#some mod venting

[stickidystickblog]

Awoo woo woo

#some mod venting #vent art #lots of feelings on this day #mourning #aaa #not the greatest day for Ashy #but I'll survive

[dysphoric-culture-is]

Dysphoric culture is wanting a phalloplasty without a vaginectomy and not being able to find any doctors who've ever done it, and then crying because you know your ideal configuration apparently isn't a thing that happens.

I want to keep my vulva/vagina, but I still want a penis, and I can't tell you the amount of times I've cried because I don't think this type of surgery is even done or, if it is, done in the US at least. It sucks so much.

Dysphoric culture is!

Also anon, great news: this surgery is real! It’s called vagina-preserving phalloplasty or VPP.

There aren’t a ton of surgeons who perform it in the US but some (from the Crane Center in California) are listed here. There’s also someone in New York that talked about getting a vagina-preserving metoidioplasty in a news article but mod doesn’t know who their surgeon was. More info and some more surgeons are here.

More people are getting nonbinary bottom surgeries so there are slightly more resources around now. Good luck anon!

(For those wanting the opposite of this, phallus-preserving vaginoplasty exists too.)

#genuinely mod’s favorite type of ask is getting to give people really good news #because mod knows about some obscure stuff and so this is good place to ask if you’re looking for weird trans advice #so like. you’ve vented to the right place anon :) #dysphoric culture is #gender dysphoria #dysphoria #dysphoria tw #gender affirming surgery #bottom surgery #bottom dysphoria #medical transition #salmacian #afab nonbinary #trans #queer #lgbta #genitalia tw #tw genitals #phalloplasty #vagina preserving phalloplasty

[fuckingstupidbracket]

like a regular bin, not even recycled or anything

#poll #okay so uh #dont read the tags ahead unless you care about my little vent #my mom got me a hoodie in December from shein #even tho i had two very similar hoodies already both from better brands #still fast fashion but not as fast #and one of them was modded by me #but the hoodie was fucking soft and comfy and good length so it quickly became my favourite hoodie #according to my mother tho after a month she started complaining that it's ugly. #it had those little balls idk what they're called but #1 i don't fucking care #2 they're removable #so anyway fot the past week or two shes been complaining every time i wore the hoodie and today she screamed at me and threw it in the trash #she also kicked me but thats unrelated #and like even if she bought me a new identical one that wouldn't help at all cause she still threw my stuff in the trasg #and bought from a company that goes against my values #and she keeps excusing it like “its cheaper” #im sorry but buying one good thing and wearing it too death is cheaper than buying a hundred things you throw away after less than 3 months #so fucking sick of this!!!!!!!! #i have more than enough clothes too and am currently trying to get rid of some #BUT NOT LIKE THAT WHAT THE FUCK #btw my vinted is dupiarz it's mostly stuff from 2017-2020 so not really trendy but maybe youd like something #the pnly clothing i dont bother repairing and just throw out is underwear #but i do fix socks because good socks are good socks

[subwaytostardew]

▲ Subway to Stardew - Ingo 8-Heart Event ▲

This plays after getting at least 8 hearts with Ingo and entering the library. Ingo sends a letter for this too...

#submas #pokemon #stardew valley #sdv mods #Ingo #Nobori #subway to stardew #subway to stardew terminal station #events #I do want to make a full-platonic route for Ingo eventually but... I can't quite figure out how the development for that will go #So for now he has a love at first sight that consumes him and he feels so terribly guilty about #He sends you a 6 page love letter like one heart in LOL #Still working on the letters and I only have one done... also might move some lines to other ones so I can't show them yet #Emmet can vent to Ingo but Ingo can't vent to Emmet about having a crush because Emmet is a menace

[thatnununguy]

some fanart of me and my friends terraria calamity OCs from our first playthrough :)

& screenshot of the in-game characters cus it's cute!!!

#doodle #original character #terraria #calamity mod #draedon #god he is so hot i love you calamity mod thank you for him #we had a summoner mage ranged playthrough #which was a lot of fun!!!! #i love all the guns in this game they are so beautifully sprited #in other news been feeling really bad #i planned to draw some vent art but i got embarrassed lol #um i hope everyone is having a good new year though :) #i do plan to return to Homestuck posting soo look out for that

[venacoeurva]

Yippeeeeee

Also I didn't realized until today but you can learn a summon spell for Ascended Sleepers with their skulls in this mod...

#also the mod edits the same area as some creation club stuff so be aware of that #I can't get to red scar cavern with this without console commands and so on #vena vents #not art #trypo tw #for anyone who looks closer they have like. visible pores or something in their face holes #ascended sleeper #skyrim #screenshots #wren nerevarine

[the-npd-culture-is]

not me tryna double check four times if i put the right tags because im sleep deprived and probably dyslexic. damn it tumblr let me edit my ask replies.

#op #mod talk #vent #if i take time to post some asks im probably sleeping./gen info

[lunarthefrieschild]

Always the fool has the smallest heart..

#lunarthefrieschild #lunar txt. #lunar blog #my edit #edits #gacha oc #lunar vent #lunar edit #gacha community #gacha edit #gacha mod #falling into randomness with lunar(●'▽'●)ゝ #vent #vent art #vent tag #vent post #that feelings again. #i don't know i need some break i guess..

[zariathechaosgremlin]

I’m still suspended!

#context: I was suspended from Twitter on Saturday because I was “attempting to evade suspension for some reason #I wrote two appeals #I haven’t gotten any word back from the mods #it’s been two days I think #idk #shitposting #vent post???

[brammariek]

trying to learn something again when you failed the first time is so intimidating with ADHD and i fucking hate it. hate that I need to master something instantly or else my anxiety and my RSD just turns against myself. "you can't figure it out anyways to just fucking drop it you fucking dumbass, nobody is gonna wanna help you"

hey, brain? how about you stfu and let me enjoy things

#venting #aka I wanna try cyberpunk modding again and port outfits #checked the nexus and saw some of the outfits and things i wanted to port has already been done #and instead of my brain thinking “oh sweet now i can have thing i want without having to make it myself” #my brain goes “see? you're so fucking slow someone else already got to it you should just stop touching that game there is no space for you #ADHD #jesus christ just let me enjoy things please let me enjoy the sensation of learning things

[subsequentibis]

'nother big post of closed species guys i've designed since folks were nice abt the last one :)

mignyans (alien parasite crabs that infect a host and cause the thing-esque meat to manifest on their bodies):

^ free anniversary event design! they do a scavenger hunt every october for traits and it's always a good time

^design i did as a guest artist for the species! using the new mineral deposit trait that was added after the last anniversary event

^ this is one of my favorites i've ever done. i love you channel wvmb you will always be famous to me.

^ this one and the next one were designed based on premade crabs! this one's the same species as the first mignyan i ever designed

^ this one goes with the sun & moon one :) wizard & apprentice

^metalhead!! bloody remnants logo designed by my wonderful fiance

starlyngs (avian creatures that are personified stars i think? i'll be honest i'm less clear on the lore i just think they're neat):

^ shithead extraordinaire who is in trouble all the time for stealing & conning people out of valuables

^ freak.

#ibis art #i forgor what i tagged the last one of these i did #but if anyone wants to see all the beasts i've designed they're up on my toyhou.se same username as here #p much the only stuff on tumblr i've ever seen abt closed species is drama/vent blogs and i want to stay faaaar away from that #so i don't post much about these here but i like them a lot and they are fun to make #they feel like good creative exercises! ive seen a lot of people complain abt cs being too restrictive #and i've definitely had that experience in SOME cs... there's a few i abandoned bc design stuff was too strict #but you can find a lot of spaces that are much freer with design guidelines and working with those rules is really fun for me #i'd say rule of thumb is never join a species if they don't offer a free way to make your own and only make yr first one on a free myo #that way you don't lose money if anything Sucks and can hit the bricks no problem #i like to buy slots for mignyans bc i like making a lot & it supports my friend on the mod team #but i seriously sideeye any species without a free myo option or that puts time limits on free myos from events & the like #and anyway you can just make whatever you want forever and you don't have to make it part of a species. that's also always an option #ok tag ramble DONE ibis AWAYYYY

[railroad-migraine]

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#sorry guys I'm going through some stuff #a friend confessed that they loved me and I don't feel the same #i adore them platonically and it's just the wrong time and i'd hate to lose them #i have been very anxious every since because they won't talk to me and i'm so scared they don't want to be friends anymore #writing will be a lil bit slow because i'm teary eyed thinking about the whole situation #gonna give the friend some space and hopefully we'll work it out #i saw the signs for months and didn't want to overthink it but yep it was real and it feels like the confession was a dream but was real to #and the rest of our friend group are in different time zones so i feel alone dealing with this so #i just needed a quick vent #gonna have a cry and try something to distract my thoughts #feelings can happen and that's a very okay thing #i just am scared because we've had such a great friendship up until now #ironic bc friends to lovers is my fave trope :') #but #unrequited stuff is like a punch to the gut #edit: i see the typos #i wasn't wearing my glasses while making this post #mod poet

[powerpolyculeshowdown]

i know theres a lot of orv fans here, since yoohankim got second place in the first showdown. if anyone here is being rude on the isekai poll see yourself out im tired of watching fellow poll runners get harrassed or have to deal w stupid fights on their notes. im hoping its not anybody that found them from my tiesweep reblog, because yall behaved here, but just in case theres an overlap between the rude fans and the ppl following me

like ok thanks for being nice to me but if ur an ass to other poll runners just go lmao

#this is NOT directed at all orv fans its specifically the hardcore fans starting shit on the isekai bitches poll #but it goes for anyone being rude to any poll mod or starting fights over any polls #log off go for a walk breath some fresh air hug a tree learn how to behave #mod talks #vent

[aro-culture-is]

aroace culture is wondering what the fuck you're even aroace for when you still get emotionally kicked in the guts by the most abstract and situational platonic crushes that completely incapacitate you for days while you try to process what the fuck is going on and all you can think about is drunk pinky promises at 4am.

(you are allowed to feel. feeling isn't a bad thing, and if you're struggling to process those feelings to the point of multiple-day incapacitation, I think it would be useful to see a therapist if that's a choice you can make)

#Anonymous #aro culture is #aro #aromantic #actually aro #actually aromantic #ask #mod axel #aroace culture #vent submission #some possible coping mechanisms (ymmv): before sleeping; write what you're worried about in some kind of journal and physically close it #tell yourself that the journal is closed for now and now is the time for sleep #ask yourself why you are so affected by this platonic crush - is it anxiety? #whatever it is #contemplate why that is making it hard for you to function right now #(you don't need a Singular Perfect Answer) #and - this could also be separate but if you contemplate the why you SHOULD do this - #what can you do to make life easier while you are feeling these big emotions? #will it be easier for you if you set yourself up with some easy meals / drinks #will it be easier if you write out lists (esp if you struggle with organizing your thoughts during this) #basically just. if you feel that it's having such an impact on your life - it sounds to me like a good time to accept your emotions #sit with them #and decide how to respond to them #not just in reference to others but to YOURSELF

[valenfield-inspo]

Block Warning

I don't mind ppl blocking this blog, as that is your right on here to curate your experiences but if I find you still managing to reblog my edits, you are getting blocked right on back. I am not up for weird shit this early in 2024.

I just find it unfair as hell as I actually wanted to reblog some of their stuff from before. I really only found out I was blocked b/c months ago I wanted to reblog one of their edits on here but it would not let me reblog it, not even draft it. I tried reblogging their stuff on my main and it let me reblog as normal yet on this blog it wouldn't let me. So I am taking that as a sign that they indeed blocked this blog. Now fast forward some to a few days ago, I found them reblogging an edit of mine and yet I still can't reblog from them, so that's not going to work for me. You cannot reblog stuff from me and then still proceed to have me blocked, nope. Can't have your cake and eat it too, I'm afraid.

#mod speaks #PSA #not going to name names here as not trying to turn this into pile on or anything. I do not want any drama. #i really hate making these kinds of posts b/c I would like to get back to doing some more edits/gifs but i'm still recovering from #the holidays and dealing with a little bit of family drama rn so maybe i'll get back to doing some edits soon and i'll calm down but i had #to vent a bit here lol #ofc if that person finds this and it's a misunderstanding of some sort then contact me via DM #otherwise stop it

[venacoeurva]

Someone’s a little homesick, I think :[ (I didn’t even know being in this area would trigger those lines from him until now)

#vena vents #screenshots #funny little digital man you're making me feel feelings #this tower is always a gutpunch #2/3 seemed vanilla and 1 was obvs from the line extensions for anyone curious #if you have the mod you know the differences in audio for some lines lol #this looks like one of those ~deep~ movie screenshots you'd see on pinterest and aesthetic blogs in 2013