am going to try to summarise my thoughts on.
I think the first thing is that in part this is much broader than just Louis but how a lot of people within fandom see the world, the role Louis (& Harry/Zayn/Liam - I see it less with Niall, though it may just be I don't see it) plays in their life and their desire to exert control over behaviour. That doesn't just apply to alcohol, you see it with smoking, weed, drug use, their relationships, family and friendships.
Louis has spoken about drinking in a range of situations and he has talked that about that as something he enjoys socially, and that sometimes he has a drink before/during a show because the ritual of it calms his nerves. I think Louis (and the others) have had plenty of experience with alcohol and drug use, and they've probably all used alcohol and drugs at times when that maybe hasn't been helpful for them. But all of that, every single decision they make, every single drink they have or line they snort or joint they smoke is not for fans to pass judgement on.
The other thing fans need to understand is how accessible drugs and alcohol are. In the UK as an average person, weed, coke and ket in particular are as accessible as vodka red bull. They're a pretty big part of pub/club/festival culture and tbh life. I think you would struggle harder to find someone in the UK who hasn't tried, or had a period where they used one of those with some regularity, than someone who hasn't. Now if seventeen year old me, working part time in Tesco in 2011 could access those like I could find an irn bru in Glasgow, then you have to amplify that by one thousand for nineteen year old Louis in this massive boyband and in the music industry. that is as true today as it was then. Alcohol and drug use is such a part of touring and music industry that you cannot de-link those, it is an incredibly stressful industry. On top of that, alcohol and drug use is more likely to turn into addiction where they are already dealing with trauma or mental health or any other vulnerabilities.
What I also want to be clear about is that I don't think we have enough to know if he has personally experienced addiction (though Louis has undoubtedly had experience of addiction with those around him both personally and professionally). I've not seen enough to suggest either way and I think it is daft to think we know enough to make that call, or that we should.
My biggest issue is, and will always be, that the approach fandom takes to alcohol and drug use, helps no-one. All it does is pass judgement which adds to existing stigma and shame, this idea that drinking or drug use is some horrible harmful choice leads to people feeling isolated, and that isolation deprives people of access to resources - how do fans think that this approach would support anyone? As usual though, my biggest concern is the other people who absorb this from fans and then internalise it and/or send it back out into the world.
So why do I think fans react this way? I think fans are projecting, I think fans would like to be able to control Louis' life and when they disagree with the way in which Louis is navigating his own life they use this 'concern' over his health or choices in a manner that is manipulative and shaming.
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moregraceful · 2 years
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**I** would like to hear about ur steph curry librarian au 👀👀👀👀
i'm in love with u, thank u. also thank u to @kitebird-hockey for asking too, you're the best
important background: real life steph curry has a real life bookclub. it is a literati bookclub called "underrated" and unfortunately i am part of it and i am very satisfied to tell you that his picks are usually pretty good. love an erudite man with a bachelor of arts.
anyway my au is thus: steph curry is a librarian at a midsize library in [unspecified city in the bay area]. the library is, as most libraries are, underfunded, understaffed, overcommitted, and deeply unappreciated by city council. steph does programs! he does outreach! he is doing his best. he does storytime very well and all the little kids are like "mr. steph can you read the pete the cat book about white shoes again 🥺?" and he is like of course my babies, it is important to know the names of colors so you can make good sartorial choices. (does steph himself make good sartorial choices despite knowing his colors? unclear but all the little old ladies call him "that charming mr. curry" so he's doing fine, whatever.)
THE REAL STORY BEGINS WITH KLAY THOMPSON, THE STONER PATRON WHO BRINGS HIS DOG TO THE LIBRARY ALL THE TIME. klay worked in tech, sold his start up to google for millions, and immediately quit his job so he could spend his days doing two things: 1. sit on his boat in the ocean; 2. get high and befriend the cute librarian at his local library. klay is NOT ALLOWED to bring his dog into the library, even tho rocco is very polite and good-mannered. but steph goes outside and pets him as stress relief when he has to throw out too many loud drunk patrons in a row. klay and rocco very happy about that.
anyway one day steph is running his "read to guide dog puppies" program for elementary students and NONE OF THE GUIDE DOG PUPPIES SHOW UP OH NO. and steph's like, oh my god, what do i do, these three second graders are going to be so disappointed that they can't read to a guide dog puppy. and klay walks in with rocco and steph is like MR. THOMPSON YOU CANNOT BRING YOUR DOG INTO THE LIBRARY--actually wait hold on how good is rocco with kids. and klay is like, oh he loves to be read to (klay does not read.) so rocco saves the day! him and klay spend three hours listening to magic treehouse books. rocco and klay are transfixed. (in my head klay is not a literary man, he is a man of the sea, he reads the waves and the stars idk.)
steph is like, so grateful. he's like, i have no money to give you but this lady gave us tomatoes today, would you like some tomatoes? and klay is like steph what the fuck would i do with a tomato??? come drink beer on my boat with me. and steph does and it's very romantic and they get together idk i didn't think this part through super clearly bc i always get distracted thinking abt steph making this face while he's watching klay and rocco get read to by a second grader who is still struggling with long words. and klay and rocco are so gentle and nonjudgmental.
(note to any aspiring librarians reading thing: don't date a patron. don't do it. this is fiction DO NOT DATE A PATRON.)
MY OTHER IMPORTANT IMAGINE IN THIS AU: buster posey is the library director. (buster is here bc i read tim kawakami's article abt buster and steph and it changed me on a molecular level. but this is a klay/steph au, not a buster/steph au.) anyway city council is breathing down his neck abt election year programming and he is So Done. he just wants to run his library in peace and instead he's gotta deal with politicking for money to help his unhoused patrons jfc. he's like steph i'm so sorry but do you have any ideas of election programming to get these fuckers off my back. and steph is like, well. it has always been my dream to book local news blogger draymond green and local news podcaster steve kerr for a panel discussion. buster's like, but they hate each other? and steph's like, yes exactly. buster's like, love the way you think, go for it. pls make sure they talk shit about city council.
so steph books steve kerr and dray and they both say yes because they have always wanted to debate each other in a public forum. and it's a wildly popular program attended by politics nerds and high schoolers. steve and dray spend like the entire time arguing in that way where they basically agree but they're hung up on nuances. but they're also very funny abt it and it goes viral bc a high schooler films them making acab jokes and puts it on tiktok and buster and steph get in so much trouble, but it's worth it.
also klay asks them a question about funding local governance and he's like high as shit and also a millionaire so he dgaf about the way he words it so it's incredibly incendiary phrasing. steve and dray go off on like anarcho-communism and spend 15 minutes arguing about that and buster and steph get in trouble for that too, but it's still worth it.
(dray and steve ARE paid for their services. klay gets some zucchini for being a bro.)
that is my steph curry librarian au. thank you for asking i love you. if you have any further questions feel free to ask. the other warriors are there i just haven't put as much thought into it bc i always think abt steph being kind to little old ladies who can barely carry all the michael connolly books they checked out and they're like in love with him. mood
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jvzebel-x · 1 year
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"I know stories often take on lives of their own. I already feel as if the horror I went through is turning into a fairytale, but I am nothing special and this is not a fairytale."
x. "Once Upon a Broken Heart", Stephanie Garber
"Happy endings can be caught, but they are difficult to hold on to. They are dreams that want to escape the night. They are treasure with wings. They are wild, feral, reckless things that need to be constantly chased, or they will certainly run away."
x. "The Ballad of Never After", Stephanie Garber
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mrsmarlasinger · 10 months
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About to eat toilet paper 👍
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succliberation · 2 years
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hey r ya doing alright?
Had congestion so bad that i could feel the fluids in my face every time i stood up or moved my head quickly lmao. had some slight brain fog too??? I'm mostly over it but haven't been using screens as much because too much light was giving me migraines, ive barely had any lights on and I've been sleeping a lot. I'll be back to normal posting in a day or so.
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diluc33rpm · 2 years
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Do you believe in soulmates? (2/2)
oho. oh HO ho. there is no joke this time you do not know what essays you’ve gotten yourself into with this one
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#so. to begin with i kind of fucking hate this whole concept#okay maybe hate is a strong word i can understand the whole whimsy for the “we were meant to meet and love each other in every life” part#it’s cute yeah yeah you can have a little bit as a treat. i’m not the sourpuss shitting on valentine’s day as purely corporate scheming#and it can be nice if it’s platonic as well#but holy fuck the whole “The One” aspect of this oh my GOD it drives me insane#even disregarding how it basically encourages holding romance to a pedestal and the mindset of Your Partner Will Solve All Your Problems#how it puts so much unrealistic pressure on this one person to Be everything you’ve ever wanted and the whole weird relationship as therapy#slash replacement for human connection or a single relationship being otherwise inexplicably superior thing#have you seen the amount of motherfuckers with the “i can fix him” i mean it’s funny as a MEME but god if y’all really thinking like this#i don’t know what to tell you#it feels so fucked up to designate finding this isolated perfect love as your destined purpose#like god knows we’re already way too conditioned to want a romantic relationship by society as is. now you’re saying you gotta??#i’m not saying all sentiment is trite by this or anything i too am a silly little man in love and yeah#sometimes you get to pondering the metaphysical orb of why we’re here. it isn’t wrong to do that#but it feels like the massive amount of expectations we have around love bc of this culture has turned it into more of a Whole Thing#and sometimes what it makes us think of the Whole Thing is FUCKING WRONG#i’m sure someone out there’s phrased this way more eloquently than me i’m just one skeptical arospec bitch. but you start to notice things#this has been your daily drug induced rambling signing off at 10 o clock
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friedbreadwombat · 2 years
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I'm not a drug, boy.
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sprinklethetangerine · 3 months
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Turns out my stupid psych exam is tomorrow and I was just straight up fuckin lied to.
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