#ohhh to love this life <3

[happyheidi]

#ohhh to love this life <3 #cottagecore #nature #flowers #flowercore #warmcore #naturecore #cozycore #cosycore #books #grandmacore #yarnaddict #embroidery #farmcore #cute #interior inspo #messy moodboard #alternative aesthetic #alternative academia #chaotic aesthetic #chaotic academia #cottage aesthetic

[itsalwaysforyou]

just remembered a wip i had which was jay at uni meeting normal people and desperately trying to act cool and normal whilst internally screaming about being in a whole new place with all new people and not having his gang with him

#i only wrote one scene where jay meets one of his flatmates #and he’s trying to make casual normal conversation & asks her who her parents are #bc that has always mattered! on the isle or at auradon prep your parentage was also a Conversation Starter #and the girl is just like ……what. why do you want to know that #but she tells him and jay makes it into a joke like hehe oh yes i met them at a soirée once. amazing company #and the girl is like ok who are YOUR parents. knowing full well who he is #and jay says that his dad fosters puppies. and the girl says that sounds like a good life and he’s like ohhh just the BEST #i really. love exploring jay at uni i’ve written a couple of things i’ve never finished #like!!! for the first time for years he’s well and truly all alone!!!! #and at least the isle & ap had similarities. uni is just full of very normal people who don’t particularly give a shit #and jay who is like THE guy who cares about everything so much all the time and how people are reacting to him and he’s desperately trying+ #to be so cool and unbothered whilst trying not to revert to his isle tactics regarding people who may be threats #just. being somewhere so so new. with no one he knows. everyone else is so far away. and jay is missing his gang like he’d miss+ #his body parts. and it’s like. jays always buried his own emotions & hurt so he can better protect his gang #and now he has no gang to protect #and he is just laid absolutely bare. and also constantly stressing about not being there for the others #i just think he’d have an absolutely awful start to uni <3 #descendants #jay son of jafar

[crescentfool]

i love ryomina

no but seriously. even when i’m thinking about other things that captivate my interest, i find myself coming back to them and feeling like i fell down three whole flights of staircases every time i do. they are one of my favorite pairs in media and are very special to me.

it’s the way that ryoji and minato’s lives are inevitably intertwined with each other due to the circumstances 10 years ago on the moonlight bridge. without no minato, there is no ryoji. minato as he is today is because of ryoji. they have irreparably affected each other’s lives that you cannot discuss one without bringing up the other one.

ryoji mochizuki, who is death, pharos, thanatos, nyx avatar, the man of many names and identities, is the perfect summation of p3′s messages and themes.

minato arisato, the wildcard and protagonist, who has boundless kindness in his actions despite the unfortunate cards handed to him.

the two of them complement each other and tell a beautiful story from start to finish.

minato’s personas capture this perfectly. he awakens to orpheus, who’s flames burns bright, is snuffed out by thanatos during the encounter against the arcana magician. a visual precursor of the idea that ryoji stole from the life that minato could have had.

it’s the way that over the course of the game as minato interacts with pharos, talking throughout the dark hour, forging a bond that cannot be broken, that allows ryoji to exist. minato humanizes death.

november. the bells toll, calling the appriser. and yet, it’s peaceful... quiet, and full of life. ryoji, who breaks free from death’s chains, refusing his role, is given the chance to live for a month. to make the most of the humanity that minato has given him over those ten years. and what a life he lived. ryoji’s life is a reflection of what minato’s life could have been like in another universe.

it is the way the two of them are reflections of each other. ryoji with his hair down is just like minato. they are both stubbornly committed to choosing to be kind, to love life, yet are chained down by the cards the narrative dealt them with. they finish each other’s sentences, knowing each other intimately in a way no one else does.

how is that, a boy who lived for only one month, profoundly changes the course of the narrative? he is simultaneously relevant and irrelevant. blink, and you miss it, the beautiful life that he led.

ryoji is horrified at the revelations of being the appriser. he who so desperately wished to forget that his existence was meant to bring the end to all life, was unable to escape the inevitability of death. in a non-human way, of course. he becomes remorseful. a shadow of his brief time as a human who was enamored by the small beautiful things that life had to offer.

he is swallowed by grief. grief knowing that his very existence will take away not only minato’s life, but everyone else’s. the very thing that ryoji loved- life, fundamentally went against the role he was born for- to be the harbinger of death. and unable to grapple with this sadness he believes that the best thing for minato to do is to kill him, so that SEES can live in bliss not knowing about their inevitable end.

SEES is left rattled, calling into question what the meaning of life is and what they do when faced against the inevitability of death.

and!!! minato chooses!! for ryoji to live!! even in spite of what ryoji is MEANT to embody, minato still stubbornly chooses to defy death itself! and if that’s not cool i don’t know what is!! minato wants everyone to have the chance to live!!

so he climbs. he ascends tartarus, to meet ryoji, again, who is now the nyx avatar. and i just think there’s something so so beautiful about being able to use messiah, minato’s ultimate persona, against nyx avatar.

messiah, being the fusion of orpheus and thanatos is peak ryomina to me. because ryoji and minato have established an unbreakable bond from having been entwined for 10 years, minato still has a piece of death with him, and by proxy!! ryoji is able to defy and rebel against nyx trying to bring the fall! and i think that’s fucking cool shit if you ask me!

even when all of the arcanas have been gone through, it’s still not enough to stop the fall. and yet. minato knows. in the way that ryoji was sealed in minato 10 years ago by aigis... minato becomes the great seal so that everyone can live. it comes full circle.

march rolls around. he fulfills his promise to SEES on graduation day. minato dies from exhaustion. but goddamn does his sacrifice make me weep- he’s had such, such a tiring journey. he’s been through so many things because he was at the wrong place at the wrong time. but at the end of it all, he’s reunited with ryoji in death.

and i think this is why ryomina continues to evoke so much emotions for me, to this day. the relationship that they have embodies so much of persona 3′s messages and themes that it makes me feel like a microwave with nothing running in it.

p3′s message is very hopeful, for me. my favorite takeaway from it is that even if death is inevitable, appreciating the life that we were given and choosing to live as best as we can with kindness (even if we can’t feasibly do everything), is just? really nice? and you see this manifest in both ryoji and minato’s personalities and what they do for the other characters.

ryomina just feels so distinct to me, the flavor that their relationship ties back to my favorite takeaways from this game and im just!!  god!! i love you minato arisato! i love you ryoji mochizuki! im so glad that i could meet them! i’m happy that they changed my life! they made me want to appreciate the connections in life even if they were fleeting! they made me!! want to pay attention to the good moments in life and cherish them!

i love ryomina so much!!! i’m so glad that these two could bring so much joy into my life! and i hope that others can have this joy too! 💛💙

#lizzy speaks #persona 3 #ryomina #ryoji mochizuki #minato arisato #meta #long post #(literally) #HI SO UM YESTERDAY I COULDN'T FUCKING SLEEP so to cope i was like 'i will talk out loud about anything and everything' #and somehow that turned into me talking about ryomina out loud and something about verbalizing my thoughts made me feel crazy about these- #two again. i mean for the record i continue to love them always very dearly but like my p3 braincells sometimes go into hibernation bc- #ive been on a really huge splatoon kick. but anyway my voice was like cracking at 3am because i was tearing up #i was like 'THE!! IM! SO NORMAL ABT WHAT ORPHEUS AND THANATOS AND MESSIAH SYMBOLIZE' etc etc etc #so i kinda just went to sleep like 'ok well you GOTTA type it out. everyone needs to know about this.' #and um i didnt mean to make 1069 words! sorry! not really! but i love them!!! even if im very quiet these days! #ohhh how lucky i am to have had the chance to experience ryomina they are such a gem. they make me so goddamn emotional #they really mean a lot to me because of well. (gestures at the entire post) but also they came at a really good point of my life and FUCK!! #im so so grateful to them!!! i love them!!!! the themes that their relationship and characters convey just !! IM SO NORMAL ABOUT IT!!! #they've affected me so profoundly and deeply and i wish i could make better art to get this across. but its ok. one day i can. one day #they make me so fucking talkative like actually but um. i had a lot of fun writing this! i dont think ive had like. a proper appreciation- #post for them that articulates why i like them so much (unless you count the essays i write in my art tags) so it was nice to make this. #admittedly theres a lot abt p3 that im rusty on since its been a goodwhile since ive interacted with the source material #and in a way you could say that like. i need to renew my p3 license LMAOOO but god some parts of p3 still have such a huge death grip on me #and what i mean by that is that the big Fucking Events have such!! clarity!! in my mind!! i recall them and i wilt on the spot!! #oh god i cant fucking shut up. the tags are probably 500 words long. enjoy my ramble. i wish every ryomina enjoyer a Good Life <3 #actually no. i hope that EVERYONE on the dash today has something that sparks joy for them the way ryomina does for me. #everyone deserves 2 have something that makes their brain do a little excited dance that makes them blow up and explode. its good for u! #BYE FOR REAL this is why i have to post my thoughts very spread out otherwise yall would have so many WORDS on ur dash pls help i have so #many emotions and i am so tiny i cannot possibly fit all the feelings i have about ryomina and other things inside my tiny little body

[yo9urt]

local man completely obliterated by strength of narrative and character writing in 2023 game of the year

#mine #last night after putting it off for essentially as long as i possibly could because i knew it would decimate me #i finally attacked c4z4dor and (of course) kept ast4r10n as a spawn and basically finished up his quest #FUUUUCK ME DUDE....i knew what was coming in advance but that did not make it any less impactful #i mean holy shit the writing on this guy......the fucking graveyard scene (DO NOT GET ME STARTED)... #and of course neil's performance ohhh my god he deserves every award he can possibly have #god i love asta so much i'm literally never going to be the same this game is soooo insane #the only things i have left are the house of hope and then disabling the foundry and killing gort and doing the final fight stuff #i am ... nervous lol #ive heard the raphael fight is HAAAAAAAAARD #i'll find a way... #i think in the future i may reorder my act 3 quests i think it would be interesting to tackle some (ex companion quests or raphael) #sooner in the story #shadowhearts quest was like...3rd or 4th last thing i did cause i think i did that and then ansur and then astarion #i'm actually SO excited to replay the game i think im gonna have the time of my life doing roleplay and making diff choices #plus i know i missed a TON of stuff in this run so its gonna be fun to see what else is out there #after this im planning to do my first durge run which is REALLY exciting !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #i may do another regular tav run simultaneously but not totally sure.... #anyway yeah... awesome game everyone should buy it and play it its on sale right now go buy it and play it

[merakiui]

i am watching the hunchback of notre dame and it feels very fresh in my mind because the last time i had watched it was at a very young age, and most of it has been forgotten.

but hearing frollo say “i am guiltless. she ran. i pursued.” in response to the archdeacon after he had chased quasimodo’s mother on horseback and the fall had cost her her life... it’s a line i’d like to hear rollo say. OTL the cold detachment is quite fitting. being chased by rollo on horseback... it’s a scary scene to think of. ;;;;

#meraki mumbles #quasimodo is a sweetheart T_T ohhh i love him and will protect him with my life #and the three gargoyles are so fun i love them too :D #hoping frollo falls down the church stairs <3

[yohankang]

Sang Man trying and failing to hit on Hee Woo. 

(Again My Life, 2022)

#again my life #kdramadaily #kdramaedit #asiandramanet #lee joon gi #ji chan #userjap #natahjikio #alternative title: sang man being the main love interest #no but when that guy was trying to kill him and said #'if you can't betray kim hee woo i can still use you to break his heart' #i was glad they didn't use any of the women for male tears but at the same time #damn you for hurting my boy!!!!! i was so stressed for the last 2 eps ohhh my god #if he hadn't woken up in the end i would've literally killed someone #anyway i think i'll do 2 more sang man sets <3 bc yes he IS my favorite #amlgifs #m*gifs

[mementoasts]

jonathan sims head archivist of the magnus institute london

#IM JUST POSTING HIM RANDOMLY BECAUSE I CANNOOOOOT FOR THE LIFE OF ME DRAW ANYONE ELSE. I HAVE APHANTASIA MAN IT'S HARD OUT HERE #i just started season 3 and heard him mention the graying hair i was like hm.. what if i tried drawring some characters. #i'm actually super happy with how he looks... i had some prior inspiration bc i followed one artist who's posted fanart b4-- #(which is how i first heard of the series) and so i already kinda had a picture of him in my head bc of that (i love their art sdfghgfdjh) #so i was jus sketchin and i was like.... yeah this looks ok. i wanted his hair to be kinda just pokin up every which way in front-- #--because i imagine him constantly running a hand through it. otherwise it'd look nice n tidy. i just sketched til it looked good enough #the eyes were easy because i wanted sharp and tired. the color was just me testin shit out and being like oooo that looks pretty #the outfit..... i just googled some like business casual stuff LOL. i thought it looked nice #bag and flashlight because he's dungeon crawling #he's also filipino for no reason other than i said so #OHHH YEAH freckles. freckles are cute. also worm scars. #i gotta say i didn't wanna put glasses on him but i thought he looked nakey without em.. but also it might be bc i was strugglin w lineart #the glasses make him look younger i think. which is bad!! he needs to look at least 35!!! #i dunno if i have it in me to draw the others;;;;;;;;;; martin i can't figure out a color scheme for-- and tim & sasha.... waauugghhh.... #it's hhhhaaardd because when i'm like reading anything i cannot *picture* characters.... i just get like..... a feeling yknow..... #again i already had some vague images for jon (and martin) bc i saw fanart before lol so that's what showed up in my head #i have a good *feeling* of what sasha should look like but i cannot for the life of me draw it.... #i keep sketching and going “noo this doesn't look like her” <- i DON'T know what she looks like #i've somehow instead ended up with a sketch that really feels like melanie tho lmao #if you're somehow at the bottom of this long ramble i will send you $500. #the void given form

[bumblingbabooshka]

I love how Janeway’s like “Neelix I can’t believe you turned my private dining room into a place to serve food to the crew” .... girl.

#watching 'phage' I like Neelix's coat in the first scene where he's on the bridge~!! #Janeway you CAN'T think a private dining room is more useful than a galley r ight now HEHEHEH ohhh I love ya lady #SNRKEHEH HEHEHEHEH YOU'RE(i'm) LAUGHING #THEY BEAMED THE LUNGS RIGHT OUT HIS BODY AND YOU'RE(i'm) LAUGHING #<- I'm not laughing at his pain it's just the phrasing of 'beamed the lungs right out of his body' is so funny #viidians give KILLER top surgery #Neelix: Your ceiling is hideous.... #EMH: I didn't design the room I just work here. #OH MY GOODNESS.....you KNOW it's early seasons bc Doc didn't JUMP at the chance to sing for Neelix hehHE #EMH: Don't worry I'm not going to kiss you - I'm just adjusting the restraint #Neelix: I'll try to contain my disappointment. #2 goofy silly guys <3 #Neelix: I feel like I'm all alone... / Emh: You /are/ all alone! I'm just a hologram! Hope that helps <3 #aww Neelix found it funny~ worsties 4 life #livetweeting #the vidiians are SO good they're SCARY as HELL but also sympathetic #I love the voice the phage guy in the medbay is putting on...monster mash ass dude

[hella1975]

the downside of being in a small town is 'ugh everyone knows everyone and i can't get away with anything' but the plus side is 'omg everyone knows everyone and no one else can get away with anything' like small town gossip solos any city shit you could try and match me with

#went to my piercing shop today that's done all my piercings bc my nose ring has been playing up and i wanted a new one #and i saw a girl ive not seen since pre-covid bc we did law together but she dropped it after a year #and she was so nice like we were friends but we werent exactly close but she recognised me straight away and hugged me and everything #it was so sweet #and i was like 'omg do you ever see any of the other law girls' bc being in that specific piercing shop i knew she'd run into our age group #and she was like 'yeah i literally saw [name] a few weeks ago!' #and for context [name] was like an absolute star pupil in every aspect of life #like she was minted she went to a nice school before college she was the smartest in our class she didnt drink #she was just perfectionist to a t and it was very frustrating for someone like me who's kinda all over the place lol #and from snapchat ive seen that she's been having a great time at uni #and i said that to this girl i was like 'oh [name] looks like she's having so much fun!' #and she got SUCH an evil grin like 'ohhh no she's not' AND PROCEEDED TO TELL ME SO MUCH SHIT SDJKHGKJDSH #i love harmless gossip i love bumping into people i like and finding out what everyone's up to i love being nosy #it was also quite a nice reminder that not everything you see on social media is representative #like turns out that girl has a real tough time at uni and i had it in my head that as usual everything was perfect for her #so yeah <3 small town shenanigans <3 it's not often i'll compliment my hometown but it has its moment #*moments

[oflgtfol]

this is why i follow you. you understand venom. it feels like theres maybe 10 of us who do. love a person who's got their priorities straight. god bless you.

fr we are out in the fucking trenches out here. it's sad because venom is a pretty popular character but 99% of the time it's either A. edgy dudebros who love edgy macho violence and think huge grotesque muscles are like peak masculinity, B. horny people who only view venom as a sex object, which like, was funny at first, but the further you get into the comics and further into actually enjoying venom, it's like, okay, do you have anything else to say? or do you view venom as a mindless muscle monster the same way the edgy dudebros do, just that the thought turns you on instead? or C. normal people who are normal but still otherwise have a completely shallow understanding of what venom actually is. i want to blame spiderman 3 for being the root of popular culture's misunderstanding of venom

#and spiderman 3 was of course influenced by the late 90s comics #so as i always say. fuck those fucking comics #ask #Anonymous #v posting #and when i say sex object i mean the people who are like ohhh v*nom au for x character #all so they can fantasize about the tongue sex from their favorite character #like okay but what about SYMBY !!!! #you have no understanding of what v*nom actually IS if all you see is the surface level toothy monster appearance #its like go fucking make an /anti/-v*nom au for your character then if all you want is a mindless non-sentient symbiote. gawd #or like when i see one of Those pick up trucks and they have window stickers of the punisher and v*nom #and you just instantly know what kind of person tehy are #and its like man you dont get v*nom either you just love meaningless macho violence. fuck my whole life

[violexides]

my fave thing about the internet is when people outside of a certain minority community sees a joke/slur/event that greatly harmed the people of that community. and then they see those minority groups reclaiming the joke/slur/mentions of the event. and then these other people are like oh perfect so that means I can reclaim this too! and then they won’t shut up about it even over the voices of the people in that minority community who are trying to tell them that they are part of the problem. 

#ides.txt #don't reblog bc you'll be hypocritical <3 I'm sure i am too but at least i can be a big girl and make my own post abt it! #white ppl who try to be woke are soooooo funny to me #ohhh my God i love X community [makes jokes about the situation that led to that community suffering like THEY suffered] #you suffered because you had to sit through a history lecture about it and got bored #i suffered because i spent my entire life being distinctly uncomfortable with my identity with 0 place to take it #we aren't the same! #thank God it's no longer [redacted month] LMAO. not that this stops jokes!

[thedeadthree]

#leg.txt #i am grateful for y’all for my life for y’all helping my indecisive hind end and i am in a crisis once more AHH 🥀✨😖 #being a responsible adult is my archnemesis ajsjzjxh #do i want to at last develop those s*tar w*ars girlies OR do i want to at last play vasha and e*so IM IN A CRISIS BESTIES #and i think? i plan on r*evan being aereas ancestor <3 neat ! #(also mutuals if i do get eso and if y’all want to i would love to have vasha and yalls dears be besties 🥀✨🥹) #(ONLY IF YOU WANT TO OFC 🥀✨😖) #(i havent done an online game in AGES (though i may be playing d*bd very very soon hehe) and im like ANXIOUS sijzjzj) #(i think? the last one i played was m*aplestory in like middle school skzjjzjx) #but yea i was in the switch shop and was like OHHH SPACE BABIES but also was like I think it’s time to develop vasha u know? #once more leg puts her life in the hands of the besties 🌸💞 #(which speaking of d*bd and if y’all would like to id love to with y’all as well 🌸💞🥹) #(and ty ty aj ill need all the help i can GET 🌸💞😭 the last multiplayer i did was d*estiny iron banner and it was a TIME ksjzjhz) #speaking of d*estiny i should play again i miss my hunter 🌊✨😖 #*personal

[martyrdom9]

#I miss my ex so much lmao #I found a video of us right at the start of our 3 year bender when we thought things would be okay and we’d finally met our soulmate who #would Save Us #and we still have that ability to make each laugh and there’s still so many stupid things I need to tell him all the time #I get drunk and call him not to be like ohhh I’m still in love with you but just to update him on random life discoveries #idk it was nice dating someone who felt equally outside of life so we could pretend we were scientists together and live in our little drug #cave #whatever I know I just wanna go back to him because of the comfort of what’s known #and because we’re both relapsing at the same time and it would be nice to have someone to be with for it #but it’s sooooo unhealthy unhealthy unhealthy I had never been so upset in my life #AGH

[oscalesoffeeling]

love my old man. biting him for good measure rn.

#>:3 #he's very hands on tonight..... #i love him so much..... he makes me feel good inside. #tonight i feel so close to him.... it's odd. #he is always in my heart. ohhh he is my love my life my darling!! oh my huffie my huffie ❤ #i wish he were here with me..... he seems nervous atm. #need to calm down..... he needs me. his sillygirl. to hold him and kiss his head. #i love him so much.... he is so good to me. i love being with my old man ❤❤ #two hearts in tandem. oh. oh. g-d. i love everything about him so much..... he gets such a beautiful #soft look in his eyes sometimes..... oh and he's always so beautiful... it's almost too much for me to bear. #he is a beautiful thing. like a museum. #because he's grand and old and full of stories. #ohhh good g-d. i'm his babbling fool. his sweetheart. #ellie rambles about stuff #he spun the stars on his fingernails (tag)

[jerebearcat]

currently going through life's worst kill la kill phase and god help me i love ryuko. why does ryago's line in the evil anime ladies cypher go so hard

#jp.txt #i am ur mother i am ur ruler #i am the loom of the fiber of life #im ur tormentor #i am the culling that comes through with scissors and rife #also an ex of mine rly liked ryuko so im reclaiming her because he was acephobic transphobic (despite being trans) and fucking weird #just in general. wtf was his deal anyways #i love shows that r like ohhh so insane ohhh so scary oohhh so gory and then its like Ofc ! the good guys r gonna win anyways! theyre the #good guys<33 #like it's exactly what i need. #i love shows that have bad nasty things happen in them but the good guys win<3 #i needed to rant on my blog cuz my poor bf has been getting all of my brainrot

[maraczeks]

bcs s5 thread pt 1

#WERE SO BACK (derogatory) #oh god it's gonna be so bad #aug 30 2023 #his voice is so . #KIM #she is so pretty like i cannot take my eyesnoffnofnher #OHHH MY PRECIOUS PRECIOUS BELOVEDNI LOVE HER SOOOOO MCUH JDJDJNDJFDNDNDK SHES LITERALLY NEBS<333 #IM GOJJA HEBDICKKKKKDKKSKSJFJD I LOVR THEM #i hate this it's like tl5y :( #noooo he's taking credit for kim's work:( #oh my goshhhhh she's so pretty thisbis so sick she's so pretty #YEAH ILL SEE YA AT HOME UMFMDMBFBXJJSKFKSJFJ!/!:?;?;:?!:!;&3!4&:&;$;&;&:$;&; #'my side of the closet' oh kay like i won't kms #guys they're so :( and she's so:( #this is so sick there's still those two gifs and them getting married that i haven't gotten to yetsljejdjsjdj ?????? #HE WANTS TO BUT A HOUE WITH HERRRRRRRRJFJSNNSNENFNDJSJDNNDNEJDJEJDJFJCKD #STOPPP STOP STOP STOP #THAT HOUSE TOUR SCENE HAD ME FIGHTING FOR MY LIFE??/?34??4?4?5?;?:?3):$$$ ISLLFNFJSHFJ SCREECHING AND THEOWING IP EVERYWHERE #now thinking abt them getting stuck in an elevator tgt #my little booboobearrrr🫶🫶 #kim soooo so o she's so !!!! my beloved i love her so much #STOP BC WITH THE HOUSE AND JIMMY LAST EP #KIM BACKSTORY HELLO???? #KIMMMM JOIOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOSJENDJRRJJJFJRJ MY BABHYYYY BACKSTORY SPIN-OFF NOW #rhea makes me tear up every single episode wish i was joking like her performance is just so stunning im fjhrnskskdks #them being goofy and silly and misbehaving and best friends is 🫶😭😭😭😭😭😖😖😖😖😖🤲🤲🤲🤲🤲🤏🤏🤏🤏🤏🤏🤏😭😭😭😭😭🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹 #sept 7 2023 #ok i'm finally back 5.04 #domestic mcwexler just sooooo😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫 #you're still here yeah