#or offline for that matter

[sleepsucks]

#14.04.22 #2958 #specifying just incase this is NOT an invitation to receive comments on my body or whatever from literally any random person online lol #or offline for that matter #this is more like i haven't rly been having any close friends to get excited about noticing gradual changes in my body with #people i'm comfortable enough with to be ok with making that kinda casual note of things ; #or people with similar experiences to relate to and with; #something beyond the simply very appreciated but limited approach of friends bein chill & respecting your privacy #ok i don't know how to explain this any better but mostly no this isn't a 'gee i wish random strangers went 'nice tits!!' thing #jean d'heure

[aimasup]

sure i COULD ramble about how ai is one of the multiple things that check all the marks of humanity's seven deadly sins but would that be extreme

^^^ possibly insufficiently educated

#the pride the hubris of believing you can do better than innovation and nature by playing god and not in the fun way #the lust it's being used for in so many awful cases #the sloth the way its encouraging everyone to check original sources less before believing anything. Also to not take time to develop skill #the greed its being used for profit without consideration for ethics or fair labour #gluttony. we always have to be faster. shinier. better. no matter if it ends up being less convenient or wonky #the wrath it sows in between people creating more differences to be frustrated over. more hatred #the envy how it takes and takes. always trying to be as clever as the best humans. as beautiful as a real forest or sunset. #do you think the ai wants itself #if this were a scifi movie would we be the bad guys #but this is not a movie and the ai cannot love us. so we cannot love it. and there's that #my post #personal stuff #thinking aloud just silly yapping n jazz 没啥事做就这样咯~ #(￣▽￣)~* #when i was in primary school our textbooks for chinese had short stories and articles to learn about #there was a fictional scifi oneshot about a family in the future going to the zoo #the scifi zoo trip was going great until the zoo's systems went offline for a moment #and it was revealed that all the animals roaming in their enclosures were holograms #the real ones went extinct ages ago #when the computers came back online the holograms returned and there they were #honestly at first I thought it was a bit exaggerating #but I still think about it once in a while

[nguyenfinity]

You would not believe what AU I cooked up with @posebean this time it's genshin

Additional notes:

Melt synergy (also reversed colors yahoo)

They run a tea house!! Hachimitsu Tea House :]

And they're married

They're sooo married (Niki's ring is holding his lil tassel)

Niki

Support/healer (anyone's a dps if you build them hard enough though)

Signature dish: Cinnamon baked apple slices (we'll figure it out don't worry about it)

Ascension mats: pyro cube, slimes, naku weed

Constellation: esuriens ursi

Rinne

dps (glass cannon style)

Signature dish: Honeycomb nikujaga (once again don't worry about it)

Ascension mats: bathysmal vishap, treasure hoarders, onikabuto

Constellation: fila fati

he throws his claymore at you and then decks you in his normal attack sequence

mr. master of deception keeping his vision tucked away and wearing red

mostly useless without his wife (see: passive)

#enstars #rinne amagi #niki shiina #rinniki #genshin #no matter how offline i may seem i am always plotting. scheming. cooking even. and somehow bean is in the kitchen with me #these files were made oct 7th and 8th so you can only imagine how long they've been baking for #we're still putting together their kits #rinne's kit is mostly rounded out tho #actually his kit's. basically done just need the skill and burst passives #colors were hdgjfhdjk 'cause i wanted to make rinne silly with his 'wears red but is actually ice' thing #and then balancing the colors between the two #anyways we have a bunch bunch more in the works #including other characters!!! #we did rinky first 'cause we're. y'know [gestures to all that] #we're just. busy #the second we finish our school stuff it's over for y'all #i love making outfits it's so much work but it's also so fun #i say as genshin outfits get on every single one of my nerves like loose threads on a sweater but anyways #sana does fashion #sanabean impact #<it's important enough to warrant its own tag.

[solargeist]

I get so excited abt characters I feel like throwing up

#I’m literally nauseous AKSJSKS it’s 2am I have to sleep but o want to draw saurrr badddd #my stomach feels SICK I have to draw grian or I’ll die #there’s a million different things I want to draw #it’s 2am and I get up at 8am no choice in the matter I need to fall asleep immediately NOOOO #cw emetophobia #cw throwing up mention #this is why I forced myself to take a break from lpog I was literally going crazy IM STILL ON BREAK FROM THEM… #they literally make me spiral I feel like I go actually insane . i might only show a GLIMPSE online……. #offline I’ll be staring at the wall thinking abt them for far too long

[borderlinebelle]

happy girl healing her heart💕

Photoset, “catch me at the come home”, december 2023

#happy girl #personal growth #recovery #recovering #bpd stuff #BorderlineBelle #tumblr offline #tumblr merch #mental health matters #personal #blackgirlmagic #soft black women #softcore #soft feminine #soft girlie #soft life #soft moodboard #soft aesthetic #soft grunge #soft girl

[audhdnight]

A woman I’ve known my whole life, who has shown me nothing but kindness, has been campaigning against every single pro-Palestine post I put on Facebook. And maybe it’s naive, but I’m honestly so angry and heartbroken because I thought I fucking knew this person. I thought she was a good and thoughtful and honest woman. She helped raise me. And this is the shit she’s commenting on all my posts

And when she messaged me to ask about my facts, I (again, naively) thought she actually did want to hear what I had to say. But no. “I am actually looking for the truth and I truly would like to hear where you got these ideas” apparently means nothing of the sort. It means “I want an opening to tell you every source you provide is invalid and to tell you to read a book called The Case For Israel”. It means “I am not interested in truth because I’ve actually already decided what I think is true and nothing you show me can change my mind”.

And she’s like best friends with my mother who is so conflict avoidant she won’t tell me to stop posting but she does keep telling me to “remember that every side has their own story” and to “maybe take a break because this seems to really have upset you”.

Why the fuck can they not see what is right in front of their fucking faces????? It’s like I’m screaming from inside a sound proof room. Literally the only friend I have who agrees with me has family in the military and she has already been threatened what would happen if she were to express any anti-Israel or anti-Zionist sentiments whatsoever. She legally cannot say anything. So I’m here alone, spiraling because what the hell is wrong with people???? Why am I the only one I know who cares???

#like yes mom this has really fuckingn upset me #why don’t you try being the only person in your life (offline) who gives a shit about mass murder #and torture and war crimes and starvation and beating and illegal occupation #and every other bullshit thing Israel has done #we’re talking about an entire county of people who are so violently prolife they like to scream at teen girls outside abortion clinics #but they won’t say shit about THOUSANDS UPON THOUSANDS of Palestinian children dying #it’s all just ‘collateral damage’ #free palestine #palestine #things that fucking matter #boycott israel #save gaza #fuck israel #gaza #free gaza #israel #fuck the idf

[veliseraptor]

you know what maybe i should've written a shorter version of that post that just ran "the desire of doms and/or sadists are real, we are not simply a kink dispenser for the kink dispensee but actually do have our own subjectivity" since apparently the other one got too complicated

#important text posts #i'm having a very cranky afternoon you see #i love how. people apparently read the screencap and then skipped over the rest of the post apparently #the point isn't 'oh then who's going to top the subs hyuk hyuk' #'these people are soooo dumb for not thinking of THAT' #the point is 'you're centering the experience of a certain category of person and either degrading or writing out the experience of others' #'you are positioning doms/sadists as an object. of suspicion or desire but ether way an object lacking subjectivity' #'doms aren't necessary' okay so what are you going to do with them huh #i don't want to be necessary. #ughhhh. i'm getting offline #lise's aggressively bitchy opinions about irrelevant and unimportant matters

[tomb-mold]

coming on here legit makes me depressed. but so does my real life so like . 🙄🙄🙄

#don’t get me wrong i do love it here and i have a lot of fun #but i genuinely would probably be much happier if i were completely offline #probably only a matter of time

[spacenintendogs]

man.

#paranoia abt ppl not liking me is the worst i think #it's what rlly keeps me down #the anxiety of it all #online and offline #rose rants #it's not debilitating rn but it crosses my mind & i think abt it #the way i hyperfocus on minute changes in how ppl interact with me #esp online #even tho ppl not liking me is inevitable #not everyone in the world can or will like me #bc human beings #and it's so easy to be like 'yea ignore those ppl' or say they don't matter in your life #and they don't! or i get why they shouldn't! #but like. even if i don't like them i can't stand the thought that i made someone upset or angry or see me & think #yea she sucks #& leave them with a bad taste in their mouth #which i suppose goes with my constant ppl pleasing #& putting others emotions & wants before mine

[aropride]

also im confused by the like. online culture shift from a couple years ago where tagging something as a trigger started being seen as equivalent to condemnation of it? like someone tagging something "tw blue" doesn't mean they hate the color blue and think no one should like it, it just means they're trigger tagging it for someone who needs it. and tagging something "green tw" doesn't show how smart and correct u are for disliking green.

#text #i started seeing it in 2020 when ppl were like 'you cant tag tw jsch.latt because putting a tw on a real person is dehumanizing' #which . is so confusing to me like . where does dehumanization come into this ? #it's just a warning tag ??? #whatever this doesn't matter offline

[iwonderwh0]

Hankcon is indeed problematic as ship, but not for the reasons antis think it is, but because of repeated and explicit death threats from Hank's side.

#but in any case whoever think that “problematic” ships are like real-world type of a problem need to go touch some grass #go talk to some real people offline who aren't as chronically online #because none of it literally matters #btw ships that aren't even a little bit problematic (meaning they don't make st least someone angry) are boring #hankcon

[theclosetedskeleton]

if im not online today that much i apologize

#psa to like nobody bc me being offline is not a big deal +doesnt matter #im sorry its just one of those days/neg #closet rambles again on tumblr

[hunybody]

IS THERE FOR REAL A NEW SEASON OF THE WITCHER?? AND NOBODY FUCKING TOLD ME…

#IT DOESNT MATTER THAT IVE BEEN OFFLINE. YOU SHOULDVE SENT A BIRD. #my posts

[rainboworm]

Q!ANTOINE HAS SECRET CAMERAS IN PEOPLES BASES??

#caps tw #i spend time offline for ONE day #q!antoine is a silly guy i will defend him no matter what #qsmp

[veliseraptor]

i knew there was going to be an "ideal modern au job" poll for xue yang and i knew i was going to hate it and what do you know, i was correct

#important text posts #lise's aggressively bitchy opinions about irrelevant and unimportant matters #i was kind of hoping we'd get away without one but. nope #anyway. i'm off to go be cranky offline #read the new volume of erha maybe #play bg3 definitely

[sodrippy]

why do book transfers at the library take so long girl youre making me ration out my current book 😭

#getting a book to a different branch in the same city should not take more than 50 minutes. send a guy out on the metro its not that hard #to be clear im not even super impatient the system here just takes at least 2-3 weeks which i find insane #+ im reading a series right now if it were a standalone book i also wouldnt care so much #trying to find offline activities to do but its like. well cant finish this book too fast #cant start my paint kit bc im waiting to use it during layoff #i could embroider but i won't. for some reason #i also could just paint now it doesnt really matter that much...