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#ngl kinda bit feeling down bc of that and kinda bit angered that I would have to revisit the same stuff I'd been studying for the past
merinelsa · 2 years
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So , hey guys
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heretodefyfate · 4 months
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These thoughts are plagging my brain and need the rejuv-nation to suffer with me.
Have you noticed that Paragon!Melia is....off? Ever since waking up from the dream/alternate universe, she has been acting strange- she even wore pigtails at one point (post Terajuma) which I figured she'd avoid bc of Melanie- kinda detached, even? But still nice.
So, here is what I think. I think Paragon!Melia is M2 too, but she has been subdued in anger because of the positive memories in Melia's body, so she is playing her role to help us until our friend comes back properly.
I too think she act a bit off, especially right after she met the real protagonist in the "wilted" world
And ngl, when Melia requested to be added into Zeight, i...did not trust her. Like you've said, she feel off and if you play renegade route or watched it, it's understandable that you would assume that M2 is replacing our Melia. I thought me popping right outta the Zeight, that would trigger Melia to say st else but nope, nt happened.
Personally, i don't think M2 is possesing paragon_Melia body, cuz' in renegade, it shown that M2 don't have any memories of the host she in so i don't think her emotion would be skewed by Melia's posistive thoughts.
My theory is that, that is still our Melia, the current version_Melia of the world we are currently living in. And...the reason for her odd behaviors was that, she is coping.
Like, put yourself in her shoes...
She got the whole team Xen after her;
Discovered that she have some god-like power which was placed in her since birth, then discover that the same thing is giving her some sort of rare disease;
Is sorta having identity-crisis about herself (Maria-Marianette-Melia);
Going through multiple bad timelines and one of them feature the world is in literal state of static (PMD explorer of sky reference, lol), and the reasion was that she and the protagonist failed.
And then the whole revelation about karma
Like, that must fucked up your mental health a lot
And another thing is...there is no other options than keep moving on.
So like, Melia has all these responsibilities on her and yet, in the end, she still gonna died to a disease anyway, unless the interceptor manage to change it (which i think Melia is very hopeful about). So that's why her action can come off as off and...secrety, at least to me
Adamant on getting into zeight, her fucking up the time zone in there seem to be another way for her to slow down her death time
Making End-of-Nights, hinted that she know Renegade MC and had communicated with them, without fully explaining this to anyone else on the team, so she is doing things alone...again.
Breaking up with Venam, which is...idk, this action seem weird, sure, we are too busy saving the world, relationship come seconds but like, idk, like, you doesn't have to stop acting lovey dovey while on the jobs, you know? Idk, this decision from her is lowkey strange, i know you're gonna die so why lock yourself out of any happiness.
As for pigtails, i don't think it meant anything tbh
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yumenosakiacademy · 2 years
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okk i gave in n decided 2 listen 2 the RTL songs b4 the drama cd bc apparently songs come out B4 the drama cds so it’s w/e 
BAE vs AMP/RULE: ngl im not a fan of either of the songs? i think bae might win tho. for the theme of fate tho i feel like amp/rule makes more sense seeing as how d0ngha has his future w the company n stuff n he has 2 make sure hes the true ruler. 
TCW vs 1n/m8: shooting arrows- i like the vibes! i can Dig It. the chorus is a lil meh 4 me tho n sounds odd but things like the intro n the unique feel over all r p cool. edN- it feels like an idol song! a lil bit boring esp 4 a rap song but it’s still light n nice. overall- i think i like edN more on a ‘i would listen 2 this again’ lvl but i Do dig what shooting arrows had goin on. i wouldnt b 2 surprised if it won from sheer Vibes alone. for the theme of fate, both of them fit p well. tc/w had the fate of meeting shiki n ryu n 4 1n/m8, they hav their fate of meeting w zero n their goal theyre working 2ward after coming out of the facility.
czmz vs V!STY: hit em up- every1 on twt rly liked hit em up but i feel like the only person who kinda didnt? it wasnt bad tho dont get me wrong! i might like it better w a relisten. they rly do suit the theme of Rage tho considering thts kinda what they’re built on! czmz has always been abt looking down on others bc theyve been looked down upon, n having tht anger from their awful past fits here. BE A STAR- ...ohhh visty dear. i like idol music so i cant say ur song Sucks but u rly did Miss The Assignment. what abt this is Rage at all. some1 on twt said it’s anger at Their Selves, 4 being weak, but it didnt rly show in the song? the song was p ok; not the best ever but catchy, same w their 1st song ig. honestly i think they mightve fit better w the Fate theme, but themes arent assigned 2 the units based on anything i dont think, so they jus got unlucky being put in the rage theme alongside 3 units who hav A Lot Of Rage or at least those vibes. aoi voice So Pretty tho. overall- czmz is gonna win this, i feel. some1 on twt said visty might win if they play the sympathy card in the drama cd or smth n ngl yea thts possible, but.
AK/YR vs G0ku Luck: license to kill- not a big fan of this 1? the chorus was kinda annoyin.. also why was h0kusai the only 1 who repeated his verse, let alone 3 times lol. reo best verse tho. fight for liberty- shion voice good n i h8 the autotune, but not bad. overall- not sure who’s gonna win, but i prefer fight 4 liberty i think
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twisted-t0xins · 2 years
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✟𝔇𝔬𝔯𝔪 𝔏𝔢𝔞𝔡𝔢𝔯𝔰 𝔵 ℭ𝔥𝔞𝔪𝔢𝔩𝔢𝔬𝔫!ℜ𝔢𝔞𝔡𝔢𝔯
Requested by: @crushthecharmingpuppets
Perhaps the dorm leaders w an s/o who has the ability to turn colors kinda of like a chameleon. And i guess s/o does something they're afraid they'll get in trouble for, like broken a rule, or spilled ink on one of azul's contracts, etc. and Hides from the boys by blending in with They're surroundings in fear of getting in trouble.
⋄ Includes Riddle Rosehearts, Azul Ashengrotto, Leona Kingscholar and Malleus Draconia
A/N: Thank you for the first request :)) ,, when I start writing for more of the dorm leaders I’ll probs do a part 2
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mans is pissed,, you’re gonna break the rules and then double down by disappearing?? death 
no but the first time he sees it he’s gonna be flabbergasted fr 
if you start doing it often he’s gonna start grabbing you by the arm or something so he knows exactly where you are so you’ll have to pay attention to him ranting
overall, wouldn’t take you trying to blend in too badly,, might be a little annoyed but not super upset
Riddle grabs your arm and sends you a glare, “I can see through your tricks, you know! I’m not going to let you get away again.”
His look softens and he can’t suppress the small, but smug, smile when he sees you sigh in defeat, “It seems you’re finally learning after all this time… I think we should have a look at the rules together. That would make you behave, wouldn’t it.”
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I can’t see him getting mad at a lot of things,, but if you step on him (his tail) ohh boy
literal predator and prey behavior,, except if you stayed hidden for too long he’d just give up lmao
if he finds you before he gets bored you’re probs gonna be held hostage for a bit and he’ll be incredibly smug the whole time smh
the whole sitation would make him a little pissy ngl,, like he thinks you’re going overboard bc he wasn’t planning on doing anything too bad (just making you late to class bc you’re sleeping or smthn)
Leona sniffs the air in search of you, “come on out, herbivore, I promise I won’t eat you if you behave~”
He waits for a couple seconds, letting you feel a rush of relief, before he moves his face close to yours. Leona stops just before your noses are touching, “so you’re gonna keep trying to fool me, huh? That’s fine, after all I warned you that there would be consequences…” 
He quickly throws you over his shoulder and laughs at your surprised reaction, “seriously, I don’t know why you even try… or maybe do you want me to capture you~?”
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messing w his business could make him angry I think,, so he’d def be angry if you messed up his contracts in any way
def not a fan of your disappearing act,, he’d probs immediately feel really terrible the moment you hid and start softly (and a little urgently) saying for you to come out 
I just think azul would take the whole thing rlly seriously bc he can’t stand you ignoring him or hiding from him,, he probs starts thinking too hard about the whole exchange and thinks you don’t like him anymore
Azul felt all of his anger quickly dissolve into guilt after he realized that you were hiding from him, “... I’m not really that mad, you know?”
He lets out a shaky sigh before starting again, “I-I apologize if I scared you… please come out. I can’t handle you hiding from me…”
When you stop hiding, he can’t help but smile in relief. However, this action doesn’t completely put his mind at ease and he struggles to look into your eyes, “I hope your opinions on me have not changed…”
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oh no :(( his little heart can’t take this,, are you scared of him??
but fr idk what you could do to make malleus mad if he likes you,, 
he’d just look super sad unless you reappear in front of him,, pls just say you were trying to show off a cool trick or smthn and that will def make his mood go back up
so,, maybe don’t do this to malleus,, both of you know he’d never hurt you or even get really angry at you
Malleus’ eyebrows furrow as he realizes what’s happening, surely you aren’t scared of him? He stays silent for a bit before starting, “I understand… I will leave you be for now. Please come find me when you are feeling more comfortable…” 
He stays for a couple seconds, waiting to see if you’ll reappear in front of him. Before he can turn around he sees your guilty expression and his gentle smile comes back, although the sadness in his eyes stays, “please tell me that you are not frightened of me too… I don’t know if I could cope if you were.”
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judeswhore · 3 years
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just seen that your inbox is open for smut requests so how about you and mason get into an argument before going out and the two of you are so pissed off at each other you make each other jealous until you/mason take it one step too far and then queue the smut
this is for everyone who replied to me or dmd me asking for jealous dominant mason, i’ve written it all as one fic bc i didn’t want to keep writing the same content and end up boring u, ngl i kinda hate the ending but finally it’s here
warnings: 18+, swearing, hair pulling, slight choking, spanking, fingering, dirty talk, public sex, unprotected sex
teach you a lesson - mason mount
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“Are you fucking kidding me?” Mason glared at you from across your kitchen, his arms folded over his chest, biceps straining slightly against the tight black material of his shirt. You furrowed your brows to match his glower. The two of you were supposed to be on your way to Declan’s early birthday party together but with the argument you could feel forming you knew tonight wasn’t going to go to plan.
“It’s not a big deal, Mason.” You reached past him for your purse but he curled his fingers around your wrist to hold you back.
“It’s not a big deal? You went out with that guy hours after you left my bed! You slept with me and then you went on a date with him!” You yanked your hand out of his grip, baffled by the fact he’s so annoyed over something so stupid.
“It was just a meal. He took me to dinner that’s it. Why are you so pissed off? We agreed when we started this that it would just be sex, we both said it was fine that we do whatever else we wanted on the side.” You grabbed your purse, avoiding Mason’s gaze as you put your phone, keys and money into it.
You don’t get why he’s so mad about one date you went on when he has girls fawning all over him every second of the day. He’s constantly flirting with them and there’s no way he can stand there and tell you he hasn’t been on any dates so why can’t you? Mason was the one who set the ground rules, it was him who decided that you’d both keep living the life you were before just with the extra casual sex thrown in. If he was going to be so bothered about you going on dates he should never had started the deal in the first place.
“It’s not fine when you jump from my bed to someone else’s in less than twenty four hours.” Your gaze shot up to his and you could see the anger in his eyes, his jaw flexing every time he bit down on the gum in his mouth.
“God you’re such a fucking idiot, Mason, I didn’t have sex with him. We’re doing a project together at uni and he wanted to get to know me more.” The air was thick in the tiny kitchen of your flat and in the back of your head you’re acutely aware of the fact your best friend is still in her bedroom and can probably hear the entire exchange but you’re too offended to care. Mason really thinks you’d just go around sleeping with other boys, especially when you’d just left him?
There was nothing exclusive going on with you, neither of you had agreed to being with just each other and yeah in the past when you first started the whole friends with benefits deal you’d still been sleeping with your ex but Mason was never bothered then. This was the first time he’d shown any signs of being pissed off that you were also seeing other people and you weren’t even having sex with them. You spend so much time with Mason that you don’t even have a second to think about sleeping with other people, Oliver was the first boy you’d been out with in weeks so really Mason had no right to be angry.
“Yeah, I’ll bet he wants to get to know you more.” He unfolded his arms and stuffed his hands in his pockets. “Did you kiss him?”
“What does it matter? You’ve kissed girls before, while I’ve been there, might I add, which is a lot shittier than me kissing someone at the end of a date with you no where in sight.” You watched the way Mason’s jaw went tight, cheeks flushing a light pink.
“So you did kiss him?” His voice was low, a stark contrast to the way he’d previously shouted. You huffed out a breath, palms skimming down the front of your dress.
“Yes. Not that it should be any of your business, Mount, because we have an agreement. An agreement that you made the rules for. It was just sex and nothing else, you decided that we could still see other people outside of what we had. So why should it suddenly matter that I’ve kissed a guy?” The two of you were practically chest to chest, both of you thrumming with anger because who is he to decide that you aren’t allowed to kiss other people?
He didn’t want you. He had the chance to have you in every way and he only wanted you for sex so he has absolutely no right to tell you that you can’t try and find someone who actually wants to be with you.
“You are not my boyfriend, Mason. We fuck sometimes so get it out of your head that you have any say in what I do with my life. If you have a problem with me kissing boys that aren’t you then maybe you should have done something about it.” You jabbed your finger into the centre of his chest, the backs of your eyes stinging with angry tears because you’re not having him blow up like this when he’s been doing the exact same things and you sat back and watched.
“I’m not playing this game with you. You don’t want me but no one else can have me either?” Mason batted your hand away, head tilted down to yours, jaw so tense you’re afraid he might crack a tooth. “If you’re so pissed about the thought of me being with someone else then get your head out of your arse and do something about it. You’re not special, Mason, I fucked you because it was convenient, there are plenty of other boys I could do this with.”
You watched him suck in a sharp breath, eyes flashing dangerously but then his face went blank. He took a slow step back from you, the distance he was putting between you feeling like a statement not only in your agreement but the friendship you had. You swallowed harshly, fingers tight around the material of your purse.
“So do it then. Go find some other guy who’ll put up with your shit.” It was a dare, a challenge you know Mason thought you’d back away from. Because that’s how it always was between you, Mason set the rules and you followed. He expected you to say no, he expected you to crawl back to him and apologise because deep down the both of you knew this wasn’t just sex.
You’d been through too much together and and cared too much for it to just be casual sex between friends but you were both stubborn and neither of you wanted to be the first to admit what everyone else already knew. You and Mason had never been just friends, it was just a game of who would admit to their feelings first. But he was wrong if he thought it was going to be you.
You’d given him ample opportunity to take that next step, to admit that you’d been dancing the line between friends and more for the past year. You’d all but begged him to finally have all of you and each time he turned away. He was the one who kept it strictly friends and sex. So he could be the one to cross that line now otherwise the two of you were done and that was a scarier thought than you’d ever imagined.
“Fine.” That one word rang out through the silence of your kitchen but Mason didn’t move, he kept his harsh gaze directly on you. “This,” You gestured between the two of you. “Is over. Find your own fucking way to the party, dickhead.”
Hannah dropped you off at the club after Mason stormed from your building and you spent the fifteen minute driving quietly seething while trying not to cry over your potentially ruined friendship with one of your best friends or snap at Hannah for asking too many questions. When you got to the club you had to wait until Mason had left Declan’s side before you went over to say happy birthday and it was clear that the other boy knew there was something up.
“What’s going on with you two?” He gestured his hand between you and where Mason was leant against the bar, leggy red head draped over his arm. You scoffed and rolled your eyes.
“He’s an arsehole.” Declan raised his eyebrows, expression caught between amusement and concern because it was very rare that you and Mason fought and even when you did it never lasted long or created this much tension.
“You want a drink then?”
“Love one.”
Two hours. Two whole hours you’d been at the club and Mason still hadn’t approached you. He’d been attached to the same red head since you’d walked in, his hands on her hips, fingers dipping dangerously close to her bum and you wanted to punch him. He was baiting you on purpose, daring you to be the first one to back down but you weren’t giving in. He’d caused this, he could fix it.
The two of you had been in some weird stare off all night, eyes locked on to each other’s through the sea of people as you danced a few feet from each other. You’d attached yourself to Marcus the second he’d walked through the door, a fact that didn’t go unnoticed by Mason and you’d spent the most part of your night grinding against him while he pressed his lips to your neck.
Each lingering kiss from Marcus was matched by Mason dragging his own lips over the red heads jaw, his eyes never once breaking away from yours as he did so. Her back was to you so Mason could hold eye contact over her shoulder and the lower his hands got the more you moved your hips against Marcus’. Mason had made a show of biting teasingly into the other girls ear lobe, an act he knows makes you weak and so you’d dragged Marcus’ hand from your hip and up to chest, his finger grazing the swell of one of your boobs. The flush of anger over Mason’s cheeks made your stomach dip dangerously and you knew the slick feeling between your thighs had nothing to do with the man behind you and everything to do with the one currently glaring daggers at you across the dance floor.
“You wanna do shots?” Marcus had to shout into your ear over the music and you felt his lips hovering over your skin, heat blooming from the spot. He was breathless, his hands now planted firmly on your bum as he tilted his head to your level.
Mason and his conquest had disappeared to the bar a few minutes ago, his shoulder knocking against yours when he’d walked past and so you nodded as a reply to Marcus and let him lead you over to the bar. As if he knew exactly where you wanted to be he stopped a few feet away from Mason, just one man sitting between you and you felt a spark of triumph at the way Mason’s nostrils flared.
“What do you want?” Marcus was pressed against your back again, hands caging you against the bar with his hands pressed against the counter top and even you couldn’t deny that it was incredibly hot the way he kept leaning down to talk directly into your ear. But he still wasn’t doing it for you the way Mason does and you were growing increasingly annoyed of him just trying to get under you skin.
“Just do vodka.”
“You‘re vile.” Marcus kissed your cheek with a laugh before flagging the bartender over, your gaze shifting sideways to Mason but he was leant into the girl, his fingers on her jaw to hold her in place as he probably told her one of his shit jokes.
You shifted around so you were facing Marcus again when the two sets of shots were placed against the wood and you both downed your first one, Marcus grimacing and grumbling in complaint. You hadn’t even noticed that you’d let a little liquid slip over your bottom lip and you startled when Marcus brushed his thumb over it, eyes locked on your lips.
He’d started to lean down, your other shots forgotten momentarily as he gripped your chin between his fingers but before he could even brush his lips over yours, Mason was suddenly at your side, hand clapping against the much taller boys shoulder.
“Hey, man, Dec wants you.” Mason pointed over his shoulder to where Declan was dancing with Lauren and both you and Marcus furrowed your eyebrows at the obvious lie. You knew Mason well enough that the tight lipped smile was far from friendly and you cursed your body for reacting to him so much when you had to clench your thighs together at the look he turned on you.
“He doesn’t look like he wants me. Me and (Y/N) were just doing shots I’ll see him later.” You watched Mason’s jaw shift and you bit into your lip to avoid smiling because you’re pretty sure you’ve just won whatever game he’d tried to play. He had come to you.
“He just said he had something to ask you. Must be important otherwise he wouldn’t interrupt whatever this is.” His finger bounced between the two of you, that familiar look of anger still burning in his eyes and you’re beyond shocked that Marcus hasn’t caught on yet.
“Fine,” He turned to you and dropped another kiss against your cheek and you knew Mason was seconds away from exploding and you felt a little twinge of guilt for dragging Marcus into whatever shit was happening between you and Mason. “Meet you back here, yeah?”
He didn’t let you reply just shot another strange look at Mason and then disappeared into the crowd of bodies, leaving the two of you alone by the bar. Marcus had left the two shots so you picked them up and held one out to Mason.
“Might settle your anger.” You downed the vodka in yours just as Mason took the other and dropped it down the back of his throat, shot glass clattering down against the wood when he was finished. He never once took his eyes off yours and you’re certain this is the most eye contact the two of you have ever had.
“Bathroom. Now.” His voice was low and demanding and heat flooded between your thighs, knees almost going weak because yeah the two of you might be in this weird fight and you’d told him it was over but angry Mason meant rough sex and you really didn’t want to say no to that.
"But me and Rashy were just getting to the fun part." You pouted your lips dramatically and Mason let out a breath through his nose.
"I'm not playing anymore, (Y/N), bathroom." His hand came down to your waist and he spun you around, practically shoving you through the crowd towards the toilets. There was a single stall bathroom at the end of a hallway, all white tiles and your insides twisted because it was guaranteed that if Mason fucked you in there the tiles would only amplify the noises.
"Are you purposely trying to ruin my night? What if Marcus was gonna take me home?" Mason locked the door and then had you up against the opposite wall within seconds, his mouth pressed firmly over yours to silence whatever else you had to say. His fingers made a beeline for your throat, grip firm enough to make your entire body shiver. He dragged his tongue over yours, other hand reaching around to press against your lower back and tug you closer.
“You’re not going home with anyone who isn’t me, (Y/N).” He bit into your bottom lip, pulling it lightly before letting it snap back, his hips pushing forward into yours until you’re whimpering into his mouth, the hard outline of his dick hot against your stomach.
“Thought we agreed I could find someone else to fuck me?” You sounded breathless and mentally cursed yourself for always letting him get to you. Mason squeezed his fingers just slightly and your knees almost buckled. You gripped his biceps for some sort of support but your mind was already going foggy.
“We didn’t agree anything and you aren’t fucking anyone. This is our thing.” His lips moved across your chin and you were well aware than he’d probably smeared your lipstick by now.
“I told you it was over.”
“Do I not get a say?” Mason’s fingers shifted so he could kiss a line down your neck, teeth nipping at your pulse point. The hand he’d had pressed against your back was slipping between your thighs and you hips bucked when he ran his finger over the lace of your underwear.
“You’ve had plenty of- fuck.” Your nails dug into the skin of his arms, head tilting further back against the wall, when he circled the tip of his finger around your clit. “Plenty of time to have your say. You said you don’t want me.”
“Are you being serious right now or are you just struggling to think straight because I’m touching you?” He slipped his fingers down, the tip of his index brushing your entrance and he clicked his teeth at how wet were. “Did Marcus do this (Y/N)? Hm? Did you think about him fucking you in here?”
“So what if I did? What are you gonna do about it?” Mason’s fingers pinched your clit as he lifted his head to look down at you, lust and anger fighting for dominance in the brown of his eyes.
“You really think he could fuck you like I do? You think that guy from uni knows just how much you like being fucked from behind?” He brought his lips up to your ear and brushed them over the shell. “You think they know how to make you cum until you don’t even know your own name?”
“Marcus seems like a quick a learner.” Your thighs suddenly clamped shut around Mason’s hand when he pushed two fingers into you, his thumb settling firmly over your clit.
“Marcus would have no idea what to do with you.” Mason used his knees to separate your legs again and focused on the slow thrusts of his fingers, his lips kissing along your jaw. Your eyes dropped shut and you pushed against his hand, eager for more of him.
“Really? Why don’t we go find him and you let me test that theory out? I’ll come back and let you-“
“Why don’t you shut that pretty little mouth of yours and turn around? I’ll fuck his name right out of you, (Y/N).” You swallowed harshly at his words and tried not to moan when he pulled his fingers out of you and pressed his hand into your hip. Mason used his grip on you to turn you around and press you into the wall again, your fingers splayed over the cold tiles. He hitched your dress up around your hips, finger trailers along the soft skin where you bum met your thigh and you shuddered at his touch.
“Marcus can have the next round then, yeah? I’ll make sure I save myself for him a bit, I’ll do a scoreboard of who fucks me better.” You knew you were baiting him, this was the most either of you had ever riled the other up but you knew it was working in your favour when you felt two harsh slaps against your bum, your back arching in response and a moan that sounded like it definitely didn’t belong to you tore from your throat.
“You think he’ll still want to fuck you with my handprint on your arsecheek?” You heard him tugging at his zipper and the sound of his jeans and boxers hitting the floor and you instinctively bent further over. “They’re all gonna know who you belong to, (Y/N).”
Mason pushed into you with no warning, one hand gripping your hip so tightly you were guaranteed to have bruises, the other snaking up to grip your hair and tug your head back. You felt his smirk against the side of your jaw when you moaned his name at the way he stretched you, the sound echoing slightly off the walls as you’d anticipated.
“We’re gonna ruin that pretty face of make up, baby and then Marcus will know just how good I fucked you in here.” His grip on your hair was almost painful but the sting only added to the pleasure that was thrumming through your lower body with each of his thrusts. He used his grip on your hip to keep you in place, his groans and pants sending a flood of wetness around his cock.
“Fuck, Mase. Oh my god.” Your legs threatened to give out in the ridiculously high heels you were wearing and you were thankful for how tight Mason was holding you otherwise you’d be in a heap on the floor.
“I need you to know that you’re mine.” Mason was pushing into you so hard that your body was jolting against the wall, your nails attempting to sink into the tiles. You bit down on your lip to stifle your moans but Mason tutted and gave a particularly hard thrust. “Come on, angel, you had plenty to say before, let me hear those pretty moans.” He kissed your neck, teeth and tongue working to mark the skin, your inner walls clenching so tight around him he let out a half broken moan into your ear.
You relaxed your throat at the same time Mason let go of your hair and your forehead pressed into the cool wall, the moans and whimpers followed by cries of Mason’s name filling out the space around you. You had no doubts that anyone passing by outside could hear you.
“God, Mason, I’m gonna cum.” Your left hand fell from the wall to grip on to Mason’s forearm as he sped up his thrusts, cock stretching you out perfectly until you were a convulsing mess, legs shaking so much that it was only Mason’s hands on your hips that held you up.
“Good girl, fuck you feel so fucking good.” Each of his words were punctuated with a hard thrust as he pushed you through your orgasm, his lips kissing every inch of bare skin they could. “Tell me who you belong to, (Y/N).” Mason’s thrusts were losing their rhythm and your lack of control over the fluttering of your inner walls was making his spiral fast than he’d thought he would.
“You, Mase. Always you.” The moan he let out into your ear as he held your hips still and came was a noise you swear you wanted to play on repeat forever. Mason’s fingers were like a vice on you, his face tucked into your neck as the two of you half slumped against the wall, clothes a complete mess and barely able to breathe.
It took him a few moments but Mason was gentle when he pulled out of you, all traces of anger and jealousy seemingly fucked out of him and it was awkward as he pulled his trousers up and you fixed your dress. Neither of you spoke even as Mason grabbed tissue from the dispenser and cleaned between your thighs, his only word a muttered sorry when your over sensitive body jolted away from him.
“I meant what I said.” He finally mumbled, picking your purse that you hadn’t even realised you’d dropped up off the floor. “About you being mine. I don’t want anyone else to have you, (Y/N). I want you in every way you’re willing to give yourself.”
“What if I meant what I said? About it being over.” You leant yourself against the wall, legs weak and body aching. You watched Mason’s eyes track along the entire length of you before settling on your eyes again.
“I don’t think you’d let me fuck you if it was over.”
“Never heard of a goodbye fuck?”
“That’s not what that was.” He stepped closer to you, thumbs swiping under your eyes where you most likely had smudged mascara. “We can’t walk away from each other, (Y/N) and you know it.”
“You’re just being like this because you’re afraid I’ll actually sleep with Marcus.” Mason’s fingers slid along your jaw to tilt your head back, mouth brushing yours in softest of kisses.
“Of course that’s what I’m afraid of. I don’t want you to even think about anyone other than me.”
“Possessive much?” You let him kiss you, soft and sweet, the gentlest of kisses. “Just so you know, you take up so much of my mind that I don’t have the time to think about anyone else. But I’m tired of not knowing where I stand with you, Mason. You either have all of me or none of me, I don’t want to be in this weird space with you anymore.”
He wrapped his fingers around your wrists and lifted your arms around his neck, skimming his hands down your bare arms and then over your waist and hips, settling them against your back to pull you in.
“I always wanted all of you, I was just too much of a prick to ask.”
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realcube · 3 years
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haikyuu!! boys with a s/o that becomes clingy/affectionate while drunk
characters: kyōtani, kenma, iwaizumi, matsukawa and bokuto
thank you anon for this marvellous request mwah
ALL CHARACTERS ARE AGED UP!
tw// drinking, suggestive themes, sexual references, swearing
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Kentarō Kyōtani
kyōtani was used to having a cool, laid-back s/o who was just as awkward about physical touch as he was 
i mean, that’s kinda a part of the reason he liked you so much - so y’all could get over your awkwardness together
so imagine his surprise when his usually level-headed, calm s/o came stumbling out of the club, a blubbering mess and threw themselves into his arms, wailing something about a maths test
THE AMOUNT OF EMOTIONS THAT FLOODED HIS MIND IN THAT ONE MOMENT OMFG ADFGHJKL
he was like ‘omg why are they touching me? i kinda like it- wait are they crying? tf? i ain’t ever seen them cry before- should i help them? lord everyone is looking at us now. so what the fuck do i do- AYE DON’T TOUCH ME THERE’
so he had no choice but to dip with you flung over his shoulder lol
he took you back to your shared apartment and forced you to drink some water and instead of ordering a take-out, he just gave you his leftover burrito which he took to the club smh
it was probably cold 
but that was the best he could think of at the time bc he simply needed to shut you up with food bc the alcohol in your system was causing you to become especially touchy, hence resulting in kyōtani getting especially aroused
but the last thing he’d do is fuck you while you’re drunk and i firmly believe that despite the fact kyōtani is a bit of a lout - he still has like a basic moral compass
but i mean if you kept being so damn suggestive then it was gonna be a lot harder for him to resist his urges
you were rubbing him up and shit, calling him every pet name in the book so ofc he just stuck a burrito in your mouth and went ‘stfu 😡’
the painful part was that he was silently enjoying it too (┬┬﹏┬┬)
(though, he was red from blushing lol, not anger) 
and he wasn’t used to it either so obviously he was gonna get flustered, i mean, everything was happening all at once
oh and you told him ‘i love you’ and he literally combusted like lord have mercy on this man 
just that morning you were calling him your ‘annoying rat boyfriend’ (jokingly, ofc) and now you love him?-
that wasn’t the first time you told him that you loved him but he was still blushing none the less 
and he stammered out a ‘love you too’ PRAYING that you wouldn’t remember any of this the following day
anyway, he cuddled you to sleep and railed you as soon as you sobered up - the end ❤
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Kenma Kozume
pov: you’re kenma happily being a wallflower in the club then your s/o approaches you, demanding for you to fuck them 
- ok, end of POV - 
anyway, your speech was slurred so kenma wasn’t really sure if that was what you were asking him to do but if it was, he would’ve happily obliged if it wasn’t for the fact you were clearly drunk
mans was blushing though
bc y’all hardly ever do it but now - all of a sudden - you were tightly wrapped around him, garbling erotic threats into his ear
kenma was worried at first but you were like..really weak
so it wasn’t hard to get you off his torso, usher you out of the club and grip your hand as he ordered a taxi 
also kenma had read enough wattpad fanfictions to know how to deal with someone while they’re drunk 
but none of those fanfictions ever mentioned a single thing about how to deal with yourself while your partner is drunk
like seriously..he was in pain
both from the throbbing erection he had and the aching embarrassment he felt - both stemming from the fact you tried to give him a lap dance in taxi ✋ please oml
anyway, he took you back to his apartment and insisted that you have a few slices of the left-over pizza in the fridge along with a glass of water
after you changed into your pyjamas, you had clearly sobered up slightly as you could now compose coherent sentences
but that wasn’t any better for him bc now you were draped over him, whimpering into his ear about how much you love him
‘i’m so lucky to have you, kenma. i love you so much. you remind me of my first cat - you’re such a cat- i mean, blessing..you’re such a blessing.’ 
ngl, at that point he would be at a loss for words, just deciding to hug you until you fall asleep
like he finds it so cute that you’re finally opening up to him about how you feel as you’re usually quite composed and restrained 
but also- what does he do now? 
you eventually fell asleep in his arms and the next day, you woke up to kenma having made breakfast and telling you how much he adores you which was..confusing, to say the least
he told you about how you acted when you were drunk and to say you were embarrassed would be an understatement 
also, he’ll tease you about it for the rest of your life ;)
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Hajime Iwaizumi
literally all you had to do was send him a text like ‘iwa...,,.,...ily so mycj ❤’’ and he’s already waiting in the line to get into the club lol
he marches in there, finds you, grabs your hand and drags you home 
let’s hope that your friends know what iwaizumi looks like so they don’t have to just watch a random guy haul you out the club-
and tries to act all like angry iwaizumi >:( but when you are trailing behind him, muttering about how amazing he is, he becomes more like angy iwa grrr (*  ̄︿ ̄)
by that, i mean that angry iwaizumi would bring you home and lecture on how irresponsible it is to get so intoxicated 
but angy iwa just takes care of you but with a disapproving scowl 
and angry iwaizumi would make nasty, bitchy remarks about how inappropriate your outfit is 
while angy iwa would be like ‘babe, your outfit is lovely but maybe wear something different next time, idk....’
either way, he takes good care of you 
he makes sure you eat (and he cooks good food btw - he doesn’t make you eat leftovers lmao) 
he lets you change into more comfortable clothes
he ensures that you don’t die in the shower 
and he forces you to go to bed
but all of that is rather difficult when you’re clinging to him like your life depends on it, raving on about how sweet of a boyfriend he is and covering his face sloppy kisses
his original plan was to go train some more in his gym (yes, there is a gym in y’alls house-) but when you were peppering his cheek in kisses, begging him to stay with you for whatever reason, of course he didn’t have the balls to leave
 so he ended up laying like a log in bed as you cuddled up to him like koala, resting your head in his chest and allowing him to run his hand through your hair as you slept
in that moment - as he stared down at your tranquil figure - he realised how grateful he was for moments like these, as he finally got see a side of you that he knew you’d almost never exhibit when you’re sober
like yeah, you often tell him how much you love him but he can always tell that it’s as if you’re setting aside your pride to say such a thing but now, you’re gushing on about it with the most genuine look in your eyes, he can tell that you’re being completely sincere 
and to say that he adores it would be an understatement 
so yeah, you were kind of a pain while drunk but you were also the most adorable thing that iwaizumi had ever laid his eyes on (. ❛ ᴗ ❛.)
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Issei Matsukawa
ok so the only reason matsukawa wasn’t getting drunk with you was bc the first time y’all got drunk together he got fined for public indecency and you got done for public intoxication
so you decided that it was best (for your wallets) if you took turns getting tipsy
emphasis on ‘tipsy’ bc you both went to the bar together (along with a few friends) and you promised matsukawa that you’d only have a few drinks 
so please explain to him why he is now having to carry you bridal style out of the bar because you are too hammered to walk properly 
and he was kinda grumpy bc he had to leave his friends mid-conversation bc not only were you pestering him but also, the erotic things you were whispering in his ear caused him to get a boner
and he was getting weird looks from people as he carried you home but that was the least of his problems tbh- he didn’t even notice lol
the biggest issue on his mind rn was the fact that you made him hard yet you can’t help him bc you’re drunk smh 
like he was tempted at first bc you seemed down to do it but he quickly came back to reality and realised how morally incorrect that’d be 
so he was mumbling curses the whole way home just to tune you out bc if he paid any more attention to the racy promises you were muttering in his ear- he’d explode
he’s alright at taking care of you like he isn’t iwaizumi’s level of caring but he’s a close second, i mean he’s gotten drunk plenty of times so he knows the basics
he was like ‘drink water idk lol ’
anyway, once he handled himself he wasn’t too fazed by your lustful advances
and he was so smug about it too deadass like ‘keep talkin’ me up, (y/n), you ain’t getting shit until you’re sober.’
smh ANYWAY he thinks you’re so charming when you’re like lovey-dovey drunk but SO annoying when you’re horny drunk bc like- he can’t get some (T_T)
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Kōtarō Bokuto 
best for last 👌
ok anyway he’s an athlete and he doesn’t need alcohol to have a good time- he’s forever drunk tbh- drunk on life :)
so while you’re getting hammered with your pals, he’s doing stupid shit while sober lol
once you both rendezvous outside the club to head home and you’re absolutely steamin- he’s just like ‘hi, babe! how’s your night been?’
SO OBLIVIOUS OML
anyway, he drives back to y’alls house and since you’re fatigued at first, you spent 90% of the car ride sleeping
but when you get home, more awake, you’re all up on him
but you’re not like sensual drunk- more like..emotional drunk but with love 🥺
so basically you are sobbing into his chest about whatever and bc he is an such empath he will start crying too, or at least get a bit emotional 
you could say something like, ‘omg, bo. i hardly get to see you because you’re at work so often- i wish i could spend more time with you. i miss you so much’  ╯︿╰
and he would deadass reply whole-heartedly while weeping into your shoulder, ‘I’M QUITTING VOLLEYBALL, (Y/N)!!’
(ok, so maybe he was a bit tipsy too- but like..definitely not has drunk as you)
he has no idea where to start when it comes to taking care of you but he tries (´◡` ‘) 
at the very least, he ensures that you don’t having any more alcohol and that you don’t die somehow 
he’s v overprotective though 
you could be getting a fork to eat your instant-noodles with and he’ll be like 
‘apologies ✋ but i cannot allow you to handle such a dangerous weapon while intoxicated. maybe eat with a spoon instead, idk.’ /h
other than that, he just cuddles you to sleep and deals with you in your badly hungover state the next day
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socheckitout-mikey · 3 years
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Can u do play fighting w Dallas would include? :3 either nsfw or sfw is fine
heya birdie! when i saw this ask come in i was Y E L L I N G bc play fighting w. dally ngl scares the shit outta me and he’d play dirty asf, but also he’d kinda soft? here’s my mess - mae
✧・゚: *✧・゚:*    *:・゚✧*:・゚✧
Play Fighting with Dallas Winston Headcanons:
° Alright, straight off the bat, if you think for one second that Dal’s gonna take it easy on you, you thought wrong asf!
° This guy freaking cheats like the word’s his damn middle name! Which it is, let’s be real lmaoo
° Probably German Suplex’s you onto your damn mattress for Christ sake! He broke the bed sajffjkds
° But do you play nice either? Hell no! There’s a war you’ve saddled up to, and you’re Dallas Winston’s s/o! Ofc you’re not letting him win without a good fight.
° This one time he made the fatal mistake of underestimating you the first time y’all both play fought. He was horrifically surprised when you managed to keep him in a headlock for a solid 20 seconds before he tickled your sides like a possessed man.
° “Is that how we’re playin’ things doll?”
° “You cheated!”
° “Course I did, I’m Dallas Winston!”
° istg you cringed sdhsahfsdf.
° “You make it sound like that’s something to be proud of.”
° “What’d you just say, you lil shit?!”
° Cue you running round the outside of your home and your neighbors thinking you’re a total freak, check!
° Play fights also turn into tickle fights, and you play dirty bc you know Dally has ticklish armpits.
° “I swear to God, you do that one more ti-”
° “Oooh! You swore to God- I thought you only swore to yourself.”
° You talk back a lot and Dally just has to accept it now lol
° If you play fight in front of others, like the gang for instance, Dally’s real mean about it, pinning you down in odd positions that make the boys tease you.
° So help anyone who’s an arms length away bc they’ll get kicked or punched.
° “Sorry Pony! Dally kept-”
° “We all know what Dally does to you in your free time.” Soda laughs wildly from the other end of the room.
° “What was that?!” You freeze, anger flashing across your countenance.
° “Sheesh, everyday you start soundin’ more and more like Dally, eh Two-bit?” Steve grins, elbowing his buddy playfully in the side.
° “Damn right! They’re lookin’ bout as ugly as him too!” Two-bit grins, dodging the empty beer can launched at his head by Dally.
° “What’d you say about me?!”
° Oftentimes play fighting is a playful activity for you and Dally since Dally can be quite relaxed. He doesn’t take things too personally. Even tho he’s a straight up Jackass.
° He let’s you win sometimes, especially if you reward him like kisses or get him a beer.
° “You tell anyone I did that, I’m skinnin’ ya!”
° “I’ll note it in my diary to tell Soda.”
° Play fighting occurred this one time he read your journal and it had some embarrassing shit in it about how you were in love with him. He got a right kick out of you shoving your face into his chest once he’d pinned your arms down by your side.
° “C’mon! It ain’t that bad!”
° “It’s worse than the time Soda puked on me in first grade!”
° Can’t go without saying that things turn sexual either bc this is Dallas Winston we’re talking about.
° Often times it ends with him pinning you down and starting a make out session.
° Or he’ll pin you down and be a little mean, staring down into your eyes with little words being said.
° “What?”
° “What do you mean, what?”
° “Dal, don’t be an ass!”
° “When am I not?”
° The times when he suddenly stops, lifts you up slightly and places you ontop of him. They’re v precious and I support these moments.
° Or the wild times when he throws you over his shoulder and slaps your ass like a champ!
° Play fighting with Dally is riddled with fun, playfulness and competition. He’s always looking to demonstrate how much stronger he is, but in a way that doesn’t hurt you or scare you because Dally just doesn’t get a kick outta scaring you like he does other people. You’re like Johnny, his soft spot.
° Play fighting is often relaxing and his way of teasing you. Touch is something kinda foreign to Dally, especially if it’s not in a sexual way. So, although play fighting can turn sexual, it allows for him to show affection towards you in a way that isn’t sexual.
° Dallas just sucks at speaking how he feels. So you can really tell her cares for you when he let’s you win a play fight in private or goes a little easier on you, particularly when he’s in a good mood.
° Just never bring that fact up though! Because if you do, he won’t go easy on you for awhile. Though it’s all done in good fun!
✧・゚: *✧・゚:*    *:・゚✧*:・゚✧
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shotorozu · 3 years
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Hello hello! Your blog is so organized and pleasing to look at! If you have the time, could you make headcanons or a small scenario of Shinsou, Todoroki and Hawks with a mute s/o? Would they be okay with doing most of the talking? Would their s/o type or write really fast when excited? How would the boys react to someone calling their s/o weird for not talking? I love your work🤗
mute s/o
characters : shinsou hitoshi, todoroki shouto, hawks
legend : [Y/N = your name] they/them pronouns, earthbending quirk
fic type : headcanons [fluff]
notes : ahh my blog isn’t that organized— but wow! thanks for thinking so :))
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shinsou hitoshi
will be kinda taken aback when he goes up to you to say hi, but you don’t respond
will hope that you aren’t stuck up bc you’re in the hero course, that’d be a real shame for him.
turns out bakugou had to tell him that you’re mute
“they’re mute, dumb purple minion,” bakugou scoffs, “they damaged their vocal cords in an accident years ago, i thought you’d catch on.”
oh
so apparently, you destroyed your vocal cords in a quirk accident, a piece of rubble fell on your throat— leaving you permanently mute.
now he feels kinda bad.
so he goes up to you to apologize, and when your expression lights up— he’s glad to know that you’re not angry at him.
will learn sign language for you if you prefer that.
but if you use the classical notepad, that’s fine too.
he knows you get really pumped up when you start signing/writing so fast
and he finds it adorable.
even though your voice is practically non existent, he still looks for your opinion
he’s also good with doing all the talking, since not everyone is willing to do sign language/reading a note pad
but you being mute means you’re immune to being under his quirk,
which he’s kinda sad about bc he can’t tease you
he’ll use his quirk to get people to leave when they bother you (he doesn’t actually hurt them, so don’t worry)
he probably will if they physically harass you though
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todoroki shouto
doesn’t notice at first because he’s so caught up in anger during the earlier days of UA
but when he’s the new and improved shouto, that’s when he kinda realizes that he hasn’t heard your voice before.
is it because.. you’re mad at him..? maybe your impression on him was terrible, considering his earlier days.
he finds out you’re just mute when he asks your opinion on something.
he feels kinda inconsiderate for not noticing, but you reassure him that it’s fine and there’s no hard feelings.
a little awkward at first, since he bounces back and forth with notes and sign language.
he’s not used to this stuff so please bear with him
but eventually, he’ll stick with your preferred method of communication
no issue with doing all the speaking, but he’ll do it in such a blunt way— everyone will think you’re just like shouto
no.. thats not what i mean you think to yourself, but shouto gets the point across pretty well.
he finds it cute when you start writing/signing fast when you get excited. he just.. likes seeing it.
will freeze/burn anyone that’ll think you’re weird for being mute. it’s not your fault for being mute, and that doesn’t take away the personality shouto adores so much.
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hawks | takami keigo
figures out pretty quickly ngl
like you’re so special in the hero industry but he doesn’t know why (yet, anyway.)
you’re a hero with a pretty powerful earthbending quirk, but is that it?
a few seconds into his first onesided conversation with you and he realizes what’s special about you
you’re mute!!
you were practically representing the mute community, and you were a rolemodel/icon for mute kids all across japan!
he switches to sign language pretty quickly (or notes if you prefer that.)
“it was nice to meet you, Y/N! want to know a little bit more about you.” he says as he hands you a notepad to write down an answer
(or he’ll just wait for you to sign it)
i feel like he was taught sign language in the hero commissions
it’s a headcanon but .. you get what i mean
doesn’t mind being your interpreter, that just kinda means he gets to understand you a bit more.
loves it when you sign/write faster when you excited!! it’s so cute
“birdy that was cute!”
probably tried to get you to speak on one occasion, if you weren’t born mute.
but if you were- he won’t try, and he respects you for that
you’ve caused a little controversy in the hero community a little bit
everyone debating if you should even be a hero because well—
communication is important in the industry
you don’t have to defend yourself, because hawks is always there to do it for you first :)
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likes and reblogs are appreciated, thanks for reading!
i do not own bnha/mha and it’s characters. boku no hero academia belongs to horikoshi kohei, i only own the writing.
do not plagiarize my work :))
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boba-cafe · 3 years
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MINOR DNI TW.Yandere TW. Kidnapping TW. Forced relationship (also if this doesn’t relate to you just know this is more of a self insert thing for me)
Have yall ever not necessarily hate a character but you definitely like to slander them for fun? well thats with me and Hajime Koko right there-
why? ngl he hot but like I could never see myself befriending or even dating a man who legit made his entire personality and life over some childhood crush- super sad but there's a point where it just isn't it for me
but I am a dark content blog- so still going on with that concept- I was thinking of yandere koko and a rebellious defiant and more confrontational reader. I would think that your not necessarily really scared but more annoyed (i would too lol) and I think it starts off with yandere koko being his toxic ass sending unwanted gifts
I think Yandere koko def will take this at first you playing hard to get- he thinks your trying to look not interested and he’s kinda into this at first- he thinks it’s cute how you wouldn’t interact with him or how you dismiss his flirty comments and he thinks ur just being a bit stubborn brat its cute he'll play along he determined to have you head over heels for him.
now if your a normal human you would take the weird gifts that are expansive on ur door front ...but no instead you throw it out or burn it, even going as far as selling it why? tf would you do with a 10k necklace from a stranger 🤔 plus its material nothing rlly special. Then it gets more and more intense and you throw it out more and everyone shits on you for it- but in ur defense its from a stranger and material goods doesn’t really mean they have any actual feelings for you. Idk how yall meet yandere koko but boom! he's there now and yk him being a little shit and flirt he is gonna try to get u to be charmed- and that backfires bc there's something off with his energy yk? it definitely is a bit off when someone is too too charming
but you know... over time the games become too long and his patience is thinning out. He just thinks why is it that it's taking you so fucking long to be head over heels- he's been sending you the most expansive gifts to you, gifts that no normal human- lover- boyfriend would ever nah could ever send- he could take you to Japan most expansive dining hell he can even buy you a fucking mall for a day for you. You can name any price and legit he can pay for all of it- there is nothing in this world where he cant buy.
But I think deep deep deep down we know you and him know that what he feeling isn’t love. He knows this deep down and you know it too- Yandere Koko isnt delusional he knows deep deep down this all ties to Akane- he knows this deep deep down he knows what he doing is wrong. Will he stop? Probably not he thinks this is a second chance of love and will make sure that he obtains you one way or another. But you know too this isn't love- no you know this is obsessiveness and this is trauma projection.
So now your here facing Koko and boy he got that smug smile on him- thinking it you confessing your feeling.. oh how wrong he was, no it wasn’t even a confession you said- you told him to fuck off and quit sending meaningless gifts to your door- you told him that what he feeling isn’t love and will never be love- you told him this isn't even about love nor you is it no it's about Akane and how he's projecting his own issues to you hoping to hide his own red flags. You told Koko he will never find love or will ever experience such a thing because he's the walking red flag that no one will ever truly give him the sense of peace. You told him no matter how much he spent on you he will never feel love nor will his sorry ass gifts will be considered love
O u c h fucking ouch right there to him- He.. not sure what to say, react he just everywhere at the moment. Anger, sadness, humiliated, embarrassed he wants to hide from you he wants to fucking never see you again after what you just said, the fact that you even knew about Akane...must've been from Inupi
No fuck this.. fuck everything he's been so fucking nice and this is what he gets? a bratty mouth who refuses to take his gifts and refuse to be head over heels for him? he gets a fucking bitch who just read his entire fucking past back to him- nah nah nah that won't fucking do he ain't having this. Any fucking women would want to be in your place right now- so why tf are you being an ungrateful bratty bitch to the man who can buy you your dream,
you thought you won huh... well ha ha ha he he he giggle giggle you think you can because Yandere Koko is now dragging your ass back to his vehicle- oh scream all you want this won't help you when hes dragging your ass back. You will be his fucking lover you will take his love and you will take his gifts in return he expects love from you.
Now here’s what’s going to happen. You will quite bitching and you will spend his money- you will spend his fucking credit card- you will be greatful for the fact that your rich nice boyfriend now loves to spend all his money on you and you will be spending more then just hundreds and if not you better be willing to stay in the mall for hours with him because y’all ain’t leaving without spending some form of K or grand in a store with his money your in for a long run sweetheart so best buckle up
* I’ll make a p.2 later I had a dubcon idea but this felt long enough lol 😂
* also if this looks familiar I may have actually in the past sent a similar request to other dark blogs about this concept on anon 👀
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polyghostfacehours · 2 years
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hello it's bloodybrahms/bb! congrats on 3k!!!! and ooooo this event is so clever???? cuz i totally get wanting to celebrate it but also not wanting/being able to take new requests - lowkey wanna steal it 👀
but about me! im painfully shy 🥺👉👈 and i get flustered easily - call it quirky, call it an anxiety disorder, just don't call me late for d-
i'm very introverted, would rather stay in than go out - and i have a few very close friends rather than a large group of casual friends. not to be a basic bitch but *slams my myers-briggs down* INFJ - that should give you a good amount of info. i'm a very empathetic person, i /do/ scream if a stuffed animal falls to the floor, i /do/ pick worms up off the sidewalk and put them back in dirt, i will not apologize. im a hopeless romantic, and touch starved to death so i'm very affectionate in a relationship; main love languages are definitely physical touch and words of affirmation (and sending heart emojis). i love to write, play vibeo game, and i'm a stress baker - and since im usually stressed, im /usually/ in the kitchen making cookies babeyy. i dont usually add physical descriptions but i am a short short bitch and i think that could lend itself to hilarity.
can't forget the negatives! sadly im very stubborn, a bit spoiled, insecure - sometimes to the point of distrust, and overly sensitive to the point of being easily sad or angered. im trying to work on these things but alas i am only human 😔
thank you for doing such a fun event!!! slap a lil 🥺 emoji on that spectrum for me, and make it romantic pwease?
no pressure if you don't want to fill this out - just once again congrats on the big follower milestone!! <3 💞🥳
- bb 🥺
hypERVENTILATING BC I LOVE YOU. OML Im such a fan of your works wtf. Your poly!ghostface stuff fucks me up and gives me life and I STILL go back to them.
Anyways, romantically, I feel like you match a more with Stu! It's pretty close to being dead center, but there's just things in here that had me going: 'Oh yeah, Stu would EAT that up.'
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- You're quirky. And I mean that genuinely, not in a 'lol so quuuirky' kinda way. Stu would find an absolute kindred spirit in you. You put some worms back in the dirt and he'll ask why and you tell him and he's just listening with rapt attention like 'I c, I c'. Scream when a stuffed animal falls over and he'll scream right along with you even though he doesnt know why. Like, Stu has this cool frat boy, popular surfer dude kinda thing going in public, and I hc that privately he's just like a weird ass fuckin kid, man. So being able to be his more weird ass self? You make him feel less constricted.
- Your love languages are what I feel are Stu's as well. Physical Touch is his main one, the more you cuddle and make contact with him, the more he feels loved. Words of Affirmation are a big one too: Stu either get's clowned on a lot or is seen as an absolute dick (which he kinda is tho NGL lol), so you talking him up? Nut.
- A stress baker S.O sounds like an absolute dream to Stu. Like cookies, tarts, brownies, etc? For free?? Out of nowhere?? Has he died and gone to heaven? Did he just not survive Woodsboro?
- Billy also doesn't have a large group of friends. He'd appreciate that whenever he nags with you, it'd end up being in a more one on one setting rather than a group. It'll do wonders for his view on you, and the more you get solo time with him, the more he'd be endeared to you. Especially since you're a writer.
- I think the only point of contention between you and them is the fact that you and Billy are both really stubborn. Stu is more go with the flow tho, and you could much easier convince him of something that Billy. If you're poly with them tho, prepare to fight over getting Stu on your side in an argument lol, Billy is good at hooking Stu with carefully placed words.
Please go follow @bloodybrahms
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tempobaekh · 3 years
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Rating Penthouse: War In Life characters
I asked my followers on Instagram to give me Penthouse characters to rate and my thoughts about them so I thought to post it here as well. Now this is my personal opinion about how I feel about the characters and how much I will rate them
⚠️⚠️THIS CONTAINS A FEW SPOILERS⚠️⚠️
My Instagram: Tempobaek
Logan Lee
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10/10
Lemme just say I love him SO MUCH
LOGAN LEE BEST BOY
I absolutely loved his character and the fact that he was one of the few people who wants justice and is honest made me love him even more
Him playing Go Hu Dong was amazing as well and I didn't recognize him at all at first like he played it so well with the accent, costume and wig and everything
His accent and language switch in between English and the Busan accent Korean was so fucking sexy🥵
✨Mr. Joo✨
My man was also smart with his revenge
He was also serving amazing LOOKS every episode in the two seasons and I loved every single one of them
And I'm going to be honest here, after watching the preview for S2 ep13 his laugh was creepy in one of the clips and after reading a few theories I lowkey thought that he would be the next villian
I regret suspecting him now
But instead of that they gave us a bigger plot twist and blew up our man with a bomb😩
He literally went ✨LiGhT iT Up LiKe DyNaMiTe✨ (I'm so sorry)
I would've rather have him be a villian than die in the bomb
I MISS HIM ALREADY AND LOVE HIM SO MUCH😭
DID I MENTION THAT I LOVE HIM
Joo Seok Kyung
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7/10
Another one that annoyed me angered me so much🙄
Like she was ruthless and had no mercy when it came to bullying and putting people down that she thought were a rival or putting people down in general
She didn't change even when Rona died
She also went as far as to like cheat her way to win the Cheong Ah Art High School trophy and blackmailed Cheon Seojin to win the trophy
But there were times where she would show emotions and those would be often her break down and weak moments
And those moments would really show how she is broken inside and puts up a careless and brave image, she is someone who needs healing even though healing takes time
I also saw someone saying like 'oh Seok Kyung hates her mom so much'
Yeah she hated her mom but she didn't hate her to death like she didn't wish death upon her
Seok Kyung was heart broken when she heard Suryeon's death and that showed that she still loved her mom even though Suryeon didn't give birth to them
I was heart broken when I saw that she cut her hair because here was no one there to tie it for her bc Suryeon loved Seok Kyungs long hair and that's why she didn't cut it but after he mothers death no one was there to tie her hair for her
I started seeing her in a different light after a while bc again it showed that he character was very broken emotionally and needed healing
I'm interested about seeing more of her character development after the last ep where she defended Rona
Also my girl is so hot, another one that was serving amazing looks
Joo Seok Hoon
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8/10
He was lowkey annoying at first ngl
Like my man was just🧍🏻‍♂️
It annoyed me so much how he defended his sister so much, fell for her tricks, covered up for her and did anything she said EVEN though its wrong
But after some time I understood that he cared for and that she was the only family left to him
I mean Seok Hoon hate Joo Dan Tae so he doesn't counts and Suryeon was dead at the moment
I will still not forgive him for bullying Seol A even though he regrets it
It also annoyed me how he didn't stood up for Rona at all in the first season even though he liked her
By he got so much better in S2, he was even part in the revenge plan
He is literally the human CCTV camera in Hera Palace like he knows more than even the viewers know
The way he was protective of Rona when he found out she was alive was so aDORABLE
And my man was amazing in the last episodes
I love him
Cheon Seo Jin
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4/10
THIS WOMAN MAKES MY BLOOD FUCKING BOIL
Like I sometimes just was to 🤜🏻👩🏻
But sometimes I wanna hug her😩
Idk I feel like she became a horrible person bc of greed and that he father and mother placed too high expectations for her
Instead of praising her for her accomplishments her parents wanted her to do more
Maybe that's why she was desperate for love and affection and found that in Joo Dan Tae even though he pretended to like her
But that definitely does not dismiss her horrible actions
But also the harsh past made her the could hearted person, like she left her father to die
She felt more care towards her daughter after she almost lost her because Eunbyeol tried to commit suicide
She was in alot of pain and you could see it in her cries and when she was on the phone with the person
Soyeon's acting was amazing in that scene
She started to care more about her ex husband and daughter when she saw how much Eunbyeol was suffering and she realized that she genuinely liked Ha Yoon Chul hwen she saw how horrible Joo Dan Tae was
I did feel bad for her sometimes but after seeing that she didn't change I really didn't feel any sympathy for her
She needs therapy
Girlie was shocked when the doctor said she is losing her voice like bestie you are screaming every episode
She was also serving amazing looks every episode
Ha Yoon Chul
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5/10
The first male character I simped for
Like I am not going to deny it but he is hot🥵
But the first few episodes he was an absolute asshole and greedy
But I never expected him to be Yoonhee's ex boyfriend
I did like him a tiny bit when he saved Yoon Hee from Kyu Jin
His entrance in S2 with the helicopter was damn hot
And I WAS SO SHOCKED WHEN HE SAID MEET MY WIFE OH YOON HE
LIKE YAY MY SHIP IS SAILING
I spoke too soon
His character development and fighting skills were hot as well
He was ADORABLE with Rona and Yoonhee
I seriously thought that Rona was his daughter
BUT THAN AT THE CHEONG AH FESTIVLE OOF SIR I WANTED TO PUNCH HIM
I WAS SO MAD WHEN HE SABOTAGED RONA'S PERFORMANCE
I began hating him after that💀
Like he went 📈📉 with his character development
AND THEN HE CLEANED EUNBYEOL'S MEMORY FROM THAT NIGHT LIKE SIR SKSHSKSHKS SHE DID HAT TO YOUR DAUGHTER
I actually asked my dad what he thought about what Yoon Chul did and this was his reponse:
"If you look at it from a parents perspective they would want to do anything if they saw their child in pain like he did but I would've also scolded her and had a conversation with her about why she did it instead of wiping her memory from that night like he did. "
So that's that
I LOVED IT WHEN YOON HEE CAME WITH THAT BLOW AND TOLD HIM RONA WAS HER DAUGHTER
Jonghoon's acting was chef's kiss in that scene
I was going to rate him a 4 but I gave him that 5 when I saw how he was at court, he admitted to his wrong doings but also still had feelings for Yoon Hee
I wanna see his reaction in s3 to Rona now bc now that he got to know that is his daughter I wonder how he will be
Lee Kyu Jin
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1/10
AN ASSHOLE
USELESS
WHY IS HE HERE
Like I have nothing to say about him rather than I hate him and that he useless just like his wife and son
HE IS LITERALLY NOTHING WITHOUT HIS MOM
I'm only giving him that one bc he was funny in the episodes
THATS THE ONLY REASON HE IS THERE JUST FOR COMEDY PURPOSES
Go Sang Ah
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0.5/10
ANNOYING 2.0
USELESS 2.0
ALL SHE DOES IS SPEND HER HUSBAND AND MOTHER IN LAW'S MONEY
LIKE SHE AIN'T EVEN WORKS
UNLIKE KANG MARI
The only thing she does is gossip
And spills the tea☕
SHE IS LITERALLY NOTHING WITHPUT HER HUSBAND AND HIS FAMILY
Giving her a 0.5 bc she is kinda funny eh
Lee Minhyuk
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0/10
ANNOYING 3.0
USELESS 3.0
ASSHOLE 2.0
Idk if it runs in the family but again he is useless
And a dumbass
He also nothing without his parents
Why is he there tho like you ain't even funny
All he can do is cause trouble
And bullied Jenny
His dumbass slipped and broke his own arm and blamed it on Rona smh🤦🏻‍♀️
Sometimes I just wanna 🤜🏻👦🏻
Also my dude was trying to sound all intimidating by saying
"Oh Jenny's father is a scary man, yOuR dEaD BaE rOnA"
Like dude worry about yourself bitch you are dead first for bullying Jenny
But like I hate the character but LOVE THE ACTOR HE IS SO HOT OMFG
Joo Dan Tae
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0/10
ANOTHER ONE THAT PISSES ME OFF SO MUCH AND MAKES MY BLOOD BOIL
SOMETIMES I DONT WANNA 🤜🏻 I WANNA 🔪
LIKE I HATE HIM WITH A FUCKING PASSION
I DONT CARE ABOUT HIS PAST OR ANYTHING HE IS A GREASY, GREEDY, PSYCHO, OBSESSIVE MANIPULATIVE, POSSESSIVE PSYCHO
Like I legit thought he was nice in he first ep and then I saw him kiss Seojin and-
Me: 🤨😧😃🤮 MY EMOTIONS WENT LIKE THAT
LIKE HE IS SO FUCKING POSSESSIVE OVER SURYEON, AEGYO AND SEOJIN LIKE ITS DISGUSTING
I WAS GETTING YANDERE BEHAVIOUR FROM THAT OLD MAN
PURE TRASH
Bae Rona
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9/10
I LOVE HER NOW
RONA BEST GIRL
She was also annoying at first and was very ungrateful
But over time she got better, still a tiny bit annoying sometimes but better
When she came back from the US I WAS LIKE GIRL NO YOU FINNA RUIN THE PLAN
I do feel bad for her bc she went through alot with bullying, her mom going to jail not only once but twice, her getting to know that Yoonchul who she started liking sabotaged her performance, and also literally almost dying
My girl has been through a lot
AND WHEN SHE RUNNED TOWARDS THE STAIRS OUTSIDE WHEN EUNBYEOL WAS CHASING HER I WAS LIKE GIRL RUN TO THE HALL YOU RUNNIN OUTSIDE
I am excited to see her reaction to getting to know that Yoon Chul is her dad
Part 2 is also posted!
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mythiccheroacademia · 4 years
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Single-Parent!Headcanons
Characters: Kirishima Eijirou, Kaminari Denki, and Bakugo Katsuki
A/N: Inspired by y’all. Enjoy <3
Warnings: fluff overload? one tiny curse word
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Kirishima Eijirou:
the day his son was born was both the worst and best day of his life
his wife died upon delivery and he almost fainted when he heard the news, bakugo caught him before he could hit the floor
it took him 24 hours before he could gather the courage to go to the nursery and see his baby. he thought he wouldn’t be able to stomach the reminder of losing the love of his life
but when he held the small boy, who instantly nuzzled into his father’s chest, sighing with relief, kirishima was hooked for life
he just continued to hold his son into his chest and cry until he couldn’t anymore
from that day on, he swore he’d be the best parent he could be for his wife and his child’s sake
bc kiri is such a youthful and loving person, taking care of his son was easy, fun, and rewarding
ofc there were hard days, but it was all worth it when his baby would wake up with an adorable laugh, smiling up at him like he was his entire world
they’re two peas in a pod
he and his son are just the cutest pair
he takes his son everywhere, strapping him on his chest with a baby carrier
you bet your ass he’s taken him on (a safe) patrol around the block
kirishima is the kind of dad that puts his kid in a laundry basket, sits them in front of the tv, and acts out rollercoaster sounds
he lives for that loud laugh of his son’s
blows raspberries into the kid’s stomach whenever he starts getting cranky
his son’s first word was “manly” and kirishima spent the entire day bothering the bakusquad about it
everyone has 12 different copies of the video—y’know...just in case
when he takes his first steps, kiri’s swinging him around the house and giving him so many kisses on his chubby cheeks
when he saw his son had one spiky tooth growing in, he almost drowned from the cuteness
the kid gets himself into a lot of trouble tho. he’s always crawling towards the edge of something and putting his hand in things that could totally cut it off. kiri has a heart attack at least once a week
calls him, “son” “bud” and “buddy”
I hc that even though he’s lively around his dad, his son is very shy with new people and in new environments so school is kind of tough for him
but kirishima is always understanding of his troubles and tries his best to let him know that as long as he’s his son, he’ll always be his biggest supporter
if that doesn’t work, they go buy their fav meats and have a random bbq (kirishima just looks like the bbq dad™️ lmao). that always seems to do the trick
when his son enrolls in U.A., he’s there with a banner, his fav meat, and a bunch of tears when he sends him off
his son wears their matching crocs only to cheer up his dad. nothing else
aka he lowkey likes them but you didn’t hear that from me!
kirishima always has the urge to ft his kid, like, every hour. but he won’t bc he knows he’s busy training to be a hero
but he does send him uplifting snapchat videos from time to time
his son still wonders how in the world his dad even knows about snapchat
he makes sure nobody knows about this
when his son calls him about his insecurities, comparing himself to his classmates, kirishima is right there to lift him up. he also dealed with those same issues and tells his son that even on his worst days, he’s strong for just facing the day and he needs to believe in himself before others can believe in him
the next day, the bakusquad is watching the tournament together
kirishima has manly tears in his eyes as his little boy places second place in the sports festival
bakugo is threatening to kill him if he ruins his shirt
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Kaminari Denki:
denki becomes a dad from adopting a pair of four year old twins (one boy, one girl) that were left homeless and without parents after a villain attack
he kinda knew the parents from hero work and felt it was an obligation to at least make sure their children were okay
he wasn’t planning on necessarily adopting them. he was young and inexperienced with children. how could someone like him raise a kid when he could barely raise himself?
but after two visits to the orphanage and seeing how miserable they looked, he couldn’t leave the building without signing the papers
the transition was awkward. the twins were not only traumatized, but distrusting and scared. they didn’t really know kaminari and now he was suddenly their adoptive parent
kaminari tried everything from ice cream, to late night movie snacks, to hide n seek to get them to relax but it wouldn’t work
he almost gave up hope, and thought maybe it was a better idea to take them back to the orphanage. but that was before the night he woke up to them crawling into his bed, scared from the thunder storm that rumbled on outside
kaminari froze, scared that he’d frighten them away with any sudden movement, but he soon relaxed and hugged them close to his chest when they snuggled into his sides. he sleeps with a peaceful mind that night
although, he’s awoken to them bawling their eyes out over the nightmares they had. he panics but takes comfort in how they still grip to his shirt, face in his chest, seeking his comfort
therapy becomes a regular thing after that
kaminari finds more focus in his life
and as those helpful sessions go on, kaminari finds the twins beginning to open up more and more
they all sleep together now bc cuddle piles always scare the bad dreams away
the boy starts asking for kaminari to help him pick out his outfits
and the girl starts asking him about his quirk
it’s small things like that that lead up to things like this:
they’re in the midst of playing tickle monster when they scream with laughter, “stop! stop, daddy, you caught us!”
the twins stare at him in confusion (and slight worry) when he scoops them up and cries like he broke his leg or something
they got two huge scoops of ice cream that night so they don’t question it
dad jokes are a must
he wears typical dad outfits like hawaiian shirts, cargo shorts, and flip flops
he calls them his “little rockstars” and yes, it’s still embarrassing
kaminari is a playful dad who doesn’t really take things too seriously
his children are always laughing at his dumb jokes and are never afraid to talk to him about anything that crosses their minds
although, they won’t talk to him about love interests bc he likes to play match maker
the last time his daughter told him about some girl she was crushing on, she found out she left her a personally signed chargebolt poster for the girl in her name
kaminari called it a little boost in spirit
her brother found it funny
she was horrified
kaminari swears up and down he’s the cool dad. his kids think otherwise, but their friends LOVE how much of a jokester he is. and he lets them stay up at sleepovers
plus, he’s literally chargebolt
how could they not love him?
denki has a little trouble being serious when he needs to be, but he has good kids so it’s not that much of a problem
there was that one time his son tried to help him during a villain attack. even though kaminari ordered him to get to safety, he didn’t and ended up getting hurt
the twins had never seen their father so angry. it was kind of scary. however, in the next moment, he gathered them up in a big hug and made them swear not to scare him like that again
overall, kaminari is the sweet, fun loving, dad that everyone wishes they had
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Bakugo Katsuki:
katsuki became a father the day he found a baby and a note at his doorstep
the note read: “surprise! you’re a dad. i gave you all the legal rights, but you can place her up for adoption if you want.”
least to say, bakugo was pissed
he was even more pissed at himself for getting someone so cold and unloving pregnant
however, he decides to put the baby up for adoption. he cant take care of a baby! he’s at the height of his career. he can basically taste the number one hero spot on his tongue
he’s dead set w the decision, but as he stands outside of the orphanage, he freezes. he just can’t move
bakugo looks down at his daughter as she opens her eyes for the first time. he sees an identical pair of red eyes that make his chest tight with a feeling he hasn’t experienced in a long time
he turns back around and heads back home. it’s easily the best decision he’s ever made in his life
ngl though, growing into the dad role for bakugo was tough
before the girl, he only ever had to think of himself. he was still used to doing everything on his own time and for his own benefit. so being forced to put 100% of his attention to a small helpless human being was not easy
katsuki admits that the first couple of years weren’t his proudest. he was still short tempered, angry with the world, and frustrated bc he felt like his life was ruined
one time, the frustration and sleep deprivation would hit him all at once and he’d just start going off at the baby to just “shut the hell up!” before breaking down and crying with her
it was a dark moment for him, and yet, even after that, his little girl still curled up in his arms to rest when the tears tired her out
it had been a while since he felt unconditional love like that, and so he decided to change for the baby’s sake
you cant tell me that little girl isn’t spoiled rotten
bakugo is a hardass, but he’s all bark no bite. no matter what, he just can’t resist his little girl’s puppy dog eyes
he’s a girl dad to the t
yes he played the princess that needed saving from the big bad dragon. what about it?
his daughter is a firecracker. she started sassing him as soon as she could gargle
he pretends he hates it but his daughter is lowkey funny asl
they go at it when they fight. bakugo’s learned to be a little more patient, but he still has a bit of a temper and it doesn’t mix well when his mini-me has the same explosive anger
is the kind of dad that says sorry by asking her what she wants for dinner
they totally talk mess about other heroes together. he ignores the fact that she admires deku as long as she keeps it to herself
emotional talks are...awkward, but he forces himself through it
she finds it embarrassing (yet oddly endearing) that he got kicked out of a PTA club meeting for threatening to light up some mom for saying the art program didn’t matter
his daughter absolutely won’t talk to him about potential love interests unless she wants them coming up missing
bakugo won’t admit to watching baby videos of his daughter when he sends her off to U.A. and no, he didn’t cry, he got dust in his eye
doesn’t bother her too much, but jumps for his phone when he hears her ringtone
kirishima says he getting soft, but that’s just his little princess
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straykats · 2 years
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okay! i have questions for you too.
1. what is your favourite colour?
2. when is your birthday? (if you don’t mind me asking)
3. if you could assign yourself a flower… what flower would it be, and why?
4. who’s your skz bias? why?
5. are vampires good at math? (yes, this is a joke. guess the punchline)
[send me some questions!!]
omg wait i have another bad pun. teehee but its ti-hee (was supposed to type "hi ti hehe" and then it hit me) also im gonna put these utc bc they got.. a bit long JKDSNVS
1. im not sure what my favourite colour is but im gonna. get some photos. i am so >:( that they're not the same size AHH um i like these colours but i don't think i have a very serious "this is my fav colour"??? it kinda just depends on what the colour is regarding (ie. colour car or smth)
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2. i was born in aug 2001 - imma virgo kid, to limit down the days lol
3. lemme just *whips out my language of flowers book* *stresses* okay. not okay. this is hard.
alyssum (meaning: worth beyond beauty ; possible powers: calm/moderate anger, protection) because those 'possibe powers'... i feel that that is my role in this house LMAO but also some protection would be nice. 'worth beyond beauty' because (if im interpreting it right) i defs value the thought that is put into things a lot...? OR
myosotis (ie. forget me nots) (meanings: clinging to the past, memories, remembering, true love, faithfullness ; possibe powers: healing, secrecy (?)) because idk hashtag relatable to some of those but not in the best way. can defs do w some healing too LMAO but also i've always found these (and babys breath) really cute and ive just liked them
4. uh oh i have a very big minho/hyunjin/seungmin war in my head but like as a fourth party i am the one receiving damage?? idk who my bias is ngl but its one of those three, if all three isnt a valid answer.
minho: honestly,,, dont even know. i just feel drawn to him + maybe i find comfort in who i think he is as a person/how i've perceived him and how i believe him to be? idk if that makes sense. that aside, his (+seungmins) vocals are literally my fav like. ya thats some good stuff right there. i think i first biased him when i realised we have A Lot in common (or at the time we did, and now hes just permanently here)
hyunjin: his Mind. his way of thinking, him seeming like hes a massive labrador or smth but he ahs this really deep and emotionally intellectual side to him? idk if im phrasing this right.
seungmin: ngl back door seungmin is to blame but since then he's grown on me so much and idk why he's top3 but every day i literally just have a little "sigh, seungmin <3" moment
(i dont exactly like my answers but i also dont know how else to answer hm. i think all the members have a very special place in my heart but im much more emotionally drawn towards hyunjin and minho, and seungmin is this curveball that i never expected so now im just Confused)
5. oh gee i wonder. idk, i wonder what the answer is 🤔 i'll make a very not so wild guess and say yea, they are. (ngl the first time i heard this joke it took me a hot second to understand it rip) (also i hope this reply doesnt come off rude or smth i feel like the intended vibes are.. missing. my brains starting to not process thigns at this time nvjkvns)
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realcube · 3 years
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comfort hcs 💗 feat. overworked! reader
characters: yaku, oikawa, yams & akaashi
trigger warning: swearing
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thank you to anon for this sweet request!
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morisuke yaku
♡ he has concerned mom energy to i feel like he’d notice that you’re overworking yourself before starts negatively effecting you 
♡ once he figures out that you’re actually stressed and he’s not just being paranoid, he will probably hold an intervention where is like ‘sit down, let’s have a cha--’
♡ but you just push him out the way to grab your coat, ‘sorry, sweetheart. i don’t wanna miss my bus!’
♡ DFRTYJUHG he just stood there like a statue looking at you like (●__●) this bitch-
♡ anyway, once you come back from uni/college/school/ work etc yaku insists that you need to sit down and discuss your problems with him 
♡ then you’re kinda just like ‘what problems?????’
♡ also, after what happened that morning, yaku was not taking ‘no’ as an answer
♡ no matter what you say 
♡ homework? you can do that later
♡ chores? he’ll do them for you if you just listen to him
♡ hungry? you can eat while you listen to him
♡ showering? you smell fine!
♡ so yeah, he will pick you up and carry you to the living room if he has to
♡ he’s probably really serious about the issue bc your feelings aren’t a joke to him but he lined up your favourite plushies on the couch so he could talk to them as a third party when you disagreed with him
♥ ♡ ♥ ♡ ♥ ♡ ♥
“i study in moderation! and i have not been neglecting our relationship; i just need to focus on my studies!” you tutted, averting your gaze from yaku’s as you thought about his accusation; did he really feel as though you had been taking him for granted? because of course, that wasn’t your intention at all and the more you thought about it, the more you realise that perhaps he was right.
yaku rolled his eyes at your response, quite enraged by your dismissive tendencies but he didn’t want to take his anger out on you so he simply turned to the kiiroitori plush that sat beside him, “duck, do you think (l/n) has been overworking themselves and ignoring both of us?”
kiirotori was forced by yaku’s hand to nod in response.
you snorted slightly before trying to furrow your eyebrows in anger once again, “their name is kiiroitori!” 
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♡ dsfghjkl ngl he clearly overworks himself too so he wouldn’t even notice 
♡ he’s like ‘oh, you’re spending hours upon hours of a day - losing sleep and energy - to dedicate yourself solely to one thing so you can be perfect at it??? that’s completely normal!’
♡ spoiler alert, it’s not
♡ it’d probably take a third-party to point that what you are both doing isn’t healthy (either iwaizumi or a therapist)
♡ then you’d both look at each other like ⚆_⚆ wut 
♡ anyway recovery time ig ✨
♡ he’d definitely just try distract you whenever he sees you studying/training/practising
♡ forget overwork, he doesn’t even let you work 
♡ oh and y’all have started having ‘lazy days’ once a month where you make it a point to nothing but each other :))
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you both stared at the television, pretending to be absolutely engrossed by jumanji. however, once you let out your fifth sigh that minute, oikawa could tell that you were just as disinterested as he was so he peered over his shoulder to look at you, “this is so boring.” 
you nodded, shuffling closer to him so he could drape his arm around your shoulder and bury his nose into your hair. “it’s so hard to just sit here and do nothing when i know that i have a lot to do, y’know?”
oikawa hummed in agreement, “but it’s nice to finally spend some quality time with you, angel.” he placed a kiss on your temple, scooting awkwardly in his seat before pulling you down to lay down next to him on couch. 
“yeah,” you purred, happily falling onto the soft cushions while in oikawa’s embrace, “i’ve suddenly had a change of heart - i love these lazy days.”
“that was fast.”
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♡ it would take him a wile to built up the courage to actually express his concern about you overworking yourself
♡ but until then, he’ll show them in more subtle ways
♡ like if he sees you working at your desk - whether your posture is straight or not - he’ll rush up to you and massage your shoulders/back while talking
♡ he always sends you goodnight texts and gets v snappy when you text him in the middle of the night 
♡  ‘tadashi, what did you get for number five on the maths hw?’
♡ if he opens the message and notices that you sent that crazy late at night or the ass crack of dawn, he’ll lose his shit
♡  ‘(Y/N) WHY WERE U UP AT 3AM DOING MATHS HW LITERALLY GO TO SLEEP’
♡ he forces himself to ask you out on dates irl so that if you use work/training/practise etc as an excuse..he can give the puppy eyes 🥺
♡ don’t get me wrong, he’s not manipulative at all but you just overwork yourself so much he think that the teeniest tiniest little bit of fun wouldn’t do you any harm 
♡ he literally cares for you so much and he just wants you to be healthy and happy like is that too much to ask ಥ_ಥ
♡ it would take him 3 months of mental preparation to confront you but he’d do it eventually lol
♡ he’d still be super duper nervous though 👉👈
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“(y/n).” yamaguchi’s soft voice rang quietly through the hallway before he stuck his head inside your room in search for you. he let out a sigh upon noticing that - like always - you were sitting at your desk, drowning in papers of schoolwork. 
he hurriedly approached you, suddenly throwing his arms around your shoulders as he hid his face in the crook of your neck before wailing, “(y/n)! i know it’s none of my business but i just think you work yourself way too hard and i see how sleepy you are all the time and you didn’t even eat the cupcakes i made you because you were too busy studying - i thought you loved my cupcakes!”
your eyes widened at the sudden contact and the string of words yamaguchi was babbling in your ear; but you semi-understood what he was getting at. so you steadily turned around to wrap your arms around his neck and rub his spine reassuringly, “i am so sorry, tadashi. i had no idea i was worrying you.”
he shook his head against the skin of your neck, “it’s fine, i worry about everything.” he joked before changing to a more serious tone, “it’s just that-- i think you should care more about yourself. take some time to relax once and a while, y’know?”
his sweet words resulted in your lips curling to a smile while his arms wrapped securely around your body brought you a much-needed feeling of peace, “alright, i’ll try.”
“good.” yamaguchi chirped, pecking your forehead then positioning his face where it was prior, going back to enjoying the feeling of your soft skin agaist his. “-so, are you gonna eat the cupcakes or”
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♡ he overworks himself too
♡ if anything, i think he’d praise you for being ‘hard-working’ at first ‘:)
♡ but once he notices how much you work and how negatively it’s effecting your mental/physical health, he’ll intervene
♡ like yamaguchi, i think he’d start small by subtly doing things to reverse the effects of your stress 
♡ and simultaneously, it kinda helps him too
♡ for example, if you get stress ance, he’ll do a bunch of research on the best skin treatments for it, buy the products then do facemasks with you + create a whole new nightly skincare routine for both of you 
♡ or if your not taking care of yourself properly, he’ll book you both in for a spa appointment 
♡ or if you’re tense, he’ll get you both massages from those professional ppl that make you strip naked
♡ when they make you get your tiddies out, you know they are a professional  masseuse
♡ and he’ll take out on ten times more just to help you relax
♡ also, they’re always slow-paced dates bc like ofc akaashi takes you out to the park/beach for picnics....does he seem the sort of guy to take you bowling?? no.
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you sighed as akaashi brought a spoon up to your lips, looking at you expectantly but you simply whined, “keiji, i should be at home studying right now. you know my exam in 5 months, right?” though akaashi wanted to believe you were joking, the seriousness in your voice made it clear that you genuinely thought 5 months was a short period of time - even considering all the work you’ve already done in preparation for it. 
so akaashi simply shrugged in response, continuing to prod your lip with the spoon until you parted you lips, allowing the pudding he made to enter your mouth. then, he pulled it out lower it to observe your pouty expression for a moment; you were so cute that he couldn’t help but smile softly. 
“i’m sure you’ll do fine, sweetheart. i believe in you.” he said, gripping your waist before placing a tender kiss on your cheek. “for now, let’s enjoy this perfect weather. it only comes around once a year, so why not make the most of it, hm?” 
before you were able to reply, akasshi utilized the hand  the had on your waist to pull you back onto the picnic blanket with him, so you were both looking up at the pale blue sky, decorated with delicate clouds. “what do you see?” he inquired, gesturing up to the shapes the clouds formed.
you snickered, slowly intertwining your finger with his as you examined the sky for any familiar shapes or silhouettes in the sky. “oh!” you exclaimed, lifting your index finger to point to a particular cloud adorning the sky, “that kinda looks like my maths professor in a gallon hat.” 
akaashi snorted, “i have no idea what your maths professor looks like but alright.”
you laughed, lowing your finger but not everting your gaze from the special cloud you spotted, “what about you, babe? what do you see?”
with a moment of hesitation, akaashi immediately replied, “an angel.”
your eyes scanned across the sky for a cloud in the shape on an angel but you simply couldn’t find the one he was referring to, so you whipped your head to the side to see where he was pointing, only notice that his eyes were fixated on you. 
“y-you’re such a simp, keiji.”
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sufferingsoup · 4 years
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More Pirate AU writing, but feat. ANGST this time around BOIS. She still very soft and kinda sappy tho ngl lol. I can’t help myself. Anyway, hi, it’s me, still obsessed with this AU. Hope you enjoy this! Also it’s unedited bc I’m lazy and barely want to post it as is lmao, so sorry about any mistakes! Check out more of this beautiful awesome amazing fantastic showstopping terrific gorgeous CRISP au @thenerdyalchemist
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The Truth
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So many months.
It had been so many months since they had stopped sending their letters. So many months of desperate searching anywhere and everywhere. So many months of confusion and anger and sadness. And yet, not a single trace of Tiadrin or Lain had been found.
Runaan had started shutting down a couple months ago. Ethari tried his best to keep him hopeful, he couldn’t bear to see him in such a pitiful state, but the search was seeming increasingly useless every added day that nothing turned up. It truly seemed as though they had simply dropped off the face of the planet, gone for good. But that was hard. Tiadrin and Lain were nothing short of family to them, especially Runaan. They had been inseparable growing up, even through the loss of their adoptive father and Runaan’s sudden succession to the pirate throne. Tiadrin and Lain had stuck by him through everything, and Runaan had stuck by them in return. And that love extended to Ethari as well.
Ethari could still remember the short-lived terror, followed by the massive wave of relief and happiness when Tiadrin dumped the bucket of water on him, revealing his deepest, darkest secret to them. They had been confused and a bit shocked at first, no doubt, but it didn’t take either of them long to start cracking jokes and messing about like normal. Their opinions of Ethari hadn’t changed at all, and they had accepted him fully for what he was.
He could still feel Lain’s comforting touch and hear his relaxing jokes and stories as he gave Ethari all of his necessary tattoos in one sitting. It was a rough day, but they had to get them all done in time for the wedding, and Ethari could think of no better person to give him these markings but Lain. He had a steady hand, a good eye for design, and an overwhelming amount of excitement for his best friends and their big day. He made sure Ethari wasn’t in more pain than was absolutely necessary, and did his best to keep his spirits up and nerves down in light of all the big life changes coming his way.
He could still hear the joyous sobbing as little Rayla was introduced to the world for the first time. Runaan had been clutching Tiadrin’s hand and aggressively encouraging her, just what she needed, and Ethari had been holding a trembling, anxiety-ridden Lain on the other side of the bed, trying to keep him as calm as possible. Lain, Tiadrin, and Ethari all broke down crying the second they saw her. Even Runaan’s eyes glistened with tears he stubbornly fought back, but he too broke down the second Tiadrin gently shoved the baby into his arms. All four of them welcomed a beautiful daughter into their hearts that day, and they all felt closer with each other than ever before.
But they were gone now.
Their big, happy family was torn apart, and nobody had any idea how it happened.
Runaan was taking it particularly hard. They had been siblings to him, and now he was left with their daughter and no explanation for her as to their disappearance. He was shutting himself out from everyone, even Ethari, in a desperate attempt to maintain some kind of control. He would be up all hours of the night, searching through his maps and notes and books in hopes of finding even the tiniest clue. He was exhausted and sad and angry and terrified all at once, but he would not allow Ethari - much less anyone else - to help him. He would snap at the crew over the tiniest of annoyances, and gods forbid any townsfolk get in his way when they were docked; if Runaan hadn’t been intimidating before, he was absolutely terrifying now. He would make mistakes and drops things when he was especially upset, which only made him all the more angry. He had given up taking care of himself almost entirely. His hair was always a frazzled mess, he would forget to eat until Ethari all but forced him to, and the bags under his eyes seemed to be carrying the weight of the world within them.
Ethari sighed heavily, clutching the tiny baby in his arms protectively as he swung lightly in his and Runaan’s hammock. Runaan was holding a meeting of sorts, calling all the pirate captains he could to see if anyone had found anything, and to try to come up with a new plan. Ethari scrunched his eyes shut tightly for a moment, shaking his head before staring back up at the ceiling.
/It’s useless, they aren’t gonna have anything new.../
His heart ached. Of course he wanted to find them, or at least an explanation, but it had been a year. If nothing had turned up before, it was extremely unlikely anything would turn up now. He just wanted Runaan to drop it. The constant searching was worthless, and it was doing nothing good for his physical or mental state. He just wanted to pull Runaan into his arms and hold him while he cried. He just wanted to help him come to terms with the death of their beloved friends. He just wanted Runaan to take little Rayla in his arms and acknowledge her as their new daughter. He needed to move on from this, but he refused to do so.
Ethari dragged a tired hand over his face before looking down at the peacefully resting baby in his arms. She stared back up at him with big, bright, lilac eyes, burbling at him. He offered her a sad smile and offered a finger to her. She grasped it firmly with her tiny hands and examined it quizzically for a moment before shoving it into her mouth. Ethari chuckled softly and allowed her to suckle on the tip of his finger for a moment before taking it away. He mussed up her soft tufts of hair as she watched him.
“Oh, Rayla, what’re we gonna do?” He asked her quietly.
She just stared back at him, enthralled by his deep, soothing voice.
“He’s killing himself over this. I don’t know how to get through to him this time, he won’t listen to me no matter what I say.” He sighed.
She prattled at him in response.
“Yeah? You should talk some of that sense into him.” He replied.
Rayla released a loud squawk and a giggle.
He chuckled and nuzzled their noses together gently, allowing her to tangle her tiny fingers in his ratty white hair and tug as she liked.
“You always know just what to say.” He sighed, smiling sadly as he watched her play with his soft, uneven locks.
The bedroom door slamming open told him Runaan was back. He snapped his gaze towards the entrance as his husband stomped into the room with steam billowing out of his ears. He threw his captain’s hat on the floor and chucked off his cloak. Ethari sighed softly and rolled out of the hammock, approaching him cautiously. Rayla watched Runaan intensely as they drew nearer.
“Nothing?” Ethari asked. Runaan rolled his eyes and shook his head.
“Don’t start.” He snapped, heading straight for his desk without sparing him a glance.
“I wasn’t.” Ethari stated, allowing his mild annoyance at Runaan’s dismissal to show on his face. He stared at his husband’s back as he leaned over his desk, “I don’t live and breathe just to hassle you, you know.”
Runaan sighed deeply, his shoulders tensing for a moment before he stood up straight and turned around, staring at the floor.
“Right, I’m sorry. I shouldn’t take this out on you.” He admitted, his voice gentler this time.
He walked back up to Ethari and took his waist with one hand, cupping his cheek softly with the other and pressing their foreheads together. Rayla stared up at them quietly from between their chests.
“Nobody has found anything, and...” he cut himself off, his grip on Ethari tightening a bit as his face scrunched up in frustration.
Ethari gave him a gentle kiss, wrapping a comforting hand around the back of his neck. Runaan melted into his touch, but he was still tense. Ethari sighed and pulled back a bit, sliding his hand up to rest along Runaan’s jaw. He tilted his face up towards his own with his palm and fiddled with Runaan’s earrings with his fingers, examining his tired face. Runaan looked back into Ethari’s eyes, his walls up and guarding his emotions, but Ethari was already behind those walls with them. He was sad and angry and deep in denial. Ethari gave Runaan a meaningful peck on the tip of his nose before tangling his hand into Runaan’s messy hair and pulling it out of its bun. It unraveled and fell to its full, glorious length, but it was still quite messy.
“C’mon, let’s get you straightened out. This is no way for the great pirate king to look” he said softly, taking Runaan’s hand and tugging him towards their hammock. Runaan resisted, sighing heavily and trying to shake his hand away.
“No, I’m sorry, I don’t have time. I need to look over-“
“No, you don’t.” Ethari gripped his hand firmly and gave him a stern look that softened after a moment, “You’ve looked over every piece of paper on this ship and all the others’ about a thousand times each now. I can’t even read that well and I could probably recite each one to you.”
“But I /must/ have missed something! I just need to-“
“No, you don’t. My shade, you have poured every second of your life into this, every ounce of your energy, for the past year. There is nothing you could have possibly missed.”
“But-“
“Come.”
“Ethari...”
“Come here.”
They stared into each other’s eyes for a moment, having the same silent battle they had had so many times over the past year. Runaan heaved a heavy sigh and looked down.
“Just once more, then you can have me for the night.” He bargained, hoping his usual excuse would work. Ethari stood his ground this time.
“It’s always ‘just once more,’ isn’t it? Then it’s all night and all of the next day and then you’re off on another false lead the next.”
Runaan remained silent, staring at the floor, his hand lifeless in Ethari’s grasp. Ethari stepped towards him again, pushing Rayla gently into his arms. Runaan looked away and tried to step back, but Ethari wouldn’t allow him to run again.
“You haven’t held her in weeks.” He stated.
“I shouldn’t. Not like this.”
“Why? Would you hurt her?”
“No! I would never!”
“Then take her.”
“I can’t.” Runaan hesitated.
“You can. You will.” Ethari insisted.
“I shouldn’t.”
“She is your daughter.”
Runaan stared into Ethari’s serious eyes incredulously. Ethari knew how Runaan felt about becoming Rayla’s father. He loved her with all his heart, and he promised them he would take care of her if anything happened. But he didn’t feel like he deserved it, didn’t think he could be a proper parent. He didn’t want to take Lain or Tiadrin’s place in Rayla’s heart. He didn’t want to accept that this was their new reality. A tiny voice from between them broke their silent argument.
“Wuni!”
They both looked down at the baby in Ethari’s arm. Rayla’s big eyes were set on Runaan’s, and her tiny hands were reaching out towards him desperately. She was squirming insistently, trying to get closer to him. Runaan teared up, his lower lip trembling ever-so-slightly, and Ethari caressed his cheek gently.
“She’s missed you.” He said softly, pushing her closer to him. As soon as she could reach, she grabbed at one of the long, loose locks of bright white hair hanging over his shoulder. “Take her, and let me take you. We all need this.”
Finally, Rayla had won. Runaan took her gently into his arms, nodding hesitantly.
“Okay.” He breathed.
Ethari pulled him into their bedroom, sitting him down in their hammock while he gathered up a brush and some ribbons. He eased himself into the hammock behind Runaan and began to gently work the knots out of his hair. He brushed softly for a long time, Runaan relaxing back into Ethari’s lap as he played quietly with Rayla. He made sure to massage Runaan’s scalp a bit with every stroke, deeply enjoying the feeling of running his hands through his husband’s soft hair for the first time in weeks. He left the piece Rayla had claimed for later, as she seemed to be enjoying styling it herself with her mouth.
“So, what did you all decide?” He asked after a while. Runaan sighed and shook his head. Ethari could feel him tensing up again.
“Nothing. They want me to call it off. Damned cowards.” He spat.
Rayla protested by swinging her fists a bit at his sudden intensity, yanking at his hair. He pulled back a bit, but he was still tense.
“You don’t want to?” Ethari questioned.
“Why on Earth would I do that?”
“Because it’s been a year, and you haven’t found anything.”
“But we could!”
“After a year of nothing?”
Runaan sighed frustratedly.
“Listen, I understand that the chances are low, but we can’t just give up on them!”
“It isn’t giving up if you tried your best.”
“How? We’d be quitting without finding a single thing just because we’re tired.”
“After a full year of looking in every corner of the world trying to find anything and coming up empty handed every time.” Ethari sighed as he laid down the brush and began to weave his hair into a simple braid, leaving Rayla’s piece and a matching one on the other side of his face hanging over Runaan’s shoulders, “You can’t just keep looking for the rest of your life, love. You’re already killing yourself over this, it isn’t healthy.
“Trust me, I know how you feel, my shade. I miss them, too. I want an answer as much as you do. I want to be able to tell Rayla what actually happened to them, better yet to actually see them again. I love them, and you love them, but at some point you have to let this go.”
“But what if they’re still out there, Ethari? What if we’re just overlooking some tiny detail and all it would take is just once more search? How can I just stop when we could find something tomorrow?”
“How do you know you’ll ever find anything? When will it be enough? Do you want your entire life to be dedicated to finding them again?” Ethari questioned.
Runaan stayed silent, looking down at little Rayla and lightly shaking the long, thin finger she was gripping. Ethari tied off the first section of the braid with a dark green ribbon and wrapped his arms tightly around Runaan’s waist, pulling his back flush against his chest. He rested his chin on Runaan’s shoulder and gazed down at the baby in his husband’s strong arms.
“I know you don’t want to hear it, but we’re her parents now.” He muttered against Runaan’s ear, “We need to take care of her. We need to be there for her, and you can’t do that if you’re wasting yourself away trying to find them. I don’t want her to lose another parent. I don’t want to raise her alone, Runaan.”
“I don’t want that either.” Runaan whispered, tears welling up in his eyes again as he leaned into Ethari’s touch, both to reassure his husband, and to comfort himself.
“Then don’t make me.” Ethari pleaded.
Runaan laid his head back against Ethari’s strong shoulder, staring up hopelessly at the ceiling.
“Just one last search. Just in case.” He offered half-heartedly. Ethari shook his head softly and pressed a sad kiss to Runaan’s neck.
“You know that won’t be it if you do.”
Runaan released a single, strained sob. Ethari felt the tears dripping onto his shoulder and held him a little tighter, his own eyes threatening to release the floodgates as well. Runaan turned his head towards Ethari’s, burying his face in his neck as Ethari gently rubbed his stomach.
“I know. I don’t like it either.” Ethari sniffed.
“I just want them to come back.” Runaan whimpered.
“I do too.” Ethari sobbed, crying with his husband.
They stayed this way for a long time, crying together in their hammock as Runaan finally saw the truth. Rayla watched them silently for a while, confused.
“Wuni? Dari? Oh no.” She whimpered, eyes pooling with tears. Runaan and Ethari looked down at her and shook their heads in unison.
“No, Rayla, it’s okay! We’re okay, little shadow.” Ethari cooed, wiping away his tears quickly and offering her a sad smile and a reassuring finger, which she happily grasped with one hand after letting go of some of Runaan’s hair. Runaan stroked her cheek softly, holding her a little tighter.
“We’ve got you, Rayla. We’re never leaving you.”
And that was the truth.
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flechxtte · 4 years
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muse  playlist .
post 3 - 5 songs that remind you of your muse. repost, don’t reblog.
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Getting Scared -- Imogen Heap
The only times of my life The sun was meant to shine for me You made it pour down, pour down with tears of rain And dug my pride with a knife Encaged by your obsession with me Time for some mental torture and screams of justified pain So you're gonna chase me now, boy? Yeah you're gonna corner me now, boy? You think you're gonna threaten me now, boy? Well, somehow I don't think so Yeah you're gonna stamp me down now, boy? Yeah you're gonna crush me down now, boy? You think you're gonna threaten me now, boy? Well, somehow I don't think so
so let’s start this off with some young (either child or teen) shen’s revenge fantasies, which would have been fairly vague and. well, with a suitably vague target/range, as well, bc no one person has consistently mistreated or abused him thinking emoji
unfortunately, his entitlement and anger isn’t focused exactly on any one individual or even group of people, it’s scattered about to encompass Everyone. this means that he’d have been moved to react violently (and feel justified in it) when young if he only felt threatened or ridiculed, no matter the truth of the situation
Jumper -- Third Eye Blind
I wish you would step back from that ledge, my friend You could cut ties with all the lies that you've been living in And if you do not want to see me again I would understand, I would understand The angry boy a bit too insane Icing over a secret pain You know you don't belong You're the first to fight, you're way too loud You're the flash of light on a burial shroud [...] I never thought it would come to this And I, I want you to know Everyone's got to face down the demons Maybe today, you could put the past away
ngl this song brings me to tears on bad days jfkf;a but anYWAY. i think the reason this reminds me of shen is fairly self-explanatory tbh :o tho i will admit i do often think of it as po speaking to him for some reason. there’s actually a few songs like that in my shen playlist, now i think about it
Seein’ Red -- Unwritten Law
Don't think you'll have to see my face again Don't have much time for sympathy 'Cause it never happened to me You're feeling blue now I think you bit off more than you could chew [...] I confess I don't know what to make from all this mess Don't have much time for sympathy But it never happened to me You're feeling down now I don't know where I'll be when you come around And now it's time to make a choice And all I wanna hear is your voice... 
whispers that ‘you’re feeling blue now’ part i imagine is shen on some level toward the soothsayer at some point during the movie. probably like right after she realizes he can’t be swayed near the end of their last scene together 6^6;
and also ‘i don’t know where i’ll be when you come around’ just. gives me Thoughts tbh lies down
actually, this song in general is one i kinda see shen and the soothsayer switching on and off with-- some lines make me think of her trying to get through to him (there’s even a line specifically saying ‘and what i’d do to get through to you’) while others remind me more of shen thinking about the soothsayer’s words and such _(´ཀ`」 ∠)_
Animal -- Sir Chloe
Shoulda known better, I tried to stay cool. You were telling me I’m such a fool to say no. Number one. Make me behave like an animal Make me behave like an animal. I’m asking nicely, give me what I want. I’ll ask politely, give me what I want.
so as you probably guessed this is here mostly bc of those last two lines. that’s it i got nothing else i’m a simple creature ∠( ᐛ 」∠)_
Vide Noir -- Lord Huron
Many evils have I enjoyed Prowling the night raising hell with the boys Getting high on a pure, black void I am only an aimless soul Heading into a pure, black void So what if I'm living out past the edge? So what if I never come back again? Where can you go when it’s all in your head? These are the last words that I ever said Where can you go when it’s all in your head?
and here we have arrived at the One i have specifically for main verse shen, which is probably in all honesty the most depressing, soul crushing verse i have the more i think on it ᘓ( ᐛ )ᘕ why did i think that was a good idea
anywho-- ‘i am only an aimless soul’ ‘so what if i never come back again’ ‘where can you go when it’s all in your head’ :chinhands:
the idea of shen feeling in some deep part of himself that no one would really mourn much if he simply disappeared hurts me, but mostly bc gDI SHEN the soothsayer is RIGHT THERE, but i like the idea that while he does believe she’d miss him (since she’s shown this reaction before when he does disappear and when he first just about came back from the dead), he also on some level feels that she’d get on fine enough eventually. considering their current situation, she might even be better off
and a small bonus instrumental one
What Must Be Done -- Nick Cave & Warren Ellis
feels very ‘The Inevitable Ending of Undoing’-esque, which is probably made more evident to me by the title
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