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cilliansdove · 11 months
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PICK UP || tommy shelby oneshot
pairings: tommy shelby x fem!reader
warnings: fluff x angst
word count: 2304
summary: nobody answers tommy’s call late at night. Apart from one person.
a/n: This is my writing and I take full credit for it so please do not copy x paste/rewrite the writing. You may repost/like/comment etc. Enjoy reading!!
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Studying again.
I couldn’t remember the last time I had gotten a good nights rest because of studying.
It would be worth it though, for that fucking doctors degree.
Doctor y/l/n.
The phone rang, causing me to snap out of my haze, “Hello?”
There was a silence on the other line.
“Hello? Who is this?” I questioned.
Considering how late it was, it was odd for the phone to go off.
Although silent, I could hear someone exhaling from the other line.
As I was about to hang up, they spoke gruffly, “It’s me, Tommy.”
My heart skipped a beat at the sound of his voice.
As kids, we were close. So very close with one another. But when the war came about we drifted and his return home just made matters worse.
He was quiet. Like the boy he was when he got told off, he was quiet.
“Is everything okay, Tommy? It’s awfully late, shouldn’t you be asleep?”
“I don’t sleep,” he sighed, “As for you, I should be asking the same question.”
“I’m studying.”
The line went quiet. Again.
“I take it you still want to be a doctor then, ay?” He smiled briefly.
I hummed, “Yeah, I do,” I shifted in my desk chair and rested my head on the back of the chair, “What’s the matter then, Tom?”
I hadn’t called him Tom in so many years. It was nice to hear his voice, I will admit, but I was convinced there was a reason he called.
“Just wanted someone to pick up the phone. You’re the only one who did.”
My heart dropped slightly and I frowned, “Where are you, Tommy?”
“In my house. Arrow House.”
Of course. I smiled to myself. He had done well for himself.
I wasn’t at all surprised that he lived there. I suppose he did deserve it after all.
“Y/n/n?” He called out.
“Yes, Tom?”
I waited for what he was going to say.
“Come over?”
Shaking my head I rested my pen on the table, “It’s late Tommy, you should go to-”
“Please, Y/n,” he begged, “Please.”
Reluctantly I agreed and made my way to his house swiftly.
I was lucky. The streets were empty as were the country roads. I dragged my feet all the way to his front door and knocked twice.
Tommy opened the door. He looked awful. But he took my long coat and hung it on the rack regardless.
I only wore my night slip underneath, however, it wasn’t see-through and it was also long, like my coat was.
When I walked through the door he practically fell into my arms and buried his head into my neck.
Scared, I just decided to hold him and stroke the ends of his hair whilst rocking the both of us back and forth.
He grumbled softly, “I missed you.”
Tommy moved his head to look down at me. I wasn’t intimidated by his presence one bit.
Yes, he was the Thomas Shelby. However, to me, he was just simple old Tommy.
My Tommy.
Holding his hand I told him politely, “Talk to me.”
Slowly, he dragged us up the stairs of his home and into his grand bedroom where he sat down on the edge of his bed and made me stand.
In search of comfort, he wrapped his arms around my waist gently and I chose to bury my hands in his short hair.
I was glad to be wearing a night slip that covered all of me from neck to feet.
“My wife, Grace. Those bastards, “he paused, “Those fucking bastards, killed her, Y/n.”
My heart broke for him. Tommy didn’t deserve what had happened to him. Not one bit.
I felt a tear slip through my clothing, dampening it. But I didn’t care, not one part of me cared. Because he was crying. And Tommy didn’t cry. Ever.
“Hey,” I cooed, “It’s alright, Tom…it’s okay, shh….”
I gently rubbed the back of his neck and his shoulders slightly, trying to release the tension in them.
He lifted his face up from my waist and looked at me with such sadness.
“Lay down with me,” he begged.
I shook my head, “Tommy I can’t…I shouldn’t even be here.”
“Do you have someone, Y/n?”
The question took me by surprise.
“No. I don’t.” I looked down at the ground. At the grand age of nearly thirty, it was embarrassing for me to not be wed.
I was a few years younger than Tommy, and Aunt Polly had always guessed I’d grow closer with John due to the closeness in age.
And yes, both him and I are close. However, my bond with Thomas was one no other could compete with.
“Then lay with me, Y/n/n, please.”
I couldn’t cope with the eyes he gave me, and so I did as he pleased.
His body was completely tucked into my side as he grabbed my hips and breathed my scent in.
I tried talking to him with words as well as my presence, “You do your best, Tom. Your always there for your family, but they’re never there when you need them. I don’t get it.”
He gripped me just that little bit tighter, “But you are,” he looked up again, “You’re always there. I haven’t seen you for years but you answered the phone and you’re here now. I don’t get it.”
I swallowed the lump in my throat and simply told him the truth, “I have and always will love you, Thomas. Since I was twelve years old and you were fourteen, nearly fifteen, I think I’ve always loved you since. So yes, I came here when you asked. And yes I answered the phone. But I came here, because I never stopped loving you.”
A tear slid down my face and I was confused because I didn’t even understand why I was crying.
Tommy pushed himself off of me and sat up on the pillows. He was the same level as me now, but he gestured it was my turn for some comfort.
“I know you want to, Y/n,” he smiled, “Go on.”
I sobbed and moved my body down to rest on his chest. The tears wouldn’t stop flowing and I gripped his shirt whilst my leg hung loosely against his thigh.
I felt Tommy’s fingers tangle in my hair as his other hand rubbed my thigh gently. Then I felt it had moved to my lower back, and then to the curve of my arse.
His breathing was like a favourite song of mine. I could listen to it over and over and over yet I would never grow tired of it. It would lull me to sleep, but also make me feel so alive and comfortable at the same time. Like a blanket that wrapped itself around me and I didn’t need to do anything apart from cuddling myself closer into it.
And I did. I held myself closer to Tommy than ever before. And whilst my lips lay so close to the pulsing of his neck, I couldn’t bare to push them closer to his skin, for it would be a sin.
But I could feel his fingers, they weren’t moving now. They just held still on the curve. He was waiting.
For me.
Waiting for me…
He was like a drug to me, I couldn’t get enough. And the urge was overwhelming my senses and before I knew it my lips touched the skin of his neck. And then my tongue.
Before I realised, I was now laying on my back with his mouth against mine, melting and moving so gently against one another.
I pushed my hand against his chest in order to push him off but he grunted.
“Don’t push me away.”
I didn’t know how to respond.
I loved Tommy, but this wasn’t right. He was upset. I was upset.
“Tom, no,” I pushed him away again, “Stop,” I whispered.
He lifted himself off of me and moved his legs over the bed facing his back to me.
Fuck sakes.
“You don’t want me?” He asked.
Shaking my head, I sat up and knelt over to where he was sat, and trailed my lips up from his neck, to his earlobe.
“I’ve always wanted you…but not tonight. It’s not right to do this, now.”
He stood up and faced me, “Why not!?”
His impatience turned to anger and I frowned at him, “Tommy you need to take a breath.”
His breathing wouldn’t slow down and I stood up rapidly to hold him before he got any worse.
Tommy’s knees were buckling and he took us both straight to the floor, I was kneeling as his head was flat on my lap with his tears sinking into my slip again.
“Shhh…Tommy,” I whispered out, “It’s okay but you need to calm down now. I’m just trying to help you.”
Once I heard his breathing slow again, I pulled him up, “C’mon. You need to sleep.”
It was evident in his eyes that he was craving rest. And a long one at that.
I sat him on the edge of his bed and began to unbutton his crumpled shirt.
His bare chest was on show and I couldn’t help but stare.
“You like what you see?” He teased.
I slapped his shoulder gently, “Shut up,” I tried to hide my smile but it caved through. He smiled back at me.
Again, he stood up.
But he took both my hands and placed them behind his neck, and lifted me to stand on his toes.
“What’re you doing, Tommy?” I squealed.
“You’re not a very good dancer, Love. So I thought I’d help you out, ay.”
His hands trailed on my waist as he began to move his feet, swaying us and making me laugh.
“I could never get tired of hearing you laugh, Y/n,” he stated.
I smiled into his chest and traced the tattoo on his shoulder.
He put me down back onto my own feet again and I looked up at him tiredly.
“You’re tired,” he frowned.
I yawned in response and just continued to rest my head against him ,”Mhm…”
“You’re not going back home, Y/n. Not at this hour and especially not on your own.”
We stared at each other in silence but one of my straps fell of my shoulder.
The both of us went to lift it back up, making our hands touch.
I gasped at the contact even though we were kissing just mere seconds ago.
I moved my hand away however and he chose to lift my strap back up.
Too tired to walk, Tommy picked me up bridal-style and placed me under the duvet.
I smiled tiredly up at him, “I don’t want to be a burden, Tommy. Where will you sleep?”
“On the sofa, downstairs,” he leant down to kiss my forehead.
I felt his lips kiss the skin of my head and my cheeks warmed, “And you’ll never be a burden to me.”
He went to walk away but I couldn’t help myself. I sat up again, using my strength to, and grabbed his hand.
“I just tucked you into bed, silly.”
“Stay. It’s bad enough that I’m sleeping in your bed, Tommy. Please…stay,” I shrugged.
Giving in, he stayed.
I turned away out of politeness so he could dress into his nightwear, which were just a pair of boxer shorts, and he finally came into bed with me.
My head lulled forward as my eyes were closing quickly.
Holding my figure, Tommy lifted up my chin so I would look at him, “Come here, Love.”
He lay down and brought me with him, pulling my head down to his chest again.
As if it was natural to him, his fingers waved their way back into my hair, massaging the roots of my scalp making me more tired than before.
“Stop fighting sleep, Y/n. Just rest,” Tommy continued to massage my scalp, “I’ll still be here when you wake.”
“Promise me?” I asked tiredly.
“Promise.”
I leant up a final time to kiss his cheek. My lips lingered there a second too long as I could feel his lips slowly meet mine in a slow and loving kiss.
I moved both my legs so they would rest on each side of his, and ground my hips down, not meaning to push his cock.
He groaned into my mouth, “Not now, Y/n, you’re tired.”
“I know.”
We pulled apart and rested our foreheads together.
“I should’ve told you years ago that I loved you, Y/n. And I’m sorry I left after the war. Left you. But I just assumed that’s what was best.”
I smiled sympathetically, “It’s okay, Tom,” I kissed him again, “I understood. At the time maybe I didn’t, but I did after awhile. And I was fine with it. But I can’t leave you again, Tom. You can’t leave me.”
I began to cry again, and he stilled.
Pushing the hair out my face, he kissed me promisingly, “I would never leave you again, Love. If I can promise you one thing, it’s that.”
Tommy lay me down once and for all and rubbed my back as I was on my side.
“I love you,” I said.
“I love you too.”
My eyes closed slowly as I drifted into a sleep, resting against the man I loved.
What I didn’t expect, was when I woke, he was still there, but sleeping. Fast asleep.
I’d never seen him look so at peace.
Deciding to let him rest, I too, fell asleep again, to the sound of his soft snores and the call of wood pigeons.
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mylifestylearedilfs · 9 months
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⇢ ˗ˏˋ cillian murphy x daughter!reader ࿐ྂ
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*ੈ✩‧₊˚ WASHING MACHINE HEART : angst ; imagine ; all is fictional ; cillian is a bad parent here (probably a great father irl)
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_________ ׂׂૢ་༘࿐ BEING THE OLDEST childnever had been easy. y/n was cillian & his wife's first child, but she wasn’t wanted by them; she wasn’t in their plans. they were just before marriage when y/n was born, and she totally ruined all of their plans. unfortunately, she wasn’t this kind of child who was unexpected but loved anyway. maybe her mom paid attention to her when she was a newborn because she has this maternal instinct. but everything has changed since her brothers were born; they were the apple of her parents' eyes. they have always had the attention and affection of both of her parents; even if cillian was filming a new movie and didn’t have time for anything, he had time for his boys.
her parents always wanted the best for their boys; they have everything they asked for, and she was in the shadow of her brothers. she never heard her parents say ‘i love you’ to her. her childhood was full of crying and wondering, ‘why don't my parents want me?’ she was jealous of her younger siblings, she wanted to be loved like they were.
but the worst part of this came when she started to be a teenager. she started to understand more than she could as a child, but the nightmare didn’t stop. she started to be aware of the fact that her parents never really wanted her, and she could not do anything to make them love her. she was trying her hardest to get her parents' attention. she even signed herself up for a drama club because she wanted to have common interests with her dad and make him proud. but he never showed up for her performance because one of her brothers always had his own performance in theater, and he chose him, just like always.
she remembered, like today, her play where she was playing the main role, and after the show, she was looking for her parents in the audience, but nobody was there. she was still a kid, crying at the scene because her parents didn’t care about her, even on an important day like this one. she was doing all of this acting because she thought that her dad would be proud of her, and she wasn’t even enjoying it. she wasn’t happy doing that; she just thought her dad would be happy.
seeing other people her age having the best time with their families makes her wonder why her parents hate her so much and what she has done for this type of life. watching happy families makes her suddenly feel like a child who begs her father to pay attention to her.
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years passed, and she had her eighteenth birthday. it was supposed to be her happiest day in life because she started to be an adult, but of course nothing can be perfect, even for one day in the year. she wanted to celebrate this day with her family, but when she came to the living room, everyone was acting like they forgot what day it was.
she was mad. she had enough of being ignored all her life; all she wanted was to be loved by her parents and have a bit of attention this day. without thinking, she grabbed the family photo she wasn’t even be at and threw it on the floor. watching as the glass broke into small pieces.
“what is wrong with you y/n?!” her dad snapped at her, didn’t understanding what she was doing.
“what is wrong with me?! you-” she didn’t realize that tears were streaming down her cheeks. “you don’t care about me; you don’t give a shit about me” cillian wanted to say something, but she interrupted him. “you shouldn’t just make people if you are going to treat them like shit and make them think they do something wrong their whole life.” at this moment, she just broke into tears as she looked at her father’s face, and without saying a word, she came back to her room.
she didn't deserve it. she didn't deserve it at all.
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⇢ ˗ˏˋ thank you for attention! and im sorry for any mistakes. and remember it’s all fictional, cillian is probably great father but i wanted to write something like this. take care!
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vinnieswife · 11 months
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Forbidden love
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Sukuna Ryomen x reader
words: 961
warnings: main characters death.
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In the depths of a lush and enchanting forest, bathed in dappled sunlight, two figures moved silently among the ancient trees. You, a noble woman with flowing hair, and Sukuna, a rugged and mysterious criminal with a hidden gold heart, found solace in the solitude of the forest.
Your love, forbidden by the laws of class, had led you to this hidden refuge where you could exchange affection away from prying eyes. Hand in hand, you ventured deeper into the forest, your hearts filled with a mixture of fear and longing.
The air was filled with the sweet scent of blooming wildflowers, and the melody of bird songs followed your every step. Beams of sunlight illuminated the path ahead, creating a whimsical atmosphere. As you walked, your whispered conversations floated softly on the breeze. "come on just say please and i'll give it to you" you said running with his necklace, he easily caught you "you know i never beg love", you laughed at his response giving the necklace back.
"Y/n, my love," Sukuna whispered, his voice filled with tender longing. "Though our love may be forbidden, my heart beats only for you. Every moment we spend together is worth the risk."
Your eyes shimmered with unshed tears as you tightly squeezed Sukuna's hand. "I too would defy the world for the sake of our love," you confessed. "But the consequences could be terrible, Sukuna. We must be cautious."
You reached a clearing where a small brook trickled through moss-covered stones. The sound of running water provided a soothing backdrop for your stolen moments. Sukuna released your hand and stepped closer, his gaze filled with an intensity that stirred his soul.
"My dear," he whispered, his voice husky with desire. "Let us forget the restrictions of the world, if only for a moment. Allow me to hold you and let us share a stolen kiss."
Your heart raced with anticipation and the allure of forbidden love. Sukuna closed the distance between you, your breath mingling as your lips finally met in a passionate embrace. Time stood still as your bodies intertwined, and the world faded away, leaving only the love that bound you together.
You pulled apart, your foreheads resting gently against each other's. Your eyes brimmed with tears, a mixture of joy and sadness. "This... feels like a dream," you confessed, your voice trembling.
Sukuna held you tightly in his arms, providing a sense of security amidst the uncertainty. "Even if it is just a dream, it is our dream," he whispered.
The air is charged with anticipation as the rustling of leaves and the song of birds become the backdrop of an unlikely encounter. Your hands are intertwined, souls entangled in a love that society deems unacceptable.
Suddenly, the sound of approaching footsteps grows louder, accompanied by the clinking of armor. Your eyes widen in fear as you watch the city guards approach, led by your stern and inflexible father. Panic tinges Sukuna's eyes, but they remain steadfast, refusing to let their love extinguish.
"Y/n! What does this mean? How can you be involved with this bastard?" your father says venomously.
You tremble, tears filling your eyes, as Sukuna takes a step forward, their voice firm but laden with regret.
"Sir, I know my past is stained, but I love your daughter with every fiber of my being. I have changed. Please." You can't believe what you're hearing. "Please," you've never heard that word come out of their mouth before.
Your father continues his speech. "A criminal? Do you think you can corrupt our daughter? Our family deserves better. You are betrothed to the prince."
The guards, fueled by your parents' anger, approach, surrounding you both with unwavering authority. Your heart beats forcefully in your chest. "I can't choose who I love. Marrying the prince will be torture. He is arrogant and narcissistic. Our social status may improve, but I will have a life of misery. I'd rather have a mediocre life with the one I love than live in a palace gilded with gold with someone I don't want."
Your father turns a deaf ear to your plea. "Seize him! He will pay for his crimes, and my daughter will learn her place."
As the guards advance to arrest Sukuna, you cling to him. Your hand finds his, and just a look is enough to know his next move. You both quickly start running, as fast as your legs allow, the guards closing in on you, with no escape.
Soldiers' shouts echo in the background, increasing your nervousness. Sukuna gently but firmly holds your face. "Listen to me. I don't care what may happen after this. I want you to know that I love you more than anything and anyone. I promise I will search for you in a thousand and one lives." Tears fall from your eyes, knowing that your love is coming to an end. The guards are behind you, all armed with bows and spears, as one of them draws the bowstring, aiming with ruthless intent. The arrow's hiss cuts through the air, and time seems to slow down as it hurtles towards its target.
Seeing the arrow being released, Sukuna turns his body completely in an attempt to protect you, but sadly, he couldn't. Looking down, you see the arrow piercing through Sukuna's chest and yours. Your gazes connect, knowing that this is the end. Time seems to freeze as your lips meet in a final kiss.
The ancient forest bears witness to your tragic fate, its towering trees mourning the loss of a love deemed forbidden. Your spirits will always be entwined, finding solace in the knowledge that your love, though extinguished in this world, will live on for eternity.
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fuckingmilkovich · 10 months
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THE OTHER WOMAN by LANA DEL REY
lip gallagher x f!reader | angst | bad ending
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❛i’m the other woman. . .not the main character❜
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YOU were doing everything for philip to make him happy; you wanted the best for him. he was your everything, the only person who wanted to be in your life. you even dropped out of school to babysit liam every day, because you wanted to show lip that his family is also important to you.
you were in love with that boy; he was your soulmate, like a missing piece from your puzzle. maybe it was pathetic, but you didn’t see how really you were treating. people are saying that when you’re in love, you don’t see the character flaws of the person you admire. and that’s unfortunately true. he was an angel in your eyes; you loved how smart he was and how he cared about his family and his friends. yeah. . .but nobody likes how lip was treating you and doesn’t give a shit about you.
his siblings especially fiona was heartbroken watching how his brother was treating you. and using your naïveté to everything that he wasn’t wanting to do, like: groceries, cleaning or taking care of liam on weekend. you were doing all of that, because you wanted him to pay attention to you and make a confession how important you were for him.
when you started to saw karen in gallagher’s house at first you thought that she was only a friend, but then you started seeing the shine in his eyes when he was looking at karen. he seemed so happy with her, happier than he ever was with you. even when you sleep with each other, he doesn’t have this kind of shine in eyes, he probably just like sex and the fact, that you have feelings for him.
·˚ ༘₊· ͟͟͞͞꒰➳ ⸻⸻⸻ ❝sometimes i look at myself in the mirror, wondering why i’m not enough, why every person i have met hurt my little heart. why i’m not pretty or interesting enough, wondering when it will be my turn to be happy.❞ ⸻⸻⸻ ✯
YOU were done. right now, you are sitting on Lip’s bed, waiting for him to get out of the bathroom. you wanted to confess how he made you feel about yourself. you didn’t remember a single night when you weren’t crying yourself to sleep, or thinking about philip. you've enough; you realize that you’re destroying yourself, and you need to say stop. you were disgusted with yourself for how easily you gave him permission to manipulate you with these sweet words of his. how stupid you were to believe that you finally have someone who cares about you.
because of your relationship with philip you weren’t able to look at yourself in the mirror without crying about how pathetic you are. you don’t understand why people are like that for you, i just wanted to be happy, you thought.
when you saw a tall man enter the room, you just sighed, and your eyes started to water.
“what are you doing here?” he said, looking strangely at you.
“you don’t care about me, do you?” he lifted his brows, clueless about what you were saying. “why you treat me like shit, like a fucking toy you like to use to do your duties, and you like to fuck sometimes?”
he just chuckled at you as you frowned. “why are you laughing at me?”
“you never say you don’t want to do all this, it’s not my fault you are stupid and do everything i said.” when you heard his words, you could not believe blind you were, to not see that lip was an asshole.
“i was doing all that shit because i fucking love you!” you shouted, and he just laughed again.
“y/n. . .i would never love someone like you, you are so pathetic, y/n” he said without emotion in his voice, doesn’t even look at you.
“i love you anyway.” it was everything you can say with tears in your eyes; you weren’t lying, though. you love him, even if he treated you like shit you know that he was the only person you truly admired. you were addicted to him.
“i don’t care”
“that’s fine,” you said, leaving the room, sobbing. you know that you will always be the other woman for everyone.
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sorry for any mistakes!!
thank you for attention:))
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violettev4lentine · 1 year
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broken promises 🥀 d.m
pairing: d.m x y/n
summary: draco and reader have been dating ever since they became childhood bestfriends. acting cold and distant, reader suspects that her lover and the new girl have been getting cozy. confirming her suspicions, draco ends it on a heartbreaking note.
word count: 1.1k
cw: angst, no happy ending, harsh words, curse words, implications of cheating
blurb/one-shot
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these past few days your boyfriend has been...off. you noticed it started happening ever since that new girl, astoria greengrass, transferred with her sister daphne. you weren’t daft. if anything you were far from stupid. you saw the longing stars and the sneaky looks they gave each other. every glance you could feel strings in your heart being tugged. you tried playing it off as your imagination, but draco’s personality these past few days contradicted everything you stood for.
“draco?” you said, shaking his shoulder lightly to snap him from his daydream. coincidentally, his daydreaming has led his eyes to fall directly onto astoria from across the table. “are you incapable of eating by yourself or something? can you stop disturbing me.” he said in a cold voice, making you flinch and the others on the table stare at the two of you. “yo mate. you alright? don’t tell me the slytherin queen and king are breaking up.” blaise said while chuckling lightly. draco shot him a glare making blaise’s laughter quiet down. pansy gave you a solemn look from beside you. you sigh inwardly, knowing that she’ll want to talk with you later.
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“this isn’t healthy (y/n). you have to admit it. i think everyone notices how he basically undresses her with his eyes.” pansy said laying on your bed and looking at the red tapestry hanging on the frame. you felt a knot in your throat as you spoke, “i trust him pansy. he’s probably just curious because she’s new.” the phrase seeming to try and convince yourself more then pansy. she looked at you and sighed sadly before getting up and leaving the room. you looked at the door as it closed, feeling empty once again. a wave of determination filled you as you decided that you were going to demand an answer from your boyfriend. 
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draco stared at you lovingly as you danced across the daisy filled field, your hair and white sundress flowing in the wind and a slow song playing in the background. “draco dance with me!” you giggle as you offer him your hand. he takes your hand and holds your waist while looking into your eyes. swaying to the music and your head buried in the nook of his neck you asked, “do you think life will be this perfect once we graduate? what if you don’t love me the same way.” you pouted. “any life with you no matter how long is going to be perfect darling.” he kissed your forehead and chuckled at your childish antics. “okay then promise me that we’ll never hurt each other!” you furrowed your eyebrows, exclaiming childishly. he rolled his eyes playfully before sighing, “really my love? i promise i’ll love you till this damned earth burns.”  ________________________________________________________________
you rushed out of your room, sweating dripping from your forehead from anxiety. what if it turned out he really was inlove with her and wanted to break up with you after you confront him? your 4 year relationship with your childhood lover would end simply because you weren’t enough for him. meanwhile, draco and astoria were snogging in a broom closet, unbeknownst to you.
“dray baby, when will you break up with her. i hate sneaking around with you and seeing her being able to love you in public hurts me.” the brunette said, looking at him with her doe eyes. “wait a little more dove. you know my parents won’t be happy if i break her heart. i’m only keeping her around for the money and to please my parents.” draco said while cupping astoria’s cheek before gripping her waist and pulling her into another kiss.
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you were frantic, looking for any sign of draco anywhere. it was like he disappeared out of thin air. you asked his bestfriends and all you got was a shrug with guilt in their eyes. it was like they knew. your stomach dropped when you realized astoria was missing as well. you knew this when you passed by daphne seeming to look for someone as well. you turned around a dark corner giving up hope when you heard it. a soft moan of draco’s name stopped you in your tracks. your eyes brimming with tears threatening to fall and your heart was in your throat. you turned around and spotted a small broom cupboard, big enough to fit at least 2 people. 
your hands were shaking as you gripped the door handle and swung it open, a loud gasp leaving your mouth and a shaky hand comes to cover it. to your horror, you find draco and astoria in the middle of something forbidden.
“(y/n) i can explain-” draco’s eyes widened as he reached his hand out. you backed away and scoffed. “and here i was, finding you to fix things in our relationship.” astoria ran away shyly, her knuckles fisting her unbuttoned blouse. draco stepped out of the broom closet and looked at the ground in shame. “really? after 4 years, you throw me away for a girl you just met?” “yet i loved her more then i ever loved you.” his reply made you lose your balance for a split moment as you choked back a sob. “what did she have to offer that i couldn’t? was i not pretty enough? were you getting sick of my affection?” you rambled as your voice started getting louder. draco looked to the side, a cold and inattentive look on his face. “i was just bored. i needed something new. it’s not that deep. get over it.” you snapped and all you could see was red.
“bored really?! that’s your lame excuse? didn’t we promise we would never hurt each other?”
“we were dumb and immature back then. grow up gosh.” 
“wasn’t i ever good enough for you draco?”
“you never were.”
you stared at him, feeling the tears streaming down your face. each sentence being like a dagger stabbing you repeatedly. you felt bitter and a hole was left in your heart. without saying another word, you left him there, staring at your fading figure. 
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deadghosy · 2 years
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You being stuck with Finney Blake
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(Tw: attempted r@pe, sa, finney literally gonna get feral, violence, blood, scars)
You and Finn were walking to his house when it happened.
The kidnapping. Finney attacked the grabber when he first took you out.
When Finney woke up, he made sure you were okay first. He loves you very much that he would die for you.
“Y/N!? Are you okay?” “Are you awake?” *checks your breathing* he soon calms down when he hears you breathing normally.
Finney looked to the side to see, (that ugly, and musty ass man) the grabber. Finn pulls your body behind him, glaring at the man that’s just sitting there watching every move you both do.
“What did you do to them.” Finney yelled at him. He wanted to know that you really were okay.
“Nothing at all, just gave them the same stuff to knock them out.” The grabber said softly. Finney scoffed at the man at the way he was acting like he cares about you.
Finn made sure you didn’t have any bruises on you. He saw that you had a little bit of dirt in your face so he dusted that off. His eyes softened at the way you looked, but he quickly stopped cause this wasn’t the time to be dazed.
You woke up in Finn’s arm confused and scared. You whimpered known pain as your side was hurting. “Y/n?! Are you okay?!”
You nodded as you looked around to see where you were at. Your eye widened and you started to look around quickly. Your heart started pounding as you looked at the man that is sitting down in front of both of y’all
“It’s okay. It’s okay. I’m here, I’ll protect you okay?”
You nodded as you slowly calmed down. Finn turned to look at the man. Your stomach had growled painfully as you hadn’t eat much today. Finn looks at frowning at the face you made at your stomach. Finn then turns around to glare at the man still watching h them. Finney holds you closer to his body.
“They’re hungry. Give them food.” Finn didn’t even wanted be polite to the man who hurt you.
“Sorry I can’t bring you both anything to eat. You’ll just have to wait.” The grabber said
Finney’s glare hardened. Right now he wanted to tear the bastard apart, but he couldn’t cause he was also holding you. He didn’t want you be scared here. He wants you to be safe with him right now with you in his arms.
“Is there someone upstairs who will see you bring us food?” Finn questioned. Still holding you as you look anxiously at the man who still stares at you.
“Don’t worry about that.” He said
“If you weren’t gonna feed them or me..then why’d you even come down here?” Finn asked suspiciously
“Just to look at you both.” He said, but mostly he was looking at you the most.
Finn noticed this and push you farther behind him, blocking the man’s view on your figure. The grabber clicks his tounge and gets up. Finn’s eyes still on the man as he is walking out of the door and locking it.
Time skip ⏭
You and Finn are sleeping when suddenly the phone rings. You grumble at the sound as it was annoying. Finn hold you tighter to his body as you move away from him. “Finney let me go please..” you grumble more. Finn shook his head no as he grabbed you more tighter. You sighed and surrender to Finn’s strength around you. Both of you falling asleep.
What you didn’t hear, was the door unlocking.
The grabber didn’t know what was so special about you…but he liked how angelic you looked. He liked how perfect your eyes are shaped…he just likes everything about your scared figure.
The grabber softly pulled you off of finn’s grip. The grabber looked how beautiful you looked, he looked how peaceful you looked, how innocent you looked.
He slowly put his cold hands up your shirt, seeing how you turned in your sleep while whimpering at the coldness you felt for his hands. You slowly opened your eyes not feeling the body warmth you liked. Your eyes widened at the fact the grabber looked like he was smiling at you wide awake. You were about to scream when he puts his hand over your mouth.
“Be quiet or I’ll gut your pretty little body.” He said quietly but creepily as he moves his hand down more to your pants. You start to tear up, praying that Finn wakes up to protect you.
Finn always protected you like robin but never fighting. It was more of Finn dragging you out of trouble or getting hurt. He was always protective of you when you first met in first grade.
The grabber slowly unbutton your pants as you close your eyes in fear. You started sobbing lightly praying Finn would hear it at least. “Don’t cry, your too perfect to cry.” He said
Before he could even pull your pants down, Finn got on top of the grabber and started letting out his anger on him. He didn’t care that he didn’t know how to fight. He wasn’t gonna let some disgusting man touch you like that.
“DONT TOUCH THEM ASSHOLE!” Finn yelled while still punching him. Finn bites his ear as the grabber yells in pain and throws Finn off him. Finn gets up quick and runs to you pushing you behind him while getting in a stance to fuck this man up and glaring at him for touching you. If looks could kill, he would be 60 feet below you.
The grabber glares at Finn while walking towards the both of you, Finn bull rushes him while you took action and kick behind his legs making the man hit the floor hard. He got in shock while Finn started punching his face repeatedly, he was filled with anger. He was full of rage. After the grabber had stop moving, Finn looks at you finally realizing what he did. Finn’s knuckles covered in blood and his hair being sweaty.
Finn gets off of him and makes sure you are okay mentally and physically. “N/n..are you okay? Did he touch anywhere else…” he says while buttoning your pants. He didn’t like what he did to you.
You shook your head no, still traumatized by the whole thing. “Cmon, let’s go” finney said he couldn’t believe that he actually fought someone, but right now all that mattered was you being okay and safe.
Finn hold your hand, and drags you out to the opening where you could finally leave.
┆I hope you like this cause i didn’t do much stuff that is like in the movie but I hope you all like this cause this is something not to joke about. Love you all my ghost!!
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wordsarelife · 1 year
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quill kipps, enemies to lovers, and y/n is best friends with lockwood, like a little sister to him
—i know places
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pairing: quill kipps x lockwood!reader, anthony lockwood x cousin/sister!reader
summary: quill and y/n have been together for some time now, leaving their former enemies status behind, everything is going well, that is, until lockwood finds out about them
warnings: sexual themes
authors note: I know, I'm sorry, its not directly enemies to lovers but I wanted to keep it interesting. you could let me now if I should write a prequel though, for example how quill and y/n got together!!
note: ages: lucy, lockwood and george = 19 / y/n = 18, quill = 20
you were sitting at the kitchen table, waiting for the rest of your family to make their way downstairs. you had set the table beautifully, even picking up a few flowers from the garden.
this was your way of apologising after everything that had happened yesterday
well it was mostly Quill's fault.. but lets start at the beginning
you had hated Quill Kipps ever since you had first met him. mostly because Anthony did, and when Anthony did something, you would often do the same.
in many ways he was more than just your cousin, he was your brother. growing up you had always just had each other and you knew that you meant everything to him. at least he meant everything to you.
when the agency had gotten into a serious situation, where it was hard to cover the expenses of the house and still keeping your bodies alive with food and water, you had worked more than one job.
for a while you had worked on Kipps team as a researcher, until they were able to find Bobby. it wasn't like you liked it, but the pay was good and you preferred it better than living on the streets. even Lockwood had seemed to be fine with it. the moment you had escaped most of your debt, you had quit and for the most part that was it
well until you noticed that during your work, you and Quill had both grown quite interested in each other. so you went on a date, and another and another. at first it was awkward, but after some time it was normal to you. even if you were now sneaking around. fighting in front of Lockwood and kissing behind his back.
in some way it seemed to turn you both on. you weren't sure if that was healthy though, even if you did have a more than healthy relationship with Quill.
you had been together for the last two years and successfully kept it a secret. well, that brings us to yesterday.
there had been a case where Lockwood was actually on board to take the whole team to the library to do some research (even he realized that is was far too important for him to mess up) and to Lockwood’s usually luck (or lack of) Quill and his team had been there as well.
“Tony!” Quill had greeted “Tony junior” he raised his brows at you and watched as you rolled your eyes while laughing, luckily Anthony didn’t notice the endearing look you were giving each other
“Kipps” Anthony muttered in greeting
“finally the great Anthony Lockwood has to do some actual work too, huh?” Quill joked to which Anthony stumbled up onto his feet “oh! are you about to fight me?”
you stepped up behind Anthony to stop him from doing something stupid. you knew that he and the agency were still being watched. no use in fighting with a fittes agent.
“let me handle this” you patted your cousins shoulder
“he won’t, but i will. we’re discussing that now” you send a wink in Quill’s direction, taking his arm and sending Anthony, Lucy and George a serious nod, before you dragged the older boy behind you
“y/n?” Anthony had called out in confusion
“it’s fine, Ant”
Quill stepped into the broom closet behind you.
“we don’t have much time” you mumbled, before your hands went up to the sides of his face and dragged him towards you
“at least a few minutes will be enough for now” Quill muttered until he finally connected your lips.
like most of the times when you were like this, you didn’t notice how much time passed. you were so lost in each other, you didn’t even know what you were doing anymore. than, finally, the door was opened and light streamed into the dim light room.
your broke the kiss turning around at who had opened the door. the shock you felt when you noticed it was Anthony was indescribable.
Anthony’s sight was even worse. there was you, his little cousin— sister. your blouse had been unbuttoned, your red bra showing, your skirt had turned a bit and your hair and lipstick looked like you had gotten ready in a broom closet. next to you, kipps, shirt wide open, hair in an even messier state than yours and lipstick all over his face and neck.
before you could react, Anthony had walked forward and hit the wall with Quills back, holding him against it.
“Ant” you had shrieked
luckily, George and Lucy had heard the sound of Quills body hitting the wall and walked into the room, inspecting what was going on
“shit” muttered George upon your disheveled sight
Lucy tried to bring Anthony away from Quill, but the boys grip was hard and he didn’t even move.
“what did you do?” Anthony screamed into Quill’s face, still holding him in place by his collar
“he didn’t do anything” you pleaded, tears collecting in your eyes. Lucy stepped next to you, embracing your body
“what?” Anthony let go of Quill, because he was so confused.
Lucy helped you button up your blouse while George held Anthony away from coming close to Quill, who was buttoning up his shirt too.
“we’re going home” Anthony finally decided
“what? no i—“
“—no discussion, y/n” he turned around and walked away, closely followed by George. Lucy send you a smile “i will wait outside” before she left the closet and closed the door softly
“that wasn’t how it was supposed to go, huh?” Quill brought you close to his chest and combed through you hair, while you were crying
“i have never seen him that angry at me” you muttered
“you know Lockwood” Quill said “he will come around. i bet he will be fine in an hour”
but that hadn’t been true. a few moments later, you and Lucy had made your way out of the library only to notice that Lockwood had already left without you. George had been standing at the entrance, looking like a little puppy who had been left by his owner.
you hadn’t seen Anthony the whole evening. normally when you two would fight, those were resolved in a span of minutes, never more than an hour. and you definitely never went to bed angry. well that night Anthony did just that.
so now in the morning, you had decided to gain back the sympathy of the group by making breakfast for everyone. you knew that it wouldn't be hard to apologise to Lucy and George (if you even had to do that, the last time you had seen them, none of them seemed to be angry with you, well maybe a bit confused in George's case). Anthony would be entirely different
"morning" you smiled when your friends entered the kitchen, followed by a still not happy looking Anthony Lockwood.
George and Lucy bid you a good morning as well, before sitting down at the table and smiling about your effort. Anthony was silent, just sitting down in his usual seat and looking away from you
"so" you said, sitting down as well "I made breakfast, to, you know, apologise for yesterday's -" you stopped, uncomfortably "-events"
"there's nothing to apologize for" George said smiling and your heart rested, knowing that you had at least Lucy and him on your side
Anthony folded the paper, he had briefly looked over and found your eyes. "well" he said "there is"
"yes" you nodded already knowing beforehand, that he would like an apology from you "I'm sorry"
"..for what?" Anthony smiled smugly, like you were kids again
"for seeing Kipps behind your back"
"and betraying me"
"betraying you? Ant, this is ridiculous, we're not twelve anymore, are we?"
Anthony crossed his arms, not saying anything
"okay" you breathed "I'm sorry for seeing Kipps behind your back and betraying you, are we fine now?"
"not yet" he shrugged "if I'm allowing you to still see him, I would like some questions answered"
"allowing?" you repeated, stunned. you looked towards Lucy who sent you a look, that basically said to entertain Anthonys antics as long he would accept your relationship after "okay, sure" you breathed "what do you want to know?"
"how long?" Anthony leaned forward, quipping a brow
"two years"
"two years?!" the boy bellowed angrily "you were sixteen?"
"yes" you said slowly "but Quill was still seventeen when we started dating"
"he's way too old for you"
"just a year and a half, Ant"
"still" he paused, thinking about what he was going to ask next "so... you've already been intimate with each other?"
"oh my god" you breathed and you could hear George's chair dragging back, he was quickly stopped from leaving by Lucy
"answer the question, y/n" Anthony send you a disapproving look. he hated it when you didn't play his stupid games
"yes" you said
"here as well?"
"Ant, I don't-" the look he was sending you was saying enough "here as well" you nodded
"so he is like your boyfriend and everything?"
"yes he is"
"I know I shouldn't have let you work for him when times were rough, I should've handled it myself"
"you know that you're not responsible for me, right Ant?" you asked softly, noticing how disheveled the boy really was. he seemed like a father who thought he had done something wrong in the upbringing of his daughter.
"of course I am" his eyes found yours and he didn't look as angry anymore "you're the only family I have left, practically my sister, I'm the older one and if something happened to you-"
"its just a boyfriend, Ant" you took his hand "nothing will happen to me, but if it helps, you can still look after me, even if I'm an adult now, I'm sure Quill doesn't mind"
"he better not" Anthony muttered, but you could see a hint of his signature smirk lurking behind his eyes
you stood up and walked around the table, hugging the boy
"are we fine now?" you asked softly
"of course we are" he smiled "but your door stays open when he's here"
"Ant" you groaned
"just kidding" he leaned towards Lucy and George "or was I?"
"I heard that"
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yourimagines · 5 months
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Chubby reader having a crush on Sean but then he makes fun of her weight which makes her feel embarrassed and super insecure and she leaves the gym till he comes and stops her......angst and fluff
I changed it a little bit, I hope you still like this. The end is a bit lame sorry 🥲
Hurt by you
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* English is not my first language I apologise
* Gif is not mine
* Triggers: swearing, bullying, angst, sadness and fluff
Y/N POV
Today was training day at the gym and that also means seeing Sean. The last few times he’s been acting a bit weird, avoiding me and stuff. I pulled up and walked into the gym. I saw already Sean but also Kyle and Adin. ‘Oh no why are they here today.’ I quickly signed in and went to the ladies locker room, changing my shoes and putting my bag in a locker. ‘Last time someone threw it in the trash bin.’ I grabbed my headphone and started a playlist. ‘Just ignore them those two.’ As I quickly walked past them. I saw them looking, Adin said something, causing them to laugh. ‘It’s nothing, just ignore them.’ I walked to the benches and started my training.
I was almost done with this one when Kyle walked up. I sighed and moved my headphone a bit. “Hey Y/N, I was wondering if you could move, I can’t see myself in the mirror.” He said with a smug smile on his face. I rolled my eyes and ignored him. “Oh come on Y/N is a joke.” I stopped and looked at him. “These jokes are a bit old don’t you think, we all know that I don’t cover up the whole wall.” “Yet, I don’t see you losing weight.” He laughs and walks away. ‘Okay that one hurt a bit.’ I placed my headphone back and tried to concentrate back on myself.
I was done and moved to the next one. Sean was sitting there, doing his own thing as Adin and Kyle where hanging around. ‘Ugh why does he hang out with them.’ I started my next training and saw Kyle nudging Sean. ‘Please don’t, please god for once.’ Sean smiled at me and signaled to his ear. I moved my headphone a bit and smiled. “Yes?” “Can you stop doing that, the whole bench is wiggling.” ‘See he doesn’t like you.’ “I’m sorry.” I stood up and packed my things. Adin was laughing. I moved to another bench as Sean kept looking. “Maybe you should start with your diet, it speeds things up you know.” He made a weird looking movement with his hands. “Your fat, that’s what am saying. It’s all moving around.”  ‘ouch that hurts from someone you have a crush on.’ Adin and Kyle are laughing patting Sean on his back. “It’s just a tip you know so don’t cry about it.” I nodded and packed my things. “Thanks for you’re tip, I hope it made your day.” I felt my eyes sting and quickly walked away, back to the locker rooms.
As I reached the ladies only lockers tears were falling. ‘Coming here is a challenge it’s self already.’ I grabbed my things out of the locker and walked away. My training bestie who is a lot skinnier what I am walked in “Hi Y/N, already done for today?” “Yes.” “Okay see ya next week then.” I hurried out of the room, holding my head down. “Y/N wait!” I turned around and saw Sean running up to me. “No just leave me alone Sean.” He stops and looks at me. “Look I’m sorry, I didn’t mean it.” “Then why did you say it to me, you clearly meant it.” He shook his head. “No I don’t, it was mean and I’m sorry.” I looked away. “Your playing a sick prank on me.. I see those two looking at us Sean, please stop…” my lip starts to tremble, as I tried not to cry in front of him. “I’m not playing around, I understand you think that but I’m not… why would I do that?” I huffed. “Because you made fun of me Sean, that I’m fat.. why do you think I’m here, doing these exercises. People are very cruel Sean.” He sighs. “Well believe it or not but I like you. Why do you think I’m here every Wednesday. I don’t normally train in public gyms, I have my own at home. But went once with Kyle and I saw you and I don’t know I fell for you I guess…” I had my arms crossed around me, covering myself. “well you still made me insecure and I probably won’t come back here for a long time..” “you can train at my house, I have a private gym if it makes you comfortable.” I shook my head. “No, I don’t want you pity Sean, just leave me alone for awhile, it’s not that simple.” He nods. “I understand, I’m sorry..” I gave him a small nod. “Thanks for saying sorry now, even tho I don’t think you mean it.” “It’s okay, I’m going to work on that one.” He stands there flashing me a apologising smile and I just left him there at the gym, heading home.
—— 1 month later ——
I took me one month to go back to the gym. My gym bestie called me and literally said, fuck those blind people, your not fat. So here I am standing in the gym with her, doing some exercises together. “You know who asked me on a date..” “who?” “Adin.” ‘Gross bully idiot…’ “and you’re going?” She looks at me and laughs. “Girl no, Iew not with him, I rather date Dillon then him.” I giggled as she made a puking face. “I hate body shaming y/n and he’s a bully who does that.” I nodded. “Ugh talking about them..” I saw her looking behind me and subtle looked around. Sean, Adin, Kyle and Dillon walked in. “Oh god..” I immediately felt embarrassed. She say it and shook her finger subtle at me. “No don’t you dare y/n, they are bully’s and liar’s. You stay here with me. We don’t leave each other behind.” She whispered yelled at me. I sighed and nodded. “Okay okay, we don’t leave each other behind.” She nods and we start our exercise again.
We were sitting on a bench, having a small break. I saw Sean looking a few times at me, making me self conscious. “Oh no they are coming.” I said to her. “Stay cool, don’t let them in your head.” Adin walked up to her with a smile. “Hey… I didn’t know you were friends with her.” He gave me a weird look. “I am why is that a problem to you?” He shook his head. “No just you know different body types, different ways of being in the gym, different guys looking at ya.” He had a smug on his face. “Are you calling me skinny?” I knew what she was doing, trying to make it about her and not about me. “What no, I didn’t said that.” She looks at me. “I think he did right?” I nodded. “No, why are you even here?” He pointed at me. “Hey! Dont talk about her like that.” Sean said as Kyle laughs. “Don’t say you like her Sean, I mean look at her.” Sean looked angry, Dillon moved between them. “Guys come on, don’t insult the ladies.” Adin laughs. “Nah come on bro, you as well.” Dillon shrugged his shoulders. “Wait are these mean bitches or…” I looked over at her as they had an argument about us. “Let’s leave.” I whispered to her, she nods. We carefully moved away from them. Sean saw us and smiled. “Hey! They leaving.” Kyle pointed at us as we went to the other side of the room.
“You like him.” She says as we are on the treadmill. “Who?” “Sean, I know how you looked at him.” I blushed and she starts to giggle. “Aww y/n.. that’s cute.” “Oh please shush, they might hear you.” She giggles even more. “Well I think he likes you too.” “He called me fat.” She shrugged her shoulders. “But he did apologise didn’t he… come on y/n he was totally admiring you today…maybe he is really sorry, guys don’t think like us they bully a lot of there crushes, they think we like that.” I sighed. “I don’t know…” “just give it a chance, and if it doesn’t work out then is it his lose not yours.” I smiled at her. “Thank you.” “No problem.” I giggled softly. “What?” “You are so totally into Dillon.” She slightly pushed my arm. “Y/N…” we both giggled.
Dillon walked up on us as we were just done for today. “Hello ladies, I want to apologise for what happened earlier. I’m not like that, Adin is a bit stupid if it comes to woman.” She smiles at him. “Yeah we already knew that.” ‘She’s falling big time!’ She looks over to me. “But Dillon we are just going, thank you for your apology.” “Can I asked you both something before you go..” we nodded. “Sure.” He smiles at us. “I was wondering if you guys want to join me and Sean for some lunch… let say it’s to say sorry..” we both looked at each other. She gave me a well knowing look. “Sure.” I said, she smiles and Dillon nods. “Cool, we see you ladies outside then.” We nodded and walked to the lockers. She basically flipped out when we where alone. “Omg this is our chance y/n!” I just laughed as my insecurity still lingers around in the back of my mind.
We went to a lunch room. Everyone ordered something large or with a lot of fat in it. I didn’t, I just order a simple salad. Dillon was focusing on B/F/N. They were chatting, laughing, totally having fun. Sean and I didn’t say anything. ‘I want to go home.’ “They like each other.” He tried to start a conversation between us. I smiled and nodded. “Yeah, she likes him for awhile.” We both looked at them. “He likes her too..” I hummed and looked down at my hands. “Listen I’m sorry what happened today, I told them that I don’t want to be friends with them anymore because I like you.” ‘Don’t play with me please, just for once let this be real.’ “Y/N can you give me a chance to prove it to you, I really like you and I was stupid that day, I was nervous and they were whispering things in my ear and I don’t know, I hurt you and I didn’t meant it.” He had grabbed my hands during his little speech. “Please?” He looked with puppy eyes at me. “Okay, but if you ever hurt me like that Sean…..” “I won’t, I promise.” I smiled at him. “Okay then you get a second chance.” He smiles and squeezed my hands. “Thank you.” I felt her kick my leg, I looked over and she gave me a wink, I gave her one back. Our food arrived and we all had a good time together.
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completemessash · 11 months
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I Would Never (a.i.)
notes: I know this is depressing but it was written for me by me. If you don't like it, just scroll past <3
Warnings: rejection, sad and well, the reality of being ugly
xxx
"Y/N, can we talk for a second?"
You looked up, meeting Ashton's eyes from where he was standing just a few feet away from you.
Too shy to say anything and already blushing, you nodded and followed him outside the house, away from the rest of the people that were having a fun barbecue. Ashton loved hosting them and he always allowed his closest friends to bring friends, hence why you were here. Again.
You knew what was coming, it had only been a matter of time until he would say something. You knew you were an annoying, awful person, you were just too boring.
"Sierra let something slip the other day", okay, so he got right to the point.
You hoped it wasn't what you thought it was but he said it: "You have a crush on me"
It wasn't a question, it was a statement. And you knew that he thought you wanted to date him and this conversation about to take place was him turning you down before you had even made a move so you quickly started talking before he could
"I would never try anything.", you said.
A confused expression washed over his face but you kept talking: "I swear. I would never and I don't intend to ever do so. Honestly, I don't even know how these things work. And don't worry, I'm working on making that crush go away. I mean I have no influence on it but I don't want it and I am actively working on getting rid of it and I will not ever try to - I don't know... chat you up?"
Your voice took a questioning tone at the end because you genuinely didn't know how people flirting with each other worked. You had only ever seen it in movies but everything went from zero to hundred there and you knew you wouldn't experience it yourself. Why would you try to get with a person that you don't find attractive? Exactly, you don't. Nobody cares, nobody cared about you.
You always acted like that was alright, but the process of coming to terms with this was still very much ongoing and unfinished.
"Oh", Ashton said after a minute of just looking at you and taking in your words, "So...okay, cool, that's cool. You know, I just wanted to say like I'm sorry but I don't feel that way towards you and -"
"No, don't worry about it, seriously, I know", you laughed and it sounded real, not broken, "No one does, don't worry about it"
Ashton's eyebrows scrunched up. He wanted to tell you something, something nice, something to say it wasn't true. But he was just as aware as you that it would have been lies, him expressing his pity for you being the way you were and destined to be lonely because no one wants an ugly partner. Ugly inside and ugly outside.
So all he did was nod, shrug and say: "Alright then, let's get back to the party?"
You smiled through the pain spreading in your body and agreed. Let's get back to the party.
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fredwesleysgf · 10 months
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Hey! <3 I just made an eddie munson x reader fic and I wanted to know if anyone's interested in reading it before I actually post it here T-T
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Eddie munson starts dating a girl he met at his band performing. Though someone doesn't look too happy about it. The reader (y/n) starts acting weird around them and eddie starts to wonder why?. Later on he learns the reason as to why y/n likes eddie, but it's too late. Does he still have a chance to make it up and tell her how he feels the same way or has she move on with someone else. Someone who isn't him.
I'd appreciate any kind of comments tyy🫶🏻🫶🏻
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braincelle · 10 months
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memories after death
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pairing: soohyuk x fem!reader genre: angst summary: death does not define you. it is the memories that you left behind that does. word count: 478 warning(s): death, mcd, grief, mentions of sickness & disease author’s note: first imagine on tumblr but quite sad. apologies. anyway, hope you enjoy reading this.
Soohyuk always remembered.
He remembered the way she smiled whenever he brought home cookies from the cafe they frequent. He remembered the look of adoration she had on whenever she watched him do amazing things from afar. He remembered her sweet embrace and soft kisses when times were tough. He remembered the way she danced and hopped out of glee when her favorite Kpop group had a concert and he made sure to get tickets. He remembered the warmth of her love and the way she would brighten up his days just by existing.
Soohyuk will always remember.
He will always remember her enthusiasm. He will always remember the way she smiled when they reached the top of a mountain after a long hike. He will always remember how her food tasted and the love that went into each dish. He will always remember the dancing, lots of dancing, to the songs of every genre. He will always remember the joy on her face when he surprised her with the puppy she always wanted to adopt. He will always remember how happy he felt just to have her around even from afar at events and shoots. He will always remember the I love you’s. He will always remember how the spark faded but she still chose him and stuck by his side even as the days grew darker.
Soohyuk wished he could forget.
He wished he could forget the pain she felt when the disease caught her lungs. He wished he could forget the days in the hospital. He wished he could forget how he always prepared himself in case it was time to say goodbye. He wished he could forget the look of hopelessness on her face whenever the doctor said another treatment they tried had failed. He wished he could forget the way she sobbed her heart out thinking no one was listening while he was just outside the door.
Soohyuk’s memories of her replayed in his mind when he visited her grave. 
He giggled at the happy ones and frowned at the sad ones. He held onto the teddy bear he brought for her the way he would have held her if she was present. Tight and gentle all at the same time. As he looked at the gravestone that bore her name, he could not help but wonder about the what-ifs and what-nots. He wondered about the things beyond his control and how things would have been different if he had prevented them from happening. He sighed and tried his best to accept whatever it was that fate threw their way. It had been the worst year of his life. But, somehow, he still felt grateful. A sense of renewed peace washed over him as he walked away. She may not be by his side anymore, but he knew he will never be alone.
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mylifestylearedilfs · 13 days
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what do we think of imagines with cillian murphy x reader, inspired by melanie martinez’s songs? in my mind i have ideas for stories inspired by ‘cake’ ‘training wheels’ & ‘pacify her’
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bradleybearx · 11 months
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I CAME TO SAY GOODBYE
Second imagine I hope you all liked the last one, I think this one isn’t the best in my opinion but I hope you like it anyway.
Please feel free to leave suggestions, tips and ideas, and requests.
Have a great day and night and enjoy xx
- WARNINGS - BIT SAD - - 1.4K WORDS -
- EDITED -
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You and Brad had been together for two years now, friends since primary school. Brad knew your dream was to be a successful author and work in a publishing firm but little did he know you had to move to Australia as you got given the biggest opportunity to work with one of the best publishers you knew of, but you had to move there for five years under a contract it was a dream come true you just didn't know how to break it to Brad, or if you even wanted to take it yet, but with only two weeks left till you leave and forty eight hours to accept the opportunity you had to tell Brad and discuss what was going to happen next.
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"Hello love" He walks into your apartment as he pecks your lips "How's your day been" He smiles.
"Uhh yeah it been good, you"
"Good, you alright you seem off" We sit down as I let out a sigh.
"We need to talk" I look down at my hands.
"About" He asks as he grabs my hand in his.
"I got a job opportunity Brad"
"That's awesome love, i’m proud of you" He smiles "Why aren't you happy about it" He laughs.
"It’s in Australia, five year contract, I have forty eight hours to accept it now, but i’d leave in two weeks" I look deep into his eyes.
"Wow, thats far, do you know what you wanna do yet" He asks.
"I want to take it, its a great opportunity" I sigh.
"But" He continues my sentence.
"I don’t wanna leave you"
"You know I would come if I could but you know I cant, my life is here my family, friends, the band" He sighs "It’s great, amazing even you got this opportunity of your dreams love, I think you should take it because I know you’d regret it if you didn’t" He smiles.
"What about us" My voice breaks.
"I'm always going to be here, I’ll always love you and I’ll never forget you, but you will find someone there, and I don’t think I could be away from you for five years, I mean thats a long time love"
"No Bradley don’t, we can do visits and calls" I wipe my tears with my jumper sleeve.
"I can’t do that, but I think it’s best you take this opportunity, but I can’t leave my home, take it please I know its your dream, please love don’t let me be the reason you don’t take it" He smiles as his eyes glassed up.
"But I wont forget you, I wont find someone else, I want you, I love you, i’ll just find something here" I smile through tears.
"Listen if you don’t like it there you will always, always have a place to come back to okay, please give it a shot, I love you never forget that but it’s for the best okay" I break down in his arms as he held me close to him.
Two hours later he left after we watched a movie and had our last time together which made it worse. I stayed in my room crying after I sent an acceptance email. I wish he would try to see if it would work in a long distance but I knew even five years was a long time. What hurt the most was to know he would find someone else.
- TWO WEEKS LATER -
Before my flight I drove to Brads apartment to say good bye. The last two weeks have been the worst two weeks of my life I nearly gave up and was about to cancel it all just to get Brad back but I know he would be disappointed because he knows it’s my dream and he wants me to follow them. I waited at the door waiting for him to answer as I nearly thought he wouldn't answer the door swings open.
"Hey" He smiles "You look exhausted love" He looked deep into my eyes I knew it was hurting him.
"I came to say goodbye" A tear escapes my eyes as i tried to hold it in "I'm leaving today"
"Oh, oh wow time went fast hey, umm well good luck" He nods as his eyes glassed up "I’ll miss you, be safe for me okay, don’t let anyone hurt you, and remember you will always have a home to come back to okay" He pulls me into a hug as I broke down again, knowing it was the last time I’ll ever feel safe in someone's embrace.
"Please come with me please" I cry as I looked up at him.
"Love"
"You know what, it’s fine, it’s okay, I’ll miss you, I love you, I hope you have a great time like you deserve okay, and please be safe for me too" I smile as he roughly planted his lips on mine as a goodbye.
"I love you too" He pulls away as I walked off before I changed my mind.
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I get to the airport as I waited for my flight, my luggage was already sorted and my car was already on the other plane. I thought this would be amazing and exciting but really it just hurt leaving the people I loved so much, especially Brad he made it home for me. I was going to miss he cuddles, laugh, smile, his voice, everything about him I was going to miss.
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I finally got to my new apartment as I put my stuff down on the floor. It was a nice place two bedroom, the kitchen was gorgeous but it just wasn't home.
- THREE WEEKS LATER -
The apartment was finally all set up. I started working a week ago and honestly the people and team where so kind and helpful. I had messaged Brad but he hadn't answered any of my messages which hurt. The guys and his family congratulated me and kept in regular contact. I walk into my room after I finished cleaning the dishes and doing my clothes, as it was my first day off I had free time. I seen the frame I put up with me and Brad as I grabbed it and sat down in bed.
"I wish you were here, you would make it all so much more easier for me to be here, it’s so lonely without you around, I wish you'd answer your messages and not leave them on read" I cry and put the frame down and lay down and put my face into the pillow "I'm so lonely" I cry into my pillow "I just wanna go home" I thought it would get easier but really it doesn’t
Hours go by as I cried and watched TV till I heard the door. I was confused on who it could be as I didn't really know anyone yet that would come over nor did I place any orders so I wasn’t waiting for a package. I look in the mirror before I open the door so I look some what presentable. I let out a sigh as I open the door as I fall to the floor in tears as the bags drop beside him as he pulled me close to him.
"Shhh its okay love"
"You're here" I cry.
"Breathe, calm down, hey it’s okay" He held me close to his chest.
"You're here Bradley, really here, I thought you hated me and didn't want anything to do with me again I.. I.. I thought I lost you" I cry heavily.
"Shh calm down, you'd never ever lose me, I would never hate you, I want you always and forever remember that, i’m sorry I ignored your messages okay just every time I went to I couldn't because I would have asked you to come home, but here I am, so you gonna show me around our apartment, looks great from here so far, I wonder.. what does our love making room look like" he laughs as I giggle "There’s the beautiful smile I have been dying to see"
"What do you mean our" I ask.
"Well did you want me to find my own apartment or live with you" He asks.
"Your moving here"
"Yeah, well I kinda can’t live without you apparently, my family and friend's didn't really like who I was without you so they surprised me with it all and helped me pack, it should all be here soon in the next couple days, but James and Kirstie is having a baby, and Connor is busy with his band, Tristan's traveling and well I want you, I want to be with you and its only five years for now, we will do visits and calls with them all, but I can’t let you be alone either, I want to be the person you can’t wait to come home too" He smiles.
"Really" He nods.
"Yeah, i’m home baby, don’t ever think you can get rid of me so easily" He laughs.
"Welcome home my love, and I wouldn't ever dream of it" I smile.
"I've missed you" He pressed his lips to mine.
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fuckingmilkovich · 10 months
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BACKSTABBER by KESHA
carl gallagher x f! reader | angst | bad ending in
.・。.・゜✭・.・✫・゜・。
❛why you did this to me?! you fucking ruined my life! are you doing this because you hate me? you never gave a shit about me i shouldn’t trust you in the first place❜
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CARL wasn’t the greatest boyfriend you could ask for, but he just stole your heart with his charisma and that stupid smirk on his face. he was your first boyfriend in your entire life, so obviously you were so excited about that experience. you wanted to impress him, because you knew what a player carl was and that you needed to interest him with your person, even if you were with him for a few months.
you weren’t the most fun person in the world; you just lived like a normal teenager, not like gallagher’s. so that was strange that he asked you out one day. he was handsome, and you liked his rebellious side sometimes. you were so happy when carl asked you to be his girlfriend because you never thought that someone could find you attractive. 
you wanted to show him that you weren’t that boring and innocent, so you started sending him photos. at first, it was only a picture of you in underwear, but he started to ask about more nudity. you were insecure that he would leave you if you didn’t send him these photos. so you did it. and that was a huge mistake, but you were clueless.
after this carl started to distance himself from you, but he always had an excuse for his actions. and you blindly believed him, because why would he lie to his girlfriend?
·˚ ༘₊· ͟͟͞͞꒰➳ ⸻⸻⸻ ❝what kind of fucking friend are you? what the fuck? i’ve trusted you. you’re fucking coward and i would have never done this to you. i would never done this to you ❞ ⸻⸻⸻ ✯
one day, he asked you if you wanted to go out to his friend’s party. you obviously said yes because you hadn't spent time with each other lately and you missed him. you’ve spent ages getting ready for this party; you wanted to look stunning for carl. you picked up your best dress and asked your mom to do your makeup.
the party was normal; everyone was drunk as fuck, but you didn’t mind, even if you weren’t the drink type of person. you were looking for carl, because he disappeared a few minutes ago. you found him standing at the table next to the tv.
“hi everyone! so i know you were waiting for a result from my challenge.” everyone started to clap; only you were so confused about this situation, but you just joined the rest of the people clapping.
your smile faded when you saw on the screen these pictures you sent him and a few videos he must have recorded without your permission, showing you and carl having sex. you didn’t listen to what carl was saying; you felt like it wasn’t real. please this must be a dream you thought. you didn’t realize that you were crying.
every single person started to laugh and record your reaction, you were only a fucking bet, and you knew that it was weird that carl started to find you interesting. but you thought that finally someone would really love you. you were wrong. once again.
you left the party, with a broken heart and ruined social life.
.・。.・゜✭・.・✫・゜・。
sorry for any mistakes!!
love ya:))
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Esto llamado "vida" me está comiendo... A veces menos, a veces más... Pero al final me sigue consumiendo. 🖤
@escritos-de-una-anonima
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neverland93 · 2 years
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Imagine leaving Neverland…
Peter: Falling in love with her was easy, it’s letting her go that’s going to tear me apart.
Felix: are you ever going to tell her?
Peter: no. She’s far too happy knowing she can go home. She couldn’t feel the same way.
Felix : so you’re letting her go?
Peter : (sigh) I love her and I want her to be happy, so yeah, I’m letting her go.
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